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alien stage round 7
i've seen a few theories of what will happen in round 7 and i'm really excited about how it will play out (i like pain dw).
some theories say that luka will "be mizi" (like how he acted like sua for his round with mizi) and others say that he will "be ivan" and even some where he'll be both mizi and ivan.
the thing is, there has to be a winner, right? and luka pulling the same tactic to win again doesn't seem like the way to go for me. sooooo.
it's common knowledge at this point that till loves mizi (see the aliens tormenting till with mizi's missing article) so my guess is that luka will try to utilise that and will "be mizi". but it won't work this time. (even if luka does "be ivan" or both of them, i still think it won't work regardless).
now, till has changed a lot since round 2. in round 2, till was still fighting and rebelling because he saw what alien stage was doing to his love and that gave him the energy and emotion to rebel. (obviously he's rebellious because of his own abuse too but i don't think the main reason he rebels is to fight against his abuse because he has the opportunity to escape with ivan but he doesn't).
then in round 6, the fight is completely gone from him because he was fighting against the aliens for mizi's sake. now that mizi is gone, he doesn't see the point in fighting anymore.
so if it was mizi's disappearance that made him lose the fight, it will be ivan's death that will bring it back.
so in round 7, till will have his fight back and will slay the competition and will win.
which if you think about it, is kinda ironic because it will be his aggression against the competition that will make him win it.
therefore, i think it's more meaningful if till wins in this way.
also including the fact that luka is the fan favourite, constantly in the number one spot and is very submissive to the aliens and the contest, really playing in the show and the drama (by tormenting his opponents) but he'll be beaten by the rookie, the underdog, the discounted abused one that rebels against the aliens and the contest.
#this webseries loves pain so i think they would end it with the cruel irony that till will win the contest by opposing it#it'll show that no matter if you play the system or fight against it#it will still control you#there is no freedom from it#obviously this theory kinda ignores hyuna and mizi trying to rescue till#that could also happen too#especially as they tried to rescue ivan and till in round 6#i wouldn't be opposed to that happening#because i wanna see luka and hyuna interact or at least see how they respond to each other#i'm very interested in their story#alien stage#alien stage round 7#alnst#alien stage till#alnst till#till#till alien stage#till alnst#starrywangxian#you queue fine things well
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The remorseful player
#deltarune#kris dreemurr#deltarune player#deltarune vessel#utdr#comics#goomyart#once again tumblr gets it early#my test group befor ei post on twitter#anyway#hi. different player interpretation here#i guess kind of inspired by like#people looking at my prev player stuff and saying ‘id never treat kris like that’#which isnt the point but like Whatevar#its not supposed to be entirely literal#so instead i present to you: the ‘good’ player that would never say those things to kris#and yes kris still cant bring themself to like you#Because you are controlling them. it doesnt matter how good of a job you do#lack of autonomy is everything.#without freedom what’s the point of it all?#‘why arent you happy? your prison cell is so nice!’
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I LOVE ALL OF THESE CHARACTERS BTW. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR HATE FOR THEM ON MY POST
#textboxes#deltarune#susie deltarune#lancer deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei#my art#long post#hi welcome to my secret notes about this textbox adventure!#my developer's commemtary if you will.#i originally drew susiezilla in her light world color palette. but i changed it afterwards because i realized she likes herself better in#the dark world than in the light world. if she were to draw an idealized version of herself it'd be based on her dark world form.#if you pay attention to kris' drawing you'll see that they tried to give it big angel wings. but it's kind of hard to do that when you can'#control yourself.#i named Urisk that to complete the . uhm. quadfecta?#Frisk Urisk Chara Kris. or FUCK for short.#i was going to give urisk angel features because they're so Good. but i realized ralsei probably considers devils to be good rather than#angels. since he exists to banish the angel's heaven and all the heroes have strong devil motifs surrounding them.#i still gave them a halo though bc i still wanted them to seem Good.#i feel like the pacing on this one could have used some improvement#but overall i'm just happy i got it done! i'm very proud of it :]#that's the thing about these textboxes. it's really hard to go back and change previous textboxes#you've just gotta keep on chuggin forward until you reach the end! no looking back!#anyway i hope you enjoyed this one! :3#oh also. i put kris on the opposite side of everyone else to symbolize their isolation from everyone else bc of the soul#okay actually i have more to say. so susie's drawing looks like something hou could actually draw on a paper#meanwhile ralsei's was based on the drawing on his unused manual. which has pure black outlines and perfectly filled colors like it was mad#in ms paint. also i was originally going to include noelle and berdly in this too#berdly's OC was going go be Super Lord Berdly; Mayor of Smartopia#and noelle's OC was going to be really beautiful but really tragic
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it's never the last time.
I was trying to justify to myself having Leona know how to use a waffle maker, and. well. sometimes you just gotta go where the flow takes you.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tamashina mina#(just because of kifaji)#kifaji: it's four o' clock in the morning why on earth are you making waffles#leona: because i've lost control of my life#anyway i'm trying to be less lazy about my spot-blacking#(because obviously what leona making waffles for a toddler needs is that noir touch)#i know i can still be doing a lot more with it...but it's a start :')
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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu#also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3#hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI#to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh#sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet#but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening#this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself#also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager#anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours#its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you
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My experience carrying a stuffed animal with me at school every day

Wrapping up my first semester where I decided to be brave and carry a plushie with me, and figured I’d share my experience for anyone who wants to bring their plushies but may be nervous. I carried a small to medium cat plush in my hands and placed them on my desk every day.
I can safely say my experience has been nothing but positive!
- No one ridiculed or treated me unkind for it, any questions were posed with respect. I worried people wouldn’t take me seriously, but it’s not a problem I encountered.
- I made friends more easily and people asked me questions about my plush (name,brand,etc) quite often and seemed interested in my answers.
- None of my professors made any rude comments or told me to put them away. One asked if my plush was a recording device and why I had her but didn’t push further when I replied no, she’s just here because she makes me happy.
- Some professors made jokes, one pretended to punch my cat plush because he “doesn’t like cats” and another told me not to bring a black cat because it reminds him of a past cat he had and disliked. Nothing serious it was all in good fun from professors who frequently joked with other students as well.
- It made me very happy and comforted to have a plushie friend with me!! That alone makes it worth it.
I’m a fourth year college student, if you are in high school your experience may vary as you could face teasing from peers as I had before, but remember the world is so much kinder <3



#age demographic of peers in interacting with was 18-40 so my experiences may differ from younger peers#but I would still encourage you to go for it if you’re thinking of bringing a plushie with you!#don’t let others control harmless things that make you happy#anyways thank you for reading <3#stuffed animals#plushie community#plushblr#essa#emotional support stuffed animal
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alfred livestreaming his breakdown to the entire us public (as his pr team devolves into chaos)
#hey. fellow americans. how we uh. how we feeling. how we doing. its not going great is it. hence this piece...#hws america#aph america#hetalia#my nyart#i know that canonically he streams silly stuff all the time. but that would Literally Never Be Allowed#his img is very tightly controlled... at least his gov tries LOL. hes too impulsive still!#'do you think alfred would do food reviews' in canon hetalia yeah. in my Mind Palace not really.#mind palace refers to my specific morbid interpretation of hetalia which is more Dark and Gritty /ref and Realistic (hl2 death sound effect#ok enough. gn#i struggled with trying to fix this for so long and yet its so simple.i even redrew it and STILL hated it.#idk maybe i used up all mah juice in that candygo/re piece X) still wanna drawwwwwwwwww mooooooreeee!
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i would say i support akram salim's rights and his wrongs, but he's never done anything wrong ever. bruising that guy's windpipe and throwing that other guy down the stairs? just funny little man of mystery things & not police misconduct in the least. he is naught but a civilian with a particular set of skills 🤗
#dept q#akram salim#i have 2 episodes left so DON'T SPOIL ME if anything changes!!!#I'm still laughing thinking about the 'i am always in control' scene in the car#also 'i am already learning a lot from you sir'#he's a regular comedian
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fearne choosing to go back to ligament manor, when before she was unknowingly kept there
dorian asking his parent's approval instead of taking it out of fear
chetney gaining control over himself and passing along his knowledge to others
ashton seeking answers instead of hiding from them
orym choosing to live his life to the fullest, balancing old and new responsibilities
laudna choosing a quiet life, when before she had isolation forced on her
imogen using her powers to help others and build new communities, instead of being shunned because of them
bells hells giving the gods a choice in their future
everyone getting to choose
#critrole#cr3#cr spoilers#critrole spoilers#bells hells#critical role#campaign 3 spoilers#i've watched the finale twice already so im in my emotions#there's something about circling back to where you started but with PURPOSE#with INTENTION#they literally circle back to jrusar and it still feels like them#they've all escaped out from under manipulation and loss of control and grief and isolation#and they've come through the other side able to make their own choices and embrace their lives fully#i just love them so much! they get to choose! how special
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honestly the funniest thing they could do is if the ceo and her suspiciously buff secretary AREN'T the villains of the game
#pokemon#pokemon legends za#pokemon spoilers#pokemon legends za spoilers#ok now to rant#i definitely like how the game looks#everything is smooth and clean and the lighting is pleasant#much better than scarlet/violet in terms of appearance#the starters... why 2 johto starters?#i'm crossing my fingers for kalosian forms#but they're probably just going to get mega evos#kinda knew it wasn't gonna be set in the past but still disappointed about it...#dodging you can control is really interesting#love that you can catch pokemon w/o battling them still#i'm sure i'm gonna have fun with it no matter what#plus we don't know ANYTHING about the story
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bleping doodles idk
#artblock is killing me#but drawning sanji with his tongue out is suprisingly fun#also from my lazy research when ppl stick out they tongues when focusing on smth it's because brain gaves up control over it for a moment#to use this brainpower for the task#so he is thinking very hard here#one piece#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#sanzo#zosanzo#acesan#<crumbles#and I still can't get used to the new tablet#I'm kinda miserable excuse me lmao#if you can read the smallest scribbles I think you have eyes of a hawk lmao#my art#doodles
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WAIT HOLD ON i had a templar lyrium impotence 'joke' post cooking in my head last night while i was falling asleep but it was also me being deeply seriously about templar-mage gender dynamics and i forgot about it until now when i am also falling asleep so im posting this in the hopes i can remember and make the post when i wake up maybe < guy who is going t oforget
#lyrium impotence is not canonical or even implied i just know and perceive the truth.#It's the. mage degendering through categorical subordination and enforced sterility#and the fact these are roles delineated and controlled by and beholden to the church right. and how when you're a nun you marry god.#and this is obviously still very gendered but the expectations and performance are also shifted in a lot of ways.
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nothing will convince me this didn't happen post tmp
#star trek#tos#spirk#kirk: (in his head abt being chubby and middle aged like hes not still the most bangable piece in starfleet)#spock: clearly he is testing my self-control which i will prove to be exemplary by not tearing his clothes off immediately#also ik they dont get the red uniforms til wrath of khan but you will have to drag my corpse through the STREET#before i DEIGN to draw any of those goddamn MISERABLE fits kirk had in tmp#spock woke up from a drip transplant in those black robes and kirk wasnt there (he was the one who gave him the drip)
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Maybe we never had a chance.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#a-yuan#Ultimately...despite how hard we try to reach people - sometimes it just is not possible.#Sometimes all you can do is wish that things could have been different. You pen a note with all the things you want to say -#and then you let it go. The words stay unsent and unspoken. You just watch the rift between you grow until you're too far away to try again#It is a sad end! It is two people who want to be closer but do not have the right capacity to do anything but shut doors.#Worse yet; it's two people who feel it is not their place to try and impose anything more.#It takes so long to heal from endings like that. You never get enough closure when there is still a faint hope of 'another day'.#It's a false amicability. It's closing a door and telling yourself that at least the windows are unlocked.#WWX will keep up his friendliness as a way to hold LWJ at a distance. LWJ can only try to help so many times.#Speaking of tragedies of trying to help; Let's talk about the addiction metaphors in this episode.#WWX tells LWJ in fairly straightforward terms that he does not *want* do be doing ghost cultivation.#What he wants is to protect people - by any means necessary. If he had another option he would take it.#The path WWX 'chose' is one that is deeply mired in external shame and taboo. He jokes about it but it clearly doesn't feel great.#And I put 'chose' in quotes because just like many who find them selves in bad situations - the choice is an illusion.#He's adamant that this is 'his' choice. That he is in control.#Better to be villainized that endure the terrifying reality that you lack any ability to have choice anymore.#If he had the choice - truly had the choice - he would not be doing this.#You can't help those who don't want to be helped. So of course all LWJ can do is watch from the side. Offer a hand when he can.#This life was a tragedy and the countdown to it all blowing up started a long time ago...
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the besties ever….
#watch me say we were gonna go back to parental control au and then post overwatch fanart#that is still somehow selfshipping because im there#righ there next to my sun wife#i love you illari#overwatch#ow2 fanart#overwatch 2#sloan cameron#venture overwatch#venture#venture ow2#overwatch venture#illari#illari overwatch#illari quispe ruiz#overwatch illari#ow2#ow2 venture#ow2 illari
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me when going to bed at a normal time, eating fruits, having less caffeine, not socially isolating and taking silly little walks actually improves my mental health, knowing that i avoided it for years because i didn’t think it would do anything

#ramble#and also the sun came out but that’s out of my control#yes the depression is still there but it makes a damn difference they’re not lying to you#the flesh sack still has things wrong with it but it’s not nutrient deficient anymore at least
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