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#a post really sent me on a lore hunt before I realize this game doesn't even have a proper WIKIA gods#I might just restart the game just to chart down EVERYTHIBG and run that fuckin wiki myself#I know it's in beta- I get it BUT I AT LEAST NEED THE HOT ALIEN I RELEASED TO HAVE A PHOTO POSTED#anyway if I'm lucid enough after work i guess I'll spiral into writing a fic for this game#cloud meadow#there's so many outdated reviews and some i can tell they didnt get far (not that you need to) in the game#it makes me so sad cause yes#some criticism is valid but pleaseeeeeee realize how far its come and the story and future hinted arcs/lore and and#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai#Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.
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everyday i get jealous of those people who write essays analyzing, picking apart, and overall appreciating their favorite character's dynamic with another, the character's personality, or backstory cause im usually left like this when i think about Marcille for too long
#i swear i can talk about Marcille normally#i just- cant put the words down#i think a lot about how her life would have been if she hadn't gone on that adventure#marcille as a character makes me cry cause the fear of losing your entire support system is so real and such a possible situation#and her losing her dad and pet bird?? dont fucking get me started cause i will reinnact that photo- not even joking i will sob#marcille donato.... the character you are...#fully deserves kisses and to be tucked into bed after everything#god... she makes me so sad i love her so much#waaah hiccups sobs cries#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#yes its 3 am and crying over marcille donato once again- dont mind me dawg
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school hard is my most rewatched episode by a mile and it always makes me forget how the fuck sprusilla could ever possibly break up. they're SO good they're perfect to me here. despite the fact dru clearly isn't doing well they still feel like equals. spike is choosing to take care of her because he loves her, he adores her, and it shows. dru loves his attentions and loves giving them right back as best she can
and hey I see the spuffy even this early on and I love the spuffy.... but without dru?? ur telling me dru leaves later??? there'll be no dru???? that's just wrong
#perhaps sorry for the spuffy in ur sprusilla but I'm not really#spuffsilla supremacy#I just think dru should've come back and then STAYED bc sprusilla is everything 2 me#but also I want buffy cause she makes spike reach his full potential and I'd be so sad to see that not happen#ANYWAYS sprusilla ily ur so good and entertaining#also la la la to all the people who act like dru didn't love spike. stfu. yes she did#is this post even properly comprehensible. if not the gist is I want drusilla even tho I love spuffy. y'know. if u couldn't figure that out#...should I tag this as spuffsilla? idk actually maybe my post doesn't even make sense to me#sprusilla#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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So i remember an ask mentioning your mortal enemy, Felis Atra and their cats, and i thought it'd be fun to draw what Felis Atra's version of your italian dogs would be.
I think they would be called Butter Knife and Flamengo! Butter Knife is not his real name, it's an nickname given by his peers because of how harmless he is. I choose Flamengo because that's the name of Vasco's rival football team here in Brazil, so i thought that was the perfect name :)
Cat Machete was slightly inspired by the Oriental Shorthair cat because of their long noses and thin head shape.


Cat Vasco was inspired by the Scottish Fold cat, because FLOPPY EARS. I gave Flamengo longer ears and orange fur to make him more like his look-alike.


The last doodle is a reference to this ask (https://canisalbus.tumblr.com/post/728923918314946560/me-i-am-machete-ear-fan-number-1-those-ears) and contains the tumblr ask stand-in dog, whose cat version was inspired by the American Curl cat! They have round ears that are slightly floppy outwards.


Final notes: I know cardinal clothes don't come in vibrant blue, but i was ADAMANT on switching Machete's and Vasco's clothing color patterns. I would draw the rest of Butter Knife's and Flamengo's clothes, but i suck at designing cool outfits.
Speaking of outfits, for Machete's iconic void outfit, i figured it would be fun to make it more baggy for Butter Knife, in contrast to Machete's, that looks very tight-fitted. I think it's cute, it kinda looks like a sweater. Also i can't imagine a Machete doppelganger without high heels boots, so those HAD to stay.
Oh, and just to be clear, i'm not like, claiming ownership of these guys or anything. I just thought it would be a fun exercise. Hope you like them!! I love your art and your characters.
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#imagine if Vaschete but CATS and REVERSED -> Butter knife ;_; and Flamengo <3#this ask is from last year and I'm sorry I've allowed it sit in my inbox for so long ´m`#but I've been thinking about it intermittedly#the context was that someone said that somewhere out there existed my mortal enemy (felis atra = black/dark cat)#and they had frenzied cat ocs instead of melancholic dogs#first of all they both look so darling I'm getting radiation poisoning just from looking at them aaaaaa#and the fact you put so much thought and effort into this concept is making me go absolutely rabid#extremely strange seeing Machete with big pupils and Vasco with tiny pinpoints#Butter knife purring like a fluffy jackhammer is instant serotonin I love him#and yes if you turned Machete to a cat he'd probably be something resembling an oriental shorthair#especially one of those really exaggerated ones with giant bat ears and roman nose#and I keep visualizing Vasco as a scottish fold as well but it's kind of giving me sad bad feels personally#I can't look past their painful and debilitating health issues#the same mutation that causes the floppy ears also destroys the cartilage in their joints#it's such a shame because they're a terribly cute and charming breed#and in this case they really do have those similar rounded friendly shapes that Vasco does#if I ever draw them as cats myself I'll probably have to think of some other breed for him even though it would be such a perfect fit#also I think it's funny how you can swap everything else but Machete's heels have to stay :'> don't separate the crinkle and his boots#thank you so much! this was such a cool ask to receive I love how you designed their cat forms#gift art#dingergum#Machete#Vasco#own characters#Vaschete scenarios
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i’d honestly be really interested to see why (if they do) people would ship kevin/thea bc honestly to me it seems so out of character. the whole trajectory of kevin dating her and his kid going to the nest honestly feels like a big reason why some of the fandom still consider him a coward and a wet blanket. like the beginning of tkm he’s working so hard to become his own person and distance himself from that place and then yet he’s supposed to go right back ?? it doesn’t make sense. even kevin/allison or kevin/renee would make more sense if we’re talking straight ships because they would both recognize the other’s fight to become a new and better person and fight the trauma that tries to drag them down. literally kevin could end up with almost anyone else and it would work. it also would’ve been interesting to see thea as an example of what happens when you leave the nest and follow the exact path tetsuji laid out but that kinda invalidates itself by just making her “kevin’s gf” but also not really explaining their relationship in a way that makes sense so her character just becomes less meaningful overall anyways hashtag let kevin have relationships not tied to his trauma and let him heal 2024
#i hate the extra content#idgaf#i’m the biggest hater#cause it’s so ooc#don’t even get me started#it’s the way nora spends the whole books fighting for her characters second and third and fourth chances#yet throws all those chances out the window when considering their futures#likes it’s so sad she doesn’t believe in their healing#anyways#and before yall come at me yes an author can write their own characters ooc!#once you’ve established a precedent for characterization you can violate that even if you set it!#aftg#all for the game#the kings men#kevin day#thea muldani#the ravens#me rambling this at 4 am so if it doesn’t make any sense my b
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ORV Novel Spoilers (kinda)
Kdj’s relationship with lsk and the whole theme about how a person is made up of the stories everyone has of them and how one person only has their narrow view and can’t fully understand another person is so tragic to me, bc the book lsk wrote and her lack of communication when she was in jail contributed so much to the way kdj was treated and felt growing up, and it wasn’t helped at all by her treating him like a child and keeping information away from him about her intentions during the scenarios.
So like she’s this “big bad” in his life and her actions pretty much define him, but throughout the novel her allies and ysh and hsy get this completely different experience with her that’s way more sympathetic and understandable, and it’s like what is it about kdj that makes him experience all of this tragedy because of her when everyone else has experiences that are so much better with her?
And not only that but the realization that all of that suffering, the way that that part of her is such a huge part of his life, is such a small facet of her entire being that when he’s helping repair her stories, his contribution isn’t actually enough. (That scene probably hit me the hardest when it comes to both of them)
It’s like all of the bad is reserved for him and she’s so unwilling to give him any more, yet she still sorta mocks him (idk a better word) for not knowing more. She’s keeping him ignorant, letting him stew in his resentment and sadness, and using that to justify treating him like a child she’s not letting grow up by keeping the truth from him. It’s like she’s punishing herself by not telling the truth and letting him feel this way about her but by doing that she’s punishing him by not telling the truth when all he wants to know is why she did all that and if he truly had no one else and nothing other than TWSA keeping him alive.
He understands her better by the end of the novel but idk I just feel so sad for him
#orv novel spoilers#orv spoilers#kinda#Is this coherent#Yes I get that the large reason why his experience with her is different if bc of his dad and that whole mess#but still#It’s so weird like if I think about each action she took before the scenarios I can’t say she’s bad#She’s not a bad person even after#But oughhh she makes me uncomfortable#Kdj realizing his poor treatment from her doesn’t make up the entirety of who she is Hits close to home#LIKE UGH#I want to shake her and be like WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS#Poor kdj he makes me so sad#kim dokja#lee sookyung#I don’t think reconciliation beyond what’s in the novel#could really work for them#she’s been out of his life for too long and her being in his life#only caused mental anguish#this sorta peaceful but not really middle ground is the best it could get imo
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huh. the smallest silliest things really do pull me from my own head
#i was rounding hour 3 of a morning breakdown after feeling small and insignificant in the world#and then my brother texted me directly asking if I'd come to hang out for his birthday this weekend (i already was gonna cause my sister tld#me ab it) and that simple thing Instantly made me feel better 🥺#i just want to be wanted nonsexually/for company lol#and i want to be Explicitly wanted cause i get so many open invites to things but rarely do i get “can We hang out” unless im prompting#(which I don't mind or even resent - i do like that im able to ask for the time and company i need now and i enjoy now that i can plan#hangouts and social calls and stuff now but since it also falls on my shoulders a Lot to plan (and last night pointed that out to me when i#asked my friend if we could try seeing each other this summer and he immediately was like yes i will plan the activity if u come here)#i sometimes get sad and small and weepy and in my head about it sometimes and it meshes with the way I struggle really hard to Make Friends#or even Be In Community Actively bc both require a level of social energy/ability im not very good at in reality bc even tho i can Talk i#really struggle socially. irl i am nearly completely isolated outside of work. i am working on these things too just takes time)#but yeah. that really really helped. im gonna go exercise now so the yuck feeling from sweaty crying becomes sweaty exercise glow bye bye< 3#bunny rambles
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haha once again my dad shows me he could not give a fuck about my issues with audio or me because he's got the tv unnecessarily loud again :)
#🍊.txt#i turned it down myself the other day and he once again said 'its only on 6' and im like yes and like ive said before#i can feel the bass in my floor#i can hear it over my headphones#i can hear every word and explosion and EVERYTHING happening#i ask him to put it on 5 because its managable and its still loud for him but its not violently making me anxious and overwhelmed#its one number difference im not asking him to put it on 2#ive just text him like do you specifically ignore me when i tell you it causes me problems or does he want me to key his car#because at this fucking point i will#im going to go insane and it will get worse because i will be at work all week now and then when im home he will be too#i wont get time away from him any more#he keeps referring to me as the cats mommy too even when ive said hey dont do that i dont like it it makes me uncomfortable#everything i ask him not to do CONSTANTLY he keeps doing#i need to win the lottery so i can pay off my debts and move far far FAR away from my family and this city and everyone i know or im going#to end up right where i started wanting to off myself again#my personal life is made so much harder bc no one gives a fuck about me or accommodating me#i have to stay closeted else id get torn to shreds#i cant unmask bc i cant even get respected enough to stop anything that makes me uncomfortable and anxious#im so fucking sad man its such stupid shit to be upset about too god
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“Neuvillette,” she stated. “It’s all going to be alright, because I will be this nation’s god.”
-Dulce est Desipere in Loco
More of my fic art because obviously had to draw this scene.
#fic stuff#my art#genshin impact#neuvillette#furina#these 2 continue to make me a bit feral#my sad co-dependent mother and son#they are trying their best#also needed to draw more of them together because I've mostly drawn lots of spoiler Furina lol#also egeria#so much egeria that i haven't finished to post yet#I think I've mostly figured out her smfwtwd design (cause she survives to modern day so she has new duds lol)#but yes stop reading if u haven't read this fic yet#but while this is literally the scene from the fic#its a bit stylized to get the symbolism across#mostly the waters surrounding them on all sides#the waters being Furina's 'spring'#which gets darker and darker and has hints of purple#betraying its true nature#also Furina's hands are blood stained#yes because of Neuvi clawing into them#but also cause yeah#dedil stuff
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Apparently the thing that gets me to obsess over a character beyond recovery is when they have enough psychic potential to destroy a planet and are enough of a bitch to do it but they're cursed incurably with Pathetic Puppydog Eyes Disease


#the autism and trans coding alao helps apparently#am I avoiding listening to the lost planet because I simply won't recover?? yes#did I also avoid listening to revenge of wormwood cause I knew they could massacre my boy and I was proven right?? yes#I'm saving my thoughts on revenge of wormwood because I know I'm biased but also I'm biting at the bars of my cage just thinking about it#but anyways I listened to purgatory 12 and realised some real fucking similarities between my two most favouritest whoniverse characters#my babies!!! they make me so unbearably sad to think about!!!#adric of alzarius#adric#luke smith#big finish#classic who#the sarah jane adventures
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Sad to say that I WAS a crazy ex girlfriend. But being crazy isn't what made me a crazy ex girlfriend. Being a GIRLFRIEND made me a crazy ex girlfriend.
#does that even make sense#crazy ex girlfriend#LMAO WHY IS THAT A TAG#but yes that man made me into the worst version of myself. and it benefited everyone but me#except for my best friend who i sadly caused suffering#F in the chat for My Best Friend#I'm really sad because i know that this was a traumatic experience and that ive been permanently changed.#it may not seem like it from the outside but on the inside I'm so angry and sad#BOTH. At the same time. i never used to be angry#i dont miss who i was but i feel Crazy sometimes. i wasnt capable of this much jealousy before. these feelings are alien to me#i took a bite of the FORBIDDEN FRUIT (being completely open and vulnerable with abother person) and now i am capable of sin#sin being the normal human emotions i previously did not have access to#as well as some new forms of ocd#anyone else got the ROCD and scrupulosity OCD? Because i did. never let that happen to me again#ugh ugh ugh#for an aromantic guy i sure know how to. fag it up.#ive reached the point where i no longer miss the person he used to be BEFORE he stopped being nice to me#i miss stuff about myself#i feel meaner now i feel more defensive i feel less understanding i feel like my empathy gland is clogged#i hate that i cant recognise myself. i used to be PURE and INNOCENT like a LAMB#but now im not good enough to sacrifice anymore#your god would not be satisfied#love and affection can be expressed as long as its not reciprocated.
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#single's inferno#tehwan is so fucking awkward like he's just standing there and I can feel the awkwardness through the screen it's like he's just so uncomf💀#aah poor minseol she's so cute🤣 youjin is so cute too#finally jeongsu is showing a side I'm actually liking with youjin lol I wasn't expecting this#also didn't expect to like junseo and sian so much agh but what about theo#I don't think dongho likes haelin he definitely likes arin#never thought I'd feel bad for jeonsu but his face after he saw sian leaning on junseo wow made me feel sad also why did sian come in first#minseollllllll my girl I was cheering for you lmao😭#also I was sure junseo only saw minseol as a younger sister but after he said she was on his mind during paradise and was shouting tips at#her during the game I'm like? maybe not? probably yes but maybe not? lol#I was right ofc junseo doesn't like minseol aaaaah poor girl and aaah whoaa I can't believe sian turned theo down#he's also sweet and kind why didn't she go for him instead of jeongsu😩#anyway if it's between junseo and jeongsu than I reaaaaaaaaaaaally hope it's junseo bc jeongsu and sian were so boring together#or maybe she will still choose theo in the end? lmao I don't think so but you never know#between theo and junseo I'm thorn between junseo and jeongsu JUNSEO PLEASE OH GOSH PLEASE#even if junseo just saw minseol as a cute younger friend I still liked their friendship#ah seriously you can't make men feel comfortable and be friendly cause they take you for granted#you have to make them feel NERVOUS taylor swift is a psyho but maybe she was right when she said men only want love if it's torture🤣#I'm joking..... partially..... sian still probably made him a little nervous and I think ppl are a little too extreme about junseo#he's rough but he even said he's gonna try to be more gentle to sian and he didn't give minseol fake hopes he was very straightforward#but still nice#now that it's just two episodes till the end I think there was no couple or contestant that I was super into this season#in season two I loved seulki and dex so much and season three there was hajeong and gwanhee even tho I hated gwanhee sometimes#season 1 I liked jia and her puppy (forgot his name lmao) but it wasn't that special same with theo and minseol#so theory going around is that taehwan only went on the show to promote his job... and honestly I know a lot of ppl probably do this but at#at least they fake well? lmao that's why he is so weird and was so desperate to go to paradise with jiyeon bc he HAD TO TALK ABOUT HIS JOB#also he couldn't connect with anyone and was acting like a mf robot#I love that everyone was enjoying him oh he's such a green flag but I was right about him all along dude seriously creeps me out Idk why bu#I have a sixth sense for these things
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"just to let you know im still mad at you" DIDNT ASKKKK
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that one panel when rayleigh meets teach and he's like it might be childish of me but I really hate you so you better run I'm perfectly normal about that panel what are you talking about
#yes he might say so because of luffy or newgate but the man was also the cause of death of his best friend's kid he didn't even know existed#im so abnormal about that#actually rayleigh makes me so sad i can't think too long about him or i start crying#he lived a good life all in all actually which is great and I'm not saying i think he spent his life in grief#he's probably pretty satisfied with it#and i also understand why roger would entrust his son to garp and not him like#he was trying to keep him safe giving him to the most wanted man alive probably wasn't a good idea i get it#but imagine finding out ace existed two days before his death im SO sad for him he deserved the godchild he DID#ace could have been raised with he and shakky as parents can you imagine........ 😢😢😢😢#i love u ray-san#i hope you'll survive the whole of op and will see luffy become king 😢😢😢
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