#wilbur you are scum and so is your music

[wonderful-time-in-the-multiverse]

Hey Tumblr and fans. So I want to take a break from drawing for now because Twitter had blown up because of the Wilbur Soot allegations. I would like to discuss it because I feel disappointed.

Before the allegations, Wilbur was an inspiration to me. Even though I never saw much of him in the new Sorry Boys or QSMP, I always listen to his music. And I was hoping to become a singer one day and I would say how much I was inspired by him.

But then Shubble talks about the abusive stuff her ex did to her. And all fingers point to Wilbur. I was thinking to myself that we don't know it could be him and it might be someone else but when he confessed that he did it and "apologized", saying it was playful, all hell just broke loose. And I embraced it. I was disgusted and heartbroken that what he did to Shelby and Niki and all of the rest that he hurt, I couldn't stand him.

So I'm taking a break from Tumblr until I sort myself out. I'm still thinking about drawing MCYT but I'm not drawing anything related to Wilbur or his band. I know now that the only people that inspire me to be who I am are Techno and Ranboo. They're the ones who inspire me to embrace my weirdness and artistic skills. And I have more inspiration from other music artists than Lovejoy.

That's all I gotta say to get it off my chest. And before I go, I want you guys to support Shelby. I never saw much of her videos but I've heard many wonderful things about her. If you could read this, Shelby, just know that we are all very proud of you and we appreciate everything about you. Thank you for reading and listening and I'll see you when I'm feeling confident. Take care.

[neuvilletteshusbandd]

I need to rant. I need to fucking rant.

(btw tagging this in those tags or anything similar, because I saw a couple of wilbur support tags in the shubble support tag and I fucking hate that so have karma fuckers.)

I was scrolling through Tumblr and I see a #wilbursupport tag. I click it to see what the hell this bullshit might be.

It's fucking disgusting how they responded. A good majority of those members in that hell of a tag brushed off Shubble's fucking statement basically saying they don't care, they still support Wilbur, and will continue to listen to his music. I felt fucking sick, how the hell do you support a man who abused his fucking partner, weaponized a safeword, and was just an overall shitty person? You're just as bad as him for willingly supporting him, KNOWING that he abused Shubble and just sweeping it under the goddamn shitty rug. He was, and is, a horrible fucking person. He did it to Niki Nihachu, and god knows who else and you still have the balls to say "Who cares" and brush it off. You're a shitty fucking person, you don't support victims, you victimize the abuser simply because their your favorite musician / creator / whatever fucking else, and you can't stand to see them be outed as a absolute, downright, scum. MULTIPLE FUCKING PEOPLE, have since come out or have said how Wilbur treated them, their friends, and you still say "Well, I can't just stop supporting him..." YES YOU CAN. YOU ABSOLUTELY CAN STOP SUPPORTING HIM. He's an abuser. He responded, with an absolute shit apology, confirming it. He abused Shubble. You are supporting an abuser. Use your FUCKING BRAIN.

Support Shubble, for the love of everything, support her. Support the victims, support those who speak out against Wilbur, support them. Regardless if you know them or not. She is so brave for speaking out, and I'm inspired by her actions. Seeing that others have spoken out against Wilbur as well is, you can tell she did an amazing thing.

Fuck you William Spencer fucking Gold. Fuck all of you who knowingly support him.

[thinkingnot]

LOSING MY MIND AT WAKE UP & ITS OVER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so here are my thoughts on the songs!!!! (based mostly or completely on vibes since i cant find the lyrics and i cant hear most of the words 😭)

especially insane about Scum i love the way wilbur sung “im scum im weak [i couldnt catch it]” also the vibe is like going sure im not going to fall in love because i know im horrible at it i know how it will turn out in the end <- me relate <3

Portrait of a blank slate feels so gender id like to achieve this state of existence pls like the flare the diva-esque the hair flip

Call me what you like of course going hard with the instruments head bobbing fingers tapping legs bouncin’

Consequences feels like running after a train and missing it, walking slowly on unused tracks with no purpose than reminiscing

Warsaw is being drunk on emotions and sleep deprivation at 3 am with your window opened cool breezes caress your face and you got lightheaded from the heights of when you looked down and had to lie down to calm down

Its golden hour somewhere is a lone drive to no where, your music blasting in the car, its the song you scream with your whole set of lungs in the car by yourself

btw feel free to share your thoughts too im so curious on what you think of each song!!!!