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Tumblr do you WANT me to die???
#star speaks#apparently tumblr heard me have an ED brain breakdown on Eid#and went ‘let’s just remind her of it today’#WELL SCREW YOU GUESS WHAT#I ALREADY ATE CEREAL CAKE AND PIZZA FOR BREAKFAST#THAT’S RIGHT#3 BIG ED NO NO LIST ITEMS#and I ate pizza and crisps and cake last night too ^_^#I refuse to let a little freak out prompt me to starve myself#and I refuse to be pleased about my recent weight loss (because apparently I actually looked slimmer) because it wasn’t healthy#it was probably just from stress#….okay I feel a *tiny* bit pleased but I’m also sweeping it to the side
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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Also have another “first words spoken to you are on your skin” soulmate AU idea where Kara is a journalist assigned to shadow the controversial CEO of L-Corp for the day. It’s a big deal for her to get this assignment, so of course she trips the second she’s near the other woman and tries awkwardly to redeem herself.
The CEO stares at her almost in shock, and then says nothing. At all. Ever, for the entire day.
Kara spends hours following Lena Luthor around trying to fill the silence, but no amount of questions get her to talk. Lena almost seems to be running away at some points - like she’s trying to lose her? - and the few times she’s managed to catch her actually talking to someone she goes silent the second she sees Kara.
She asks around if Miss Luthor is usually like this and everyone looks at her like she’s crazy. Apparently she’s the only one who gets the silent treatment. By the end of her first day shadowing she’s walking away with half a page of observations and not a single quote. Miss Grant is going to kill her.
But that’s okay. It’s fine, this isn’t over. She has four days of shadowing ahead of her and she’ll be damned if she doesn’t finish this with a quote from the woman herself. It’s only a matter of time.
#what if you were an over stressed billionaire who feels like your existence must be a constant apology for the sins of your family#and you’re about to be followed around and studied by some no named baby reporter sent from a fashion magazine#you’re battling the migraine of a century you have five crises to settle all at once and also that baby reporter just said your words#the ones you’ve carried for the last decade - the ones you’ve feared and hoped for ever since#and it’s wonderful probably - this is what people dream of - but the problem is you just don’t have time for this#you can’t have your big soulmate moment#not right now. definitely not with this reporter. it’s not the right time#so I guess those words will just have to wait until it is time#if you can someone manage to resist. it’ll be hard#she does seem like someone it’d be really easy to talk to after all#good luck to you both#soulmate AU#Supercorp#fun shenanigan that I shan’t be writing#mine
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yall ever think Shen Yuan went through like, internet withdrawal after being transmigrated into Shen Qingqiu? Like, he's canonically a NEET shut-in who did nothing but spend his time online, you can't tell me that for the first week or first few weeks of being SQQ he wasn't twitchy.
Like, reaching instinctively to his pockets for a phone that wasn't there, having an obsessive itch in the back of his mind that he should check and see if X or Y novel or webcomic has updated -- only to realize he can't anymore and being irritated by it. Wanting to go and see if there's new posts about this or that, but again realizing that he can't.
When he's bored or uncomfortable or just feels like wanting to escape he tries to go for his phone to distract himself, but oops! Not there anymore, and now he has to find a new and different way to distract himself from his feelings. And going through system notifications, quests, etc only does so much.
And there's that Tetris Effect too. SQQ makes a mistake while writing and instinctively goes to backspace on it except hey-ho that's not a keyboard and now he just dipped his pinkie into a bottle of ink or on a still-drying letter.
With him scrambling to fix his reputation and learn how to be a peak lord, I think his abrupt cold-turkey from all things internet would just be another straw on the camel's back that he promptly Ignores until it goes away on its own after he acclimates to his new surroundings.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#i think him learning how to be a peak lord and cultivation and everything else would help distract him from the internet withdrawal for the#most part. but the moment there's a lull in the day and his mind wanders or he becomes bored or stressed and he instinctively reaches back#for his phone and realizes it isn't there it just sends a spike of panic/frustration/irritation through him because its a familiar comfort#and now its gone. like this is all based off my own experiences from being Chronically Online but i just think its neat to think about#in that same vein i think it also pushes him into getting into the arts on QJP. Like as the peak lord naturally he would be doing this kind#of stuff but hes NOT the peak lord but to keep up appearances he has to know how to do this stuff. and finds it??? actually quite rewarding#even more than getting into an argument online or getting a new merch item. he's making or doing this stuff. he starts drawing and finishes#a piece and regardless of its skill level he feels something unclog in his chest. like sediment being scraped off the bottom of a creek and#being washed downstream. a weight that's been slogging through his veins suddenly untangled. physical proof of his efforts that feels great#starry is incapable of NOT giving her favorite blorbos more hobbies. starry is incapable of not giving her favorites artsy hobbies#this is probably NOT a new or original thought whatsoever but im throwing it out there anyways bc it fascinates me. i love transmigration#and albeit i've only read isekai manhwa/manhua there's a common theme of the people there assimilating into their new lives relatively quic#which i know is for ease of transition and getting to the rest of the story. but WHAT IF.#i have still not read svsss yet and idk when i'll be able to BUT have some thoughts anyways
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"I CHOOSE BLOOD!"
#dsmp#technoblade#mcyt#I pulled up the vod while coloring this and realized he's using his sword during this fight orz#anyway this is a page from my sketchbook#i've got a few more pages i'll probably color#originally had plans on making them really nice#but now i just want to use them as some low stress coloring exercises
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peppino "never tell the health inspector" spaghetti
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino] [gustavo]<- u are here [gerome] [noisette again]
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#protip: if u dont have a real joke u can just drop a buzzword instead and that will still mostly work.#...emphasis on mostly. this one is not my best but i still had to do it bc one of the later ones will reference it 😔✊#hopefully will b more on the ball for the next one [w/ gerome] bc i have been very looking forward to that one for a Long time#anyways.#ive more or less conceded to fp having a 'dough-like' texture/consistency and while i dont know Exactly what id say hes made of#i cannot stress enough that that material is the LAST thing you'd ever want to be eating#it probably wouldn't kill you and hes not like hazardous to touch or anything but you would get very sick for a bit i think.#also if u saw my poll from a bit ago yes this is why i was thinking about that fjjghhfdjh#that said. the fact he knows fp is a liability and still lets him stay around... speaks volumes i think#arting#pizzaposting
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the way the music died at just the right moment made this so perfect
#HAVE I MENTIONED I LOVE THEIR FRIENDSHIP#holy hell i'm brainstorming there will be an essay in the tags#da4#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#taash#i love how that phrase became a joke between them and got this far. and with lucanis being first talon#plus if you have taash assigned with the crows rook and teia comment on making them an honorary crow#i genuinely wonder if taash actually joins them and how it would go down#because on the one hand i imagine lucanis can just immediately let it happen no questions asked#but on the other hand the crows are more than what they appear to taash and it's not like people line up to join the crows#ANYWAY ignoring whether it's a good idea or not-- considering caterina's probably not far from passing#and illario being locked away (in my universe) House Dellamorte is down to one (1) and it's the first talon himself#so what if - dare i say it - lucanis takes taash under his wing and makes them part of house dellamorte#because taash has lost their family. lucanis has lost his. lucanis has since realised a family doesn't have to be by blood#and so lucanis is like 'you could be part of the dellamorte family. if you want. I won't be upset if you don't- i can find another house f-'#and taash is just 'fuck off you're joking of COURSE fuck yeah!'#and i imagine taash would want to be his personal bodyguard and lucanis is like NO that's too much stress and things you'd have to learn#and be aware of. and taash is like 'okay but how many crows do you know of that can breathe fire to threaten people'#and then spite dramatically intervenes with 'YES! FIRE!!!!!' and lucanis is right back in Tired Dad Mode lmao#ANYWAY i have a lot of feelings about their friendship
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it cannot be thanksgiving. that does not make any sense. has linear time just shit the bed entirely. has the large hadron collider shunted me into an alternate universe where time moves in erratic discontented fits and spurts. did apep eat the sun in april and this is all a dying dream. I am so discombobulated
#psir#i am probably just mildly insane from stress#i mean a tree did fall on my house. and i had covid. and there was the election and so on#but still#is too much. i need like a week in a time loop#or in a coma
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happy pride month from the year 2105!
#turtletitanshipping#tmnt#turtle titan#turtle titan ii#michelangelo#ive been soooooo just. busy / bad health / stress from work killing my will to draw lately#but i swore i would draw smth for them for pride and so here i am. now take the damn theo in glitter pants#i have ideas for the rest of the fam + cody and serling + xanthy having pride interactions too but who knows if i will draw them or not lol#is this piece too busy?? probably. but it was fun to draw
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i like the car movies a lot.......
#cars#pixar cars#lightning mcqueen#sally carrera#my art#art#drawing#fanart#sketch#these r SOOOOOOOO messy dont worry abt jt#i love sally n mcqueen so muhcnman#sally the love of my LIFEEEE#also his pyjamas in the court sketch r. bc i asked my pals what we think he was wearing when he got separated from mack. bc its SO funny to#imagine him in his pjs in court trying to seduce sally#like realisitclally hes probably not. they peobably gave him a change of clothes he did in fact make a mess#but man.....the idea of him stood there in his own branded pjs . .....it enamours me#temporary wheelchair user mcqueen after his crash is reel to me <3#he doesnt even need it for that long but by god he decks it out#note that they have rings on in the cars 3 ones...theyre married...#the second one is all sally when she arrived at radiator sprrriiings i rhink of her too much#ft flo & sheriff#ur sheriff. ur watching the road leading into town (even the towns basically dead anyway noones fucking coming in so ur legit just sat ther#eating lunch and thinking abt ur husband). a blue porsche rolls in and ur like huh. a visitor. thats new. the porsche suddenly just gives#out in the middle of the road and ur like. oh shit lemme call mater. before u get the chance to do that u r cut off by the LONGEST BEEP#IN HISTORY as sally carrera#burnt out from lawyering#slams her head on the wheel and yells FUCKKKKKKKKKK. this is MY canon now.#sheriff watching a stressed 20 smth in a business suit repeatedly knock her head against her steering wheel while muttering about#how this Has to be her annoying bosses fault somehow#wondering if he should offer her some help or just let her get it out of her system
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Hermes, rushing into the classroom like an over excited puppy that can fly, surprising everyone: Hey, did you get my letter :D it's really important, I gotta take you now
Kaminari: You mean the one you left on my desk while I was out of the classroom less than three minutes ago? Yes, I read it and for the last time, I have SCHOOL
Hermes: That lame thing? Just tell them it's important or whatever!
Kaminari: I can't just ditch school anytime you wanna start a fight or get icecream or whatever!
Hermes: No, it's fine! I'll just talk to your school's king-
Kaminari: Principal.
Hermes: Principal, and tell him you have to leave!
Kaminari: How about you just wait outside the building and I can tell you why this is a horrible idea then, kay?
Hermes: No time! I'm a busy guy, you know that, Denks!
Kaminari: THEN DO YOU'RE OTHER JOBS FIRST!
Hermes: Come on! It's a matter of life or death!
Kamimari: Maybe for me! I have a feeling you're not in any danger and won't be in the near future.
Hermes: Exactly! You could die! All the more reason to come!
Kaminari: No! No, it isn't! The fact that going with you means I might die is absolutely not a good argument!
Hermes: Oh, please, like you don't have buddies down there anyway. Come on, we gotta goooo!! I don't want to be in this boring room any longer!
Kaminari: It is truly bone-chilling that I'M the responsible one around you.
Hermes: I know, right? I hate it, I like you more when you're reckless.
Kaminari: Of course you do, now GO AWAY! Go wait in the dorm's lounge or something. Just don't get me in trouble.
Hermes: Oh, we both know I'm not capable of that.
Aizawa: What the fuck is going on here? And you, get OUT of my classroom!
Hermes: Jeez, touchy much? Fine, I'll wait outside, and you have to deal with this guy every day?
Aizawa and Kaminari: GO!
Hermes: Okay, fine! Geez, way to make a guy feel welcome!
The rest of the class: 👁👄👁
#son of zeus au#hermes#denki kaminari#aizawa shouta#came up with this while i was listeninf to What Did I Miss from Hamilton and i went into a fugue state and wrote this#the only reason its leaving the safety of my drafts is because i know some of my mutes like this au a lot and wpuld probably appreciate any#content for it no matter how weird or bad or tangential#so here#have#oh and also because i just like the visual of hermes running around like a winged puppy sometimes#demigod au#denki is a different person around the gods#its because of the stress#hermes is a HEADACHE lets be real#lots of sighing#this should def be shorter but i dont care bc i dont really expect anyone to see it#apart from iys of course#mha#bnha#pjo au#but not
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right... okay. i'm considering something. sound off in the comments if this is a bad idea
#i'm thiiinking that after this finale + all the wild card ideas are posted i might take a break for a bit#at LEAST until finals are over. but probably until the end of the year#reset a bit y'know#i have 200+ asks in the inbox from *months* ago and i have GOT to find a way to post them all in a timely manner </3#but man is it hard to keep a daily queue going consistently#and also be funny consistently to make the posts good#hard to be funny when you're stressed with school + life dhfjsfs /lh#i LOVE this blog so much. but i think a few weeks of break would do me some good lol#and then maybe when it comes back i can post multiple asks a day to get through em faster too#i dunno. i'm just thinking about it#transitioning from one specific genre of posts to general asks again would be a good pause point imo#aaanyway. if i do this fr i'll make a more official post about it. but yeah <3#not a bad idea#admin
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So it turns out there's a big craft guild organization thing only a few hours from where I live (I saw an ad for their craft fair), and I got like half my holiday shopping done on their website, and the box arrived today! The thing I was most excited to see in person is fragile, though, and it's really well wrapped in bubble wrap and I don't want it to break when I mail it to the friend it's for, so I am not unwrapping it, but oh man the temptation is there lol I also got myself a little metal bug made of a bottle cap and some wire. It lives on my little corkboard where I put postcards and thank you cards now
#the person behind the yarn#I have gotten a little sewing done today during my lunch break#but not much! not much#these unprecedented times sure are not good for my stress levels lol#but the indoor wasp is outdoor wasp again#and I managed to successfully request prescription refills from two of my doctors this week#(for different medications) so that was good! I'm allergic to an inactive ingredient used by most pharmacies in one med#so I have to get just that one medication from a different pharmacy chain and it throws doctors for a loop every time#other good things: I had the answers ready for a question my boss unexpectedly asked during a meeting today#when my dad last went shopping he got more kleenex and the boxes have flamingoes on them so that's cool!#uhhh my dad is volunteering more which means I get to help out more with some prep things for volunteering#which is great I miss volunteering but I can't do what I used to anymore#for the record I did make this post almost entirely to convince myself not to unwrap the super cool thing for my friend#the other small percentage is because I really like the metal bug#I want to make some metal bugs#I don't think I have any of whatever the artist used for filling the bottle cap but I have hot glue that'll probably work#...I think I'm going to make some metal bugs
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Slightly less fluffy freenoodles posting :3c
#They support each other!!!! When times get bad they depend on each other!!!!!!#Still gay just sad this time#freenoodles#freenoodleshipping#Lmk#lego monkie kid#Monkie kid#Tang lmk#Pigsy lmk#This was originally made because I was kind of sad and stressed#That was days ago tho I'm better now heeheehoo#Crossposting from twt until I get my tumbles up to date with it!!!#I like to think they gain a special kind of comfort from the other- because of their actions sure but also just from being in their presenc#They often go to each other when they feel like they've got no other way to cope or no one else to talk to#also sandy probably I need to draw more sandwich trio jdksnsm#Zaacoy art💫
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Was watching Game of Death the other day. Bruce Lee’s character is so funny and sassy(at least in the unreleased scenes), I just had to put my guy in this iconic pose to show my gratitude
He’s so right to do this for me specifically actually
#Yamcha#game of death#Bruce Lee#my art#I knew I had to give him an item and I was trying to decide between sword and bat#figured why not both?#listen#I’m not drawing the damn hat#I ain’t stressing on how his bangs just stick out of the brim and hat itself like that’s not how it works#but also#Mr Lee why do you stand like that?#you guys know how Yamcha is like a lot of Bruce Lee references? I can see why#plus Bruce Lee tend to wear some Yamcha fits me thinks#rumor has it I got my boi here in a secret third outfit but I will only show it to a select few#but that’s probably not true#I told myself I wouldn’t shade and yet 🧎🏾♀️#anyways pov you just watched your comrades/teammates get their asses handed to them#which was what you told them was gonna happen#but nobody wanna listen to you#any last statements from me? hmmmmm#bisexual icon
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It's very funny being like... a stereotypically (as in, straight masc) masculine queer person. Like it's frustrating because I would love to have cute moments where I share tips with a trans woman or maybe help somebody in that kind of way, but like... why should she or anybody else listen to me when I only got my third pair of jeans recently? 😭
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbt meme#in my defense i have to wear a lot of uniforms that have their own pairs of jeans but i'm talking my civie clothes#(not in the military btw i just think it's funny to appropriate military terms in that way)#my queerness doesn't downplay the fact that i am very stereotypically masculine#maybe more like what somebody from 2005 would call a metrosexual though but still stereotypical#also i do laundry A Lot and i grew up with the idea that you can wear jeans twice (2) so long as you aren't like... in the mud#testosterone made me much more comfortable in being stereotypically masc as well like i really stopped being high strung#i used to get in trouble before t because i was so stressed and tightly strung up that i would snap at any moment#in every other universe i am probably a cishet man LMAO
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