#my baby. miss him every day
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thinking very seriously about the impact of various small quality of life differences between multiple mostly-new used cars as if my most beloved of the three cars I've ever owned was not a twenty year old assemblage of rust and Deeply Worrying Sounds the size of an acorn squash
#I loved the way he handled and he didn't even have power steering#the first time I tried to drive it I thought the steering wheel was BROKEN but I got used to it 😌#after the first couple of years of owning him something happened to the speedometer where#instead of telling you how fast you were going the dial would very suddenly max out while screaming very loudly#when I got it the muffler needed fixing and it was so loud that eventually it dropped and dragged for an hour on the interstate#and I didn't even notice until I got back into town#I stopped driving him after a routine oil change led to me signing a waiver acknowledging that I had been warned not to drive it again#so they wouldn't be liable if the whole thing catastrophically fell apart on the very short drive home#my baby. miss him every day#about me
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triangle guy shenanigans!! I've been drawing this Bill since 2015 and he is still dominating my thoughts. drawing him feels like coming home.
#gravity falls#bill cipher#billford#human bill cipher#i hope you guys remember him he is my little baby#I will never be free from him#and i am okay with that#gravity falls fandom was a wonderful time and i miss it every day#tessart#adfadt#a different form a different time au
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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yuuta is the boyfriend BAWLING when he has to drop you off at the airport. it doesn’t really matter how long you’ll be gone, he will be crying, and he’s gonna cry just as hard when he picks you up again too. but that’s not surprising, neither is saying that satoru smothers you in affection and soft gazes but waits until you’re gone and he’s back home to let the tears out. the real gag is that toji is also crying. it doesn’t happen when he drops you off, or when he gets home, and honestly he’s fine for the first few days—crabbier than usual, slower than usual, groggier than usual—but, fine. it’s somewhere around the third or fourth day of your absence that he finds himself crying, unintentionally. he feels the tears on his lips before he realizes they’re falling from his eyes, and there’s a moment of confusion and then a soft laughter of disbelief before he lets the rest of them fall. he doesn’t really know why he’s crying even while he’s crying. he doesn’t sob or make noise or smush his head into a pillow, but when he gets up to wipe his face, he’s confronted with his reflection in the mirror and that’s when it hits him: he’s sad. if you’d asked toji, he’d say he hasn’t experienced true sadness before that moment. despite all the shitty things in his life, he held a sort of neutral, it is what is attitude about it all—but that’s not the case with you. toji’s sad because he misses you and it’s probably the first time in his life he cries because he can Feel something is missing inside of him
#toji fushiguro my beloved…………………#ok but yuuta really is crying a river LMFAO#he cries when he drops you off when you’re gone when he picks you up and even for a day after you’re back#he’s just…… he has big wet doe eyes !!! you can’t blame him#satoru’s eyes are SOOO wobbly but ofc he plays it off and hides it well (not That Well) but it all comes out once you’re gone#megumi doesn’t cry but he’s an absolute ball of incompetence and insufferable behavior while you’re gone#do not recommend pissing him off during this time 😭😭#yuuji doesn’t really cry like he misses you and he tells you every day and he tells everyone in his vicinity that he misses you#but he more so……. like…….. idk if preening is the word but he’s doing Everything for u right before u leave#he’s brushing your hair and doing ur laundry and eating with you and painting your nails#he’s smushing in all the acts of service and quality time possible bc there’s gonna be a little hole in him while you’re gone and he can’t#take care of you :(( baby boy :(((#the only normal people are nanami and hiromi LMFAO#💌
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met a new neighbor and hes so cute,, im nervous what should i say to him 🙊🥰🥰
#ABSOLUTELY MASSIVE LAD SPOTTED IN MY BACKYARD#NOT A DRILL#absolutely adorable fat baby aaaaau#also definitely in the top 5 biggest opossums iv ever seen#lad is a Unit the pictures do not do him justice#1 like & ill kiss him on the forehead#/j#i missed seeing opossums every day since i dont live in the middle of nowhere anymore :’^)
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I’d say back on my bullshit but I never left
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#I miss him every day#Look at him#baby boy#he’s so !!!!!!#he’s my lil guy my bb girl my stim toy
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sometimes i just want to cry over mulder’s fish and the way that we see both scully and doggett go to his apartment and feed them during the months he was missing and the fact that scully must have kept feeding them even months after he was dead and just to be loved so much that people come tend to your environment and keep your home and feed your fish long after you’re gone
and that the first thing he notices when he comes back is that one isn’t there. and how scully tried so hard, she tried so hard to find him and to keep him safe and to keep his work going and to keep those damn fish alive, and the first thing that he says to her when they walk back into that apartment is that one is missing
the way that in that scene, he says that he’s having trouble processing, that he doesn’t know where he fits in. you can be loved so much that multiple people come feed your fish and maintain your apartment after you’re buried in the ground, you can try so hard to keep everything going for someone else, but the world keeps spinning, and time goes on. fish die and baby bumps grow and answered prayers aren’t always miracles
he came back covered in scars to a clean apartment and a fish tank missing 1 molly and where does he fit in inside a world that hasn’t waited for him, no matter how hard she tried to make it stop
#nurse she’s rambling about the fish again#he loves those fucking fish#thinking about how they’re in scully’s apartment after he leaves in s9#anyway i know it didn’t do things perfectly but i love ‘three words’ for this dynamic#she is SO pregnant in that scene and he has missed EVERY day of it#and she has a new partner and the fbi wants him out and what is there even for him to miraculously resurrect to#having this baby and solving x-files were things that she wanted to do with him#and as far as he knows she’s been doing fine alone and with her new partner#he doesn’t know that she wept on the floor of a hospital and slept clutching his shirt in his bed#that she had to be Ripped off of his corpse and that she watched that fish die and she couldn’t stop any of it#‘don’t quite have my legs under me yet’ indeed#txf.txt#three words
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Besties rendezvous 🤍
#ocs#fellas is it gay to intertwine your fingers with your best friend while you sit in his lap and he reads to you?#they’re just… so casually in love disksksjdj this is very usual for them#the presence of valen’s lyre here is so significant bc ofc his bf(f) is gonna read to him and they’re gonna talk about the book and laugh#and then he’ll play something for him in return and receive head scratches and they may share a fruit afterwards and hold hands#but they’ll never kiss#anyways I think I did a pretty good job here skskskdkjs I needed to make this bc my babies have very little art together#no they just occupy my brain and bang on the walls every hour of the day#they deserve so much more appreciation amd I also need everyone to hear about them#ugh I miss them so much I can’t believe I haven’t thought about them in two weeks bc I was so busy trying to pass my classes#valen x gideon#my ocs#my art
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all i want is to be kita shinsuke’s little housewife with his little animals on his big farm while i cook using the rice that he harvests himself IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ?!?!?! T^T
#THE KITA OBSESSION IS SO BAD WAHHHHHHH !!!!#i dont talk about him nearly enough but everyone must hear me when i say i think about him every day !!!!!!#TO THE POINT WHERE I CANT SLEEP !!! I NEED HIM !!!! I MUST HAVE HIM !!!!#kita is actually one of my top hq characters sniffle… thats it *pulls out selfship paper* time to sign it shin >:3#kita pls come home i miss you. our 50 children miss you. our cats and dogs and cows and goats miss you. COME HOME BABY !!! T^T#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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#genya#shinaguzawa genya#kny#demon slayer#kny anime#I love him so much#my son#my baby#my sunshine#genya my beloved#your honour i love him so much#i would die for this boy#i miss him every day#yes I’m still devastated by chapter 179 what about it?
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I miss him so much. I need him more than I need air.
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Catalán media about Gavi's recovery ❤️❤️
#'he still has monthS“#girl how many more we're days from completing 5 months 😭😭#I miss him ☹️☹️☹️☹️#pablo gavi#baby waby#fc barcelona#also I love how every update on his recovery mentions how hardworking he is#my warrior ❤️❤️
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I was tagged by @robinainthood !
Make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone’s favorite.
I tried to limit things to one per fandom and also promptly forgot every character I ever liked however I could not exclude all 3 of my DmC kids so bonus Vergil option.
anywho, tagging: @thevampireauthoress @whimsipunk @ro-blaze @destroyyaa @bigsister-watches @cainite-bite (no pressure, only if you want!)
#i'll tag six because i added a 6th dfghjkl#shout out to me wanting to add booker my beloved but not adding booker because i purely love booker out of spite and contempt for infinite#i love the concept of booker you see asdfghjk i love the booker in my heart#fab talks#fabtalks#shout out also to spy for making it into the poll my love for him is deep and infinite even if i never talk about him asdfghj#other honorable mentions: august whom i miss every day#arthas who fascinates me but i realize the way i think he best works in the narrative is um not blizzards just let him suck idk#zelda its a toss up which i like best out of her and gan by the day#my baby boy wrathion love him my singular arab in all of warcraft#and jet because i think he rewrote my brain as a small child and now im like this#also rachel amber i thought about her also but thats because i've been thinking about her a lot lately idk why#second shout out to the poll being half dmc characters#anyway if any of you have propaganda for this poll you should share it it'd be funny dfghjkl
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#over a month now since my baby boy left me.#genuinely feel sick with how much i miss him all the time everywhere#it feels like its been 15 years and also only half an hour since then#finally got the locket to put some of his fur in so he'll always be with me. which.#made me feel better for approximately 4.2 minutes and then we were back to bottomless endless grief#I miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him all day every day every second of every minute#his absence is so loud#and i feel so fucking guilty so incredibly fucking at fault its killing me because i should have noticed soon i should have paid more#fucking attention#hes gone and its my fault. my fault my sweet darling angel who only ever loved me is gone#my baby boy deserved so much better#and all i can do is cry about it it doesnt change anything it doesnt make anything better it doesnt bring him back#anyway. i wish I was dead haha#u know the apiel ignore me i just needed to type this out ect and so on#bb baby#txt.me
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happy birthday king thanks for giving us the funniest mental image for dsmp that one time
#i think about this every day of my life its so funny#especially if you remember that time techno chased quackity and scared the hell out of him. it would be so much funnier if he was A Baby#everyone is scared of this infant#anyway happy birthday technoblade i miss you king#technoblade#technoblade fanart#dream smp#dsmp#nest art#im going to try to draw something else too but i needed to get this out of my brain lol#ctechno being a tiny little guy makes everything in dsmp infinitely funnier. like if hes a kid or a little pig its just so funny#'hes terrifying' hes literally just a little birthday boy
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my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. it’s like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course we’re not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no one’s business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what he’s thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesn’t even have to move
#i miss him so much i need him back i need him to live next to me again. i need to mooch off his wifi from my porch and invite him over#i miss him so much.#he’s only 2 minutes younger but he feels years younger. and yet i think we’re two halves of one soul#i’ve always babied him not even in a mean or diminishing way but i felt this need to protect him#because he tends to be so naive and so shy#but. i am so proud of him. i need to show him off to everyone and i need everyone to understand how funny and charming he is#it feels like i grew up and left him where he will remain 11 forever. i miss him more than moving back home can fix#i miss him in ways that have nothing to do with the distance between our locations#but. it would certainly help to be able to see him every day#i keep smelling the carpet in his room and it’s so vivid. i remember the countless hours we spent developing huge wood block cities#and we would drive hot wheels over the wooden raceways we had made. we were actually quite coordinated and autistic about it#we were always building things together#just recently me and him talked on the phone about an old mlp au we came up with. all original characters and shit#it was super extensive and very clever#i STILL think it would make a really cool book series or something#i remember watching him play army men RTS gamecube on the wii. i STILL listen to the soundtrack to that game like…. daily#i remember walking into my room once where he was watching a show. and he was crying#and he NEVER cries over tv#but he was crying because his favorite character had resigned from the organization that the series was based around#and he was so distraught that she was leaving.#i remember when all 3 of us slept in one room. i remember when me and him were in bunk beds across the room#and we would sneak out of bed right as the parents left and stayed up playing by the light of the nightlight#the way we raced back into bed when the parents were approaching 😭#my mom always says she’s sad that i seem to remember so little of my life. like every story of my youth is news to me lmao#but i feel like i remember the most important parts? i think so#i remember how mom woke me up in the night to ask me to roll over because my bro could see my face from where he was sleeping#and he was scared because there was a weird shadow cast on my face that made it look like a skull which was making it hard for him to sleep#it was. so funny. i begrudgingly rolled over#i don’t know. it’s just that there isn’t a single instance i bring up that my brother does not also remember.#no matter how tiny or specific. we shared everything growing up
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