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attroxx · 8 months ago
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each year the pre bday depression gets worse.
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tierra-paldeana · 5 months ago
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// i'm gonna be honest. i have plenty of rika muse still. i love my rika. i think about her every day. but i've been feeling so sad for the past few days for some reason i don't understand that it's really driven my confidence in writing her down to the core of the earth. i don't feel like i can bring the same quality anymore and it's really dragging me down. trying to take it easy focusing on other things until i feel good about myself again. it's not that i don't have muse, again, i still love her and i think abt her constantly - it's just as if my hands are not connected to my brain anymore, nothing flows, i'm stuck in a sorrowful mental block and aghhhhhhhhh make it STOP
anyway sorry if i take a long time to reply to things. there's a chance i just need to reflect on things and just take it easy
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glossolali · 3 months ago
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i don't talk a lot about gaming bc i don't do it regularly enough, but when i do, i commit like 400 hours to one game and then don't touch it again for ages. alas
anyway so let's talk games! let's talk about all these fucked up game factories that have ruined some truly iconic STELLAR games and series, just out of greed
- overwatch (when they lost kaplan and started fucking with balance on a weekly basis it was over tbh - also all the gross SH shit with Blizzard 😒)
- dragon age (veilguard was a flop technically - i have yet to play this properly, but dragon age fan friends have told me it feels rushed and not as well written as previous DAs and also clearly been Fortnite'd so it's more shiny and attractive AND look what EA just fkn did to BioWare lmao)
- the sims (dissolving maxis has reduced the quality of the games significantly and it's taken them almost 10 years to get back to their former glory, and not even - also EA prioritising financial gain over integrity, surprise..)
- cyberpunk 2077 (this almost goes without saying bc they've been raked over the coals over this, BUT have realised their mistake and recovered beautifully - still an example of corporate greed, that uhhh no execs in the game industry have learned shit from i guess)
- final fantasy (don't get me fuckin started lmao... it has simply not been the same since ff10 lbr - they had to remake ff7 to get people interested in FF again, and the most recent FF came out to no fanfare whatsoever, and tbh it's the most polished turd i have ever seen - although I have heard good things about FF14, despite its initial broken-ness)
I'm sure there's more - let's make a salt train!
This fuckery has got to be talked about more, and looking at the big picture too. They can't make the world hell and then also fuck with the alternate worlds that we use to escape and connect with others.
Not to mention all of the artists, designers, writers, techs that are a part of our communities getting laid off and fucked over
At least one of the good things about games is that if a game is compromised we can tell, and will vote with our money accordingly
huh it's almost like when you hurry art up before it's properly finished and overprice it to get more money sooner it reduces its quality and people can tell
wow 😦 what a concept
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moonridge · 2 years ago
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ooc: venting a little
trying so hard to balance taking care of myself and feeling like people will be upset with me or not want to interact anymore if i am not Constantly doing things because i got that schweet rsd + bpd combo. being caught between i really want to do things but i don’t have the energy. it’s like the longer i don’t do things the worse i feel but if i try to force it im not taking care of myself. and i don’t wanna keep posting this stuff on main because i don’t want to drive people away or clog everything up but i am honestly such a mess rn
hewp… hewp me…
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destinybcnds · 1 year ago
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[ hey so if I'm quiet or unresponsive for a bit it's because my roommate fucked up my mood even worse last night and sleeping it off didn't help much ✌🏻 ]
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divile · 2 years ago
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i'm unwell rn so if anyone wants to get my d.iscord hmu. i may make an rp specific d.iscord so i can just plop that shit on my blog but for now. i am using my personal private one. so send me a dm or 💖 this if interested n i'll shoot u it in a dm.
i love to write here i just don't have the energy to keep up with dash roleplay right now. i've got a lot of drafts (mostly memes i love all of u for sending them ty) and i'm feeling kinda sorta overwhelmed with how much i'm behind on (not just rp wise but also blog wise in general. like i still don't have my abouts up 💀) and i'm kinda between getting shit w my meds figured out so it's fucking things up majorly.
neways sorry for the mini vent i just don't wanna keep this blog in limbo with how i've been feeling lately, but i'm a lot more active on d.iscord and i'd love to write there too 🥺
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dreamhot · 2 years ago
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hope you dont mind some venting in yr innbox real quick but its mystifying that the prevailing argument in anti circles right now is “well just because Techno’s father is ok with it doesn’t make it respectful, it says something about him he’s ok with it!” ok… so if Techno’s friend doesn’t know better, and his own father doesn’t know better, then who does? You? Who the fuck ARE you exactly aside from some random stranger who has decided to claim ownership over his image? Against his friends and family, no less?
And the crazy thing is they genuinely seem to think they ARE the ones who ought to decide it because they keep being like “thanks sooo much for saying this I thought I was nuts because it made me so uncomfortable, I’d be so upset if my friend did this to me and they werent even that close”. like I cannot reiterate enough. WHOOOO the fuck are you and why should anyone care that it made you uncomfortable? I’m sorry you felt that way, it happens, click the fuck off and don’t expect these grieving people to coddle your feelings for you. You are not the one affected by this, yoour opinions are not universal, and you need to quit being a weirdo because you’re incapable of feeling a negative emotion without feeling the need to point fingers about it.
And I even saw someone explain it away by claiming that Technodad “is grieving and wants his son to be remembered in any way, that doesn’t make it okay”, as if he’s some lost, confused little lamb with no autonomy of his own being coerced by big, bad Dream who couldn’t possibly have loved Techno more than YOU did, right??
It’s just all so disgusting and strange and I’m baffled that this, of all things, is what they’ve decided to agree on. That they have presedence over Techno’s own circle of loved ones about how he ought to be remembered. Jesus Christ I sincerely hope it’s obvious to bystanders who’s being insane in this scenario because I’ve been running low on faith these past few months. It used to be if someone made a stupid accusation, there was a decent chance of it being made fun of and dropped, but now it feels like anyone can just say any damn thing about him once and it’ll stick. Vile.
all i'll say is that if this was wilbur/lovejoy making the tribute song and video, you wouldn't be hearing any of these complaints.
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tierra-paldeana · 9 months ago
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// i love beig aboutto work on thigns only for it t start thunderingng i ahahte mylfie
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ly-kos · 6 months ago
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Noxus being so horrible is also like the biggest reason why I hate noxian Mel.... Like guys I think there were other reasons Mel didn't deeply associate with being noxian other than just her mom bad...
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moonridge · 2 years ago
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ooc: hjgrhgr
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ly-cub · 6 months ago
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I think the whole way ambessa and Mel's story went is such a disservice to both of them... Ambessa looks so small and insignificant in the grand scheme of noxus with her like idk 20 man army? And just killing her just before the year of noxus? That seems crazy to me. And I don't even want to start talking about how little I like Mel turning back over to become noxian
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femboyishcharm · 1 year ago
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do u ever see old pictures of animals and think "aww they're totally dead now ):"
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sheikfangirl · 3 months ago
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What I wished happened in Tears of the Kingdom 🥲
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Been itching to draw something like this since first playing the game.
I absolutely HC that Puppet Zelda's "true form" is a grotesque gloom abomination.
An alternate version of the climax of "Crisis at Hyrule Castle" "lives rent free in my mind. The cat and mouse chase ending in the Sanctum, with Puppet Zelda revealing her true self: an attrocious horrific monster wearing Zelda's face. This is the real her and all this hatred breaks her Zelda looking shell apart. Time for an emotional and tormented final confrontation.
Also, it's my one year Tumblr anniversary!!?? Whhhaaaatttt already?
Thank you for tagging along by small LoZ corner of the interwebs.
Cheers!! AND GLORY TO PUPPET ZELDA!
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dreamhot · 2 years ago
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The way even techno’s reddit is being gross makes my blood boil
these people continue to put their own feelings above those of the people who actually knew techno - including his literal father - and it's a testament to their selfishness and cruelty in the face of a gesture that means a lot to those involved. people are free to have their own opinions on the matter, but if they think those opinions matter more than what technodad thinks, then they can shove it.
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a-moth-called-mof · 4 months ago
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tierra-paldeana · 10 months ago
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// computer-less and dealing with trauma-related thoughts on top of that. this really isn't shaping up to be a better month. i don't wanna jinx it but i feel almost paralyzed and my brain just doesn't shut the fuck up
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