#it fell apart so fAST

[ahlaway]

Tubbo: so we are going to build a SECRET bunker that is going to be a SECRET from EVERYONE. Ramon: failed step one

[hollis-art]

*slaps roof of trill oc* this bad boy can fit so much angst in it

character who was destined to change in an irreversible way + character who can't handle change....

oh and also here's some new character references i made for Kebir and their other family members

i love them so much, your honor

[kaeyachi]

Kaeya had always been an efficient and hard-working individual (he had to be to support Diluc in the background as his brother rose thru the ranks after all).

He has so much free time because he completes all his work way ahead of schedule. And if he still has enough time, he adds more to the workload in secret.

And once all of that was done and over with, he makes time for everyone. He has to. He feels as if every moment has to be given to someone else.

No one knows how he does it. No one has to know.

Every mission has a dozen strategies in line, and every battle plan is made with efficiency in mind. His perfect record will not be tarnished. He can't risk it (even if it baffles others that he would willingly activate a ruin guard just to prevent a failed mission. Jean disagrees with his methods, but Kaeya can say that the results say otherwise)

He needs to be quick.

Efficient.

Perfect.

And so he comes and goes like the wind.

Kaeya values time because he knew every second counted. He can't just stand there as if he were frozen. Time could run out in an instant.

Kaeya had only been late once his entire life.

He'd rather he never be late ever again.

It took one day of being of being imperfect for everything to fall apart. On that tragic day...had he gotten there on time... then maybe...

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" Come on, let's get moving, traveler. We're not frozen in place after all. " Kaeya teasingly says. He stiffles a giggle at the traveler's exhasperated sigh.

"Yeah yeah, we've heard enough of you calling us a slacker. Can't you be a bit more patient?" Paimon whines at him.

Kaeya snorts, but acquiesces, hiding the shaking of his hands at the thought of being idle.

He imagines hearing a clock ticking.

Kaeya knows that that is his own problem. He tries his hardest to relax as he waits for the traveler to finish whatever they're making on the alchemy table because, seriously, it is supposed to be a relaxing day. There's nothing major going on, and his schedule is once again empty as intended. What's the hurry?

Kaeya taps his foot on the ground as he waits. He wishes he could take his own damn advice when he tells others to relax.

[wendiz]

I've only posted about it on insta (for some reason) but both of my 2005s with damaged beaks have YUYU beaks now! 💗💕💗

[eleanorenchanted]

I thought everyone would end up leaving me.

[iamthepulta]

I have half of chapter 32, but the next half just isn't coming. I think it has more to do with not having the time or space to breathe and work than not having the inspiration, but I'm frustrated.

My advisor just mentioned another abstract and another conference. I have a review essay due on that paper I mentioned where I'd like to blow up some of their talking points; I have a presentation in a few months, which is nice, except I haven't done any of the natural mineral research to back up my conclusions. And I still haven't touched my historical work.

In the meantime I'm answering mundane start-of-the-semester logistic questions and pestering people for natural samples. I was supposed to contact this guy to plan an event but ghosted him on accident and now it's too late so I feel guilty about that. I have to send a professor a news article link with questions because I don't know anything about Nickel Laterite leaching but I'm curious. I have to make a list to get the samples from storage because they're not my samples, and ask the professor if I can chip bits out of them.

[callixton]

tbh i keep getting reminded of when i was So close to being in a polycule w five people i loved and like. i still miss it it kinda hurts

[barbieaiden]

she got bigger but never lost the confused stare

[erobret]

😔

[blujayonthewing]

thinking very seriously about the impact of various small quality of life differences between multiple mostly-new used cars as if my most beloved of the three cars I've ever owned was not a twenty year old assemblage of rust and Deeply Worrying Sounds the size of an acorn squash

[visterical]

she is so dear to me. she is going to kill me by the time the model is done though I think I had to fiddle with her hair so much and I haven’t even gotten to filling out the rest of like. anything......... definitely a very on/off project

[alluralater]

Been thinking of you sweetheart 🥾 I will get back to your message as soon as I can. Hope you're okay

you’re so sweet ughhshsjsjwkwjsh. i hope all is well with you <3 i’m actually really really good. made some HUGE decisions for the betterment of my life going forward and the universe gave me a million signs yesterday that they were all the right choices to make :) i feel really good and excited for the future

[silverselfshippingchaos]

So... It's officially been one year since I day I caught feelings for K.yohei!

[karofsky]

Hrhhrhehfjfhfjdjkdjfjd

[therealvalkyrie]

got new basic white sneaks bc my old ones r literally falling apart at the seams and a) they’re so fuckin stiff omgod and b) they’re so white it’s literally blinding!!! my feet r a driving hazard, I feel like it’s illegal for me to own shoes this white

[larnax]

im so fucking tired of apppintments and phone calls im going to kill us both