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gaytotodile · 6 months ago

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#i came out to my family as nb last night #and it actually went well #and i’m just sitting here like #in this weird state of #ive been trying to do this for legit almost a decade

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theshadowrealmitself · 1 year ago

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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

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bookalicent · 2 months ago

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yeah so this was insane

#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov #and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm #everyone’s like wtf except for percy #and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid #and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like #‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all #which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt #and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt #and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it #so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way #that’s gotta mean a lot to percy #also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability #allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about #feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame #and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL #and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him #like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it #also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer #jason grace #percy jackson #pjo #ashla.txt

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blackflash9 · 2 days ago

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Even when Republicans win, they’re still spiteful, threatening violence, harassing women, stirring up conflict, and acting like sore winners—still the same losers at heart.

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gatoburr0 · 6 months ago

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#I ran out of silly funny stupid tags to tag this with #art #fanart #my art #original art #I was gonna say maul each other apart and bite each other’s ears off but Frye would get her fangs ripped off really fast #so no don’t do that Frye #also yeah snake mix frye’s a snake she’s got venom in those stingers #Splatoon #Splatoon art #splatoon fanart #Splatoon fan art #Splatoon 3 #Splatoon au #Splatoon fuzzy au #Splatoon Frye #Frye Splatoon #Frye onaga #frye fanart #Splatoon pearlina #Pearl Splatoon #pearl houzuki #Pearl fanart #suffer no fools #comfort au #by the way I kinda hate their language because it’s hard to understand and I’m not in the right state of mind to decipher it #and to draw it on clothes especially because they fold and they get all weird #that’s why pearl’s hoodie is kinda flat honestly. it bothers me a lot but it’s just out of my reach for the moment I’m sorry

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loser-jpg · 9 months ago

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FUCK EVERYONE WHO SAID ANGEL WAS GONNA BE THE ONE TO DIE HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH THAT SILLY SPIDER BOYS GONNA LIVE FOREVER AND HES GONNA HAVE THE MOST SICKENINGLY SWEET SLOW BURN LOVE STORY WITH THAT STUPID GAMBLING CAT

#loser speaks #huskerdust #hazbin hotel #angel dust #husker hazbin hotel #i love them so much #i want them to be disgustingly in love #i want them to be so healthy it feels vile #i want them to take all the fucking time in the world slowly growing closer and trusting eachother until they get to a point where #theyre both like 'ok we both have known for so long but now we're finally both in a mental and emotional state where were good'#AND THEN I WANT THEM TO START BEING THE MOST IN LOVE COUPLE EVER #AAHWHGRIAHAVR #also fuck those who wanted nifty to die i fuckin love that weird creepy lil bitch shes psycho and i love that about her >:(

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katabay · 4 months ago

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THERE AIN'T NO ATLAS, KID. NEVER WAS.

if you peel him back far enough, there's nothing but a pile of theater masks

like, it's really fun how fontaine starts spiralling out the closer jack gets to him in the final arc of the game and returns to appropriating the image of family (the fake family in the beginning, the flawed father position later) to try and appeal to jack in some way but it's like. buddy. baby. you already took off your mask. anything you try and put on after this is going to come across as cheap and desperate. the magic is gone! and personally? I'm hooting and hollering

⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta

#like it's SOOOOOOO funny how he tries to pull the family angle again especially because he's sort of mimicking ryan #by trying to appropriate the father role over jack (the role of father being one of control #which. so you know how the fascist state works. right. if i start talking about roman history and the father of the state thing #will i start to lose people. im gonna do it anyway. SO-- [i am forcibly removed from the podium])#esp bc it's like. fontaine did the locks and keys for jack's mind but it's suchong we hear jack address with a familial term in #a recording. which is also. very. aughghgh. because we know what kind of person suchong is! (supernatural voice) family is hell #(not supernatural voice) you can choose to break the chains tho #i know i keep talking about the absolutely batshit family themes going on in bioshock esp w/ fontaine's father appropriation #but it's because the game has so much fascist dialogue coming out of ryan at full blast it would be EGREGIOUS not to think about it #i have some weird comic about intimacy via radios because it's enough of an immersive sim that i started thinking thoughts #about how I felt about the voice on the radio. and also. uhhhhhhhhhhhh. lobotomies.#(unsurprisingly I once had a jack/atlas-fontaine phase lmao)#bioshock #frank fontaine

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vierdz · 7 months ago

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WIP, I find myself coming back to this one often

#even though the tundra's butt is mostly hidden and that looks weird #so i might fix that but i dunno #this is also my excuse to use the blendy brushes i've developed #flight rising #flight rising art #i'm about to move to a new state tomorrow so i'm just posting this before i break everything down lol #my art

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alicornze7 · 9 days ago

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Silly guys goin' on silly adventures:]

@rorydrawsandwrites's puppeteer au but the only difference is that jax gives consent

My contribution to this wonderful au has been long overdue:')

Rambling in tags ehe (cw: ribbun:p)

Well maybe it's not the only difference

#I think in this version of the au possesion puts you into an almost dream-like state #Slipping into a sort of weird trance #Like physically you still have control of your body #But mentally you're mindlessly following orders from a disembodied voice #Kinda works like that imperius curse in harry potter (yes ik rowling sucks)#And jax soon figured out it was great for dissasociating😀#Escapism and heavily dependant on those possesion sessions to preserve his own mental stability:')#But *cue dramatic music🥁*#He eventually realises that it was not the possesion that brings him comfort and peace no more #But the presence and embrace of gangle that did<3💖💗💞#Jskhsskhj sorry that was so cheesy🧀#Well more or less its because he hadnt have human interaction in AWHILE it seems #Goose did confirm that it has been a long time since he last got a hug:(#*almost* made me feel bad there #Mkay enough rambling about this slight very minor variation of the story #I hope this whole thing was coherent to even be readable=]#Maybe ill even add emojis✨#tadc gangle #tadc jax #ribbun #the amazing digital circus #Tadc au #tadc fanart #tadc fandom #gangle x jax #jax x gangle #Let me have this guys #Let me indulge-#Her head is a tad bit too small yes IM AWARE #This is actually probably my fastest post to reach 100 notes wth (in like 7-8 hours)

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danandfuckingjonlmao · 2 days ago

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“do you know my will says i should be cryogenically frozen if scientifically possible and provable?” “i better fucking die first. i’m not joking.” “are you gonna freeze me like it says?” “i’m gonna put you in the fridge.”

look. listen. it could just be that i’m a fucked up death-obsessed macabre mentally ill grim reaper gloom and doom morbid freakass disturbed weirdo emo goth bitch, but that exchange is the most romantic shit i’ve ever heard. for no fucking reason that was the cutest most married shit uttered by human lips. fuck off.

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swingstep · 3 months ago

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just what are you?

#project moon #library of ruina #angela lor #i keep getting interrupted from backlog uploading by Category 5 Angela Events(tm) orz #uhhh cant quite call this a paint piece i stopped using it after th lineart.. But Know That Was The Intent .#ithink abt that weird middle ground right in th middle of ruina a lot. th slow metamorphosis between two incongruent states of being.#crazy. anyway;

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renonv · 9 months ago

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This is not puppy love 🐶🩵💙

#hetalia #aph romano #aph south italy #hws romano #hws south italy #aph america #aph united states #hws america #hws United States #romerica #MY ART HAS BEEN SUCH SHIT LATELY!!! SORRY COMMUNITY #one day I’ll get fuckin good #but for now… romerica nation this is what I have to offer. Alfred developing a big fat crush on this weird ass lil guy!!

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moth-nocturna · 2 years ago

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dumping south park sketches lol

#getting into south park kinda reset my mindset lol #im in a weird state of mind where i hate everything i make and i started to hate myself as a person and an artist.#so getting into this stupid silly show made me want to embrace stupid silly things #sorry for the rant. enjoy some silly doodles :33 #south park #south park fanart #stan marsh #kyle broflovski #eric cartman #kenny mccormick #tolkien black #token black #craig tucker #tweek tweak #digital art #illustration #art

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destielmemenews · 2 months ago

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"The researchers have not tested the process on humans, and it’s not clear what dosage of dye or delivery method would be necessary. Human skin is about 10 times thicker than that of a mouse, according to the researchers.

“Looking forward, this technology could make veins more visible, easing … the procedure of drawing blood or administering fluids via a needle — especially for elderly patients with veins that are difficult to locate,” said senior author Guosong Hong, a Stanford assistant professor of materials science, via email.

“Moreover, this innovation could assist in the early detection of skin cancer, improve light penetration for deep tissue treatments like photodynamic and photothermal therapies, and make laser-based tattoo removal more straightforward.”"

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forgetful-river · 4 months ago

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Whenever I'm having a weird time I always end up drawing Aradias looking at the viewer. I'm sure that means nothing

#I like where MS Paint is right now. The slider for brush sizes feels good for me and the layers are nice.#anyway. I swear I'm gonna do more for artfight I'm just. havin a weird time as previously stated #aradia megido #hs #homestuck #my art #ms paint

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until-another-one-comes · 3 months ago

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I can't rewrite this season but if it was up to me, I'd still have the Umbrellas sacrificing themselves to save the timeline and at the end we see the Umbrellas still alive, but they're all living different lives and perhaps with varied ages to show that its not their existence that caused the timeline to get fucked up, but the marigold that started everything.

The Umbrellas were always meant to exist and live, but it was the marigold that caused the timeline getting muddled and disrupted their existence. Without it, the Umbrellas (and every other kids that were created by the marigold) were able to be born and live their lifes normally like they were always meant to.

Would it still have a lot of plotholes? Yes. Would it make sense? Perhaps not but at least its better than what they implied with the ending which is very upsetting and dangerous the longer you think about it.

#the umbrella academy #it was so weird because they had two scenes with abigail blatantly stating how it was her creating marigold that started all this problem #so why did the show say #with no argument #that it was the umbrellas fault???#it made no sense. what is it about them specifically that keeps causing things to be fucked up #they're dysfunctional? okay yeah so would anyone if they're raised by reginald hargreeves #that would imply its reginald thats the source of the problem #their powers? still not right cuz the marigold was the thing that gave them the powers #so it should be the marigold #logic aside its also just such a horribly toxic message #the more I think about it the more genuinely disturbed I am about it

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