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Went to the dentist for the first time
They're continuing jigsaw's legacy or what
#lizzy grant won't help#it all looked like a fucking saw trap#it was soooo bad#saw franchise#saw#saw movies#jigsaw apprentices#got a pink sticker!!#with puppies!🐶🩷
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Tfw you (currently obsessed with ISAT who never plays pokemon) play a soul-link nuzlocke with a friend (in for a world of torment) and you can't pay attention to a health bar for the life of you nor remember what types are weak to what.
Spoiler under the cut :)
Guy how did you manage to un-evolve yourself
#siffrin isat#loop isat#pokemon#isat#in stars and time#art#fanart#yeah um. pokebeau did NOT survive. psychic bastards curse ye#i named the cofagrigus to be funny silly and friend was like 'you know those trap people and mummify them' and i balked#i saw that isa (machop) had an evolution with four hands and i squeaked#isa died and i died too#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#the sarcophogus looks like the king and house because they are Siffrin's eternal prison :)#id @ my friend but they havent finished yet nvfjdksn there's so much art i have to show them#tfw you make friends with a ghost type and they get really attached and guess what fucking happens#i thought cofagrigus looked so silly before drawing all this and now. i still think it looks silly#kitscribbles#he is coming out to hold hands for realsies :) he does that when you take turns holding each hand every day :) :)#just like try not to hold all four of them. you might get dragged in#you hold their left hand and their right hand and you give them your left foot and your right foot and oh you're being lifted the do o r is#Also runerigus is so so interesting. Horrific memories you say
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in this world where so many members of our species, with supposed moral agency, are killing small things for nothing but the crime of existing, and so many are blind to the value of any species which does not benefit them in a way they can personally measure... do you ever feel so so panicked and suffocated?
#i had to walk onto the tracks at the NYC Times Square station to retrieve an injured pigeon who was trapped down there#no idle police officers or MTA personnel cared at all when I explained that an injured animal was trapped on the tracks#the MTA staff told me to ask the cops to help#the cops told me to ask MTA staff for help#the cops said “if it were a person that would be different”#i looked like a crazy person bc i was having a panic attack and trying to ask people for help at the same time#my partner called animal control and they said there was nothing they could do#the Wild Bird Fund does not have the resources to retrieve animals but said that if i could catch the pigeon i was welcome to bring them in#and you know what#i did#if someone is in a life-and-death situation and you are in a position to help them then YOU SHOULD#what kind of fucking person would i be if i saw this pigeon#whom i am perfectly physically able to rescue from their situation#and i said wow that's too bad that they're going to die down there#if only it weren't illegal/dangerous to go onto the tracks#a cell phone is valued 1000% more than a non-human's life#it's fucked up guys (:#anyway i learned first hand that literally no one in NYC will stop you from doing anything at all#as long as you aren't brandishing a weapon or some other murderous action literally no one cares what you're doing and will not stop you#so be punk and take action#fuck speciesism#animal rights#animal welfare#humans are animals#also sorry but people stomping on bugs who are literally OUTSIDE and doing seriously nothing but existing#why would you do that#please get help#talk to a therapist
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Leslie Gore belting it in the other room: YOU DON’T OWN ME I’M NOT JUST ONE OF YOUR MANY TOYS
Don’t ask me whats going on here you all already know. Something about an angel something about a dog.
#if you think you saw me post a Wip of this earlier no the fuck you didnt lol#death note#mihael keehl#mello#mello death note#meronia#mello x near#nate river#near#my art#this is all neallos fault i am a pious woman#blood#dnkinktober#kinktober#i know it looks like a saw trap but i promise theyre in love lmaoaoaoa
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i wanna see if you have anything for snuffy and 5 for the ask game lmao
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
I do but I feel like it's cheating since it's literally about him
#snuffy trap be upon ye. Thank you Brazil I guess (unless the creator is from portugal idk)#the thumbnail jumpscared me the first time i saw it and its still scary to me .Why does he look like that#Ive only heard it once but every so often it (+the other blIk trap songs) comes up in my feed and theyre just so funny to me#going through the guys youtube videos like wow he sure likes making songs abt anime characters bc half the blIk cast is there#they better not hand me the aux ill fucking play deus da italia idgaf#/joke i literally cant get all the way through it rn bc the concept is just really funny i cant take it seriously#txt#its like. ok cambio a español rápido. Es como las canciones de creeper vs zombie. Es como mordecai vs finn. No me lo puedo tomar en serio#Quisiera saber bn portugués para saber q xuxa dicen
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guys im so unbelievably normal about him you wouldn’t even understand
#saw 2004#adam stanheight#now before i say anything i want to make it explicitly clear that i do not in any shape or form have any kind ofattraction to men#but my fucking god#he is#oh my god#he’s literally a pathetic man what do you expect from me#i dont know if i want to look like him or be with him#look at the twinky stalker guy all trapped in an iconic saw trap#teehee#teeheeheheheee !#not#gay#jesus fuck though he is incredibly attractive#lawrence fumbled so bad i woulda dropped john fucking kramer in an instant to go get him#he looks like he’s about to cry but given the circumstances i’d say thats pretty normal
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Man..
#sorry i'm still upset about bridal sharena. like YEAH she's an incredibly powerful incredibly useful unit#pair her up w winter edelgard and the girlies are cleaning up tt maps extremely efficiently#and YEAH. she absolutely has nice art and huge win for the power of friendship. w veronica.#but man. it's like. i can't even enjoy my time w her.#due to. extremely specific things about me that are entirely a me issue and i can acknowledge that and own that.#it would probably feel less bad if like. sharena got literally anything else. in between now and her bunny alt.#like YEAH... she is the other half of the alfonse duo. which is the cutest shit and i love them so much#idk i know it's a non-problem. it feels dumb to make it a problem.#but genuinely like. i don't like using her w the animations on i don't really like checking the home screen dialogue#it's INTERESTING. for lore/characterization purposes. it's funny and charming bc ofc it is!!!#it's sharena and veronica ofc they're gonna be funny and charming!!!!!!! they are SO endearing to me#but god. i really do just. have problems. and it feels soooooo upsetting that like#my very specific problems are preventing me from enjoying WHAT SHOULD BE. something i should really like!!!!!!!#like there are NO problems w her!!!!!!!!!!!! the problem is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna thrup#why didn't intsys consult me about this. the unemployable shut-in who runs a semi-obscure tumblr blog. in america#unbelievable..#like would i sound insane if i said marriage is like a trigger for me. like completely seriously and unironically.#like. again. it is such a non-issue. and all of it is on me to choose what i engage w that IS how managing your triggers works.#please please pleeeease don't misconstrue anything i'm saying i'm being vulnerable. rn. and petty. super fucking petty.#and obviously i can just. not use her. or use her minimally. but that's really not my point here i'm not looking for solutions#i'm just. expressing how uniquely upsetting this situation is. w how intense my askr sib interest is#w the fact that sharena IS. absolutely one of my fave charas. i adore her completely and she means so much to me#this feels like. a saw trap. made just for me.#idk again there is no solution here and i fully acknowledge this is a skill issue and realistically not even a problem.#but like. can anybody hear me. it's so dark in here.
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hi guys. im sick so i'll be answering any rat egg questions y'all have
#not a confession#freakblr#🐀🥚#tbe rats here have such fucking short lifespans#maurice lived the lonhest i think but they disappeared#qnd then emile. the one who laid eghs in the libing room and wjat started this whole rat eggs thing#i think emile actually genuinely got mad at us#bc they ended up in a rqt trap#and it somehow managed to escape#but their fur was all ripped out from its body and dhit#and so whenever my family saw it#they knew that emile was like mad asf at us#my dad said it had some look of anger idk#BUT. update: my mom said she saw like. a new rat and shit#wondeirng ehat we should name itm#acthallt guys send me name suggestions#tmf#the music freaks#this js the WORST explanation i gave ever gjven#and what makes it worse is that these rats hage actually fucked with my head i swear#anyways i think emile disappeared thats wjyvmy mom thinks she saw like some new rat
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Im so fucking tired of allistic people man...
They always present like 2 choices for you and go on for days about how they understand either choice, they won't judge you no matter what you pick and how they'll be fine regardless then act all disappointed and whiney when you make that choice and they didn't get the answer they wanted.
I'm sorry, how was I supposed to know that was the wrong choice™️. If you wanted me to do something why didn't you say it. I don't care about all your little social shit, be honest with me. I didn't choose based on your wants when I don't know what you want. I made the "selfish" choice despite everyone around me saying they supported my decision and totally understood. Then I'm the bad guy. For making a choice. That I was assured over and over again that I wasn't going to be judged for.... I'm so tired of this... I'm so tired of allistic people setting these fucking landmines for me. Like they enjoy my suffering. I always get fucking burned in these situations. I can either just do what I think they want with varying response or I can be honest and unmask and do what I think is best for me then they all collectively sigh and look away like Im the disappointment...
If it's not truly safe, don't fucking tell me I'm safe. If I truely won't be judged, don't judge me. If I can't safely unmask, don't tell me to be myself and make my own choices. Even allistic people who had no fucking skin in this game judged me. I chose the option that was best for me and now I'm the villain. Again. Fuck allistic people man, fuck those wishy-washy judgey ass people.
#clover speaks#clover vents#its ok they said just do whats best for you they said#and my dumbass was just like yeah sure 😚 and now im looked at like a monster for taking a choice they gave me#and encouraged me to take! ill support you no matter what my ass#it makes me feel so fucking unsafe in my chocies like a fucking saw trap#its always multiple choice questions and nothinge ever seems like the right choice#they are always wrong and everyone always despises me abit afterwards#even when i know i didnt do anything wrong i didnt hurt anyone and i made a chocie for me#its all supports and i love yous and its oks up until the tism comes back out and i get the cold shoulder#i get the look aways and the silence#they know they are hurting me and they dont care about the betrayal i feel over being basically lied to#i know its your choice but i felt like- ok then why didnt you say anything BEFORE I MADE THE CHOICE#FUCK ALLISTIC PEOPLE IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THEIR QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS GAMES THAT MAKE ME LOOK HORRIBLE FOR NO REASON#IM SORRY I DIDNT READ YOUR EXPRESSION ITS ALMOST LIKE I HAVE A MODERATE MENTAL DISABILITY THAT PREVENTS ME FROM RWADING EXPRESSIONS#i just wanna say or do something right and they always judge me no matter what#im never safe around these people because everything is always watched and judged according to their morals and what they would choose#as if their morals are superior to mine because they are fine with throwing themselves at trains over nothing and im kot#fuck allistic people man#im so stupid for believing them and thinking this time ill be safe...#im never safe i will never be safe#im always so scared of looking like a stone faced unfeeling monster who dosent love anyone or anything and they always make me into it#no matter what i do or how much i try to express it#i feel things i love people im not a robot#this hurts so much...#sorry for the total lack of context but you dont need any#i dont want or need any more allistic judgement
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#guess whos back in therapy bby 😎#the lady i saw was nice. 1st appointments r always a lotta blah blah blah so much to cover#and im always like bleh whatever im not that bad but when u put it all down on paper it is sorta a lot lol#i got the comment. hm u seem to kno a lot abt the dsm. and like listen. i have been meticulously categorizing my problems for the last 4#years. and i like to learn so ya kno. also said yea it sounds like u r having hypomanic episodes.#and asked if bipolar was a possibility and like if i was bipolar that would absolutely blow my god damn mind. im pretty sure its just pmdd#but whatever. im open to the possibility. mostly i wanna hear someone else perspective on this#i feel like im collaborating on a project. like gimmie ur notes i wanna see if were on the same track. bc im insane like that#i always feel bad when they apologize for asking invasive questions. like neh its fine. i got nothin to hide and i dont give a fuck#also i told a class of my peers that my distraction from research is drawing narut0 fan art. again bc i do not#give a single fuck. Professors response: hopefully we get to see it some day. bro. if u ask me i will show u. i do not care#i mean. probably nothing too weird but i feel like most of my stuff is safe to share. i just come off looking like a weeb i guess#but yea back in therapy bc my mum reminded me bc the ppl around me irl r also worried for my well-being based on my behavior lol#i mean its just bc i complain that im in like psychological pain a lot. so lots and lots of bitching abt my brain ^^#the lady i saw did fall a lil bit into my trap. like what woulf ur life look like if u had everything under control? bc it seems like ur#here and ur starting a phd what more do u want? and im like mwahaha but u see i can do school#i can do school so good. i am the best at school and thats it. i am otherwise barely functional#so i can be successful on paper and dysfunctional when it comes to having a life :-]#but whatever. well see what she wants to follow up on next week bc i threw a lot at her#also went to my office for the 1st time. it is really nice to sit in a working lab and watch ppl interact. but also i do feel like im#dying if i try to sit in that room with 2 other ppl lol. so well see how it goes. i may find somewhere else to hide#unrelated
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my most developed oc is ginger . she was supposed to be a side character so virtue could have a little buddy but instead it grabbed the narrative adjusted it to be on her and he immediately just did an elaborate mime routine
#dove chirps#my stuff#krillverse#oc: ginger rosa#ginger gets in arguments about grammar on the internet every single day#honk types with perfect capitalization and grammar and when someone asks why shes just like tsk tsk its more PROPER#he does not believe this all btw. its into linguistics but the prescriptivist stuff is just to annoy oeople#and it works id kill bug if i had to talk to her for more than five minutes#<- showing off that things fucking neopronouns#(gingers pronouns are it/she/he/neos)#not all neos but look inside your heart it will tell you#busts down door con/fetti pronouns? no? yeah thats fair. fixes the door#please ask me questions about it#i want to talk about how he would act in a saw trap and its weird relationship with optimism and her social media presence
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EWEWEWEWEWEWEW I JUST SAW ME AS A FRESHMAN ON MY FB MEMORIES
#i’m vomiting 🤮#why the hell did i think i was the shit ?#i looked like i belonged in the fuckin grease trap#i also saw all five of those chins ?!?#what the fUCK#WHY DID I LOOK LIKE THAT#ALSO WHY DID I THINK A PIXIE CUT WAS A GOOD IDEA?!#SCREAMING AT YOUNGER ME
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The Eleventh Doctor having such a young face and being the Doctor to live possibly the longest. The one who abandoned his companion more or less because he chose a bigger (in number of beings) duty of care. The Doctor who often acts the youngest and yet is the most frightening. The Doctor who, at least to me, marked such a difference in the character.
The youngest-looking, most underestimated because of that, the one who sacrificed his memories to save a moon without a moment's hesitation, the one who lost his parents-in-law (who were his best friends), the one who saw his grave, the one who found the impossible girl and did his best to keep her safe just as he kept him safe...
The one who experienced the highest high and the lowest low of his whole life. The one who lost and won and lost again. The one who waited and withered and aged and practiced patience as best he could because one could say he gave up on saving himself.
The Eleventh Doctor.
#doctor who#the eleventh doctor#normally i dont feel a lot about him but i just saw a gifset of s5 where he says not to put him in a trap#just. yeah.#he was the oldest yanno and also the youngest looking for so long#the idk dichotomy of youthful face and oldest soul shit or whatever#i feel like 10 gets to act his actor's age but matt smith dude. wowie.#all of them can say 'dont fuck with me' but 11 is the one i would fear the most if he said it to me.#eek#anywho#i know 12 technically maybe lived longer? i cant remember#he doesnt call himself billions of years old tho just the 2k years old#ugh. idk. lots of thoughts.#i know 12 lived a long time!!! just. i think 11 lived the longest in terms of being at one place for the longest time#anywho......
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just watched Top Gun: Maverick, and I can’t be the only one who noticed that Rooster and Hangman absolutely radiate hostile ex boyfriend energy, right? I hate to say that I can only report what I see, folks, and the fact is that those two have something going on
#i came to the movie expecting a sizeable amount of macho man hostility and dick measuring contests but like. sirs.#they have 10000000% dated in the past at the very least cause like what else could explain all the *gestures vaguely* everything#they had a terribly messy breakup#i will die on this hill. i saw what i saw#also on another note this movie actually kicks ass like i thought i would be ehh about it at best but like i had so much fun#top gun fucking slaps and everyone should go see it because its a stupid amount of fun#it also makes me completely understand why vex suddenly wanted the magic broom so bad and counldnt get flying out of her head#like girl i fucking feel you all i want to do now is fly a plane#its a metal death trap but it looks SO fun#also just to note: the US military is still super YIKES to say the very least#not in danger of susceptibility to military propaganda but also consider. gay bitches in planes#top gun maverick#rooster#rooster top gun#hangman#bradly rooster bradshaw#jake hangman seresin#hangman top gun#andis thought geyser
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setrákus is interesting because he is just 'what self-harming to process trauma, unchecked rumination spirals, and the cycle of gaslighting and systemic/ideological violence does to a mfer': the character
#lorien legacies#setrákus ra#LL tag#self-harm mention cw#gaslighting mention cw#abuse mention cw#like the more i look at him the more i realize that a lot of things about how his brain works are very deeply relatable to me#except then he took those things and swan dived so hard motherfucker's seeing anglerfish#and all this happens in a context where it is much easier to go 'good fucking god; but i see where you went wrong; but good GOD'#with nuance without getting bogged down at every step by 'okay but this person is a victim *now* who needs help *now*'#'and there is very little you can reasonably expect them to do to Get Better before you remove them from the saw trap they're currently in'#anyway yeah he is interesting in ways that i find sympathetic and can relate to#without it being nearly as emotionally loaded for me to go 'look at this fucking dumpster fire (derogatory). fuckin christ what a guy lmao'#'eat shit'
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vermin mention in the tags bc I'm too anxious to sleep sorry folks!
#im so fucking mad im so mad and like. i like creatures and am cool with them when they are outside my home#but there was a MOUSE in my ROOM i SAW IT i did not INVITE IT IN i am ALREADY STRESSED and i DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW#and i cannot get traps because it is ONE IN THE MORNING and i cannot sleep because WHAT IF IT GOES ON MY BED WHEN I AM NOT LOOKING#what if everything is bad and terrible actually and i have committed a HEINOUS MORAL CRIME by allowing this to happen what if i have DONE#SOMETHING to invite this hell what if my roommate gets SO MAD when they wake up what if i DIE i already have other fucking shit i need to do#AAAAAAAAAAGH im gonna be up all fucking night now fuck this. i hate this. i hate myself. im flinging myself into the sun.#if i catch this motherfucker running around again not deceased im going to burst into tears.#yes i recognize i am not being rational right now. no i do not care
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