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drunk and dropped my phone my 3x so far. wish me luck i’m not gods strongest soldier
#i have to sneak out in a few hours#not bc of anything exciting#but im in my friends hostel hehe#too drunk do anything but i honk#think*#but#most importantly#we went thru a shit ton of alc my hod#didn’t make a fool of myself#innocently talked about someone’s dissertation#v normally texted my potential crush#no drunk makeouts either y’all it’s a win#maybe#in some circles m#it was a good day i think#anyway#logging off#ba bye
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sans looking at ice or something
#sans#undertale#finished this…… :] for my design class. a little rough around the edges. but i think it’s pretty nice#i’m friends with everyone at my table in that class & they all wanted to see how it turned out. one of the#m literally had their jaw drop#i wanted to don a giant pink tutu and twirl around in circles so fast it’d create a tornado that could shred the entire building#wowie…. cool people think my art is cool… feels pretty nice!!!#i want to make cool music soon too. i’m having so much fun. but a big hurdle is figuring out how to get a good drumbeat#if anyone reading this is familiar with music… can you dm me with some tips... and like dumb them down for me please. i was born yesterday!#beepbox’s drums are so hard to decode
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had a realization getting dressed today. up til this moment i have kind of figured the gender nonconformity was assumed to be part of the butch thing by most of my coworkers. despite
new coworker staring extremely unsubtly as i wrote down my pronouns for a meeting (sorry tumblr, im any/all irl and sometimes that means saying she/her so i have somewhere to pee)
someone on my direct team sending one of the few trans guys i work with to come into my office for some papers and coincidentally he also spent 2 hours telling me about how rewarding it's been to come out + how great our coworkers are about creating a hostile environment for anyone who misgenders him even accidentally
multiple people telling me unprompted about the one gender neutral bathroom in the entire building (the entire reason i have not been coming out, its very far away)
the same coworker from the pronouns asking me directly if i was transgender last week
like im not really sure how i thought i was flying under the radar until this moment. like in context being asked if i was transgender felt like the natural progression of a conversation but now it seems more like one of those "not everyone wants to be a boy/girl/neither." like "if your coworkers are directly asking you if you're transgender you're probably not being very subtle about it."
anyways changed my pronouns on slack today :) now i'll have to walk across the building to the bathroom :')
#magic ward of if you work with me you can't see this ~~~~#m** you are the only person i can kind of see on tumblr. actually scratch that you 100% have a tumblr. do NOT perceive this lol#i don't think we're in any of the same circles.... but could you imagine my coworker and i are like. horrid mutuals...#the real reason im coming out is we have a new coworker who keeps bringing up trans people unprompted and i've tried the “my bro is trans”#defense but it keeps happening. i need to lay some. boundaries i think
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Here's Candy's design for the Relativity Falls AU! I'm planning to draw some human designs of her along with some info!😉 For now take this.🤲
#gravity falls#relativity falls#gravity falls au#candy chiu#sketches#gravity falls doodles#gravity falls fanart#her design is very simple#i'm thinking of adding some circle earings too to make her more fem presenting#idk now it's late so i was kinda bored but her design is pretty much green m&m with glasses haha
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Most confusing thing to me in the world about TF: One discourse/analyses/fandom takes is people saying that it's a bad thing that Orion hijacked the Iacon 5000 with Megatron and broke protocol to go looking for what happened to the Primes. Like y'all isn't this fandom constantly screaming about the demonization of revolutionaries and how good it is to rebel against authority? Or are people so conditioned to blaming Optimus for everything and framing Megatron as a victim that they just automatically repeated it in TF: One even if it's inconsistent with their previous analyses of all continuities?
Like... Orion jumping the gun on all of his plans and dragging Dee into them is "bad" in the sense that it causes tension in their relationship and pushed Dee further onto his radical path partially because he wanted to strike his own path and stop following Orion through everything. It's not bad that Orion wanted to challenge social norms by showing that people without cogs can be just as competent/talented as people with cogs?? It's not bad that Orion wanted to search for the truth about what happened to the Primes instead of just blindly trusting Sentinel???? When Dee got mad at Orion and ranted about how "you just HAD to break protocol" you weren't meant to go "wow he's so right, Orion is so bad for wanting to break social norms even if it gets him into trouble" you were meant to go "wow Dee is having a mental breakdown about being lied to and lashing out at the only person he currently has the power to lash out at." What are we doing here.
#squiggposting#tbh i think it just comes down to ppl reflexively blaming OP and apologisting for M#that and the typical fandom lack of understanding of nuance etc etc#but no it's just really weird to see this OP demonizing from a fandom constantly circle jerking about revolution#like yall OP literally was rebelling against the system and challenging protocols and following his heart instead of the rules#and that's... bad of him now. apparently. according to the fandom that loves social revolution so much#i think you ppl don't actually know how to analyze fiction or have consistent principles#you just think that OP = wrong and M = right bc of some misguided sense of rebelling against convention akldjfsd
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Take your time. But can we have more of rich and Charles angst or fluff. Maybe both. These two are just so adorable. This makes my heart melt
“Waste of Time”
He may not have been old enough to remember, but if Drew got anything form Rich, it was his astounding lack of self-preservation.
Clear ver.
Fic I got the idea from!
#old gay men#<3#i love them so dearly#inspired by that fic where Dogday got a cut on his hand and said that stitching it was a “waste of time”#I'll see if I can find it#ugh I NEED to give them a happy ending#I'll die if I don't#I swear#some good ol' hurt/comfort#phrart#art#the three d’s#poppy playtime#rich poppy playtime#richard m welldam#ah the classic square x circle troupe#my favourite#charles poppy playtime#charles welldam
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the live action atla making me want to go back and expand on all the half-formed ideas i had back in the day and also clear out my inbox...
yes, this is mostly about azula and zuko and the incredible, but only implied arc that's in there
#zuko is so full of love for his family#this includes his sister#it would've been so good you guys#to get to actually mend some of it#full circle arc#azula getting a crash course in actually being loved and supported#something she never had#healing!#all the adults in their lives being called out for just how much they failed her#zuko doing the calling out#just!!!#it's all there in my head#and the resurgence is making me want to get it out#atla#m avatars#azula#zuko#avatar the last airbender
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Found some practice sketches I did bout a month ago of me reteaching myself how to draw best boy Bullfrog,,, again lol
A different theme I did with these though is that if he was injured I would fix em up (The right column is the main product of this 👍)
#in conclusion: he is generally very round yet has very sharp features#some angles are incredibly difficult with the circle technique doh#arthrobug#bugbrain#art#captain laserhawk#bullfrog#clh bullfrog#clh#clhabdr#doodles#sketches#practice#honestly should I make a short and basic tutorial of how I draw out bullfrog and rayman? might help s o m e one lmao
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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Thanks to EVERYONE'S recommendations on my post about How Do I Get A Knitting Circle To Adopt Me - A Woodcarver - Into Their Group, I have discovered:
My local library has a knitting/crochet club that welcomes other crafts, too! I will be attending that tomorrow, so maybe they'll adopt me!
There's a local woodcarving group that has monthly meetups! Granted it meets at a senior center and membership is encouraged which I can't do obviously but I'm going to see if that's like, a hard line or not
There are a couple small, independent craft stores that might have leads on more groups, I'll be trying to hit those up in the next few weeks and see if they have any leads!
My witchy shop used to have crafting meetups, I saw it on old FB events! That will be starting back up again soon, so I can hit that up too!
And here's a tentative one - there were so many others like me who expressed the same sadness of not being able to find a little crafting group where we could all work on our respective crafts and just have fun with crafty friends and learn neat things. So I'm talking to a friend about how complicated it would be to set up a discord server for us, because gd it, I know we all live far apart but if there's a way for all of us to do a craft night together once a month or whatever and become crafty friends, we should be able to do it, along with showing off our interesting things we make in between! So put a pin in this one, since I've only ever used discord, not really run one, but if I can make it work, I'm going to try when I have some time.
#everyone had EXCELLENT tips and now i'm using them to find some crafters I can meet up with hopefully!#the library I'm SUPER optimistic about and I'm hoping it goes well tomorrow!#M CARVING APRON IS READY#and then if i can get into the little woodcarving group that would be neat too! but i'd be just as happy if the knitting circle adopts me#but i also really am going to look into the discord server because gd there are a bunch of us that just...#really want to have a nice little crafty friend circle now and then to sit and make things and chat with#it shouldn't matter that we're far or that we're all different crafters#and we can show off our things and if someone wants tips on theirs they might be able to find someone or just have others#to talk about whatever your craft is
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Yeah so uh.
It's a Sam and max blog once more, rejoice, and its solely because my partner expressed [minor] interest in it and Sam and max is about as strong as FNaF is for how little I need to get pushed directly back into a hyperfixation about it
#i lost my color pallete so i need to experiment with colors for sams suit again though which is going to be a horrible experience#art#talk talks#sam & max#sam and max#sam and max freelance police#i really want to draw max but i actually. i dont got any good ideas for him or sam could i have some suggestions#i feel a little nervous tagging the main s&m tags as i want to stay uh on the outer circle of the tumblr fandom for s&m but itll be finee#i might use that wedding max drawing as my discord pfp i really like it
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ADORABLE
PINE TREE TELLING HIMSELF THAT IF HE CAN'T HAVE TALL REDHEADS HE'S GOING TO REBOUND TO SHORT GREEN CIRCLES IS HONESTLY ONE OF THE MOST HILARIOUS THINGS TO COME OUT OF THAT ENTIRE ACCURSED FAMILY IT'S JUST OBJECTIVELY FUNNY. ALSO, LIKE ALL CIRCLES, GREEN M&M IS NOT TO BE TRUSTED!! SHE TRIED TO STEAL MY PROPRIETARY MASCARA FOR HERSELF, AND ALSO KEPT WANTING MORE SHOES! "BUT MY SHOES ARE THE ONLY WAY I CAN EXPRESS MY PERSONALITY!" SHE SAID, WHILE TRYING TO ARGUE THAT MY HAT AND BOW TIE WERE THE SAME THING AND THAT I SHOULD "UNDERSTAND" SINCE WE WERE BOTH SHAPES! HA! IT'S NOT THE SAME THING AT ALL!!
#the book of bill spoilers#dipper's terrible internet history#the muse muses#THE M&MS ARE FROM SOME OTHER SHAPE DIMENSION SO I GAVE IT A SHOT BUT CIRCLES ARE CIRCLES IN EVERY DIMENSION APPARENTLY!!
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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Taiyang winning the idgaf war even MORE than we thought.
#M watches rwby#i kid i kid#i ascribe to the theory that he has some other inner-circle task that keeps him where he is#but man not only his daughters missing but vale overrun and he still watering his sunflowers
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i keep seeing a post with this image, and like
the math doesn't work out for this? Like at all?
tl;dr; using ai image generation MIGHT be cheaper than prison slave labor, if you're making over a thousand queries to it per hour for each person replaced. stuff like chatgpt is even cheaper
the paper Power Hungry Processing: Watts Driving the Cost of AI Deployment? goes into the energy cost of AI. it mentions that out of the machine learning models they studied, image generators were by far the most energy-intensive, with an average energy consumption of 2.907 kWh per 1,000 queries. that sounds like a lot! but how much does that cost?
according to the US' Energy Information Administration, the average cost of electricity varies by sector. let's go with the commercial one for this. on average, electricity costs about 0.132$ per kWh for them. which means that 1,000 queries of ai image generation would cost a grand total of about 38 cents on average. 0.38$. and that's just focusing on the most energy-heavy machine learning model type; text generators, like chatgpt, cost less than a cent per 1,000 queries on average
(as for the prison slave labor comparison, Prison Policy Initiative mentions that, for commercial labor in the US, the average minimum is 0.14$/hour and average maximum is 0.63$ per hour. state-owned businesses pay more)
there's one question left; what about *training* the models? that one's harder for me to find data on. i did find sources mentioning that gpt-3 took about 1,287,000 kWh of energy to train, which would cost about 170,000$ using the previous metric. that's *actually* a lot! but it's also worth remembering that once it's trained, you can just copy it and distribute it like that. so at that point, it depends on total usage. considering gpt-3 has been used in multiple other things such as github copilot and ai dungeon, it seems likely that it's been queried a lot, resulting in its cost-per-query from training to be pretty low (but i can't find solid statistics on this; if any y'all have some lmk!)
so basically ai image generation might be cheaper than prison slave labor if you're doing thousands of prompts an hour, and it's definitely cheaper than paying an actual artist. which is why businesses are using it to replace actual artists. text generators like chatgpt are even cheaper than that.
this, of course, does not take into account *quality* of the output; it's valid to argue that despite ai image gen being thousands of times cheaper than artists, it shouldn't be used anyway because it Sucks. nor does it take into account any ethical issues which i won't go into here.
#also doesn't consider the commercial cost of private models but that's likely to be still very cheap#i can't imagine it being more than 2400$/month per person replaced- that'd be 15$ an hour for hiring a person btw#given that its like less than a dollar of energy per thousand queries n all#also if you're curious about how much sunlight it'd take to run an ai image generator (this is sketchy calculations):#some site i found said that a 300watt solar panel is on average about 1.5 m^2#and generates About 1kWh per day (varies by region and season n stuff)#so if you wanted to do lets say 8000 queries per day#thats a bit over 23 kWh so about 23-24 m^2 of solar panels#most estimates im seeing for land area needed to feed a person is on the scale of acres (1 acre = about 4000m^2)#but it could be a lot lower cuz i didnt look very hard ngl this is very much a tangent and food stuff isnt really my area of expertise#also side note i dont know how to do the tumblr water filter on desktop (or mobile tbh) so i just did it manually in an image editor#tbh im a little scared about like makin a post defending ai on this site given how heavily anti ai my circle tends to be#but this was mathematically irritating enough for me to want to do it anyway#considering the claim im responding to is like orders of magnitude wrong
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just saw the biggest sp*der (afraid to type the word in fear of manifesting another sighting) ever in the kitchen and i didn’t Get Him so now he’s just down there. waiting
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