#it’s either suffering or silence
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when raffi said “that’s bullshit” she was talking about this season btw
#raffi musiker#they hate her so bad#it’s either suffering or silence#star trek picard tell a cohesive story for once#like these are professionals#hired to write#and yet#giving shit. shit from a BUTT#god i hate it here#ms hurd can’t elevate the bullshit if the material isn’t there like come on
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any other twst rarepairs u like....
Besides Flojami-
I really like RugKali (Ruggie x Kalim) and VilIdia (Vil x Idia), I believe those two count as rarepairs
For other ships, I also like JeiAzu (Jade x Azul), AzuRid (Azul x Riddle) and RidKali (Riddle x Kalim)
Those are the ones I like so far, I'm just waiting for the neurons in my brain to activate when I find another twst ship to go insane for (you'll know it happened when you see it)
#twisted wonderland#twst#I'd add ace x deuce as well but I feel like that's default one to either like or dislike (I personally like it)#cause your yuu is forever stuck thirdwheeling them#also trey x cater is neat. in a way where I just want to see Cater suffer in silence while Trey is clueless aka I want them doomed#monoduke ask
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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I think my body hates me
#health problems suck but why is my body taking it one step further by having an autoimmune disease? why?#why. despite treating it well in the first place. am I going to lose one of my teeth because the root randomly started to get inflamed?#why do I have to have been born with a specific gender? why can't I be genderless?#these are all questions science can't answer#I hate it here#my body hates me fr#me complaining#not art#text#I also feel like I might have depression and I'm probably some flavor of neurodivergent but I haven't confirmed either with a professional#so I'm suffering in silence#kinda#depression is more of a mind thing I know but my mind is literally physically in my body. I am my mind
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i have spent over half my life suffering in silence with the only places i’ve been able to openly speak about my disorder being pro-ed forums and social media communities as a preteen. these communities form because there are no healthy alternatives because having an ed is so stigmatized by wider society and even by those who champion the importance of mental health as being something that is even too taboo to speak about plainly.
like why do you guys think places like myproana or skinny gossip or th!nspo tumblr or edtwt exist. it’s because all of you foster so much fucking hate for a loud minority of MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE mind you and think that them suffering for your own comfort is a better option than allowing them a place to speak about their struggles and feelings without automatically assuming that their intrusive thoughts are equal to their morals or actual feelings. maybe you are all the hateful evil people actually and not mentally ill teenage girls on tiktok who have only felt a sense of belonging and community with fatphobes because you isolated them. sorry!
#mycotxt#ed cw#Sorry i got a little madsauce#ftr and i hope this is obvious this doesn’t mean i think that all people w eds who say and do fatphobic shit are like#incapable of being criticized#in fact i think it is important to do that to break down a lot of the negative ways people w restrictive eds view like#Fatness or eating as an Indulgence and a lack of self control#But also when you say things like people with eds should suffer in silence you are also affecting fat people#Like non-restrictive eds exist#fat people with restrictive eds exist#and leaving them out of this conversation makes you look like a dickhead#Not everyone has an ed to Not Be Fat either like most people w eds have a lot of non-body image related triggers for them#like SA or gender dysphoria or lack of control in life or parental neglect#So maybe don’t be stupid for 5 seconds ok?
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liverpool football club can gaur to hell for dangling salah on without a contract while the season is well under way…
#also inclined to believe salah only spoke up about this so randomly bc of the radio silence which MEANZ something#or it could mean nothing#either way lfc will suffer my wrath im sending bad vibes to slot rn#lfc
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CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY IT SEEMS I CAN NO LONGER CASUALLY SCROLL DOWN MY DASHBOARD WITHOUT IT RAPIDLY JUMPING HALFWAY ACROSS THE WORLD AT RANDOM POINTS???
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*chanting* I do not have to justify my suffering I do not have to justify my suffering I do not have to justify my suffering I do no-
#daily affirmation >_<#but no for real i need to not care about this#thinking about how i COULD make a post detailing the the problems ive faced that i dont talk about#but really who benefits from that? i dont think i would#and i dont think other people deserve to suffer in silence just because their problems are less severe than mine either#i dont think its useful to compare trauma or pain like that#ive maintained my compassion for both myself and others and if someone else hasnt been able to do that thats their problem#im actually quite proud that i didnt let what happened to me turn me into a jerk#i dont talk about the worst things that happened to me on tumblr dot com because its *tumblr*#its public and some of the things i have experienced arent exactly tumblr appropriate in my opinion#im waiting to talk to a therapist about them
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i miss when euphoria was airing and i was deep in addiction and i had to see my close friends and family discuss if addicts should have rights for a month straight
#getting so high i couldn't walk before hanging out with friends and then i'd have to listen to them discuss if rue is morally a good person#i remember we were in the taco bell drive through and i could hear my heartbeat in my ears and they were like#idk if i was rue i would've just kms#very wild#and it's not like no one knew either i was never suffering in silence lol#anyways enjoy the rome lore#rome rambles
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Bro IM LOSING MY FUCKINF MIND. My friend broke up with her bf and it was not a good break up. Words were said. And I noticed she changed up her IG and then saw that she follows HIM BACK AND HE FOLLOES HER BACK. SO THE ONLY THING I CAN CONCLUDE IS SHE IS DATING HIM AGAIN. BECAUSE THIS IS THE 3RD TIME SHE HAD DONE THIS WITH HIM AND IM LOSING MY MIND
at this point you need to just let her drown cause she’s doing it to herself <3 can’t save someone who doesn’t wanna be saved etc etc
#and tell her not to come to you with anymore bullshit abt him bc she doesn’t take your advice anyway#she either gets her shit together or she can suffer is ✨ silence ✨
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still heartbroken but cannot move
#i've understood a good while ago that kurdish people are alone in their suffering more than any other muslim people#i suppose bc our biggest oppressor being turkey which is such a beloved country among muslims just erases our struggle#bc any other oppressed muslim people i can think of are suffering either in the hands of non muslim nations or their own corrupt governments#so it gives them a lot more ''credibility''. like there are rules to oppression with credentials you have to meet in order to be valid#in order for your oppression your persecution the distruction of you home(land) the cultural genocide you experience to be valid and real#and cared about by the general muslim population. i have honestly and genuinely not seen any more silence than when it was about us#from the muslim community. i have to time and time again watch how people side with turkey praise their actions eat up their propaganda#and the lost lives arent lost lives but we're lying about them#and no matter how often this pattern is repeated and our very real suffering invalidated and thus ignored#it still shatters my heart an unspeakable amount when i witness it#especially when i then watch the muslim community condemn other nations for the same crimes turkey commits against the kurdish people#turkey does no wrong is the common narrative. and i always feel so lonely in my grief#i still remember october 2019 when trump withdrew the troops from rojava & gave turkey the green light to invade#they inflicted and still inflict immerusable suffering in the region. they bombed them only last week#i remember 4 years ago my mom on the phone with a friend who had fled from the region due to the syrian war#i remember her silently crying on the phone with my mom. she was on speaker. we cried with her#she was as helpless as we were just watching the news about turkey wreaking havoc. she still had family there#and this is just the smallest fraction of what turkey and inflicted upon the kurdish people. but of course it's all fake. we fabricate it#bc we're bored. our tears are fake our families getting bombed are lying. and turkey can do no wrong.#nesi rants
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I think I have finally accepted that my husband is just not able to help me with my burnout and need for a break from childcare and I need to save myself if it is ever going to happen
But how does someone overwhelmed and overworked grappling with decision fatigue do the work to find baby childcare and figure out where I could go, even if he could handle the big kids at school?
Like I specifically need a few days where someone is taking care of me, how much worse will I be after I work my ass off to arrange something?
#he half heartedly mentions his parents as possibilities#despite them hating me and his dad recovering from eye surgery#but it seems like that is his only idea so I either have to get ok with it or shut up#and suffer in silence
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Never underestimate my ability to amuse myself with just a few songs and my thoughts
#random post#I would literally rather just sit alone in the silence than do smth productive and I HAVE before#anyways there’s stuff (multiple stuffs) I have to do for classes but I CANT FUCKING. MY BRAIN WONT. DO IT#AGAHAHAHGGGGGGHHG. PAIN AND SUFFERING#and !! my body is bein weird. like I was fine while AT school but when I came home and sat down just. TIRED and I can’t BREATHE too great#either. I was shaking hungry and thirsty. and I’ve been stuck in my head since then ehehee <3 really wish I had someone to just sit next to#cus having people makes it easier to like. idk. do things?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I’m just soo tiredd. but. my work stuff....#mmgmgmhmgm <3 I NEED to do it tonight I’ve been putting this off for so long now I’m fucking GGReaGfgG
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28 years and i still havent learned how being "" polite"" and tolerating bullshit to not cause drama and arguments just makes me be angry about it for days
#Suffering#You know how in some moments of your life u had time to either cut people off#Or at least be sincere#But the moment passes and you are just in silence forever thinking about it#And you have someone on your life that again and again raises some moments of saying Hey Girl You Should Speak Up actually#But u keep silent and the moment pass and you are angry and will feel bad about this for days bur for the other guy it was Just Friday#ANYWAYS#having a good night today folks just that one Problem that is a constant in my life for how bad i deal with it#Vaguing about people that are not on tumblr obvs except vaguing about me and myself i am on tumblr#Anyways (screams)
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PSA for everyone at Darkwick, if one of the campus cats is sleeping nearby and you feel like coughing: Don't.
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#You either suffer in silence or go somewhere else. They don't need to put up with your nonsense.#;ic reblog
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I can't wait for your mujin × jiwoo fic, uhh it's canon compliant huh?? I guess their tragedy is very integral to their overall dynamic. Uhh.. their dynamic is so complex..
(Ok a bit of a confession- I love all the ships of My Name, all the characters have really compelling dynamic with one another, but I just can't help but think about Taeju and Jiwoo, doesn't make a lot of sense I know but they fit the enemies to begrudgingly friends then lovers then enemies again trope so well because Taeju is loyal to mujin first and foremost and Jiwoo will let nothing stand in her way of avenging her dad.)
I have going through your blog (genuine interest, not a creep), loved Gratitude, can't wait to read more of your works.
yes it is canon compliant. i'm a huge tragedy lover, i think that's the whole reason i like this ship so much 😂 but i sure love to imagine a future in which they ran away to a beach house together and they're living happily ever after haha
the way i'm immediately 👀 i'm so intrigued by their dynamic. the thing about my name is with it being a limited series they did the best they could to fit the whole story in the amount of episodes they had, but if they'd had more time i reallyyyy wish they'd shown us more interactions with jiwoo and taeju cause there was so much potential there, like with taeju not trusting her and her not knowing why, being forced to tolerate each other anyway, even the fact that jiwoo clearly gets more attention even though he's been loyal to mujin for so much longer lmao. i admittedly never thought of them in a shippy way before but you've opened my third eye here, i loveee hate ships and enemies to lovers back to enemies so much. it's such a damn shame that there are no fics for them, maybe i should add this to my growing list of wips. like imagine a scenario where they had to work together for some reason, or him being tasked to look after her when mujin is away or something like that
thank you so much for reading my fics, and also for taking the time to send me a message! it truly means a lot to me ❤️
#anon#i'm sorry this response got so long lmao#i just wanna talk about this show sooo bad i could truly just keep going for hours#i feel like the fandom is dead after so long#everyone either watched it years ago and moved on or never heard about it#i only got around to watching it last year and i've been completely obsessed and suffering in silence ever since
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