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Kaito Kid in the metaverse!?!?
ngl this was half an excuse for a persona 5 crossover and half an excuse to draw Kid in something else
They team up because Phantom thieves of Heart and Kid's bad guys are part of the same org duh!
How many teenage Phantom Thieves are there in Japan?!? Or teenage detectives for that matter... between Persona and DCMK I feel like the ratio is so absurd ajnfsdlvnfsb
I like to imagine everywhere else is relatively normal but everyone in Japan just loses it
Kaito, after dealing with Magic Immortality Gem, Real Magic Witch and Deaged Detectives: yeah sure giant mesh of human subconsciousness might as well
This is perfectly within all of their lucks :sob:
Morgana: talking about metaverse mechanics Kaito, who was already starting to have an identity crisis before this: ?!???
"Your main defense is being no 1 Kid fan???" "Fuck I should do that" "Ryuji no"
Kaito, magically appearing roses out of thin air: you know when I say I'm going to steal someones heart I usually mean metaphorically
Design ramblings:
Mostly I just wanted Kaito to look more immature than Toichi's/Kid's suit so instead of impersonating him its more Kaito-
he looks so Kid is because his biggest sense of self isn't being Kuroba Kaito or Kid or whatever he is "Dad's son" at his core- everything else is second so that's what he looks like! Not Kid himself but his own thing with some clear design inspirations!
Imagine this design of Kaito's standing beside og Kid... Father and son.....
There's also a certain jewel motivating him and his revenge... and they ARE going after the crows in this arc... at least I think so I forgot if Kaito or Conan call them crows or guys in Black in my mind and my canon they are interconnected enough that I cannot for the life of me remember but Im p sure Conan's the one who calls them guys in black
I think he'd have like a theatre mask because of all his disguises and theatrics lmao
I haven't decided his personas design yet I just !?!?!?! the persona designs are so cool in game it has to have something jewel related right???
#kaito kid#magic kaito#persona 5#crossover au#kaito kuroba#fanart#way too many phantom thieves in japan#its becoming an epidemic#someone should look into it#maybe even a teenage detective- THERES HOW MANY DETECTIVES???#phantom thief x phantom thief au#art#drawing#my art#digital art#ngl teen me also had carmen sandiego part of this just every phantom thief i can but it doesnt make sense so lol#they follow eachother on their phantom thieves twitter accounts
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small comic of my au (still in its concept phase lol)
#is this what they call an identity crisis#deltarune#undertale#doodles#kris dreemurr#deltarune fanart#fanart#kris deltarune#doodle#utdr#deltarune au#au#comic#deltarune comic#i didnt notice how inconsistent the style is here#lol oh well
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What’s William Afton’s problem in FNAF….
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#william afton#michael afton#afton family#funtime foxy#fnaf#fnaf 4#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#UNSERIOUS comic time….#what did William Afton mean by this…#is William trying to be nice or insulting#Michael is frozen stunned baffled flabbergasted even#William is gonna send Michael into an identity crisis at this rate#seeing baby and ballora are semi inspired off of Elizabeth and Ms Afton#made me wonder about Funtime foxy makes sense that be Michael#but the more I thought about it the funnier that thought got#Michael gets called fruity in the most ridiculous way possible#I’m glad I finally got to draw Funtime foxy though!! 💗
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what's fun about shipping Tim with Dick, Jason, or Damian is he has, at some point, hallucinated all of them to comfort himself. even when he doesn't like them or particularly get along with them, he has to imagine/hallucinate them just so he has the power to go on. Tim's concepts of the Robin mantle and what it should be is so fun, because he respects the others through the Robin mantle. Tim worships Dick because he was the first Robin. he wouldn't be Robin if Jason hadn't died in the mantle. and a lot of his frustration with Damian is he feels Damian isn't honoring the mantle correctly. when you ship Tim with the other Robins you can't divorce their identities as Robin from it because Tim will always see them as a Robin first and that's so fun and fucked up. like.
batman (1940) #456
Tim perceiving Dick as *Robin* cheering him on, not Nightwing, which is the version of Dick that Tim actually knows? that's just. wild of him. he will always view Dick as Robin first, his personal hero but also the original of the legacy. his love for Dick is shaped by that.
and then of course, even when he's hallucinating/imagining Jason cheering him on, it's *still* through the lense of being reminded how Jason failed? subconsciously believing that Jason got himself killed because of his actions, and that being a lesson for Tim to learn from? Jason isn't a person to Tim, he's a moral lesson about how to be Robin. any potential idolization he could have of Jason isn't because he loves Jason, it's because of the lessons Jason's death taught him.
and then, even though him hallucinating TIm is from the New-52, which makes characterization all kinds of questionable, i do think it makes sense for TIm to hallucinate/imagine Damian after Damian's death in an attempt to cope with it.
teen titans (2011) #18
to an extend, he sees Damian's death as in part his own fault. and even hating Damian, Tim needs the comfort from this to cope with Damian being gone. he's angry that Damian even was Robin, and has to learn something from Damian's death and how it impacts the Robin mantle, and teenage heroes as a whole. like, Tim can pretend he hates Damian all he wants, even getting taunted by the image of Damian, but there's still an underlying love to their relationship.
i think that's just the fun of shipping Tim with any of them. you will never divorce Tim's views of them from the Robin mantle and how fucking Unwell he is about anyone else who's been Robin before or after him, to the point he has to hallucinate them comforting him when he's at his lowest. it's always going to be a little unhealthy, a little toxic, and driven by Tim's relationship with being Robin as well. i need more Tim being weird about Robin in these ships.
#necrotic festerings#batcest#jaytim#dicktim#damitim#this post was first going to just be about tim hallucinating damian but i got carried away thinking about the identity crisis arc#have whatever this is.#idk if there's much of a thesis other than “tim's fucking weird about the robin mantle and that should extend to shipping too”#been meaning to post this for forever#finally got around to it though so yay me.#now i need to go work on my jaytim in the new-52 thoughts bc. i have a whole post planned.#a stack of comics next to me for research and everything. god help me.#ALSO while rereading to grab panels#why is it that everyone talks about how jason says “robin is magic” in an attempt to mischaracterize him as sunshine boy#and not the fact that tim *also* says robin is magic?#like it's not a jason thing. it's a robin mantle thing.#that's just what robin *is*. it doesn't say much about jason's character for him to say that when he's robin. it just means he's robin.#the robin mantle is magic. that's the point.#and you could argue that's more of a meta thing that exists on the wavelength of how children where supposed to project onto robin#moreso than an in-universe commentary on what the robin mantle is#(honestly the same argument applies to tim hallucinating here for like. meta intent vs in-universe meaning.)#i hesitate to even call it hallucination it's more like. daydreaming coping.#giving a face to his internal monologue type thing and this is just how the medium depicts it#also it was just sexy and cool for characters to hallucinate loved ones in the 90s in comics. it was a convention of the genre.#but still my point stands. tim pictures all of these ppl as robin first internally#and he self soothes using their image in his head. that's wild of him like what#tim you are weird about the robin mantle more than anyone else i give you that.
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do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month
sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol
#(the b girl lineups are older than a month because i procrastinated a lot on doing minor fixes. nothing i drew in the month of june 2024#is really worth showing it's all shitty doodles lmao)#bnha#class 1b#mlp#?#yui kodai#setsuna tokage#itsuka kendo#ibara shiozaki#(i love how she came out in particular! creature :3)#reiko yanagi#tikto's art#you may be wondering why pony of all people isn't here.#i did draw her! but i kind of ran out of steam so i ended up not really liking the result lol same for kinoko#anyway shoutout to elementary school me i was SO obsessed with mlp. brony stuff was one of the first things i used the internet for#and you know what. i wouldn't say it ruined me it was a pleasant experience#i just read what was basically a polish version of equestria daily and constantly checked the deviantart profile of one (1) specific artist#that i liked a lot#i did watch some weird speedpaints (yknow the horror ones) but i honestly dont remember being very bothered by them i just liked the art#i was just chilling there lurking and never actively participating due to being 10 and afraid of online strangers (good for me tbh)#i remember having an identity crisis though because can i really call myself a brony if i'm a little girl? the target audience of the show?#lmao anyway i would also draw ponies constantly and write oc fanfics (and the ocs were actually my irl friends ponified)#and i even had my own little g5 concept. good times good times#tag story time over god bless enjoy your day
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Hello!! Question about clone^2, what are the styles of Danny and Damian? Like day to day stuff for example. Does Danny buy Damian the traditional 8 yr old clothes (dinosaurs with sunglasses tees, stuff like that) or does Damian already have a style he likes? And Danny! I know that Sam gives Danny various punk hairstyles and that he prefers gender neutral stuff but outside of that what would Danny wear in general?
You don’t have to answer of course, but I’ll give you a thank you in advance!
- kindest regards, Gas Can
I LOVE GETTING ASKS NO WORRIES MY GUY. AS MY FAVORITE SAYING GOES 'THE QUICKEST WAY TO STARRY'S HEART IS THROUGH HER ASK BOX'.
And I love this question, this is a good one!! If damian's 8 then he's been around the fenton house for about a year or so. I can't see baby dames ever willingly wearing traditional child-like clothes, at least not in the beginning when he first arrives at the Fenton house. Which he'd be around 6-7.
Danny tells him (with the help of google translate) that he's going shopping to buy him new clothes sometime during Damian's early stay since the little man had been wearing the same clothes he arrived in for a while (which you can find here with the reblog of the colored version) and honestly he probably asks damian if he wants to come along to pick something out. he doesn't know the kid's style and it might be a bad idea because damian might make a run for it, but danny's caught him before at this point.
(plus he'll need help carrying bags - his hands are freshly injured and still smarting. they're not as bad as they will be in the future, but hand injuries hurt. consider it repayment for being the cause of it, damian)
And early Damian would choose clothes that remind him most of the league - so dark colors, more formal styles, think like how you'd imagine his original template to dress like, if you will. Danny is side-eyeing him in judgy bewilderment, but says nothing other than to complain about the price tag. Of which Damian has no idea what he's saying. He'd stick with those clothes until he has his little moment with Danny in the OPS Center where he finally tells him he's a clone (even though Danny already knows) and that he doesn't want to go back. After that he'd reluctantly and steadily start branching out.
So eight year old Damian, whose begun to chill out more and act more like a child his age would? I don't think he'd ever wear graphic t-shirts about kids shows, but I can see him wearing graphic tees of like, animal facts on it, animals, stars, etc etc, and then plain shirts in a variety of increasing color. I have this mental image that Danny buys Damian one of those joke shirts that says "bro I'm 8" / "this is what an awesome eight year old looks like" (with two thumbs pointing at itself) and Damian wears it to school a week later. Damian's variety of shirts increases the more comfortable he gets and the more he comes into his own identity.
Damian also, steadily, keeps stealing Danny's flannels even if they're almost comically large on him. They're comfy and he's embracing his role as baby brother (and also he really looks up to him because he understands, to an extent, of what danny's done for him). Danny and the Fentons start buying Damian his own after a while because, well, he can't keep taking Danny's.
And Danny! I'm so glad you mentioned Danny, my favorite GNC boy. I keep forgetting myself sometimes that I gave him long hair, even if it is my favorite thing about him. And honestly? Danny doesn't really do much with his hair if Sam isn't styling it. He usually lets it stay down on his head, and then pulls it back into a ponytail or a half-ponytail at school depending on what he's doing (gym vs a test).
He keeps it in a ponytail as phantom to keep it out of his face, and then when he's working on a Ghost Case he sometimes has it up in a (messy™) bun because the feeling of having his hair on his neck when its in a ponytail drives him nuts, especially when sleep deprived. Sam teaches him how to braid it back into a simple braid and its become a new fidget for him to braid his hair and then unbraid it. It's easier to keep off his face than a ponytail, so he sometimes braids it back when he's sneaking out as phantom. It happens more often once he gets skilled at it.
And danny's style! I know you probably only meant his hairstyle, but I also wanna talk about his aesthetic! He doesn't really put much into his appearance. Very teenager-y boy 'threw on the first thing i saw on a hanger/floor' type, but he kinda has a bit more of a casual, soft grungy-like look as an older teen. Just some hints of Sam's influence - and you know what, some of Tucker's as well because that's his best friend too.
(Off topic but 19yo Danny from my Childhood Friends Dead On Main au has a similar style that's a bit soft punk as well, and that is somewhat more intentional on CFAU Danny's part. Why make an au if I can't play dress up with my favorite character? :))
Mostly because I read a Spider-Man x DP fic that described Danny (from an outsider's pov) as looking kinda like a skater boy who listens to alt rock music and it's been my personal interpretation of him ever since. So he has band tees, flannels, graphic tees with jokes on them, shirts with astronomy facts on them, and idk if he'd ever buy ripped jeans but Sam has certainly bought him some and they fit so *shrugs* he wears them. And he has one or two of those denim jackets with the hoodie sewn inside it. And from Tucker he has a few turtlenecks because Tucker reads as a turtleneck-kinda guy, geek chic-ish.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#danny fenton is not the ghost king#damian wayne has a clone#the quickest way to starry's heart is through her ask box#its not a starry post unless its long#srsly tho i love getting asks even if i haven't answered them. so anyone who sends me an ask: i see them!! i love them!!! if i havent-#answered it its because I can't think of anything *to* say to it that i think would make a fulfilling ask. but i see it and i love it#unmentioned in the post but danny also has a few black croptops of the rave-variety from when he needs to pull what he likes to call a#'brucie wayne moment' and its my favorite part of the clone danny au bc youre gonna look me in the eye and say that there's a-#non-malicious TEENAGE bruce wayne clone running around and he DOESNT have a brucie wayne impression? brucie wayne is a#walking meme in of himself. absolutely a teenage clone of him would pretend to be him sometimes even if its a joke. he wouldnt get away wit#being bruce wayne considering the 30 year age gap BUT acting like him? he can do that AND make someone (or a dozen) swoon at the same time#danny has his identity crisis issues but that doesnt mean he can't have FUN with it. he shares a face with the biggest himbo alive yes he#will use that to his advantage when he's aware of it.#gas can anon#i love that signoff btw#brucie wayne is half the reason i made the clone danny au for a reason - the pure shenanigans of having his face#could potentially cause#like yeah he’s batman’s clone blah blah blah but BRUCIE WAYNE. THE BIMBO HIMSELF
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Yes that's Shakespeare please leave me alone
#OKAY SO kitty and puss are both on there bc kitty heavily inspired her character traits and attitude#but puss inspired this identity crisis she has that i jave literally never talked about .... it's new since I'm remaking her lore GRRRR#but erm yeah she 100 percent had flamboyant and big heists n stuff to gain attention and validation from the kingdom she used to live in#on hwr home planet.... there's a kingdok there btw#and ofc she's wanted dead or alive by the royal army#BUT ANYWAY she uses that thrill of getting attention and stuff to compensate for how little she thinks of herself yay!!!!!!!!#The whole “If I'm not the fearless legend they see me as then what good am i?” thing going on with Puss is almost exactly like how Elora is#except she does NOT ❌🙅♀️ call herself a hero#so she has a tendency to push others away due to the fear that they'll see how she actually is BUT OF COURSE wanded and sylvia change that#WOW we got a yapper over here!!!!!!!#do NOT let her listen to Remember My Name by Mitski bro she'll drop to her knees and sob#um#and rouge and rarity inspired her sassiness and dramatics :3c
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i drew kenny with oil pastels :3
I call it identity crisis
#south park#south park art#kenny#kenny mccormick#kenny mcormick fanart#its called identity crisis cause i didn't know what colour to make the background
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My friend group keeps calling me variations of the word "Mother" and honestly atp I've accepted that I'm either the mom friend who brings snacks everywhere or I'm the mommy of the group.
#mona's sessions#yall decide what i am lol#MONA IDENTITY CRISIS PART 3766#being bi is so nice cause both my male and female friends kept calling me mommy when i walked out in a crop top today#and im like mfs just say yall are single as fuck
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alright, i have come here to discuss something tonight and that topic is: barton still killing every single police officer that bothers him at the docks (except for jim, but i swear that's just for plot purposes. okay... nah 🫠 it's not lmao BUT moving on) and hating law enforcement in general + vigilantes, BUT with the new added context that he has a partner who he found out is a vigilante? well... i'm just here to say that it makes me think that doing mental gymnastics is just a daily practice for barton at this point LOL
but that's okay, because his vigilante partner is genuinely slay in his eyes + worth it. and thus, anyone who dares try to call him a hypocrite for being with her will be smacked halfway to tuesday so ❤️ (the heart essentially means don't do it JSJSJ ☠️ not to say that i would expect that anyone here would do it OFC though y'all know what i mean (,,: and oh, the mun who portrays the vigilante character that i'm talking about knows who they are tehe MUAH ilyyy)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#AHHH yet another rambling courtesy of autumn at a slightly late time on a tuesday buttt that's alright BC i live to post about this-#chaos gremlin even if it is at 10:00 at night / hj LOL nahhh i don't literally live for it OFC but it is very enjoyable might i say#and while i'm here just kind of shitposting in the tags can i just say that enemies to lovers is one of my favorite tropes...#SO of course i am saying this with all of the love in my heart for cruella and her OC kat because she's great + i think that the dynamic-#that we've built between her OC and barton is honestly really interesting + i just. GAHHH i love it in general okok#but i wanted to just make a little light-hearted post kind of calling barton out for his favoritism today BC as his number one hater#i feel it is my responsibility to expose him for all of his inconsistencies / j LMAO i kiddd but i just think that him making an exception#for one vigilante because they're his partner after having what feels like an identity crisis BC barton was basically thinking#'well doesn't being with one technically mean that i'm supporting them as a whole?' but honestly i think it is a bit more nuanced#than that and barton realized this because like. yeahhh they may have faith in the possibility of him being able to change BUT#for now he's still committing atrocities + one still has to work out the complete 'kinks' of a relationship like this of courseee but#oddly enough them believing that he can change may or may not have been a deciding factor in barton's decision to be with them BC#he isn't often 'believed in' if you know what i mean as a villain as you may be able to imagine and it does admittedly intrigue barton#when someone is able to see the humanity in someone like himself who he generally views to be so irredeemable that there's#basically no chance for him TO become any better so yeah
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Gender crisis hours:
So… for a few years now I’ve been going by they/them. Though not particularly to out about it behind social media and friends, I’ve felt comfortable in being they/them, non-binary.
However recently, my partners have been calling me “boyfriend” which has made me ever so extra happy… so now I’m having my own gender crisis. Because that term makes me feel so happy.
But I still know I’m non-binary, right? But do I like he/him pronouns as well as they/them? I’m not sure. Maybe I like they/them but being called a boy?? Is that it?!? What if some days I feel more they/them than he/him? Or more he/him than they/them?
I’ve never given myself an opportunity to explore any other pronouns beyond those, either. What if another set fits me better? What then? What does any of this mean??? WHAT AM I???
#gender crisis#nonbinary#non binary#transgender#trans#they/them#he/him#maybe they/he?#I know I am non-binary but what if there’s something else I’m missing?#the thing with me and labels is I feel like I need other people to validate me when it comes to that identity#because what if I say I’m one thing and turns out that’s the wrong lable?#y’know?#what gender am I?#help me?#I don’t even know how to begin exploring this#but damn I love being called boyfriend
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having funnn im having fun
#yaz starting this breakdown by going 'and i think im angry'#actualy i mightve edited that out i think she just says 'i hate him sometimes' now ghjfkghjg#cant have your characters say what they meannnnnnn#this is already very direct#but you gotta let them yell sometimes#especially yaz#the doctor opening this scene calling her co-pilot and telling her not to jump out of the tardis#yaz ending this scene by telling her to jump out of the tardis gfhjkghgj#'i love you dont kill yourself' -> 'i dont believe you and actually you know what. do kill yourself'#dhfkjhfgjh <3 girlies#15 in the background like fUCK#hey wait im having a language realisation here#You Who Calls The Shots. the verb agrees with........'it'. right? yeah. you is the.......i have no idea. but not the subject#fun bc i dont even notice these things..............anymore#but in french it's like 'c'est moi qui ai' and im like heyo wtf are you doing 'ai'?? fghkghj#anyway 'if im not who i thought i was'#i dont think yaz ever really bought into........like the flat team structure. bc i think she always felt that her position wasnt equal#or she wouldnt have been so angry abt it in halloween#so i dont think thats a crisis necessarily in terms of identity or position#but i do lately have her ask 'what am i' a lot to the doctor in different words#not from a place of 'i thought i was your equal and now i realise im not'#but more 'i knew i wasnt your equal but jesus am i even WORTH anything to you?'#she knew she was human vs the doctor's superhuman or supernatural a little#but now it feels like. or she feels like. maybe theres a relegation from person to.........toy :/#she knew she wasnt equal but she didnt feel replaceable necessarily#i think now she feels replaceable#not just not a friend in the doctor's eyes. but not a person in the doctor's eyes#and idk maybe thats true#idk how the doctor really thinks abt humans. i think it'd be hard for me to keep thinking of people as people when...youve known so many#maybe they become Friends instead of people
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scrolling through my shri’iia/bg3 tag looking for a specific thing and every post is like, here’s another awful situation I will put my baby girl in 🤭
#and I will be putting her in MORE situations#the hc of harleep turning into her matriarch bc she can’t ever say no to that woman is most heinous I think#and so plausible for me (in terms of shri’iia reaction and less abt what succubus can do in general im hand waving that)#that she’d actually do what they say - the stripping down and stuff - bc she’s been conditioned to never refuse her matriarch (or lolth)#and even in act 3 she still hasn’t fully unlearned that. so she follows what they say until u get astarion going like what are u doing???#and she’s like . wait ur right what am /I/ doing. that’s part of the wake up call. and then after house of hope she’ll just feel#like Shit ofc 👍 like post oath break/act 2 is when she mourns about her identity and religion and gets her own existential crisis#act 3 is when she expresses grief over what she has done to herself and actually mourn that….bc she hasn’t before….she couldn’t make#regret it but now she can and it’s cathartic when she finally does 👍#we are completely dismantling every facet of the cult indoctrination. and I also like her going through the worst time possible#makes the ending satisfying ☝️
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30 // amity
Breath slow. Eyes open. Hands steady, for once. It was nice not to feel how much of her strength she’d lost and still be able to aim straight.
When was the last time she did this? When was the last time she did this and felt something good?
She squared her posture, pulled her arm back tight, and stared down the first bottle she’d perched on a rock. She took her time. She felt through herself, the wind, the savory calm. And when she was ready, it wasn't a matter of letting go in the way she was used to. Instead, she gripped tight. She squeezed the trigger.
Her arms jerked, but she held herself steady. It wasn’t as loud as she remembered, though the shot rang through the desert and scared the nearby birds into flight or silence. And her target? Sif’s heart nearly burst into flames in her chest when all she could see of it were glittering shards of brown glass littering the dirt. But she pulled a deep breath. Then another. Measured. Composed. For a beat.
Her boot came down hard into the gravel and her arms went up in the air, barking a laugh at herself as she pulled the weapon—this hard-won trophy, a symbol that she wasn’t a failure but merely changed—close to her chest to feel the heat off of it. “Gods, damn it. Finally,” she sighed, an irrepressible smile on her lips.
If only she had more than a precious few bullets, she might have fired off another round or two, become more familiar with the weapon, built her confidence and learned her limits. But this? This small, long-sought victory was enough for now. Enough to assure her that she could still be good for something. That he alone wouldn't have to bear the responsibility of protecting them both.
Spinner would have Her way of turning her fortunes tomorrow, Sif wagered, but today? Today was hers.
She settled down in the shade of the ironwood under which they’d made camp and set the weapon aside in favor of a flask, lifting it to the heavens in thanks before bringing it to her lips. As a bitter taste flooded her tongue, she was given pause, then huffed to herself.
A battle-in-progress that she was fighting on a quieter front. Tea.
#ffxivwrite2023#[ the longest road ]#[ drabbles; sif ]#holy shit i did it#five years and i have finally been able to complete all 30 days#idk what the difference was this year but i'll take it#thank you moen for running this!!#and for those curious#sif is not going cold turkey#(she'd probably get too sick of she did)#but she is TRYING not to drink as much#some days are better than others#she's going to have relapses and make bad decisions along the way#but she's trying#besides if she went cold turkey i'd have to stop calling her 'sauced songstress'#that is a crisis of identity i do not want to confront yet#anyway thank you for following along if you have been#it means a lot ;u;
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very seriously considering changing my pen name to hana
#ok hear me out#“jisu stop w ur identity crisis alr everybody knows u as JISU or at least as ji you can't just change it bc ur bored of it” STFU#ok just listen#1. hana sounds a lot like one of my real names#2. hana means “one” or “my favorite” in korean (im korean) and IM ALL OF MY FAVS' FAV DUH#3. hana means “flower” in japanese (this blog is for anime x reader (ew wtf am i doing w my life tbh) and anime is in jpn)#(also i love flowers sm literally all of my pinned post pics have flowers)#WHAT IF I DID IT#jisu talks!#see its 'jisu talks!' but it could be 'hana talks!'#AND I COULD GO 'hanaluv' or 'hanaheart' or 'hanniluv' (i have no idea if these r taken alr)#SEE IVE ALR THOUGHT OF NICKNAMES#but then again#ppl here know me as ji/jisu#if i changed to like jisa then ppl could still call me ji#but hana is smth totally different#BUT HANA SOUNDS A LOT LIKE MY IRL NAME#SO LIKE#WHAT IF#JSAJKSAJSJ#THE WHOLE REASON I PICKED JISU WAS BC IT SOUNDS A LOT LIKE ONE OF MY IRL NAMES#BC I DIDNT WANT TO GET SICK OF THE NAME SO I MADE IT RLY CLOSE TO MY IRL NAME#BUT LOOK WHERE WE R NOW#ASKJSAJASKJ
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gender is a fuck.
#yeah that’s what this crisis led me to conclude.#why do i have to have any label or identity AT ALL??#ain’t it enough to just be ‘whatever i feel like being like today’ without needing to call myself anything???#like yeah i might be nonbinary. but i’m still a woman. but not entirely a woman maybe. but i’m not a man for sure.#why does that have to be anything?#grace being stupid#text post#personal#grace’s gender crisis#lgbtq#gender
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