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#▓▓▓┆♚ ˖° ❛ out of character#.ask to tag#.death mention#.depression#life has been so hard on me since i was last active on here#from breaking my finger and not being able to write#to life getting hectic#with my mum breaking her back and healing#to my first cruise#i was gonna come back after the cruise once i was resettled#but then my grandmother fell and broke her hip and a week later she was gone#i was at the rehab center when it happened#it was so fast#i was talking to her then went to get her a pudding#came back and she was gone#its officially been a week since her funeral#and 2 weeks since she passed#my mum's bday was inbetween her death and her funeral so it was super hard#we're currently moving out all my grandmothers stuff from her asst living apartment#then we have to work on her house#im so tired and so sad#ive lost my will to write though i want to but i log on and just stare#i dont know how to write anymore and all i can do is close my laptop and cry#i dont know what to do#i was the only one left of the grandkids who hasnt been married#i hadnt had a chance to introduce her to my partner#and im just broken right now#i want to try tho#i want to try to get back on here#i want to talk to yall again
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It's Done!
Three months of work from start to finish! All so I could finally present to the world:
Pocket, Minecraft Edition:
Some standard rambles and fun progress images under the cut :)
So, I started this project in early August, mostly as something I could do during downtime of a then upcoming trip.
I had seen some absolutely amazing art pieces by @royalnaym which kinda gave me the idea that minecraft rendered in pixel art has a pretty interesting while still very recognizable look. At the same time I came across @groupcritpowerdynamics 's speedrun pastel pieces and those really inspired me to try depicting my favourite game in one of my favourite mediums!
In the middle of August 6th, while in the middle of packing for my trip to the UK, I decided I wanted to do this and I wanted to have it to work on during the trip, so I loaded up minecraft and went looking for a screenshot worthy of immortalization. Unfortunately I couldn't find exactly what I was looking for so I made a brand new world and started looking around for the right vibes.
I knew I wanted a lone tree, and that if I ended up including the hot bar I wanted some hearts and food missing, so after running around for a few minutes I decided I would just do it myself and planted a sapling to serve as my centrepiece.
I gotta say I think the resemblance is striking!
And now as promised, the progress gif: mind the slight flashing, I did take these in all manner of different places including but not limited to: a plane, a handful of buses, and a small inn on the shores of England (not in that order).
It's pretty neat to me that you can see how different tones of lighting affect the perceived colour of the thread, I definitely noticed it more on this piece verses other larger stitch projects.
#orange peels#I am so extremely happy with this patch#life has been hectic these past few weeks and getting to finish a project of this scale is so rewarding#minecraft#embroidery#I do wish I had more photos of the buttonhole stitching going on but I am the one true hater of the buttonhole stitch#so I was more just in a rush to get it over with#1k
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Brown Eyes
A/N: sorry I disappeared y’all, I got a new job and I have like no free time. I’m hoping that once I get used to it I’ll have more time to write. In the mean time enjoy this short blurb.
Jason Todd x gn!Reader
Content warnings: Jason Todd is utterly in love with you, reader is described as having brown eyes (I feel that’s kinda obvious), reader is described as only wearing Jason’s shirt, Oral (reader receiving) but it remains vague, oral scenes are more for the intimacy than the smut, Jason Todd is SO cheesy while flirting.
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Jason Todd loves the way your eyes look. He loves how they can change so drastically depending on the time of day. He loves how they catch the light and reflect it back so beautifully.
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He loves when he slides into bed as the first rays of sunlight stream through the window, and while he hates waking you, he can’t help but feel warm as he presses a chaste kiss to your forehead at the sight of your sleepy yet loving expression when you stir. As he settles down and pulls the blankets up to cover you both he can’t help but admire how your eyes light up with a warm honey tone as they catch the red and oranges rays of the sunrise. Jason leans in and kisses your lips. He loves you more than words can express.
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He loves when he wakes up to an empty bed, prompting him to go searching for you, only for his nose to be met with the smell of a cooking breakfast and his eyes to be blessed with the sight of you in the kitchen, clad only in one of his T-shirts. He watches from afar, leaning against the wall as he becomes entranced in the way the hem of his shirt dances deliciously across the tops of your thighs. When you begin to place food on plates he approaches you from behind, his hands circling around your waist to hold you close as he places his head on your shoulder.
“Thought you were just gonna stand there forever.” You quip as you gently bump your heads together, he returns the gesture affectionately.
“How could I stay put when the food looks so good.” He hums lowly, pressing his mouth against the skin of your neck, causing a bone-deep shiver to rack your chest. Jason chuckles at the sensation.
“The food’s gonna get cold.” You warn half-heartedly, pushing the food out of the way just as Jason spins you and places you on the counter before eagerly dropping to his knees.
“I want desert first.” Jason teases, snickering as you pretend to gag at his cheesy comment. The mood shifts quickly however as the sight of Jason playing with the hem of his shirt as he kisses the inside of your thighs sends a shiver down your spine and prompts you to let out a deep sigh. Jason loves the way your pupils darken with lust as you watch him, loves the way he can see you let go as he breaks you down before he builds you right back up.
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He loves how you cuddle against him during aftercare. He loves how the colors of the movie you had insisted on watching dance across your eyes. He loves the captivated look on your face, how you lean further into him when a dramatic scene happens, and how he can feel you tense up when you get nervous.
He doesn’t know how long he’s been gazing at you for, but his trance is broken when you look up at him with a playful quirk in your brow.
“Are you even watching the movie?” You tease, stretching your neck to place a chaste kiss to a dark bruise on his collar bone.
He releases a deep sigh at the feeling of your lips against his skin and lets his head hit the back of the couch with a ‘thunk!’, prompting a strange sense of pride of when it succeeds in pulling a soft laugh from you. “Why would I watch a movie when you’re right here?” Jason coos, letting his eyes dance over the highlights of your face as you roll your eyes at his cheesy attempting at flirting. Jason remains completely undeterred from his antics however as you nuzzle back into his side, rewinding the movie slightly so you can catch up on what he had distracted you from.
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Jason loves how you look against him as you sleep, cuddled into his side. How you drool on his shoulder and slightly tighten your grasp on him when he moves. He loves watching how the shadows dance across your face, running up slopes and sliding down hills, chased by his fingers as he traces the lines of your skin, committing them to memory.
He stops his movements and tenses as he feels you stir slightly, before relaxing as you move slightly to hide your face where his neck meets his shoulder. Despite his best efforts Jason can’t help but let out a soft laugh as he feels you mummer some sleepy nonsense into the skin there.
He tilts his head to rest it against yours as he releases a deep sigh at the feeling of you curled up next to him. He knows that if he wants you to be able to sleep tonight he’ll have to wake you up soon, but for now he is more than content to lie here with the love of his life and guard them while they rest their eyes.
#key writing#nsfw.key#jason todd x you#jason todd x reader#jason todd#Jason Todd fluff#red hood x reader#red hood x you#red hood#red hood fluff#sorry I haven’t been writing y’all life’s been HECTIC#I wanna try and do a few pieces for kinktober but we’ll see how I’m feeling as I get closer#so no promises on that front unfortunately!#I do hope you all enjoy this little blurb tho
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At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.
I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#It's so interesting looking back at how my style and technique changed throughout the year!#I used PD-wwx as the consistent factor (October is an exception) and you can see so many processes going on.#My little petri dish amoeba (with a little red bow to tell him apart from the other amoeba) <3#Whether it's getting new markers or trying out a new shading style - it's cool seeing a snapshot of my journey like this B*)#There's certainly been a slower curve to my overt improvement *but* I have become so much faster!#My life outside of drawing has been hectic and at several points extremely stressful this year. For all the work this blog has been-#-It has truly been a life saving anchor when the darkest of times have hit.#Love is hard work. Change is even harder work. Sticking to a goal I set out for myself and striving to keep going was worth it.#And I love drawing. I think there has always been something in me that longed for this. And it is finally tangible! I can draw!!!#I wanted to make a more elaborate year reflection where I looked back at my favourite comics and jokes.#but I'll leave that to the one year anniversary.#I have also been collecting a ton of statistics throughout the year and I am desperate to share them. I'm that kind of nerd B*)#I can never say it enough: Thank you all for the kindness and support. I wish everyone a lovely 2024!!!
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#120
When the villains caught wind of a new hero on the team, they’d all taken interest. When someone came back claiming he’s blind, it’d sparked a whole new debate.
Straightforward, they’d all said. He won’t even see us coming. They’d laughed at how easy it’d seemed.
The villain feels like they’ve stumbled on a pile of gold when they come across the hero. He’s running his hand along something on the fence in front of him, something that the villain will later realise is a braille description of the view ahead of him. A white cape drifts around his ankles, an equally white suit flattering against his typical heroic body, the lightest of smiles on his face as his fingers trace the patterns of dots along the railing.
The villain can’t help but grin as they slowly make their way towards the poor hero, so oblivious, so stupid. They’re barely a hair breadth away, their dagger practically unsheathing itself, when the hero spins towards them with a swish of his cape and a flick of a blade.
The villain barely reels back in time. Staying quiet doesn’t occur to them when they’re startled. The hero looks like he’s staring right through them, an arrogant smirk on his face.
“Ah,” he says brightly, “you’re one of those criminals I’m meant to be looking out for?”
The villain sidesteps, careful to keep their footing quiet, but it doesn’t matter. The hero’s head cocks towards them as they try to step out of his blade’s path.
“You’re almost silent,” the hero continues. A smirk adorns his face, intrigued. “Incredible.”
The villain is close enough to strike, the hero looking slightly too far beyond them to be right in his assumptions. The villain shifts in fast, their dagger poised. The hero dodges back and retaliates with a swing of his own.
The villain stumbles out of reach and the hero follows. The villain’s unprepared; they were expecting a hero who’s unsure who they’re looking for, where the villain is. They were expecting an easy plaything that they could stab when they got bored.
But this—the hero is nothing but brazen confidence.
The villain shoves their dagger up to meet his blade, throwing his arm out. They move in for another strike but the hero’s already recovered. His blade easily tucks under their arm and slices into their side.
Something of a strangled gasp escapes the villain before they can stop it. They stagger back, a hand touched timidly to the wound, their eyes flitting back up to the hero. He simply waits, his blade crimson and his eyes blank. How? How?
“Would you do me the honour of telling me who I’ve met?” he asks, as if this is nothing more than a casual meeting between friends of friends. The villain wants to snap him in half for the audacity.
“That’s none of your fuckin’ business.”
“Aha,” the hero says, almost a laugh, “You’re [Villain].”
The villain can only stare at him in horror. The hero seems to feel the tension in the silence, because he continues. “You’ve a bad mouth, favour in the blade, light on your feet.” A teasing smile. “And you’ve a smooth, caramel voice I haven’t heard in many like you.”
“Wh— Excuse me— You—”
The hero just smirks, the stupid smirk of someone who knows he’s untouchable in every sense of the word. “Flustered by compliments, too,” the hero finishes with a laugh. “Good to remember for next time.”
“I’m not flustered!” the villain finally manages, “and my voice isn’t caramel. That isn’t a thing. You sound stupid.”
“I’m happy to be stupid if it means I can recognise you as the villain who speaks in caramel.”
The villain’s side is beginning to really ache. They need to be somewhere that’s not here when it inevitably gets worse. “Do what you want. I’m going home.”
“May I escort you to a prison cell?”
The villain barks a laugh, their side practically splitting with the forced fakeness of it. “As if you know where the agency is from here.”
“I always know where I am, [Villain].” A smile again, softer this time. Knowing. “You underestimate me for a characteristic I think makes me as interesting to you as you are to me.”
The burn in the villain’s skin is an ode to that. “Sure.” The villain turns on their heel before a thought occurs to them. “I’m going to walk away, loudly. Do me a favour and don’t fucking shank me when I do.”
The hero’s face twists back into a smirk. “As long as I hear you moving away. Until next time, [Villain].”
A blind hero! everyone had cried. It’s almost too easy!
The villain scurries away with a gash to the side and a slam to their ego, and they know now to know better than that.
#creative writing#writblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#im offically freeeeeeeeeeee#im so excited to reset my sleep schedule cause why am i in bed by 9pm#that being said life has been hectic recently! posts may slow down a bit while i get my shit together#theres been a lot goin on atm and i probably need a lil time to get back into the swing of things to get my creativity back#ill make a post about it for yall who dont see this so i dont just disappear off the face of the earth one day lmao#love yall either way <3
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i hope you guys appreciate my level of self control because i am BURNING to drop teasers and treats for my next AU but I don't wanna start doing that until it's a bit closer to ready to reveal
#AAAAAARGH#rattling the bars of my cage i just wanna be SILLY and a MENACE#but it's not reaaaaaaady#listen i don't think i could do the same thing like i did with TNV#where i wrote 50% of it before i started posting#that took so much willpower and strength i no longer have#but life is getting hectic and i can't promise a posting schedule anymore WEH#pastel prattling
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[773] 👍👍👍👍👍
#ahhh pride is almost over and I feel like I did so few of these pride palette things#sorry things have been hectic in my personal life#I’ll try to get more of them out there :D#etho#ethoslab#etho fanart#ethoslab fanart#day 773#pride palettes#asexual
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special guests for @erisolweek; their femmestuck counterparts <3 not sure if its emerie and the romhack who have ended up in the homestuck universe or eridan and sollux who have ended up in the femmestuck universe but. by god are emerie and eridan going to bond about seeing music as a part of gender expression while sollux and the cables work on getting things back to normal LOL
#tmos has art#eridan ampora#sollux captor#erisol#erisolweek#erisol week#genderbend#<- last minute addition LOL. theyre so pseudo ocs i nearly forgot that courtesy tag OTZ#points at emerie and the screensaver. one day ill figure out their entire au and not just the two of them. and then also mascstuck LOL#regardless it is. SO fun looking at emerie and eridan and going 'they had different starts to life and reached the same conclusion'#and then looking at sollux and the pixels and going 'they had the exact same start to life and reached different conclusions'#emerie and eridan are destined to be trans no matter what start they get. sollux and the wires are just destined to not be a cis girl LOL#anyways. the dualscreen is the it/its version of a wife guy and emerie could be troll philosophytube if she tried lol#also nobody be surprised if my art for tomorrows prompt is late. as it turns out im low on steam and work might be hectic LOL#edit: MAN. typo in the art piece. stella bridie* in the second image. not bride lmao
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So I've finished season 2 of TMA
#think I'll wait to start season 3 after Christmas cause life is about to get hectic#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#tim stoker#sasha james#elias bouchard
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#my art#gtav#trevor philips#gta5#gta v#gta 5#sorry im never online! promise I'll get to asks and reblogging on nervousron again soon. lifes been hectic#grand theft auto
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So I realize I’ve totally been dead on this account for months, which has boring life reasons. Instead of all that you can take this tho sorry gang
#actual reasons: I wanted to log out until I caught up to s2 to avoid spoilers#and then life got hectic#and then I hyper fixated on homestuck#and I’m trying to graduate and work and get financial assistance#which is to say IM SORRY#!!#for the record the Glenn song is written but I haven’t recorded it at all my b#my B guys#I still love Glenn close#and this blog meant sm to me#I’ll come back#birds gotta spread her wings tho#and finish the damn podcast soon AUGG#I really have to I was close to the end#I’ll draw something actually good in apology#anywyas for yall who don’t know me or care this doesn’t matter just like hi#lol#dndads#dungeons and daddies#my art#shitpost#update
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siffrin doodles… agh.
Spoilers below. Beware
Trying to figure out how i wanna draw humanoid loop. It’s a fun little process.
#doodles!!!#okay so school and life is getting a bit hectic so less isatober posts.#i will try to be consistent (and fail)#i usually dont like posting doodles so idk if this will become that common.#isat#siffrin#isat siffrin#siffrin…#i will draw him in a cute lil dress one day.#in stars and time#I WISH THERE WERE MORE HOURS IN THE DAY#to draw siffrin#yeah…. okay
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Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.
#🌞#See. The point is that I think Will has severe issues with anxiety-tied organization & possibly contamination OCD (as a stretch of being#a doctor) so his behaviors mostly include anxious overthinking of organization and attempts to quench the OCD need#with rituals and compulsions. But at its core it is an anxiety disorder and I do think it's pretty much canon that Will is an anxious guy#who has his shit together because he has healthy coping mechanisms (in his idea of healthy).#Meanwhile Annabeth seems to have a strong trauma surrounding the need to fend for herself and take care about herself since she comes#from a way more unstable and hectic household than Will does. Childhood neglect and parental issues with 'Beth could easily result in#anger-tied personality disorder such as OCPD. Where the need for perfectionism and 'JUST LET ME DO IT' come not out of irrational#anxiety but rather out of a existing traumagenic personality disorder that convinced you that YOU are the only person who can do#something right.#Ultimately Will is OKAY with others taking care of things but he gets anxious when he handles things bc he overthinks.#'Beth does not overthink but she cannot handle having others take care of things bc she fended for herself her whole life & is traumatized.#But yeah also they're friends.#I am definitely not projecting bc I have organization&contamination OCD and i know how it feels.#rrverse#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase
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earlier this month i posted about Medo Halimy's campaign, alongside two others, in an attempt to call attention to the fact that there are multiple ways to assure the validity of a campaign, including directly following the Gazan creators that are livestreaming their displacement from their personal long-standing Instagram/TikTok accounts; there is a way for pretty much anyone to find a trustworthy way of verifying a specific fundraiser, be it through getting in touch with the campaign organizer, following a project like Operation Olive Branch and others, or seeking out active online creators from Gaza directly.
Medo was martyred on August 26th, a week after the martyrdom of his 11-year-old cousin.
Medo started planting in displacement, posting videos in which he tended to tiny shoots and nurtured them into stronger plants, referring to it as an act of resistance.
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it's important to acknowledge that while Medo's death has left a tangible trail - we had his online presence, and now we do not, we heard his voice and now we will not - this is not a "new stage", this is not a crossing of a line. the line was crossed many awful months ago, and people just like Medo, young and old, die every single day.
i want the people who contribute to any sense of cynicism, apathy, or skepticism around the very fact of existence of Palestinian evacuation fundraisers to sit with that: here, we have a person who we undeniably know was suffering displacement in Gaza; we have a person who was trying to shed light on his and his family and friends' daily lives, and was trying to get his loved ones to safety; we have a person who was never supposed to have anything to prove, but has now paid the highest price possible, because he was, in fact, a real living breathing human being, and he was, in fact, Gazan.
this is one person that could've lived, and didn't; and so many more like him are dying, every single day. it is not in your right to feign helplessness in the face of the very fact of existence of online scammers, because telling them apart from real people is somehow too confusing for you. find a way, for yourself, to make sure that you trust the source that tells you a campaign is legitimate, and stick to it, and act on it, so that the voices of people like Medo do not fall on deaf ears.
i want to be careful not to exploit Medo's passing as a rhetorical device or a convenient illustration; so i want to strongly and directly encourage you to please, please support his family through their loss, and donate to their GoFundMe campaign so that the rest of them could have a chance at safety.
join the people leaving loving, grieving notes with their donations in Medo's memory. that is the easiest thing you can do in honor of a life lost. keep him in your prayers, too, use your voice to stand in solidarity with him and every other person trapped in Gaza and subjugated across Palestine.
Medo's family still has ~$12,000 USD to raise; please contribute to meeting that goal, and once it is met, move on to the next one, stay engaged, stay empathetic, stay determined. i repeat, there is no excuse to deny these people a chance at safety and escape. not one of us has any right to decide that they do not deserve it. you don't get to decide for them if their choices in the middle of a devastating genocidal assault are ones you approve of, or can "justify" supporting. (<- this, specifically, is directed at people who have argued that it's somehow wrong to support specific individuals trying to evacuate because a) it would benefit corrupt officials in Egypt, b) it wouldn't help everyone who is forced to stay behind) and, again, there are multiple ways for you to know who your money is going to. don't become apathetic just because you don't believe you have one right now.
Medo deserved life, and so did every other martyr, and so does every single Gazan that is still here, still fighting for their survival and still asking for your participation.
#free palestine#save palestine#free gaza#gazaunderattack#gaza genocide#medo halimy#i've been slower with boosting campaigns/responding to requests bc life's been busy/hectic/hard#but i intend to get back to it as soon as possible.#Instagram
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Happy day one of Chatember, starting it off with strong with the Thunderclan (Jin) leader, Jin Guangshan (Lionstar)
(Name and AU credits to @clintbeefwoods!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#MDZS Warrior Cats AU#jin guangshan#He's a Persian calico!#Him and Madam Jin are T4T. This is very important and we are standing by it#No matter what it was always in the stars that JGS was going to be a local menace (whore) to the kittypets.#I saw the opportunity to draw JGS pregnant with his kitty nips out and had to take it#Can you fault me? Can't you see I had no choice but to take this path?#Anymeow; The Mythological Figure and dear mutual clintbeefwoods and I have been plotting a powerful AU!#and we have come up with some GOOD stuff. Can't wait to show you all!#I meant to do something for doggust but my life has been very hectic lately (I did Not Know It Was September Today)#I do have a creature (dog in shape cat at heart) whom I love dearly but shes very old and sick. So drawing her made me quite sad#Anyways I'm gonna TRY and finish another comic today to get back on track. It will be late. I'm trying to not beat myself up for it.
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i didn’t understand this website when i was 19, so imagine how much i’m struggling to cope at the ripe age of 32
#i never use this website anymore bc my life is too hectic#so when i DO get on here it’s a lil overwhelming#i guess It has happened#i’m …. old#am i…. cooked chat
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