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on every mangled promise that your body couldn't keep//
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//i hope you'll hear me in the streetlights humming, softly breathing out your name
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#these songs are them#it's actually painful#brians all yearning and wistful#and Tim's like#you died#fanart#art#drawing#creepypasta#marble hornets#brian thomas#tim wright#brim#brim mh#traditional art#blue instead of b&w this time... what do we think
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I NEED to go down on someone who'll call me a good boy and play with my hair
#me and who#please#my oral fixation is acting up recently#it's actually painful#it hurts that nobody is using my mouth#i don't even need you to reciprocate#just sit or lie down and let me make you feel good#freaks please interact
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all my favorite media are about tragic queers in the apocalypse. it's hurting my sanity.
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Listening to Lucy in Re: Dracula asking Mina to pray for her happiness, knowing what's ahead for her, legit had me tearing up.
#lucy westenra#dracula daily#re: dracula#It's actually painful#I know what's going to happen#But she doesn't and she's so excited and innocent and ahhh#I wish she could have been happy
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What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.
#adhd#undiagnosed adhd#actually adhd#undiagnosed autism#autism#neurodivergent#hyperfixation#audhd#actually audhd#ms pain#ch33zart#chrambles
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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#bpd#mental health#actually bpd#mental illness#bpd shit#actually borderline#bpd shitposting#bpd problems#bpd mood#bpd meme#autism#actually autistic#chronic pain#chronic illness
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I think that it's really important for people to realize that being disabled is traumatic. genuinely. your body and brain feel like they are breaking down and wrong. you are in constant heavy stress from stuff like chronic pain. most disabled people i know have a somewhat regular emotional break down from the trauma of it all. and we are expected to just smile through it by society, to not be in the way, to not be an issue.
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Shout out to the ten year old who just got diagnosed. Shout out to the housebound fourteen year old. Shout out to the eighteen year old who can’t go to the university they wanted. Shout out to the twenty two year old who can’t get a job. Shout out to the twenty six year old with a caretaker. Shout out to the thirty year old who can’t buy their own house.
Shout out to young disabled people. We exist.
#disability#actually disabled#young disabled#wheelchair user#cane user#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#functional neurological disorder#cripplepunk
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“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child
#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic pain#actually chronically ill#pots#pots syndrome#dysautonomia#fibromyalgia#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#supraventricular tachycardia
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Chronic pain pisses me off cause I'm not even incapacitated for like a cool or badass reason instead my body is throwing the world's biggest temper tantrum because it's raining outside
#it feels like i got jumped by seven people but NO#if my body is going to make me feel like ive been stabbed five thousand times i should at least get a sword fight out of it im just saying#fibromyalgia#fibropain#fibro problems#fibro flare#fibro#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#hypermobility#hypermobile#hypermobility syndrome#spoonie#disabled#actually disabled#disability#c punk#cripple punk
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This is a threat
#disability pride#disability#autoimmine disease#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronically ill#mobility aid#queer#sapphic#achillean#bisexual#asexual#lesbian#gay#homosexual#pride month#lgbt#aromantic#nonbinary#transgender#transfem#transmasc#mental disability#pansexual#actually neurodivergent#neurodivergent#neurological disability#neurodiversity#actually neurodiverse#my art
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i wanna say fuck you to anyone who shame disabled, chronically ill & neurodivergent people, especially homebound folks, for "spending too much time on their phone/on the internet/etc." when it's the only (Somewhat) accessible way for them to experience the world. many people don't get to get out much even if they want to because of their disabilities. shaming someone for trying to connect with the world, make friends and engage with hobbies in ways that are accessible to them is beyond cruel and unnecessary
#cripple punk#cripplepunk#crip punk#cpunk#actually disabled#chronic pain#disability culture#fibromyalgia#disability rights#disability advocacy#physical disability#c punk#angry cripple#queer cripple#cfsme#chronic fatigue syndrome#chronic fatigue#arthritis#diabetes#neurodiverse#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#autism#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#hypermobile eds#hypermobilty syndrome#our writing
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me carrying a stuffed animal around while being disabled is not "infantilizing disability"
I am an actually disabled person who carries a stuffed animal as comfort bc disability is hard
what's "infantilizing disability" is assuming that just bc I carry a stuffed animal I'm not capable of making decisions for myself. or that having a stuffed animal makes me a less serious, adult person than you are.
#disability#disabled#chronically ill#chronic pain#spoonie#cripple punk#cripplepunk#chronic illness#crutch user#actually autistic
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Sorry I Spent all mY spoons this week already and it's fucking Tuesday. We're heading to the knives
#actually spoonie#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#actually mentally ill#chronic illness#aroace agender#spoonie#chronic fatigue#disability#actually disabled#chronic disability#spoon theory
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autism "i need my routine and the routine was already ignored yesterday" vs chronic pain/disability "good fucking luck dude. you got no bones today"
#chronic pain is a bitch#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#invisible disability#disabled#disability#physical disability#disabilties#cripple punk#cripple posting#cripplepunk#autism spectrum disorder#actually autistic#autism#neurodivergent#autistic things#audhd
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