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Went to the dentist for the first time
They're continuing jigsaw's legacy or what
#lizzy grant won't help#it all looked like a fucking saw trap#it was soooo bad#saw franchise#saw#saw movies#jigsaw apprentices#got a pink sticker!!#with puppies!🐶🩷
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Tfw you (currently obsessed with ISAT who never plays pokemon) play a soul-link nuzlocke with a friend (in for a world of torment) and you can't pay attention to a health bar for the life of you nor remember what types are weak to what.
Spoiler under the cut :)
Guy how did you manage to un-evolve yourself
#siffrin isat#loop isat#pokemon#isat#in stars and time#art#fanart#yeah um. pokebeau did NOT survive. psychic bastards curse ye#i named the cofagrigus to be funny silly and friend was like 'you know those trap people and mummify them' and i balked#i saw that isa (machop) had an evolution with four hands and i squeaked#isa died and i died too#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#the sarcophogus looks like the king and house because they are Siffrin's eternal prison :)#id @ my friend but they havent finished yet nvfjdksn there's so much art i have to show them#tfw you make friends with a ghost type and they get really attached and guess what fucking happens#i thought cofagrigus looked so silly before drawing all this and now. i still think it looks silly#kitscribbles#he is coming out to hold hands for realsies :) he does that when you take turns holding each hand every day :) :)#just like try not to hold all four of them. you might get dragged in#you hold their left hand and their right hand and you give them your left foot and your right foot and oh you're being lifted the do o r is#Also runerigus is so so interesting. Horrific memories you say
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in this world where so many members of our species, with supposed moral agency, are killing small things for nothing but the crime of existing, and so many are blind to the value of any species which does not benefit them in a way they can personally measure... do you ever feel so so panicked and suffocated?
#i had to walk onto the tracks at the NYC Times Square station to retrieve an injured pigeon who was trapped down there#no idle police officers or MTA personnel cared at all when I explained that an injured animal was trapped on the tracks#the MTA staff told me to ask the cops to help#the cops told me to ask MTA staff for help#the cops said “if it were a person that would be different”#i looked like a crazy person bc i was having a panic attack and trying to ask people for help at the same time#my partner called animal control and they said there was nothing they could do#the Wild Bird Fund does not have the resources to retrieve animals but said that if i could catch the pigeon i was welcome to bring them in#and you know what#i did#if someone is in a life-and-death situation and you are in a position to help them then YOU SHOULD#what kind of fucking person would i be if i saw this pigeon#whom i am perfectly physically able to rescue from their situation#and i said wow that's too bad that they're going to die down there#if only it weren't illegal/dangerous to go onto the tracks#a cell phone is valued 1000% more than a non-human's life#it's fucked up guys (:#anyway i learned first hand that literally no one in NYC will stop you from doing anything at all#as long as you aren't brandishing a weapon or some other murderous action literally no one cares what you're doing and will not stop you#so be punk and take action#fuck speciesism#animal rights#animal welfare#humans are animals#also sorry but people stomping on bugs who are literally OUTSIDE and doing seriously nothing but existing#why would you do that#please get help#talk to a therapist
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Leslie Gore belting it in the other room: YOU DON’T OWN ME I’M NOT JUST ONE OF YOUR MANY TOYS
Don’t ask me whats going on here you all already know. Something about an angel something about a dog.
#if you think you saw me post a Wip of this earlier no the fuck you didnt lol#death note#mihael keehl#mello#mello death note#meronia#mello x near#nate river#near#my art#this is all neallos fault i am a pious woman#blood#dnkinktober#kinktober#i know it looks like a saw trap but i promise theyre in love lmaoaoaoa
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Okay time for me to 🥰 in the tags real quick lmao
#not snz#okay so first of all i had thought i was gonna be trapped at the station again bc i got released but didn't trust myself to drive#so all of us who were staying overnight decided to make hotdogs but they were fucking arguing about how we were gonna heat them up??#like three of us were just sitting there starving in the cold while everyone else was fighting lmao#so i was like 😩 and called him while we were waiting for them to just pick a heating option#at which point several people had me put him on speaker to say hey and invite him to eat fucking hotdogs with us#i think it's been too long since most of us have had any outside interaction ahdkaksk#so he agreed to come and brought his roommates???? like just for funsies??????? idk i guess they really wanted some cheap ass hotdogs#and i hadn't seen him in over two weeks so i was vibrating lmao#okay and he's kind of a grumpy bitch lowkey but he doesn't shy away from like casually putting an arm around me or holding my hand so 🥺#so i hugged him when i saw him but then he went to hold my hand and was like 😨 bc they were ✨️ cold af ✨️#so he promptly grabbed my other hand and then just looked at them for a sec and asked if i was alright lmao#not an uncommon occurrence unfortunately lmao everybody grabs my hands when they start looking weird ahdmkaks we love raynaud's#but it still makes me soft when he expresses concern so 🥰#anyway so we all ate and just generally vibed for a while before people started head off to sleep#so his roommates took the car back and he drove my car so i could leave instead of having to stay overnight again lmao#and the hot water heater at the station ain't shit so the relief i felt taking a hot shower was immense lmao#especially after nearly freezing to desth in the rain ahdkkaks#anyway so then we just cuddled and watched shows on his laptop 🥰#and then obviously we slept bc it was fucking late as shit and i was ✨️ tired ✨️#but I'm a light sleeper so i woke up when he started moving around and setting up his laptop#and he gave me this little smile and ruffled my hair a little and told me to go back to sleep#fucking domestic as shit 😩🥺#also i feel like maybe i should share more things that have happened between us prior to dating#bc i swear nothing is progressing as quick as i feel my posts make it sound ahdkakdk#like I've known this man for over two years so we were coworkers and friends before anything else so we already had our little dynamic going#idk i just feel weird knowing that none of y'all know our lore ahdkakdk#anyway it was nice just getting to spend time with him again 🥰#and I'm taking him out friday bc i owe him a fun little date or several lmao so i think I'm done screaming now#partner posting
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love how i somehow keep spoiling to people that Solas' identity but it's always people who either don't know DA enough or somehow played DAO entirely multiple times but didn't read the codex so they're always like "idk fancy nickname?" and i'm just, damn, cool i managed not to spoil the biggest spoiler of the game but bestie this unlocks in the first 30mins of the game if you play as Dalish in DAO, and it still unlocks in the first game later anyway:
my friends are really just dodging the biggest spoiler of the franchise fully out of being Jared 19.
#i started talking about it on priv but then my DAO friend answered and im.#going to avoid pointing her to the codex she forgot to read#but this is so hysterical to me#i was spoiled about this thing in the middle of my DAI playthrough#i was at a party. I saw an edit. I screamed and dropped my phone and trembled the whole evening.#Like i was literally crying in the arms of one of my friends out of pure excitement about what that meant#i was hysterical. I learnt that and i lost it and i immediately planned on romancing him in another playthrough mid first playthrough#(tbh i was thinking about romancing him before that still bc his knowledge is so oughh but like that sealed it for me)#and now my friends - by accident - pick up from my ramblings that that'ss solas' identity#and they're all like '? that's a fancy nickname or something?'#im chewing my fucking leg of (to escape the trap - fh's style)#this was the blorbo from my codex before he was the blorbo from my video games okay#i was obsesseeeeeeed with any mention of this before i even know he was a character in the game#and look at me now. who would have thought. not me!#ichatalks about da#sorry this was meant for my priv twitter but then the friend i vagued saw me and now i'm avoiding them seeing this 'spoiler'#(aka a text from a 2009 video game that she played in 2010 before i even learnt about the franchise.)
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guys im so unbelievably normal about him you wouldn’t even understand
#saw 2004#adam stanheight#now before i say anything i want to make it explicitly clear that i do not in any shape or form have any kind ofattraction to men#but my fucking god#he is#oh my god#he’s literally a pathetic man what do you expect from me#i dont know if i want to look like him or be with him#look at the twinky stalker guy all trapped in an iconic saw trap#teehee#teeheeheheheee !#not#gay#jesus fuck though he is incredibly attractive#lawrence fumbled so bad i woulda dropped john fucking kramer in an instant to go get him#he looks like he’s about to cry but given the circumstances i’d say thats pretty normal
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Man..
#sorry i'm still upset about bridal sharena. like YEAH she's an incredibly powerful incredibly useful unit#pair her up w winter edelgard and the girlies are cleaning up tt maps extremely efficiently#and YEAH. she absolutely has nice art and huge win for the power of friendship. w veronica.#but man. it's like. i can't even enjoy my time w her.#due to. extremely specific things about me that are entirely a me issue and i can acknowledge that and own that.#it would probably feel less bad if like. sharena got literally anything else. in between now and her bunny alt.#like YEAH... she is the other half of the alfonse duo. which is the cutest shit and i love them so much#idk i know it's a non-problem. it feels dumb to make it a problem.#but genuinely like. i don't like using her w the animations on i don't really like checking the home screen dialogue#it's INTERESTING. for lore/characterization purposes. it's funny and charming bc ofc it is!!!#it's sharena and veronica ofc they're gonna be funny and charming!!!!!!! they are SO endearing to me#but god. i really do just. have problems. and it feels soooooo upsetting that like#my very specific problems are preventing me from enjoying WHAT SHOULD BE. something i should really like!!!!!!!#like there are NO problems w her!!!!!!!!!!!! the problem is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna thrup#why didn't intsys consult me about this. the unemployable shut-in who runs a semi-obscure tumblr blog. in america#unbelievable..#like would i sound insane if i said marriage is like a trigger for me. like completely seriously and unironically.#like. again. it is such a non-issue. and all of it is on me to choose what i engage w that IS how managing your triggers works.#please please pleeeease don't misconstrue anything i'm saying i'm being vulnerable. rn. and petty. super fucking petty.#and obviously i can just. not use her. or use her minimally. but that's really not my point here i'm not looking for solutions#i'm just. expressing how uniquely upsetting this situation is. w how intense my askr sib interest is#w the fact that sharena IS. absolutely one of my fave charas. i adore her completely and she means so much to me#this feels like. a saw trap. made just for me.#idk again there is no solution here and i fully acknowledge this is a skill issue and realistically not even a problem.#but like. can anybody hear me. it's so dark in here.
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hi guys. im sick so i'll be answering any rat egg questions y'all have
#not a confession#freakblr#🐀🥚#tbe rats here have such fucking short lifespans#maurice lived the lonhest i think but they disappeared#qnd then emile. the one who laid eghs in the libing room and wjat started this whole rat eggs thing#i think emile actually genuinely got mad at us#bc they ended up in a rqt trap#and it somehow managed to escape#but their fur was all ripped out from its body and dhit#and so whenever my family saw it#they knew that emile was like mad asf at us#my dad said it had some look of anger idk#BUT. update: my mom said she saw like. a new rat and shit#wondeirng ehat we should name itm#acthallt guys send me name suggestions#tmf#the music freaks#this js the WORST explanation i gave ever gjven#and what makes it worse is that these rats hage actually fucked with my head i swear#anyways i think emile disappeared thats wjyvmy mom thinks she saw like some new rat
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Im so fucking tired of allistic people man...
They always present like 2 choices for you and go on for days about how they understand either choice, they won't judge you no matter what you pick and how they'll be fine regardless then act all disappointed and whiney when you make that choice and they didn't get the answer they wanted.
I'm sorry, how was I supposed to know that was the wrong choice™️. If you wanted me to do something why didn't you say it. I don't care about all your little social shit, be honest with me. I didn't choose based on your wants when I don't know what you want. I made the "selfish" choice despite everyone around me saying they supported my decision and totally understood. Then I'm the bad guy. For making a choice. That I was assured over and over again that I wasn't going to be judged for.... I'm so tired of this... I'm so tired of allistic people setting these fucking landmines for me. Like they enjoy my suffering. I always get fucking burned in these situations. I can either just do what I think they want with varying response or I can be honest and unmask and do what I think is best for me then they all collectively sigh and look away like Im the disappointment...
If it's not truly safe, don't fucking tell me I'm safe. If I truely won't be judged, don't judge me. If I can't safely unmask, don't tell me to be myself and make my own choices. Even allistic people who had no fucking skin in this game judged me. I chose the option that was best for me and now I'm the villain. Again. Fuck allistic people man, fuck those wishy-washy judgey ass people.
#clover speaks#clover vents#its ok they said just do whats best for you they said#and my dumbass was just like yeah sure 😚 and now im looked at like a monster for taking a choice they gave me#and encouraged me to take! ill support you no matter what my ass#it makes me feel so fucking unsafe in my chocies like a fucking saw trap#its always multiple choice questions and nothinge ever seems like the right choice#they are always wrong and everyone always despises me abit afterwards#even when i know i didnt do anything wrong i didnt hurt anyone and i made a chocie for me#its all supports and i love yous and its oks up until the tism comes back out and i get the cold shoulder#i get the look aways and the silence#they know they are hurting me and they dont care about the betrayal i feel over being basically lied to#i know its your choice but i felt like- ok then why didnt you say anything BEFORE I MADE THE CHOICE#FUCK ALLISTIC PEOPLE IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THEIR QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS GAMES THAT MAKE ME LOOK HORRIBLE FOR NO REASON#IM SORRY I DIDNT READ YOUR EXPRESSION ITS ALMOST LIKE I HAVE A MODERATE MENTAL DISABILITY THAT PREVENTS ME FROM RWADING EXPRESSIONS#i just wanna say or do something right and they always judge me no matter what#im never safe around these people because everything is always watched and judged according to their morals and what they would choose#as if their morals are superior to mine because they are fine with throwing themselves at trains over nothing and im kot#fuck allistic people man#im so stupid for believing them and thinking this time ill be safe...#im never safe i will never be safe#im always so scared of looking like a stone faced unfeeling monster who dosent love anyone or anything and they always make me into it#no matter what i do or how much i try to express it#i feel things i love people im not a robot#this hurts so much...#sorry for the total lack of context but you dont need any#i dont want or need any more allistic judgement
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#guess whos back in therapy bby 😎#the lady i saw was nice. 1st appointments r always a lotta blah blah blah so much to cover#and im always like bleh whatever im not that bad but when u put it all down on paper it is sorta a lot lol#i got the comment. hm u seem to kno a lot abt the dsm. and like listen. i have been meticulously categorizing my problems for the last 4#years. and i like to learn so ya kno. also said yea it sounds like u r having hypomanic episodes.#and asked if bipolar was a possibility and like if i was bipolar that would absolutely blow my god damn mind. im pretty sure its just pmdd#but whatever. im open to the possibility. mostly i wanna hear someone else perspective on this#i feel like im collaborating on a project. like gimmie ur notes i wanna see if were on the same track. bc im insane like that#i always feel bad when they apologize for asking invasive questions. like neh its fine. i got nothin to hide and i dont give a fuck#also i told a class of my peers that my distraction from research is drawing narut0 fan art. again bc i do not#give a single fuck. Professors response: hopefully we get to see it some day. bro. if u ask me i will show u. i do not care#i mean. probably nothing too weird but i feel like most of my stuff is safe to share. i just come off looking like a weeb i guess#but yea back in therapy bc my mum reminded me bc the ppl around me irl r also worried for my well-being based on my behavior lol#i mean its just bc i complain that im in like psychological pain a lot. so lots and lots of bitching abt my brain ^^#the lady i saw did fall a lil bit into my trap. like what woulf ur life look like if u had everything under control? bc it seems like ur#here and ur starting a phd what more do u want? and im like mwahaha but u see i can do school#i can do school so good. i am the best at school and thats it. i am otherwise barely functional#so i can be successful on paper and dysfunctional when it comes to having a life :-]#but whatever. well see what she wants to follow up on next week bc i threw a lot at her#also went to my office for the 1st time. it is really nice to sit in a working lab and watch ppl interact. but also i do feel like im#dying if i try to sit in that room with 2 other ppl lol. so well see how it goes. i may find somewhere else to hide#unrelated
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EWEWEWEWEWEWEW I JUST SAW ME AS A FRESHMAN ON MY FB MEMORIES
#i’m vomiting 🤮#why the hell did i think i was the shit ?#i looked like i belonged in the fuckin grease trap#i also saw all five of those chins ?!?#what the fUCK#WHY DID I LOOK LIKE THAT#ALSO WHY DID I THINK A PIXIE CUT WAS A GOOD IDEA?!#SCREAMING AT YOUNGER ME
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setrákus is interesting because he is just 'what self-harming to process trauma, unchecked rumination spirals, and the cycle of gaslighting and systemic/ideological violence does to a mfer': the character
#lorien legacies#setrákus ra#LL tag#self-harm mention cw#gaslighting mention cw#abuse mention cw#like the more i look at him the more i realize that a lot of things about how his brain works are very deeply relatable to me#except then he took those things and swan dived so hard motherfucker's seeing anglerfish#and all this happens in a context where it is much easier to go 'good fucking god; but i see where you went wrong; but good GOD'#with nuance without getting bogged down at every step by 'okay but this person is a victim *now* who needs help *now*'#'and there is very little you can reasonably expect them to do to Get Better before you remove them from the saw trap they're currently in'#anyway yeah he is interesting in ways that i find sympathetic and can relate to#without it being nearly as emotionally loaded for me to go 'look at this fucking dumpster fire (derogatory). fuckin christ what a guy lmao'#'eat shit'
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been cleaning my dorm for like 4 hours and it somehow does not feel like it has amounted to anything
#i have completed tasks things are better!! where the fuck is my dopamine you bitch#i couldn't deal w a lot of stuff in the way i would normally want to bc im trying to unfuck a LOT of things here#namely the cat piss closet. i have since washed basically everything in there bc they smell like piss#by virtue of sharing air with the piss for possibly weeks (im not bitter im not bitter) but ofc i can't put them#back in the closet bc it still smells like cat piss despite my best efforts#i am. very underequipped for this btw#anyway none of the major things i WANTED to be better are better despite effort (i.e. i wanted to stop living out of my suitcase#but i still can't do that bc the closet is still fucked up. so the scrubbing and scrubbing and scrubbing the floor and washing clothes#didn't lead to the tangible reward of not kicking my fucking suitcase every morning#and rascal Does Not Like It when im up and moving so a hazard of doing any chores is getting attacked#and oh boy did he#ugh i wanted to clear my weekend i had ASSIGNMENTS. I STILL HAVE ASSIGNMENTS#but thats not super appealing bc again im tired and i feel like dookie doodoo ass#but i don't want to have shit to do over the weekend bc i know my work is probably gonna be affected by my mental health#which is definitely gonna be affected by The Event. i wanna get my shit done before tomorrow afternoon but like. guh#whatever it's fine we roll nonetheless. i could probably get away with skipping another class or two over this anyway#only good thing about this#would be nice to go home and wash my face. shower. etc#anyway. if nobody got me i know kaiji fa.nart as my keyboard background got me 🤝#(chanting) no matter what kind of bad day im having kaiji's having a worse one no matter what kind of day im having kaiji's having a worse#horribly embarrassing moment where a friendly stranger in class saw like 4 kaijis in the margins and was like whos that :3#no it's not a bad thing i was just caught off guard and my drawing's rusty as fuck and whatever. bleh#im trying figure out his design bc im in trauma-bonded love aith him or whatever and#but my ass will NOT look up a reference. in class. and i haven't been drawing out of class bc ive been doing work for class. c'est la vie#wait i never closed that parenthesis. here:)#ech then again maybe i'll want the distraction of work. crossing that bridge when i get to it#after all i can just work ahead if that's the case yk#to explain the closet my roommate stayed in the dorm over winter break and i didn't and at some point in there#roomie's cat pissed on a fallen skirt like crazy. and then that piss was trapped in there for possibly weeks#and im not bitter not even a little that i didn't get an apology from my roommate. but hey don't ask and don't receive ig
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ANFEKWARIWEJRIFEWONRGAWOMGORAVNEROW OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!
THE LITTLE TUXEDO KITTEN WE THOUGHT GOT EATEN BY ONE OF THE FOXES MONTHS AGO IS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
#We for SURE thought the poor dear got eaten after we saw the fox stalking it around where it was hiding in the car port 😭#because we never saw it again afterwards even with me getting a cat trap from work in panic and turning up nothing but an entitled raccoon#how the FUCK it survived all this time in the woods is a god damn MIRACLE#It's been since september since we last saw it that's four months!!!!#It was only like 2-3 months old looking when we last saw it ;u;#so it's like 6-7 months now#holy fuck it's a little survivor#(also sidenote - if I can manage to catch it - it's name will be Roz if girl and Fink if boy)#hello void i have words#left wet food out for it
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yk I liked gravity falls better when bill was just dead
#awuff#and the only times youd ever see him coming back were in the odd 'bill is trapped in stans head permanently' au here and there#then the arg (??) happened and i think that was what implied he was still alive? and that was okay enough ig it was fun im sure#and then that stupid fucking book that i hate came out#i fucking hate that book i cant even#i just dorn like ot! go back to not existing#also yea ik he always had that fucking rhyme or whatever invoking the axolotl but like. that was random as fuck#and 'hes stuck in the psych forever because hes CRAYYYZAYYYYY 🤪🤪🤪 also he and ford had a romantic relationship.' has literally never been#what i was looking for#<- my perception of this book is skewed negatively because i fucking despise every shipping brained dumbass who read it#AND THATS ANOTHER THING B U T#That Ship would literally be fine to me if ANYONE WAS FUCKING INTERESTING#its not Ohhh Hot Toxic Yaoi Treat For Me!!! its an inherently abusive relationship and if youre not gonna treat it w the thought it deserve#IM FUCKING STEALING SOMETHING OUT YOUR HOUSE!!!!#and the sudden influx of art that i saw (bc i still follow the gf tag even after all this time) of fluff or sex of that ship was Exhausting#i was tired. i AM tired#i am also of the mind that i like my things being consolidated. so if smthng is a show i dont want a book#if smthng is a movie series i dont want a show#if smthng a webseries i dont want a comic#ect ect#whoch doesnt make me happier abt that book
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