#it feels so correct to me yknow
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while im here... i think cartman would genuinely stan natalia kills....
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i wish to be your shadow , forever behind you , even if i am not good enough
plus some extra. they are quite literally metal boxes. i wonder how large they are in actually. im assuming human size? i also never realized just how complicated hokma's was.. i think its all the gears
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#hokma#hokma lobcorp#ayin#ayin lobcorp#im always worried about ooc but then a realize. IT DOESNT MATTER!!! i want them to hug#but then i think abt it and i dont know how to draw hugs. does it matter? NO!! you can tell what it is . good enough#anyways tagging w ayin is always weird because its not QUITE him (from my understanding im not even done im on day 47(pain))#its a mix of consciousness between a blank slate who processes and feels things in a similar manner but then memories put onto him that --#-- logically are his but even then theyre seperate entetied in a way even still (angela noted this in one of the days cant remember which)#so its like.... x and a put into one . i thinkk where its going w it is that each are different aspects ended up experiencing and processin#this grief and hopelessness in different ways? and then ending up being assigned a name as a reflection of different aspects born of the --#-- character that was the entirety of 'ayin'. different aspects isolated via extreme measures when they are ALL ayin just... yknow extremes#FROM MY UNDERSTANDING DONT CORRECT ME IM NOT DONE!!! IM NOT DONE!!!! ITLL HAPPEN 98 HRS SO FAR TRUST#((well day 47 when i queued this to be posted .. hopefully ill be past that and with a acceptable death count))#(((I did btw what the fuck hatbthe fuck whayt hfbf ck)))#I FROGOY i#x lobcorp
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yknow i've met a lot of cool people in the twt and blue sky spiderbit community and i and they make some really cool stuff,,,, but man, sometimes it gets really tiring seeing so many people write cellbit as this tough and muscular dominating guy whos taller and roier as the shorter one who's always blushing and getting flustered when flirted with and stuff,,,
and like it's not everyone and it's usually not this extreme in a singular fic or art but it happens often enough that i feel kinda,,, :/
i don't wanna say anything for a few reasons, 1 it's even very present in stuff by the more popular people in the fandom, some people i really respect
and it's not even like an aggressive point but i still feel like it could upset people even though i'm of course not naming names. and yknow people can write what they want but but it's just. really tiring
i had another draft here that came off a lot more frustrated and acusitory because i was feeling shit and kept seeing this type of thing,,,
idk i'm just kinda sad still seeing all of this, but whatever it really doesn't matter at all it's fanfiction about cubitos from a mc smp that's been over for months so whatever,
maybe i'll delete this later idk i don't want to upset anyone or make them feel shitty for anything more just tired of this pattern i've been seeing and still often see.
#rainy day rambles#discourse#i guess idk#it just makes me feel kinda meh yknow#to each their own but man i can't stand seeing this as much as i do#yknow you can have your headcannons that's fine but you can't just say it's literally confirmed and canon#that last tag is about the spiderbit hight thing pls you can hc what u want#but trying to disprove others hcs and continuously insisting yours is ''correct'' and canon confirmed when it's not is kinda frustrating#man i love so much of the community but i'm so tired of seeing so much of this#this post will probably not last but who knows#i'd post it on my alt but it's already all typed out here and i'm lazy
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i cannot tell u how many times ive watched this in the last 12 hours
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#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#I ACTUALLY CANNOT THO I CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE IT HOLY CRAP#favorite animated work of tma atm like dear lord this is so absolutely beautiful and the AUDIO DESIGN IS PHENOMENAL#like the music syncs up so well both artistically and metaphorically#i love this song now#and i can watch the animatic in my head with it lmao#that ending sequence changed me#part of the reason i love this so much is cause the drawings are all very in character. i dont know what exactly it is but every frame feels#Right and Correct#yknow#idk man i just love it so much#the safehouse/cabin scenes felt very yummy (i may or may not have squealed)#URGH I LOVE IT SO MUCH THO it feels SOOOO CANONNN
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and if you kick every gay person out of your target audience by purposely trying to make the LIS games not “the gay games” then WHO is going to be playing LIS, decknine?
#based on that “oh thats not—“ thing btw LOL#also i saw someone say that they bragged about how they had to find out whether or not chloe was left or right handed and like…#girl thats a problem you imposed on yourself#remember the prequel?.. the game you made??… yknow. the one where chloe uses her left hand a lot despite using her right in the original??#i could be wrong about that feel free to correct me.#i really hate decknine so much it’s kind of comical#okay well. thats an exaggeration. but you understand#lis#life is strange#im also. still mad that i can’t look at the de tag without risking spoilers LOL#and i do think thats their fault because that was a LOT of information in the live stream holy shit#and i was only there 4 like. a few minutes
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Hi, question, and if you can pardon my french; What the FUCK was this bit doing here in Flaming Moe (s22 ep11)?????
Like. Like I don't get it??? I love it to smithereens but I can't. Like. Understand. Why Seymour did this? To Chalmers? And pulled his tie and called him Gary while clearly flirting? At school? And then Chalmers calls him a Casanova? In an episode where he's dating the new female music teacher??????
I feel like I just saw a flash of Cthulu and I'm trying to comprehend him by drawing what I saw but it doesn't goddamn work so I keep rewatching the clip over and over and I'm trying to wrap my head around this sudden homoeroticism when the A plot of this episode is about gay people but the B plot with Seymour is? Very straight?
I dunno I'm just rambling. I can't get enough of these two. The original screenshot is under the cut.
#apologies to my moomtuals: you may have to endure the yellow people for a bit. for I am lost in the Steamed Hams 😔#art#the simpsons#chalmers x skinner#gary chalmers#seymour skinner#chalmskinn#skalmers#I appreciate how... un-homophobic Simpsons is compared to its contemporaries and is actually funny about it#idk maybe a Simpsons lore expert will correct me on that by telling me about a really uncool thing that happened but like.#it feels so much more sincere than something like FG or SP yknow. And I like that about the show#I don't plan on becoming a Real Simpsons Fan. I'm here mostly for the pathetic loser (/aff) and his grumpy republican boss#but if any lore expert comes across this with more interesting information about them then you are extremely welcome to DM me#screenshot redraw
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every day people call my coyotes wolves
#sometimes foxes too. but not as often#to be clear this is about my artwork. i do not say 'my coyotes' as if i have any claim to the species i mean my gay dog drawings#if anything i think it strengthens the whole 'coyotes as a trans/nb metaphor' thing i love so dearly. in a way#this is like. not an actual issue it's just a mild pet peeve really#it's not realistic for me to get actually bothered by it#esp considerin that wolves have a much more widespread range both in the natural world and culturally#so people as a whole are not gonna recognize a coyote as readily as a wolf. and ofc the two can fucking crossbreed so that doesn't help#HOWEVER coyotes are my subject of choice for a Reason and i feel like some of that nuance is lost when it's assumed to be a wolf yknow?#the dog metaphor hits different when it's the species that're the scrappy survivalists who live just as easily in the city and wilderness#sorry for going off i'm not normal about animal symbolism that's why i make art about it and have it as a constant motif#and i feel like a jackass if i correct people abt it too. head in my hands#this IS why that zine comic starts out with the line 'a coyote is not a wolf is not a fox' btw#no i won't shut up
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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okay i started crying so hard i couldn’t speak when he first said hi, and he was so lovely and instantly reassured me it was okay. he said that it’s the best honour as a voice actor because it means that his characters and his emotions reached someone, and then i cried harder. i gave him a card i wrote for him and he thanked me and put it with his things to keep it safe and my heart was racing so hard i think everyone in the entire con could hear it. i got to show him my tattoos and he got pictures of them and a video of my snk one and he told me i’m braver than he is because he’s too afraid of needles to get a tattoo. i told him that kirito means so much to me because of my ptsd and i was able to connect to him and find comfort in him, so he said that when they started dubbing phantom bullet he researched ptsd and wanted to understand it even though he doesn’t have it he wanted to be respectful and be able to connect with it so he could do justice to that character and his story. and then he recorded a cute video in kirito’s voice for me and i told him that i made my middle name eren and he congratulated me and said it’s a good name and he’s honoured that he was part of that journey and decision and then we got a picture together and i was crying so hard. also he’s so short i was so surprised by how much taller i was 😭
#taylor.txt#i can’t stop crying this was one of the most incredible moments of my life#also beforehand i asked a staff member if there was anything he couldn’t say in videos (i wanted to ask if he could say trans rights)#and the staff member asked and he wanted to but contractually he isn’t allowed to because it’s political#but he was so super sweet and chill and congratulated me on coming out and choosing a name and very deliberately corrected someone#and i felt so so safe and it’s a nice feeling to know someone you look up to cares yknow??#(he can’t say anything ‘political’ or politically aligned in character voices bc then it represents that franchise)#(i get it) (i’m mostly just glad he was so loudly an ally and so sweet and supportive lmfao)
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god i hate everyone
#who thought it would be cute to immediately start ribbing me about how hairy and bald and ugly im gonna be when i go on t#one. im taking minoxidil. two. i wanna be hairy. and three. im not transitioning to attract you guys im transitioning to attract other trans#people! other trans guys find it hot come on!#like ok so dads brother is out here rn right#so first mom tells me hes gonna ask me questions about being trans. ok fine.#second she starts going on about how i had to be emotionally vulnerable with like 3 different therapists for this. whatever.#then when i start participating in the conversation she immediately asks “so how are you feeling about losing all your hair”#THEN she has the audacity to say to my uncle “yeah its sort of a gamble hes either gonna end up hairy like the italian side or fairly#baby smooth like yall“ when she fucking KNOWS that im dysphoric about my lack of body hair#and this happens every time! and its out of nowhere constantly!#all the while the cis men in the room are fucking bullying me with all this toxic masculinity bullshit!#sometimes i just wish i had never come out is all im saying#kept this a secret until i became an adult yknow. yeah i would have to do everything myself but it wouldn't be like this#just because i told you that you could call me a fag doesnt mean youre suddenly allowed to do microagressions constantly#shes tickled to fucking death with calling my future bottom growth my “teenie weenie” what the fuck! what the fuck!!!#and meanwhile every time i try to say words or make a joke my dad and grandpa jump on the fucking opportunity to correct me! or cut me off!#sorry im fucking exhausted i barely slept at all the night before last and got i think maybe 7 hours of sleep at most last night#and i just got out of therapy which always wears me out
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man. not me finding out that my finger placement is all wrong even though im capable of touch typing up to 100 wpm
#im suspecting incorrect placement for being the reason that it is difficult for me to do sequences#that alternate between numbers and letters very quickly#yknow. something thats important for data entry#im thinking it may also have to do with how i place my hands on the keyboard.....#the 'correct' placement feels unnatural and like i have to stretch#so i have to assume besides lack of practice that my resting position on the keyboard is also wrong LMAO#i never actually got Taught how to touch type i think. i think i just typed so much that muscle memory told me where everything is
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the craziest thing ive ever heard come out of an object show fans mouth is "balloon (ii) isnt canonically fat"
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number one, look at him
??? hes a fucking circle
number two, hes been CALLED fat by the other contestants MULTIPLE times. i can think of two scenes on the top of my head, and i bet i could find at least a few more if i watched the show again. like. hes fat. how do you debate this look at him HES A LARGE BALLOON FILLED WITH AIR THATS HES LITERALLY FAT CMON GUYS
#this is all /silly btw#balloon ii#balloon inanimate insanity#ii balloon#inanimate insanity#ii#iii#im a fictive thats sourced from balloon actually#and the body isnt fat#so i feel. weird abt it#like having a more yknow fat body type feels more correct to me?#like thats what i SHOULD have?#but i dont#so..#im just a really body positive twig#also i know make whatever gijinkas you want#but if you make balloon skinny i dont trust you#/lh
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ok crossover final thoughts, spoiler warnings and potentially bad opinions ahead
soooooo i want to correct one things first, i said darklaw cases boredom in me but thats not entirely true; i actually like her concept and design and themes a lot, i just feel like she barely shined through in all of this outside a very tiny part at the end (not even the whole trial! she was a placeholder prosecutor for a bit there imo)
next im going to say absolutely preposterous thing, i think they went overboard with plot twists here for the sake of plot twists...it might explain layton's sudden character variation and also i think since they stacked so many shocking twists only to the end (MUCH more than usual i think) i had a hard time keeping up even though i played through once and knew the general idea
its simultaneously doing a lot and glossing over cantabella being a horrible human who somehow gets a father of the year title at the end??? i guess its the same as bill hawks plot point except cantabella is barelly condemned even by the professor and phoenix...
*more on layton as a prosecutor, i think the role of prosecutor in ace attorney itself kinda constrained him and made him less like himself as a character. he kinda became an older edgeworth copy there at some points and i dont think they would behave that similarly at all...i guess it makes sense since shu takumi wrote the game but still. it wasnt as bad as i remember but he definitely wasnt hershel layton that he seemed like even the rest of the game. still not a big fan for sure and also i dont think professor was ever that big pursuer of the truth, at least not at the expense of others. i dont know what alternative there could be but pushing like that is still not hershel-like, at the very least
the music was bomb though, ill miss the best of two worlds in one with sick medieval vibe (and the knight/witch aesthetic too....that was so fun)
considering this is the second time i play this game i enjoyed it very much both times, puzzles were kinda easier than other layton games for me (but trials were probably harder than average aa game)
i lowkey wish some themes were clearer in execution since they mostly come up only at the last trial with very minimal setup but im hesitant to say anything about writing overall because i, as it stands, know barely anything about writing and have zero brain cells to adequately judge it (that being said, something about portrayal of trauma there rubs me the wrong way but it might be just general discomfort around a heavy topic)
#me yapping#plvspw spoilers#plvspw#its 5am its the second time i stayed up to finish this exact game#i also might have covid so brain fog is doubled#im always so hesitant to say anything about writing because its a concept that is hard to grasp for me#i feel like there are so many caveats especially with heavy and sensitive topics too#correct opinion does not exist but also i dont wanna seem like a complete dumbass yknow#anyways GOOD GAME i shall go sleep
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LafawndaPasta stimboard
i have no idea what lafawndapasta is but im guessing you meant the yt channel ?
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#hands tw#eyes tw#stimboard#stim gif#stimmy#visual stim#if you didnt mean this feel free to correct me btw#im a little dumb.#also i know nothing about this dude so..!!!! so yknow like..!!! this isnt the best#eye stim#keyboard stim#typing stim#tech stim#tv stim#red stim#white stim#monochrome#aggnm
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ok so here's a bloodborne post. every dream or nightmare in bloodborne needs two things:
1. a host/dreamer
2. a being to create the dream
in the nightmare frontier/nightmare of mensis the dreamer is micolash and the creator is mergo.
we know for sure the nameless moon presence made the hunter's dream, and the obvious conclusion is gehrman is the dreamer. my personal pet theory is the doll is a second dreamer, the real host of the dream, because you find her sleeping in the old abandoned workshop
when you end a dream you have to kill both the host of the dream and the creator, ex, killing micolash then mergo, killing (freeing) gehrman and then the moon presence
so here where i get a little confusing okkkkk. the doll is the reason the game loops. the purpose of the hunter's dream is to keep hunters alive, at least when they start out hunting. hunters can leave the dream, like eileen and djura, but can they really? they reset when you start new game plus. everything resets. you are able to end the nightmare of beasts by ending the mensis ritual, but micolash was already long dead and a skeleton when he 'woke up', meaning gehrman would be as well. the doll, however, would just go back to sleep. she has an immortal doll body, if she wakes up there is no actual consequence. in the childhoods beginning ending you become the new creator of the dream, and the doll is the host, so gehrman is unnecessary. in the ending where you replace gehrman you are replacing his role as the surrogate child of the moon presence/collateral, and the doll is the host. in yharnam sunrise you 'leave' the dream, but you can't actually leave. the only thing left is new game plus. there is no way to permanently kill the doll in the game, and you need to kill both the dreamer and the maker of the dream to end it
i believe the moon presence created something unintendedly bigger than herself with the dream, it's become an endless self powering cycle that resets the entire world instead of just keeping a few hunters alive. the great ones are sympathetic in spirit, but she didn't really understand what laurence (and associates) was asking for because she can never actually die. so now no one can ever die! N that's my post
#wheeltext#the creator of the hunters nightmare is kos and i thiiink the dreamer would be the orphan. kos is already 'dead' (as a great one can get)#n you put the orphan to rest#n then the nightmare ends#so yeah there are two effects of this type of deal#it creates a dream/nightmare (which stays even after the host and creator are killed) and it does Something#the Something of the mensis ritual was the beast plague/whatever the FUCK they did to yaharghul/the one reborn#n the Something of the hunters dream was the time loop/keeping hunters alive/providing aid to hunters/etc#n the Something of the hunters nightmare was dragging all hunters to actual hell when they go blood drunk#i believe the nature of the deal with the moon presence was to house the hunters#assist them keep them alive whatever they need#and she would get two things out of it#the first is a surrogate child in gehrman (he also works as collateral for the deal while laurenc n co worked for the mp's ends)#and the second is that the hunters would take out the competition and kill other great ones#hence the note Hunt the Great Ones. Hunt the Great Ones. in byrgenwerth#OH FUCK#ok so maybe the obscuring of rituals rom did yknow hiding the blood moon etc was a deal she made with willem#but it didnt create a dream it made the moonlit lake#rom could also be the dreamer maybe? bc she used to be human#idk im really just spitballing at this point if i got anything wrong or misremembered smth feel free to correct me#also sorry this is so long lmao
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i love looking at people's aesthetic tags because theres usually some sort of theme going on
#moodboard is the one most important tag on my acc bc thats the one i like looking at again and again#milk (normal)#i feel very alienated from the world and people most of the time and i don't think anyone or anything can change that#but im also getting better at feeling at peace with it and accepting that i don't really belong being okay with that is important to me#so i like brutalist buildings and things that are overtly like hey you don't belong and im like *nods* i know but i am just visiting#i am just peeking my head in and i will be on my way in a bit but you are gorgeous i love how you hate me#i know this sounds very depressing and it is sometimes but its also kind of freeing in a way to give up yknow and not have to try#-to force extroversion or to try and fake emotions and caring that isn't there and just sorta exist in an area#where im not being held to human standards and scrutiny#idk i am very apathetic about stuff in general it's been this way since i was a baby and ive decided to start embracing it instead of#-thinking of it as a moral or social failing that i have to correct#anyways thats a whole essay hope u guys get what i mean.#yeah im doing alright
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