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first macau gp for the baby (me) was a ride
maro i miss you come back home the children miss you
sheldon im so sorry these old men terrorized you
earl and kevin … nothing else to say …
marciello sleep not peacefully tonight i will be appearing in your dreams im coming for you
edoardo you did so well bro i love you you’re the true winner of macau in my heart
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“dry shampoo isn’t a replacement for washing your hair” i literally don’t give a fuck random website i am too tired to do it this morning and it’s not like it was that bad to begin with so idc
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his mastery of multigenerational linguistics <3 <3 <3
#these were both soooo silly i love him so much#honestly props to summer for having no reaction i feel like the typical 17 year old would hurl if their grandfather said slay it queen#OMG and i just remembered in his multiversus lines he called someone a rizzless wonder#dude's got vocab spanning like a hundred years#i just love the way he acts like a kid y'know he's like super immature for his age from being emotionally stunted and spends so much time#with his teenage grandkids he sorta blends in with them at times like ive said it before but he's almost like a third smith child#so he usually doesn't feel like an old man but he is and he has his moments that remind you of that and i fuckin love those too#in conclusion#i am obsessed. sorry#rick and morty#rick sanchez#morty smith#old man brainrot#rick and morty season 4#rick and morty season 6#rnm#r&m#rick & morty#my nonsense
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AND ANOTHER THING. i know that on a meta level this is literally just How Video Game Bosses Work. but also with how well the game mechanics work into the story in many other cases i don't think it's unreasonable to look at it from an in universe perspective
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i think it really says something that loop only uses their stronger attacks in their second phase. i think it really says something that you have to bring them down to 0hp four (4) times, attacking them repeatedly + proving that you are willing to genuinely hurt/kill them, before they'll use their most powerful attacks on siffrin
#talk tag#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#man i am wordy today huh#anyways. i think abt loop a normal amount can you tell. i think about twohats a normal amount can you tell#also wait hold on i just checked the stats page again for this post and. it seems like loop Cannot crit in phase one?#unless im reading it wrong. but like. gestures emphatically if that is true#id need to go fight them again to check but i dont think attack buffs would do anything (bc their attacks are percentage based)#which would mean if both of those things are true the max damage they can do in phase one IS genuinely just 17% of ur hp#+ even if attack buff DOES do smth thatd still only be uhhhhhhh#like 25%? but even then they can only buff once per loop in phase one + they only do that 17% attack once every 3 turns#so theyd only be able to get one of those. so im just gonna say 17% max for simplicity sake#guarding halves the damage down to 8.5% and for the other attack halves it to 5%. you heal 6% every turn with the memory#you could literally just stand there and guard forever and absolutely nothing else. and stay at almost full hp the whole time#if im doing the math right then youd lose a total of 0.5% hp for every three turns. by just standing there and doing nothing but guarding#loop! does not! want!!! to hurt siffrin!!!!!!!! thank you for coming to my ted talk. takes a bow#wait thats not taking into account attack speed actually hold on#okay so its gonna vary based on level obvs + also my sif has the scissors equipped which lowers attack speed and i cant. unequip them </3#BUT. opened up my act 6 save to check. his attack speed is 186 (at level 76) and loops is 170. so sif outpaces loop#which MEANS [clears throat] sif can probably outheal all the damage loop does given enough time#okay. thank you for coming to my ted talk for REAL this time. maybe ill make these tags their own post i fucking went off so much help m#was joking abt being really wordy today and then went and wrote a FULL ESSAY in the tags like okay
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"death" (死 shi), "handle, grip" (柄 gara), "tree" (木 ki)
#so i've been working on this since the bow and arrow post. and oh boy have some things changed since then#sources in the tags as usual#bnha#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#mha#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#manga spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#mha manga spoilers#i am so serious anime watchers. SPOILERS.#bnha web weave#mha web weave#tomura shigaraki#tenko shimura#web weaving#compilation#my webweaving#long post#sources:#(1) & (4) & (6) ocean vuong#(9) caitlyn siehl#(11) clementine von radics#(13) cassandra clare#(15) & (17) & (19) doctor who#q#happy birthday blog etc :')#shigaraki i will love u forever
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was he pretty in pataliputra or is there something fundamentally wrong with me @artcinemas @milkteawithrusk
#chhota bheem#this embarrassing to tag#like why am i 17 and talking ab a cartoon i watched at 6#autopsy.#anyhow proof that any man can look pretty with long flowing hair
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I’m just a girl standing in front of a boy one of her favorite writers, asking them for math nerd neil
(Pop quiz: how many movie quotes will I be able to incorporate into these wip Wednesday asks)
(PS: i didn’t see your pronounce in your bio, hope they/them is fine)
WIP Wednesday 8/23/23 Closed | Math Nerd AU
Neil swallows and Andrew can feel it against his own throat. "It's better for my back right now to sleep sitting up. They're...they're worried that the bruising might close my airway." Neil admits and Andrew nods.
"Then relax." he says hand coming up to squeeze away the tension in Neil's neck. "Let yourself go, I will be here when you come back." he soothes again.
Neil swallows thickly again. "Ichirou will probably be here soon." Neil says but Andrew can feel him relax muscle by muscle. He brought his hand down and started to rub Neil's back.
"I'll be awake." Andrew says.
"You won't wake me up." Neil murmurs and Andrew can feel him smiling into his throat.
"I won't." Andrew agrees.
#Math Nerd AU#AFTG#AFTG AU#I am she/her but like literally w/e if it helps a joke land#Andreil#Math Nerd - The Reunion - 17#WIP Wednesday Ask Game#8-23-23 WIP Wednesday#21#6/9
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Your “my god how out of touch am I” moment of the day is: I keep getting comments on this fic I’m writing that are like “worth waiting for the update”, “this was worth the wait” and I’m so confused because I have been posting chapters… every ten days at most? what wait, that’s a fast schedule, I thought! And the chapters are between 5k and 7k words each! Each! The fifth chapter is currently sitting pretty at 10 fucking k so I’ll probably have to split it in half…
But I’m dying over this I think it is wild lol. Do people not remember what it was like to have fics that updated every six months, if that, for nearly a decade? Is this something no one else remembers? Have we gotten so into instant gratification culture that waiting a week for 5 thousand words of fanfic is a long time?
This is all so wild to me so I guess I’ll go write another 5k about it lmfao
#am I that old like?? goddamn lmfao#meanwhile Ellis#I did this to myself obv the first chapter is 7k. I should have split it up because now I have locked myself into longer formats for each#chalter which means I am busting my balls writing everyday which is w I l d this was NOT on my 2024 bingo card at all#oh well I’m just along for the ride at this point and I refuse to slow my roll#this fic will top 35k by chapter 6 and it looks like my estimated 14 chapters is gonna end up being closer#to 17 - 20 if I’m gauging my outline correctly#who am I you guys what is happening this fucking cartoon has straight up bodied me#me: I never complete nanowrimo writing 30k in a month is hard#also me: I will write nearly 40k in fanfic in a month though out of nowhere for no reason
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sorry im just so emotional over december '04 and how it builds so much on their first ep. the growing up and shutting yourself off (hello my old heart) then learning to open back up again (trees) to rely on your loved ones (lay me down and cold is the night) of the ep. mirroring the pure openness and trust in their loved ones helping them through dark times. and lyrically it's very similar to cold is the night too with references to bitter cold, "keeping you out of the dark". and it references childhood memories and how those beloved experiences have changed in adulthood like trees. but it's about how the singer DOES stay with their loved ones and has no doubts about shutting themselves off. its a maturation both for the narrator and musically for the oh hellos with the richer, fuller sound. to me this single is without a doubt a spiritual successor to the ep
#i speak#the oh hellos#this is so stream of thought but ive been up for 17 hours on 6 hours sleep and am losing my mind over this song ✌#i had a hunch that i would feel this way just from the teaser and i was right!! even the sound of it. musically. reminds me of a more matur#version of their earlier stuff
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good morning autism community i come bearing some busts
#vanossgaming#terroriser#daithi de nogla#moo snuckel#i am wildcat#h20 delirious#basicallyidowrk#fourzer0seven#lui calibre#bigjigglypanda#vanoss crew fanart#banana bus squad#vanoss crew#fanart#digital art#my art#its been 6 hours bro my hand hurts so bad#also i came back on here to 14 notifs and was all excited but it was just one person liking and reblogging my beatles posts from 4 years ago#before i could draw competently#if youre reading this gamer i deleted those posts and im indifferent to the beatles now that im 21 as opposed to 17
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2009 Monaco Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Rubens Barrichello)
#omfg jenson running to the podium is SOOOOOOOO ICONIC#he is an icon! he is a legend! he IS the *moment*!!#like who else is doing it like him???? wearing a whole racesuit and helmet jogging all the way down the pitlane?????? forrest gump who??#every race i somehow fall more in love him which i didnt think was possible as i am already incredibly endeared#hes so handsome on this podium my god...his pretty blue eyes....okay sry sry its very late at night#anyways not the most interesting race i dont think? i just feel incredibly proud of jenson and brawn as a whole#(not to jinx it but amr to me is the modern brawn so maybe they can pull something like this off this wknd!!)#watching seb era races is lowkey distracting for me cause i do care about all the other drivers but#i cant help but be like vader in rots like: 'where is seb? is he safe? is he alright?' and he DNFed this race and i was sad :(#i usually put the p2 and p3 as featuring but i realized kimi is nowhere to be found in these oops!!#jenson button#jb22#brawn#rubens barrichello#2009 monaco gp#2009 monaco grand prix#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#(2009: 6/17 races watched)#season: 2009
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I’ve gotten to a point in the mask sculpting process that, whenever I put it on, I feel a sort of power emanating from it, and an irrational fear that it will posses my body and start using it to go on a killing spree. It means i’m getting somewhere.
#amount of possible time I’ve worked on it over this weekend: 6-17 hours#I am man made objecting up in here#batim cosplay#cosplay update#yes it has taken up all of my time and maybe it looks like a mess but If I don’t put in the work what would my lord do?#no vessel#no channel#no blood?#will he only be a 2D thought?#through my bones and blood I can give him true life. not only the illusion of such#and fuffilling that will be the best thing this puny mortal vessel will ever do#maybe a pipe full of ink may break over my head and start my downward spiral#a man can wish#don’t look at these tags
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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STATISTICAL “WHICH CHARACTER” PERSONALITY QUIZ
tagged : @malinaa (thanks lys ily 🫶) tagging : @rosesau | @brimay | @lvnchs | @permanentreverie | @tolerateit | @greenribon | @hellshee | @ronandreams | @henwilsons | @newtmsa and whoever wants to do this rules : take this test and present who you got as the characters most similar 2 u
Marianne Sheridan (Normal People): 85%
Eve Polastri (Killing Eve): 81%
Josh Lyman (The West Wing): 80%
Elizabeth Bennet (Pride and Prejudice): 80%
Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy): 80%
Paula Proctor (Crazy Ex-Girlfriend): 80%
Beth Harmon (The Queen's Gambit): 80%
Hazel Grace Lancaster (The Fault in Our Stars): 80%
Tyrion Lannister (Game of Thrones): 79%
C. J. Cregg (The West Wing): 79%
#not marianne from normal people and eve polastri from killing eve 💀 kinda hate crimed myself there lol#very exposing for me lol#also hazel grace lancaster i am SOBBING#that one i take as a personal insult lmao#i take elizabeth bennet and beth harmon kind of as compliments#also i'm familiar with 6 out of 10. not too shabby.#when looking at my top 20 the other ones i know from there are:#12. Betty Cooper (Riverdale): 79%; 15. Cassie Thomas (Promising Young Woman): 79%; 17. Laurel Castillo (How To Get Away With Murder): 78%#not the character i'd have picked for moi but. okay i guess.#tag game
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Im probably not going to post anything for a while I'm sorry. I love you guys
#Not going to kill myself I promise#I realized how this sounds after typing it#I'm just pretty sure I have schizophrenia or something like that and I haven't been coping well with it#I love that you can wait 6 fucking months for a neurology appointment and then be told that you hallucinate because of anxiety#I'm scared#I probably won't hurt myself or anyone around me but I'm still scared#I feel especially bad because someone recently followed me because they want to know more about my rewrite#And like. I've been spiraling for months now and they have gotten zero information about my dear son#I also found out that I'm a system a while ago and it turns out that I am the worst host in the world#I'm not surprised that Rosie split specifically to make sure that I'm not doing anything bad#Again I'm sorry for those of you who followed me for art#If you don't love me at my rock bottom you don't deserve my subpar art that I make sometimes#I'm 17 years old why am I like this#Ily mutuals who I have parasocial relationships with#I should probably take a break from social media for a while idk I'm not doing to good and I don't want to hurt anyone#They should make a feature where you can press a button and get locked out of your Tumblr for a few weeks
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everything you see ab being the oldest daughter is true btw why am i the family therapist AND punching bag smh
long ass depressing rant in the tags srry i got a wee bit emotional
#my dad has something going on where there's a ringing in his ear my mom has tendonitis and neck pain now#and i feel for both of them i'm goin to cvs to get the meds giving my mom massages every night talking to my dad to distract him#they're both going to the correct doctors#but just throwing it out there i have had tendonitis and chronic upper back pain for 5-6 years and no one gave a shit most i've gotten is#jokes that i'm faking it#i'm in physical therapy for my back NOW but that's bc i finally crawled out of the depression long enough to do it myself#which is fine whatever i'm 22 i should be the one making my own appointments and it'd be weird if i wasn't#but when i was 16 or 17???#being hospitalized for STRESS HEADACHES at 14 too???#who gets hospitalized for that shit and how were my parents not concerned that i at the age of 14 was#so stressed out that my head was pounding all the time#and bc i'm the third parent who has to be the only emotional safe space#i don't say anything if my sisters are rude to me bc at least they feel safe enough around me to be rude to me#i have to listen to everyone and their momma's problems#i'm in law school!!! i do not need this i'm anxious all the time!!!#and if i'm not anxious i'm depressed!!!#my therapist point blank tells me shit like 'you're incredibly lonely' or 'you have way too much on your shoulders' and it makes me CRY#the most basic fucking observations that i KNOW but hearing someone else acknowledge it and not berate me fucking sends me into TEARS#i get messages from online friends here like 'hey i saw your post you don't deserve that' i physically cannot keep my eyes dry!!#every time i have any interaction ever i am at least a little uncomfortable bc i am always trying so hard to make sure i come off as kind#and not awkward or mean#i feel like everyone around me was given some kind of how to manual on life that i wasn't#and i KNOW this is not unique tons and tons of people feel like this#i know this is the depression and the anxiety and the possible autism i'm well aware#but then every couple of days my mom gets the brilliant idea to tell me i'm rude or lazy or whatever and i lose my shit#i just wanna sleep and write fanfics in the nicest way possible i hate everyone#i will try my best to not be mean to anyone bc no one deserves it but i am angry and i am constantly feeling the hurt of my inner child#my MOTHER threw a hardcover book at my HEAD when i was ten bc i had been reading and hid the book under the pillow#what the actual fuck????#my dad's response to any and everything is to deal with it
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