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#a post really sent me on a lore hunt before I realize this game doesn't even have a proper WIKIA gods#I might just restart the game just to chart down EVERYTHIBG and run that fuckin wiki myself#I know it's in beta- I get it BUT I AT LEAST NEED THE HOT ALIEN I RELEASED TO HAVE A PHOTO POSTED#anyway if I'm lucid enough after work i guess I'll spiral into writing a fic for this game#cloud meadow#there's so many outdated reviews and some i can tell they didnt get far (not that you need to) in the game#it makes me so sad cause yes#some criticism is valid but pleaseeeeeee realize how far its come and the story and future hinted arcs/lore and and#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai#Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.
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So i remember an ask mentioning your mortal enemy, Felis Atra and their cats, and i thought it'd be fun to draw what Felis Atra's version of your italian dogs would be.
I think they would be called Butter Knife and Flamengo! Butter Knife is not his real name, it's an nickname given by his peers because of how harmless he is. I choose Flamengo because that's the name of Vasco's rival football team here in Brazil, so i thought that was the perfect name :)
Cat Machete was slightly inspired by the Oriental Shorthair cat because of their long noses and thin head shape.
Cat Vasco was inspired by the Scottish Fold cat, because FLOPPY EARS. I gave Flamengo longer ears and orange fur to make him more like his look-alike.
The last doodle is a reference to this ask (https://canisalbus.tumblr.com/post/728923918314946560/me-i-am-machete-ear-fan-number-1-those-ears) and contains the tumblr ask stand-in dog, whose cat version was inspired by the American Curl cat! They have round ears that are slightly floppy outwards.
Final notes: I know cardinal clothes don't come in vibrant blue, but i was ADAMANT on switching Machete's and Vasco's clothing color patterns. I would draw the rest of Butter Knife's and Flamengo's clothes, but i suck at designing cool outfits.
Speaking of outfits, for Machete's iconic void outfit, i figured it would be fun to make it more baggy for Butter Knife, in contrast to Machete's, that looks very tight-fitted. I think it's cute, it kinda looks like a sweater. Also i can't imagine a Machete doppelganger without high heels boots, so those HAD to stay.
Oh, and just to be clear, i'm not like, claiming ownership of these guys or anything. I just thought it would be a fun exercise. Hope you like them!! I love your art and your characters.
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#imagine if Vaschete but CATS and REVERSED -> Butter knife ;_; and Flamengo <3#this ask is from last year and I'm sorry I've allowed it sit in my inbox for so long ´m`#but I've been thinking about it intermittedly#the context was that someone said that somewhere out there existed my mortal enemy (felis atra = black/dark cat)#and they had frenzied cat ocs instead of melancholic dogs#first of all they both look so darling I'm getting radiation poisoning just from looking at them aaaaaa#and the fact you put so much thought and effort into this concept is making me go absolutely rabid#extremely strange seeing Machete with big pupils and Vasco with tiny pinpoints#Butter knife purring like a fluffy jackhammer is instant serotonin I love him#and yes if you turned Machete to a cat he'd probably be something resembling an oriental shorthair#especially one of those really exaggerated ones with giant bat ears and roman nose#and I keep visualizing Vasco as a scottish fold as well but it's kind of giving me sad bad feels personally#I can't look past their painful and debilitating health issues#the same mutation that causes the floppy ears also destroys the cartilage in their joints#it's such a shame because they're a terribly cute and charming breed#and in this case they really do have those similar rounded friendly shapes that Vasco does#if I ever draw them as cats myself I'll probably have to think of some other breed for him even though it would be such a perfect fit#also I think it's funny how you can swap everything else but Machete's heels have to stay :'> don't separate the crinkle and his boots#thank you so much! this was such a cool ask to receive I love how you designed their cat forms#gift art#dingergum#Machete#Vasco#own characters#Vaschete scenarios
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school hard is my most rewatched episode by a mile and it always makes me forget how the fuck sprusilla could ever possibly break up. they're SO good they're perfect to me here. despite the fact dru clearly isn't doing well they still feel like equals. spike is choosing to take care of her because he loves her, he adores her, and it shows. dru loves his attentions and loves giving them right back as best she can
and hey I see the spuffy even this early on and I love the spuffy.... but without dru?? ur telling me dru leaves later??? there'll be no dru???? that's just wrong
#perhaps sorry for the spuffy in ur sprusilla but I'm not really#spuffsilla supremacy#I just think dru should've come back and then STAYED bc sprusilla is everything 2 me#but also I want buffy cause she makes spike reach his full potential and I'd be so sad to see that not happen#ANYWAYS sprusilla ily ur so good and entertaining#also la la la to all the people who act like dru didn't love spike. stfu. yes she did#is this post even properly comprehensible. if not the gist is I want drusilla even tho I love spuffy. y'know. if u couldn't figure that out#...should I tag this as spuffsilla? idk actually maybe my post doesn't even make sense to me#sprusilla#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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It’s crazy how expendable all the crew members were to the Pony Express.
A 30% chance that your shipment would be lost. Cargo and crew are inseparable if we are to believe the shitty layout of the Tulpar. People use it because it’s cheap. The labor is cheap. The lives are cheap.
They are all relatively easy to forget about. It’s implied Anya and Curly don’t have many friends or much family to be concerned about them back home. She mentions nothing and no one to fall back on and he feels like wasted his life with the company. Jimmy probably only has Curly, otherwise people wouldn’t care or ask. Of course Daisuke and Swansea have family’s but Swansea thinks poorly of his and Daisuke’s poorly of him. All people in the companies eyes that wouldn’t stir up too much trouble if they became part of the 30%.
It makes it so much sadder because that ladder they were climbing was so small and shitty. There were rungs, ranks, but even the highest was barely off the ground. Jimmy wanted to reach the top of something that was brutally cut off and knocked everyone else off just to not see it.
#like yes curly was slightly better off but he’s not getting a severance package he’s a top show pony to the company#but they will just shoot him if he becomes a horse with a broken leg#Anya was likely picked cause she had enough knowledge but not enough to concretely call malpractice and Swansea was already a cog in the mix#he was an alcoholic getting back on the straight n narrow he needed it Daisuke is forced on the trip and eager to prove himself#Jimmy also need the job and got it from nepotism and won’t care as long as he’s paid#complains but yknow and Curly likely doesn’t do much but work he’s like a perfect little face man and he kinda hates it#like it’s a misconception that he was bored at the top or he needed a new ladder because he was done with this one he literally is miserable#and feels like he unfulfilled and doing nothing with his life as he’s ONLY successful in his work like he has nothing else#which makes it so mad cause Jimmy saw Curly as this guy with a perpetual golden goose but he’s just like them#like shiny gold appearances aside he’s like the second saddest like next to Anya because shes like depressed#because yknow she’s a victim but she had hopeful and happy determined prospects like Curly is just sad with his life and Swansea is chilling#like he’s made his peace even if he’s not like clicking his heals and Jimmy is less sad more angry#he’s a sad mans tho like he’s like Dan vs to me#mouthwashing#the pony express#mouthwashing game#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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So I'm almost done rewatching The Newsreader, finished 2x05 last night. Wanna know which scene made me cry actual tears this time around? The club scene. Watching Dale completely drunk out of his mind, left alone with no one looking after him, knowing what it led to. I'm getting teary again just typing it.
Beyond how shitty it feels that neither Tim nor Gerry stuck with him and made sure he was safe, it's such a poignant representation of his loneliness, alone in this club full of people.
"I don't have a sort of place."
#not saying that Helen would NEVER have left him alone in there in that state but yes actually im saying it#it makes me so sad for Dale too that all his experiences with men so far caused him so much anguish like 😭#i want him to realize it's okay and he's allowed to have healthy experiences and not hate himself#but also PLEASE HELENDALE ENDGAME OKAY#The Newsreader#flashing tw
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i’d honestly be really interested to see why (if they do) people would ship kevin/thea bc honestly to me it seems so out of character. the whole trajectory of kevin dating her and his kid going to the nest honestly feels like a big reason why some of the fandom still consider him a coward and a wet blanket. like the beginning of tkm he’s working so hard to become his own person and distance himself from that place and then yet he’s supposed to go right back ?? it doesn’t make sense. even kevin/allison or kevin/renee would make more sense if we’re talking straight ships because they would both recognize the other’s fight to become a new and better person and fight the trauma that tries to drag them down. literally kevin could end up with almost anyone else and it would work. it also would’ve been interesting to see thea as an example of what happens when you leave the nest and follow the exact path tetsuji laid out but that kinda invalidates itself by just making her “kevin’s gf�� but also not really explaining their relationship in a way that makes sense so her character just becomes less meaningful overall anyways hashtag let kevin have relationships not tied to his trauma and let him heal 2024
#i hate the extra content#idgaf#i’m the biggest hater#cause it’s so ooc#don’t even get me started#it’s the way nora spends the whole books fighting for her characters second and third and fourth chances#yet throws all those chances out the window when considering their futures#likes it’s so sad she doesn’t believe in their healing#anyways#and before yall come at me yes an author can write their own characters ooc!#once you’ve established a precedent for characterization you can violate that even if you set it!#aftg#all for the game#the kings men#kevin day#thea muldani#the ravens#me rambling this at 4 am so if it doesn’t make any sense my b
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when none of the DC friends are online right now so I'm just crying about Guy Gardner by myself-
#Madi rambles#HE MAKES ME SAD SO SAD#do I have gripes with N52? yes- so many- especially for Diana's wonder woman run that was a shitshow#but so far the GL corps (while I have a few issues with it) has been hurting me with Guy's characterization#in both good and negative ways but mostly in the way that the guardians are trying to tell him that they see value in him and that he's bee#overlooked by all the other earth lanterns and he just laughs at them cause he's really still expecting to be reprimanded for something-#Like he doesn't know that the Guardians are lying to his face and toying with him to get him gone from the corps so they can continue their#rise of the third army plan WHICH IS A WHOLE THING AND GUY ENDS UP IN JAIL ON EARTH IT'S A WHOLE THING THAT'S SO MENTIONED IN MY RISE OF TH#THIRD ARMY RECAP DOC TRUST#But Guy doesn't know that right now! He is just laughing because he thinks they're screwing with him just on the general basis that he neve#seems to do anything right in this corps#Like even with arguing with Saalak he said “Trusting Sinestro to do the right thing's like trusting me not to do the wrong thing!” LIKE OW?#Just oh his characterization makes me sad this is a man who has been overlooked again and again and doesn't believe anyone would ever think#he did the right thing and has come to terms with that and HE MAKES ME SAD GUY GARDNER YOU MAKE ME SAD#and don't get me started about how they changed basically ALL of Guy's lore when they rebooted to the N52 like it's actually insane
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I realized more and more how my “robo autism” as I call it differs from other people’s obsession with robots because I’ve seen people who like robots completely looking un human as possible and there also be little humans within in the media, they just want robots, meanwhile the reason I enjoy robots is when they are used as a way to look into the philosophy of being human.
I like robots that are made to look human and interact with human for the conflict it causes of “how human can you make something that’s not human? Is it worthy of being accepted as a person?” since it brings up a lot of existential and interesting questions. I only tend to like robots that don’t look super human if they’re mechas cause they still have a relationship with humans, the sentience can go either way as even if I do like robo sentience not every mecha story needs it and I oddly prefer the route of “it can’t speak but it’s alive” rather then it talking, because it just feels more eerie then a giant talking robot.
I know to some people if they see this I’m gonna come off boring and like yeah maybe I do cause I know robot designs have more potential when they aren’t bound to human stuff, and I’m not saying anyone who enjoys the other way is bad, but this is just why I realized certain robot media clicks with me and others don’t. (Also my brain makes everything needlessly complicated lol)
#meg text#autism ramblings#I think I mainly realized this rewatching Kikaider given it’s one of my favorite explorations of the topic#but also explains why media like Gravity circuit which is GREAT I didn’t see myself clicking with#cause all the lore cool but no humans? Even if it makes sense why they aren’t there it didn’t do it for me sadly#in general alien robots are a concept I like but almost every time my investment is low due to little human interactions in those media#I think casshern sins is the only media I’ve liked so far where it’s strictly robots but it’s like- a interesting case#cause even if there’s barely humans the entire point is the robots are so human that it still tickles my brain#like yes I love robots being given morality and that fully blurs the lines of making them into humans#I think the real shocker tho is I still got robo autism in the era where ai sucks LOL but fiction makes everything cooler#(and tbf- there’s absolutely ways irl we could use robots in non harmful ways we’re just fucking stupid)#All the benefits we could get if robots workers were made to help sick/disabled people but not like society cares for us#god I didn’t mean to make this sad but I had to put my irl robot two cents somewhere lol
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“Neuvillette,” she stated. “It’s all going to be alright, because I will be this nation’s god.”
-Dulce est Desipere in Loco
More of my fic art because obviously had to draw this scene.
#fic stuff#my art#genshin impact#neuvillette#furina#these 2 continue to make me a bit feral#my sad co-dependent mother and son#they are trying their best#also needed to draw more of them together because I've mostly drawn lots of spoiler Furina lol#also egeria#so much egeria that i haven't finished to post yet#I think I've mostly figured out her smfwtwd design (cause she survives to modern day so she has new duds lol)#but yes stop reading if u haven't read this fic yet#but while this is literally the scene from the fic#its a bit stylized to get the symbolism across#mostly the waters surrounding them on all sides#the waters being Furina's 'spring'#which gets darker and darker and has hints of purple#betraying its true nature#also Furina's hands are blood stained#yes because of Neuvi clawing into them#but also cause yeah#dedil stuff
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Truth and revenge is best served cold.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#song lan#This comic was another 'almost cut' one but I previously cut out xue yang bartering (threatening) for potatoes so I felt it was justified#episode 2 is so sad and miserable. I am going to do my best by making it a little funny.#Xue yang really committed fully to this new life of his! Don't threated him by trying to ruin it!#I love how he takes the blame here too. Yes he purposefully set up events to cause a divide between them#Yes he attacked SL because it would hurt XXC the most#but hey: that only hurt because he loved SL so much (in whatever form they have)#and SL hurt XXC in turn by sending him away#Xue Yang set it up but Song Lan dealt a blow on his own#XY is still the *most* at fault here but contrasting this with how strongly he justifies his actions to XXC later is very interesting to me#also he did NOT have to villain monologue about all the stuff he made xxc do. He could have just shut up about it#but nah he needs to cause hurt because HE'S so hurt and can't make other people understand him in any other way.
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Apparently the thing that gets me to obsess over a character beyond recovery is when they have enough psychic potential to destroy a planet and are enough of a bitch to do it but they're cursed incurably with Pathetic Puppydog Eyes Disease
#the autism and trans coding alao helps apparently#am I avoiding listening to the lost planet because I simply won't recover?? yes#did I also avoid listening to revenge of wormwood cause I knew they could massacre my boy and I was proven right?? yes#I'm saving my thoughts on revenge of wormwood because I know I'm biased but also I'm biting at the bars of my cage just thinking about it#but anyways I listened to purgatory 12 and realised some real fucking similarities between my two most favouritest whoniverse characters#my babies!!! they make me so unbearably sad to think about!!!#adric of alzarius#adric#luke smith#big finish#classic who#the sarah jane adventures
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that one panel when rayleigh meets teach and he's like it might be childish of me but I really hate you so you better run I'm perfectly normal about that panel what are you talking about
#yes he might say so because of luffy or newgate but the man was also the cause of death of his best friend's kid he didn't even know existed#im so abnormal about that#actually rayleigh makes me so sad i can't think too long about him or i start crying#he lived a good life all in all actually which is great and I'm not saying i think he spent his life in grief#he's probably pretty satisfied with it#and i also understand why roger would entrust his son to garp and not him like#he was trying to keep him safe giving him to the most wanted man alive probably wasn't a good idea i get it#but imagine finding out ace existed two days before his death im SO sad for him he deserved the godchild he DID#ace could have been raised with he and shakky as parents can you imagine........ 😢😢😢😢#i love u ray-san#i hope you'll survive the whole of op and will see luffy become king 😢😢😢
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so sad for absolutely no reason
#👆 girl who stayed up till 3 am talking to her bestfriend about how depressed and trapped we both are for about 4 hrs#it's like that gracie lyric#you have to laugh before you start to cry😭😭#like ab toh funny bhi nahi lag raha jokes bhi nahi banaye ja rahe#oh but i love her so much i absolutely LOVE people with whom i can just be sad#im tired of people who constantly try to make the sadness go away or try to cheer me up#like sometimes you just gotta sit with your feelings na#at one point she was ranting and i said mere paas kuch kehne ke liye bhi nahi hai kyunki it literally feels like im listening#to my own thoughts on my own lying in bed at 2 am like hum itna same kaise sochte hai😭#and she laughed and was like but ye sahi hai na aise sochna like it feels wrong but it's the truth and im like i don't even#know but oh it's so good to not pretend to be okay#we're so similarly hopeless and tired cause like one point mein inevitably we talked about#the future living together our apartment and then i was like mujhe bhi ye chahiye but mujhe itni umeed uth chuki hai life se#ki koi excitement bhi nahi aa rahi like i already know ye sab kuch nahi hone wala and she's like haina same like i want to say#ki we'll do this and that but im like lol not gonna happen ab i can't look forward to things in the future im like if im living it then ok#then i can accept ki oh ok this is really happening im happy now wow but usse pehle nope#and we were talking about ki like yaar future toh ab dikhta hi nahi hai kya hoga it all feels so blurry and like a dark tunnel#atleast bachpan se we knew what was next school college but now it's like now what?#i know all these thoughts and feelings are pretty common and probably everyone's facing this but bhai.#it's fucking hard i didn't know life was gonna be like a constant battle where it kicks you down#again and again and again and you're bloody and no energy can't get up but you still have to because if you don't you'll sink#soooo deep in that state ki bahar nikal hi nahi paoge#OKAY 8 hrs sleep mandatory for me what the fuck why am i writing a ventpost at freaking 11 am girl go have lunch or something 😭
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Natlan was bad…but not Inazuma bad… I feel like the journey was worth it, but most of the characters sucked, and the one(s) who didnt fucking died… I liked all the war sections, and I did cry, but this didn’t please or satisfy me the way Fontaine or Sumeru did. It’s going above Inazuma, in second-to-last place for worst Archon quest. Maybe Snezhnaya will be better and BRING BACK THE DOCTOR TURN UPPP
#genshin impact#genshin spoilers#yes yes I know there’s probably gonna be people who think Natlan is the best thing since sliced bread#but the whitewashing and ugly characters and the entirety of the first half of 5.1’s quest really sunk it#and I’m so deadass when I say I really disliked most of the characters in Natlan/didn’t have strong opinions about them#I thought mualani was fine#I thought kachina was cute I guess#kininch and ajaw were fun#Citlali was cute until her whole personality became basically faruzan with a main role#and it makes me glad that faruzan is just some nothing 4-star :/#sorry to her#ororon is boring#ugly#tiring#and means nothing to me#I can’t stand chasca’s design#so therefore everything she says in null and void#and mavuika… like#I never wanna hear anyone complain about venti’s character ever again#‘cause at least there are true distinguishable parts of venti’s story and character that can make even the biggest venti hater just the SLIG#HTEST intrigued#there was nothing about mavuika I was genuinely interested#was she cool as an archon? sure. but compared to the other archons we had#who all had something very distinct about them#you could slap mavuika’s personality onto some four-star#and nothing would change#the only one I was genuinely interested in was the captain#and I was so sad when he died#but it made perfect sense for him to do that#and it just makes the khaenri’ahn characters the best in the whole game
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[full of turkey and deviled eggs, half asleep] I don't think this story is sad enough actually I think I have to make it worse
#my mom complained abt the ql ending again so i went off on a tangent on how good a reunion hug between al and sam would be#so now im “hm i touched on it a little in chapter 2 that his presence was comforting even if he couldnt touch but. make it Worse#just keep making these boys upset actually“#cause when ur brain is filled with mourning for someone you want to hug your bestie but. what if the one person you most want to hug#cant. they can be there#they can be there and talk to you and hold your gaze and tell you a joke but they cant touch you#not even long distance the normal way. long distance in a way that a plane ticket cant fix#of course there are the homosexual undertones yes yes but the core denial of closeness is what im getting at#imo from how we see boy interact#sam is a physical person. he likes just gently touching his friends#he may not be like a giant hugger specifically but in the gentle baps on the head to just shoulder brushes and close talking#hes a physical person so the denial of that with his closest bud must be agony over time#anyway yeah im gonna make it sadder!!! its my mental illness i get to pick the sadness!!! whos gonna stop me!!!#and i will be writing him happy at the 4077th. as recompense.#and writing big bj and hawk and trapper and co holiday family happy time. it is good.#.yappin
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