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There have been moments, especially when we open our hearts to a husband , where you have felt a distance between you. I know It's as if the door to your heart opens just halfway, holding back parts of you out of fear, caution, or maybe something you now can't quite understand. It struck you deeply like a slap, and you couldn't help but fee this realisation, it sounds like you are being self centred "I can't believe you would be someone so selfish. That you cant give yourself over completely to your relationship. What a dried up and broken woman you have become"
The beauty of exploring love languages and embracing our vulnerabilities lies in their reflection of real-life relationships. These concepts encourage us to examine our own connections, fostering a deeper understanding and appreciation for the complexities of love. It's an invitation to reflect on how we communicate affection and how we can better align with our loved ones, paving the way for more fulfilling relationships
Have you noticed sometimes when you do want it from a your guy , it almost feels like you’re invisible to him?
Are you nodding along?
Has this happened to you?
You already know you’re smitten. With your husband, only…you’re not bold and slutty, so you don’t feel comfortable just walking over and dropping to your knees and unzipping his pants and pulling it out, or telling him that you’re horny and need fucking… now!
So what can you do because you know it’s insulting to him for you to be a boring prude?
It’s fairly easy to get attention, but that doesn’t in any way guarantee that he will want to fuck you. Just something to be aware of. Once you have his attention, you’ll want to really notice what his reaction to you is. Does he smile while listening to every word, or is he busier checking his phone than talking to you? The sharper your observation skills, the less time you waste on knowing how to please him.
Grow up…you’re acting like you’re in middle school. You’re not. There are better, high-value ways to get his attention. Be his wife, his woman and his lover. Show him what you have and let him enjoy you.
Never be boring or distant.
Instead make yourself interesting and be interested in him and his desires. Learn what makes him hard.
Think of each moment like the dating game, you may be insecure about flirting or expressing your interest. It will take practice, but you’ve got this! Show some sexual aggression and really let him know what you have in mind. Use your brain. Or play open docile and ditzy. If it makes him hard and your feeling horny and wet, know in your heart its working for you. Remember that.
Be his good girl a figure out what turns him on and makes him hard, and interested. Usually, within a few minutes of conversation and , you can deduce this. Obviously, look for a bulge, but also keep an eye out for signs of breast gaze and lip gazing what part of your body is he focused upon! Display yourself with abandon like the women these men look at on Tumblr. They are interested atvtmhem for a reason. Forgot you self and think about why men masturbate to these kind of women pictures.
Let it change you prudish self.
Keep the conversation going once you have his attention, and make it clear that you’re not just being normal friendly (you’re being flirty friendly!). Use your language in and out of the bedroom to keep him engaged.
“You make me so wet”
“Never Stop”
“That feels amazing”
“Does that feel good?”
“I can feel your dick throbbing”
“I want you here right now”
“I want You so bad”
“I was thinking about you today”
“ oh fuck me, Just Like That”
“You make me want to scream”
“Fill me up”
” I'm curious honey what porn makes you. Hard“
“Fuck me like you mean it”
“Harder”
“I feel tiny in your arms”
“I love you”
“I love your dick”
“I want your cum”
“Kiss Me”
“Make me cum baby”
“Seeing you right after a workout”
“Taste Me”
“Your cock is stretching me out”
“I'm not wearing my panties today“
Feel free to share you favourites with me.
Oh God, this felt amazingly good to write. I am sooo ready for him.
S_XXX
#christian wife#happyhousewife#relationship#connection#confession#open minded#exposure therapy#christian blog
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Related to the last ask about Gilded Cage, and reader finding out about Billy/what happened to Becca. How would you go about reader finding out Homelander is a rapist? Not just in that verse, but in any fic?
The only time I've seen this play out is a Homelight fic where Annie knows about what happened to Becca. But she sort of "forgives" Homie or rather choses to ignore it, because she also finds out that (in that particular story, not in canon, obviously) he was repeatedly sexually assaulted as a kid. So, she doesn't justify it, but sort of understands why he did it.
Besides that, I can't think of any story where Homie's s/o found out about what he did. Do you think it would be the end of the relationship? Would reader gaslight herself into thinking it wasn't really rape, as many women (sadly) do? I would love to hear your thoughts about it!
it's a tough topic and i don't begrudge people who choose not to address it. it's also honestly just kind of a difficult thing to work in unless homelander himself freely admits to it (won't happen) or someone like butcher tells them.
there's also a lot of dub/noncon fics where it's just. kind of a moot point. if the relationship evolves from that in the first place, they can't really "find out" that he's a rapist. they've got firsthand experience. and yeah, in that case there usually is a ton of gaslighting and rationalizing going on. this is kind of what's going on in Gilded Cage right now where feelings are developing despite the fact he's keeping her against her will, and she still doesn't know if he's done something like this (or worse) before. which... we know he has.
but i do have lots of fics where the reader has no idea the extent of his damage and what he's done, and they would be properly horrified. Guilty Pleasures is a good example of a fic where i believe this revelation would end the relationship for SURE. she would not be able to reconcile that.
honestly you could take any one of my lighter/consensual fics and follow them up with the events of The Breakup / You Let Me Complicate You, which could just as easily have been about finding out that he's a rapist. it turns into a situation where the reader wants out, and he's simply not going to let them go.
the level of consent in Say It is also extremely questionable. basically noncon early on. would the reader here be shocked to learn he's done this to someone else? no. and she's already pretty well given into his corruption by this point.
whereas the reader in Don't Fret Precious (I'm Here) is a total loon, and would very readily excuse his actions. might actually be jealous because she's just. my ultimate yandere homelander simp. but she's definitely an outlier lol
ultimately it depends on the type of story you want to tell, and what kind of person you're writing against him. it's up to the author if that particular s/o believes the information at all, or if they let themselves believe that it's a terrible lie, and that their hero would never do that. or... maybe it makes perfect, horrible sense to them, and they either can or can't live with that.
i do think it's an interesting (albeit brutal) topic and one i'm open to exploring in the future! i can see myself going down any number of these potential avenues, depending on the vibe/character personality i'm working with.
#thanks for the ask! 🖤#darling anon#ask and you shall receive#homelander x reader#homelander headcanons#rape cw
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for art recs what if… 2012 venus…
AA THANK YOU ANON!! I’ve been wanting to draw a 2012!Venus for months AHA, thanks for the final push!
To avoid repetition of Karai in the narrative, I think it’d be cute if Venus actually grew up with the turtles and was never separated from them? This would mean she’d likely have Miwa’s tessen (aa sorry April!!!) but she’d also still be way more spiritually focused than the boys like usual. I wanted to draw her working with April on her psychic powers during the farmhouse arc for this too, also her interacting with Karai and also something for her and Leo’s dynamic but I realised quickly if I kept drawing her I wouldn’t get to the other asks!! AHA so those sketches will have to wait 💚
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt venus de milo#tmnt donnie#tmnt raph#tmnt mikey#tmnt 2k12#tmnt fanart#thanks for the ask!!!#O ALSO#forgot in the post but I think again because of the Miwa thing Splinter would probably be extra protective of Venus#like to the extent he might try prevent her from joining on missions the same as the boys#WHICH WOULD PROBABLY NOT GO DOWN WELL AHA#I actually think exploring how Venus would feel living in the shadow of Splinter’s lost daughter would be really fun#like does her dad even see h e r when he looks at her?#it’d make her future dynamic with Karai SO interesting
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Gnf famous model / acted in a couple movies you know how some models get nepotismed into those but what would dream be ? Maybe his driver
gnf nepo baby 😭 if we want to go the fashion route dream could be like someone who doesn't know shit about high fashion and he sees george walking in the street one day wearing some wild ass outfit and he's like hey man are you like. okay? and george is like excuse me???? but then he sees how cute dream is and he's like oh my clothes? oh, i don't know, just something i threw on this morning, and then dream like tries to make small talk and give him fashion advice while wearing sweatpants and a hoodie from his highschool football team and george is hopelessly endeared and then they go thrifting together
#cq.asks#is this anything#i actually do think it would be interesting to explore how they both play with their personal styles#bc while its nothing crazy it has been rlly cool to watch them develop personal tastes over time :o
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Recent game related things .. hrmm...
#I do like the inconsistency of the first map. that is actually something older but that I re-found and added to my Game Reference stuff#so that when characters reference where they're from I can be accurate. I like that the whole map is kind of shifted up that way. Where the#actual south part doesnt even count as the south since its Too Far and Scary lol. and if you say you're from 'the north' thats basically#like.. one single continent. Though some people do make distinctions like 'north midlands' or etc. still. I like the ways that common#language isn't always precisely accurate like that. and thinking about why a culture would classify things a certain way or etc. etc.#The inventory page is so funny to me because it's literally just the BASe like.. sample layout just to make sure it works properly with 0#actual design into it. just colored rectangles thrown together in MS paint. but what if I like... left it like that.. what if all the other#art in the game and UI is like stylized and fully matching BUT the inventory/journal/etc. screens I just left as plain colored blocks#with random misalignments and black spots and etc gjhbhjj... It looks unfinished in a Funny Contrast way to me.#the wordcounts are just like... my past few days of writing.. I am still not getting 2200 words a day done or whatever I needed. I'm lucky#if it's even half of that .... tee hee.. :3c I do also keep having appointments and other things going on but..grrr...#The full map of the area is probably not necessary but I thought it would be more realisitc if people were able to reference things. Like i#you have people all living in a city area probably at some point someone might mention a neighboring city or some landmark nearby#or etc. so I thought having at least the basic names of what's around for reference would be sensible. A side character mentioning#'oh yeah I don't live here full time I just travel from Marisene sometimes' or whatever makes it seem more like a Real#Fleshed Out Place than people just making vague references like 'the river' or 'i come from a city nearby' or 'i went to a place somewhere#around here' or 'the other city' or etc. lol.. Especially since global cities/global areas are weird as they operate almost like an#independent country within their walls. so it's like a micro country inside of another country usually. just plopped down in some agreed#upon plot of land that won't be too disruptive to the main country around it. That could get very complex depending on the cultural and#political backdrop of where they're placed (though obviously they try to choose the 'easiest' areas possible for it). Asen is a very mild#country without much history of conflict or anything so it's fine. But still interesting that Sifeh and the entire branched out global area#border three other districts of Asen. Which means like 3 times the local representitives you'l have to negotiate with for some major change#or anything. I think one of the 'random characters you can find around the world and have short discussions with just to make the area#feel more populated and real even though theyre not actual important npcs' is going to be a guy who actually serves on the council that#handles running the global areas and he's like.. some perpetually exhausted middle aged elf running around with a clipboard or whatever#ANYWAY...... hrgh... still trying to write when I can....#I WISH so badly that I had the scope for a simple character creation menu and all character interactions would allot for the background#of your player character. And also to have a simple day night cycle where places in the world you explore/people you talk to during the day#have new options or dialogue at night.. BUT alas... I already am so behind on everything as is lol.. aughhh... T o T#As the worlds number one Needless Detail And Complexity Enjoyer i must dilligently prevent myself from adding additional complexity
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I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential
#merlin.txt#just finished cyberpunk#i feel like they could have done sooo much more with the concepts they had#the game showed us a bit of everything in the world but i dont think they explored any one topic enough#and they pulled a ton of punches. the ending did not feel like this big 'grab your allies and fuck the corpos' thing it shouldve been#it was mostly just tying up johnnys loose end. one big loop. which i fuck with; but it wasnt rlly anticapitalist at all in that sense#i have a bunch of other thoughts on johnny but ill save it#but god. the beginning (act 1 and the first bits of act 2) where just soooo fucking good#and it rlly felt like it was going to gear up into this huge thing instead of just being one last hurrah for rogue and johnny#AUUUGHH theres just So Much Potential. goddamn#imo i think the major thing is that at some point it stopped being v's story. it was everyone elses#he has Very little agency. which is interesting but man this guy deserves better#when it comes down to it the game Is really shallow. whenever there is any sincerity in themes its very centrist#the fact is you dont rlly meet many characters in game who are Truly working to take down corps except for johnny and he doesnt rlly count#and if there Are its usually played for irony and laughs (looking at kerry) or theyre flat out kind of awful.#judys story is probably the best of the companions bc shes actively trying to help sex workers and its played very positively#i also think two of the main themes (letting go of the past; what it means to die) are Majorly helped by some incredible emotional beats#and w/o some just Really Really good scenes and good repetition of lines and motifs its very tropey.#ok i wasnt going to write a full thing. but let me be clear: i fucking loved this game. i would not be writing so much if i did not love it#the sun ending was Still soooo vindicating. v is still kicking and that's all that matters to me#(it helps that v is a Great protag like one of the Best voiced rpg protags next to hawke da2)#(which is kind of a funny comparison since i think both protags suffer from a lack of agency)#ok im done now
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i just. remembered again that i have a fembaru fic but also the premise is. Very Messed Up hah and also it was written before the canon genderbent au with its official genderbend names for everyone so its also outdated on top of that T^T i had like. Genderqueer subtext going on too. but i also wrote this fic like almost two years ago and havent touched it in forever so im unsure if i should go back to it…. o.o but i would love to finish it one day if only for my own satisfaction hah… i had a very detailed outline for ch 2 (its a twoshot) and several scenes written already anyway!! (and also i would probably update those names, make minor edits, etc etc hmm…)
#just thinking about this wip again………… mmmm….. not super confident in my older ao3 fics but the premise for this one was like. i think i#ended up brainstorming it with a friend or two and then i was like wait holy shit howd this play out. and then i took about two weeks to#write ch1? :o#and then i like. REALLY got into revolutionary girl utena after finishing ch1 so like that def bled into um. the themes.#just. thimking…….. bc ive had so many ideas to explore like. themes regarding gender and misogyny and Choice and destiny and queerness and#all sorts of things….. bc rezero Touches on them and is even Detailed on them sometimes and id Love to go in depth. but im also a bit#nervous to bc 1. writing fic is….. so much work sometimes fr and i am but a lazy writer and 2. the slight anxiety of what if i get flamed#o.o wild to think about…..#like. i have ideas for emilia fics that are. definitely darker maybe a bit controversial but i will go off the walls with writing for the#sake of answering the questions of. can this be done. and is it possible to narratively critique canon and fandom treatment of emilia. that#sort of thing.#not that im the best writer ever akdbdnd but i do like darker fiction sometimes. and i also like being meta about things in fiction. and i#also like writing to get out a tiny bit of salt. etc etc.#i tried to write these kinds of thinngs with my atm sole emilia centric fic that i wrote. uhhh more than a year ago? and i would love to try#again one day bc ive def improved and changed as a writer since then. u know what i mean?? :o#just like. rezero and queerness is very interesting to me.#suffaru post#saving this on the blog bc i talked Too Much about my writing process here HAH#my writing process being: HOW FAR CAN I TAKE THIS IDEA AND HOW OFF THE WALLS CAN IT GET????#in reality tho im really just a massive nerd whos gone down a massive rabbit hole of writing anime fanfic. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#if you actually read all these tags big thank you HAH
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I may have girlbossed too close to the sun and came out with a concept for a Cielois au i won't ever write...
#its nothing too fancy or original really#but i find it would be interesting to explore?#mostly its just a concept that i would like to read in a fanfiction#especially because if someone actually creative and skilled wrote it#they would be able to come up with an actually interesting plot#but alas i am nothing but a talentless dumbass lmao#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#o!ciel#alois trancy#cielois
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I had a dream that 03 Alphonse (post series) somehow got sent to the BH world sometime right before Ed goes to xerxes. And Ed and Al are chasing 03 Al but they dont know hes 03 Al they just think that its someone pretending to be Ed and its full of shenanigans.
Als trying to change the plot but he cant. Idk itd be a cool fanfiction. And also like inagine ed having to deal with 2 als and trying to get him home. Imagine BH Al becoming slightly jealous and worried that they managed to get 03 als body back but at like age 13.
03 al slowly getting his memories back and realizing that things are so different and his opponents are so much stronger with no obvious weekness like his homunculi.
#fma#03 x bh#i think itd be fun and interesting#maybe 03 ed is around too looking for al#18 y/o cos eds cynicism vs 16 y/o bh ed optimism would be fun to explore too#OH MY GOD WHAT IF LIKE IN COS ED GETS STUCK WITH BH HOHENHEIM THATD BE SO AWKWARD OH LMAOOO THATD BE SO FUNNY
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a kinda long post about my ship with Ly.on V.asti.a and my self insert Nova Celestina, and their melancholic-ish meet cute (?)
Ly..on and Nova meet each other for the very first time at the Fai.ray Ta.il Guild, not long after hearing some of its members have gone missing (and that Sirius Island, a place these missing members went to has ‘vanished’) and that the local search parties have turned up NOTHING.
they both go to said guild to hopefully comfort the remaining members who are there. To share a moment of giref and provide a helping hand or two.
Ly..on goes with Ju.ra because Lam..ia Scale has pretty strong ties with FT, and so really it’s just to lend a shoulder for these members to lean on if they ever need help or assistance (of which also Blue Pegasus does too).
Nova goes for for a more personal reason, as that even as one of the few independent freelance mages in Fiore (with no guild attachment), she still holds a special place for Fai.ry Tai.l. It was her old guild after all until aspects of her own personal life had to take priority. She still thinks about the people she was growing up with, and how much they meant to her, and still mean to her. She does find herself thinking about them in even the smallest of tranquil moments when she isn’t taking on a freelance job or being hired on the spot.
Anyways, the two meet each other for the first time at the Fairy Tail Guild and try to offer remaining members support and sort out deals as to what they can do to help them if their other members don’t turn up. It’s essentially a moment for people at the guild to take time to grieve and mourn their friends and compatriots.
Ly.on reflects on how he and Gra.y could have fixed their relationship, because even if they are rivals, he still cares about him. I personally headcanon that Gra.y is like the brother Ly.on never had,the two never always saw each other eye to eye, and sometimes there were arguements that could be deemed as petty. Now Ly.on will never gain the opportunity to fix that relationship after finally being given a second chance by his old childhood friend, let alone be able catch up on their relationship.
It particularly hurts him, especially with their last face-to-face communication being the Nirvana Arc, and Gra.y is the reason why La.Mia S.cale are a legitimate guild now, and Ly.on has turned around his life for the better! but now that opportunity to thank Gra.y is gone… and it breaks his heart into pieces, because he can’t make up for lost time.
Nova just misses the guild that she once called home. And she’s been overdue for a ‘proper’ visit (she briefly shows up in the Phantom Lord-Lucy Rescue Arc to fuck some shit up against PL) but she didn’t properly stay around for long. Even if she left at a young age, fa.iry t.ail still said she could return whenever she needed to, because fairy tail always left their doors open to former members to return whenever they need to.
It was a place she once called home, and now is ever more the opportune time to come back home when her family needs her most. However there is an aspect of.. fearing for the guild’s safety. Fai.ry tai.l is unfortunately a guild that other rival guilds love to target and intimidate. Now with their highest and most capable members missing or worse dead, they can’t protect the guild to the extent than they used too. Even when Gildarts came back, he joined the others to Sirius Island. Nova wants to not just support her old guild and guild mates, but to try to protect them too. She is a relatively powerful mage, having cosmic/chaos devil slayer magic, but even then, it won’t do much because other guilds can take advantage of a mourning, grieving fairy tail in other ways aside from magic (I.e: absurd taxes, owed debts, just general financial abuse and bullying).
It’s just an extra layer of salt added to an already angry wound. It’s just unfair that other guilds will target another simply because it’s taking the time to process grief and move on.
During this… sad/melancholic atmosphere at the FT guild, Ly.on and Nova kinda hit it off well. It does start small but later they become more conversation throughout the day there, talking about their connections and relationships to Fairy Tail and it’s members, telling funny stories and just generally enjoying each other’s company. That’s the general starting point of how they meet, but really the way they fall in love is partly due to their shared connection to Fairy Tail and how their experiences with the guild have changed and helped them improve as people.
#HIII been thinking about the one local ice mage *twirls hair*#fairy tail self insert: nova celestina#🔥⚖️🌌 | Judgement Day#shallow rambles#guildposting#fairy tail spoilers#this is kinda sentimental#idk man I just wanted to let a twist on the meet cute idea because ly.on is always having ‘meet cute moments’#Self Insert Tag#[r]: lyon vastia | cold crown#💘 In Love with a Fairy Tale#queue awaits you at the garden of madness#the freelance mage thing is kind of an original idea (?) I feel that it would be interesting to have mages that walk on the line#between light guilds and dark guilds and mages who want to be independent#I might explore that idea later as it’s o ly really vaguely touched on in canon fai.ry t.ail#financial abuse tw#<- but in the angry loan shark kind of what if that makes sense
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Hi :)
Just wanted to say that I really enjoyed reading all of your asks that you answer for tensura, even if requests aren’t open
I really like how you characterise Guy Crimson and Leon Cromwell,  I think it’s really accurate and the ask about an SO trying to seduce Leon (via boob power lmao) and getting compared to Guy is so funny
…Shut down.. 😔😭
Leon Cromwell is closed off from human society as a whole it seems since becoming a Demon Lord and regularly meets up with Guy Crimson outside of Walpurgis, much to Leon's obvious distain and Guy's personal enjoyment.
Seeing the real irritation Guy causes Leon, I don't see how using Guy as a comparison is above Leon, especially since Leon canonly insulted other Demon Lords out in open air. Guy himself included.
It made decent sense to me XD.
#ask#nolas07#leon cromwell#guy crimson#rouge#leon has 'shut down' guy plenty of times as well as you put it XD#guy gets insulted a lot more then i would normally guess he would tolerate.#guy's whole chasing leon down the gay road and even offering to straight up trans himself for leon is so damn wild#their entire dynamic is hilarious#i'm actually really interested in exploring it#like can you imagine these two disaster bitches in a poly??#guy is a total playboy and leon is the only 'sane' one around here and their s/o just hits and runs with the flow like nobody's business.
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The blue sun trio r the sillies and my favorite disaster trouple /lh
#1beatheart#cyril.txt#i want more content of them#they need therapy but its okay#as long as it's not from Shinobu they should be fine#also hc that they were those pianists mentioned in file 01#in source they were nut i never rlly saw their faces bc i came late so i was in the back#also Ashley being my mom figure shed sometimes play to calm me down#sataka also sometimes wore a mask (it was black)#he did have gloves in soruce too also once used hand sanitizer w/o taking them off while playing uno jn the garden thag kne time#me arumu and nomare did not let him live that one down /lh#namoto also learned rock songs on piano too whixh i found interesting#Ashley would also do my hair sometimes#also played w merue alot#nomare kinda just did his own thing but Ashley would hang out w him if nomare ever came to jer since she was the only who could put up w hi#namoto sataka n nanase would also just drink together sometimes#though never seen nanase drunk though#i know je did drink bjt not often#namoto also kinda just explored around the area out of the hotel#Sataka w hang out w whoever talked w him#also made lunch for me n Ashley once#i love them#srry for misspellings im kinda tired#not gonan fix the atgs since I'm mobile
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Does Rukia ever have any mistrust or hesitations about getting back into a gigai after her... uh... previous experience?
;Her current feelings towards gigai are pretty relaxed, despite everything. I would say she has a bit of mistrust but it’s subtle and probably not how you would expect. There’s a couple things that make me lean that way though.
With technology, which I consider gigai to lie in, Rukia is pretty uninterested in anything besides what it can do. She tends to focus on the results more than any process or details. Despite her past experiences with gigai, using them currently has a better benefit that outweighs any hesitation she could have. Seeing people and being able to yuck around in the world of the living is far too fun and interesting for her to hesitate. I feel like it’s kind of being screwed around on a phone/internet company bill but staying with the same contract, cause you still need a phone/internet anyways. As long as the thing functions properly and meets expectations, she’s pretty happy.
I tried thinking about her feelings upon her time in it around the first arc-ish, and tried to think if she would feel them again upon returning to a gigai again, and I don’t think so. Most of her emotions there lean more towards frustrations with its unresponsiveness, which doesn’t seem like it would repeat upon entering a proper one. During the first arc I don’t think she felt trapped in it either; I think she thought she could leave it if she wanted to. I wondered if she considered exiting it for a moment to just feel like herself, but I don’t think she would risk that at that point, and I kind of picture that she sees being in her shinigami form as weaker than the state of being in the gigai at that point. She looked at it as a point of hiding, both from hollows and the soul society, considering she had still thought to have broken some law already. I don’t think she’s overwritten those feelings with too many thoughts by the time she gets the truth on the matter.
I think she tends to lean putting blame on people rather than objects. Like, I think if you have her rubix cube or some kind of frustrating object, rather than calling the object frustrating to work with, she’d probably call whoever gave it to her or herself stupid before calling the thing itself stupid, or call it stupid along with who gave it to her at least. Or if she feels like she’s bad at something, say calligraphy, she would think it’s her lack of skill before she would blame her tools.
Which is why those emotions, even those previously emotions of frustration from before, she shifts more to herself, and maybe Urahara(although I think she gets to a point of forgiveness with Urahara). But Rukia has a major habit of thinking too hard and blaming herself for things most of the time, so she carries it more on her own shoulders.
Maybe more than hesitation or mistrust I feel like she might double check herself every once in a while in a gigai. In little subtle ways, like making sure she can still fire a kidou spell upon entering one, or stretching her arm or limbs or something more than she normally would all the time while in one. Or like, often testing her agileness with full on sprints at most opportunities where it's not that off putting. She finds herself and her instincts more reliable than measurements and scientific things so if she can lean on those for support it would lessen any mistrust and is a sort of comfort. And, more than a typical soul I think she would be aware and bothered by any sort of dysfunction or lack of mobility while in one, which is an after effect of everything. I think she would also be more harassing if it lets up even a little on her (and probably feels very justified and righteous in bothering Urahara to fix any issue there lol). But she definitely tries to give herself a bit more reassurance in the state of herself while in her gigai.
I feel like a lot of that ‘situation’ Rukia still carries on her own shoulders, and she thinks of it more as occurring from her choice of giving her powers. She considers her own action as the first domino that fell to get everything as it was, and even that feeling of a gigai like that is still pushed on herself because it's pushed into that tangled yarn ball. I think her lack of powers is more of a burning scar than restrictiveness in a gigai.
#;deathanswers#jaegersol#tsp activity check#;I do think it’s pretty understated the kind of effect that losing her powers does for her mental and confidence#;which has already been chipped at by that point... But maybe a post for another day : p#;exploring post SS arc would be quite interesting though as well : o I would be curious to dig there and see where she settles her thoughts#;thanks for the ask x3 fun to think about#;headcanons#;longer than I probably needed to get into it but asdf
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to lucia: has she reached a point in herself that she is not indispensable, and would go through great lengths to keep fighting? what would ultimately enlighten her when it comes self-worth?
to stella: even before the end of her own world, has she ever felt complete or fulfilled in her life? what is something that she is lacking even if she given a second chance to breathe again?
unprompted. || always accepting
i don't think that's something lucia can change, in terms of her going through great lengths in order to keep fighting. it's something ingrained into her system especially now that she had become a construct. she exists to fight. however, her way of fighting had changed after the reboot ( aka after she changed her frame from dawn to plume. ) prior to the reboot, she had this mindset of sacrificing herself should it be needed. she will do absolutely anything in order to make sure her commandant and her teammates are safe. that, of course, led to the reboot where her self as dawn changed. after the reboot, it feels like her memory as dawn had influenced her to fight better. that she now comes to understand winning means nothing should her life is lost and how her friends and commandant wouldn't want that. that's why, now, lucia fight in order to stay together with those she loves. she had come to realized that her life is worth something and she shouldn't be so willing to throw it away even for others. so now, she is the best version of herself and she fights for the future where she can stay with those she loves and cares for.
when it comes to stella, i always feel like she was robbed of the future and life that could have been. so the answer is simple, no, she didn't feel complete or fulfilled prior to her world being destroyed. her story was just starting, her own decisions and choices were about to be made, but fate had taken that away from her. i would say that she does feel content where she was prior to her world being erased completely, but it was far from a fulfilled life for she was given a role to play yet never a chance for it to play out as intended. we never know how the story of versus was going to be other than a few things given by the trailers and interviews, and that'd always be something of a hole within stella that she could never return to the place she belonged nor know what was intended for her in that world. even after being given a second chance in another world or as an otherworldly traveler, it's still not the same as her living the path as stella nox fleuret walking down the story of v.ersus x.iii. in a way, even she's left to wonder the what could've been if her world weren't destroyed. would her story be a happy one ? with a happy ending be awaiting her at the end ? or would it be a tragedy ? something people would remember for the losses and tears that were shed ? that's the question she could never find an answer.
#ervaurem#.answered#.ooc#.headcanon: lucia#.headcanon: stella.nox.fleuret#[ HJLKHHJLK tHANK YOU FOR THE ASK SHAIIIIII#THIS WAS INTERESTING TO WRITE & EXPLORE#my mind is like ... half-dead from work sO I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE ???#I THINK THE FACT THAT WE NEVER KNOW WHAT WAS INTENDED FOR VERSUS#MAKES IT SO THAT STELLA CAN NEVER FULLY SAY SHE'S COMPLETE#she's content now ofc but the ' what if / what could've been ' would always linger in her mind#MEANWHILE LUCIA#SHE CHANGES -A LOT- AFTER THE REBOOT#& I LOVE HER FOR THAT#SHE NOW KNOWS WHAT TO FIGHT FOR & HOW TO FIGHT TO BRING PEACE#W/O SACRIFICES#& I'M VERY PROUD OF HER !!!! ]
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Types of AO3 Summary
Option 1 - The Excerpt:
The quickest, the easiest! Find a section of your fic that contains the main premise of said fic and also showcases your writing. Copy paste that into the summary box. BOOM! Done.
Best used for any fic, unless it's so short the excerpt would be the whole fic.
Option 2 - The No Frills:
Just a description of the fic. No need for drama. No need to complicate matters. Keep it simple, keep it safe.
Example: "A short character exploration of Blorbo's thoughts after Daisy leaves."
Best used for short fics, poems and fics where the style/format is more important than the plot. Or fics that tie directly into a scene/episode from canon or another fanfic.
Option 3 - The Hook:
Draw the reader's interest by giving them a set up with no conclusion. Introduce the main character(s), introduce the status quo, describe an inciting incident, leave a question in the reader's mind.
Example: "Blorbo is a barista at a coffee shop, struggling to pay their bills, but after handsome rockstar Obrolb walks into their coffee shop they find that they have to decide whether a chance at love is worth the cost of fame."
Best used for mid to long fic where there's a strong premise and follow through. Especially good for AUs. Can be expanded for more complex plots or used multiple times in one summary for multiple characters or subplots.
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Example: "The one in which Blorbo learns to like cake".
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Option 5 - The Rule of Three:
Three is a magic number. Find three key moments in your fic and just list them. That's it. Often ends with 'not necessarily in that order' if used for comic effect. If it's an AU, establish that quickly (i.e. 'Star NHL player Blorbo…').
Example: "Blorbo makes a friend, falls in love, and almost burns to death, not necessarily in that order."
Best used for anything, really. Three is a magic number. The human brain loves things that come in threes.
Option 6 - The Trope Lure:
Why bother describing the plot? We all know AO3 readers are here for the tropes. Similar to The Sitcom One-Liner just using tropes instead of plot. Often followed by the phrase 'that nobody asked for'.
Example: "The Space western / A/B/O / Mail Order Bride fic that nobody asked for."
Often tacked on to the end of The Hook or The Excerpt as a tl;dr.
Best used for fic that plays its tropes straight with no shame or second guessing.
Option 7 - The Pre-emptive Strike:
(Not recommended) You just wrote this fic, the self doubt is consuming you. You feel the need to apologise profusely for your existence for no apparently reason. You feel cringe, you think the fic is cringe, you want everyone to know that you think the fic is cringe in case they don't like it and judge you for it.
Example: "So I fell in love with this pairing and had to write this. It's weird and terrible. Lol! I suck at summaries! Sorry!"
Best used for no fics ever. I cannot stress this enough.
(Seriously, I am begging you, don't do this. If you're planning to use this option, rethink it and do one of the others. I guarantee you more people will want to read your fic.)
Sometimes added on to any other summary as a strange disclaimer. (srsly. don't.)
Option 8 - The Unapology:
Embrace the mayhem, embrace the deep dark depths of your soul. The opposite of The Pre-emptive Strike. A combination of The No Frills and The Trope Lure that truly gives no fucks.
You have committed crimes and you are proud of them. You know what your USP is and you're going to make sure your target market finds you. Look upon my works, ye readers, and despair!
Example: "There aren't enough tentacle fics in this pairing, so I had to write one myself!"
Best used for fics with controversial/polarising tropes with all relevant details already clearly stated in the tags.
Option 9 - The Interrogation:
What if you wrote a summary entirely in questions? What if your readers had to read the fic to discover the answers? Who knows what will happen if you do this?
Example: "What happens when Blorbo McBlorbo gets his wish and Daisy doesn't make it to the plane on time? What happens when Obrolb finds out? How will this change Daisy and Blorbo's friendship?"
Best used for... I honestly don't know. This style of summary does not vibe with me. Mystery fic maybe? Sorry guys.
Option 10 - The Multipack:
Got a bunch of shorter fics in one work? No way of summarising them all without a wall of text larger than the Great Wall of China? This one is similar to The No Frills in that you're not describing the plots themselves and similar to The Trope Lure in that often broader genres and tropes are mentioned. What links those fics? Are they all in the same fandom? The same pairing? The same challenge? Just slap that right in the summary. A chapter list with 1-2 word trope/pairing summaries can be included or not.
Example: "A collection of Blorbo/Daisy/Obrolb fics based on Tumblr prompts. Chapter 1: Regency AU Chapter 2: Werewolves vs vampires Chapter 3: Ghost!Daisy Chapter 4: Space pirates!"
Best used for (obviously) works that are compilations of fic.
Option ? - The Void:
I said The Excerpt was the quickest and easiest summary to do. I lied, well... I didn't exactly lie. What is quicker and easier than not having a summary at all? After all, that's what the tags are for.
Example:
Best used for... nothing? Write a summary, guys. Please?
#AO3#fandom#on writing#clearing out my drafts#long post#Qd#This list is intended for entertainment purposes only#I just came across a lot of fic summaries that followed similar rules#so I decided to post this about it#I'm sure other options are available#If you've ever used number 7 that's not bad of you#But my advice would be to not do that
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Kinktober #6
6. A/B/O Heats or Ruts // Sadism-Masochism // Anonymous Sex (Old Man Logan x Reader)
You see him at the bar most nights that you’re there, nursing a whiskey and keeping to himself. On the occasion he deigns to lift his gaze from his drink you always feel it on you, hot and heavy and oh so aware of every movement you make.
You like it. Your skin lights up beneath him, a little static dancing over you where his eyes settle. But every time you turn back to your fiancé and his dull friends and try to be interested in a conversation they have no intention of including you in.
Why do you suffer through it? Well, things have been this way for so long now that you don’t know what they’d look like were they to change. Grit your jaw and bear it, it’s only the rest of your life, after all.
The man closes the gap the first time you enter the establishment alone. You swig down your beer, bitter and nasty but the cheapest thing they sell, grimacing at each hoppy mouthful. After a long moment he pulls back the stool in order to settle in next to you at the bar and you’re intensely aware of the size of him.
“No boyfriend tonight?” he rumbles, broad fingers raising his glass to his lips.
“Fiancé,” you correct half-heartedly. Is he still your fiancé? It was a pretty vicious fight you got in not two hours ago, and right now the ring on your finger feels like a shackle. He picks up on your unease and chuckles, and oh, it is a lovely and rich sound.
“Mmm, sure.”
The two of you lapse back into silence, nursing your drinks.
“We got into an argument,” you confess when you feel like more words are necessary. The stranger cocks a brow.
“He seems like an asshole.”
“What would you know?” you ask, desperate to defend for some reason. Pride, perhaps. He finally fixes you with a look, sunken hazel eyes boring into your soul. You are transfixed.
“Seen the way he treats you when you’re out together. Like you’re an annoyance. A second thought. Doesn’t deserve you, sweetheart.”
When his warm hand moves to rest on your thigh you don’t make any effort to shake it free. You let it stay there, possessive. You tap your nails on the pocked bar and consider his words.
The stranger moves in, closing the stale air between the two of you. His breath is warm on the shell of your ear as he speaks, gravelly velvet.
“Does he even make you come, honey?”
You should throw your drink in his face and slap him. Instead you feel your cheeks get warm.
“No,” you confess, a whisper. The stranger looks quietly smug at knowing this before you could even voice it. He swallows down the last of his liquor before standing, holding the hand that was on your thigh out to you as an invitation.
“Let me take care of you.”
You eye your beer, decide not to finish it, and take his hand.
“Can I get your name?”
“Maybe if you like what I do to you,” he states and your cunt floods.
He leads you out to a limo in the empty parking lot, sliding the key inside the door and holding it open for you. You cock your head to the side, silently asking a question.
“The driver,” he chuckles. Fuck. Yeah, okay, after hearing that laugh, he can do whatever he damn well likes to you. You’re going to fuck this limo driver in the backseat and he’s going to make you forget your fiancé’s goddamn name.
The moment you enter into the limo he’s upon you. The door slams behind him as he holds your head in his hands, bringing your mouth to his for a rough kiss, claiming you as his. You let him as his beard scratches you. His tongue swipes against your own, hot and tasting of rich liquor, and his hands go for your jeans. You buck up into his touch and let him strip you without complaint, let him explore every inch of your skin he unveils. His hands are calloused but tender, caressing each new part of you he unveils, and when he touches between your legs? Oh, heaven. Heaven.
Your clothes thrown across the backseat and him still fully in his suit he fucks you with his fingers, one hand pistoning in and out of you, the other rubbing rough circles on your clit. Your orgasm hits you with such force that it’s like a freight train - your head thrown back and eyes blurry with tears and stars as you squirt up the length of his thick forearm. Another one of those delicious chuckles as he licks his fingers clean.
“Did you know you could do that, baby?”
You shake your head, desperate for a repeat of it. The stranger doesn’t leave you hanging. He wrestles with his fly just enough to free his cock, hard and red and dropping with need for you. The size of it is something to behold but you don’t get a chance to adjust before he’s lining himself up and slowly pushing inside. Each inch is a gorgeous stretch that takes your breath away, his hand stroking your hair as he talks you through it.
“That’s it, sweetheart. There we go. You’re being so fucking sweet for me, hm? Letting me fuck you in the back of my limo like this… you’re dirtier than anyone’s ever imagined…”
When he reaches his lips to yours you can taste the orgasm he kissed off of his own fingers. You moan into his mouth as he starts to move, the glorious length of him the pinpoint of your entire universe. Pulling out to the tip, slamming back home, whispering strings of filthy praise in your ear. All you can do is hang on and trust him to take care of you, the way he has once already.
It isn’t long before that sweet pressure builds up again. His cockhead brushes the inside of your walls and you come all over his cock, drenching the front of his suit in a way he looks pleased by. His grip tightens as he finishes inside of you, spilling inside of you hot and thick. You feel utterly claimed. You have been ruined for anyone else.
He helps you sit up and redress, offering you an unopened bottle of water. A moment of silence passes as the smell of sex settles into the leather seats.
“I’ll drive you home…”
Your grip on his forearm is vice-like.
“Take me back to yours,” you beg. It doesn’t matter that you don’t know his name, you don’t need to. He’s taken better care of you in one night than your fiancé has in years.
He softens at the pleading in your voice, those hazel eyes tender.
“Okay, sweetheart. Okay.”
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