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bunny-lily · 5 months ago

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welp

my laptop is pretty much cooked @_@ rip to all my art

I dunno if I'm just in denial and the loss hasn't hit me yet, or if the past couple weeks have just exhausted me to the point that I'm numb about it

anyways learn from my mistake, babes. don't get a laptop with an eMMC hard drive, back up all your data frequently (preferably both via cloud and physically through a hard drive or other means)

#chimera rambles #i dunno what i expected from a $300 dollar laptop #the more you know #I would genuinely love to be able to use my PC for drawing #but there's so many problems that prevent me from doing that #1) I don't have space on my desk #2) my tablet's cables aren't long enough #3) my tablet acts like an extension and not a second monitor #so I wouldn't be able to do things in the background if I used my pc #and my audhd would throw a hissy fit #bless my mother tho #she said I can use her laptop for the time being after she moves her data off it #it's been a hard couple weeks.

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pussysidon · 6 months ago

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Living with a disability, especially a progressive or dynamic one is so fucking stressful. I don't know whether I'll be able to do things I can do now in a couple of years or even a couple of months. Maybe today I'm up and dancing but tomorrow I can barely leave my bed. I'm already grieving the things I know I won't be able to do in the future and it's so, so so so hard. The worst part is that there's nothing you can do but try to enjoy life right now and hope you can keep doing what you love

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runefactorynonsense · 6 months ago

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I exalt the wolves and unicos a lot, but, fun fact; the Elefuns are my favorite Rune Factory monsters

#Margot's RF Art #Rune Factory #RF #Rune Factory Elefun #RF Elefun #Would've had this done a couple weeks ago but it's been so hard to work on... anything #being in a rough spot means there's been a lot of sitting and staring at landscapes. so I just let myself paint as much of one as I could #I do recommend looking at photos of baby elephants if you're feeling down tho #....I feel like I had more to say but I've forgotten. take care everyone. I'm trying my best

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druidshollow · 11 months ago

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ugly baby rivers is gonna be in my brain forever

its not his fault..... newborns are just ugly

(i did some rambling in the tags if u wanna look at it lol)

#species swap au #ss descent #ss rivers #ss fire #theyre so weird. puppies. i think ancients used to have....... litters. i guess. of two to three babies #but they began to evolve to have less #and now its like. twins are pretty common but more often than not you have one #lots of people are opposed to having kids at all because its viewed as cruel to introduce someone to a cycle where they are so aware of-#-their entrapment #i dont think either pregnancy was intentional but fire was probably more welcome #they didnt know she was pregnant with rivers until shed already been for a couple months- and then he was born.... probably like 7 or 8-#-weeks early #fire wasnt on purpose either but they knew earlier and didnt have any complications #they were probably recommended not to go through with fires pregnancy since rivers birth was so hard on her and he was so sick #but i think now that shed had a kid and come to like the idea shed probably be happy to have another baby #i think they have fire mmmmmmmmmm three years after rivers (this is the same gap as me and my sibling. easy to remember)#takes your ask as an excuse to babypost #druid draw

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piningpercussionist · 2 months ago

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Pine Face Jumpscare

Still got no idea where my fabric paints are, but here I am as (slightly scuffed) Kim! (Second shot mostly there to show off the belt.)

And below the cut here I'll have some other shots that kinda show the hair color a little more accurately

Second shot here had my hair combed a little differently to make it more poofy- meant to do that before taking these, but like... y'all will probably see me do this again. I originally wanted to do outdoor shots, so- next time!

Also bonus jacket I got the other day- kind of a good modern au stand-in for the normal Dia de Los Muertos party fit, right?

#i just had to fight so hard to get this formatted right. does anyone know WHY tumblr shuffles images around like a dickhead sometimes?#it's kinda ridiculous that it's been a problem for this gd long #anyhow. if i look awkward in these it's bc I don't like seeing my face very much and until this past week I hadn't owned a skirt since+#+- like- elementary school. i wore one for a chiaki cosplay that didn't leave my room a couple years back? but that's the most recent time #things I've discovered- i actually don't mind them all that much! so long as I've got tights and pockets anyhow #anyway. the grey skirt there was for the actual costume- black one was just something I snagged from spirit on closing day lol #cosplay #ooc #txt #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim vs the world #scott pilgrim vs the universe #scott pilgrim game #scott pilgrim fandom #kim pine cosplay #scott pilgrim cosplay #spto kim #scott pilgrim kim #spvtw kim #spvtwtg kim #sp comic #spvtw #spto #kim pine #i think that's good for tags? i certainly cant think up any more i might want anyway

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ef-1 · 4 months ago

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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starbuck · 2 months ago

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thanks to me, my loved ones are all the safest they’ve been in over a week and i did not realize until this moment how much better that would make me feel.

#i worked SO hard to make this a reality and here we are!#you can tell i also got stressed and annoyed bc i did extensive future job research #(which i only do when i am stressed and annoyed)#but i NEVER lost patience and everyone is in good shape because of me :))#i still have a couple of insurmountable weeks in front of me but !!!!!!!#i BELIEVE in myself!!!!!!!!#if i can make it through today i can do everything #but yeah i’m just SO glad they’re all okay #i’ve been SO worried about them and it’s really a huge weight off

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megaemprezzz · 2 months ago

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Post this and runs back into my depression crying pit for another month

Fun fact Megatron has Optimus head as a necklace, not fun but shush

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queerplatonicdiaries · 6 months ago

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long!!! distance!!!! sucks!!!!!!

#I have no idea how long distance couples survive #I'm losing my mind over my squish being so far away #wdym I can't hug them :(#wdym there's a whole ass month left until they come back????#and like. I wanna text and call them so often but I'm scared of being too much yk #but equally it's been a week since I last heard their voice and I'm going insane #I also hate the time difference!!!!!! there's like a three hour window in which we both MIGHT be free but it's hard to coordinate :(#I just. I've never missed someone this much before #I imagine being reunited almost every day #sigh #also kinda scared about the fact that we're going to go from not having seen each other for 3 months to LIVING TOGETHER #I'm really hyped don't get me wrong #but also. aaaaaaa #(post inspired by the fact that they haven't messaged me back yet despite it being only 9am for them lol)#me? clingy? haha whaaaaaat nooooo #comso rambles #queerplatonic yearning hours #qpr yearning #queerplatonic #aroace #long distance love

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paranormaljones · 17 days ago

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#i have been reeeealllly struggling with eating recently #it's not quite to the point of being scary but it is......unsettling #i haven't eaten so little in years #there's like a ton of factors going into it #it's not just one thing which is really frustrating because it makes it so hard to try to fix it #i don't like getting to the point of eating so little over a long period of time that you no longer feel hungry #i think the anxiety over how expensive everything is and how i don't make enough money to support myself long term #and the constant fatigue that saps all motivation to prepare food #it just weighs on me #and it's so easy to put it out of my mind #like scarily easy #but it's so frustrating because it's not a 'normal' eating disorder #like it's not caused by what most people think would cause an eating disorder #which makes it harder to find effective help #i'm really happy to be going home for a couple weeks because i know i'll feel safe and comfortable eating at home #and when i get back i'm going to try to be better #tw eating issues #tw eating disorder

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bloo-the-dragon · 2 years ago

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Me an artist who has been drawing for many years: Man i wish i could draw.

#Bloo Talks #vent #little bit #burnouts been kicking my butt for a couple weeks now #makes drawing hard :(

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timeskip · 4 months ago

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An Undefined Truth (complete fic)!!

A completed Killugon multichapter!! It’s a fic about Nen abilities, Killua and Gon struggling with their feelings, lingering issues, and more! Warning for canon-typical violence!

The fic is 41,318 words long in total, split between 7 chapters!!!

Fic Summary:

Killua and Gon are kidnapped, and even after they escape, Gon is left with the effects of a truth telling ability. But despite that, Killua is sure they’ll be fine until the ability wears off. After all, Gon is the most honest person he knows. At least, he’s sure they’ll be fine until Gon starts to avoid him.

Link to chapter 1: https://archiveofourown.org/works/54167776/chapters/137153485

#hunter x hunter #hxh #killugon #killua zoldyck #gon freecss #my writing #posting a promo for the whole thing !! it's been a couple weeks which is later than i normally promo stuff #but i did work hard on this 🫶

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keiitopop · 10 months ago

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new character, huzzah! designed by noodlewave on toyhouse 🛸🌌✨

#this doesn't look that good. my excuse is: it's been a hard couple of weeks haha ^^'#my art #artists on tumblr #oc: harvey #furry #anthro #sfw furry #safe fur work #furry art #i forgot which tags i used

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dovesick · 1 year ago

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bryan the werewolf-wolf can’t keep a job. it all goes fine until the full moon, then something changes inside him. he goes into work at the pizza place, and can’t stop himself from devouring every slice. when his colleagues try to stop him, they become the new side dish loool (hexoween 7: curse of the full moon)

#anthro art #furry art #horror art #furry horror #wolf furry #werewolf furry #cw bl00d #hexoween #i wanted to write the story in the caption this time #a couple of my friends didn’t understand the comic lol #so i feel like it should be explained #it was hard to think of what to do for this prompt #also bc i’ve been ill all week yayyyy #eyestrain #it’s a corny story i know i know loool #i was never meant to write book blurbs

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writhe · 1 year ago

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i feel like it’s kinda dumb but i’ve ALWAYS been weird about touch even when i want it…there’s always been some aspect of exchanging touch casually / familiarly that has never really “clicked” for me. like, i remember being young and seeing people/friends casually lean on or touch each other’s arms or pull each other close and it always felt like a language i couldn’t speak or learn. i think a lot of this had to do with being a closeted / kinda repressed kid / teen but it felt & sometimes feels frustrating. i felt very monstrous for a long time. i think there are years that have passed in my life where the time spent touching or being touched could be condensed into a handful of hours, if not less. much less the case now because i’ve got to a point where i’ll crawl around on franklin for fun & i get friends to roughhouse sometime. anyway, this problem exists to a much lesser extent today but i still notice & feel it but last night during a song a bar friend who i’ve known for, hell, five years peered over my shoulder and we leaned our heads against each other and sang and it, like, did something to me. also hugs are easy but i got kind of a long one from a new friend!

anyway, i am maybe not entirely made of spikes and fire

#exception to this was in middle school we’d punch each other playfully and it kinda became the only way i would do this and #i still do this #it catches people off guard sometimes and i’ve had people be like “ow? hello?’’#i’ve gotten good at doing it Way Less hahaha #the first time i did it to someone outside of my middle school friend group someone got kinda upset with me i felt bad #exception in adult life is mosh pits lol #omg wait i remember a couple years ago when i was getting my first covid shot my housemate held my hand and it was such a massively #impactful way to be cared for bc i’d come to feel like my body was an uncrossable barrier (outside of like. sex really)#anyway #i am happy and excited this morning! it’s been a hard week i’m happy to feel this way today #and i’m thankful for yesterday and the way it played out

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reminiscentrainclouds · 8 days ago

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Hyperfixation so bad the characters are making cameos in your dreams. Omg Kanna?? What are you also doing in this stranger's house??

#*text #last night Gin was in a Roblox obby. I don't even play roblox.#I don't usually remember my dreams but I have an unbroken streak of like a week remembering at least one each night which is neat #probs because I've been writing them down.#they're mostly nonsense but boy are they entertaining. a couple nights ago I cried really hard about my art computer being factory reset #I was like 'MY WIPSSSSSS' and like sobbing. so bad that I woke up and was like 'no way thank cod (the fish) it was a dream'#also I've noticed an occasional theme that comes up sometimes that involves being stuck deep in a maze-like building #and either trying to escape or explore it. like a stranger's house where every time you open a door you go deeper in and #it's just another stranger's house and all you know is you're not supposed to be there. there's definitely a metaphor here I can feel it.#anyway goodnight I'm going back to bed.

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