#it makes me ill tbh
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It hurts me a lot to think about the idea of Kaeya having nightmares about Khaenri'ah's fall while in Mondstadt. Because shit, wether or not he was there, he would have nightmares about it, that's just a thing, it's so obvious.
Generational trauma is a bitch and Kaeya has, like, a fuck ton of it it's pretty apparent.
Like, the thought of Kaeya going to Crepus after a nightmare and Crepus asking him what's wrong and Kaeya telling him that he had a Nightmare about the red sky.
Because that'd be a thing, other Khaenri'ahns would understand what he means and Kaeya's bio father would understand it.
But Kaeya's bio dad is not here, and Crepus just laughs and goes "Oh, what about it? What was so scary? Was there a storm?"
And Kaeya realizes just how alone he is at that moment because he doesn't understand. He's nice but he doesn't get it, Kaeya's alone in all this fear, in all this suffering far too big for a 5 year old to understand.
#it makes me ill tbh#the amount of trauma Khaenri'ahns have is insane and i don't believe for a second Kaeya didn't hear about it#did you hear how poignant Cloathar was about it that's like#his day to day or something...#textpost#kaeya alberich#crepus ragnvindr#ragbros#Khaenri'ah
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Full of Desires
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#its really just cause of the outfit#farcille#marcille donato#im still surprised this came out of my hands tbh#im not normal about her#curse you dunmeshi for making me fall for the white girl#but god#she looked so good in that fit#i dont understand whyvthe other characters shat on it smh#falin wouldve loved it tho#this drawing is for the gays and theys btw#for the sapphics#lets go lesbians#ok ill shut up now#my art
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BECOME AS GODS
#beta pokemon#pokemon#evolotto#kujibiki#beta arceus#arceus#gigaleak#teraleak#pkmn#gen 3#gen 4#idk what to tag tbh#supposedly evolotto was gonna be able to randomly evolve into any pokemon#and the similarities between it and beta arceus really struck me idk#mayb ill revisit this and make it cooler i cba right now LOL#rel doodles
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I may be insane enough to write Mephisto Waltz fic..... maybe
#i am compelled by that movie way more than i would like to be#i am not normally a horror or occult media type person but i actually enjoyed it a lot#most likely through the help of Alan but-#idk my toxic trait is I'm drawn to ideas where i make a ghost story#I'M JUST.... DEVASTATED BY WHAT HAPPENED TO MYLES AND I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT#realistically i won't.....#I've got other things to worry about#but man..... imagine myles soul being brought back in a different body#there's literally nothing in the canon that makes room for this#what a ..... different movie than what I'm used to#it makes me ill tbh
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Run boy run!! The sex monsters eat salmon!!
In which i arrive Fashionably Late to the fishssek party
#critical role fanart#critical role spoilers#click for better quality i did my best w what i haddd#caleb widogast#essek thelyss#shadowgast#critical role animation#look at him flop!!#no i didnt work an extra week just to get the flop just right what are u implying XDDD#all for the memes#alll for the meeeemesss ^^♡#u will not Believe the journey it took me i staryed animating traditionally until i had a badic run cykle#downloaded flipaclip and did some tweaks#two weeks later of getting shapes cobsistent and coloured and here we aaareee#t h e n i had to find a way to make a relatively high quality gif bc my first few attempts were a wash tbh#anyhoo i made it !! :33#and Yes i know its a bit late in the dayyy but IM IMPATIENT#* throws a salmon ur direction w gusto *#man i miss csp..... one day ill have a functioning computer screen
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sometimes letterboxd reviews are beautiful
#i love u random letterboxd stevebucky truthers#the last one really does get me#on the wikipedia page for ‘it’s been a long long time’ there is a section saying how the song is used for both bucky and peggy#in tws and in endgame#wikipedia knows steve’s bisexuality better than most of these bitches…#and barring the fact that endgame tried SO HARD not to make stevebucky gay#and appropriated the song used in tws for steve & bucky’s reunion#the fact that they used it at all for bucky is crazy#‘kiss me once then kiss me twice then kiss me once again’#motherfucker HOW DO PPL STILL SAY STEVEBUCKY IS JUST FRIENDSS#i don’t think this is something ill ever get over tbh#soapbox#stevebucky#stucky#captain america#the winter soldier#captain america: the winter soldier#im normal btw.
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the sirens are turning red
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#megumi#animal horror/#animal death/#scopophobia/#hiiii i drew messed up animals again :>#i couldnt decide which ver i liked better between the white and black bg so i decided to playing card logic it#i think if i had to pick i Do like the black bg better but i spent a whole hour on that gd eye im keeping it#idk what came over me but im so glad it did i love drawing characters dressed in white surrounded by concerning animal imagery#gotta b one of my favourite flavours of fanart to make tbh#i saw a picture of a rabbit sculpture and something abt the albino red around the eyes ears feet mouth#made me think of blood pounding made me think of bruises scars Prey#and wld u look at that one of my fav characters ever just so happens 2 have a whole lot of rabbits :)#so i stuck megumi in what i can only describe as a vogue straightjacket n went to town#ik that the megumi + dogs/wolves gets a lot of love bc the characterization fits#but the rabbits.....but the [spoilers]#its SO good its so sososoososos good#anyway im proud of this piece hsfhgsfjs i love drawing rabbits i love white + Bruised blood-under-the-skin red this made me rly happy#i only care a Little bit that it took me forever <-lying#ill blame the rabbit skeleton smh
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you know. I think it's going to be worse this year because the first night chanukkah is on christmas day. but I'll say it until I physically cannot speak anymore that chanukkah is not jewish christmas and if you so much as insinuate it is (while knowing better) I'll incinerate your face.
#i havent seen that much holiday stuff yet#tbh it kinda makes me sad but im also a bit relieved#i do miss seeing chanukkah stuff though 😔#i think ill go to target when i get back to LA just to look at the decorations#and maybe get some sufganiyot and gelts :p#jumblr#jewblr#jewish#chanukkah#hanukkah
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My favorite comments from Dream's "I'm sorry... but not to tommyinnit" vid:
#mcyt#dream#tubbo#dream situation#tommy dream controversy#this is honestly ridiculous yall#im having a great time#tbh#i should be studying#shhhhh#unimportant#again plz dont make fun of me#ill cry
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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normal guys in a normal relationship (giving you a not very convincing thumbs up). macdennis doodles from this week :)
#macdennis#macden#iasip#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#it's always sunny in philadelphia#everytime dennis touches mac in that weird touchy way of his i throw up a lil. gayboy#they are.. looking at skin mags. btw. i didn't draw it completely but there is uh. well.uhm. suggestive things you can zoom in on i guess#drawing charlie in that angle with no beard really got me. like who is that. if he ever shaves i'll probably think they replaced him#i already feel physically ill when i have to forgo mac's beard. they hatecrimed me when they had mac clean shaven tbh#i'm like the biggest deffender of so many decisions made. except for that.#STOP MAKING ME LOOK AT HIS BARE CHEEK?!?! it's like he's naked
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the doodles i doodled while i listened to the nona audio book babay! (plus my favorite pyrrha dve quotes)
#tlt#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#nona the ninth spoilers#camilla hect#pyrrha dve#tlt shitposting#gideon the ninth#lot of people were asking me for a comic with pash in it but tbh i couldnt really think of anything LMAO SORRY#i mean i could probably come up with somethin but i just dont have a good idea of her character#i mean the fandom makes her very funny but in the book she doesnt have much screen time#do you still call it screen time if its a book probably not right#also sorry all my favorite pyrrha quotes are basically just her calling cam a gay ass#also also im working on griddlehark farmer doodles so ill probably get those done next
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Lusopp my beloved!!
Smthn smthn falling in love with your best friend can do wonders for you
#lusopp#monkey d. luffy#god usopp#one piece#one piece posting#one piece luffy#usopp one piece#luffy op#usopp op#sb’s art#digital art#Ill post this again when i color it either later today or tomorrow or whenever tbh#i was just really happy that i found this old sketch and actually worked on it when i opened it#lusopp does mean so much to me if im being honest#they are best friends who go through insane situations together#luffy learns how to act the age he is from usopp and usopp learns how to be brave from luffy#together they make up for what the other lacks ouhggg they mean soooo so much to me
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My dear friend got me into the 1980s Soviet Sherlock and so now I'm here to spread the word, enjoy
#soviet sherlock holmes#soviet sherlock#the adventures of Sherlock Holmes and dr watson#sherlock holmes#johnlock#sherlock holmes x john watson#john watson#didnt think ill be posting Johnlock in 2024 but lets go#pls watch it though guys its on youtube#and they're so sweet#which might be due to totalitarian regime virtue signaling BUT#im czech let me have this#old gay men#i was about to draw them making out and then make a joke about all of it being screenshots from the series#but i dont think that's needed tbh like all these are actually screenshots from the show
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este has given his all to this team, got them four podiums including a win, did nearly all of the pr and simulator work as well as technical development with alonso as teammate, was very sick twice and still did all of his duties no matter what, defended the team several times when they fucked him over, was proud to be a french driver in a french team, treated them like family, and this is what he gets back ...
#i feel violently ill tbh#all he wanted was a team that was firmly behind him#and he got kicked down again and again and again#he is stronger than me bc i would have kms in front of their garage to make a point.#esteban ocon#f1
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I still can’t believe this shot.
This is LITERALLY Jonathan looking through the mirror and seeing himself through Mike and Will. They were actually crazy for this.
They said that the scene at the pizza place where Jonathan comforts Will was added last minute. The point of making Jonathan aware of byler wasn’t to get someone to comfort Will.
The real point was to make the viewer look at byler and see jancy. Because Jonathan is hearing Will say “she commissioned it” and hearing himself say “he asked me to take you home”. He’s been in this situation. He knows that Will is hurting because he remembers the hurt he experienced himself.
Jonathan was looking through a mirror. Not glancing or turning behind him. He looked through a MIRROR.
THEY WERE SO INSANE FOR THIS
#byler#byler endgame#anti mileven#byers brothers stop making me sad challenge failed#i dont think ill ever be over this shot#it looks so good too#they really ate with this one#i could repeat the same things about this scene forever tbh#now i need to go scour tumblr for a really good analysis of this shot
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