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The speed and fervor with which I sprang to draw this is unmatched
Anyways here’s Cowboy (Agent) Curt Mega
(Thanks to @smytherines for triggering the idea)
#I’m sorry I’m just insane about cowboys#and spies#so the combination?#oh my goddddd#this may be the fastest I’ve drawn something in a while#I love the Agent Curt Mega is from Texas HC so much#this was so fun to draw#I’m still shaking from excitement#tumblr didn’t want me to post this for some reason also so hopefully it doesn’t do something weird this time#but yeah#also I used a different brush this time#it was fun I think I’ll use it more#fun fact it’s the same brush I used on my very first saf drawing#spies are forever#agent curt mega#curt mega#tin can bros#tin can brothers#cowboys#cowboy Curt mega#lol#my art#:)
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As per usual, it’s DP crossover with (probably) DC, although you could probably adjust it for other fandoms
ANYWAYS
A little kid and his mother are trick or treating in another city, perhaps at some kind of event rather than knocking on doors, and the kid is dressed as Phantom. It’s very adorable, with his little ghost-shaped bucket and clearly homemade and already stained costume—listen, white only works if you can just fly over street grime or phase it out of your clothes—and his slightly I’ll fitting wig. The kid is SO happy to be out and about dressed as his favorite, and maybe even showed it off to Phantom back in Amity Park before his family left.
The hero, insert whoever you wish here, is probably in civvies and just enjoying the event. The kid, meanwhile, is so glad when people ask who he is so he can explain, and so- the hero gets to hear ALL ABOUT the local town hero who is probably pretty small time despite the kid’s clearly exaggerated stories. The hero certainly never heard of him, but the kid’s mom confirms that Phantom really was the town hero, despite some mixed reviews of the poor guy.
“Did you manage to show him your costume?” the hero asks.
“Yeah! We went down to the cemetery to leave flowers and I got to show him my costume.”
Wait. Cemetery? Maybe it was part of theme, because Phantom had to be named that for a reason, but… it sounded like…
The kid ignores the suddenly VERY still hero and instead turns to his mom. “Momma, do you think we should bring him candy? He doesn’t get to trick or treat like we do, and I can work super hard to get him a bunch!”
The kid’s mom just smiles. “We could, but maybe we should bring him something homemade. I bet he’d like something more filling, teen boys like him have a hollow leg.”
The kid wrinkles his nose. “Like Vernie with the pizza bagels?”
“Like your cousin, yes. We can make some cinnamon rolls and take them to his memorial, maybe bring some of the apples from your grandpa’s garden…”
The hero is pretty much forgotten as the two-part family wanders off, not quite intentionally forgetting the hero is there so much as the hero somewhat accidentally ended the conversation when they just froze and didn’t ask anything further.
Not that the hero didn’t want to. But they’d learn something very serious.
One—there was a small town hero they’d never heard of. Two—that hero was apparently a teen. Third—most pressingly, the teen hero was both beloved enough to have kids dressing up as him and dead enough to have a grave.
This… might require some phone calls.
#dpxdc#danny phantom crossover#meanwhile Danny. sitting on a giant marble slab that has the most ridiculous gag gifts a ghost could ever ask for#he’s just like Oh Sweet Cinnamon Rolls!#he would try to convince people to bring him nasty burger but while val has MOSTLY gotten over her vindictive anger at Phantom DOES decide#that she’s gonna be petty and add cilantro to everything#because Danny has the cilantro soap gene#jokes on her he’ll still eat it#Danny likes his little memorial in the grave. it helps settle him sometimes. also he’s gotten to know the security guards for the cemetery#they’re fun. a bit morbid. they LIKE his jokes so you can stuff it JAZZ#MEANWHILE the hero. Whomstever they are but like 90% of you are thinking either batfam or Justice league#are having just. a TOUCH of a crisis#now they gotta figure out where the kid and his mom are from without either of them figuring out#dealer’s choice on what the GIW and why Amity Park isn’t on the radar#I’ll add my two cents bc when don’t I but I’m by and large not like… dictating this? anyways#I like making the GIW just a BIT more incompetent or just having some massive flaws as an organizational group#so they keep forgetting to tell people to not LEAVE and to keep quiet#average amity Parker if the GIW tried this anyways: aw that’s cute. anyways-#and if it’s dc I guess you need to figure out how the jl never found out. so#i mean there’s a LOT of heroes and cities in dc#and amity park is just lost to the noise or. bc Fenton bad luck#every time Danny tried to call. the jl had some insane disaster and or their systems were down#he eventually figured he might actually be cursed- jury’s still out on that -and he’s saving lives by just handling it himself#he can handle rhe metaphorical mega thunderstorms if it means he doesn’t accidentally summon a fucking tsunami to hit the planet ya know?#the kid and the mom have no idea that what they said was Odd#they are just so used to it. amity park already was using death puns and had an. interesting history and relation with death#even BEFORE there was a dead kid flying around in his white gogo boots
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I am a year older, now . 🎂
‼️‼️The Biggy Piggy ref upon ye‼️‼️
Some of my art will alternate on his design depending, but this is the basic one I will be using as of now !! gaze upon my works and despair
#yes I posted a wip of this a long time ago but then I got burnt out. we r so back I think#there are many more details I wanna add but this is the basic information#anyways have fun looking at this if only for a lil#technoblade#technobladefanart#technofanart#ae techno#smpearth technoblade#dsmp technoblade#never have I thought I would use that tag again but here we are#dsmp techno#mcyt#mcyt fanart#technoblade fanart#technoblade art#emerald duo#<— technically#digital art#digital painting#digital artwork#art#character reference#oc reference#I think?#procreate#art more like fart#hhggrrr I’ll add more tags later maybe I just woke up
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coming off the high of finishing the draft of the last of my exegetical/theory heavy chapters of my thesis and while i was writing i was thinking a lot about why applying real world political philosophies to exandria specifically tends to fall flat and like. even beyond the explicit treatment of things like homophobia as nonexistent and hegemony functioning wildly differently if it really actually exists in exandria as we conceptualize it in our actual world really boils down to the works that make up a lot of the roots of the leftist theory people apply to exandria. like obviously marx is a big guy, nietzsche has more influence than you’d think given his reputation as the internets (poorly interpreted) sad boy, and less people probably know the names of the critical theorists that came out of the frankfurt school but you’d know their ideas — and they all have their toes in countless leftist ideas today, whether their influence is explicit or not. what’s notable in all those theorists is something found in the argumentative and background work that they provide before the claims most people on the internet know re: the workers of the world uniting, god’s being dead, and the culture industry, whether in their previous work or just earlier in the same books that people have read the goodreads quotes of: first principles.
if you’re unfamiliar with the term, it’s just a philosophy word for basic proposition that cannot be deduced from a previous claim. And for a whole lot of works in the history of moral and political philosophy (as well as other less relevant branches), one of the most common first principles you could find was the proposition that god exists. so much of the work of philosophers who inform leftist theory has required them to do the work of either coming up with a different first principle and justifying it and/or providing justification for why first principles are in themselves a flawed notion. nietzsche was so impactful in his claim that god is dead because it targets the very notion that history and the philosophy in it was finding the proposition that god exists to be unsatisfactory if unsupported. marx then was only able to ground his historical materialism because that first principle re: god was able to be dismantled. critical theorists, like adorno for example, were only able to do their work in light of accepting that god is not something worth appealing to without justification. and the reason any of this is relevant to the fantasy world of a silly internet show where voice actors roll dice is because any leftist theory whose most foundational basis is the realization and gradual societal acceptance that the claim “god is real” could not be assumed but had to be given justification will always end up being unsatisfactory when it is applied to a world where “god is real” is not only factually true but is also societally accepted and the existence of those who might philosophize about the gods is a direct product of those gods’ existence.
this isn’t to say there can’t be insight granted by applying these theories anyway (looking at my blorbos and applying philosophical theories is my favourite hobby, just ask my thesis supervisor) nor is it to say that the risks of trying to apply these theories to exandria starts and ends with its failing to be philosophically apt — but there have been many great posts circulating re: the issues with viewing certain facets of exandria through an “it’s a colonialist metaphor” lens and many similar cases so i won’t dive in here. just pointing out that as a facet of the objective truth that can exist in a fictional world, especially a world established by gods (world here being a word that includes the existence of mortals), some of the foundational propositions of the philosophical arguments at work in those theories are rendered false in the exandrian context. but this also means that, if the gods leave exandria in some sense, i will have a very fun time unpacking a nietzschean interpretation of their absence. because i predict that though the gods will be dead/gone, his meaning of god being dead will Not be fulfilled since ostensibly the majority of exandria still looks to the gods in love and in doubt as providers of guidance, and i question how much their presence actually informs the depth of that dependence. anyway. that’s my philosophical enrichment for the night.
#a tumblr post can be a grad student applying their research interests (which are useful no where else) to the blorbo show#sometimes i think about the fact that the twilight movies made fun of studying philosophy and just suffer#because they were right and also if TWILIGHT makes fun of u. question your choices#regardless. thoughts be upon you. i mentioned sartrean bad faith in a bells hells post a little while ago#and that was me soft launching making rotted philosophy posts. as i finish more of my thesis i’ll hard launch more#now that my brain slowly becomes less and less Trapped#alas#critical role#exandria#exandrian pantheon#cr3
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Tagged by @az-roser this was fun! Thanks!
LAST SONG: Feel Special by TWICE
FAVORITE COLOR: Red ♥️💋🌹🍷❌🥀🍒💄🩸
CURRENTLY WATCHING: kpop music videos and video essays about solving the housing crisis in the USA. LOL I have to balance my brain
LAST MOVIE: I rewatched Final Destination 2, ahh that series is SO good but I’m literally hyperventilating the whole time i watch it! It’s great
CURRENTLY READING: Hazbin fanworks from Japan (thank you to the artists and Google translate). Many works are sold out, but I’ll link the artists under the cut.
All of Meguru Hinoharu’s work (My favorite is Kamisama no Uruko aka The Dragon’s Betrothed)
Also The Smithsonian magazine, it’s a great magazine 🥰
SWEET, SPICY OR SAVORY: All, every single day. But I am most enchanted by sweetness 🍫
RELATIONSHIP: not for me! 💚🤍🩶🖤
CURRENT OBSESSION: Hazbin Hotel ofc. Also TWICE, Beyonce, and Pokémon
LAST GOOGLED: “reusable mop” LOL I’m very eager to change the way I clean my floors. I’m trying to find the cheat code to a trifecta of convenience, environmentally-friendliness, and effectiveness. But I may just have to continue the classic way 🥴 isn’t life an exciting adventure? 🧼
CURRENTLY WORKING ON: “Morning After” part 4/4 and the concept for a new AU!? (Genderbent, human)
Hazbin mangaka whose works I am reading. Many are sold out, 18+, and/or freakayyy. So investigate with discretion. Twitter profiles of artists linked
- Marriage in Blue by Mr_Poorness
- Goodbye Ol’ Pal!! by kmsuzu
- Bomb Born Bon!! by kagimaruchisuke
- Stay Tuned by yomunow
- As You Wish, Voxy by ruriruko25
- Hello Bambi by yamiji84dp
- Miracle S*x Toy by usanoxp
- tmain04’s books
- some huskerdust fan books but neither have profiles I can find 😵💫
I bought all these on toranoana
#answers#this was fun#also the Japanese hazbin fandom is so prolific in their fanworks#I’m very grateful for their stories and for being able to buy physical copies#I wish that process was easier in the us but i don’t think we have the same caliber of services for printing and distribution#for small self published works that is#I’m looking into it more#hopefully I’ll find something that works eventually#I just can’t afford the upfront costs of production and distribution rn#one day! I’m determined
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Ui idea tests, thrown together bc im eepy. Was planning on doing more but I spent all my days energy on the second one oops
#Danny phantom#I need to draw more or I’ll die <- guy who’s meds exhaust them#writing is so hard how do u not make everyone sound like you through a bad filter#Ik that’s unavoidable in some ways (like how art style will always look like u did it+not someone else)#but ugh. I’ll figure it out eventually takes practice+learning+all that#was planning on writing today but then I though ‘huh it might b fun to make some fake ‘’screenshot’’ concepts#also the portal basement has a more complex design but again#eepy#I think the gimmicky MySpace-inspired boxes r fun but idk how well I could keep that theme going w/ some characters#I also never used MySpace so that’s maybe just a kill issue#*skill lol#the command prompt one would basically just be for the portal#I keep saying that this project isn’t feasible buy my hyperfixated ass keeps trying anyways
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there are all of 6 fics on ao3 that come up when you search the word “disabled” in the dead boy detectives fandom. I’m dealing with a fibromyalgia flare up rn so I’ve decided to come up with some (potential!) disability/condition/syndrome/etc. headcanons. enjoy!
(oh and just to note: I stayed away from conditions with obvious facial / appearance difference as no actors with facial / appearance difference were cast in the show and I was unsure if it would be appropriate. while I have experience with a lot of the following diagnoses, I do not claim to be an expert on any of them and do not intend for this to be used as a diagnostic tool. if you feel any of these are offensive/inappropriate, please message me and I’m happy to talk about it :) this is more just to encourage broader disability representation within the fandom!)
Edwin: autistic, PTSD (from hell), chronic pain/fibromyalgia (from his death/hell), minor visual impairment (not enough to need the hard-to-come-by testing needed for glasses when he was alive and so assumed the various limits/effects were normal. was told otherwise by Niko), would’ve had shingles if lived long enough
Charles: ADHD, PTSD (from his father/growing up in an abusive household), dyslexia, Reynaud’s syndrome (either already born with it or as a result of his death—both angsty), was in the beginning stages of an ED prior to his death, post-concussion syndrome, near-sightedness (never given glasses bc he wasn’t about to tell his dad the board looked a little blurry sometimes)
Crystal: cPTSD (reminder that neglect is also abuse :), bipolar 1, IBS, endometriosis
Niko: autism, depression, POTS, hEDS, anxiety, sprite-induced agoraphobia, epilepsy, lactose intolerance
Monty: Depersonalization-derealization disorder, selective amnesia (this is not the first times Esther has messed with his form/killed and revived him, but the experience is traumatic and so his brain decides not to remember it), recurrent arrhythmia, synesthesia
Jenny: OCD, BPD, ED recovered, Celiac’s disease, diabetes type 1, anemia
TCK: autism, NPD, lactose intolerance, colourblind
Esther: chronic pain (I’m choosing to believe that the cane isn’t just for show!!), NPD, endometriosis
Tragic Mick: cPTSD, depression, HoH, arthritis, diabetes
(The Night Nurse , the Dandelion Sprites, and various other characters felt either too supernatural and/or not developed enough to assign anything to lmao)
#maybe I’ll give edwin fibromyalgia to project on him again#also just to be clear none of this is meant to demonise or speak poorly on any of these conditions !!!#ppl are just varied and have varied bodies and I think it’s fun to explore that with fictional characters :)#lmk which you agree/don’t agree with !!!#also while I don’t see most of the characters as deaf/HoH I do think Charles and Niko have the potential to be CODA(s?)#like I think Charles’s mom and Niko’s dad could’ve been deaf/HoH#granted idk if Charles would know any BSL bc of his father#but I think Niko would know JSL!#she loses her dad and then has no one to use it with :((((#like her mom maybe stops signing or was never great at signing with her husband’s death#and Niko’s father’s friends don’t really hang around even before she’s sent to the states yk#let the record show I was very tempted to give Edwin all sorts of chronic shit that was popular at the turn of the century#but like polio felt a bit too far#TCK is based on how cats are ofc#I think Crystal having manic episodes and having to come to terms with the fact that it doesn’t make her a bad person would be interesting#also Monty is roughly based on how crows be but like how it would translate wrong if that makes sense#like crows can see more colors than humans so I think that screws with his senses in human form => synesthesia#you could give most of them here ptsd just from the events of the show but that felt too repetitive so I kept it to pre show traumas#lmk what yall think#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#monty the crow#jenny the butcher#esther finch#the cat king#tragic mick
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This game is like the sand pest and I’ve been infected
#I’d make a comment about how this is the last text post meme dump I’ll make but it’s really not#I’ll be back next week with more if we’re being realistic#whatever onto the tag#pathologic#again used a mix of models from classic and 2 just for fun#yulia lyuricheva#daniil dankovsky#anna angel#peter stamatin#finally included one of the twins! I’ll be honest it’s because I just didn’t think about them the first few times#eva yan#eva yahn#don’t know which is the right spelling lol#🌀my uploads🌀#thought about using the one I did with Anna for Katherina but didn’t in the end but now I feel like I should have but oh well….shrugs
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alright, friends, it's time for a lil heart-to-heart.
for quite a while now, i've struggled with feeling like the rpc is an actual community. there's a few things that contribute to this feeling, but it mostly comes down to a lack of interaction and visible interest. sometimes i feel very one-sided in my interest and attachment to my mutuals bc when i see their ooc posts or headcanons, i like them or comment, yet this isn't reciprocated by everyone. i can usually guess who i'm about to see in my notifications, and to be absolutely clear, i'm very grateful for those people!! it's a handful or two of you, but it could be just one and i'd be grateful. it's not about numbers whatsoever but rather growing uncomfortable that not all of my mutuals are all that interested in my character or me.
i write on here to share the excitement of creating with other people. i write on here to create together, too, but i'm also here to share characters and ideas and lore with people i know are happy to hear me ramble. i'm just getting to the point in which i'm questioning how many of you are actually happy to listen, and that's just not a good feeling at all. i'm not a mind reader, y'all. if you don't tell or show me that you care about the things i talk about or even about interacting, there's no way for me to know. eventually, i'm going to question why you're following me if i never see or hear from you, and eventually, i'm going to softblock and move on. that's the only way forward i see right now because i just do not feel comfortable on my own blog. i feel like i'm retreating into this quiet bubble to avoid discomfort, and it really sucks. it's killing my muse.
i'm not perfect. none of us are, and we can't be online at all times to catch every little post. but if we're a community, then we should be supporting each other when we can and liking headcanons, liking/commenting on those lil ooc posts that remind us our writing partners are humans with lives outside this site, reblogging their promo posts, sending in that meme they've reblogged even if we're nervous to reach out first -- if we're a roleplaying community, then we need to act like it. " community " implies connection, and a connection doesn't really begin when you follow each other. it begins when you reach out, even if it's in some small way.
tldr: i think we can all do better to support our mutuals and to connect, and i'm going to softblock people rather than continue to feel unsure where i stand with my mutuals. i won't start until sometime next week, and i won't make one of those " like this to remain mutuals " posts. they're not helpful to me, if i'm honest. if you're worried, just reach out. i'm literally a 4'9'' gremlin who sleeps with a m.unchlax plushie -- i promise i'm not scary despite this post uvu
#if i reread this one more time my head will explode asdfg so i'm done and hitting post#i need to stress though i'm very thankful for the people i have connected with in small and big ways <3 it means a lot to me#but i've been told bottling things up isn't a great idea so it's time i was just honest#also i’ve felt like this for a long time#so it’s not the time of year bc i know everyone gets busy during the holidays#i’m just feeling frustrated and tired bc in some instances my efforts do feel one-sided and this hobby is supposed to be an escape#rn it’s not such a great escape for me. i’m trying to be honest so that can change#i’m trying overall to reshape this blog a little in how i run it bc i want us all to have fun and feel seen#that means creating boundaries and being honest and trying new methods so that i don’t get overwhelmed and can actually write and chat#with everyone that i’d like to write and chat with uvu#alright……. i think that’s it after i’ve rambled in the tags asfhjk#i’ll queue this and a bunch of other stuff later when i’ve got time#for now i gotta finish getting ready for work — pls have a lovely day everyone!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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everyone voted yes so here you lil rascals go. only rules are that you don’t have to draw him in that gay ass pose or in those shitty old navy clothes, you can get creative with adapting him into your style as long as what you’ve got still somewhat resembles My Husband™️ in some way, you do not have to draw on the template itself, and PLEASE PELASE PLEASE TAG ME IF YOU EVER POST YOUR “ENTRY” SEPARATELY IM GONNA REBLOG EVERY ONE!!!!!! okay time to smoke weed
#what tags do I even use for this????#ehhhhh I’ll just throw in random shit#art more like fart#pizza tower#pepperman#manpepper#kevin’s manpepper dtiys#<- tag specifically for this typa shit cuz I’m gonna need it I think#anyways have fun guys!!!! 😁👍
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Saw this Reddit post and oh my days, it’s Shadamy!
#I don’t think Amy is released yet but I’m very close to buying Shadow#I am trying not to buy too many plushies but he’s basically a cushion so it’s okay right?#I’ll squish him with my heavy head (big brain) when I wanna go eepy#also fun fact I have no pillows - my pillow is a Squishmallow#so I could honestly use more plushies as cushions#sometimes I use my Cinnamoroll plush as a pillow when I nap but he’s my cuddle plush#so a pillow plush will mean he is free to cuddle again#shadow#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#shadamy#sonic merchandise#sonic plush#sonic the hedgehog#sth#club mocchi mocchi#nagichi talks
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Mentally slamming my fist on a table
THAT CAT WANTS TO KISS THAT LAMB SO BAD RAAAAAAWHHH
#I’m doing a sequel to my comic#I have most of it written out but drawing it is killing me#this one will have a happy ending it’s fiiiiine#just haunting the cat with nightmares rn#some lamb kisses will cure them in time#even though SPOILER he still don’t get lamb kisses#later though? absolutely.💯#also haha fun fact to those who are reading my tags: my babs already done did the nasty before the last comic took place#I donno if I’ll ever make a comic with that but hhhhng#save me toxic narilamb save me#though they eventually do turn out wholesome in the end#they both use each other then and feel horrible about it later and yet#Nari feels the most dread about it after but ya know- I just love hurting the cat.#I’ve only shared my narilamb lore in detail with one person#whenever I think of something I run to our DMs and go crazy#there is a bad end to my au that I’m calling the loveless lamb au where I hurt the cat even more#he just wants to kiss that lamb and yet he fumbles so bad#I don’t have a title to call my version of them…?#that’s fine that’s fine it’s narilamb just the same#I don’t wanna spoil my sequel comic too much so I’ll shut up now lmao
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Inspector…
Also my commissions are open!
#frankenstein#frankenstein 1931#frankenstein fanart#frankenstein au#adam frankenstein#frankensteins creature#frankensteins monster#detective frankenstein au#inspector Adam… he has a gun…#part of a bigger ref sheet I’ll finish later#open commissions#I think I made him too fine#he doesn’t have a super unique design but im ok with that for what im using him for#it’s just a little story im having some fun with#also changing my signature? like it’s more cursive now! my hand just slipped and now I’m way happier with it#my art
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One of my personal goals at the moment is not to box myself in when it comes to fashion. Fashion is important to me bc I was raised by a mother who refused to leave the house unless she looked the most elegant and classy she possibly could, and bc of her I also developed a taste for that kind of vibe. But I also feel like I play it safe most times and just want to experiment w things every now and then I think
#LIKE. i was into the 90s clean girl aesthetic before it became cool#and I’ll probably always default to the model off duty / basics / simple / classy & elegant vibe#this is my mom’s influence and I will never not love it#but I also really feel like experimenting w color and styles every now and then just for fun#no one will replace audrey hepburn / lily rose depp / princess di etc etc as my main style inspos#but!!! more experimentation. more fun. more color. more playfulness. i think that would be good for me at my age#it’s also what I appreciate abt gen z — I think one of the things I luv is how fashion is so central to us / our self-expression#and I want in on that#not even in an effort to overhaul my daily style or anything. genuinely just experimenting bc why tf not.#it’s why I’ve been trying to gravitate to fun and flirty and playful campaigns more and more even if it’s out of my comfort zone#simple is good. simple is my favorite. but I want to be more curious in general#p
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Last post before I (hopefully) go to bed because this thoughts is keeping me up. I’ve been thinking about how many friends I’ve lost over the years because of my parents taking sites away from me. And that if I didn’t get fed up and learn how to sneak onto shit, tumblr and discord friends would’ve ended up in a similar situation.
And yet. I struggle to consistently talk to my friends on here. So much so to the point where I’m scared to call some of them friends because of how little I talk to them. But there are the ones I know I can call friends and it’s mutual. Even with them, I struggle to maintain a relationship with common conversations. I feel terrible because it feels like I’m casting them aside, even though I care so much about them.
What I’m trying to say is, I think about my friends a lot. Maybe we don’t talk a lot. Maybe we used to, but it fizzled out a bit. But you guys never leave my mind. I care about all of you a lot. I wish I was better at showing that consistently.
#not gonna tag this with my rambling tag#it’s a stupid late night post with thoughts that were keeping me up#I don’t like posting stuff like this but I wouldn’t have gotten to sleep if I didn’t#this is aimed at a few specific people as well#they wormed their ways into my heart quickly#but for each of them we don’t talk as much as we used to (if we talk at all)#I don’t know if they’ll see this#and I don’t know if they’ll know I’m talking about them#I hate naming people too because I don’t wanna draw attention to them#but I’ll name something specific to our relationship that won’t make it too obvious (I hope)#ok one of them I got really close to by them striking up a rp convo in dms#another helped me with some stupid fun rps (specifically helping me plan via discord)#and another I gave my phone number#I think I had more on my mind but I’m sleepy and I forgor so I’m eep#rare Kitcat sensitive post
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some process pics and a close up of my favorite part of the finished piece. The process being I found a watercolor brush I kinda like and I’m just winging it
#learning that the trick to painting is to just kinda keep fucking around until it starts to look good#I think I’m improving tho! I want to be better at color#sketches#not extensively tagging this one bc it’s more just for me/anyone who follows me and cares about my little doodles lol#I had sooooo much fun with this honestly c:#it’s not perfect!! it very arguably could use more work! but it’s at that point where if I don’t put a pin it I’ll keep noodling forever#so after letting it sit for a few days I hit export lol
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