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carnage-cathedral · 2 months ago

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congratulations on perpetuating abuse tactics and reopening trauma wounds I've had since before I can remember, you fuck

#I'm a monster and I run myself ragged trying to be a good person #because if I'm good and nice people will stop hurting me #but that's not true #so i try to only trust people who say they're victims too #but they just turn on me #so I try to only be friends with pets and stuffed animals #but they're taken away from me or killed in front of me #so what was the point of any of it #it goes like this forever and ever #and the people who hurt me always win and live happily ever after #and i just get to feel stupid and have to try to learn how to hide myself better #be better be nicer be more compliant and agreeable and docile and malleable #until I'm not even me #I'll be whatever you want if you just stop hurting me

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tubbytarchia · 10 months ago

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Missed drawing these two too

Bonuses

#rendoc #still thinking about them a lot #always #hermitshipping #sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines #this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth #or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy #whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!!#I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry #Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol #idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure #hermitblr #tubby art

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mimimar · 4 months ago

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i've been completely charmed by witch hat atelier♡

(art prints)

#witch hat atelier #guys... i had been meaning to read this for so long and i'm so mad that it took me forever to start #but omg i'm SO glad to be finally here now😭😭😭💖💖💖#this story is so special😭😭🥺🥺 i love everything about it so much #found family+queer+fantasy are my top 3 story themes ever it's like this manga was made for me... plus the old fairytale art style omg #every page is stunning... genuinely some of the most beautiful art i've seen in my life #consistently spectacular composition & gorgeous character design throughout the entire thing it's so amazing #shirahama kamome is incredible the work she's doing here is seriously amazing on every level #the story is so good and deep and heartfelt and the bond between the 6 main characters is my favorite thing ever😭 that's a family!!!!!!#it's a masterpiece i'm so serious please go buy it and read it. if you like the same things as me you're going to love it #i'm so excited to see where the story goes next and to watch the anime next year🥹🥹#witch hat atelier fanart #qifrey #coco #qifrey witch hat atelier #coco witch hat atelier #wha #wha fanart #illo #illustration #artists on tumblr #green #blue #atelier of witch hat

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yeehawpim · 1 year ago

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What is the will of a god to my hunger?

If you dare reach between my jaws trying to wrench Companionship and Happiness and Life from them, I will bite off your hand and swallow both.

Continuation of this au I have no name for lol

#dimension 20 #aabria iyengar #the ravening war #karna solara #colin provolone #raphaniel charlock #d20 fanart #trw #my art #my comic #im not sure exactly how this au goes but ive had this bit stuck in my head for forever #ever since i read some of aabria's tags like months ago #had fun playing with colours. i thought it might actually add more if i made them vibrant to emphasize being Alive haha #and yknow the red being a fight for her to someday grow up

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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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Wearing your boyfriend's jacket

#for the anon asking who would wear it #any one of my characters WOULD wear it #its just a matter of how...#you dont understand my passion for fashion and what this means ok #it means an article of clothing is not about the clothing at all #its about how it fits and what it goes with and how you choose to wear it #a shirt is not just a shirt its a part of a whole...#I'm so passionate about this... it doesnt really show in my comics but thats mostly cause. there is only so much time I can devote to thing #anyways #adam is able to make anything look good #and steve is able to make anything seem like hes owned it for 10 years #they can both wear anything but in extremely different ways...#anyways this was a nice little break #its been hard HAHAHAHHA not gonna lie having an extremely rough time #I so so so do not want to return working for webtoon #I need you to know I am ONLY doing this for my readers #because I could use more time. I could use forever away from webtoon #but. I want to see the comic through! and so I will.#I'm so tired of them...#and also still frustrated by people being like 'is this ever coming back' and all that #but its fine. its coming back I'm working on it...#and its good.. its gonna be so good......#time and time again #ttawebcomic #adam and steve #sketch #I JUST REALIZED I SAID ANON...#I MEANT ASK #my brain just calls all asks anon

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shootingstareon · 27 days ago

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and in that dying summer heat, you took my hand and smiled

separate and blur/textless version!

#pokemon #kieran #trainer florian #sghr #trainer kieran #rival kieran #candyappleshipping #pokemon sv #hrsg #teal mask #art #pokemon scarlet and violet #tealmaskshipping #スグハル #ハルスグ #smiffling #THEY MAKE ME ILLLLLLLLLLLL UEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUAWAWAWAWAWAWAWAWWAWAWAWAWA #lyrics from… aun no beats… the song is them guys trust me…#if I wasn’t laze we could be having a banger sghr aun no beats animatic rn but unfortunately I’m me so this is all we get :(((#AAARRGHGHGHGHHGHHGH THEY MAKE ME NEED TO DRINK CEMENT #to me-!!! one of my fav parts of sghr is!!! the entire teal mask portion up until where we meet ogerpon for the 1st time and shit goes DOWN #it’s kind of beautiful-! the naivety and innocence of youth- meeting and falling in love as summer ends-#the pure happiness-thinking youve gotten everything in the world-thinking youll be just fine like this forever-as long as youre by his side #thinking you’re the happiest you’ve ever been-making precious memories with someone you’ll surely (yes?surely.) love forever #only for everything to suddenly crash-the illusion of being saved shattering in an instant-a straight dive from the top #im delusional and insane.sorry #I dunno with the values and colours on this one my overlay layers have betrayed me. who gaf anymore

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bingqiv · 1 year ago

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the thing is that if ten met missy for even a split second he’d literally drop everything and everyone to literally travel the stars with her. like it’s literally canon that all he wanted was to travel with simms!master before his death and to be handed a master who not only wants to travel but is trying to be good. he’d be so fucking feral about it.

#ya’ll know he’d drop rose in an instant for a master who wants to travel and be good #like this is his oldest friend in the universe the only person he’s ever met who’s even remotely like him #then they’d travel together forever - the only companion who’s ever been able to keep up with them #doctor who #tenth doctor #the master #thoschei #dw #missy #this also goes to the 9th doctor to an extent but they’d proper just waylaid each other into being more fucked up which 👀👀

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vanhelsingapologist · 5 months ago

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sing the song of sixpence that goes

“burn the witch.”

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Um um um this is my new pc for a little game I may be in next year, run by my partner. She is a blood cleric. In other words: I will be back in the fucking building.

I will expand on her later but here’s some alt.

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saturnaous · 1 month ago

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I don’t like ingo and emmet at all. does anybody wanna hit them with trains together

#rubs my brain. what was I gonna say.#OH. I got a book about trains from the library yesterday. it's actually a lot of fun to read about #ingo and emmet are you proud of me?#submas #submas emmet #submas ingo #subway bosses #subway boss emmet #lou is an artist #spenxer lou art #ingo is only in one of these. so he doesn't get more than one tag. sorry gogo. ily.#scratches head. shrug emoji. a lot of doodles I do pertain to the fanfic that's in the works. if you like Emmet goes to Hisui fics then.#keep an ear out perhaps? Emmet is gonna beat the shit out of melli. though later. but he will. big fan of Emmet #he is scared and tired forever and ever and ever and I like him a lot. he is so stressed #again o7 if I fucked up something with the alt desc PLEASEEEE tell me I would greatly appreciate the corrections

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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in his and davrin's banters, lucanis exhibits a certain little shit energy I don't think we see him have with anyone else other than illario and honestly I am living for this

#dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #davrin #also that's really interesting. with illario it's clearly not ever meant to wound but it serves a similar function of 'hey fuck off'#they have that friendly insult game going that veils some real resentments and conflicts that perhaps. should have been dealt with #considering that you could hardly find two people less alike in fundamental character than davrin and illario... fascinating #I suppose both of them push past lines of comfort and don't really let up at subtler signals to back off #(illario to needle and davrin mostly because he's that straightforward I think haha)#but the sheer viciousness with which lucanis responds makes me think there could mayhaps be some resentment with that dynamic #that he won't let out with illario himself b/c he has so few interpersonal relationships and wouldn't risk disrupting one #even when illario is getting up to some Shit even outside of the whole betrayal thing #and davrin is sooo uninterested in doing anything but call 'em as he sees 'em and it's glorious haha #it also means that I think lucanis is more honest in those banters than he is with anyone else I've seen #including the fact that he's mad and that the ossuary really did suck that bad actually #with bellara he's like 'don't worry about me I'm fine *thousand yard stare*' and with davrin he goes 'yeah I'm haunted forever by it.#does that satisfy your curiosity' lmao. and then they're just trading barely veiled death threats for a while #davrin is confrontational but he's also a safe person to be angry with b/c I think at the end of the day he is also fair #many thoughts. all the time. all veilguard up in my neurons 24/7

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lesbiangiratina · 1 year ago

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Transparent edit of what i think might be the most important manga testament image.

#a memaiso original. they did a lot of great testaments they shouldve been allowed to make a full volume of testaments.#my icon is from the testament chapter they did. i like it i wish they did 1 million more #so cute. so cute forever and ever #the kat goes meow #gg #testament tag

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m0e-ru · 5 months ago

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and then you hear that stupid piano's fucking tremolo or something

#persona 4 #p4 #gsa sl au #moel gas station attendant #⛽️🌫#tohru adachi #arttag #boot.tingting #// the caption is about a sky full of stars aka the theme you hear when you go outside #// telling nanachan sweetie i need to beef up my social links and i walk out that door and the piano goes brrrrowwww wooooowwwww #// yknow there isnt any music when it rains in game actualy but i like to think a muffled or gentler remix of the track plays when its rain #// and then the music is gone again when soujifucks up the attendant sl or something . who knows #// whatever i dont want to make a dissertation on video game souintrack right now. here;s friendship forever and ever and ever and ever and

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kurthummeldeservesbetter · 1 month ago

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To me (because I like making myself suffer) there are 2 other types of universes where Jayce and Viktor make hextech. If Viktor is always the mage, able to go to all universes where Jayce gets stuck in that blizzard with his mom, maybe he doesn't exactly know how that particular universe ends and is just searching for the exact one Jayce (and also Ekko) can save.

Viktor dies before Jayce can save (also doom) him with the hexcore. Maybe it's before the explosion, maybe he dies with Sky, maybe he just goes to bed and doesn't wake up. Jayce deals with this however you interpret. Maybe he goes crazy and destroys universes trying to find a healthy Viktor who won't die before their dream can be fully lived. Maybe he intentionally creates The Machine Herald this time. Maybe he stops inventing and just. Becomes a loner.

They are able to create hextech without any death/damage at all. Maybe Jayce and Viktor (who could find out about it before Jayce's place is robbed) and discover it's potential somewhere else. Maybe they start in Zaun and end up improving the lives of everyone there that Silco and Vander reconnect, Powder and VI stay sisters, everyone stays alive. Maybe Viktor is able to find a cure for his illness (and therefore find no need to experiment, since the fear of death will no longer control him.)

#to me they also have their own ep 7 universe #in that one they could be academy students together where there isnt magic or the arcane #or maybe they meet as kids in a zaun and piltover that never had conflict and they grow up together #maybe theyre store owners who fix things and create toys #idk im sad now #arcane #arcane spoilers #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayvik #now that i think about it I would love a season where its Jayce that goes mad like in ep7 #like hes haunted forever by his partner he couldnt save and this time his partner is just dead and not the harbinger of arcane mindmeld #haunted by this idealized version of viktor who could do no wrong and only ever wanted to help people #and everyone else around jayce wants him to make weapons aka the very thing viktor did not want so hes like you want weapons #turns himself into literally the worst version of the defender of tomorrow #dooms his own universe because if jayce cant save viktor then no one else deserves to be saved #aka the inverse of viktor #viktor says i will take everyones choices away to remove pain and suffering and ignoring the fact love and life are the other side of it #jayce is like i will take everyones choices away because the one person who believed in me when i needed it is dead #ouch

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kairithemang0 · 3 months ago

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Man, Curt's got internalized homophobia so bad that for the first 3 months of their relationship he was convinced Owen was straight before Owen had to scream it in his face that he was gay and then Curt spent another 3 months still calling himself straight to Owen's face and Owen's so sick of it like Curt you 2 are actively fucking EVERY TIME YOU SEE EACH OTHER. AND YOU ARE VERY CLEARLY INTO IT. YOU ARE NOT STRAIGHT SIR STOP LYING TO YOURSELF

internalized homophobia agent curt mega ily

#spies are forever #tin can bros #tin can brothers #owen carvour #agent curt mega #curtwen #curt would be like “im not gay” and owen would be like “curt you're actively sucking my dick”#because they're just like that #idk something about curt just being so sure he's not gay for the longest time is interesting to me #even then i don't think he would've ever called himself gay #i don't think curt's very proud of his sexuality he just sorta accepts it even tho he doesn't want to #owen needs to help him get to a place of coping with it #because it's actively harming their relationship and owen's sick of it #because idk this guy who owen likes and who he's got some amount of a relationship with is convinced that not only he's straight but owen i #too #and curt needs to be convinced that both he and owen aren't straight and that that's ok #and i think that never fully goes away until owen is lost #and it's one of the reasons curt leaves owen #he's been with men other than owen for sure #but i do sometimes wonder if owen did feel disposable to curt #he knew curt got over his attempted heterosexuality #but it never felt as tho he embraced the queer side of him #and that if owen was gone he could just live a normal heterosexual life #but that's not the case and then owen dies and for the first time curt truly accepts his sexuality #because owen being gone only makes things worse #because he adores owen as a person and friend #and was genuinely in love with him #and then never fell in love again

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booksandmore · 4 months ago

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i really would not change a single thing about the malec plotline (breakup and all) but sometimes i really do wish we got to see alec date at least one other person yk? and i dont mean that in a pre-cog focing himself to date a woman to hide his sexuality way, i mean in a post-breakup rebound/fling kinda way like i just know the drama would be legendary

#my favourite part is imagining how everyone would react like i do not think ANYONE would see it coming #i think magnus would be the most accepting of it actually. all he wants is alec to be happy and i think that at this point in the story some #part of him deep down doesn’t really think they were ever going to have that sort of demesticity anyway #imagining how robert would react is amusing me greatly #especially because i imagine no one told him abt the breat up(he thinks malec is still together)#bad ending is magnus leaves nyc forever and never goes back even after alec becomes counsul and legalizes gay/downworlder-shadowhunter #marrage. also alec never marries and dies at the tender age of 41 :((#good ending is they get their shit together and get married and adopt their kids!!#but what i really want to know is how alec would react to a new relationship #would he consider it serious? casual? when his partner is being cagy about their past would alec push or leave it be or would he think #it doesn’t matter? because it’s not magnus and let’s be real he’ll never he over magnus #would he let them call him alexander? in the early morning would he forget for one breif second that it wasn’t magnus with him?#would it be a nice respectable shadowhunter boy his age or would it be another powerful imortal downworlder older than literal countries?#i do think alec has a type. unfortunately #rafael sends magnus a gift basket when he founds out<3 #i’ve speant a lot of time thinking about this actually #tsc #tmi #alec lightwood #the shadowhunter chronicles #the mortal instruments

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year ago

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FOR A BEAT OF HEART, THE BREATH IS SHOT. AND WITHIN A BREATH, THE HEART IS CAUGHT. THE PIPES ARE BURSTING, UNDER GREAT STRESS, BOLTS TORN ASUNDER, MAKING A MESS. A FINAL COUGH, A FINAL RETCH, A GOREY SLOUGH, CLAIMED BY WRETCH.

#cw gore #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #chip jrwi #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #I LLOOOVE POETRYYY I LOVE MAKING WORDS RHYME IN STRANGE WAYS AND DESCRIBING VISCERA AND VIOLENCE OR WAHTEVER. YKNOW WHAT ELSE I LOVE #CHHHIIIIIIIBBOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL MAAANN WWHAT. WHAT HAPPENED. OH MY GOD. IVE BEEN SAYING FOREVER. I NEEED CHIP TO GET SCARIER.#HE HAS THE POTENTIAL! I KNOW HE DOES! HAUNTED BOY WITH THE HAUNTED EYES WHAT TRAUMAS HAVE YOU SEEN? AND WERE THEY YOUR FAULT? THINK ABOUT I #EVERY FAMILY HAS CRUMBLED AROUND HIM. HIS BIRTH FAMILY CRUMBLED BEFORE HE KNEW IT. HIS SECOND FAMILY DROWNED. THIRD BURNED TO THE GROUND #AND SHALL THIS NEXT FAMILY JOIN THEM? CHIIIIP YOU UNFORTUNATE BOY YOU HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH CALAMITY #YOU ARE CALAMITY BOYYY AHAHAHAHA DONT YOU SEEE!! ZOMBIFIED AND DEAD. TRUELY MORE HAUNTED THAN EVER BEFORE. THIS WILL BE FUN #THE FIRE HURTS WHEN IT BURNS TOO LONG. BUT NOW YOUR NERVES ARE DEAD AND YOUR MIND IS FREE. BURN THIS CORPSE AS YOU WISH TO GET WHAT YOU WAN #CHIP IS NOT THE FIRE HE IS THE MATCH. I LOVE THAT IDEA SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF IT. OHHH AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE CORRUPTION #bizly mentioned that chip wants to be a good captain. in his most corrupted state however. he would be the BEST captain..#thAT DOESNT MEAn hes gonna just suddenly be all controlling. the BEST captain keeps his crew safe. keeps them together. keeps them alive.#and chip is doing just that! he doesnt need to stop being a good captain just bc of the corruption! he just needs to be the BEST CAPTAIN #AND THATS SUBJECTIVE BABY!! im so excited to see where chips zombie arc goes. neeeed him to get scarier and just a little more fucked up.#neEED HIM TO PERFORM ABHORANT ACTIONS THAT HAVE JAY N GILL GOING ' dude woah what the fuck...'#RIGHT I SHOULD TALK ABT MY ART TOO. this one took TOO LONGGGstarted out witha sketch how did it end up like this...#the heart and the blood KILLED ME. LOOK AT MY RENDERING LIKE HWAAATT #better not see any more mistakes after i post this.... i cant fight withit anymore....STILL RLY PROUD THO..#I WAnted to make it visually LOOK like the grossest vomiting sound possible #i want it to make your throat feel uncomfortable. am i achieving that? i hope i am. thats tubes dude!!! like cmahn!

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