#in my lovejoy video? it's more likely than you think

[spook-202]

[kadextra]

There is lots of qsmp lore current unknowns/loose ends, but tonight I ended up thinking about the things that aren’t

So! this is a list of qsmp resolved lore plot points, answers & things we have learned :D

More than one island exists

Quesadilla island is in point nemo

There are multiple factions present on quesadilla island - federation, rebellion, capybaras

The duck is the federation manager

There are multiple different cucuruchos - cucurucho, osito, ourson, oscurucho(?)

Elquackity and q!Quackity are different people

The nether is capable of exploring, and the federation goes there. but the portal technology is not stabilized (pluto’s gate, also what walter bob & the rebellion said)

Federation workers have a hierarchy of ranks and different specializations

The federation ran tests/experiments on the eggs and also people

The federation did lots of hybrid experiments

There is more unnamed eggs out there (egg A1, hope egg)

There is more named eggs out there (sunny, empanada, pepito)

The resistance/rebellion faction has been doing hidden operations on quesadilla island, the codes and masked guy who gave sofia’s blueprints are a part of it

Many workers of the federation are secretly a part of the rebellion too (like walter bob)

The rebellion was who helped q!Bagi and q!Cellbit recover their memories of being twins who lived on quesadilla island before

Codes can shapeshift into eggs

Codes are able to go rogue and develop individuality (codeflippa)

Code infection is a thing

There is at least two abnormal unaffiliated entities that exist- oscurucho and the eye guy

The eye guy took over “egg island” and renamed it to purgatory, using it to make the islanders suffer. you can take a train there and also sail on a boat

The wheel spins & dice rolls were all related to purgatory and the eggs

Little eye cyclops creature species exists on egg island

Shadow virus infection is a thing

The effects of the happy pills/risus potion and how to create the antidote

q!Dan, q!Spreen & q!Max are canonically dead

Spirits can return on día de los muertos

q!Bad is a demon and grim reaper

Ron did not get eaten, he lives on beautiful real estate with a cat

Soul infection is a thing

q!Baghera is a hybrid created by the federation

q!Fit was sent to quesadilla island from 2b2t on a mission

q!Wilbur when he’s gone performs with q!Lovejoy off the island to collect funds for the federation

Mr. Mustard was alive just invisible

q!Cellbit was the worker murderer

q!Cellbit and f!Cell are still the same person

q!Jaiden worked with the cucuruchos before

q!Slime can canonically shapeshift bc he’s slime

q!Pol worked with the federation to produce videos in the past

Cucurucho has a house

those are just all the ones off the top of my head, feel free to add what you remember too ^^

[bonesandthebees]

I just rounded off my period so a massive L to all of you I suppose /lhj

I'm in so much pain about the Wilbur situation in general and have so many mixed feelings. Like I've only just got a chance to sit down and read his 'apology' and all of the replies from content creators and (ex)fans alike. I was so close to throwing up that I had to close the tab /gen.

I've never really watched Shubble content, nor have I had a chance to watch her full vod on the issue, so my first instinct was to be a good little media sieve and try to be open-minded before making an opinion. I won't lie, I was trying very hard to convince myself that it wasn't Wilbur and everyone was jumping to conclusions (though the more I read made that less and less likely).

I was worried for Wilbur's group (tommy, phil, charlie etc) because there was no way they could stream without being harassed by it, and worried partially for Wilbur as well because of various mental health problems that he's admitted to in the past.

Now that he's responded, though, everything's so much worse. As someone who struggled with being on the victim side of abuse for a while, I feel awful for Shelby and everything that happened to her.

Charlie, Ranboo, Tubbo etc have all responded (most very passionately so I have no doubt where they stand), so that's good for them, but tommy and phil have yet to. I can't help but wonder if Techno knew, if it had even started by then or if Wilbur didn't tell him.

I've seen people making reasonable assumptions about signs in past content that may have pointed to Wilbur's abuse, but there are some people making reaches that don't even make sense and now I can barely consume content or even remember videos that i used to be fond of without worrying that it was just Wilbur manipulating people.

Also, as far as I'm aware, none of lovejoy have replied to the situation (apart from the ex trumpeter), so ash, mark and joe are getting hate when they haven't done anything (though I may have just not seen it yet).

Some part of my brain is convinced this is all some horrible nightmare and I'll wake up able to laugh and joke about SBI content with my friends, even if I know that'll likely never happen again.

If there's one thing for certain, it's that his response was not an apology. I do believe that he thought long and hard about it (even if it was just for superficial PR reasons) and maybe ran it by people he trusted, but it was not what he should have said in response to Shelby coming forward about his abuse. All he's done is dig a bigger hole and now thousands of his (ex)supporters have to live with the consequences of his actions.

Honestly, I just feel sad. Sad that it happened, sad that Wilbur isn't who I thought he was and sad that my life will be drastically different from here on out.

Sorry that that was so heavy. I just feel really confused and there's a pit in my stomach that's churning horribly.

-🌺 <3

oh of course SOMEONE just had to finish their period right when the rest of us get it smh /lh

yeah, this is such a horrible situation overall. for me at least his response made the situation somewhat more tolerable because it felt like a closure moment. it made me realize, oh, he was really awful the entire time and this shit apology proves it. however, I'm sure in a few days the reality will hit me and I'll feel awful again. it's not fun realizing someone you admired and were a fan of for so long was a completely different kind of person than the guy he presented himself as.

I don't know where you heard that charlie responded, because as far as I'm aware he has not said anything anywhere about this situation yet.

I also don't think it's very worthwhile for people to be combing through old vods and videos for 'questionable moments' they can point at and be like "look he was abusive the whole time!" because we don't know what's going on in cc's personal lives. more than anything that should be the take away here. we don't know these people, we don't know their personal relationships, we shouldn't be trying to pinpoint every questionable moment and prove something with it because we're not in these personal relationships with wilbur. the other cc's are. basically, don't overthink what you see in old vods or old videos. it's not going to help whatsoever and it's none of our business.

I've also had the thought that this feels like a nightmare I could wake up from. I've had that thought every day since shelby's stream first happened. but unfortunately that's not the case, and we need to focus instead on supporting the victims here

I'm sorry there's not much I can say to help. just try to take care of yourself. give yourself time. it'll get a bit easier with each passing day.

[irrealisms]

i haven't posted anything about ccs in months, nor have i listened to lovejoy's most recent album or done anything to financially support them for over a year now. i will continue not doing so, and probably try to step back even further from parasocial investment in this stuff. remember: we don't know these people. never trust a famous man. being uncomfortable with speculation was understandable as an initial stance, but the pieces are there, and she's now tweeted that the reason she hasn't named her abuser isn't because she doesn't want to (and was more likely due to safety/legal fears), which removes one of my main concerns about posting publicly about this rather than keeping my thoughts private. ultimately, if there's any chance that the speculation is accurate--and it seems like it's a pretty big chance, if not outright undeniable at this point--i'd rather not risk it. in general i think it's worth stepping back from parasocial relationships with people who i don't actually know; i did this somewhat when the dream allegations came out, and i'll be making an effort to do it further.

i still post about c!dream on occasion and in general i maintain a strong c/cc divide; i will likely be doing the same going forward w/ c!wilbur, although i'm not entirely sure yet. if you want to unfollow bc you don't want to see characters closely tied to ppl who are most likely irl abusers, that's fair enough and i wish you the best.

ultimately the important thing here imo is to support shubble. i don't have a twitter or anything and i'm not very active on tumblr and wasn't sure at first what i wanted to say about this, so i'm just going to promo some of her videos: i really enjoyed her most recent video, of minecraft hide and seek with friends; i also really liked her pov of afterlife and empires (this playlist has both her s1 and s2), although i admit i haven't watched all of her empires yet! and for qsmp enjoyers she's also been editing and putting up videos of her time in purgatory 2, rn she's got her invitation and her day one up :D i will readily admit i haven't watched all of her series but she's also been in witchcraft, new life, etc-- if you haven't watched any of her videos before, now's a good time to check her out. she's got great vibes and fun content.

(this is unrebloggable bc it's primarily a note about my blog going forward and what i plan to do on it, for the people following me-- if people want the links and such in a different post i can do that)

[dreamhot]

hope you dont mind some venting in yr innbox real quick but its mystifying that the prevailing argument in anti circles right now is “well just because Techno’s father is ok with it doesn’t make it respectful, it says something about him he’s ok with it!” ok… so if Techno’s friend doesn’t know better, and his own father doesn’t know better, then who does? You? Who the fuck ARE you exactly aside from some random stranger who has decided to claim ownership over his image? Against his friends and family, no less?

And the crazy thing is they genuinely seem to think they ARE the ones who ought to decide it because they keep being like “thanks sooo much for saying this I thought I was nuts because it made me so uncomfortable, I’d be so upset if my friend did this to me and they werent even that close”. like I cannot reiterate enough. WHOOOO the fuck are you and why should anyone care that it made you uncomfortable? I’m sorry you felt that way, it happens, click the fuck off and don’t expect these grieving people to coddle your feelings for you. You are not the one affected by this, yoour opinions are not universal, and you need to quit being a weirdo because you’re incapable of feeling a negative emotion without feeling the need to point fingers about it.

And I even saw someone explain it away by claiming that Technodad “is grieving and wants his son to be remembered in any way, that doesn’t make it okay”, as if he’s some lost, confused little lamb with no autonomy of his own being coerced by big, bad Dream who couldn’t possibly have loved Techno more than YOU did, right??

It’s just all so disgusting and strange and I’m baffled that this, of all things, is what they’ve decided to agree on. That they have presedence over Techno’s own circle of loved ones about how he ought to be remembered. Jesus Christ I sincerely hope it’s obvious to bystanders who’s being insane in this scenario because I’ve been running low on faith these past few months. It used to be if someone made a stupid accusation, there was a decent chance of it being made fun of and dropped, but now it feels like anyone can just say any damn thing about him once and it’ll stick. Vile.

all i'll say is that if this was wilbur/lovejoy making the tribute song and video, you wouldn't be hearing any of these complaints.

[zephyruswrites536]

I’m going to make a statement about Mammalian Sighing Reflex because I used to be a strong SBI-DSMP fan, still SBI fan. So if you dislike DSMP in any capacity and just want to hate move away, I don’t like Dream, I was never a true fan of him, as I said SBI.

Now, any Lovejoy fans who also know Wilbur Soot or the ones like me who went through Wilbur’s music and then was there for Lovejoy’s first EP.

Mammalian Sighing Reflex is such a good album. Someone on Reddit described it in its literal sense(I believe) that Mammalian Sighing Reflex is the Reflex that makes a Mammal stop itself from drowning because it needs to stay alive. A human however can stop this from self-control. It’s our primal instinct to save ourselves and that’s what it’s about, the primal instinct to not drown yourself. I probably summarized it slightly wrong- who knows.

As I am American I did not get this first and I believe we were last… anyways

Every song matches up to the next, it’s like Abbey Road’s side B but more depressing. Honestly the whole second half of the Album just hits closer to home than the rest and it just sounds good to me anyways.

I was saying, I can like almost anything Wilbur specifically makes because I have know and heard and loved his music for years now, almost two and a half.

Also, I forgot to mention- the reflex is a panic attack in the animal to survive, it knows it’s dying and is terrified/panicked. Well, any long term(I know I’m not an OG but i have been a fan for two and a half years) Wilbur fans know he has anxiety- I forget if it’s Social or just generalized- but he has talked about having Panic attacks from a young age.

That clues in the album name as well as a decent portion of the songs’ content.

Don’t fully listen to what I’m saying because the music is flowing through my ears and I’m picking up little bits so.

I don’t know which exactly but one of the first four songs there are lyrics about being on tour or heavily suggest a band kind of perspective.

He talked about having a panic attack on stage because he’d forgotten how to play “La Jolla” and I think that’s connects again to the album name.

What I was going to say though is again, before Lovejoy was a thing so SBI DSMP or Wilbur fans are thé ones I’m speaking to now, we all know the beginning of 2021 sucked for Wilbur. In “I don’t think it will end”(very good, makes me feel seen and that’s what this album is for) he describes how he hides away, and a very popular Crimebois quote is when he had talked about how he was sleeping in till the afternoon then would just scroll aimlessly on his phone but Tommy would text him saying “come talk to me” so he’d get up and get ready. The cycle he talks about fits in with that very well to me.

Wilbur splices recordings of himself into it, I know because almost all of us who were his fans in 2020 and 2021 know about the “field video” where he talks about how he could be easily killed by a sniper and not be found for days. From that I can recognize his younger voice and I think it’s in at least two videos, Amazon Standing Lamp and Glass Chalet- I believe-.

That’s all the investigation I’m doing from subconsciously picking up lyrics, so here’s this. This is obviously not my normal content so Good Omens and Our flag means death and The Magnus Archives enjoyers I’m sorry, but the creator means a decent amount to me and now does this album.

[wonderful-time-in-the-multiverse]

Hey Tumblr and fans. So I want to take a break from drawing for now because Twitter had blown up because of the Wilbur Soot allegations. I would like to discuss it because I feel disappointed.

Before the allegations, Wilbur was an inspiration to me. Even though I never saw much of him in the new Sorry Boys or QSMP, I always listen to his music. And I was hoping to become a singer one day and I would say how much I was inspired by him.

But then Shubble talks about the abusive stuff her ex did to her. And all fingers point to Wilbur. I was thinking to myself that we don't know it could be him and it might be someone else but when he confessed that he did it and "apologized", saying it was playful, all hell just broke loose. And I embraced it. I was disgusted and heartbroken that what he did to Shelby and Niki and all of the rest that he hurt, I couldn't stand him.

So I'm taking a break from Tumblr until I sort myself out. I'm still thinking about drawing MCYT but I'm not drawing anything related to Wilbur or his band. I know now that the only people that inspire me to be who I am are Techno and Ranboo. They're the ones who inspire me to embrace my weirdness and artistic skills. And I have more inspiration from other music artists than Lovejoy.

That's all I gotta say to get it off my chest. And before I go, I want you guys to support Shelby. I never saw much of her videos but I've heard many wonderful things about her. If you could read this, Shelby, just know that we are all very proud of you and we appreciate everything about you. Thank you for reading and listening and I'll see you when I'm feeling confident. Take care.

[cyncerity]

About the situation

ok so i hate addressing drama on here but this feels important.

If this is how you’re learning about the Shubble situation, i apologize

more under the cut

first things first: i 100% stand with and believe Shubble. My heart is with her fully and I’m so glad she’s healing from what she went through with her abuser.

the reason im posting this, though, is because of the discourse surrounding Wilbur Soot and the possibility/evidence that he was the unnamed abuser Shubble was talking about. And as many of you know, i post a lot of crimeboy/sbi/wilbur-centric stuff. For now, because from what i can tell the situation is less than a week old, i’m going to give Wilbur time to respond. I won’t say that it’s him, i won’t say that it’s not him, but i’m prepared for the worst.

As for this blog, i’m probably going to handle this the same way i handled the Dream situation; i’m going to take a break from Wilbur centric aus for the moment until things become clearer, but the odds that i’ll stop writing for his character all together are slim. I don’t write with ccs in mind, ever, period. At this point i’m treating the dsmp cast like OCs with how far removed from their og characters they tend to be in my stories. In all honestly, i stopped watching half of these creators over a year ago, but i still like the idea of their dsmp characters. Hell, to be completely truthful i don’t think i’ve ever watched a Dream or Sapnap youtube video in full and those two are main characters in like half of my aus.

Also clarification just so this doesn’t get misconstrued: when i say ��i’m going to handle this like the Dream situation,” i mean i’m gonna keep writing and not take down my previous stories, i’m just going to distance myself from the creator until more comes to light. I don’t want to compare Shubble’s experiences with abuse to fakes snapchat screenshots posted on twitter. Again, I stand with and believe Shubble’s story 100%, abuse is not something to be taken lightly and I wish her nothing but the best. It takes guts to speak out like she has and I commend her bravery.

This situation is a bit harder for me than the Dream one, though, because as I mentioned, i was never a huge cc!Dream fan, more a c!Dream fan. But I’ll be devastated if this is all true because I was a huge Wilbur Soot fan. Never really liked LoveJoy, just wasn’t my type of music, but SootHouse was quite literally the first YouTube channel i ever watched. Not to be parasocial, but Wilbur’s videos got me through some tough times. His YLYL videos were the only things that brought me joy when Techno’s death announcement was released on my birthday. I really looked up to him.

I don’t want to make this about me, the main thing in this situation is to support Shubble. No matter who the ex is, she deserves all of our unwavering support right now. I hope that if it wasn’t Wilbur that he somehow clears his name soon, but that if it was (im hoping it’s not but im not ignorant enough to blindly disregard all the evidence) that he regrets what he did and is getting help. I believe people can change and that everyone deserves a second chance, but im not going to know what to think of him until he gives a genuine, heartfelt apology for his actions, fully commits to bettering himself, and proves that he’ll never do something like this again.

[tuxedaaron]

And so, here we are with my first (and for the moment, LAST) actual paid art commission.  The request was to see Tracer from Overwatch draw in the Kim Possible style.  To be honest, I was actually kind of relieved that he wanted a simpler style, since that meant I didn't have to get SUPER detailed with Tracer's gear, particularly her weapons and chest harness (I can only imagine how much longer that would have taken with a more elaborate style).  I was also glad that he essentially gave me complete freedom to draw Tracer however I wanted, because I pretty much had a pose for her in mind right out of the gate.

Remember when the first Overwatch game came out and everyone was going all "Helen Lovejoy" over Tracer's ass, for some reason?  I mean, I've railed against people being prudish with video game females before (case in point, with my Dark Queen picture from earlier), because we know why they do that, but this REALLY felt like a bridge too far.  And I just kept thinking to myself, "Really? You think THIS is the downfall of civilization? You didn't think they could come up with ANYTHING more provocative than a shot of Tracer from the back?".  So this picture was basically me saying, "Well, how 'bout THIS?!"

Luckily, he was happy with how it turned out, as am I, since it pretty much turned out exactly the way I envisioned it.  I also explored some more elements of my Photoshop program which has allowed me to try my hand at implementing some new effects that will hopefully improve my pictures going forward.  As for everyone else, I hope you like what you see. ^_^

[dappersautismcreature]

hey sorry this is super outta nowhere but i was scrolling thru the mcytconfessions blog n saw you saying youre a wilbur hater and im genuinely curious as to why?

this isnt me waiting to like. white knight him and bite your face off btw. i like wilbur but this *is* genuine curiosity pls dont be afraid lmfaoksdsdfkhf

ah yeah, sorry nonnie, and no worries. sorry for the rant ahead i just wanna lay it all out.

listen, its pure vibes, i dont really have an explanation for it. i liked him just generally for a while, but i watched a video where he talked about american gun control and it just came off super uck to me. like, a lot of british lefties have this weird thing where they will assume americans are all stupid just for kicks when we've actually been indoctrinated to think the way we do. i guess i just dont like seeing brits have political takes that are just pure "america needs to get its shit together" cause yeah bro we know, focus on whatever the fuck is up with ur government please. I feel like if i talked politics with wilbur soot he would be condescending as shit and basically explain to me what socialism is or whatever when its like, dude,, please. british lefties think they know more than the average young american, which is most of the time not true, or not something to insult someone over. (this is also because he reminds me of a shitty ex friend who was in the states for AMERICAN STUDIES but would just talk on and on and on about how dumb americans were -___-)

and its more than that, i never get idolization of people, like, online people. the closest ive come to it was technoblade maybe? gtws is pretty awesome too, bbh is low level idolization maybe. so it weirds me out when people are just in awe over him, makes my instincts go wild. im really not accusing him of anything, i know this is just the silly brain reacting silly. it just weirds me out. his fans do not know him, nobody's fans know the person, and yet they act like they do, and like he's gods gift to leftism and queerness when he is,, a cishet maybe-aro upperclass man from britain. nothing against him really.

oh, and his fans tick me off because theyre ALWAYS inserting him into things and just. listen, i dont like having to scroll through tons of wilbur fics in the qsmp tag when im just trying to get to some badboyhalo or etoiles centric fics. the man has been on the qsmp for like less than a week of playtime and he's the fourth most tagged character on the qsmp ao3 tag.

not to mention he gets dragged into other plots like "what if this actually happened to wilbur!" or "yeah but what if wilbur was there!" or my most hated "cant wait till this character meets wilbur because i cannot enjoy this media (which is about finding and enjoying a bunch of ccs) if it doesnt have my guy in it!" like i get it, you have a hyperfix or a special interest, ive been there, but maybe then go watch stuff he's actually in, instead of forcing him into a plot he really isnt that big a part of anymore.

people also praised his dsmp writing when it was,, average at best. honestly i think bbh's and the eggpire's writing did way more for the dsmp because they actually tried to include other people in the plot as much as possible, instead of just writing for you and a few of your friends. imo, c!wilbur was an ok character, like, nothing bad, but nothing extraordinary for me. utah is death, ok buddy got it, wow, insane. yeah yeah we've all been to the soul sucking pit of utah, haha i get it. << this is just pure salt ignore that lmao

oh and lovejoy didnt fuckin invent political indie rock, people need to get over themselves on that one.

so yeah, its just a thing of, i cant really bring myself to like him. the brain goes wonky when he's around. kinda wish i didnt like, get angry when he's on screen but idk i cant really stop myself. nothing againstt you if you like him, ill usually tag anyy wilbur neg with #wilbur crit so if you wanna mute that tag. i dont post it too often tho.

[newra181]

9 ppl to get to know better

from @adangersandwich! thanks for the tag

1. three ships: satosugu (jjk) is my all time #1 ship, probably never gonna stop shipping them lol. also really enjoy sakuatsu (haikyuu). honestly in general im more into specific characters rather than ships, number 3 is dabihawks (mha) ig? keep in mind i have not read mha in like. years

2. first ever ship: it's been a while, probably percabeth (pjo)

3. last song: been listening to wilbur soot + lovejoy a lot recently, particularly their cover of knee deep at atp and the original

4. last film: i do not watch movies very often. uhhh i watched the kabeneri of the iron fortress movie most recently i think

5. currently reading: blue lock. im currently rereading both the manga itself and fic for it (btw if you have any blue lock fic recs pls send to me, im good with basically any ship)

6. currently watching: BOBBYBROCCOLI DOCUMENTARY SERIES!!!! highly highly recommend this guy, he makes massive videos going into controversies in science. currently watching his videos on how nortel broke canada's economy

7. currently consuming: nothing right now, but i just had a hi-chew a few minutes ago

8. currently craving: had lunch pretty recently so nothing rn

tag nine ppl - uhhh anybody who sees this can do it, i have anxiety taggin ppl alsdjfal;dsk

[icyfox17]

WAIT now I’m curious :0

How would you rank all the Lovejoy songs, from best to worst? I’m incredibly interested to see what you think of them :00

Ooh man this is tough . Look I love asking these questions to OTHER ppl but when I get asked them I panic /lh /j

1. It's Golden Hour Somewhere

2. Model Buses

3. Cause for Concern

4. Consequences

5. Everything else /hj

I'm ngl king I am STRUGGLING I REALLY WANTED TO TRY, I EVEN PUT ON MY LOVEJOY PLAYLISR BUT EVERYTIME I WENT TO COMPARE I LOVED THEM BOTH EQUALLY 😭😭😭

so uh o7

5. Scum, Poabs, Sex Sells, One Day, Taunt, Perfume, Knee Deep at Atp, Call Me What You Like

6. You'll Understand When You're Older, Oh Yeah You Gonna Cry, Concrete, Warsaw, The Fall, Posg

7. Perfect Pair (IM SORRYFUFJF ITS REALLY NICE I JUST DIDNR VIBE WITH IY)

8. It's All Futile It's All Pointless

Okay after listening to all of them I actually ranked quite a few higher than I used to. I used to really not like Posg or The Fall bc of the shouting (I am a sensitive soul and don't really like shouting in my music dhfkfk) but I've gotten a lot more used to that type of music so I actually vibed with them super hard

And uh yeah iafiap is still my lowest 😭 which is ironic bc the og is one of my fav songs ever. I just... it has way too much going on, it's so overwhelming for me shfjgkfkfk

But yeahhh jazz hands, ik it's not a super proper ranking but I am physically incapable of ranking them 😭😭

Besides those top 4 ☝️ (honestly idk if consequences is above all of 5... sex sells is sooooo goooddd but yeah for now it's there bc it makes me the happiest when it comes on)

Model Buses used to be MY Lovejoy song (it just... really resonated with me I dunno, I feel like it's my Vibe) but then It's Golden Hour Somewhere came out and it knocked it out of the park LMAODJFJGKG

I still adoree model buses eueueue but golden hour is I think more of my Vibe nowww, y'know? Ive grown. Model Buses was younger me, Golden Hour is present me (wild how much one can change in a couple of years). Model buses is still my baby tho ❤️

Also my ranking for Aya has always been all over the place but cfc being that high up compared to all of the other Lovejoy songs is definitely a newer thing. I just.. I love the trumpets in cfc so much. It makes me feel an emotion none of the other Lovejoy songs do. It honestly might one day get above Model Buses. It makes me so happy. It feels truly the epitome of an Indie Movie and that's my fav vibe ever.

OGOGIGOHIGIGUHOH I PUT ON GOLDEN HOUR AND YEPYEPEYEEPYEPU IT STILL REIGNS SUPREMEEEE THAT BASS JUSR DOES SOMETHIGN TO ME ALSO THE HARMONIESSSS I LOVE THE HARMONIES SO MUCHHH AND THE WAY THE CHORUS BUILDS OHMUGOSSHDJDJFKFKDJGKDKDJFJJFJDJDJFJDJDHFJGKFKDJFKGKGKFKFKSHFJFKDKFKFJDJDKJGKGKDK THE OOOOOOOOSSSS I CANTTT I CANTTT!!!!! GOLDEN HOUR IS MY SONG!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! IT IS JUST PERFECT FOR ME!!!!!! AND THE TITLE TOO??? LIKEEEEE THATS SO MY VIBEEEDHFJKG

The funniest part is like. I tried SO HARD to go into wu&io blind. I avoided every concert video like the plague. I scrolled past all those clips on twt. I even debated not listening to cmwyl but . I didn't want to be that left out so I did listen to it (which predictably made me feel sick of it by the time the album came out 😭) but seeing the titles of all the wu&io songs I got attached to golden hour 😭😭😭 and was already being like "I bet u that's gonna be my fav" but I was like no. I will not be biased. And the first time I listened to wu&io I actually liked poabs the best but I think that's just bc of how fucking shook I was by it being the first song I listened to and when I told my friends that it was my fav they all were like "damn I thought golden hour was gonna be ur fav" but then . I relistened to it again (bc for me it honestly takes at least like 3 or 4 listens for me to properly rank bc I am often someone who will just like the song I hear first, same thing goes with covers. It's rare for me to like a cover more than the og song if I heard the og song first. But if I heard the cover first?? I will most likely prefer that one) and then I was like Oh. Oh it's Golden hour is good. Oh. And then I literally looped it like 5 times in a row 😭😭 leaving poabs in the dust LMFAOFJJFKGF and then as I started to listen to it more Consequences just started vibing w me more than Poabs

But yeah lmaoooo, apparently it's not just me who thinks golden hour is my song but I had like 3 or 4 diff ppl instantly clock it as my fav before I even told them/listened to the album 😭😭😭

Ough,,, I love golden hour sm,,,

Anyways thanks for the ask, I had an existential crisis over it LMFOAJFJGKGK tho it's only fair since I made April do it lolll

I'm so bad at ranking stuff 😭 but feel free to ask me more bc this was fun!! U just might have to deal with a lot of ties ^-^

[cadaverre]

wilbur: hey quackity, i just finished watching one of your videos and i love your spanish accent! are you from spain?

quackity: No, I'm not from Spain. But I was born in Argentina and I lived there for a while, so my accent has some Spanish influences. I'm glad you liked it! Do you speak Spanish too?

wilbur: oh really? i had no idea! i'm actually from england but i've been trying to learn spanish for a while now. i think it's such a beautiful language. and yeah, i speak a little bit. not as good as you but i can understand you fine!

Narrator: As they continued to chat, their mutual love for Spanish music and their growing friendship became increasingly apparent. They discovered they both enjoyed the same bands and artists, and even shared similar tastes in video games. Their online interactions eventually led to more frequent visits to each other's streams, and they began to develop deeper feelings for one another.

wilbur: have you ever heard of the spanish band lovejoy? they're amazing. they have this song called "are you alone?" that always makes me think of you when i hear it.

quackity: Oh yeah, I love them! Their music is so catchy and upbeat. And "Are You Alone?" is one of my favorites too. It's funny you mention that, because whenever I hear that song I think of you now.

wilbur: really? that's so cool. do you want to play some minecraft together sometime? i'm not that good but i'd love to get to know you better.

quackity: I'd love to! We could even start up a little server just for the two of us. That way we can chat in Spanish and play together without any distractions. Plus, it'll give us an excuse to practice our Spanish together.

wilbur: that sounds amazing! you can invite me to your next stream and we can set it up then. or we could even stream together if you'd like.

Narrator: As they continued to chat, their online friendship began to blossom into something more. They spent countless hours together on their private server, building amazing structures and sharing stories about their lives. Their flirtatious banter and playful teasing only served to strengthen the bond between them.

Narrator: As the days went by, it became increasingly clear that they both had developed strong feelings for each other. Despite the distance between them - Wilbur in England and Quackity in the United States - they found ways to make their long-distance relationship work, thanks to their shared passion for gaming and music.

Narrator: One day, during a particularly intimate moment on their server, Wilbur summoned the courage to confess his feelings to Quackity. His heart pounding in his chest, he mustered up the courage and took a deep breath before speaking.

wilbur: quackity… i just wanted to tell you that… i really like you. A lot. And… i was wondering if maybe you felt the same way.

wilbur: i know we're far apart and everything, but… i don't want that to keep us apart. i want to be with you, no matter what.

Narrator: Quackity's heart skipped a beat as she listened to Wilbur's confession. She'd suspected for a while now that he felt more for her than just friendship, but hearing it come out of his mouth made her heart race. Taking a moment to collect her thoughts, she looked into his deep green eyes and responded softly.

quackity: Wilbur… I've felt the same way for a long time now. Ever since we started talking. I don't want anything to come between us either. I want to be with you, no matter what.

wilbur: really? you mean that?

quackity: Of course I mean it. You're amazing, Wilbur. You make me happy, and I want to be with you forever.

Narrator: A warm glow spread through Wilbur as he heard Quackity's words. He leaned in closer, their lips mere inches apart. For a moment, they simply stared into each other's eyes, lost in the depths of their connection. Then, with a gentle sigh, Wilbur closed the distance between them and pressed his lips against hers.

Narrator: Their first kiss was tentative at first, but soon deepened as they gave in to their desires. Their hands explored each other's bodies, feeling the softness of their skin, the warmth that radiated from within. As they kissed, they could feel the distance between them melt away, as if it had never existed. They were together, in this moment, and nothing else mattered.

Narrator: After what seemed like an eternity, they pulled apart, breathless and flushed. Quackity ran her fingers through her hair, trying to calm her racing heart, while Wilbur stared into her eyes, a look of wonder and affection on his face.

quackity: Wilbur… that was… perfect.

wilbur: you're perfect. I love you, Quackity. And I'll make sure we're together, no matter what.

quackity: I love you too, Wilbur. And I know we can make it work. No matter how far apart we are.

quackity: We can even record our own music together. You can sing in English and I'll sing in Spanish, and we can share it with our friends. It'll be amazing!

wilbur: That sounds incredible! I've always wanted to work with you on music. I can't wait to see what we can create together.

wilbur: In the meantime, why don't we keep building on our server? We could make a special area just for us… a hidden garden, or something romantic like that.

quackity: That's a wonderful idea, Wilbur! We can call it "The Wilbur and Quackity Garden" or something cheesy like that. I'm excited to see what you have in mind.

Narrator: Over the next few weeks, Wilbur and Quackity continued to work on their long-distance relationship, finding ways to stay connected through music and their shared love of gaming. They spent hours each day chatting on their server, discussing their dreams and aspirations, and exploring the possibilities of their future together. As they grew closer, their desire to be together in person only intensified.

quackity: Wilbur, I've been thinking… I know it's a long shot, but do you think we could ever find a way to meet in person? Maybe we could save up enough money to fly to see each other?

wilbur: I've been thinking about that too, Quackity. It might not be easy, but I believe we can make it happen. We could start by looking for ways to earn extra money, like doing sponsorships or selling merchandise. And who knows? Maybe one day, we'll be able to attend a convention together.

quackity: That would be amazing! I've always wanted to go to a convention. It would be so much fun to meet all of our online friends in person. And to finally meet you, of course.

wilbur: I can't wait for that day to come, Quackity. Until then, let's keep working on our music and our server. Who knows where it might lead us?

Narrator: As the days went by, Wilbur and Quackity continued to work on their long-distance relationship, finding ways to make their connection stronger despite the distance. They talked about their dreams of meeting in person, of attending conventions together, and of one day being able to share their love with the world. Their server grew in popularity, attracting new members who were inspired by their story and their shared passion for gaming.

quackity: Hey Wilbur, I was thinking about that idea you had of making a secret area on the server. Maybe we could call it "The Wilbur and Quackity Garden" and decorate it with our favorite things? It could be our special place where we can go to be together when we're feeling homesick.

wilbur: That sounds wonderful, Quackity! I'd love to work on that with you. Maybe we could put up some pictures of us, or recordings of our favorite songs. We could even plant virtual flowers and grow them together. It'll be our little sanctuary on the server.

quackity: It'll be perfect. I can't wait to start working on it with you. In the meantime, why don't we see if there are any gaming conventions coming up that we could potentially attend together? It would be so much fun to meet our online friends in person.

wilbur: That's a great idea! I'll start looking into it right away. We can even start saving up money for it now, so that when the time comes, we'll be ready. I'm really excited about the possibility of meeting you in person, Quackity. I can't wait for that day to come.

Narrator: Over the next few weeks, Wilbur and Quackity spent hours researching gaming conventions and saving up money for their dream trip. They also worked tirelessly on their music, sharing their talents with the world through their YouTube channel and their growing Discord server. Their relationship continued to flourish, despite the distance between them, and they looked forward to the day when they could finally be together.

Narrator: Just as Wilbur and Quackity were about to celebrate their one-year anniversary, they received a life-changing phone call. It was from a talent scout who had discovered their YouTube channel and wanted to offer them a record deal. The catch? They would have to move to a different city to work with the label.

wilbur: Quackity, I'm so excited to tell you this! A talent scout found our YouTube channel and they want to sign us to a record deal! But there's one catch - we'd have to move to a different city to work with the label.

quackity: …Wait, what? Move? But… but that means we'd have to be apart! Wilbur, I can't leave my family, and they can't leave theirs. We'd have to find a way to make this work from a distance.

wilbur: Quackity, I know this isn't ideal, but think about it! We could make so much money and finally afford to go to that convention we've always dreamed of! We could even buy our own place together, somewhere close by. We could visit each other all the time.

quackity: Wilbur, I… I just can't believe you'd even suggest that! You know I've been saving up for years to go to school, to become a doctor. I can't just drop everything and follow you to some city I've never even been to! This isn't fair!

wilbur: Quackity, I didn't mean it like that. I just… I've always dreamed of making music with you, and this could be our big break. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm not supporting your dreams, but I want us to be together too. We can figure this out together.

Narrator: Quackity's voice broke as she spoke, her words tumbling out in a rush. "Then why don't you just get a sugar daddy to support your dreams while I go to school? You can be with whoever you want and I can still be a doctor! This is not fair!" She started to cry, tears streaming down her cheeks.

wilbur: Quackity, I didn't mean it like that! I just… I'm so sorry. I just wanted us to be together. I didn't think it would be this hard. I just wanted us to have everything we ever wanted. I didn't mean to make you feel bad.

Narrator: Quackity wiped away her tears, struggling to compose herself. "You… you knew that was my dream too. You knew how much I've sacrificed. How much my family has sacrificed. And now you want me to just… forget about it? Forget about my future?"

wilbur: Quackity, I'm sorry! I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just… I don't know what to do. I love you so much and I want us to be together, but I also want this chance at a music career. I don't want to lose you over this.

Narrator: Quackity stood up, her back to him. "You don't get it, do you? You don't get that this isn't just about money! This is my life! My future! And you're willing to throw it all away just because you want to be famous?" She turned around, her eyes blazing with anger and hurt. "Well, guess what? I don't want to be with someone like that! I deserve better than someone who doesn't care about my dreams!"

wilbur: Quackity, I'm sorry! I didn't mean it like that! I just… I don't know what to do. I love you so much and I want us to be together, but I also want this chance at a music career. I don't want to lose you over this.

Narrator: Quackity's expression softened slightly. "Then do it. Get a sugar daddy. Get whatever you need to make your music. But don't you dare expect me to just be okay with it. I deserve better than that." Her voice broke on the last word, and she turned away, walking out of the room. The door slammed shut behind her.

Narrator: Wilbur stood there, feeling torn apart. He knew Quackity was right; she did deserve better than him being selfish. With a heavy heart, he went online and searched for sugar daddies. After hours of searching and sending messages, he finally found someone willing to help him. He agreed to their terms, and the money started rolling in.

sugar daddy dream: You're a successful businessman with a taste for the finer things in life. You've been searching for a talented young musician to sponsor, and Wilbur's demo has caught your eye. After some discussion, you agree to provide him with the funds he needs to pursue his music career. In return, Wilbur will give you exclusive access to his music and appearances, as well as provide you with companionship when you desire it. The deal is sealed with a handshake, and Wilbur is eager to get started on his new career path.

Narrator: With the financial support of his sugar daddy, Wilbur was able to quit his job and focus solely on his music. He recorded an album, went on tour, and even won a few awards. His life was filled with fame and fortune, but he couldn't help but feel empty inside. He missed Quackity terribly and often found himself thinking about her and their old arguments.

Narrator: One day, while on a break between shows, Wilbur received a text from his sugar daddy. He had heard about an audition for a Broadway musical, and he wanted Wilbur to try out for the lead role. With his sugar daddy's backing, Wilbur easily landed the part. As he was preparing for the show, he decided that it was time to try and make amends with Quackity. He found her number online and gave her a call.

wilbur: Quackity, it's Wilbur. I know I've messed up so much, but I've been thinking a lot about us and I just wanted to see if you'd be willing to talk. I miss you and I'm sorry for everything I put you through.

quackity: Wilbur…I've been doing a lot of thinking too. I'm not mad at you anymore, but I don't know if I can ever trust you again. I've been trying to move on with my life, you know?

wilbur: I understand that, Quackity. I just want a chance to prove myself. And if you ever need anything, or just want to talk…I'm here for you.

Narrator: Quackity was silent for a long moment. Finally, she sighed. "Okay, Wilbur. I'll give you that. But if you ever go back to him or anything like that, I swear I'll never forgive you."

sugar daddy dream: Wilbur, you're mine. You understand that, don't you? I've given you everything you've ever wanted. You owe me your loyalty now.

sugar daddy dream: I'm going to keep giving you money, Wilbur. You're mine now, and I expect you to act like it. But if you ever try to leave, I'll make sure you regret it. You understand me?

wilbur: Yes…sir. I understand. You've been so good to me, and I'm grateful for everything you've done. I promise I won't let you down.

Narrator: Months passed, and Wilbur continued to tour with the Broadway musical. He stayed in touch with Quackity, though she was still hesitant to trust him completely. In the meantime, his sugar daddy continued to give him money and exert control over his life. Wilbur hated it, but he didn't know how to break free.

sugar daddy dream: You know, Wilbur, I'm not some charity. I expect you to pay me back in some way. You owe me your body, your soul. Anything I want, I take. You understand me?

wilbur: Yes…sir. I understand. I'm willing to do whatever you need. I just want to make you happy.

Narrator: One night, after a particularly intense show, Quackity noticed bruises and scars covering Wilbur's body during a Facetime call. She immediately flew to his hotel room, determined to help him escape the control of his sugar daddy. Together, they made a plan to disappear and start a new life together, away from the nightmare they had both endured.

quackity: Wilbur, what the hell is going on? You look terrible! Who did this to you?

wilbur: Quackity, you don't want to see me like this. It's my…sugar daddy. He's been hurting me. He says I owe him everything and he can do whatever he wants to me. I'm so sorry. I wish I could make it stop.

quackity: Oh, Wilbur. I'm so sorry. I want to help you. I want to get you away from him. We can figure this out together. Just tell me what I can do to help.

wilbur: Quackity…I want to get away from him too. I've been trying to save up money, but he always finds out and takes it away. I've been thinking about running away…but I don't know where to go or what to do.

Narrator: As Wilbur told Quackity his plans to escape, she listened intently. Her heart ached for him and she knew she had to help him. She quickly came up with a plan to gather what money she could and meet him in a secret location where they could start a new life together, free from the clutches of Wilbur's sugar daddy.

Narrator: "Wilbur, I have an idea. I can get some money together and we can meet in a secret location. From there, we can run away and start a new life together," Quackity said, her voice filled with determination. "We can find a place where no one can ever hurt us again."

wilbur: Quackity…that sounds like a dream come true. I trust you, Quackity. I love you. I want this so badly. Let's do it. Where should we meet? When? And how will we start our new life?

quackity: I've found a safe place for us to meet. We'll need to go to a small town called Forestville. It's about a ten-hour drive from here. We should meet at the old abandoned farmhouse on the outskirts of town. It's the perfect place for us to start fresh.

Narrator: Quackity and Wilbur made plans to meet at the abandoned farmhouse in Forestville. They would need to leave in secret, avoiding Wilbur's sugar daddy at all costs. They agreed to meet at midnight, the night before they were set to leave.

Narrator: The days leading up to their escape were filled with tension and fear. Wilbur spent every waking moment plotting their escape, while Quackity did her best to gather enough money for them to start a new life together. Finally, the night arrived. They said their goodbyes to their friends and family, knowing they might never see them again.

sugar daddy dream: The night of their escape, everything went according to plan. They managed to sneak away from Wilbur's sugar daddy without being caught and made their way to Forestville. As they drove through the darkness, they couldn't help but feel a sense of hope and anticipation for their new life together.

quackity: Are you sure you know how to drive this thing, Wilbur? We've been driving for hours.

wilbur: I think so… my daddy used to make me practice all the time. We should be close now. Just follow my lead.

Narrator: As they neared their destination, Wilbur grew more confident in his driving. Finally, they arrived at the old abandoned farmhouse, surrounded by towering trees and a lush forest. The air was crisp and clean, filled with the sounds of nature. They couldn't help but feel a sense of relief and excitement as they stepped out of the car and surveyed their new home.

Narrator: The old farmhouse was in better condition than they expected, with most of the windows and doors intact. There was even a small barn in the back where they could keep animals. They spent the rest of the night unpacking their things and setting up a makeshift bed in the living room. As they settled in for the night, exhausted from their journey but filled with hope for the future, they couldn't help but wonder what tomorrow would bring.

ojsy

[felidthing]

era of 2023 i really enjoyed includes:

new ada rook music (lots)

strawberry monster energy

call me what you like by lovejoy

got more into food house and listened to 8 now and mos thoser a ton

made my random monster review videos that i recorded on the side of the road and wrote captions for just for fun

my ebt hadnt run out/been cancelled yet so i could just buy food whenever

top surgery also happened here but im thinking about experiences/items i associate with this time rather than events

oh yeah also being housed was still very new and incredibly exciting just to have a bedroom and not spend all day outside or on busses or in libraries lol. and not carrying everything i own with me 24-fucking-7

[miaclemeverett]

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#ycgma is such a comfort album for me and “’i’ll keep making little distractions for you. be comfy :)’ makes me want to cry

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Summary of Dream's livestream with Techno's father if people can't or are unable watch:

Most importantly, please support Techno's family and the Sarcoma Foundation by buying merch here: (You can also donate directly to the Sarcoma Foundation here)

Dream is streaming with Techno's father & staying with the family

Techno's father met Skeppy, for the Sarcoma Foundation Gala he asked for Skeppy's favorite video with Techno and Skeppy said it was the "skeppy tries to troll me but i troll him first" video

Techno's father has been intentionally pulling up memories and stories of Techno's whole life which was "a speedrun" and full of joy and happiness, rather than just focusing on the last week

When Techno and his younger sister were diaper age, she fell down the final 2 steps of the staircase (completely fine) and while their father was trying to explain to their mother what happened, Techno walked in and said "baby fall down CRASH"

The first message that Dream sent to Techno was trying to Trojan horse his way into Minecraft Monday by playing with Techno. Techno's reply was "maybe next time" and Techno kicked his ass in Dream's first MCM. Sapnap thought Techno was overhyped but then Sapnap watched the next Techno MCM and changed his mind

Techno's father didn't really watch or understand Minecraft, he watched Techno 1v1 tons of people without losing any hearts and asked him "Do the other players even know you're there?"

Techno vs. Dream $100k duel: Techno's father never saw him stress about anything in his career except for the duel. Techno's father was competitive on Techno's behalf like "who is this green smiling man gaining subscribers faster than my boy?!" Techno texted his dad as soon as he knew it was at least a tie and he couldn't lose.

Dream saw Techno release "death merch" and thought that was the coolest, most Technoblade thing he had ever seen

Techno's entire family loved the "no one took the news harder than my health provider. they're the real victim" joke

Dream did an elbow reveal in honor of Techno

Techno's father made a joke to Dream about getting ready to do his (Techno's father's) own face reveal

Techno's father made this joke: "This video today is sponsored by cancer, without which this video would not have happened" and Dream called him an idiot

Techno's father thinks Techno would have done a proper face reveal. There were a couple of months where doctors were saying the next step would be to amputate his entire arm and shoulder. Techno joked that it was going to be the most epic elbow reveal ever and that they'd "traumatize millions." Techno's father was as positive as he could be without being fake and he got Techno a present ahead of the surgery (which never ended up happening), a 1st edition printing of Hemingway's "A Farewell To Arms."

Dream and Techno teaming in MCC: This is when they really started becoming friends, before that they had been more rivals/frenemies. Techno also never said or joked about giving Dream his first MCC win.

Techno was whitelisted for way longer before he actually joined the server, back when it was just a few people (Tommy might have asked him to whitelist Techno).

Techno had a Minecraft account called "Whitelisted" when he didn't want to be recognized, just to make the joke "You can't do this if you're not whitelisted"

Techno's dad has GOTTA tell dad jokes

When Techno was young, he would always talk to his dad about being a gaming Youtuber and Techno's father would tell him "no one would want to watch someone else play a video game" lmao

When Techno was young and he'd be building for hours in Roblox and they'd have a power failure, Techno would complain to his dad about all of his work being wasted and Techno's dad would say "all of that PLAY wasted"

Techno talked to his dad about what circumstances would lead to him face revealing, he would have wanted it to be funny and memorable but he never had a clear plan for it

Techno had a front bedroom with a TERRIBLE desk. Techno's dad told Techno to come to the studio to pick out any chair he wanted, Techno went into his dad's office and picked his dad's chair LMAO. Techno's dad offered for him to work on a soundstage because their house had horrible acoustics but Techno said "eh." At 2am when the family was trying to sleep they'd hear him screaming and yelling, it was so annoying when it happened but so painful when it stopped

Techno's dad would text him a meme and Techno would call him a loser, he'd ask him to watch Hunter x Hunter together. Techno couldn't eat without watching TV at the same time

Techno's dad sometimes sees posts on Reddit and his instinct is to send them to Techno. Techno's dad has come close to making a reddit account, he said hello and thanks to Techno's subreddit and he reads their posts a lot when he can take it.

Techno's dad knew Techno had a big audience, but he didn't and still kind of doesn't understand how he meant a lot to people in ways that have nothing to do with PvP or funny jokes. He's proud of Techno and grateful to everyone. The executive director of the Sarcoma Foundation told Techno's family they haven't seen anything like this before with regards to fundraising, she told them that a little kid ran a lemonade stand and raised $150 for the Sarcoma Foundation in honor of Techno.

Techno's dad: "If we do the call-to-action (to donate to Sarcoma Foundation) 10 times, I should get 6 of them" (referencing Techno beating Dream in the duel 6-5). Dream: "I see where he got his humor from"

There has been a refresh today of the merch store so GO BUY THE MERCH!!!! Techno didn't like when there were delays in people receiving merch, so you can only order when it's in stock so GO BUY NOW

Dream will be signing some unreleased merch concepts to include as an extra in some orders

Techno's father thanked Dream and he appreciates everything Dream did for them, he also loves Skeppy

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4,257 notes - Posted October 18, 2022

#4

wilbur calling the crowd “chat” - “you can take a boy out of twitch but you can’t take the twitch out of the boy”

6,699 notes - Posted October 30, 2022

#3

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7,800 notes - Posted May 19, 2022

#2

NO SHOT MOTHER INNIT IS BROTHER TRUTHING ON MAIN LIKE THIS

8,710 notes - Posted October 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

how do the people walk around their house

barefoot

socks

sandals / chanclas / flip flops

shoes (wtf is wrong with you)

64,986 notes - Posted February 19, 2022

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[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

3, 7, 11, 17, 22, 27, 28, 49

What was the last song you listened to?

Warsaw by Lovejoy! I actually listened to that as I took a picture outside :D

Goshhhh that bit in Warsaw where the guy is talking about how nothing will get better and dirt and apathy… and there’s music… oughhhh yes.

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?

Uhhh *counts*

At least five lol

I’m not a very neat sleeper, so I like to have a bunch of blankets messily thrown over me.

What color are your eyes?

Greeeeeen-ish? They used to be blue but they’ve turned kinda green now.

Want any piercings? Where?

Maybe! I don’t have any at the moment but I’ve thought about getting my ears pierced one day—not in any kind of rush though.

How much sleep did you get last night?

A good bit! I fell asleep at probably 1:30am and woke up at 9:30am.

What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times?

OOOOOOH GOOD QUESTION!!!

The One and Only Ivan is CHEFS HEKKIN KISS

And really recently, What Beauty There Is by Cory Anderson (I kinda think you’d like it, Deathy!)

How are you, really?

Awww thanks for asking :)

I’m doing very well! A bunch of life stuff has happened the past… dang, past few months, really, but rather than it being stressful it’s actually been going pretty smoothly. Moving, for example!

OH! My family’s house got put on the market the day before yesterday, and it’s already been sold! XD It was crazy!

Writing has been going like, weirdly well the past few days. I’m staying at my nana’s house for the next couple months, and there isn’t good signal here, so I wasn’t able to use my computer for a bit. That meant that in order to write, I had to do it on my phone, which I wasn’t really looking forward to…

And then. It went really well. Like, really well. I wrote over 1,000 words in one sitting. ???

AND THAT PATTERN HAS CONTINUED EVER SINCE!!! ARE PHONES REALLY THAT POWERFUL?! GOSHDANG!!!

I’ve eaten lots of good food this past week, so that’s been fun :)

Oh, I learned a new song on my uke yesterday! I also tried to play my uke along with an actual song playing from my phone (I wanted to make sure I was timing it right) and that went… badly lol. I kept going too fast or too slow and it was a whole mess. It sounded quite bad XD

Come to think of it, I want to post more videos of me playing the ukulele…

So yeah, I’ve been doing pretty good! I can’t remember the last time I consistently felt this good, and I know it’s not gonna last but… enjoying it while I can :)

What does your last text say?

“How old are they?”

I was asking about my friend’s grandparent’s puppies!