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v-arbellanaris · 1 year ago

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the biggest motivation for me to switch out isra for iskandar as the herald in my fic btw is how each companion's character arc suddenly makes sense compared to wtv tf is going on w him. suddenly its such a specific & personal attack. dai is just taking a sledgehammer to his psyche and im specifically driving him to multiple & consecutive mental breakdowns

#it's actually SO good im obsessed ok #it's what he deserves #iskandar trevelyan

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pnfc · 4 months ago

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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece

#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon #and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL #in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine #for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now #i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's #really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt #but back on topic #it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point #like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its #never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact #so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art #which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha #but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe #it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab #ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao #@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok #you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc #ok im goint to sleep #meta

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averlym · 1 year ago

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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end-orfino · 30 days ago

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strangelove and the boss make me fucking SICK honestly. in a good way. they're so fucking great

#ive seen a few ppl say smth like 'ok but isn't strangelove kind of fucked up actually'? and im like. YES??????? THAT'S WHY I LOVE HER.#shes soo fucked up in such a good way. her obsession with the boss is absolutely out of the realm of normalcy but its so delightful to watc #this is how a strong situationship leaves you; pining two decades after the other one died #i'm half joking but that's literally what happened with them didn't it #there's this pattern of people who put boss on a pedestal and misinterpret her will and it's very good on its own and strangelove is a part #-of it. but i think it's so interesting that her stance on it is also so personal and romantic and stuff. it's a different angle #of course she's not the only one who had personal ties to the boss but for her it's one of her most important key motivations #and its just.ough. I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM i mightve phrased it weirdly here cuz i dont wanna overtalk in tags.#But it's such a good story i think .#mgs #strangelove #<- sure i can tag it why not !

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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Anyway they can change between being tiny and human sized. And when they're tinier they can only be seen by the other fae or their selected humans. So if you just passed Noll on the street while Shavuli was perched on his shoulder chatting away you wouldn't see or hear her.

#my characters #a lot of the fae who are trying to get noll to pick a human take turns joining him as he wanders if he opts to be human sized #if he opts to be small and fly around none of them can actually find him to follow bc he does it precisely to be alone #and makes careful to avoid all of them when he dips #which furthers their friendly obsession with him being their void like where is he we lost him we gotta go bring him back from the abyss!#and hes just off on his own being crippled by anxiety at being a disappointment bc what if he isnt fun enough #absolutely unaware that all his friends are like we gotta go find him hes too good at this #hes going to win the game we have clearly set up to involve humans before he even recruits a human #cause he is TOO GOOD at slipping away ITS NOT FAIR we love him what a weird fae thats our lil guy!#noll really is just out there impressing all of his friends and not knowing hes impressing them bc hes too scared of being abandoned #and i was telling rae but when he does find the human he wants as his for the game #hes like ok so im gonna be honest here i turn into a big sword and you are definitely not going to be strong enough to carry me #and the human just like ok then pick someone else?#and hes like no no i cant you dont get it youre resourceful and im resourceful THEREFORE! i have an idea! just for us!#and then proceeds to shatter himself into shards basically #so that the human can have many smaller easy to control swords rather than one too big sword #and when all of the other fae see it they are absolutely delighted bc they didnt know he could do that! thats so cool! wow! they love him s #and he doesnt tell them that it actually really flippin hurts and being broken is agonizing but he wants to win so badly #anyway hello appreciate the void fae noll and his lil buddy shavuli who can turn into a spear C:#in her human form though she loves to wear hoodies instead of just like .... a skin tight suit with draping fabrics #she does wear biker shorts bc leggy.... she likes to have legs free #but she likes hoodies a lot

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badcountryofficial · 2 months ago

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Me when im stuck in the past: no no I need an answer I need DRY HEAVE to find an answer I need to find a wY OUT I need...VOMITS it HURTS why did it happen why oh God let me change it please god—

Me when I get back to the present: WHEEEEEE LOG INTO MY HAPPY AND LEVEL UP MY LALA😀🌈🌼🍭🦋✨️💗🌞

#therapist: would you stop worshipping the problem and ACTUALIZING your pain. you're isolating and obsessing #me: no im...yeah ok lol #therapist: im gonna level w you. shape up. remember how u were this summer?#me: well...i was That Bitch #therapist: damn straight.#i love when therapy slingshots me into the present #i go from OH GOD IT'S REALLY OVER💔🌧😭🪦😔#to like. oh god...it's really over☀️🕊#i dont have to stress. i can just let it go #it doesn't reflect on me #it may hurt but that's life. keep going girl #his actions his choices have no reflection on you honey! that's his world and you dont have to be in it!#baby you loved him so good now go do the same for yourself. you're CHOOSING to be by yourself remember #you dont need the first person to come along #tho theyve come and gone lmao..several of them slay #i love myself i will no longer accept what does not feel good‼️

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waywardsalt · 4 months ago

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picked up a copy of and read the king in yellow (signalis reasons) and going in was like hmmmmm this probably wont end up being something i take inspiration from for the fic it’d be too on the nose to take inspiration from the king in yellow and i dont want much horror inspiration haha. and then like half of the book is romance anyways im so fucked either way yayyyy

#good book not the best idea to advertise it solely based on the king in yellow parts bc its only present for less than half the book #anyways i miiight do sole stuff with ideas of madness and forbidden knowledge and whatever #obsession is easy i can probably fold that in with the biology stuff. the more plot focused stuff is still fuzzy #salty talks #anyways my favorites were the first and fourth stories tho the one with the cat is also good #trying to figure out how it related to signalis beyond. being literally present. rn im just getting theme inspiration #ive read it once and just watched a letsplay lf the game i think a yter was gonna do vids on the book and then signalis #also. not used to actually seeking out and reading a book that something alludes to and uses the way signalis does the king in yellow #so im just sitting here like. ok what do i do with this now. i have a new book. with surprisingly fun romance for a late 1800s book #i was not in it for the romance and even now im more a fan of the former half of the book but honestly? the romance was kinda cute #the interactions between the characters in the romances were cute it surprised me that i kinda found them fun #this is me talking abt rhe bellum x linebeck fic btw. but also did get the book bc of doomed yuri symbolism and themes

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obliqueletterkennyreference · 3 months ago

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i love the ideas of darrys thing for paul being like. really obvious. like hes never been interested in girls or dates or anything much before, like maybe he had a hoemcoming date because thats what he was supposed to do but he wasnt excited about her, and then he joins the football team and suddenly hes... worried about the way his hair looks after practice? wearing way too much cologne because his best buddy says it smelled good one time? starting every story with "paul said this" or "paul did that". and of course getting really defensive if anyone calls him out on it.

#parry #darry x paul #darry curtis #the outsiders #its the 60s so i dont think anyone would actually suggest darry has a crush #but theyd def be like hey buddy i think youre like a little obsessed with paul #and darry like NO IM NOTN😡 WE'RE GOOD FRIENDS #like buddy.... ok.

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turtlespancake · 4 months ago

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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU

#rambling #surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING #“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything #but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over #“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS #“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them #they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering #“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL #but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE #is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act #is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too #actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back #had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard #i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out #sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently

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syncogon · 5 months ago

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hibike euphonium s3 ep 12 - HOLY SHIT

i was doing the "can i guess who's who" and from both narrative and sound editing and in-universe-vote perspective i was pretty sure kumiko was the second player so when rEINA PICKED THE FIRST-

#synco talks #hibike euphonium #i hope im not spamming a quiet tag sorry #that was a GOOD twist omg #i didnt see it coming but narratively it really does work. good job!#ok but “we all chose this team together” demonstrably false when half of them voted the other guy #also im obsessed with all the parallels going on all the time #i love parallels. parallels my beloved #wait yeah OF COURSE reina could recognize the sound wtf if even i could -#so im not surprised that she did know #but it is cool that the story is pretty good either way #'how would i not recognize your sound' AUGH screaming crying #HOLY SHIT NOT THE FINGERTIP PARALLEL AAAAAAAA #ok time to browse for the gifsets please gifmakers do your magic #why is this the prettiest thing ever #the vas are KILLING IT at their performance #oh THANK FUCK there's one more episode i wasn't sure if this was the season finale #what a good ep! what a good way of taking the story! 10/10 #perhaps recency bias but honestly this might be my fave season yet. one story told very tightly #im so normal about this show augh #i wish this came out one year earlier so i would've actually bought merch at the little kyoto exhibit i saw #also - HOLY SHIT THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN IN THE ORIGINAL??#honestly narratively i do think this is a good change but oh mannn

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superbellsubways · 6 months ago

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he actually gives me so much cuteness aggression its not even funny

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kathrynmjaneway · 7 months ago

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#still wild to me that i am in a relationship #itll be 3 months next week and i am obsessed with him than ever #i never couldve imagined itd actually be like this but it is literally everything i ever wanted #hes sooooo kind #and sweet and i could gush about him all day long #i mentioned in front of two of his friends how im planning to buy a ps5 in the next couple months bc i only have Nintendo consoles #and i wanna play other games #and his two friends where like well why arent you getting a gaming pc?????#important note here: they all are gaming nerds and they are all like IT guys incl my boyfriend #and i explained that its just the easiest way and that im not really a pc gamer #(but important note here is that my bf has hi gaming pc set up on his tv and plays with a controller exclusively and i do vibe with that)#and then all 3 basically were like we will literally build you a gaming pc ourselves so you dont buy a ps5!!!!#that was 2 days ago.#yesterday my boyfriend showed me his research into possible gaming pc set ups for me that would be within a certain budget #while still being definitely more than good enough #and he explained some things to me and asked my opinions #and now im sat here like ok 🥺#i think ill let my boyfriend build me a gaming pc #mind you i wasnt planing on getting a ps5 before fall the earliest bc im planning on moving soon and money and all that #but hes already planning and gathering ideas #while still understanding why i initially wanted a ps5 (less money and i have no idea about gaming pc set ups) and leaving it fully up to me #i am also now at exactly 100 hours into elden ring with him as my backseater #which means end game shit #i am currently switching between trying to win against Malenia Mogh lord of blood and radagon #its........ going #i maxed out my number of flasks and charges?? is that what its called #and i got my +10 staved and sword/catana #its still super fun but hoh boy #the rush of adrenaline when i finally beat godfrey and my boyfriend was so hapoy for me too it was honestly super fucking adorable #personal

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lilac-melody · 8 months ago

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I just realized the moment they started blushing was when singing "tarinai yo" which means "isn't enough"

And the lyrics for the whole line are "even a million kisses isn't enough- you are the only one"

🧐 avoiding looking at each other, blushing, while singing that and holding each others doughnuts to each others lips, huh...

#help im just clinging to WDK rn im mf OBSESSED rn i just think its catchy...#also for those who are good w Japanese SHUSH im slow and i can barely process English >:'( im slow ok #actually even speaking spanish i just blank out on even tho my spanish isnt bad at all....its just hard to process ig..??#anyway so yeag

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arolesbianism · 6 days ago

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I wish So Bad that I could confidently recommend lob corp and library of ruina to people because they're both genuinely rly good games and I also need ppl I know to understand the insanity that is project moon but like godddd they are a fucking Investment. Both in time and in brainpower. I generally think ppl exaggerate how hard lob corp is but it's certainly not easy and when it does get hard it gets HARD. Also it literally requires at least one day 1 reset (basically a new game+) to fully beat the game and at this point I've done at least 10. And for lor I'm not nearly as far in and I'm just scratching the surface of the real game but it's a beast of its own. Also 100+ hours and also hard as hell. Like this game does not fuck around with its difficulty spikes it will make you use your brain and it will give you a damn headache in the process. It's also one of my favorite card combat games I've ever played with mechanics that just so beautifully complement each other to create a dynamic and interesting battle system that gives it a completely different vibe and feeling than any other deck builder games I've played to the point where it almost feels wrong to me to categorize them together. But also I am not even slightly joking abt the headache thing every time I play this damn game I close it with a horrible headache and have to take a multi day break. I think everyone should experience this with me <3

#rat rambles #for the record I have not played limbus company nor do I plan to but the cast is rly good and I know a lot of ppl vouch for it #let it be known if I ever do get around to reading limbus stuff I will become obsessed with outis shes so me bait #youre telling me shes a middle aged woman a war criminal and a bootlicker? sign me the fuck up #I <3 crusty dusty women who suck ass #also ofc don is also the beloved but thats a given #the real question would be which of the other limbus women would comsume my life #because theyre all contenders for characters that could make me go insane. for better or for worse.#also reason number 500 that everyone I know should play these games is that its sooooo fun to make project moon ocs #ofc I and I imagine most ppl mostly make nugget ocs (aka your employees and combat units in the first two games)#but like its just fun to make ocs in this world in general #the worldbuilding of this game is like 90% built on 'would that be fucked up or what?' and I adore it for that #theyll just be like yeah theres a whole faction that follows these things called prescripts which can range from super simple stuff to #literally impossible stuff and if you aren't able to follow them you will be killed and theres a guy whos job it is to hand them out and he #has to routinely inform people to their face that they have to destroy their lives or die and it eventually breaks him #and you go ok cool Im still not over the teleporting trains that dont actually instantly teleport but instead travel through pocket #dimensions over the course of thousands of years during which the passengers can be injured and mangled and feel pain but not die and it's #not uncommon for whole societies to be formed in them but once they arrive to their destination the state of all the passengers is #perfectly reverted back to their state uppon entering leading to them being none the wiser of anything that had previously happened to them #and they go yeah haha we liked love town too anyways wanna watch this robot have another mental breakdown #and you go fuck yeah and get your ass handed to you

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jazzzzzzhands · 1 year ago

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Decided to put all my nightly Wallys together! I just really enjoyed drawing him in his jammies so much that i needed to separate them from the scenic bg

#wally my beloved #wally darling #welcome home #whps #jazzart #hes so cute is NOT FAIR #i have more #i have more wally art #i havent been able to stop drawing him #help #actually dont help #im fine being obsessed #i dont even try to hide it #im over the moon!#ok but this is the last time i spam u with my jammy time wallys #i had to fix the 'bites' i took out of him so he could fit in the chair ahahaha #i kinda like em better without the bg #im not very good with bgs i dont draw them very often ahaha

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skrunksthatwunk · 3 months ago

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peak dash tonight but i gtg do like. something productive

#none of this info is important i'm just chatting w you guys. into the void #actually i haven't been updating you guys on rascal i am living with him now it's great #he's obsessed with drinking the turtle water though (not dribble my foster turtle my roommate has her own)#but he recognized me and likes me ummm better than anyone i try to introduce him to lol #which makes sense but still. :)#he's bigger now he's like a teenager or something and he's mellowed out a lot #but i definitely am still a bit scratched up bc he is NOT good at communicating his feelings!!#im getting better at it but he will pivot so hard and fast it's wild #anwyay he's sweet and he still likes sleeping on my neck #just about every day he'll see that i'm lying down and curl up on my sternum it's terribly cute #but he doesn't seem to find my lap or laptop nearly as interesting as before. maybe when it gets colder outside idk #things have been great and silly and scary only in brief and also jsut so much like guys imTIRED of [university name] giving me bullshit #why can't things go smoothly like ever why is every minor process breaking down at every stage #but whatever. anyway i've had my japanese i class twice and the first time was so so scary bc APPARENTLY im surrounded by ppl who've been #self-teaching for years (i was mistaken about this btw) and also speaking is scary ok. today was good bc i misunderstood smth and #kinda studied the entire unit in advance. so i was like GOOD and prepared y'know. easy and now i know my strategy going forward lol

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