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MORE THAN ANYTHING - REPRISE ↳ from Hazbin Hotel Season One (2024): 1x08 - "The Show Must Go On"
#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie#hazbin vaggie#chaggie#hazbin charlie#KILL ME KILL ME NOW ACTUALLY LOOK AT THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHERRRRRRRRRRRR#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#the fact that they integrated the familial love song into a romantic love song makes me think.... makes me THINK THAT THIS TUNE#can be the ''Main'' Theme for the rest of the show. PLEASE tell me im guessing right i will literally die it can apply to SO MANY SITUATION#more family love. more romantic love. more platonic love. more of ANYTHING ELSE. scenes with any flavor of affection and connection.#IT CAN BECOME THE THEME OF THE CONNECTION FOUND BY THESE WAYWARD SOULS AND THE UNIQUE BOND THEY'VE COME TO FORM#*slams hands on table* THEY CAN ALSO BE EVIL AND USE A SLOWED DOWN VERSION AS A SAD SONG!!!!!!!!! WHEN A CONNECTION IS BROKEN!#WHEN A FRIENDSHIP IS LOST OR CALLED INTO JEOPARDY! WHEN A TIE BETWEEN CHARACTERS IS SEVERED#BY EITHER CHOICE OR TRAGEDY.#THEY CAN PLAY A DRAMATIC ORCHESTRAL VERSION WHEN SOMEONE STEPS IN DRAMATICALLY TO SAVE THEIR FRIENDS. AAAAAAAHHHH!!!#FUCK ME UP!!!!!! JUST FUCK ME UP!!!!#my videos#music vids: s1#song: more than anything (reprise)
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Artemis Fowl - Alex Rider Crossover #40
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#alexmis comic#artemis fowl fairies#sorry I had to rant#I wish eoin did more worldbuilding with the fairies themselves and or fairy society because#what do you mean they just live underground now#there's gotta be consequences to that and I wanna know more#Im PRAYING these images load right because tumblr is just broken for me#pls lmk if it's not working ahu#crying#lilli frond goes on a rant#fairy council#artemis fowl haven society#omgee opal koboi mention#opal koboi#lili frond
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MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE
#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei#im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward#AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB#also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore#like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished#i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line#this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired#hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body#me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right#but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence*#before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues#and i was just like ya….i know 😭#its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb#its probably both im ngl#the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean#and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey#using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out#also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack#now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time#three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time
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the idea of rio and agatha having a messy, early on breakup that doesn’t have to do with later actual tragic events appeals so much to me. like the idea of agatha knowing that rio is a cosmic, powerful, terrifying entity and still stomping on her heart on purpose. and it just makes rio more attracted to her because she has never had something slip away from her grasp before
#woman who just does bland routine her entire existence learns of The Chase#this doesn’t mean i don’t love their actual tragic breakup#i just think like what if younger agatha was such a lady killer she just was like okay im bored let’s break up with her and see what happens#or maybe she doesn’t know she’s death but knows she is insanely#deeply dangerous#but it doesn’t matter because she’s a traveler#and she’s decided well now i feel like fleeing the country#imagine her shock when she kills another coven#and omg! theres her ex again#agatha is such a leave first to not get her heart broken#she feels the tug of emotional connection and uproots everything instantly#so its just kind of interesting to explore#that despite her running away#rio will always chase her#and at some point she realizes she can’t keep herself from knowing#that rio will always be right there behind her#sickeningly romantic#TOO MANY TAGS SORRY#agatha all along#yap#agatha harkness#agathario#vidahark#rio vidal
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#I'm really heart broken about this...i hope im just being silly and missing all the SD interactions with SD Rook#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#There's such a difference in talking about how we feel about our backgrounds between me (sd) and my Fortune friend versus the others#Like what do you mean your faction knows who you are????? Was that supposed to be an option???#I have over 50 hours already I don't want to start over so my character's background can mean something#ill get over it but right now... BW im sad
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I'm so close...... NY!Hrid is at +9. One more and I can drop the game.... I just love him so much and this alt is so happy and I need it for him...
#fe heroes#hrid#man i was looking back at my hrid art and i wanted to reblog some of it but then im like#mm nah most of my followers have seen it i wont force it upon them again#but i really do love hrid so uh here im so close to being done but i have to grind orbs#because my luck is abysmal right now as i glare at the red he shares with his sister#as i stare at the singular reds that drain my orbs just a bit faster than multiple reds#i mean GRANTED im at least GETTING reds but still#wild to me that i pulled a ny unit on his banner as a four star special after pulling her on her rerun banner#like i didnt already have her .... and it wasnt a red#so at least my pity wasnt broken by it but still wild that i pulled a ny rerun hero on a ny rerun banner that wasnt hers#i think i actually traded a couple of ny!gunns for feathers previously bc i keep pulling her instead of hrid#this alt is so much fun and i love it for him he deserves it ! since is doesnt want to acknowledge him otherwise#i say as i stare at last years summer banner casually name dropping him to say#wow sure is a shame hrid isnt here with us - maybe he will be next year#let hrid have nice things 2024 challenge
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#things are very touch and go right now#with both of us in a bad place#and still struggling with keeping up with the babies#it's not that they are unreachable#at all#im just in a downswing still and not sleeping normally and not interacting with them as much#and my boyfriend is still deep in grief#fancy seems to be doing better and that's good#things just...suck#we now suddenly have a kitchen sink that does not work properly and a broken dishwasher and the oven has been broken for 2+ years#i need surgery on one foot for sure and it remains to be seen about the other#couldn't sleep last night#bad time
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Unpopular opinion but I don't think Merlin was wrong for not telling Morgana he had magic
#merlin#morgana#Im too tired to go into it right now#but my baby is in a tragedy from the start#and also she was Uthers ward#and it was early on#I know he wanted to help her at some point#but then slash dragon put him off by calling her a witch#andguys I think Im broken by a post I just read about Merlin being doomed by the narrative#and I am not recovering </3
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Okay part 2 of me being normal So basically like. Yall know how faust how that one crouch idle and respect/taunt where he makes flowers appear and they just wither away. And I'm thinking how it's like. Symbolism of life being fleeting. And of people he could've killed, never got to save. A flower basically being a symbol of his failure? I'm gonna allow myself to make a little stretch and say that since purple is usually associated with death (mourning specifically) and flowers are generally associated with girlhood that it's basically a symbol of that little patient he for so many years thought died of his fault? So still a failure, but worse. It also kinda showcases the absurdity of his madness, being that a single death pushed him over the edge, when life like a flower is a fragile thing. But also his kindness. To weep, to reach for a single flower. So fucking normal about this. God I love him.
#guilty gear#guilty gear fanart#guilty gear strive#ggst#gg faust#guilty gear faust#faust gg#its not me without schizoposting a little#just a little tho#i swear im not reading too deep into this#also forgot to mention but the purple flower is broken since start#so it may just be a symbol for how faust is right now (physically)#oh also added rain because. i like moody scenarios.#and probably some more meaning but its late im tired
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WE'RE IN THE HOME STRETCH NOW GAMERS
incase its not clear, anything with the blue shit on it is not yet painted at all yet. margaret's hair will be easier than the other two's because its blurry and its mostly shapes instead of individual hairs. my entire day was spent just painting these idiots' clothes.
also worked on bjs mouth and moustache more. still wanna fix up hawkeye's mouth and eyes a little but thats tomorrows issue, i need rest.
I am very sleepy. i will go to bed at 1 instead of 2 am tonight [no i wont, but i WILL lie down at 1 instead of 2]
tomorrow, we finish. i realize it looks like theres a lot of blue on the screen but you must understand. doing blurry un-detailed things takes less than half of the time it takes to do a small portion of a face. i will persevere
#mash#mash 4077#m*a*s*h#mash fanart#mash art#mashblogging#work in progress#hawkeye pierce#bj hunnicutt#.update#.my art#chapter 2 of the fanfic is well underway. have most of an outline and everything#i do NOT recommend making at least 1000 streaks of hair in between mashing bananas for banana bread#my right wrist is ruined#how ever will i crochet now!!#<-has not crocheted in 4 years#i also am compiling a list of new conspiracies. at least one of which im fairly certain is true#based solely on logic of how the scene happens#like with the broken finger thing in the last one#like its genuinely prolly what happened#godspeed godbless crags fail to trip your feet etc etc smooches#also a click beetle just appeared on me while i was drawing. horrible moment#didnt know what was happening and there was just a lil guy hopping all over me#do not recommend in the slightest 0 stars
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STOP I JUST REALISED THE LAST INTERACTION MINERVA HAD WITH SEVERUS WAS THEIR DUEL 😭😭😭
THE LAST THING SHE SAID TO HIM WAS "COWARD"
THE LAST TIME HE EVER HEARD HER VOICE IT WAS SCREAMING AT HIM IN HATE, CALLING HIM THE THING THAT ABSOLUTELY TEARS HIM WHEN CALLED IT
AND EVEN IF SHE SAID ANYTHING ELSE TO HIM HE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HEAR HER
THE LAST WORD SEVERUS SNAPE HEARD FROM MINVERA MCGONAGALL WAS "COWARD"
#im actually gonna cry right now this is too much#add in that “harmonising with fan but actually-” and its minerva singing a lullaby to severus that he'll never hear and it's heartbreaking#even if things weren't perfect they were still friends#and even when things were broken he still couldn't make himself hurt her#and to think that the last thing she said to him was “coward”#and neither knew that was goodbye#that duel was their goodbye and they didn't even know it#and just imagine minerva learning the truth#but it's too late to say sorry#it's too late for everything#she's too late#severus snape#minerva mcgonagall#harry potter
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alright place your bets folks
#hilda the series#hilda netflix#hilda season 3#hilda s3#personally my money is on vic van gale now after seeing ppl's additions to my post#but i feel like any of the others couldve broken it by accident given the right circumstances ?????#idk maybe they find the Moon Breaking Machine and someone accidentally leans on a switch i dont know. It Could Happen#im looking directly at that weird crystal spire i KNOW its up to something#also lets be honest woodman would if he could just for the chaos
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I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.
Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.
But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.
They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.
They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.
Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.
And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."
And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.
#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted#because its been what? almost four years?#almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost#almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing#and now the spell is broken#but its okay#and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay#april will take to big-sistering them so hard#and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful#(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????)#mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty#(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...)#likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey#(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want)#their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better#its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like#and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again#donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT#but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die#(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is)#(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh)#also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough...#menstruation#tw menstruation#cw menstruation#gemini au#asks#anon#csa implied#cw csa implied
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serious question, are there ANY (wired) headsets made today anymore that have seperated plugs for audio and microphone??
usb ones always cause trouble and the only other ones i can find are those with combined audio+mic into one plug, which i dont have the ports on my PC for.............
i tried looking through adapters but the only ones i can find are those that combine seperate ones, id need the reverse (if thats even possible)
(visualization bc i feel like i am losing my sanity trying to explain what i mean, am i stupid? did i halluzinate the two jack/plug thing???? do only cheap garbage ones have this??? is that one of the gaming chair things??? like oh you want a GAMING headset- that means either combined or usb haHA???)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#issue being that the new headset i bought is usb only and- of course- has a background noise that probably only ppl like me hear#im super sensitive to sound#like i hear bats and dog whistles you arent meant to hear#old headset (not the broken one) has a slight static and trouble with very silent sound which it cuts out#hence i got the newer ones (the now broken one) which didnt have that problem but well .. it broke after little use#new one has a weird beeping chirping in the bg#im so tired#(new one is the razer kraken v3- its usb only and any other plugs they have for other models are the damned combined one)#my computer isnt even that old but i literally cant find a single headset with those plugs seperated when i dont have that port#will i ever find a headset that fucking works with no drawbacks????#(wireless isnt an option bc i hate wireless anything that isnt a controller you can also use wired)#i know it may sound like its not working right but i am 100% certain its one only people like me can even hear#also i got no nerves to try and send anything back to amazon ... for once i bought it there....#or am i just stupid or did i miss some shit that made it standard to just call it differently or sth#like my pc has an audio port at the front and a mic port- two ports#the plugs (jacks???????) i see are the ones that have it in ONE#and i dont have it
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rehyperfixating on a children’s game that came out in 2015, is one of the least popular entries in its series, and has minimal content, the vast majority of which i’ve seen before. the series has been dead for nearly 10 years, nothing has happened recently that would warrant anyone’s returning interest in it, very few of my friends give a shit about this specific game, and those few who played and liked it in the past have no reason to give a shit about it at all right now. i have been coasting through on a playthrough i’ve been doing with a friend who’d never seen the game before and who was kind enough to let me show it to them, but we just beat the game, and after we play the epilogue we will have nothing left to do, and on top of that they really have just been humoring me as they have their own very strong current hyperfixation they would much rather be thinking about. also i am depressed enough right now that literally nothing else except for waiting to play this game with them and playing this game with them and watching them enjoy it at least a little has been able to briefly quiet the constant cacophony in my head screaming how much of a worthless, lazy, constantly-failing miserable excuse for a living person i am and how much better everything would be, especially for myself, if i stopped existing lately. would anyone like to volunteer to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ because i would really like for someone to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ right now
#me.txt#delete ltr#and i like hearing my friends talk about and show me their interests but it isnt enoughhhh its not enough right now to make my head SHUT UP#right now the only thing that can give me energy is a hyperfixation like this#but with enough content and engagement from others to keep subsisting me without hitting a wall#SOMETHING THAT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO DO WHEN YOU CANNOT DRAW OR WRITE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY IS MAKING ANYTHING!!!!! AND YOU CANT MAKE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! ALL YOU CAN DO IS CURL UP AND STARVE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼#immmm so sick of the only thing that makes being alive feel worth it being hyperfixations theres nothing REAL tying me down i cant stand it#because i am!! too broken!!!! to ever achieve any of the things that WOULD give me a real solid tangible reason to keep living!!!!!!#like a stable job!!!! a place of my own!!! a partner whos dedicated to me above everyone else and me to them in return!!!!!!!#a LIFE that isnt just constantly failing over and over and waiting for the shoe to drop and to lose everything all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont have that!!! and i cant have that!!!!! because im too broken to be able to cultivate and maintain it!!!!!#and the only way. to fix myself enough to be able to do so.#would be to HAVE ENOUGH STABILITY THAT ID HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO PUT INTO FIXING MYSELF AND HEALING#i cant fix myself without stability and freedom. and i cant get stability and freedom unless i’m fixed#so it is. literally impossible!!!!!!!#impossible to create my own concrete solid reason to be here.#impossible for me to even create anything to feed the fixations that are my backup reasons.#theres nothing!! nothing!!! i have nothing new to leap to and ive been dwindling for too long and i think i am about to drown#im just waiting for time to tick out. for me to fuck up too badly to come back from one last time and get found out and punished.#and then? theres nothing left. theres literally nothing else left for me
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I've been thinking about the first time Prism got one of her Robots to work the way she wanted after getting kinesium and uh well this was the product of that
#aughh sorry if her hands look off I literally only have a 1 brown for skin tones so i couldn't do her palms properly#i am looking to get a set of like decent skin tones in paint pens but christ it's hard to find#i tried to use my ballpoint pen brown to at least imply the contrast but idk how well that worked#know i wanted to do it but i was limited by my resources sighh#alas...primmy :(....#idk she cares so much about her robots and it just breaks my heart to think about it#she's so gentle with them...like she's wanted to make them real for so long and now she can and she loves that and she loves them and AUGHH#i cannot wait until she meets right robot again in canon you have nooo idea how much i want her to see that bobot again#i think she would cry but um. it's good this time?#she's so special to me im crying dr p ilysm#im like a broken reccord the amount i say it. true though she's excellent :(#ieytd#i expect you to die#[agent moose's art]#roxana prism
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