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i’ll be completely fr the only things i’ve drawn lately are very self indulgent fruity joker art… and i doubt y’all will be seeing that ANY time soon 😭🫡
#i’m embarrassed#and also gay#and downbad#he’s just kinda hot yknow?#in the weird messed up way#but for legal reasons I never made this post#capiche?#txt post#kazbles#my silly little gay thoughts back at it again
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Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either
#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day#and the next weird monsters are after you#and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist#and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met#says you have to disappear#all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of#who apparently everyone loves and wants back#even if it means essentially killing someone else(you)#and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him#even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe)#and at the end you do it#because youre tired and confused#and part of you feels like it should do it#that its the right thing to do#even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you#except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her#anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kh#kh2#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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random sketch of grian realizing hes stuck with the watchers
#my art#sketching#grian#i dont like this too much i feel weird tagging him AJKDJKAD its au stuff ok...........................#(the context is the watchers already made him believe all his friends disliked him. so them leaving the server was the last sliver of hope#(he already has abandonment issues from not having parents)#(hes stuck in another realm and no one is coming and he messed up he messed up !!!!!!)#he does eventually think his way out of this situation. it involves explosions and portal magic#i turned up my stabilizer each doodle haha
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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...
#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it#sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr#c!dream#this is fine#don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD#dsmp#dsmp dream#dream smp#dreamwastaken#no one does it like c!dream#prison arc#pandora's vault#dishing up lore#kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts#ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(
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i spent way too long on this and ive gotta just.. call it done
uriel and strahd little backstory inspired print
#uriel larethian#strahd von zarovich#curse of strahd#dnd art#fin art#you know when you take way too long on something and like#your growth during that time surpasses the piece and then youre in a weird limbo where it would be a waste of time to mess with it just#to make it catch up. fuck. im so frustrated lmfao#whatever.
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FUCK Liam Payne! I will no longer support OT5 and I don’t even want a 1D reunion anymore. It’s so disgusting how so many of you defend these boys actions, but especially Liam, in light of everything that has come out. Maya Henry has every right to speak about her experiences. And it’s gross that I’m seeing literal threads and tweets upon tweets of people calling her a liar and saying all these horrible things. You’re proving Liam right! “No one will believe you anyways and the fans will always defend us!”
Is that not absolutely horrifying to yall? That this man is weaponizing his fanbase against women that he has treated poorly? And yall continue to enable him! Everything Maya said in her recent TikTok was true! Yall defend this abuser because of boy band nostalgia? What the fuck is wrong with some of yall? It makes me sick. It’s always “believe women” “believe victims” until it’s your fave, right?!
We don’t know these people! “He would never do that…” YOU DONT KNOW HIM! These parasocial relationships are going too far.
What’s scary is based on some of the stuff Maya said, I wonder if this is only the tip of the iceberg with Liam. He’s probably done so much shit we don’t even know about. Maybe even the other boys???
I know I’m ranting and no one probably cares but some of the tweets I saw defending Liam were so triggering and upsetting. Trending hashtags like #FreeLiam and #WeLoveYouLiam when a woman CONFIRMED that he abused her is just so sickening. This is why women don’t come forward. This is especially why victims of celebrities and people in power don’t come forward. Because this is how they’re treated. Maya literally even confirmed that Liam and his team have tried to silence her and didn’t want the book to come out. I just… there are no more words.
This whole situation is so triggering… I’m so angry and upset.
Fuck Liam Payne and Fuck all of yall defending him.
#Liam Payne#maya henry#one direction#tw abuse#if she is lying why isn’t he suing for defamation#because she’s not lying#Liam is an abuser and yall need to accept that#I will never support him again#and I’m side eyeing all of the boys who will continue to associate with him after this#there’s no way they or their teams aren’t seeing the accusations#and I’ve been feeling weird about Zayn too ever since the alleged incident with Gigi’s mom#and some women have implied some stuff about him too so I just#and apparently Niall is a cheater which we been knew#Louis and Harry have their own share of drama#the older I get the more the parasocialness is wearing off thank goodness#we don’t know these people#I wouldn’t be surprised if 5/5 are actually horrible people at this point#don’t even get me started on none of them speaking on Palestine#I could go on and on#this situation with Liam is just so messed up and fucking with me#like we knew since Maya’s book came out but still#to hear some of it from her own mouth is different kinda#the stories she could probably tell#I feel so bad for her and hope she is in a place of healing and this doesn’t set her back#end rant
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Lost princess of a shadow broken kingdom.
#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kingdom hearts kairi#kairi kingdom hearts#kairi kh#blue boi draws#was messing around with a lineless style#I love her so so much#gah Kairi my girl Kairi she needs therapy#Princess of a place which is not home. forever cursed to feel a little out of place.#it must have taken a long time to adjust to the islands. I like to think her family is very supportive.#even besides that she was a weird kid. a good kid! but a weird kid. I think that’s part of the reason she ended up with Sora & Riku#they were all just a little bit weird. in different and similar ways (neurodivergence).#she’s well liked but unignorably different. she struggles with the culture and expectations of the island in ways others didn’t.#the people around her understood why and were sympathetic (I hope) but that doesn’t stop it from making her feel out of place.#also the long turn ramifications of childhood trauma is always… fun. it’s gonna take her a loooooonnng time to figure that shit out#I love her
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can i write a super super super ultra angstified fucked up teenage twinyards fic or. should i keep it in my head. and write the less fucked up version. i need answers please
#it goes against my nature to even ask this#because i am 100% a supporter of the messed up and freaky and gross and weird and awful#but im pretty new to this fandom#and i feel the need to tread lightly#sooooo like#what’s the temp ya know#aftg#all for the game#twinyards#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#fic writing#more context: i think teenage andrew#starting super duper mind and behavior altering medicine#after everything#he’s been through#and also just his psyche and the way he already is in general#and his new and awful and horribly screwed up relationship with his brother#i think he might act a little crazy! and do some pretty insane things#especially with aaron
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Wanted to tweak some stuff on my survivor Kizuna redesign and thought hey why not make it into a sprite
#rolled up sleeved fit Kizuna better. tho i wanted to keep the gloves because i really like the idea of the#foundation symbol being there#since i pulled up her sleeves i transfered the way they used to look onto the pants#and it works better because you may be able to the the Jack-o Valentine inspiration of the design a little more#other than that i just messed around with her hair and the colar area of her shirt/suit#i actually made her base before the Ayame sketch. cuz i made it and then wanted to try my hand at editing her again#because Ayame's face is really weird looking and i struggle on editing her because I'll do the entire face region#look and then just go “this doesn't look like her”#but it worked this time. I'm pretty happy w how both of the girlies look :]#dra#danganronpa another#kizuna tomori#minako tomori#sprite edit#edit#hyena scribbles
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I dont think that Trudy is a robot I think she's just like that™
#like beth has a history of just making some freaks (affectionate) so i trudys just having a TIME but shes fully human#she is the equal but opposite of ron in many ways#i just think its kinda less fun if trudys a robot knowingly or not but also its the 3rd episode so maybe itll be thematically satisfying#theyll make it good either way but i think having her just be a woman who is kinda weird and surrounded by messed up stuff is more fun#i have thoughts and cant express them properly#like i dont like the lobotomy theory because that seems insensitive and also i think good old fashioned brainwashing does what the robot#theory does but better and also it fits the call of cthulu genre better#i just think trudys such a fun character i could talk about her for HOURS#trudy trout#dndads#the peachyville horror
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oh my God i just tried out the tumblr mobile website on my phone's internet browser and holyshityouguys were you hiding this from me??
i just deleted the app fr
#holyshit I can mess with already-typed tags just like on desktop waaah?! 😂#when people put links to other tumblr posts in their comments I can actually click them!!#I *can* turn off people's weird blog settings to make their blog readable! I didn't think you could do that on the mobile site but it's eas#WHY does anyone use the app??#the only thing I can't seem to do is drag and rearrange tags anymore#but god knows that feature never seemed to work on the app either 🙄#it just rearranged tags in random order so you'd spend way too long trying to fix them before giving up and rewriting#or maybe I just have thick fingertips and it's a skill issue but whatever#point is: zero buyer remorse this is so much better#it's a brave new world y'all 😆#hellsite#game changer
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POV: you are a spooky single
#i would have colored this one but i messed up my layering in a weird way to where it would be a pain in the ass to color lol.#maybe i'll attempt it later#auurhgguu i love him. but i made him a little too twinkish by accident here LOL oops#gerry keay#gerard keay#tma#the magnus archives#gerry delano#my art#edit: I FORGOT HIS EYEBROW PIERCINGS... UURGHHNN
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miskellaneous
#tumblr is still my doodle archive#my art#venitas#ffxiv#kh#sprawl au#ooooo veni you are so creature#first of all. Bunny. Bnnuy. I would like to consider the bunny. Sorry for trapping him he’s doing plot in my brain#I drew vani a while ago but I should have made him a catboy. I will next time I draw him#second of all back in pic order#ari is trying to be kind but violence is extremely fun for him. He loves it. He loves to gloat and he loves to cackle#if he’s allowed at a target for his pent up rage and aggression he gets weird#second of all I’ve been thinking about gender as one does. And what it would look like 5000 years in the future#so like in sprawl. there’s an entire timeline of gender studies and anthropology that leads from our time#through where the entire notion COMPLETELY fell apart; through where there was a resurgence of ancient gender roles#back and forth and in circles and where new things sprung up and fell and debates about the validity of self went nuts#Xion knows a lot about it bc she will claim trans as a label vanitas also knows a lot of things because he Doesn’t consider himself#trans. vens confused he was literally never taught about any of this. unity(divine) has its own… kinda messed up way of doing it#he got lost somewhere around the advent of gene augmentation and nonhuman drag (she didn’t have to go into that detail she just thinks it’s#really cool)#(Also that was really early —)#Anyways. vanitas is also getting his sense of touch back up there. xions a miracle worker#transgender is even a slightly archaic term. it completely died for about a thousand years and then came back with a retro wave
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yknow neither of those shirts wouldve been. real. in 1988 but shhh its like time travel shit or something i dunno
#fagging it up at the circle k to absolutely no ones enjoyment its really annoying actually#just felt like messing around with overlays and shit i dunno.#doodles#art#bill and ted#bill s preston esquire#ted theodore logan#i spent way too long doing the in utero angel cuz just putting in a png looked weird 😭😭#maybe the zero shirt wouldve been i only know it from that one smashing pumpkins video which was. 1995??? i think? so.#this looks way purpler on my phone damn you color changing from device to device. so sorry if this is like way too purple it looked better-#on my ipad 💔💔💔
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claire should be allowed to engage in psychological warfare against hunt. and my god if she isn't the greatest psyop of them all
#okay so this works this way: she stands next to him. she's in his vicinity#that’s step 1 of psychological warfare. her mere presence disturbs him#step 2 is being really stupid on purpose. just say the most ludicrous thing that comes to mind#but there's sophistication. not any ludicrous thought but something tailored for him. she can't just say the earth is flat you know#on spot she'll come up with 5 reasons why citizen kane is overrated sth like that. she knows he needs to be engaged. sth he can't ignore#step 3 after he gets very angry very fast over something very trivial (because he will) she doubles down HARD#and she does it with a moue and very confused as to why he’s answering this way. has she done anything? why is he so angry at her?:(#step 4 is to overuse his title. two reasons for this: remind him of propriety and because she's really weird#step 5 is to observe how long he takes to notice she’s messing with him. then she writes it down because she’s conducting an experiment#<- this is different from the times when they actually argue. this is done for entertainment purposes. she does this when she’s bored#when claire is really really bored she raises her hand in class#to be fair it's his fault for indulging her. unknowingly. but he is indulging her. you should never indulge claire swanson#bonus step 6 she does The Face#this is how her first two years in hollywood u are like by the way
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#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#horrible exorcists#sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol#usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking#anyway FUCK architecture#really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand#but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol#ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene#and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself#but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk#meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol#hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid#he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba#anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and#i had a specific composition in mind#i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo#but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably#btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so#i chose architecture LOL#okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair#im doing my best LOL.........but boy#OKAY im done
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