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ORV Novel Spoilers (kinda)
Kdj’s relationship with lsk and the whole theme about how a person is made up of the stories everyone has of them and how one person only has their narrow view and can’t fully understand another person is so tragic to me, bc the book lsk wrote and her lack of communication when she was in jail contributed so much to the way kdj was treated and felt growing up, and it wasn’t helped at all by her treating him like a child and keeping information away from him about her intentions during the scenarios.
So like she’s this “big bad” in his life and her actions pretty much define him, but throughout the novel her allies and ysh and hsy get this completely different experience with her that’s way more sympathetic and understandable, and it’s like what is it about kdj that makes him experience all of this tragedy because of her when everyone else has experiences that are so much better with her?
And not only that but the realization that all of that suffering, the way that that part of her is such a huge part of his life, is such a small facet of her entire being that when he’s helping repair her stories, his contribution isn’t actually enough. (That scene probably hit me the hardest when it comes to both of them)
It’s like all of the bad is reserved for him and she’s so unwilling to give him any more, yet she still sorta mocks him (idk a better word) for not knowing more. She’s keeping him ignorant, letting him stew in his resentment and sadness, and using that to justify treating him like a child she’s not letting grow up by keeping the truth from him. It’s like she’s punishing herself by not telling the truth and letting him feel this way about her but by doing that she’s punishing him by not telling the truth when all he wants to know is why she did all that and if he truly had no one else and nothing other than TWSA keeping him alive.
He understands her better by the end of the novel but idk I just feel so sad for him
#orv novel spoilers#orv spoilers#kinda#Is this coherent#Yes I get that the large reason why his experience with her is different if bc of his dad and that whole mess#but still#It’s so weird like if I think about each action she took before the scenarios I can’t say she’s bad#She’s not a bad person even after#But oughhh she makes me uncomfortable#Kdj realizing his poor treatment from her doesn’t make up the entirety of who she is Hits close to home#LIKE UGH#I want to shake her and be like WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS#Poor kdj he makes me so sad#kim dokja#lee sookyung#I don’t think reconciliation beyond what’s in the novel#could really work for them#she’s been out of his life for too long and her being in his life#only caused mental anguish#this sorta peaceful but not really middle ground is the best it could get imo
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legend has it that the young witch circe and the once beautiful nymph scylla shared a complicated past...
#art#cirscylla#that's the ship name i like for them best anyway#circe#scylla#greek mythology#welcome to my greek mythos yuri#DOOMED YURI#circylla#epic the musical#do i even tag it as that? i think i should cuz epic is the reason im so into greek mythos#jorge said we might get a spinoff about their backstory and im insane over that#i know it's probably going to be about how circe loved that one guy but still a girl can dream#this is them but younger! before circe turns scylla into the horrific man-eating monster that even poseiden fears#there's just so much potential here#consider a younger and much warier circe landing on the island for the first time after being outcasted by her family for her magic#and she meets scylla there who back then is a much happier and playful person#enemies to lovers to enemies again#i don't know if they ever make it to lovers or if they were only an almost#they're about to have the worst breakup in greek history#im rambling in tags MY BAD
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fleshed out the wedding outfits i made for this silly little post
edit: realized i used the wrong pngs without the very minor fixes that only i would care about. so i fixed it.
#i even made up headcanons while i was drawing: on skyloft you propose by offering primary feathers from your loftwings.#the birds have to give them to you since those feathers are important. and the person accepting makes an article of clothing w shed feather#i think zelda would probably propose to link lbr. but maybe she felt bad after the whole. skord. thing. so he ended up doing it.#groose can join them later. also#link#zelda#zelink#skyward sword#legend of zelda#loz#art#shrimpdraws
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Finally revealing one of my other blorbos, Niccolo Sonata! A mixed genre troll who poses as a Pop Idol up until world tour
He's a complicated bag, he's half rock half classical, his mother kind of low-key hates him, and his dad does care but is kind of paralyzed with various anxieties that comes with the fact that Niccolo is half classical (worried about his constitution and his wings) and things related to his mother (she doesn't want Niccolo to become like his dad and puts a lot of restrictions on him)
Both of his parents don't really know what to do with him, and he doesn't know what to do with himself.
He has a lot of internalized hatred towards himself and the two sides of his musical families, plus he is a secret third genre (symphonic rock) which he doesn't fully understand. He got picked on a bit in Volcano Rock City, they're a lot rougher than he's used to so he just kind of took it, which is why he looks so roughed up in one pic and the other he says they hate him in VRC
Again he's really complicated even tho he doesn't look it, if you have questions about him lmk
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls 3#trolls oc#trolls world tour#twt#trolls oc Niccolo#his father calls him Nicky#his dad did try to be a good dad and just ended up dropping the ball because he was worried about what niccolos mom would do#shes not a nice person#idk if you can tell#she does care for her son she just cant get over the other half of him#if that makes sense#she believes that even if he isnt full classical she can just make him#which causes him to run away from home at 18#he lived between houses for about 10 yr#and then the rest with his mother due to an incident#which will appear in a different comic#ill share more about his parents later#niccolo is kind of stuck up#and rude to people when hes off stage he doesnt mean to be#it just happens which he does eventually grow out of#his story is one of learning to be better not just for himself but for the people hes around#i think he probably doesnt have many friends until after his growth#tho he does have some its like 3 people who see his potential for growth and or tolerate his bad behavior#i have a few comics of him BUT i need to fix them before i post#cuz i got his wing shape wrong in ALL OF THEM#legit got them wrong in the two comics i have here and they were made 2 sec after i made his design#i had to fix them to post them#idk how i did that but i did smh smh
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Imagine being me
Imagine you live in a country where popular american cartoon show gravity falls was not even heard of
Imagine growing up a little and going on the internet, and finding out about this show
Imagine seeing fanart on pinterest, of a boy in a pine hat and a girl in a shooting star sweater and two similar looking old men and a one eyed triangle
imagine seeing fanart of the fucking triangle being kissy kissy and tender with one of the old men/the boy with the pine hat/the girl with the shooting star
Imagine seeing the triangle looking over the boy reading a book/the girl knitting/anyone doing literally anything in the fanart
Imagine thinking the triangle must be a tinkerbell-type side character
Now imagine seeing the show for the first time
#i was fucking decimated#pinterest you lied to me#I should've seen it coming I shouldn't have been so naive ive spent time in fandom#I know what people are like about villains#also whoever says Mabel is a bad person please you're an asshole that needs to remember that She's Twelve#they're somehow usually the same people that think dipper doing weird shit about his crush on wendy#was cute#Like bro actually broke her up and tried to go out with her multiple times in the show#even after she repeatedly say no#like no that's very Twelve of him but thats not cute#grown man doing that you'll rip him apart like piranhas#it's ok to not like a character but to justify it through useless shit and mischaracterisation is terrible#why would you do that#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#gravity falls mabel#gravity falls dipper#dipper and mabel#stanford pines#stanley pines
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"Thank you Carla... for everything." LISA SWAIN in CORONATION STREET ↝ 22.11.2024
#big bad detective sargeant swain all soft and cosy and vulnerable with her damp hair wearing carla's fluffy robe#looking at carla with stars in her eyes like she's the only person who's ever mattered#shy and nervous and embarrassed and sheepish but mainly just Safe#Safe and cared for and looked after and loved#because carla's always been lisa's safe space when it comes down to it#even before they were In Love the love was there#user luthqrs nattering on in the tags again who is surprised#dedicated to nommy 4 screening n yapping w me#lisa swain#swarla#corrie#coronation street#vicky myers#luthqrs#luthqrscorrie#luthqrsgifs#cs 22112024
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Was skimming through some Dixon era BoP for no particular reason and came across a scene where 3 DIFFERENT MEN (Dick Grayson, Ted Kord and Jason Bard) all show up to Babs' door at almost exactly the same time bc they're all in love with her.
Birds of Prey (1999) #19
Which is, A) really funny on its own and B) actually extremely based from a representational view. Oracle was important as disability rep in comics for a lot of reasons, one of which being that she got mad bitches in her wheelchair. She had too much swag and they had to kill her
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#barbara gordon#dick grayson#ted kord#jason bard#normally I'd feel bad taggijg barely relevant characters but here i think it is feminism actually (/lh)#this is also not counting her Thing with Dinah. but also she's definitely having a thing with dinah (tho idk if at this point)#to me anyway#realizing i need to actually read all of bop from the start to fully understand babs' insane love life#also idk if this comes off as weird? like I'm not trying to imply babs is a cheater/player (i think it would be cool if she was. personally)#i just think it's funny she has all these men pining after her at this point in time#when later comics would try to convince you her peak desirability was as batgirl#like ik jason bard was a pre-crisis love interest for babs (I haven't read any of their relationship tho)#and so was dick. kinda (the age gap was WAYY bigger pre-crisis. like uncomfortably big actually)#so even that is like. 1.5 love interests basically. post crisis? you couldn't count the men lusting after babs on one hang#love that for her. get it girl!#i feel like this post is a sister post to my 'steph should get mad bitches' post. make of that what you will
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i see ashlynn as the kind of person who injects 4 shots of espresso straight into her veins because she's unfortunately taken up the role of being the mom friend of her crack ass group and if she takes her eyes off of them for approximately 3 seconds someone will start crying and something will inexplicably be set on fire.
she hasn't slept in 2 weeks and she's starting to see things that aren't there now but she'll be fine enough in a while. Maybe.
#ever after high#eah#ashlynn ella#wish they let her be the chaotic mom friend in the show more but#shitpost#i see ashlynn as like#a person who reasonably has her shit together most of the time#yk she's doing alright for herself and all#but then there's literally ALL of her friends and dear god#these bitches would've died YEARS ago if she wasn't looking out for them#like briar is notorious for making bad decisions#and she's smart af BUT also a thrill seeker#and she's having all sorts of qualms about her destiny#and in my personal fantasy land she also likes FAYBELLE who is her VILLAIN which just adds another layer of complication#apple is a whole other case like#that girl needs therapy more than anyone#no one's even going try to unpack what's happening over there#because rn she's freaking out about darling#ashlynn's like raven quick get the tranquilizer darts
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One of my mutuals opinions is the "bro code" thing, that Curly is one of those guys who wouldn't care about the victim because the perpetrator is his friend and I'm really banging my head on the wall like that other anon. I've only played through the game once but Curly's behaviour/reactions etc read completely different from the "bro code" thing and I have to wonder if my mutual and I even played the same game.. like the constant digs at him from Jimmy, his body language in his face reveal and so on like you mentioned in your post. While this game is a little different obviously, it kind of reminded of a point in Alice Madness Returns that makes it very clear that Alice's pain blinded her to the abuse of the other children and her failure to act earlier because of it. Curly is guilty of a similar inaction but it doesn't change the fact he was a victim of Jimmy too. I don't think I can look at it any other way because both of these games have really stuck with me.
I genuinely think it really is the idea that people want a simple easy to blame problem and the idea that the only relatable victims of abuse are those that "surpass" it or do a lot to help others. When it comes to victims, especially those that don't fit the typical demographics, who either accidently perpetuate it, enable it or aren't ideal in some way shape or form, people jump to ignore what they went through as it's easier than dealing with those conflicting sentiments.
The bro-code conversation in Mouthwashing stems from a concept I generally dislike that there had to be something about Curly that made him meet or keep being friends with someone like Jimmy. I think people genuinely underestimate how many like decent and good people just know an asshole or are friends with someone who is really bad outside of their view/established dynamics. The game makes it clear none of the inaction against Jimmy is because of a lack of care, it is a lack of understanding from the privaleged postions they have as men to not have to worry about what Anya does/went through and the type of extremes men like Jimmy will go through to cover it up. They are all too preoccupied in their own strifes.
Another thing I see being oversaturated the idea that you have to be a freak, misanthrope or have a disorder to do the thing Jimmy does. The game is an escalation, it's a spiral that I don't see people comment on that Jimmy was not likely having the mood swings and episodes of rage/frustration we were seeing in the game. This is after they all start experiencing the worst moments in their lives that he got THAT openly bad. Of course, this is just my interpretation but much like in real life, people that go to extremes like that usually live mundane lives. It's a pressure cooker affect to where the stress made them pop. It's self inflicted but still the case.
I really think people need to be more willing to acknowledge that not everything needs to be an extreme or in black and white or easy to understand. It doesn't need to be happy or have an answer or solution, especially in the cases where the abused sadly helps perpetuate what they experience. It's not he should've known better from experience or shouldn't he have known what could've happened because victims tend to not like to think in matters of the worst. Not to mention, especially in cases of abuse where it feels so personally directed that you don't expect to happen to someone else.
#i also hear the bro code thing in tandem with his comments on saying he knows Jimmy but that is also in a much different context than#if he said it when Anya was actively telling him about the dead pixel or the pregnancy or even when she told jimmy that was about himself#and getting between Anya and Jimmy as in he knows Jimmy and knows he wont try anything when hes around not that he doesnt think hes#doing anything or doesn't believe Anya and Im a bit annoyed people shorthand or try to recontextualize the statements he makes about it#cause even the let me talk to him line is more in concern of what Jimmy could be doing and less wanting to make sure hes okay and#being more worried about his friend than Anya in that moment like removing the context makes the sentiments sound more uncaring#and typically but the context is how they are deconstructed to give the story and themes a deeper nuance because Anya is happy that Curly#says that becuase he leads it under the idea of protecting her as he knows and she has likely seen/experienced it enough that Jimmy#back down/off around Curly typically as we see he does relatively subdue Jimmy's attitude before the eval and it only gets bad once the#scene at the birthday party happens when Jimmy is likely in a mode where hes not going to listen to Curly about anything after cause he fee#personally betrayed in a selfish egotistical way like the game is a deconstruction nothing is supposed to a typical one to one on the#concepts it handles. this also ties to me like getting more and more annoyed everytime is see a post making Curly the most milktoast#no opinions ever sort of guy when he does have a personality outside of enabling Jimmy and has opinions on things like the QnA's#talking about him being snow Tony Hawk flesh him out more realistically than think pieces saying he has no opinions on anything#and would never take stances like this is a immediate dire circumstance with multiple facets I dont think hed hesitate to help if he active#saw like someone getting attacked on the street or that hes a centrist that doesnt care about womans issues like this is the equivalent#of when a character gets dumbed down to their like favorite food and one defining aspect of themselves and even then I feel like everyone#else but the mouthwashing fandom has a better grasp of that aspect before they make it unrecognizable.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#ask#anon
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why does marinette get all the crossover fics. what if I want an angsty fic of adrien finding out everyone he loves betrayed him and then him running away to some other fandom. THEN what-
#realistically#after the end of season 5#it's adrien who should be getting the classic “ending up with another person from another series” crossover fic trope#I feel like it's because writers/readers use marinette as a stand in for themselves#when they ship her with DC characters#her being a superhero puts her on equal footing#she's more meta-adjacent#so it gives conflict in gotham specifically#and then you have to get rid of adrien somehow#and because conflict is more fun to write#that somehow is having him be a bad boyfriend or partner#even though canon doesn't show it#i would like to add that i think it would be fun if he ran away#and then marinette and him get back together afterwards#i just think that canon-wise#the one who has the highest chance of doing that#based on canon events#would be ADRIEN#also if anyone has fics like that pls let me know i crave angst and it's super hard to find it even when i exclude the marinette ship tags#ml#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#fanfiction#fandom
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something about max being dressed in lighter colors at the beginning of the game vs her almost being dressed in all black / just straight up dark colors near the end just scratches my brain so good
#maybe it means nothing#but i like it#the whole thing how lighter colors can usually symbolize feelings like hope and peace#i.e. max having high hopes for blackwell and her sorta new beginning#n then near the end after dealing with so many draining situations over the course of 5 days it just#makes sense to me that she wouldn't be wearing any bright colors#yknow ???#i'm bad with words sorry man#but like#seeing someone who's so bright personality wise be dressed in such a heavy outfit#i like how it subtly shows how much damage the weeks done to her (as if it wasn't already obvious but)#it would feel a little wrong almost seeing her do that scene in her bright pink jane doe shirt#like you can visually see the weight of the week weighing her down all through a simple outfit change#i'm rambling i haven't slept in almost a day#but you get what i mean right#it's a small thing but i feel like even something as small as an outfit#can really change how a certain scene is viewed#like the whole max wearing the same dress she wore to williams funeral to chloe's#AND wearing chloe's spike bracelet to the funeral too#instead of just a random black dress#but#different convo for different time#life is strange#max caulfield#lis
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I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
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"jerza would have 1 kid" "jerza would have 3 kids" WRONG!!!!
jerza would adopt 15 fucking cats and unironically call them "fur babies"
#they cringe as hell we all know this#tbh i dont think they would even consider having a kid toll they are SIGNIFICANTLY older#they work to much and to many issues between them to feel comfortable having a kid#not even that they would be bad parents i just think theyd be to terrified of fucking up to feel ok with it till like mid 40s#after like 20 years of therapy#anyway u say cats but i know damn well they adopting whatver they see in the street#especially erza have you seen how she reacts to animals?#kemo kemo a prime example i know she has been arrested for stealing ducks from the park#fairy tail#erza scarlet#jellal fernandes#jerza#also i know we all saw that manga chapter title with jellal and cats he a cat person fr
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Jinx and Vi have to survive next season, not for any thematic reasons. I just need to see them live long enough to witness the kind of psychological damage they'll give to their respective children as mothers.
For too long this show has been dominated by fathers irreparably altering their daughters' sense of self, it's time for women to get their turn!!!
The Medardas can't do this alone, Arcane's gotta tag in more woman!!!
#arcane#jinx arcane#vi arcane#i don't see them either as trying to be “bad” but both have such forceful personalities that i see both having kids that hard overcorrect#there's a also the HUGE baggage of their lineage in their respective cities#those kids would grow up under the massive shadows of their mothers and almost certainly develop complexes about it#it doesn't matter if the kids are given birth to or adopted being even a little related to either would be a lot#also there'd be a lot of opinions about relatives in both cities after the war for a long time#man i'd love to see mel actually be rell's mother and see how she flubs it in this new incarnation
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Who had the worst time aboard the TARDIS?
TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST
#bad times: semis#vote tegan avenge peri#(sorry adric it probably is you but this is personal now)#okay for a justification#traumatic stuff happening to companions and them just rolling with it is how it goes in doctor who#even if they do choose to leave its not because they feel their trips in the tardis have been too horrifying for too long#its because they've found something they want to do more#or because they've always been trying to get home#this isn't a universal rule i can think of other people who left because they've had enough#but tegan's is probably the most notable to me#at the end of ressurection of the daleks#the doctor who story with the highest number of on screen deaths#she just goes nah this is too much i can't do this anymore#and its not just the last couple of days i've been fucking miserable for a while#and bails#(also this is after the heathrow business she's not been trying to get back for like 2 seasons now)#(also she had to deal with adric if anyone says adric had to deal with tegan its kill on sight#they are not the same thing adric constantly makes misogynistic comments towards tegan i don't care if she's mean back#like okay i think its in 4 to doomsday adric says she can't do something because she a girl#nyssa calls him out on this because its like her specialty and adric just goes oh i wasn't saying you couldn't do it nyssa#you don't really count as a girl#like tegan has a liscence to kill him in that moment imo)
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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