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trying to play bg3 is like walking in to a brick wall right now, i think i'm all decided on what to do and then i second guess myself or have a different idea and it's a mess.
#i can't stick with anything#like i want to romance astarion so bad#but also karlach and lae'zel#and gale and halsin#and i want to play a fighter and a monk and a sorcerer and a necromancer and a paladin and a druid and a bard#and i want to be a good guy but i also want to be a bad guy but i also want to be funny but i also want to scare people#it really is get overwhelmed the game#and i was like okay let me not play it right now then and play something else but it's like all i can think about#i'm just gonna watch heartstopper and play ts4 instead or something
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Look, options are limited, beggars can’t be choosers (Patreon)
So I do have a white trenchcoat to offer him, but uh
It looks a little goofy and bulky lol
As above, there’s no shirt that I can put underneath it either! Too silly but not in the way I like my silliness! >:0
Of course, the alternative is
Lol. I mean, it’s definitely A Look, but it’s not what I would imagine finding near the front of his closet haha
The skelebros are even more limited tho, they’ve only got the one outfit to “choose” from
(Also yes, Papyrus does get glasses to match Gaster ♥)
I want to do some poking around with the Body Shop to see if I can make some custom outfits myself, or at least do some retextures! I’m sure I can make something workable!
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Papyrus#The Sims 2#WPTS2#WPVG#I'll go over this mod more in its own post :3c#It's really lovely! It's a shame it's been abandoned but just from a glance around I can understand why haha#I don't know how they did it - I can only guess - but putting full outfits in just the pants category by? exporting the mesh??#It's really something! :0 Not to mention the skeleton model is lovely <3#I've tried editing it as well to try and get Gaster's signature eye and uh - I dyed the whole thing green and nothing changed lol#I'm not sure how or why :0 There are clear differences between age textures! How did they do that!!#I have so much yet to learn about Sims 2 models apart from just texturing X0 Texturing is already overwhelming sometimes!#In the meanwhile it's fun to dress them all up in what little there is haha#They look cute and silly and isn't that what's really important#I turned the waist-tie into a scarf because what do you take me for lol#The game is only so customizable! I will pick up the slack#I wonder if I could raise the tie to be an ascot....... I know I can delete it entirely but hm#Actually it might only be the knot that has a separate mesh aw :( Oh well! Next time#Gotta actually check out Milkshape one of these days lol#Anyhow ♪ Gaster being rather indifferent to clothes is fun - but does partial nudity as a uniform count! Does a silly outfit count haha#I think his croptops are quite tasteful personally - the cuffs are what really get me here haha so cumbersome!#I do also have some scarves hmmm.... And a full suit but that might be a bit much lol#And the suit supersedes glasses! >:0 That won't do at all!#This mod was also made without Seasons in mind so there's just a blank spot for his outdoor clothes :0 That's no good!#Lots of work on all the Sims families before they can be moved into the main neighborhoods
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@itsthefandommash aaaangel im so sorry this took me so long i was suckerpunched by the depression this past weekend and i was struggling with literally everything and all basic tasks and its been exhausting and disheartening but i enjoyed the small serotonins in drawing marcoace 🥺❤️ thank you for commissioning me and forcing me to draw two characters together it was rough i definitely need more practice but this is a start
#marcoace#marco x ace#xam doodies#xam commissions#i….may have totally skipped anatomy bc my brain is just wholly unwilling to focus and work#its something and i really want to do so much more#but yikes whatever this bout of depressonesspresso whatever bs fucked me so bad#a sketch is still a sketch and i should learn to love them#what a horrible time to get overwhelmed lol#marco the phoenix#portgas d ace#i like cried twice and then picked up my ipad and did my best#god knows i can do better but thats not rn and im disappointed i cant bring my A game to these comms rn#ajdnakdhdb im gonna shut up now im beinf cringee#ALSO THEY GOT YAOI HANDS
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Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.
by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays
#cp2077#edit:mikhail#edit:vitali#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing#whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier#you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly#but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined#they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again#and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you#and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain#sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!!#they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day#and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest#night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big#and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like#how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole#anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out
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i drew a thing
its Tabby from House :]
i started playing House the other day and HOLY SHIT ITS SO GOOD also THE ARTSTYLE IS SO PRETTY!!!
we are gonna ignore the messy colouring and rendering im not used to doing drawings without lineart
#i love this game sm#its so good#hey turn;;;; if you need a game to stream;;;;; after Ib;;;;; House;; is;; good and like;;; scary#maybe you could like play it or smth idk /nf#ITS REALLY GOOD AND ALSO REALLY SCARY#i really really like the artstyle#Its v pretty :3#that game is FUCKING TERRIFYING THO#there were times that i would get overwhelmed and just close the game it was spooky#REALLY GOOD THO#House game#Tabby house#Dolly house#the fandom consists of like < 3 people lol#art#pixel art
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i know ive been absent for a hot sec haven't played the sims since uh mid april my game shat itself promptly followed by my hard drive plus exam stress has kept me from doing anything. i just got a new hard drive (for gaming specifically :o) though so give me like two weeks and i'll be back for real
#i really wanted to get an edit done this month but idk if its happening 😭 overwhelmed all the time babeyyy#i wish i could just snap my fingers and my game magically comes back to me as it was#seph.txt
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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hello gamers i was compelled today to post some rekinder doodles i had around for a while and made today ... I WILL BE POSTING MORE PROPER ART OF IT ONCE IM DONE WITH WORK!! :33
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#chie re:kinder#theres yuuichis mom#mami re:kinder#AND MORE IM LAZY TO TAG#i was compelled to draw joker paint yuuichi a bit ago because of this repost i saw once of someone calling him joker for gay people at 8#THE BLACK CAT WINK THING WAS BECAUSE I FIND IT INSANELY FUNNY THAT IT MAKSS CHARACTERS GLOOMY IM SORRYY#dark stare??? yeahh getting a nasty look will get you gloomy . stick out tongue. well that is a great offense when youre a kid so yea it too#BUT A WINK😭😭😭😭 THATS SO FUNNY DOES IT DISTURB EM SO MUCH TO SEE HIM WINK TJATS SO FUNNYYY#o yea i just wanna give a shoutout to the person wjo drew rekinder fanart today for inspriign me to post this#I HAD FORGOTTEN I HAD THESE DOODLE IDEAS CUZ OF WORK AND MY HEALTH#but now i feel good enougj to post em!!!!!!#i will post somrthing more proper soon once im done with work cuz i cant really multitask with my health rn BUT I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!#the second i graduated things been wild im a bit overwhelmed gimme a second will ya :333
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its actually pretty interesting to play veilguard without much prior DA knowledge because it really does put you in the shoes of rook. like I have impressions of what happened and vague surface level knowledge but i didn't experience it so im relying on the voices of my companions becaus what else is there and it's especially fun re: solas who i only know as a ~controversial character, and being told sometimes conflicting things about him but having to trust him without the emotional attachment whether it be positive or negative in itself lends to its own unique dynamic tbh
#i mean i am eager to jump into the other games for sure#and feeling like im playing catch up does come with its own problems too. mostly getting lost in all the terminologies and politics#which are coming at me hard and fast#but the game certainly does a good job at helping with that as best it can#i dont feel CONFUSED necessarily but a little overwhelmed which i think is natural#same feeling i had when i jumped into the witcher blind tbh#anyway im really enjoying it and im taking my time with it too#datv
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A Gale of Wolves, Chapter 3: Tommen
When Tommen was little, he and Myrcella would spend hours trying to find the hidden passageways that their septa told them ran through Maegor's Holdfast. They found a few, mostly ones that allowed for a quick escape should the castle be breached, but the one they used the most often connected their two chambers, so that they could sneak in late at night when one or the other had had another nightmare. They would read each other heraldic tales by the paltry light of the nightlit candles. Sometimes Myrcella would teach Tommen how to embroider, the way the septas had been teaching her, or Tommen would teach her how to fence using the willow branches in her flower arrangements. Myrcella had given him Ser Pounce when she had left, "so you'll have someone else to read to when you can't sleep."
*note: chapters will be posted once a day from April 18 to May 11. Some will be shorter than others, but hopefully this schedule will work for people who a) like to know when they can read the whole thing in one go and b) like to read chapter by chapter as they come.
#game of thrones fic#game of thrones#game of thrones motherfuckers#got: bitches get stuff done#a gale of wolves#a song of darkness and dawn#I'm really intrigued by the idea of Tommen as king who KNOWS he's not the rightful king#because in the show he's weak and frightened almost entirely because he feels overwhelmed by his obligations via his baratheon lineage#who would tommen have been if he'd known that he wasn't king by right?#A REAL INTERESTING DUDE IS WHAT
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I might have OCD actually
#idk i can't tell if its ocd or paranoia#but all my life these “share this text to 10 contacts or your mum will die” always made me unreasonably panicked#and more and more because of posts like “donate now or you are a horrible person” make me deeply unwell#i feel so selfish because i know it's not their fault#im not blaming palestinians reaching out for help more like the people who share the posts and then guilt trip everyone#and i really dont wanna block the tags because it'll make me feel even worse and i still want to be informed#i have so many asks pilling up but idk what to do because I'm useless i can't help in anyway i dont have any reach and no money in my name#and i dont wanna close asks because i do enjoy ask games#but also idk what to do#because when i reply its so hard i feel miserable because i can't help but as soon as i reply i get 20 new ones and it's incredibly overwhel#overwhelming#but when i dont answer my brain is screaming at me “if you dont reply your while family will die in a car crash”#and it's a simple mental image to think of the more asks i answer the more i get the more my brain tells me awful things#I'm sorry to any mutual i may have unfollowed because they shared so many guilt tripping posts i genuinely can't do it anymore#and i feel terrible#and I don't wanna leave Tumblr because it's my only social platform left lmao and thevother ones are all awful its the inly one i like#I'm just not in the right mental state to constantly see “donate or you dont deserve to live even if youre poor” kinda posts#it's not even triggering its just making my “ocd” worse than it ever was#all day long my brian been telling me “you will die today because you didnt answer the asks!!”#it's genuinely horrible idk what to do and eother way i feel like a piece of shit i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way
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Mixed feelings on the choices stuff but also annoyed that out of the three choices that are to be made I technically haven't made two of them yet bc I haven't finished inquisition and therefore trespasser ajdkfl
#this is mostly a joke.#idk im stull pumped for the game and tbh this isnt going to put a damper on it#i am kinda sad about the high probability of not getting to see kieran and that the well of sorrows choice doesnt. seem to matter#but like. im not gonna not play the game#half of me playing dragon age is just vividly hallucinating things that are either just mildly implied#or things that i pull literally out of nowhere#so if the choice doesnt matter in game i'll make it matter in my mind palace#dav#veilguard spoilers#kinda#da#also dont @ me about not finishing inquisition im working on it#and i only got into dragon age after inquisition had been out for at least 2 years if not 3#and then i didnt really get a computer capable of playing it super well until. 4 ish years ago#and then i played half of it and got overwhelmed#so#yknow#im working on it
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if anything, these EoS warnings should tell me I should invest more in single-pay games then gacha games...but it's been so long since I've been head over heels with a single-pay game's cast
And also I have so many I need to finish that Idk where to start anymore...
#this is about the bad news I got about Alchemy Stars and Morimens....#I just kinda like the large cast of gachas I think?#I liked Ace Attorney for the same reason#but the Apollo Trilogy and Edgeworth games aren't yet at a price I wanna pay and I don't wanna spoil myself#so I've been looking at AA stuff less and less#even tho I'm at the last game of the original trilogy and I bought the Great Ace Attorney games...which I should play#and there's also disgaea 4 and 5 which I need to finish/start#but funnily enough I think farming keeps burning me out in disgaea 4 bc I'm too used to auto systems...#and there's SMT 3 I need to continue#but it doesn't really have a large and varied cast#and also Mugen Souls I need to finally play#and the Caligula Effect#and I need to finish Mato Anomalies and 24 Killers and Children of the Sun#actually I think I'm getting overwhelmed by how many I start and never finish....#video games#gamer advice welcome
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#once again thinking really really hard about making plushies#I think I got overwhelmed trying to pick a decent starter sewing machine and just gave up lmao#it felt like too big of a commitment for something I wasn't already doing......#maybe I should start by making some dumb little hand-stitched things so I can be like 'ah right this IS fun but doing it this way is a pain#'gosh I WONDER what would make the whole process easier and faster........ 🤔'#sometimes playing mind games with myself is the only way I get anything done lmao
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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I'm already starting to regret that I joined yet another Discord server.
#personal#i'm trying to learn about game modding and while there are several channels dedicated to different areas of modding#the resources are scattered are all over the place#and there's so much discussion in between those resources/posts that it takes a long time to find anything#i searched one keyword because i couldn't find a pinned post about it and there were 47 pages of results for that keyword alone#yeah i'm not gonna go through all that#i'm surprised anyone who joined there recently can learn anything#unless they have a lot of time and patience or something#it literally took me hours last night because i didn't know shit xD and trying to navigate that place is like#trying to find a needle in the haystack. plus some of the creators there are so rude to anyone who's just as confused about stuff as i am#and some of the 'newbie' tutorials they put up there are literally not that great for beginners#unless they already have good basic information about how to use blender or ue4 or other stuff#it's a fucking chaos honestly#this is why i don't really use discord anymore#i get disoriented and overwhelmed when there's too much stuff at once and it's not even well-organized or well-explained#putting up an archive for resources and tutorials would be great. or at least locking up certain servers so they wouldn't be#clogged up with discussion would be great too#but i guess it's just me then
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