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Love your art!I Know what it feels like to be an artist I'm one myself and let me tell you its hard,because everyone says your art look good but when you stare at it to long all you can see are the flaws
Haha! The way I feel this in my SOUL, but ty.
It's exactly because of this that I regret to inform everyone that due to demand, I am only able to answer a handful of Asks at a time between updates for my AU. It's the only way I could keep up between posting schedules and my real life commitments. Rest assured, I'll continue to read them all even if I'm not be able to answer them at the time. Still, there's always a possibility that I would do so in the future, so don't be afraid to send them my way and let me know how you guys feel about my work! Art really is a tough passion to pursue, but having you all enjoy them makes the hours I question if it's even worth it, well... worth it and I'm grateful for everyone's patience with me so far! TvT
-Bubbly💙
#spacebubblearts#artist support artist#asks#thanks for interacting with me!#fanart#my art#my mascot#bubbly#asks update#thank you#everyone#this is so nice tho#art#passion#creativity#all these take time#in order to not overwhelm myself#and experience burn out for my#HHStargazersAU#before we even get to the fun part#I have to set boundaries#I have many others unanswered but I plan to get to them in the future if possible#I want to see this through as much as you guys#but though tiring#Asks also brings a sort of excitement to my notifications#it's always nice to know what y'all don't and don't like so I can improve on them#it's what I post my fanarts for#doodle#a little serious#but light-hearted still I think
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so? are we supposed to live like this until we die?
KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 1 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#scrumptiousstuffs#:: fashionbaby#:: thkoutfits#thk: bison#gun tw#tw gun#and i'm back with the outfits gifsets and this time each episode has a entire gifset since thk has less characters#but also because i liked the format when doing wan's#i've realized rather quickly that if i didn't make this by order or appearance i would get overwhelmed#so for this ep it's going to be bison fadel style and kant#and yes the slap in the butt was necessary for this gifset#... so you can see the pants' color better#i'll try to post these starting saturday so we get one per day until the next episode and so on#but know this was finished last sunday and i'm itching to post it but i'll refrain myself
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hi, i'm sorry if this is a strange question but will you be selling or otherwise re-releasing the sticker designs you made last year for the glorious 25th of may? i really loved them and recently had to replace my laptop, losing access to my stickers because of it :(
no re-releases unfortunately, buttttt there WILL be stickers again this year, I’d mark your calendars (I’ll be posting 12 pm cst) cus I’m gonna be doing a limited amount this time 🫡
#different characters and also less stickers.. but last year was a bit overwhelming so. I gotta be easier on myself lmao#ask#I might throw in some old ones into random orders just for funnsies
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briefly scrolled though the bigbang subreddit like recommended and - true, it definitely is active! which is fun. one of the first things i saw is that someone got into listening gd bc they knew him from the shoe world 😭😭 i mean that's just amazing lmao
#i just randomly felt like being a little more active in the fandom again but reddit seems too overwhelming?#so im just checking if tumblr truly is dead#i havent been active obviously but now that something is happening im curious again#my husband said yday that im not a fangirl anymore#and i was like sweety.... there just hasnt been anything to fangirl over lol#we listen to home sweet home#my baby loves it. especially the live from MAMA bc she loves to dance to it#so im excited for new music#wanna know sth?#i went through my ✨memory box✨ over the weekend#i have all my flights and concert tickets and stuff#alllll my bigbang stuff. everything#i have all the cd/dvd bundles#and i NEVER WATCHED THEM#they are literally untouched#also years ago i ordered the limited edition gdragon flower? road? thing?#i dont even remember but i literally paid hundreds for it and now i took it out like#lmao i never even used the mug#remember? the one with his handprint?#anyways i made some lemon ginger tea in it lmao#and also... years ago when i went to the concerts and bought the dvds to remember them#i told myself i will watch them some day when im at home with a baby#well... girl... nows the time lol#look at me rambling! lol i guess i miss sharing my shit on here#thanks for listening. and scene
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theo talking about how lazuli was the kind of person that you just want to live to make their dreams come true and then following that up saying to cumulous that since lazuli technically created him he was her dream is the sweetest thing he could have said holy shit
#a crown of candy#d20#dimension 20#acoc#theobald gumbar#cumulous rocks#their first interaction is so fucking cute#i need to know more about lazuli and cumulous and the order so bad#cumulous crying over magic objects because he gets overwhelmed by magic and ALSO because he sees lazuli in them. oh my heart :(#still in deep deep mourning over lapin and bracing myself for whats about to happen to jet but. i loev him <3
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brain is flitting from reply to reply like a drunk bumblebee so i'm gonna just. reply to whatever tickles its fancy at any given moment i think lmao
#trying to get better at just letting myself reply to things in whatever order i feel like bc that's how the words flow the easiest#but i'm also on the verge of overwhelm from the sheer amount of stuff i wanna reply to aksjdsd#boy i sure do wish i was one of those people who could write consistently & keep on top of their threads (':#instead of mentally battling myself over whether it's worth replying to anything at all bc i'll never be able to catch up#and then feeing bad for prioritizing some threads over others bc that particular thing is scratching my brain just right akjsds#UGH. w/e i just wanna write a little more before i disappear into gaming for the night#bc once i start up a game i don't think there'll be any stopping me until i crash l-lmao...#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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im gonna start screaming in 3...2....1....
#i dont get it man#how are people doing this#this living and functioning like an adult and not getting absolutely overwhelmed by the smallest thing#i need to clean my flat so bad. but i dont know where to start and it's quite literally killing me.#its like a goddamn paralysis. i cant move. because i dont know. where. to. start.#also i started doing laundry in the wrong order and it ruined my whole fucking day lol#and now that this part is ruined i literally cant bring myself to do anything else because it just feels Wrong#and i have a train to catch at 4 pm and technically i know thats 9 hours away and that's A Lot. like logically. i know.#but i still feel like that's not enough time#fuck me fuck me fuck me why is my brain like this
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dream diary: i was playing case of the golden idol but i didnt know what was happening and it sucked
#it started like changing the dialogue and when i left the scene i saw there were like dozens of scenes i had to do#and ig the story started playing out nonlinearly bc i saw they were in chronological order and i had completed some of them#i think i woke myself up through boredom#honestly i think i was thinking too much so i didnt even notice i woke up i was too busy being confused & overwhelmed by video game#dream diary#you guys get to hear about my dreams arent you excited you shouldnt be
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I really need to get serious about personal projects again
#I think I said something like this last year too lol#currently in a weird headspace about it#the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom#(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom#and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason#it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully#I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff#but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol#it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people#and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom#which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do#im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air#so I really can’t afford to dawdle#there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have#but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself#I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills#delete later
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TAG vent time
#im trying so hard to stay positive oml#i feel like an idiot#i fell for fraud#just trying to get a roommate#so now i dont have a second roommate#er third I guess#and its almost the first of the month#which btw#im lucky enough to have someone whos willing to help me out with the rent#but for some reason my fuckass school hasnt recieved funding yet#and in orser for me to rwcieve funding I need to sort out taxes#but in order to sort out taxes I have to find out why my old employer doesnt have me on record#bc I need access to my old t4 to authenticate myself#obviously I know what I need to do but#its all overwhelming#why is money a thing why cant I just be happy
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beautiful morning to be sad about never making a winx dnd campaign for my 4 girlfriends in high school
#they were so excited about it too even tho we never played dnd before and i was the only one really eyeing that space#but i got too overwhelmed with the how to be a dm videos#i wish i could go back and tell myself that i dont have to write the lotr in order to create a world lol#0 notes to me
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getting back up
i haven't written a post in a while and i think last time was from before i finished the small research project? i passed that small project and then had less than a week off before i was back to start working on the big and final research project. and that was a mistake. because it turns out that i need more recovery time from barely sleeping for more than a week. i started to struggle more and more until my therapist put me on a two week medical leave.
the two weeks are now over and i am feeling better but now i have to get back into the rhythm of actually doing things and i'm a bit apprehensive about that. i now have two weeks to study for the resit of the exam i failed last winter. which is a little stressful because if i don't pass again it's going to make finishing this bloody degree so much harder.
i will try to not focus on that however and just go at it one day at a time!
#physics#studying#university#studyblr#today my goal is to just get my apartment in order somewhat so that i don't feel overwhelmed by the chaos#and then i will have to write some emails to the research group as well#and find the lecture material#as i said#one day at a time#and prioritising sleep exercise foid and fun over academics#so that i don't land myself back in that burntout depression hole straight away
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I get why people like the whole queer existence is resistance thing. I don't personally, because I think it puts a tonne of intracommunity pressure to exist in the 'right' way, I.e. the way that is 'radical' to the person currently scrutinising you. As a person with OCD that manifests in self scrutiny that I have to constantly concentrate on to avoid it becoming self hatred, I'm never going to be a fan of that. I kind of feel this way about any kind of assimilation conversation with regards to queerness really. I think it's an important conversation within irl communities who already care for each other- who shows up for others outside of their own interests and who doesn't, etc. But the internet makes things so impersonal and cold. It encourages people to make very serious snap judgements about others who they don't even know, and to encourage others to believe that about them. None of these people are in community together in any meaningful sense, or they wouldn't treat each other so ungenerously.
Anyway I had a bit of a realisation earlier- I think we have to tell ourselves our existence is inherently radical all the time because we're always getting the subtle message from our community and the wider activism community that having a good time or enjoying yourself is somehow bad, or insulting to people in dire straits. But instead of challenging that idea we say no it's OK because I'm doing activism simply by being here. I think it's fine to feel that way and in many ways existing as a marginalised person really is radical. I just want to make sure we aren't internalising the idea that we can't ever be happy or having a fun frivolous time without justifying it, and passing that idea along to others without meaning to.
#as radio 1 used to say: you only get one life- love it#i try and tell myself that when i get bogged down in the 'my misery is activism somehow' thinking#that so many people on here reinforce#i feel the 'pride is a protest' conversation constantly turns into this#because while pride's origin is in protest on the anniversary of the stonewall riot#most prides now are parties with a march and some information stalls#and...that's fine! If people have fun at it!#not everyone finds pride fun obvs its usually boiling very overwhelming and loud#ive had some shit times at pride but had a blast at my last one#it was post coming out as trans and I'd just started drinking more regularly#after abstaining for my meds for so long#i went alone had some drinks and a dance and went home#loved it best day ever#anyway the idea that in order to do activism you have to constantly disrupt#bring your 'queer liberation not rainbow capitalism' sign#i dunno...i dont think anyone really likes rainbow capitalism but the sponsers keep entry free#thats the case at my main one anyway#i struggle because i only just started having fun a bit more and enjoying things#i hate being hit with the message of 'actually this fun time is wrong '#even in the most subtle ways- but maybe im oversensitive#i will say that if misery is activism ive more than paid my dues#why do they think people wanted to get into stonewall inn anyway???#eta- i know not all prides are free and the ones that aren't still have corporate sponsors#i just don't feel it ruins pride personally#it's mildly annoying and that's all#eta: i put activism instead of capitalism in the slogan in the tags for some reason
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Hello my friend, Well for my first request, Could you draw my Oc Leah, please? But with two different versions of her with one side she's performing ballet and the other side is when she's training in her family gi!!! Here are her two different outfits!~ 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
what a lovely girl!! I had fun 👍 hope you like it
#in order for me not too overwhelmed myself i’m just gonna stick with one drawing <:)#tbh i wish i could do two but unfortunately#im in a low social battery xD#and art can be very time consuming#training/ dynamic pose is hard so im just gonna draw her vibing instead :p#ooor you can just imagine she just finished her training#hope you understand!#ty for the request!#other people’s oc#dbz oc#not my oc#✏️ request ✏️#my art#art by me#ibispaintx#ask
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still alive ftr just... struggling to get myself to do stuff again bc ofc I am ajdgks
#struggling with executive function ig idk#even stuff I wanna do I'm like. just can't get myself to actually get to it.#I'd love to say I've been quiet bc I've just been playing all these games I've been setting up on my new laptop but lmao nope#I'm actually sitting here staring at them....... but not actually playing them#same with writing. I'll stare at my drafts and stuff longingly but. actually sitting up to write? too much#replying to DMs? too hard#I'm v annoyed about it. I think at least part of it is this feeling like if I'm gonna write I have to do everything all at once#or like I have to do it in a specific order. or like if I'm gonna do it I have to be ready to do a lot of it.#I have to...... work on reminding myself that it's okay to just do like. one thing if that's all I've got.#it's okay to reply to the stuff I have the muse for even if it's the newest thing. it's okay to do it however I want.#but I. yeah. I'm still struggling with that lmao.......#I've got this like chronic sense of overwhelm and it's Awful I HATE it ajfkgsg#so yeah I'm. yeah. lmao.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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Ughhg I'm scrolling through my HoFL art and I've made so many things that I have such big feelings for still T^T I love them so muuuch
#Once I promised a friend that I'd make an art book of sorts but it's such a daunting task..#for one thing I'd want to put the drawings in chronological order#not when I made it but when it's supposed to take place in the story#and I've made so many post canon drawings that I'll need at least a somewhat solid timeline for that#and every time I sit down for that I feel like I need to clarify stuff for myself#I made so so much HoFL art guys it's overwhelming#saraiya goyou#house of five leaves
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