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as a neurodivergent person that scene in the first episode where percy is like 'there is something wrong with me' just conked me on the head like a fucking brick.
#percy is me#it hurts frfr#its sooo good and soo perfect#brrrrrr#percy jackson#hoo#pjo#walker scobell#adhd#neurodivergent#neurodiverse#dyslexia
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Do you think I’m hard to love?
#realize i didnt post this here#kghn hurt/comfort dragging me thru my drawing block frfr#anyway. i think often abt how kageyama perceives himself as someone hard to love#and then hinata barreling into his life and loving him like its effortless#UGH ILL DIE#makes me crazy makes me insane#IM HERE he says like it was never too much to ask for#THROWING UP#i hate them i love them im so motherfuckin doomed#kagehina#kghn#hinakage#haikyuu#kageyama tobio#hinata shouyou
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One of my favorite character moments (and the thing that immediately made me love him) for Apollo that I think is so intensely important to understanding him goes way back to Case 2 of Ace Attorney: Apollo Justice.
In that case, Trucy stages a “kidnapping” by using Mr. Hat to distract the court, and when Apollo rushes out into the lobby and sees her safe and sound…
He cries.
He’s so overcome with worry and relief that he cries for a girl he barely knows. A girl who, for all intents and purposes, almost cost him the badge he worked so hard to gain. A girl who focused most of the time they did know each other teasing him and not taking him seriously.
And yet, he cries for her anyway. He sobs, even.
It’s a throwaway moment, likely done for comedic effect, but it really hit me, and Trucy’s immediate earnest response telling Apollo not to cry and then him doubling down with protective rage on her behalf hit it home harder, y’know?
Apollo Justice, at his core, cares. Despite his surly attitude a lot of the time, this is nonetheless a defining trait of his. He cares, so much, and so easily, and we see it firsthand right there as he cries for a near stranger.
(And I also think it’s worth noting that the first time we really, truly see Trucy lower her performance mask and cry herself…it’s to Apollo.)
#apollo justice#trucy wright#ace attorney#rambling hours#actually I can go on and on about these two and their relationship and their characters and how alike and different they are simultaneously#two faves right here frfr#but yeah Apollo crying in case 2 for Trucy made me love him and then he did it AGAIN for Vera at the end of the game#he’s emotional!!!!! he cares!!!!!!! he tries protecting himself with anger and sarcasm but he feels so much it bursts out of him anyway#oh mannnn the way he and Trucy are parallels in certain regards#the way they both latch on to people so quickly and with everything they are#the way both pretend they DONT care in different ways when they very much do#their abandonment issues and inherent abilities do NOT mix well with how much they care for those around them#Apollo gets by through pushing people away or keeping them at arms length#and it’s notable that he only willingly lets people close when those people are hurting (ie clay)#Trucy meanwhile is the opposite in that she brings EVERYONE into her sphere#and in doing so keeps them at the same arms length away that Apollo does#they’re so interesting to think about I love them dearlyyyyy#I LOVE inherently lonely characters#gramarye family stays the most interesting family to me despite basically all of the older members being Awful in some way#and I would even say they’re cursed in some capacity but u didn’t hear that from me lol#also side note but turnabout corner is GOOD actually
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Y'ALL I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE I NEED MORE YANDERE CALEB I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE HIS RIPPED BACK AND ROBOTIC ARM HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR THESE PAST FEW DAYS NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALEB NO THOUGHTS ONLY CALED 😫
#yandere love and deepspace#calebbbbb bbg i need u in my life frfr#yandere x reader#i love him so much it hurts at the same time knowing he's just a fictional character😭#love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb
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Scream - October 14 - word count: 914 - @wolfstarmicrofic (tw: suicidal thoughts)
Remus wasn’t sure if he felt more betrayed, angry, or heartbroken.
What had Sirius been thinking?
A small part of him already knew the answer.
There was a soft knock on the door, and the werewolf tensed. He didn’t want to see anyone right now, especially not Sirius.
The door creaked open anyway, and there he was, standing in the dim light of the hallway.
“Remus,” Sirius’s voice was barely a whisper. “Can I… can we talk?”
The other boy didn’t answer. He couldn’t trust himself to stay calm, to not accidentally hurt anyone.
The noiret stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a quiet click. He looked… wrong.
The confidence that always accompanied him was gone, replaced by something fragile. His eyes, usually bright, were dull and glazed over.
“I’m sorry,” Sirius said, his voice breaking slightly. “I… I didn’t think- ”
“No,” Remus interrupted. “You didn’t. You never think.”
The older boy flinched but didn’t argue. “I know. I just- I didn’t realize it would go that far. I was just trying to scare him, I wasn’t thinking about what it would mean for you.”
“That’s the problem!” the werewolf screamed. “You never think about what your actions mean for anyone else! You put me at risk, Sirius! You exposed me, and for what? To humiliate Snape?”
The dog animagus opened his mouth, but no words came out. He looked… small. Remus had never seen him like this before, so defeated, so tiny.
It wasn’t enough. It didn’t erase what he’d done.
“I could’ve killed him,” the younger boy whispered. “If James hadn’t saved him… if Snape had come any closer to me, I would have killed him, Sirius.”
The words hung in the air.
“I’m sorry,” the noiret said again, his voice barely audible now. “I didn’t mean for it to happen like that. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Remus shook his head, tears stinging his eyes. “But you did.”
Sirius took a step closer, but the dirty blonde recoiled, stepping back until he hit the wall.
“I thought you- I thought you cared about me.”
“I do! Remus, I care about you more than anything. You know that.”
“Do I? Because right now, I’m not sure.”
Sirius’s face crumpled, and for the first time in four years, Remus saw him cry. Silent tears slid down his cheeks, his chest shaking with the effort to hold it all in.
“I didn’t want to hurt you,” Sirius whispered, his voice trembling. “I never wanted to hurt you, Remus. I’m so, so sorry.”
Remus closed his eyes, fighting back his own tears.
He wanted to forgive him, wanted to reach out and pull Sirius into his arms, tell him that it was okay, that they’d get through this.
But he couldn’t. Not yet.
“I can’t do this right now,” Remus whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “I need you to leave.”
Sirius’s breath hitched, but he didn’t argue. He nodded slowly, wiping at his eyes with the back of his hand.
“I’ll go,” he said quietly. “But… please, just…” he trailed off, turning and walking out the door instead.
Remus waited until the door clicked shut before sinking to the floor, his body shaking with silent sobs.
He wasn’t sure if he’d ever be able to look at Sirius the same way again.
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Sirius couldn’t sleep after that night. His thoughts were a whirlwind of regret, guilt gnawing at him with every passing second.
He had hurt the one person he cared about most in the world, and he wasn’t sure if he’d ever be able to fix it.
He had to go- to walk, to do something- to chase, to run, to walkwalkwalkwalk-
He found himself standing on the edge of the Astronomy Tower, staring out at the vast expanse of stars. He wasn’t sure how he had gotten there, but that didn’t matter.
What had he done?
He had always been reckless, always pushing boundaries, but this… this was different. This wasn’t a joke.
This wasn’t something he could brush off. He had nearly destroyed Remus’s life.
He didn’t know if there was any way to come back from that.
Sirius took a shaky breath, the weight of his actions pressing down on him. He had ruined everything.
It was all his fault.
He didn’t know how long he stood there, staring out at the sky.
A dark thought whispered in the back of his mind, telling him that maybe… maybe it would be better if he wasn’t here anymore.
Maybe Remus would be better off without him.
The thought terrified him, but at the same time, it felt like the only answer. He had hurt too many people, caused too much damage.
Maybe it was time to stop.
In the quiet of the night, a voice broke through the darkness.
“Sirius.”
He turned slowly, his heart pounding as he saw Remus standing there, his eyes red from crying.
“Don’t,” Remus said softly, stepping closer, his voice trembling. “Don’t you dare.”
Sirius’s breath caught in his throat. “Remus, I-”
“I know you,” Remus whispered, his voice breaking. “I know what you’re thinking. Don’t… don’t leave me, Sirius. Please.”
The desperation in Remus’s voice shattered something inside Sirius. He took a shaky step toward him, and then another, until he was standing right in front of him.
“I’m sorry,” Sirius whispered, tears streaming down his face. “I’m so sorry, Remus.”
“I forgive you,” Remus whispered. “Just… don’t ever do that again.”
@estellethewriter
#real sad ngl#reflects my mental health frfr#tw: sucidal thoughts#emi writes sometimes#remus and sirius#remus john lupin#remus loves sirius#remus lupin#remus lupin x sirius black#remus x sirius#sirius black x remus lupin#sirius loves remus#sirius orion black#sirius and regulus#sirius black#moony x padfoot#the marauders#marauders era#marauders fanfic#moony#the prank#marauders angst#wolfstar angst#angst#hurt/comfort#harry potter marauders#hp marauders#marauders#marauders fandom#marauders fic
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I just listened to drb AAHHH… AAAHH….. IT’S SO GOOD….. the combo live action and cg is amazing the cg is so flawless??? THE WOMEN GETTING A VERSE??? THE HARMONIES????? AND YOU CAN HEAR HOW MUCH THEY’VE IMPROVED ON THEIR RAPPING OVER THE YEARS AAAHHH AHHHHH I MIGHT EXPLODE FROM JOY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m so emotional 🥺😭 I need to rewatch a million times
LIKE!!!!!!! like!!!!!!! the moment the ichirap hit it was like so much more grounded of a performance and it felt more ichiro and that’s how you knew it was re-recorded god i was losing my mind like old bb seiyuu lore lol but amasaki-san actually initially voiced saburo with a deeper tenor, that’s why the og bb intro in drb sounds so deep, he and ishiya-san have similar tenors, so to differentiate from jiro, he pitched saburo higher but that was never reflected in drb uNTIL NOW THE SEIYUU HAVE GROWN INTO THEIR CHARACTERS AND THEIR CHARACTERS STYLE OF RAP THIS IS SUCH A LOVE LETTER TO EVERYONE INVOLVED IN HYPMIC BRO ITS SO GREAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#vee got an ask#i sometimes feel like i love hypmic so much it renders me unable to function LOL#like if i could claw my heart out of my chest to give it to hypmic GOOD it hurts all the time bc of this franchise 😭😭😭😭😭#like it’s the amount of care and passion that makes ME want to return that energy LOL#anyway i also started crying at samatoki LOL#like the blazing heat in the og vs the tempered heat in the new one is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH#and that flow too that’s asanuma-san’s years of experience performing this song now in studio form ITS GREAT#shiraimu’s current ramuda instead of that lower pitched ramuda!!!!!!!!#BAD ASS TEMPLE OOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUGHGHHGFFFFFGFGFD GB FFADLSAAHKJDADJK#LIKE I HAVE THEORY THEM SINGING BATFS CHANGED HOW THEY DO THEIR CHARACTER RAP AND ITS NICE TO HEAR THEIR GROWTH AS WELL#HAYAMA SAN ROLLING THOSE RRRRRRRRS THAT PEAK PITCH SAKAKIHARA SAN DOES NOWADAYS#HITOYAS POWER VOCALSSSSSSSSSSSSS THE GRUFFNESS TAKEUCHI SAN GIVES HITOYA AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH#GOD BLESS THE NEW DRB FRFR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Day 5‼️‼️ His empire outfit!!
Prefect silver im watching your mission bruh why you tryin not to laugh bruh thats disrespectful as shit
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Charles had a puppet show!!!!
(Evil smile)
I’m already betting that Charles use to use poppet to make Rich laugh or bug him when he wants to see his husband smile when rich was grumpy 😂
Oh absolutely, he did! Silly is as silly does.
#they are literally everything to me#orange and blue gays frfr#well I guess it’s more orange and yellow now huh#gruff man with a heart of gold and the one who sees beauty in the most mundane things every#tbh they balance out each other super well#Charles helps Rich see more beauty in life and find the lighter side of the shittiest things#and Rich helps Charles slow down so he doesn’t hurt himself or others in his enthusiasm or lack of self awareness#(it’s the tism)#phrart#art#ask phrog#the three d’s#rich poppy playtime#Charles poppy playtime#poppet spring#poppy playtime#dogday#(technically not?? but also Rich is Dogday here so idk)
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Haru the mother you are !!
#ngl almost teared up SKSKKSKSK He is so pookie#I think he could fix me frfr#literally and metaphorically at this point SKSKSKS#also why is the love bird always around the ships? 👀 sus I think it’s trying to tell us something guys#WHEN I CATCH YOU TAIGA WHEN I CATCH YOU#IF THIS MAN HURTS PEEKABOO I WILL END HIS WHOLE CAREER I SWEAR#Oh I am gonna be so annoying the next chapter you guys going into my hater era#Aldo what happened to Sho’s silly romantic side story let’s go back to that fuck sinostra take me back to the real story#haru#tokyo debunker
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Just shoot me. That would be a mercy kill atp.
#I'm ao not ok about this quest and about Them in general#it hurts all over please send help#star crossed lovers frfr#lumither#aelumi#travelercest#genshin impact#genshincest#proship#genshin impact spoilers
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I want him
Even when he was a shimmer addict I wanted him
Please I just wanna hold him and let him cry
#art#help#im sad rn#idk what tags to use#arcane#arcane fanart#huck#huck arcane#hes my babygirl#he’s so silly#he’s so cute#and pretty#i want to hold him#and let him cry in my arms#I want to braid his hair#and play with it#he’s so touch starved#like me#kinda hurts fr#he’s so pretty#he’s so babygirl#and beautiful#he’s so beautiful#i want to hug him#touch starved#me frfr#I also want to peg him#what who said that#not me#I never said ANYTHING
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Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it (I don't but I love festive fervour), here's some tddk for you <3
"It's a mistletoe."
Izuku looked up and felt a laugh bubble in his throat. A sad looking branch of a pine tree was hanging loosely on the tree, clearly hanging on only because of how tightly the other leaves were woven and because of the thick blanket of snow on them.
"That's not even the plant, love."
"Mmn," hummed Shouto, noncommittally. "It's leaf enough."
Izuku laughed louder. "It's a dead branch trying to hold on for dear life! It's clearly not 'leaf enough'."
Shouto placed his hands on Izuku's hips, slowly wounding them tighter around his waist. "But I want to kiss you," Shouto said, much like a petulant child, and Izuku had to bite his lip to not show just how wide he was smiling at Shouto's antics.
Shouto lifted his hand to brush his thumb against Izuku's lips. "I want to see your smile," Shouto whispered into the breeze. Izuku felt his smile widen.
"Well, I suppose it is leaf enough." Izuku said, playing along, and placing his arms around Shouto's shoulders. Shouto closed his eyes, letting his forehead press against Izuku's, and Izuku revelled in just how at ease Shouto looked in his embrace in the middle of a snowy night.
Izuku pressed his lips against Shouto's, enjoying the warm press of lips against his when Shouto immediately pulled him even closer, and tangled his hand in Izuku's curls.
Shouto nipped his bottom lip with his teeth, pulling at it and letting out a soft sigh. Izuku tilted his head more, searching for an even better angle, deepening the kiss.
They broke apart a few seconds later, soft pants turning into vapour in the air. Shouto had a lovestruck smile on his face, but Izuku was sure his was even more dopey.
"Hi," Izuku whispered.
"Hi," Shouto replied, in the same breathless tone.
Izuku grinned. "Merry Christmas."
#tododeku#this was supposed to be a full blown fic but :((#i have an exam this sunday so 😔#they give me cavities frfr#todoizu#midoriya izuku#my hero academia#tddk#shouto todoroki#tododeku oneshot#writing#nive writes#my head hurts ill do chem now#oo also i like this format of using pucs and all maybe ill start doing that#if im not lazy
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AHHHHH HI FINNIE FIN 🥹🫶🏾💝💗💝💘💕💖‼️‼️‼️
Thank you so much for this ask…I actually REALLY needed a hug rn…this week has been stressful 😬…
Again, really appreciate it. I promise to DM you when life isn’t so…hectic ☺️🩷!!! I kinda just need to figure myself out rn
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#THE KING IS HERE YOU GUYS🫶🏾‼️‼️‼️#The OP frfr#Mootie patootie ♡#Finnie Fin ♡#Hope your day/week/month has been going good or okay-ish!!’#I saw your post a couple days ago abt being worried for ur moots and I just wanted to make sure ur okay bc AUGHHH I feel you bro 💔💔💔#There is too much hate in this world and some people yk are EXPERIENCING that hurt and theres nothing you can do to help…#Trust me..I get it 🤝🏾💗#You can’t FIX everyone’s problems and issues but you can try helping#That’s the best anyone can ask of you ☺️#RAUGH SORRY FOR RANTING JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW IM HERE FOR U IF YOU NEED ANYTHING 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
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Man, its wild kinda-kinning Sun Wukong (from the original jttw novel)
What i mean is, Wukong before he got stuck under a mountain was actually a LOT like me as a kid…. I have since grown up and am a much different person, but sometimes its like shoot, thanks mom for raising me right bc look at what I couldve become 😭
#wukong pre mountain: understandable. a little justified even#wukong post mountain: can only feel dopamine from massacre. a true menace#but frfr he was just like me#i too had a lot of energy and funneled it into random things#i too was joyous yet easily angered#(especially for some reason when i was hurt. i had fight response not flight response)#i too loved to play and joke around (and sometimes take it too far- like the time the cops were called bc i was too good at hide and seek)#i too was an eager learner#i too loved nature and was v protective of it#i too tried to take on new responsibilities and was desperate for respect#yet i too only wanted to play outside and keep my friends happy#i too did not understand social cues#i too would’ve flipped out if i learned i had been appointed to heaven but it was actually the lowest rank with a degrading title#i got upset when i learned my bible study teacher had been using the simplified version for me instead of the real deal#i feel you wukong#crazy to know if my life were worse i would become a wanted woman tho#like bro#his criminal record is probably longer than the number of minutes ive been alive#jttw#journey to the west#jttw wukong#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#my kin
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MSS snip-its
#all TW for whatever i post will be added dont worry#MSS#transformers#actually autistic#help#lgbtq#ao3 writer#transformers fanfiction#ao3#i hurt jazz so bad lol#shockwave#jazz transformers#jazzprowl#tf jazz#they are cats i mean it so bad frfr#minor oc in the first option#second one is gonna be the most triggering one just to let yall know#silly little guys#tf prowl#prowl/jazz#prowl#transformers prowl#let me know what yall wanna see ig
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I understand why fit viewers are upset that what fit meant as a joke is being taken seriously, but like Tubbo didn’t know that. This is miscommunication the musical!!!! What the hell is Tubbo supposed to think when fit pulls foolish aside and asks if he really wants to work with tubbo? Like that seems really serious and genuine, especially bc he had to evesdrop to hear it! Like it’s really not that deep but to qtubbo it is.
I genuinely don’t think anyone is wanting fit dead or upset with him as a character (aside from not reaching out but that’s on qtubbo too), we just take things how qtubbo takes them and qtubbo overhearing someone asking if they actually want to be his friend while he’s already insecure is hurtful.
Not everything is negative about another character, we can be angsty and say how much we wish fit would reach out and be upset over what he’s saying while still liking him and understanding that the comment was meant to be jokier then how people took it. People view characters how the characters view characters, qtubbo was hurt so we’re hurt. Fit was joking so the huevos don’t see a problem. We all gotta understand that we come from different understandings and that’s okay!!!
#why can’t we be a bit dramatic sometimes#we know our pov like other people know their streamers pov#we all are biased#there’s also so much that goes into Tubbo taking it the way he does#like sometimes you take a joke as a jab because of the history you have#Tubbo and sunny already are i secure with their relationship with morning crew#they don’t think they’re part of the family#so even a joke like that would be hurtful#like even if he took it as a joke fit is joking about his insecurities#and fit just doesn’t understand that! and that’s okay!#no one on this damn server actually talks to each other so no one would understand the main issues!!!!#this isn’t targeted I just saw some people getting upset on Twitter and wanted to share my thoughts btw#I love the fit viewers#y’all are my second favorite chat frfr#tubbo#qsmp tubbo#qsmp fitmc#fitmc#qsmp
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