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heartcircus · 1 day ago

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[gesturing wildly] yesterday derapchu said on stream that it was Vi who messaged zam saying he’d like to talk to him after being revived . and the manhunt begins at 4:30 Not at 4:00 when session normally begins. so surely those 30 minutes are allocated to talking with zam right……..

#saph speaks #im coping so hard right now #maybe the joke about me gambling away all my life savings won’t be a joke some time soon

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happycattail · 10 months ago

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The sendings couldn't have been fake right? right? right? why would they choose Jester of all people to initiate a Sending with Imogen if Jester meant nothing to Imogen and Imogen doesn't know Jester? so it has to be real right right??

#critical role #critical role spoilers #critical role liveblog #imogen temult #jester lavorre #im coping so hard right now #matt please #don't make those sendings fake

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sol-rambles · 2 years ago

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yk what would be an insane turn of events that would probably never happen.

Zam still being teamed with the leviathan/team awesome, it probably wouldn't happen but just imagine that happening....

Poor subz and vi if that was ever a thing, they all trust eachother too much though so I couldn't see it happening.

But a team awesome meeting where they weren't killing eachother and were exposing that zam never left would be so cool

#solglas speaks #princezam #lifesteal smp #im coping so hard right now #it would be abit silly if that was a thing thoigh

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casualavocados · 5 months ago

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Learn from who? Learn from you? You are still a brat. What do you know? You're only three years older. Like you are any better than me. You're 21, and still a virgin. What are you proud of? I think you can't do it.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 06

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #userrain #pdribs #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #*gestures at the caption* this is honestly the funniest argument they could possibly have idfk what to tell you. it's very ai di #meanwhile whatever's going through chen yi's head rn has recently been doused with 'the boss doesnt care abt me like that'#after watching cdy and zml at dinner. like chen yi already knows *before* ep9 & ai dis confession that cdy will never look at him #(the diff. between this scene & ep9's. is him failing in regards to the gang as well in cdy's eyes. he goes from feelings of disappointment #& irritability to complete despair and both times he drinks to cope. bc hes not enough in cdy's eyes in ANY of the ways he wants/hoped)#so honestly the crisis chen yi goes thru right here isnt unfounded at all hes literally dealing w an inadvertent rejection of his feelings #its chaos in his head and ai di is picking at him again and the wine is tilting in his blood and then- 'learn from who? learn from you?'#like what do YOU know about love ai di (WHILE CHEN YI'S PULLING HIM LIKE THAT-) so OF COURSE ai di goes for the deepest dig he can.#'i bet you cant get hard that explains how much of a coward you are'. its ridiculous the ways in which they push each other over the edge #but im ngl im kind of obsessed the way chen yi's tipsy line of thinking 'learn from you?' turned into the action 'fuck it learn from ME'#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO 'LOSE CONTROL' BY TEDDY SWIMS RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. THe most chen yi song pre-ep9

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whats-a-username · 5 days ago

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CSM 187

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Pleasebecontroldevilorbombdevil

OR POWER I JSUT REALIZED

Since there was a theory going around during chap 170 that Denji ate Nayuta…could he barf up her, or the reincarnated control devil? Maybe one of Yoru’s weapons (the nuclear weapons specifically)?

Or, and this is my cope talking, could the reincranated blood devil appear, or (and this is my super cope talking) reze could appear.

#please please i beg #chainsaw man manga #Csm 187 #chainsaw man #its not even funny anymore im coping so hard right now #please please fujimoto not octopus #i beg #denji chainsaw man #csm denji #Boom boom…boooooooom

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el-costae · 2 years ago

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MY JAW HURTS FROM GAPING IT IN SHOCK, IM IN SHOCK, IM SINSHCOK

i have tears on my eyes right now, i have tears, it tastes salty, oh my god im sniffing too, good lord alfred

#alfred f jones #hws hetalia #hws america #im crying #im sobbing so hard right now #this isnt the only thing i sketched today #i drew alfred a lot #coping so hard right now #mouth agape #for real

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scoliosispunk · 1 day ago

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so i saw. sonic 3 last night.

agent stone. agent stone i am so sorry

(full thoughts in the tags. i am so insane im crazy hey fanfiction writers fix this right now please.)

#sonic 3 #sonic movie 3 #sonic movie 3 spoilers #sonic the hedgehog 3 #bro...#idek what to say #agent stone in this movie...#like oh mmy god #this had better be leading up to him being the big bad in the next movie #(and of course it is bc robotnik can't have made metal sonic)#but i just...#they put this man thru so much this movie #THE NARRATIVE WAS JUST SO CRUEL TO HIM WHAT.#“i can't lose you again” said in the most broken tone ever #proceeds to lose him again a mere 20 mins later #im crazy im crazy im crazy #also. the way. stobotnik was like. a genuine important part of the plot here the way they actually took stone seriously for once and the wa #the way his love for robotnik was genuinely like an important part of the. im dying im dead #every time the camera cut back to him during the last part of the movie i was like AAGAHHGSHGDHGAGHHGSGHKGVFKEVKG WHATTHEFUCK #anyways im very ready for him to. go crazy next film #and pick up where robotnik left off and cause chaos and build shit to honor his memory or whatever #bc where the fuck else could metal sonic come from.#main villain stone time. im so ready #he deserves it #(im coping so hard right now)#i need to see this movie again. im buying more tickets as we speak.#im crazy im insane #last thing #stone and shadow's interactions however brief were so.#i love them both

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jils-things · 9 months ago

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to love someone is to heal someone

#~ art #💚 memoryshipping #ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode #anyways ... this is a little personal to me #especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now #today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even #i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore #its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later #and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing #i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness #my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately #i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again #but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass #rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me #who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd #ahh anyway

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ghost-bard · 1 year ago

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I start to drift off, finally getting some sleep

And then

I have one singular thought:

“Charlie and Quackities characters are always doomed to fall, and when one goes the other is close behind”

My eyes shoot open

I am once again awake, tortured by the knowledge I hold.

#qsmp #quackity smp #las nevadas #q slimecicle #qsmp quackity #qsmp charlie slimecicle #i refuse to tag the server las nevadas is from btw #like. i simply cant bring myself to do so #anyway we see this phenomenon pretty often #when c slime (right??? thats what hes called in LN right?) got pushed into the lava #c quackity had a spiral/downfall pretty quickly #everything that happened with tilín and juanaflippa #and how charlie and quackity dealt with it #and then them eventually coming together with a plan of like. sort of coping? ig?#and now el quackity asking charlie to help him knowing that charlie doesnt know anything about whats happened #like. damn #anyway im trying so hard to be normal about the qsmp #SO HARD #im sorry to any irls/friends that have to see me rambling nonsense #i have an art idea based on the convo quacks and slime had towards the end #and i NEED to write it down so i dont forget it #anyway. im. im gonna try to go to sleep. and not think about tragedy and qsmp

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muirneach · 5 months ago

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and i am still so proud of felix for making it to the semis which is still much farther than anyone else in canadian singles history, he still won a medal in mixed which is our first mixed medal and our second ever tennis medal, he beat two top ten players, and he frankly played the best tennis i have ever seen from him this week. he played in THREE disciplines and made it to the semis in two of them. big things are coming as we approach canada and also indoor hard court season!

#coping soooo hard right now #this is basically the same post as the one i made after he lost to carlos #but carlos i mean idk i was expecting that outcome we all were. but he had a chance with musetti.#im sad but im still so so proud of what he did this week #my guy who i have loved for ever and ever #tennis

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angelstrawbabie420 · 3 months ago

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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn #god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from #but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell #but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at #least become more resistant to it #i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE #and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless #it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19 #but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on #FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick #then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything #it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life #i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself #ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt #available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival #and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches #the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair #and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true #and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears #i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30 #it was all so sudden and quick and shocking #yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit #and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant #over this bullshit #it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies #everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS #it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm #it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.

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axolotl-on-rice · 2 months ago

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Trump won but it’s okay guys we have miles to go before we sleep

#us politics #2024 presidential election #malevolent podcast #Im coping so hard right now ;-;

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niftukkun · 2 months ago

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good news:✨️ im not dead✨️!!

i decided to spend the whole of october to make a cosplay of the goat from cult of the lamb. except the school event got cancelled cause of a storm and family didnt end up going out today (🎃halloween👻) so now im sitting in my room in half of my cosplay and a headache

i was speedrunning making a poncho (which looks very cool if kind of not well made) which is why my queue ran out and i havent been posting but hey i am not dead and if we had gone out my cosplay would have ✨️served cunt✨️ so. yippeee!!!

now excuse me while i go insane after spending like a month not drawing

#might delete later #im just. so tired #we didnt even fucking go out so i guess i just have a poncho now. which isnt useful since we dont even get winter #but like. hey. im happy with my cosplay and desparate enough to draw that im seriously considering rendering a 3 point perspective. for fun #and like now that i know i can you bet your ass im gonna be doing more ambitious crochet projects. just. not right now. for my sanity #i think i just really needed to get the frustration of not even getting to show off a whole months hard work by posting on tumblr about it #behold ye my horns they are made of tissue roll cardboard and tape and it smells of markers. im very proud of it #ill ask my parents to help me do a full cosplay shoot later i need to pass out and cope

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kiwibirdlafayette · 2 months ago

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im going through it so bad rn im trying to work on something important but also i cant stop thinking about tuff guys and ethubs and how much of a false promise the “we’re all gonna betray each other this shit is falling apart #niceguysfinishlast #every man for himself” shit is like yall are 3 of the most fucked up guys when it comes to loyalty someone is lying here (spoiler alert: its all of them)

#ive already drawn/wrote ethubs making out session followed instantly by tuff guys angst btw #this alliance is geniunely making me insane and i dont know how to cope #im also very sleep deprived right now which isnt helping im sure of that #i am physically restraining myself from writing a full analysis rn #this is a burning ship but i am rooting for it so hard #im not maintagging this

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blackberry-s0da · 8 months ago

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you focus on all the other people who look up to *you* for your creations

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#i guess i have a hard time accepting that sort of positivity as a way to cope with this cuz it makes me feel so deeply like a fiasco #like im doing something fishy or wrong by not feeling responsible about people's negative reactions as well #i probably just need time to digest it but yeah. feels a bit helpless right now #feels embarrassing to still be affected by it #cuz it was like one or two months ago but hell. art is my core. of course it affected me

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rinnstars · 2 months ago

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dude my dad is my biggest opp

#just got hit w the worst news right on whatsapp #can my dad get his shit tgt #this is why no matter how much my mom tries to pr him i can never forgive him #LIKE???????????#NO SHAME??????#fucking hell. and i can’t even tell anyone abt it #oh it could be from 2 yrs ago…#girl idgaf FUCK HIMMMMMMMM hes why i don’t believe in marriage or love irl #im so mad im actlly shaking at my volunteer rn in the mental hospital #he genuinely makes me want to admit myself sometimes goddddddd #i’ll never forget what he did 2 yrs ago and now this just rubs salt in the wound #genuinely… im so glad i never made up w him bc this wld have hurt even more i know i might have just started crying #not a loss of dad if i never accepted him back thumbs up!!!!!!#coping rlly hard #mid rin fic too. PLS.#RIN SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME…..#need a rin irl stg that wld save me rn im so srs #i just might write another coping insane rin fic again.#need to get lobotomise that might just save me ngl #my sister and i when we have to play detective conan again. catch him in his stupid lil acts no one likes u

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