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it’s tmi (https://x.com/sunflouwer__/status/1825547798521270622?s=46)
LMAOOO 😆
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🖐️😁
Meeeeeeee….
#phillip graves#graves cod#shadow company#yup yup#i would run so fast#speed like A-Train#i can’t stop I can’t stop#faster than max verstappen#I don’t care about the injury#it’s worth the pain
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I know we like writing fics where Jason is all "I'm not the kid you lost" and "he died and I'm all the worst parts of him that came back" and whatever. but lately I've been thinking about a Jason that's angry bc everyone thinks he came back wrong, because to him, he's the same as he's always been. sure, he's more upset and angry and traumatized, but he's still Jason.
I've been thinking about a Jason that spent most of the time since his death underground and then catatonic. to him, hardly any time has passed at all. to his family, three years have gone by. and Jason knows he looks different than he did, and he knows he's sharper around the edges, now, but he's still Jason. he's the same kid that died and now he's back and why doesn't anyone see that?
they're the ones that changed, not him
#anyway#I just think it'd be neat#bc I love a good 'Jason has no self worth and everyone needs to convince him he's worthy still'#but the angst of trying to convince you're family you're still in there#under layers of trauma and pain and anger#that you're still YOU despite it all#and I want him to recon w the fact that Dick and Bruce and Alfred are different now#that part of that is his fault (for dying)#that the rest is their fault (for coping so poorly)#(batman used to smile is the thing)#jason todd#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#dick grayson
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breaking news disabled people aren't using their disabilities as an excuse because it turns out it isn't an excuse it's a state of fucking existence
and existence is everywhere all the time no matter what even if you wish it wasn't
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#i fucking wish it wasnt too for what its worth#disabled#disabilities#actually disabled#physical disability#physical disabilities#neurological disability#epilepsy#ehlers danlos syndrome#hEDS#hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome#spoonie#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#crip punk#cripple punk#cpunk#c punk#seizures#seizure disorder#actually epileptic#disability culture#1k
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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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happy halloween! 🎃
#zephs art#gravity falls#halloween#dipper pines#mabel pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#wendy corduroy#soos ramirez#mystery twins#ford pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#drawing the mystery shack interior in this much detail is painful but it’s worth it#ALSO IN CASE YOU CANT SEE/TELL WHAT THE COSTUMES ARE:#dip + mab are ghostbusters. ford is the fourth doctor. stan is a pirate. wendy is ellen ripley. and soos is goku !
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bonus worm time
#*#*lino#*talker#*22#lee know#stray kids#skz#bystay#staysource#linosource#staydaily#usersemily#analook#stayjuni#usersa#userlau#uservasya#majatual#e01o#melontrack#me a month or 2 ago too shy to use ppls tags vs me now.. yelling from the rooftops at this point HEY LOOK AT THIS GUY!!!!#the way this talker started with workout vlog and then we got silly worm lino losing in mario party while felix carries the minigames and#then back to workout... emotional rollercoaster ALSO so many in minivlogs in there too need to gif him tmrw#this was a pain to color bc the tv kept changing the lighting sdfkj but hes so cute here it was worth it#*1k
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can you make either doc hudson (pixar cars) or skipper riley (pixar planes)? i think my morbid curiosity will be my end here
i made doc hudson from pixar's cars in spore [2008]
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Manifesting stobotnik motorcycle ride in Sonic 3 🌟 🌠
#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor robotnik#doctor eggman#sonic 3 movie#spoilers#sonic the hedgehog#if you want to know how badly i needed to draw this you must know i have a super bad neck injury atm and i probably should not be drawing#the pain was worth it#PLZ PLZ SONIC 3 GIVE ME A GAY MOTORCYCLE SCENE IM BEGGING YOUUU#like to charge reblog to cast
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midnight snack,,,anyone???
goodnighttttt (leave me pervy messages to wake up to tomorrow morning)
#my worth#attention wh0r3#needy slvt#dumb slvt#needy wh0re#pain slvt#@nal slvt#free use slvt#good girls make more good girls#edging k!nk#edge puppet#edging kink#edging and denial#locked and denied#denial#cnc k!nk#free use cnc#cnc free use#rough cnc#cnc somno#cnc kidnapping#cnc fr33use#dumbification#dumb wh0re#dumbimbofication#r@pe kink#r@pe fantasy#r@petoy#r@pe k!nk#r@pe play
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these fuckass robots that I hate /aff (Ultrakill x PHIGHTING!)
the girls are PHIGHTING! again
#WOOOBOY was this a pain in my ASS to make#I had to remake the Wip for it like 3 times because I kept hating how it was coming out#And this beast actually took 11 hours in itself#Was it worth it? I would say so!#Even though it did take a LONGGGG time I feel like I improved A LOT with it#My robot anatomy/my ability to only work with two colors and mimic the ultrakill album style really has improved a bunch :3!#There’s also a lot of fun little parallels and bits I hid in this as well#If you can spot them all props to you :3!#Also yeah I hope we can all agree that this is the most unfair fucking fight of a lifetime#V1 would win hands down LMAOOOOOOOO#ANYWAYS tag time!#artists on tumblr#phighting#phighting fanart#roblox phighting#phighting art#phighting roblox#roblox#phighting!#digital art#art#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill v1#v1 ultrakill#v1 fanart#ultrakill art#fan art#artwork#my art
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Hold on to what's left of you, hold on to your light, hold on to your spark, hold on to what's right.
#transformers#mtmte#more than meets the eye#mtmte senator shockwave#senator shockwave#shockwave#transformers idw#this art was so painful to draw actually but its worth it
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bitter tea & oranges
sequel -> tea & dates
#inspired by the amount of time i spent just standing in jerusalem bureau#and my hc that malik would drink bitter medicinal teas to help with chronic pain#also my hc is that altair has chronic pain. so hes familiar how to deal with it#sort of a peace offering to offer orange to counteract the bitter tea#peeling oranges as an act of love ok ty#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A WARM UP the ghost of altair possessed me to draw malik lovingly#my art#asscreed#assassin's creed 1#assassins creed 1#assassins creed#assassin's creed#altair ibn la'ahad#altaïr ibn la'ahad#malik al sayf#altmal#ac1#ac#ac 1#i will never shut up about jerusalem bureau being my safe place rn#altaïr visiting malik. he can scold me however much he wants. atleast he still sees me as someone worth talking to#maliks hatred recognising altair as his own existence vs al mualims adoration of altair like a well kept weapon
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pirate au leo >:D and the prison dimension at a glance
had a lot of fun playing w the rendering n stuff here
separated vers
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt pirate au#that water was an absolute PAIN to render#worth it though#ignore the nonexistent physics going on here jashgdf#my art
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preschool eggs :)
#qsmp#qsmp eggs#qsmp jaiden#qsmp bobby#qsmp wilbur#qsmp tallulah#qsmp philza#qsmp chayanne#they are so… precious#worth 4 hours of work#better fucking appreciate this or my back pain would have been for nothing#NO T H H I NNVG.
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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