#it’s too late to be awake rn
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optionalblue · 2 months ago
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I need someone to be the djspookyjim to my blurryface like NOW.
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puppyeared · 1 year ago
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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t4tsurge · 1 year ago
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i really like the idea of tailsunami (platonic or romantic idc but i love the name for their dynamic) bc i think in a way befriending tails IS a way of healing for kit. as of the latest issue, while yes kit is looking for people to be codependent with, i think it’s interesting how notably he seeks out “powerful people” (sonic), and then later when he sees tails with sonic he says to sonic “why would you need me when you have him.” i think he doesn’t really see tails as “legitimate” in a way bc he thinks they fill the same “sidekick” role and as such don’t matter outside of it. and so kit later on connecting with and caring about tails- while def will cause codependency issues like every one of kit’s relationships- has the potential to be healing in a fundamental way. anyway i love ur thoughts and would love to hear them if u want, but no pressure!!
I have been thinking all weekend about Tails and Kit actually getting to sit down and have a conservation about the whole sidekick thing because this is so true. To Kit, a sidekick is a tool, someone that the much stronger hero uses to further their own goals. And so when he sees Tails and realizes that him and Sonic are equals, partners even, it shakes him up a bit. Sonic and Tails don't need each other in the same way that Surge and Kit do, and I think understanding the difference would be really healing for Kit.
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goblinbugthing · 1 month ago
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hi mutual you broke ultra containment. there’s a screenshot of your echidna post on reddit
WHAT.
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one-of-us-must-be-crazy · 3 months ago
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While you'd think the relationship would have moved at a truly glacial pace, once together, it's only eh....five or six months before Samuels comes back to their flat with an actual honest-to-god engagement ring. Logically, they're living together, they've exchanged words of intentions for this to be a long term relationship, so he figures he should do this the proper human way.
Unfortunately, Amanda balks at the concept of being/engaged/ because what the fuck, Chris, (not counting cryo) I haven't known you for a year yet??? Poor thing assumes her distaste is because he grossly misread their situation and his place in her life. She has to stress to him that it's not him, not the color of his blood ("Amy, it's not really blood,") just that its awfully fast. Its enough to calm him down but he's still embarrassed, and then the horror of having to return the ring occurs to him and--
"Why would you return it?"
"You said--"
"Hold on to it, for a little while." She never wanted to be anyone's wife, anyone's mother, anyone's possession...But if anyone on the planet would understand the hesitation she had with commitment, it would be the man she helped carve company logos out his fingerprints.
"Do you mean it?"
It breaks her heart, the way he's beaming at her like she actually accepted instead of requesting an extension, but his sheer /joy/ is infectious. He's like her, so very dry and to the point, their shared sense of humor is subtle, sarcastic, and often dark--yet she cracks, and she's giggling. Samuels can't laugh: almost no synthetic can by design, it's too complex of a biological process to bother mimicking but she knows if he could, he'd be joining her.
He over thinks how long "a while" is and goes through a monthly crisis, takes to carrying the ring in his coat, but never asking out of fear it hasn't been long enough. Amanda finds it there one day about four months later, while looking for a missing key. Christopher finds her sitting on the bedroom floor, glassy eyed, coat over her knees, twisting the ring around (of course it fits perfectly he probably laser measured her hands)
"If...you want, you can keep it on." Amanda nods slowly, the realization of the 'yes' sinking in belatedly she she has to stand shakily to hug him. Tightly.
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kingprinceleo · 1 year ago
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Oh fuck me fuckme fuck me
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jiyongssi · 11 days ago
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G-Dragon Releases Comeback Single 'POWER,' Announces EMPIRE Signing
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starcatchingsnake · 1 month ago
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The moment when your different social medias all show you the same post originating from Hellsite, on the same day, is when you know:
Your Chakras are aligned and you can finally become the avatar, master of all four elements
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pleasedontcareaboutme · 1 month ago
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brothers I am stacked with work but I can't for the life of me do any of it. I just had to look for pictures on pinterest but I gave up and fell asleep 🥲
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thebeautifulfantastic · 1 year ago
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how unfortunate that i have two hyperfixations, several side interests, and a load of homework all clamoring at the same time for priority in my brain
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binders-and-beanies · 7 months ago
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Doin bad again folx
#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable#summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400#literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all#not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due#able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much#my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one#i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts#nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops#I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness#I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too#bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that#+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me#my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life#on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them#currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn#I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief#but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors#despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee#Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse#fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn#mine#txt#vent post#suicidal ideation tw#<- cry for help
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imeminemp3 · 6 months ago
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day 3 successsss☮️🧡☮️🧡
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reikunrei · 7 months ago
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:/
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thekidsarentalright · 1 year ago
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and they still ended w saturday <333 peace n love in fababoi world fob forever mwah
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canisonicscrewyou · 2 years ago
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listening to more mbmbam again and I have to say that like… the people who like. loudly and vehemently hate travis esp to the point of wishing their was some sort of excuse to take him off the podcast have definitely been treating real people like fictional characters for too long. how do you keep listening if you hate 1/3 of the whole thing.
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phancanedoo013 · 10 months ago
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"Oh man, i've successfully stayed awake over night, so i finally have a good chance at fixing my sleep schedule! How about i go to sleep at 10PM instead of 2AM this time?"
Mom brings a bunch of papers to fill out, lots of confusion ensues over contents, almost lost patience and partially started yelling
Overview lost over constant complaining, didn't get to think, tried to search online, but instructions left in utter chaos
no respecting personal space or order, bed messed up, entering without warning
couldn't afford distractions, tabs of videos left unwatched, music interrupted
stuff left in my room, i had to put it away (temporarily?)
got hungry halfway through, thought i had time to myself, but not really
Needed to take notes, equally as unclear as everything else
cats left in my room without consent, tired of making more exceptions, left with time lost, easily avoidable chaos left to organize, lost fur to clean up, mood left in rock bottom
nevermind, mom came in again, sorted last situations, bed messed up again
Final time: past 2AM
No wonder i can't fix my sleep >=(
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