#it’s either suffering or silence
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synthville · 2 years ago
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when raffi said “that’s bullshit” she was talking about this season btw
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blondeaxolotl · 2 months ago
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any other twst rarepairs u like....
Besides Flojami-
I really like RugKali (Ruggie x Kalim) and VilIdia (Vil x Idia), I believe those two count as rarepairs
For other ships, I also like JeiAzu (Jade x Azul), AzuRid (Azul x Riddle) and RidKali (Riddle x Kalim)
Those are the ones I like so far, I'm just waiting for the neurons in my brain to activate when I find another twst ship to go insane for (you'll know it happened when you see it)
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dreamlogic · 2 months ago
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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arttsuka · 4 months ago
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I think my body hates me
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taibobo · 1 year ago
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i have spent over half my life suffering in silence with the only places i’ve been able to openly speak about my disorder being pro-ed forums and social media communities as a preteen. these communities form because there are no healthy alternatives because having an ed is so stigmatized by wider society and even by those who champion the importance of mental health as being something that is even too taboo to speak about plainly.
like why do you guys think places like myproana or skinny gossip or th!nspo tumblr or edtwt exist. it’s because all of you foster so much fucking hate for a loud minority of MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE mind you and think that them suffering for your own comfort is a better option than allowing them a place to speak about their struggles and feelings without automatically assuming that their intrusive thoughts are equal to their morals or actual feelings. maybe you are all the hateful evil people actually and not mentally ill teenage girls on tiktok who have only felt a sense of belonging and community with fatphobes because you isolated them. sorry!
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kostastsimikas · 5 months ago
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liverpool football club can gaur to hell for dangling salah on without a contract while the season is well under way…
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dannypageoflight · 10 months ago
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CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY IT SEEMS I CAN NO LONGER CASUALLY SCROLL DOWN MY DASHBOARD WITHOUT IT RAPIDLY JUMPING HALFWAY ACROSS THE WORLD AT RANDOM POINTS???
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years ago
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*chanting* I do not have to justify my suffering I do not have to justify my suffering I do not have to justify my suffering I do no-
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allowcase · 2 years ago
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i miss when euphoria was airing and i was deep in addiction and i had to see my close friends and family discuss if addicts should have rights for a month straight
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Bro IM LOSING MY FUCKINF MIND. My friend broke up with her bf and it was not a good break up. Words were said. And I noticed she changed up her IG and then saw that she follows HIM BACK AND HE FOLLOES HER BACK. SO THE ONLY THING I CAN CONCLUDE IS SHE IS DATING HIM AGAIN. BECAUSE THIS IS THE 3RD TIME SHE HAD DONE THIS WITH HIM AND IM LOSING MY MIND
at this point you need to just let her drown cause she’s doing it to herself <3 can’t save someone who doesn’t wanna be saved etc etc
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navramanan · 1 year ago
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still heartbroken but cannot move
#i've understood a good while ago that kurdish people are alone in their suffering more than any other muslim people#i suppose bc our biggest oppressor being turkey which is such a beloved country among muslims just erases our struggle#bc any other oppressed muslim people i can think of are suffering either in the hands of non muslim nations or their own corrupt governments#so it gives them a lot more ''credibility''. like there are rules to oppression with credentials you have to meet in order to be valid#in order for your oppression your persecution the distruction of you home(land) the cultural genocide you experience to be valid and real#and cared about by the general muslim population. i have honestly and genuinely not seen any more silence than when it was about us#from the muslim community. i have to time and time again watch how people side with turkey praise their actions eat up their propaganda#and the lost lives arent lost lives but we're lying about them#and no matter how often this pattern is repeated and our very real suffering invalidated and thus ignored#it still shatters my heart an unspeakable amount when i witness it#especially when i then watch the muslim community condemn other nations for the same crimes turkey commits against the kurdish people#turkey does no wrong is the common narrative. and i always feel so lonely in my grief#i still remember october 2019 when trump withdrew the troops from rojava & gave turkey the green light to invade#they inflicted and still inflict immerusable suffering in the region. they bombed them only last week#i remember 4 years ago my mom on the phone with a friend who had fled from the region due to the syrian war#i remember her silently crying on the phone with my mom. she was on speaker. we cried with her#she was as helpless as we were just watching the news about turkey wreaking havoc. she still had family there#and this is just the smallest fraction of what turkey and inflicted upon the kurdish people. but of course it's all fake. we fabricate it#bc we're bored. our tears are fake our families getting bombed are lying. and turkey can do no wrong.#nesi rants
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itslarsyouguys · 1 year ago
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I think I have finally accepted that my husband is just not able to help me with my burnout and need for a break from childcare and I need to save myself if it is ever going to happen
But how does someone overwhelmed and overworked grappling with decision fatigue do the work to find baby childcare and figure out where I could go, even if he could handle the big kids at school?
Like I specifically need a few days where someone is taking care of me, how much worse will I be after I work my ass off to arrange something?
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peapod20001 · 1 year ago
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Never underestimate my ability to amuse myself with just a few songs and my thoughts
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andrewknightley · 2 years ago
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28 years and i still havent learned how being "" polite"" and tolerating bullshit to not cause drama and arguments just makes me be angry about it for days
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kittycored · 28 days ago
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PSA for everyone at Darkwick, if one of the campus cats is sleeping nearby and you feel like coughing: Don't.
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evilmenenjoyer · 13 days ago
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I can't wait for your mujin × jiwoo fic, uhh it's canon compliant huh?? I guess their tragedy is very integral to their overall dynamic. Uhh.. their dynamic is so complex..
(Ok a bit of a confession- I love all the ships of My Name, all the characters have really compelling dynamic with one another, but I just can't help but think about Taeju and Jiwoo, doesn't make a lot of sense I know but they fit the enemies to begrudgingly friends then lovers then enemies again trope so well because Taeju is loyal to mujin first and foremost and Jiwoo will let nothing stand in her way of avenging her dad.)
I have going through your blog (genuine interest, not a creep), loved Gratitude, can't wait to read more of your works.
yes it is canon compliant. i'm a huge tragedy lover, i think that's the whole reason i like this ship so much 😂 but i sure love to imagine a future in which they ran away to a beach house together and they're living happily ever after haha
the way i'm immediately 👀 i'm so intrigued by their dynamic. the thing about my name is with it being a limited series they did the best they could to fit the whole story in the amount of episodes they had, but if they'd had more time i reallyyyy wish they'd shown us more interactions with jiwoo and taeju cause there was so much potential there, like with taeju not trusting her and her not knowing why, being forced to tolerate each other anyway, even the fact that jiwoo clearly gets more attention even though he's been loyal to mujin for so much longer lmao. i admittedly never thought of them in a shippy way before but you've opened my third eye here, i loveee hate ships and enemies to lovers back to enemies so much. it's such a damn shame that there are no fics for them, maybe i should add this to my growing list of wips. like imagine a scenario where they had to work together for some reason, or him being tasked to look after her when mujin is away or something like that
thank you so much for reading my fics, and also for taking the time to send me a message! it truly means a lot to me ❤️
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