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genuinely though nothing makes me madder than the absolute lack of importance placed on geropsychology. 1%. 1% of psychologists specialize in geriatric psychology!! like when i started studying psyche back in 2016 it was ALL child psychology which, yeah cool great, and yeah now there’s more emphasis on adults but it’s like. you know? older adults already have to suffer a lot wrt medical care and elder abuse and isolation and it just makes me sad to think that like, there’s an entire population of people whose mental health and brain health in general are KNOWN to change and unfortunately decline, but there hasn’t been more emphasis placed on it. genuinely and truly heartbreaking
#brought to you by: if i have to read ''your child'' while researching febrile seizures i'm going to strangle researchers#yES yes i know it's not any singular person's fault i'm happy for all studies done there's no such thing as useless data#it just sucks yanno#makes me want to find a geropsychology lab sometime down the line and bump that bad boy up to a 1.1%#not rn tho we're goin thru it rn
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As a disabled guy somewhere on the ace spectrum who has similar physical issues to Viktor I need more content of Viktor not only inventing fun new unique ways to fuck but also using sex as pain relief and/or a distraction. You’re telling me the two brightest minds in all of Piltover can’t come up with one of those elastic sex stools? A swing? Toys? Do you realise how sexy massages are? The body worship and physical touch as a love language of it all?
#jayvik#viktor arcane#I just have a lot of opinions on this#and honestly the number of times I have pushed myself past my physical limits to bone#just because my legs suck doesn’t mean I can’t suck yanno#also every single one of you who has made freaky JayVik content involving his crutch or cane… I see you and I am cheering
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if you were wondering where ive been for the last while it's literally that i haven't had a laptop for over a month after i sent it in for repair and it took them that long to decide replacing the mainboard was too much hard work
#i don't have the tumblr app because it sucks ass and always has done#i use the phone browser i just like. don't really like it mich#desktop supremacy 4eva#i mean i've also been busy but yanno
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hey folks did you know i love super dangan ronpa 2
#marzi speaks#thinking abt the themes in that story#ESPECIALLY the letting other people’s perceptions dictate who you are vs choosing who you are for yourself and not letting anyone stop you#like almost every single one of the sdr2 cast has a front they put on/identity they’re ‘supposed’ to be vs who they truly are#komaeda’s i could write an essay on so we’re gonna skip him bc. energy#hajime’s is obvious. i don’t need to explain that one. though he tries really hard to come off as more masculine as well which. augh#speaking of masculine souda is a victim of toxic masculinity. he was bullied and had a dad who sucked so he changed himself to look fiercer#ibuki left her band due to ‘creative differences’- she didn’t fit into that classic pop band mold and she allowed herself to deviate#mahiru puts extra pressure on men around her bc Her Dad Also Sucked and she’s sick of having to deal with weaponized incompetence#gundham is this sweet kind kind boy who hides it all underneath a veil of darkness. the darkness is not a lie either though he is both#sonia. literally a princess. has huge shoes to fill. in reality she’s a horror fiend who just wants to nerd out abt true crime#nekomaru’s heart condition would have taken him out of sports forever but he found another way and started team managing instead#fuyuhiko is set up to be the next head of the kuzuryu clan but on the inside he is so compassionate (and canonically a prude lmao)#peko is literally raised as a tool and tries to embrace this role even though the one she works for just wants her to be herself#i haven’t seen hiyoko’s ftes but i imagine she’d be far less cruel if she didn’t have to deal with constant infantilization and perverts#twogami just. as a whole. the whole character. yeah#there’s for sure more but i haven’t seen everyone’s ftes so. yanno#like fuck !!!!!! people will always have a perception of what they think you should be but you cannot truly be happy#until you allow yourself to disregard those expectations and forge your own path instead !!!! fuck !!!!!
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ok i know everyone says "love like you is soooo xyz shipcore" but i need you to know it's kuwameshicore to me. song's got yusuke written all over it arright. in case you don't have the lyrics memorized like i do here they are
#it's too mushy for him but like.. the beats are all there yknow#kuwa thinks the world of him and it helps him love himself enough to live (see the wake scene but also like. in general)#while keiko's been there all along i think it's kuwabara that really serves as a bridge into more friendships (maybe botan? debatable)#the wondering when im coming back/shaken by how long it took is pretty self explanatory. guy keeps dying on him#'i always thought i might be bad' honestly yusuke probably thinks he IS bad but kuwa contrasting him might make him feel it all over again#sometimes. not bc kuwa's doing anything wrong just like.. oh yeah im TOTALLY right about that sucking thing bc here's another example#and obviously they're very different in approaches to virtue and honor (perceived goodness)#yyh#kuwameshi#and i think yusuke deep down feels he owes kuwabara a lot. he's saved his life multiple times and kept him company#he understands a lotta things in a way keiko can't and pushes him to be better in his own way. there's a debt there#so the 'if i could begin to do something that does right by you' bit feels like a sentiment he'd have at some point#like. why'd he save eikichi if not that yanno. stuff like that#idk. again it's a bit Too mushy for him but the fact that a lotta the beats align so well...#maybe this is just the quiet tender sentiments deeeeeeep deep in yusuke's heart. idk post over#anyway if you haven't listened to this before I'd recommend it it's just a gorgeous piece to me. mwah
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bruh ngl i see people complaining about ship wars in the yu yu fandom and i'm just like
damn
where? lol
everywhere i hang out is multishipping heaven, if that's your thing. i literally think i've only seen someone talk kinda-sorta-not-really-even-bad about my OTP once. just once. and it's like, the most popular pairing, so i find it very shocking that I don't ever see vocal shitty antis posting about it lol
mostly i've just seen people bitching about these alleged ship wars--granted, maybe it's not really worse than any other fandom, ergo there are ship wars. It's very easy to believe that there are toxic shitty fans when it comes to this stuff, i mean isn't there always? for whatever dumbass reason? I'm blessed to be a new fan and apparently sheltered from all the hateful shit.
idk dude. idk why people can't just like shit peacefully. if you hate what someone has written, drawn, or headcanoned...don't interact? bruh.
also people who hate shipping: that's cool and fine and your prerogative, now please leave me alone, I don't really care if you hate my shit, i'm just here to have fun, okay?
idk my point here is just, if you don't like something that someone else likes in this fandom. that's cool, that's fine. but go somewhere else that isn't filled with a variety of fans who like all kinds of ships and shit. we're all here to have fun, so if you're not interested in that, please see yourself out and find likeminded people
still searching for likeminded people to hate my NOTP with me in private of course
#personal.txt#kinda sucks to be part of a ship's fanbase when they have a reputation for being toxic (apparently? idk i'm so new here)#but yanno also they're divine and perfect so whatever haters gonna hate just leave me alone like i leave you alone kthxbai#cos dude sometimes i read shit and it gets me in my feelings#but why tf would i EVER fight with someone about it???#i haven't been in a fandom in many years simply to avoid this problem
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Question with people with better ears than I do:
I was trying to take a quick listen on some tracks from game and I thiiiink (I am not 100% sure) but in the moment just after Kieran's loss, yanno, the ex-champion moment, the music starts with a snippet out of initial Kieran's battle theme, just a few notes that later starts to loop after being overlaid with more electronic notes (I am unsure if that instrument appeared anywhere else on OST so I don't find significance of those), so it's two notes from Kieran's initial theme just looping, over and over. Which matches nicely his slowly shattering sanity and reality sinking in through his disassociation.
I am just hearing things that aren't there?
#doesnt help i cannot find ACTUAL ost all i can find is game rips#which sucks bc on osts you genuinely hear so much more!!!!!#i plan on getting the cds one day BUT NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING ICAN PLAY THEM ON#like fr i recently got myself a new album and then i just went and torrented it bc i have no means of getting tracks off it lmaaoooo#but back to main point i may be jsut hearing things#perelka dot txt#trainer kieran#rival kieran#but idk pkmn osts do tend to indicate stuff which is nifty#or even foreshadow whole plot points :3 so yanno. i wonder.
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at the risk of this being a hater-ish take i feel like they wldnt be doing this much with izzy this season if a significant percentage of fans didnt love his withered racist ass. especially considering the way the show typically deals with bigots/assholes in general is with immediate (and often violent) retribution. which isnt to say im vehemently against the Izzy Hands Apology Tour of 1718 but it does tie into a broader concern/anxiety i have about them catering to fans a little too hard going forward
#I LOVED THE FIRST 3 EPISODES DO NOT GET IT TWISTED!!!!!#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#like sometimes What The Fans Want isnt always whats best yanno#and also. it was kind of a major heel turn on izzys part.#like how did we go from the end of s1 ‘blackbeards himself again’#to him crying in front of the crew. some shit he wld have never in a million years done before#just!! kinda rushed :/#i feel like he shld if anything become worse#edit: he did get worse (fantastic) but he got better a lil too fast for me mmmm#i think i just like izzy best when he sucks so so bad#its a testament to cons acting that i cant bring myself to be completely unhappy with New Izzy#but yah…. he just has more flavor when hes shitty
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love dropout/d20 but the fanbase is terrifying. my post abt game changer immediately picked up 10 likes and an actual reblog with a response in i think less than 20 minutes. can u imagine things going that fast on a regular basis. i couldnt take it
#post made with love#but like. i'm just a little guy#smaller/med sized fandoms can be slow in a way that sucks (see: posting fanart)#but damn im so glad im not active in d///20 fandom. that shits overwhelming as hell#i made a couple liveblogs for the first jr yr ep and woke up to over 100 likes/notes#it's a lot. i dont have the energy for that shit <3 peace and love#like if i get 10 notes that quickly that should mean i posted a guaranteed banger#yanno?#thats the energy im going for
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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me: I want to move out, I would love to live on my own, even in an isolated area because I don't go out anyway, and I never really feel lonely on my own
*the prospect of exactly that arises*
me: NO but i dont WANT to live SO FAR away from my friends who I rarely see anyway what if I get LONELY
#dust bunny#sorry im just ranting#im mega stressed#trying to find a new place to live sucks#i cant afford anything close by yanno#but being too far out from the city is stressful#bc now what if my friends dont want to see my anymore LOL#and now travel is more expensive so i probs wont want to go out#will i REALLY be ok on my own??#im mainly just really frustrated with myself#sorry guys probs will delete later#why am i like this#i understand im incredibly privileged and lucky that this is even a possibility in the first place#so i dont want to be picky and maybe i can suck it up#and maybe circumstances will change and the transport will get better??#but still#SIGHHHH HELPPPP
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It really hurts when it feels like a friend you considered family gives up on you and the relationship
Like, we could have talked about it, we could have found a solution together, we were each others family remember?! But instead you chose to just give up and cut me out
#and in like#about five messages too!#that were pretty accusatory#like apologizing peofusely bc youre afraid that karma wikl fuck u up for hurting le#doesnt really make up for accusing me of what you did#there are so many more compassionate ways you could have said that!#I'm so so sorry but you suck and i can't take it anymore goodbye#WTF#is this the goodbye seven years of friendship is worth??#we went through thick and thin#and yeah i have not been too well lately and i was pretty depressed two years ago#you asked me to share my problems with you and when i do i am too much and you drop me like hot metal instead of talking about it?#and that goodbye was so rushed it felt like i was chasing her just to get a little closure#you said you would always be there#even with our lives being so different I still believed it was possible#and you kept ignoring me!#i shared good stuff too and you didn't even respond! you said you were too busy and didn't make time for me#so when I stop sharing that good things happen to me too bc I'm frustrated with being ignored all the time you say I'm toxic for only#and drop me? instead of having a talk about it or taking a break?#like#i thought we were each others family but it seems like I was the more loyal one who cared the most and got burned yet again#is it so hard to talk and try to adjust?#i thought we were the real ones for each other yanno but clearly thing were different for you with all your toxic ass family and all your#jobs and friends#she's always had more than me#doesn't mean I'm alone tho#i have friend who can talk to me and try to adjust and fix the relationship and is a true loyal friend#it's not the end of my world that you're gone#even if you were a big part of it#how can I loose when I was so loyal and true and honest
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Posted more art to my art blog today
#I have to get over flopping 🥹#post for myself yanno#and just post in gen since it takes me forever to get around to doing so orz#it just sucks that ppl don’t reblog art like that anymore despite this being the blogging site… what’s the point#rambling
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it’s really weird being trans and going to the doctor when you don’t plan on transitioning medically
#marzi speaks#i have no interest in t or top surgery atm so for convenience my doctors know me as a woman#which like. that isn’t. incorrect. but it’s not all of me#idk. i’m someone who typically just despises being closeted#i’m privileged to be able to not be closeted in my daily life but like. i just hate hiding myself yanno#but if i mark myself down as ‘other’ on those forms then everything just gets so much more complicated#plus even if i say i’m comfortable with all pronouns i’ll likely still just be she/her-ed. maybe she/they-ed if i’m lucky#so like. there’s no point in complicating things for myself like that#but it’s weird. i’m not staying closeted because i’m afraid of my doctors not caring for me#(although i do worry about systematic biases)#but instead because it’s just. easier. and doesn’t that kind of suck#being fully myself in a medical setting is inconvenient. it gets in the way#because the medical system isn’t built to accomodate me. so i fold away those parts of me to make it easier#idk. it’s kinda fucked but it mostly just makes me feel weird. i feel like i’m lying when i tell them i’m female but it’s my easiest option#plus i’d hate to be asked if i’ve transitioned medically at all and have ‘biologically female’ written on my chart when i say no#i’d rather just see an F on the gender marker than be told my body is that of a woman’s
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I don't even know why I was checking to see if Miller's Girl was on Netflix yet since I fkn own it and can give it to anyone who asks nicely (I already gave it to the ficwives and I think the Angry German...maybe one of the Teachers from the teacher crush community).
Yes, ask nicely and if I deem you trustworthy I'll give you the link. Takes like a min to download, it's HQ but not 4K (I think I had the option of ripping it in—12K? Something ridiculous—but it was REALLY big). I would have to upload it in 4K if you really wanted it for cap purposes but someone already uploaded those caps.
But now that it will be on Netfucks maybe I can get Netfucks subtitles. 😂 I'M A COLLECTOR, OKAY?
Also I haven't even bothered to see Yes Day because it looks obnoxiously sappy.
#jenna ortega#ortega#netflix#i also thought that babysitter 2 was obnoxious bc i rlly hate random musical dance numbers to represent sex 🙄 plus i just couldn't#stand her as an actress i dunno why i just echh#and then she looks like she's frickin 14 in this bc of her baby face and that makes the lolita glasses deliberately gross#yanno i think i watch whatever she's in bc of whoever else is in it or directing it (gwendoline christie's presence was what sucked me in)
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I have definitely been resisting editing my book because I'm straight up gonna have to rewrite the thing backwards, and I am nOT looking forward to it.
#write a book about arcane time fuckery they said. it'll be fun they said.#do you have ANY idea how difficult it is to build out an atmospheric time fuckery vibe. ON A BOOK-LONG SCALE? it's HARD#backwards and in heels but it's my brain being incapable of just sitting down and writing a normal fucking fantasy book#noOoOOO I have to do something ~interesting~ and ~literary~#and it's still gonna get rejected universally for being too weird. let's not kid ourselves here.#anyway the suspense I gotta build is immense and the prose is gonna be fucking impossible WHYYYYY#I should've stuck to screenwriting and taken more classes in directing grumble grumble grumble#tbh it SUCKS cuz it would be SO interesting to do with like. primarily editing. yeah you'd need some fx but#yanno the eternal sunshine vibes#but high fantasy#godDAMMIT
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