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don't get me wrong, i love all the positivity around being aro, like "be proud of being aro!! love who you are!!", but we never talk about how hard it is to reach that spot. so here's to the aros who are still trying to understand themselves, who aren't proud of who they are yet, who are still coming to terms with their new identity.
#i was in serious denial about being aro for a long time like i knew the label and knew it fit but i refused to use it for several months#even after that point it took a while for me to be comfortable with the label or saying it#and this is not a bad thing!! being aro basically requires you to undo all the societal brainwashing you grew up with#and there is so much arophobia that it's hard to find positivity#i got lucky w/ this blog and the people i follow but i know i had a hard time being as proud of myself and my queerness as i am now#this doesn't even really have to be an aro statement like i think it could fit most queer experiences#sorry for the long tags haha#aro#aromantic#arospec#aromanticism#aro pride#aro positivity#aroace#aspec#1k#5k#6k#7k
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⌚️🍏 Something isn’t Right, He holds himself all Wrong… 🔬🧪
⚠️ I am SO excited about this CowardlyGhostBros (™️) collab with @cowardlykrow 🎉🍾 SO MUCH SO that there are closeups under the cut. Look at these guys, man!! 🚨🗣️
#He could’ve sworn his eyes haven’t always been quite this Green…#JSJDNDNFNFBT SNSD#BROTHER COLLAB#this took SO LONG#blood sweat and tears#but i am SO SO PROUD OF HOW IT LOOKS OHHHH MY GOD#krow is once again one of my favourite humans (birds) on this fuckin planet#my brother ever#cowardlyghost bros 4life#my sweet cheese my good time boy#ANYWAY LOOK AT THIS ART#LOOK AT WILBUR.#HES SO FREAKY AND WRONG AND UGH#also really randomly IN LOVE with the random boot#it looks so clean and gorgeous????#AND THE PORTAL#THE WHOLE VIBE IS SO FREAKY AND PERFECT#proud of this one fellas#anyway normal people tags#black friday#starkid#hatchetfield#my art#hatchetverse#starkid art#nightmare time#hatchet town#wilbur cross#general john macnamara#starkid black friday
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Shifting Stars - Abilities
All characters have access to abilities (other than kits, who are too young). Each ability type has 36 levels, and every 4th level unlocks a unique perk. Everyone starts out with 0 levels total.
There is no limit to how many levels you can have in each ability, but they must be bought with EXP. The more abilities you have, the more expensive they are to unlock. EXP is gained from hunting, fighting, marking borders, completing quests, etc.
There are five main abilities: Strength, Agility, Vitality, Awareness, and Medicine.
Strength
Strength represents your character's physical power. Strong warriors are very respected in the Clans as they use their skill to defend their Clan from predators and in battle. Some cats who focus on strength instead enjoy exploring beyond the Clan territories in order to fight powerful creatures.
Cats with high strength deal more damage and are more likely to wound their enemies. They also tend to be larger than other cats.
Agility
Agility represents your character's speed and reflexes. Agile cats are swift and graceful. Higher agility makes it easier to chase and hunt down prey, so it's a useful skill for any wild cat to have. In battle, a warrior will be better at dodging attacks from their enemies.
Cats with high agility move faster and take less fall damage. The 4th level of Agility grants you the leap skill, which allows you to jump farther.
Vitality
Vitality represents your character's resilience and overall healthiness. Cats with higher vitality will last longer in battles since they have higher health. They're also helpful in raids since they can hold lots of items without being slowed down.
Cats with high vitality can withstand more damage than others, heal from wounds and sickness without needing herbs, and carry more items.
Awareness
Awareness represents your character's intelligence and perception. Cats with a higher awareness level are likely very creative and clever. These cats may make good deputies or medics due to their ability to strategize and adapt to new situations.
Cats with high awareness can craft new items and are better at tracking down prey. The 1st level of Awareness allows you to view scent trails that can be followed to find mobs or other players.
Medicine
Medicine represents your character's herbal knowledge and healing skills. Any cat can learn how to heal, regardless of rank, but, as with any skill, it takes dedication. Healing is an honorable skill for any cat to have, especially in the wild where sickness and injury are common. Some also believe their skill makes it easier to commune with spirits.
Cats with high medicine skill are good at locating and using herbs to cure others' ailments. Medicine also unlocks the ability to revive downed players during raid or battle events.
Clan Abilities
Each Clan (and Outsider rank) has their own line of abilities. However, unlike the main 5 abilities, Clan abilities only have 8 levels instead of 36, and cannot be bought with levels. Instead, they can only be upgraded by completing specific quests.
#sswc.info#warrior cats#idk if i should tag characters since this post isnt really about them. But i will anyway#tigerstar#scourge#squirrelflight#dovewing#brightheart#leafpool#cinderpelt#godddd Sorry its taken me so long to actually post anything. i have many things to do#Also i want to clarify I am posting about stuff that is already in the game. The plugin is mostly finished!#also x2 really proud of the art here. Its rushed and messy HOWEVER each of these only took about an hour and i finished them all in one day#i rarely draw more than one thing in a day let alone 5 things LOL#also x3 if you have any questions about this pleeeease ask away!!!!
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Happy Valentines <3
Close-ups under the cut ^_^
#GODDDDDD FINALLY OH MY GOD#took me so long to colour this hoooooly shit#I am :) really proud of it ^_^#The informant#seekers notes#f/o community#selfship community#self insert#f/o x s/i#f/o#Selfshipping#art tag!!
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A painting I did of my friend! (Acrylic on wood)
#Traditional art#painting#portriat#i don’t know how to tag art that isn’t from a fandom#Tbh I’m a bit nervous about posting my actual art#I was planning to only use my blog for fanart#But I’m really proud of this one so here goes nothing#Art!#the eyes took so long lol#There is a chance I am a tiny bit gay for this girl
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Derp and Troll! Please show us the couple! We need serotonin 😔🏳🌈
#trollface#Derp#Thank you for this wonderful excuse to torture everyone more <3#I got really excited but had absolutely no ideas for what I wanted to do with this ask at first so that's why it took so long for these to#be made. So yeag.#Anyways live laugh love troll x derp I am a nuisance and I am proud
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hey that's not supposed to be out there (uploaded wrong version at first haha whoops)
#not supposed to be that color either#i wonder who that belongs to#i had a very vague meaning for this in mind but saying it would spoil the fun#christ this took me forever#i wanted to do a quick project to give myself a break from my final#but accidentally made an entirely new kind of nightmare#BUT i can proudly say that i am very proud of this despite how long it took me#alrighty this blog is all about tracking progress so my thought on this;#it's not really as energetic as i had hoped to make it so i think that's the biggest technical issue i have with this#i'll try to get back to doing more gestures soon as a way to help with that#i think my shadows are a bit confusing too#i'm looking at it now and his glasses kinda taper off into the void of his fur bc i didnt mark the shadow along the left of his ear#but the thought of digging back through layers to fix it and blending that mess in is giving me a headache so i'm content with leaving it#i think i learned a lot about light and reflections though#my shadows aren't the greatest but i had so much fun rendering the glasses#and the glow of the soul pushed me to think about bounce light a lot more#figuring out how to make the colors look like they were glowing was a whole separate issue#i did it in the last big ralsei drawing i did but not nearly to this extent#i won't be doing something this large for a while after this but i'll keep trying to work on the things i didn't like about this#i think i'm gonna start putting my self-crit in the tags from now on#it really does bulk up the posts and it's hard to scroll past#i like reflecting on my work like this though#i've been able to draw a lot more since i've started doing it because it helps me create specific goals for myself#lets me keep pushing myself while still having fun with my art#ralsei#deltarune#deltarune fanart
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THE MAZE RUNNER TRILOGY (2014 - 2018) dir. Wes Ball
You three rebels are being watched (insp.)
#tmredit#tmrgifs#themazerunneredit#mazerunneredit#the maze runner#tmr#filmgifs#filmedit#filmtvdaily#dailyflicks#cinemapix#userkaylee#chewieblog#this took me so long my hand is cramping up#but i am really proud of it#*mine
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Vierapril | Victory
It was different once she was actually gone.
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We are having a normal one thanks to this prompt list!
#heart and sol#ffxiv gpose#Vierapril#ffxiv viera#Endwalker#FFXIV Spoilers#FF14 Spoilers#Endwalker Spoilers#ffxiv endwalker#I am not kidding do not look at this if you're not caught up#this took me so long and I'm not really even sure why#anyways I'm proud of Sol's expression and also guilty of making him look like that#sorry beloved#ahh I hope I covered all the spoiler tags I am so nervous posting this ;~;
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☮ KAZUHIRA
Plain version :3
#metal gear#mgs5#kazuhira miller#metal gear solid#my art#fuckinnnnn had the basic figure for this done MONTHS ago i swear#it just took this long for A) my arm to be good enough to work on stuff and B) for me to figure out what 2 do w this lol#I REALLY LIKE THIS ITS SO. FUCKING WARM AND BURNY. i wanted to get his anger drawn. he is so angry#yes i am using a lot of tags up front bc im proud of this and i want people to see it goddamn it#grinning evily when i added the venom horns to the msf logo btw :]
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the urge to post my dragon turnarounds on all socials immediately after i finish them is STRONG i let my demons win with flicker .. but im also terrified of screwing up this launch 😩 i dont want ppl to be sick of seeing soapdragon by the time they've released.. its always really scary putting in these insane amount of hours on a model and not knowing if your efforts are going to pay off
#im making the final premade today (out of 6) and im already at 95 hours worked. it will get much higher#my seal base took a very long time to get to the point where i made minimum wage off of it#and i was really proud of that base and wasn't expecting it to do so bad#but ive made my peace with it now and am very thankful to those who do love them (regardless of purchasing)#had to accept not that many people have seal ocs lol#i think no matter what soapdragon will do better though <:3 im proud of what ive made and i know a lot of ppl are already loving them#soap talks#not soap art
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* I know I’m technically a focus on art but I also want to chat as writer—what’s one of your favorite troupes that you rarely write whether it’s because you feel you can’t do it justice or just because you don’t? Me personally I am an AVID fan of mind bending/un-reality fics, but I can never write them to a satisfactory level. They’re so fun to read especially when they’re multi-chapter and you’ve gotta theorize on wtf is going on!!! It’s quirky and fun!!!! No one knows what’s going on and I ADORE that type of confusion. Learning to write is fun but I’m not at that level yet and I’m excited for when I can GGHRAAAHHH!!!!
OH BOY. oh boy. hello there thank you so much for the ask i absolutely love it. this took me a while to respond to because i had to get my thoughts in order 😅 i like a good never-say-never attitude, but there are many many things i write that are not as good as the blurry versions of themselves rotating around the inside of my head! the potential, u know? i can never do the potential justice. somehow i don't think that will ever change.
one thing i definitely struggle with is long-term character development - whether it's romantic, like a slow burn, or platonic or just in terms of narrative structure, whatever. i can't seem to get it happening to my satisfaction. i am so comfortable collecting snapshots of specific points of a character's journey, but when i try to slowly allow them to grow and change, it always feels cheap idk ��😭 i'm also not so good at writing stories which span a longer period of time and/or have timeskips. it's mostly due to lack of practice with longer stories, and i'm working on improving!
in terms of more specific tropes or genres, though.... mysteries. i can never figure out how heavy or subtle the foreshadowing should be. comedy is also hard, although i've been practicing that one and i think i'm slowly getting the hang of a few different styles that are more humourous. and sometimes i read, like, Feist and Wurts' Empire trilogy, or Rothfuss' The Name of the Wind, and realise all over again i have a looooong way yet to go when it comes to introducing worldbuilding into a story naturally and intuitively. also, this might be silly, because the LU fic i'm most known for is literally about this, but reveals? i'm not so confident i can live up to the hype or satisfactorily fulfill the tension i've built. i hope my cursebreaker readers are not going to be disappointed by the payoff/reveal i have planned 🤞🤞😁
that being said, though, i keep writing all of those tropes and genres anyway, and it's really an honour to have the space and encouragement to be giving it a shot. i'm so grateful that all my recurring readers have put their trust in me and my ability to deliver a good story. throughout my childhood writing has always been a very solitary endeavour for me and i cannot express how much fun i've been having on ao3 over the last year, and tumblr the last few months. i've never had a fandom community like this before 💕 and i like to think that while i'm still growing my skills, i also have the potential inside me for anything, if i give it a good shot and keep at it. i think we all do.
i'm very sorry for all of this word vomit 😁 i guess, to chat as a writer, all i can say is i also LOVE reality bending stories, and they're SO FUN and you're SO RIGHT, and i don't have so much one problem writing as i do a lot of smaller more general ones, because i like to throw myself into my problems head-first, and i believe that you too have a million potentials inside you if you keep at it, and i for one am very, very excited to see where you go. i guess this whole answer was a gesture of enouragement, in the end. 🤩🥰
#thank you for the very interesting ask and i am SO VERY SORRY#at both how long it is and how long it took to write#it perplexed me for a long time#i still think my answer doesn't really make that much sense so i'm sorry about that too. i guess all i was trying to say is#i love writing#and i'm excited to talk about writing with you#and please don't set limits on yourself. shoot for the stars#if you do it many times unsatisfactorily eventually you'll find what you like and what you don't like abt it#and where the problems are. and you'll get more specific with what you're doing#and maybe you still won't be satisfied but you'll be having fun. and you'll be improving#i think writing is sort of like that forever though. satisfaction is impossible#so the only thing for it is to be proud of what you can make#social tag#🐝#cursebreaker mention LOL
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I hope you had fun at the convention!!! If you feel comfortable could we see an image of your zhongli cosplay? (With the face blurred or something) I totally understand if not though and I really liked your spear! :) -💜
thank you!!! it was really fun, if a liiittle crowded!! a bunch of people asked to take pictures, which was very surprising but very fun!!
this pic's not the most flattering, but it's the only one i've got on hand right now- also yes i am short shhhhh <33
#chit chat#cosplay talk#i got so much cool merch#one of the artists in Artist's Alley gasped and pointed when they saw me#apparently they really like Zhongli#i'm very proud of the spear it took a long time but it came out great#i lowkey want to make a sword next#been thinking about cosplaying a certain ice pirate swordsman#after a little bit though because cosplays a super expensive#you can't see it but i am wearing makeup!#i was so worried about the eyeliner but it went alright#do you like my door and carpet because my cats like em too :)#and the little :) i drew
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all fluttering and dancing in the breeze
🍃written for @nobamaki-bigbang🍃
“Great! Okay, so I’m assuming we all know how to play baseball, right?” Maki asked.
Everyone was nodding, and Nobara was about to scoff and say duh, was about to proudly announce that she was actually a fantastic baseball player. But…
But then she glanced at Maki—sweet, gorgeous, Maki with a determined fire blazing in her eyes—and she had an idea. A terrible, devious, but quite possibly genius idea.
“Um, actually,” she spoke up, much louder than necessary, “actually, I, uh… I don’t know how to play baseball.” She fluttered her eyelids and smiled shyly, grabbing a strand of her hair and twirling it around her fingers as if she were the epitome of innocence.
[or: nobara pretends that she doesn't know how to play baseball so she can spend time/flirt with maki]
🍃11,157 words | nobamaki🍃
🍃art on tumblr here & here🍃
🍃art on twitter here & here🍃
#corey writes:)#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#GUYS I FINALLY FINISHED#IT TOOK SO LONG#this fic was originally going to be 4.5k words MAX and that CLEARLY didn't happen lol#i pushed myself to try something new this time and wrote something a little out of my comfort zone! it's a baseball fic!!!#i am really proud of how it turned out like it's not my favorite fic ever nor like Great but it's Great in the sense that this is Not my#typical style of writing and i'm proud of myself for finishing and finishing with SO MUCH written!#i actually like. need to go to bed lol - my first alarm goes off in like five and a half hours i just. today's my posting date and i REALLY#wanted to post it today! i worked SO HARD all day between teaching/student teaching and meeting with my supervisor ahhhhhhhhhhhh#there is art!!! my artist is not on tumblr but gave me permission to repost it here with credit sooooooo i am SO pumped and ready for y'all#to see it! it's literally SO PRETTY AHHHHHH they are SO TALENTED so everyone go follow them on twitter if you have one!#okay actual tags now sorry y'all just really proud of myself for finishing and finishing on time#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#nobamaki#jjk fanfic#kugisaki nobara#zenin maki#nobara swears so much in this y'all it was rough iouygtfcdxfcghujijuhygf#okay i need sleep i just always get so nervous when posting lol#MWAH GOODNIGHT! <3
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same nervous anon from earlier anddd i graduated!! idk why i was scared i was totally fine lmaosl im the queen of overreacting. anyways im officially a graduate and i got SUMMA CUM LAUDE HELL YEAH
hello, baby!!!!! first of all, i just want to say...
cONGRATU-FUCKING-LATIONS, MY LOVE!!!!!
graduating is no easy feat, seriously. i am so fucking proud of you, i was so excited to finally have enough time to answer this because i am so happy that my face hurts from SMILING SO BIG!!!! :DDD
you did the damn thing!!! like i know that at points it was really hard, but you powered through it and i am so excited for you to start this new chapter of your life and see what life has in store for you. <3
i am glad your culmination went smoothly because hooooly fuck, chaperoning the culmination from my school was HELL ON EARTH, hoooooly shit. parents are so entitled and so mean to me like yeah, okay maam, i'm sorry that you are sitting in the fourth row and you wanted to sit in the front row, SO DID EVERY OTHER FUCKING FAMILY HERE TOLD, like i don't care how much you donate to the school???? i didn't make the damn seating chart, yell at the WALL!
it was...oh my god. i still get flashbacks, bro.
but AGAIN I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
and congratulations to all my friends in school or not, whatever you are doing, and however well or not well you think you are doing, know you are very loved and i am very, very proud of you.
sorry, i haven't been around...again, if you were dying during finals week, so am i because i am GIVING THOSE FINALS when teachers decide to rage quit and take their vacations early like??? thanks so much, legend! it's not like i...you know...have never ran your class before and i have to comfort nervous students WHO AREN'T MINE?
but yes, mwah mwah mWAH! i love you guys, i posted a very lame ask meme finally after 73093740934 years and i'm sorry, but because i am so busy i may go dark randomly and come back. the posting is slow goings and i am worried about how stressful working summer camp will be ( though, i am stoked for the structure ) but if you're on the struggle bus, its the hello kitty bus and i'm driving.
which unfortunately is not great news...
because i can't drive.
anyways! cheers! mazel! <3333
-uncle nina, grinning ear to ear
#EVERYONE SAY CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!#WOW I AM SO HAPPY FOR U MY LOVE#YOU DID SO WELL I AM SO PROUD OF YOU#YAYAYAYAYAYAY#sorry it took so long to respond like i said i have been up to my eyeballs giving finals and covering classes and doing papers#i will say that two days ago i had MY FAVORITE WORK DAY EVER because i spent all day with the kinders it was so so nice#they are so cute we did so much fun stuff MY ANGELS#but yes very very very proud of you and im proud of all of you regardless of what ur doing its enough and its perfect#i am working on posting but i really am so tired and stressed so its hard ive been trying to put out that ask meme since yday#i was writing it on my breaks it was hell smh so#its slow but i am working#i also am shamelessly taking breaks bc i got addicted to watching that guy that does the impression of the filipino nurse#BECAUSE HE SOUNDS JUST LIKE MY DAMN LOLA#OH MY GOD AND MY MOM SOMETIMES SO FUNNY#THE HAYSUSMARYOSEP IS SOOOOO REAL IM IN TEARS#never having a filipino stan is my curse i would be so funny#sorry random sidebar BUT LET ME COOK A LITTLE but also i really need to rest bc i am very tired#if you sent me a message please know i saw it i dont have octopus arms i cant hold everyones hand but i am trying okay#also i hope yall like my lore post i think its cute asf
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love bluh bluh bluh
#初音ミク#ラビットホール#rabbit hole#hatsune miku#vocaloid#illustration#artists on tumblr#dooblenauts#i liked how this looked better while i was working on it#now it looks. so bad#the handcuffs look stupid. the background is stupid. the shading and rendering is stupid#why am i so afraid of trying new things my rendering now sucks idk what im doing its so unpleasing to look at#eugh. eugh#trying to get my shit together by trying to get a better sleep schedule. as a first step#cause that shits been fucked for ages#i slept at midnight and woke up at 6am and stayed up ALL day. i was SO proud of myself#then when i went to sleep at 8 or 9 last night i stupidly took a lil bit of a gummy to pass me out easier#it was apparently too much and i woke up at midnight freaking out#now im pissed off at myself for waking up at 10am cause of a fuck up i should have avoided but i wanted to go to sleep quicker#why do i suck. why do i suck!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway gonna burn myself out on drawing cause im useless and cant do anything else otherwise#hoping someone will be like 'hey nice art! heres some money draw me a thing'#but thats probably not gonna happen in a VERY long time#so im probably just gonna be useless for the rest of my life#dont take this as me trying to gain pity or anything im going through a mood and just really pissed off at myself 😭
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