#it makes me feel helpless
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Palestinian men should not have to repeatedly hold up pictures of their family struggling through a genocide, for us to care about them. Fundraisers conducted by/for Palestinian men, should not have to repeatedly refer to their mothers, sisters, wives and children, to make us realize their humanity, their vulnerability. Enough. Isn't it enough after so many months? Hadn't it always been enough?
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#im less unhappy about my own life than about the fact that all i can do is sit and watch#just sit and watch while the people i love are hurting and i cant do anything to fix it#it makes me feel helpless#it makes me feel selfish#like am i wanting to help because i want them to feel better#or to make myself feel better#either way#i just want to be able to help#if i focus on the problems of other people then mine can't catch up to me#if i can somehow make them happy then i can ignore my fruitless pursuit of happiness#because ive learned long ago thar im not meant to be happy#and that things are so bad because ive overstayed my welcome on earth#2017. 2021. and all the almosts in between and beyond#im just lost#no job no plans no life#a shell of what a human being once was#it's exactly how i feared. how i told others and my psych#i will always go back to my old ways#the desire to rot away#vent
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Im sad so I drew cute itafushi to cheer myself up ;)
#itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#my art#like…so many bad things happen to me lately and i feel really helpless cuz i cant do anything about it#its like everything in my life got fuked up all at once#i cried a lot and i feel useless but yeah at least i can still draw something cute#i hope its cute tho#and i hope this art can make someone’s day better as well
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This is what's happening in Gaza right now. Bombing the strip and focusing on the south 24/7. It's worse than before. Injuries and deaths among kids. The world should see this, even if you can't bear to look, everybody should know the lengths israel goes to, how limitless Netanyahu's evil is. Israel vs children. This has to stop, we need to do more. We can't let this continue! Free Palestine and stop the genocide! These are humans!!! These are real people going through this!!!
⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ graphic. for a little boy with a head injury and a video of an injured child.
#everything that we did is not enough#god the helplessness is eating me alive as i watch my people die#they all look like me they look like my family like my friends they share their names#does this make Netanyahu and the IOF feel strong?#palestine#gaza#israel#important#current events#free palestine#ethnic cleansing#free gaza#gaza strip#gaza under attack#gaza under genocide#israel apartheid#israel is an apartheid state#israel is a terrorist state#israel is terrorist#usa#america#joe biden#netenyahu#winter#video#tw#we are not numbers#free palestine 🇵🇸#from the river to the sea palestine will be free
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NO ONE ELSE CAN HELP YOU
NO ONE ELSE CAN HELP YOU
(objectober 2024 day 20: dream)
#dandy's doodles#inanimate insanity#ii#ii mephone#i don't feel like tagging the others... individually they're not that important anyway#objectober#objectober 2024#featuring lyrics from dream by roar :) one of my favorite songs of theirs#roar has an incredible capacity for expressing helplessness and isolation in their songs. it's so heart-wrenching. horribly real#i don't know the 'real' meaning but i've always seen dream as being about wanting to make your parents happy#and feeling like you're always failing#and now that they're gone you feel totally lost cuz you've based your whole life around making them happy#and you feel so alone and scared without them#and you don't know whether to continue following what they would've wanted#or to pursue dreams you feel you can never achieve without their support#i may or may not be projecting... but in any case it's very VERY fitting for mephone#and the prompt immediately made me think of the song and him... so...#very fond of how this turned out :)
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So the Lion was just like. Full on infantilizing her, huh
#the way the winged lion treats Marcille makes me sooooo I’m sooooo#he makes her feel so small so helpless so reliant… the abuse metaphor of it all…. aughhhhh
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I hc mephone4 is very insecure about his higher emotional drive compared to mepad. The fact that the one he saved ends up taking care of him daily is an ego hit, and causes old wounds to open up.
#mepad doesn't care btw#not adultification literally kinda woke up as a grown man#and that makes mepad so upset and self conscious because hes still erratic and petty and ''childish'' without the privilege of just#waking up whole#so basically yeah ''Im incomplete and it ruins me'' being taken care of by ''I know who i am but you cant respect that''#osc#mepad ii#ii mephone4#still feeling like a helpless fresh memory bot whenever Mepad so effortlessly uses reason and understanding to dismiss him
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Hey there friends
I wanted to hold off making any donation posts until I knew how much it would cost but the situation got a lot more dire.
Mom's had a heart attack, my grandpa died, and my uncles are coming after our house.
My grandfather died just before Christmas, it was a shock to all of us as he seemed to be doing fine. His final wishes were to be cremated and spread over the beaches with my grandma, everyone has known this, but because he didn't write a will before getting sick with Alzheimer's and dementia all of his children have to agree on what to do with his body. If they don't he gets turned over to the state and disposed of, and we never get him back.
Yesterday my mom had a mild heart attack, she's still in the hospital now (though she seems to be doing better) because we found out my uncles are refusing to cooperate. I'll explain the full story under the cut but they haven't been around for over twelve years and are now coming after our house.
The funeral is at minimum going to be 4k not including any lawyers we need to get to get control of his body and fight my uncles. If you can spare anything at all, please I'm begging more now than ever before, donate if you can or just reblog.
Thank you all, so much, for everything you do and have done.
My uncles have never been around, the last time was after a settlement from my grandmothers wrongful death where they took almost all the money. We got enough to buy our current house and that was it. My mom and grandpa specifically put on the deed that they both owned it so my uncles couldn't steal it once my grandpa passed away.
Well, we found out it is considered an asset, until we are able to get a death certificate to get his name off the house and give my mom full ownership, my uncles can technically try and get a part of his assets (even though we have no other money).
We haven't seen them in 15 years. They weren't around when we had to take care of my grandpa after his surgery in 2016 and his decline in mental health after. We couldn't afford to put him in a home so we did what we could.
They weren't there during the outbursts and anger of my grandpa not knowing who we were, having to give him baths, change his diapers, taking him to the hospital, making sure his food was soft enough he could eat it. But now they think there's money on the line and they want to bleed us dry when all we have is our house.
We were told all of this yesterday at the funeral home, told that if we don't go to court or they don't all agree on what to do with his body then he gets turned over to the state and disposed of. We would never get him back.
The stress caused my mom to have a minor heart attack, she was transferred to a bigger hospital and is currently having a cath test done because she already has an autoimmune disease.
I can't do much else to help other than come on here and ask for help, I have so many of my own illnesses that prevent me from working and the government is giving me a tough time trying to get on disability.
It's a lot and I'm just so lost and I'm sorry to ask again, I'm sorry to make another donation post, but please, we need this so much, every bit helps.
#im notgood at it but maybe if you donate i could draw your pet if thats any incentive?#i feel bad asking so much of everyone#its just been such a year and im just so tired#i just want to make everything okay again#but i feel so helpless#donate#donations#donate if you can#kofi#ko fi support#please help#bills#signal boost#boost#don't mind me
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Having the Pool Dream again, handsome?
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mdzs au#MDZS disco elysium au#[Pain Threshold - Formidable 13]: Endure it.#I am once again putting my brain ramblings on display to give me a bit more time to finish the comic this is based off of#I promise this will make sense in context. Maybe.#Disco AU gives me the opportunity to explore the idea of 'what if wwx and lwj were even *more* neurotic and haunted?'#LWJ absolutely would have repetitive nightmares about wwx with the themes of inevitability and helplessness.#Sometimes its him dying as wwx stands by. Sometimes it is him - unable to move as wwx slowly fades away.#Haunted by the past....Lost to the pale tides of mourning. Welcoming the pain just to feel the memory nearby.#See you all tomorrow for the Real Comic (manifesting it by saying it over and over again)#side note: I think wwx would be a great lifeguard. He would love heckling teens and helping out kids and old folks.#Goofy but takes the health and safety aspect of his job very seriously.#There's gotta be an AU for that out there....right?
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inspired by this post cuz the only thing I love more than my OP blorbo losing it and going apeshit is my OP blorbo losing control completely
also this is my first Sonic fanart yay
#when you're having a bad quill day and your friends come over unexpectedly#but seriously yall#it's about#*clenches fist*#your own power making you feel helpless#you are your own rock and you fail#and the fear that you'll take others down with you#so you lose that last bastion of comfort#and become completely adrift in your own panic#*chefs kiss*#knuckles the echidna#sonic fanart#knuckles#knuckles fanart#the master emerald#the ME#my art#angst#knuckles angst
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i’ve grown to love this man despite his many, many flaws
there’s something so wrong with him that its endearing wtf
literally cheering whenever he shows up despite nearly everyone dragging him
STOP! LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE!
i would let him know my secrets he’s my pookiebear 😼
#i would genuinely own a ‘charles xavier was right’ shirt despite me actually disagreeing with him to some points#he could cause world war three for all i care#going full maga type shit wtf#‘what? he violated a bunch of peoples minds? uhm okay lol anyway’#people definitely make me feel bad for liking him thats for sure#LET ME LIVE MY LIFE#i stand by my problematic wife 💔#- Magneto | Erik Magnus Lehnsherr | Max Eisenhart#me and you both#although erik does show him the consequences he does deserve from time to time#i’m just a helpless devoted worshipper or something what 🤨#he is a god in my heart i dont care what anyone else says 😔💔#i’m starting to freak myself out with what i’m saying jesus 😨#turn it down a notch wish#charles xavier#professor x#x men#cherik#wish does not shut up
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our cat broke his hip on christmas
hi, your local guy-with-a-blog is here to dox himself so his cat can walk again!
i made posts earlier as this was happening, but now that i've heard back from enough vets to get an idea of how steep this is going to be, i can't not ask for help.
its cheesy to say, but my cats are my everything. mordred, especially, spends his days basically glued to my side. he's my little shadow, and i don't know where i'd be without him.
when he woke me up to feed him at 6am on christmas morning, he was completely fine. i went back to sleep after, and when i woke up for real at 8, he was limp on the ground. when we went to move him, he howled and thrashed like we were torturing him. he ran, and we saw he wasn't using his right back leg.
many tears and an anxiety riddled 4 hour wait for our emergency vet appointment later, we were told he had a right capital physeal fracture, which basically means he snapped the ball bit of the ball joint in his hip. the vet said the best option for him is a femoral head and neck ostectomy (FHO), which'll take the broke bit of his bone out and the scar tissue will sort of just grow in the right way to replace his missing joint (cats are so weird)
its the cheapest option, and its the one with the best success rate, which is super lucky. unfortunately, its still expensive as fuck.
weve been quoted anywhere between 3.5k and 8k by vets i've contacted so far, and most need at least half as a downpayment before they'll operate. it'd take us years to cover the full cost by ourselves. so we've got to break out the big guns - a full gofundme, which will be shared with basically everyone we know, and hopefully far past that as well. carecredit can only cover so much for us, and our immediate family can't afford to lend us much. the internet is our only hope for meeting the full cost and getting mordred better
mordred's the light of my life and i can't stand to see him in pain like this. anything helps. if youre not in a financial state where you can donate, spreading the word is just as important and just as deeply appreciated.
thank you so much for getting this far.
our gofundme is here
#ive never really been so desperate for an assistance post to take off before i dont know what to tag this as#but its breaking my heart to look at him and know im so far from being able to fix him#rbs appreciated#anything appreciated even just kind words to make me feel a little less helpless#i hate living in a HCOL area i keep seeing vets in the south wholl do it for under 2k and it makes me want to cry#if i didnt think the trip would be immensely painful for him id just do it like that
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i think a big thing people get wrong w leafpool’s character is thinking her passivity comes from like fear or insecurity or being shy or something when really it comes from like. defeat. she’s been burned so many times so now she just accepts it there’s no point in fighting back
#learned helplessness#in tnp she’s very much like a rulebreaker and kind of a little shit lol#she likes going out on her own and making friends with cats from other clans and getting involved in things cuz she’s bored#she’s rebellious and craves having deep connections with others which is why being a medicine cat starts to weight on her and makes her#impulsively decide to run away with crow#esp because she’s also watching her best friend sorreltail grow up and move on. and she’s watching her sister grow up and move on#AND SHE FEELS STUCK SHES LIKE OH. BUT THIS IS IT FOR ME ISNT IT?#so she just reacts she needs to get away!! and then everything comes crashing down and she spends the rest of her life getting punished for#that choice#which slowly crushes her fire and teaches her that her desire for something ‘more’ was never going to work out#and she’s too tired to keep fighting so she accepts that#but she’s miserable about it and this misery makes her even more exhausted#so then she just kinda ends up numb#there’s no point!#SHES SO INTERESTING TO ME AAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHH it’s been so long since i’ve rambled about leafpool….. my girl……
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"You didn't stop when I begged you" theres tears in his eyes i think
#he just wants to go home#hes angry but hes tired#he tried being good. he tried asking kindly for his tormentor to back off that hes learned his lesson that hes ready to be good now#but the only thing he can do to be listened to is make poseidon hurt as much as he has#make him helpless and defenseless#make him feel pain like he does#hurt hurt hurt hurt#you didnt stop when i needed you to so why should i stop just because you scream at me to#you kept hurting me because you wanted to#you turned me into this#you made me this way#stop begging like you have the right#epic the musical#600 strike#epic vengeance saga#vengeance saga spoilers
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Bitches be like “I hate drama” and then their romantic vs Dramatic points is like
It’s me, I’m bitches
#i just#the dramatic routes are so entertaining#shit is going down#in Sebastian’s route rn#I’m at like chapter 13#my heart#but also I’m frustrated bc I’m literally a medical student so I feel like MC would have a differe outlook than me#eh whatever#ikemen series#ikemen vampire sebastian#like I would want to help Faust make the new meds or monitor sebs health and just generally would not feel as helpless as the heroine idk#cybird ikemen#ikemen#ikemen sengoku#ikemen revolution#ikevamp#romantic vs dramatic#team drama all the way#drama queen
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