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All hail the king! All hail the king! 👑💋
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“Tumblr’s gonna love that bit” — Pixlriffs
#empires smp#pixlriffs#pixlriffs fanart#empires fanart#empires smp fanart#empires pixlriffs#empiresblr#floweroflaurelin art#mcyt#mcytblr#mcyt fanart#and he was right!#this is the roughest sketch I’ve ever posted to tumblr I think ever but in my defence my sketches look good! hahaha#I’m in finals big time rn but I had to draw this. you understand#also I did have time to include the tan lines from his usual archaeologist skin :P
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Concept art for the Eleventh Fleet - Mitt'raw'nuruodo.
Hands got to the rendering of Mitt'raw'nuruodo's sketches. It was unusual to draw him without the Grand Admiral’s signature hairstyle, but I really wanted to make a strong contrast between his life “before” and “after” starting his service in the navy. Life on his home planet certainly wasn't easy.
+ some parallel with Ezra and his fate.
…And I still think the idea of making Thrawn's kintsugi-style form during his exile is my best idea :3 After red eyeliner on Karyn's eyes, of course.
#star wars#eleventh fleet au#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#thrawn trilogy#thrawn books#thrawn comic#thrawn ascendancy#thrawn alliances#thrawn treason#chiss#chiss ascendancy#chiss expansionary defense fleet#chiss defence fleet#galactic empire#star wars rebels#ahsoka series#art#my art#illustartion#digital#concept art#character design#netmors#fantasy#thrawn 2017#because of his different hairstyle he is so cute as a child#in another universe he would never have gotten into the fleet without a good reason#i have an idea that thrawn also remained an absolute orphan like bridger at one time and went through literally the same path but fate prep
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#emu gets 2 birthday arts becaus ei Lauv her.#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#wxs#Youcan tell when i pist at 1am bc i cant think of a caption. WAUUUUUUUGH I NEVER FINISH DRAWINGS IN TIME FOR BIRTHDAYYYYS#ignore the other one i did. that was a group thing. so it was eaiser. also it was like a redraw of last years#sorry 4 drawing this for hours after class instead of my assignment i have to hand in at 2pm tomorrowww in my defence its mostly doneee#I GOT HER BIRTHDAY CARD ON MY FIRST 10 PULL. ANNIVERSARY SET BE NICE TO ME. NENE LIM BE NCIE TO ME.#kind of mad as hell bc i like how the unrendered version of this looks MORE i overrender things snd i dont likeeee it#Falls flat on my face and eats concrete. whatever. THE NEW CARDS ARE CUTE haruka clocking in at her fulltime ikemen job#i wish her outfit was a bit more interesting like streetwear esque or smth.. i love her csrd but the outfit is like#the same as 100 other prepass outfits. i like the direction the flyer cards went in. kohanes outfit in that is cute and unique but simple.#Krsekai gets all of the cool outfuts jpsekai keeps implementing the same skirt + sweater combo and suit. Come on#I LOVE THE RECENT KRSEKAI PREPASS IUTFITS OK. NENE LOOKS LIKE S LITTLE GNOME. IM OBSESSED. I NEED TO DRAW THEM#i need to draw other things though. Sorry.
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woman 🙏
#yeah me again with punk(or smth near) england but make it nyo this time#hws england#aph england#nyotalia#nyo england#hetalia#please don’t @ me for any technical mistakes i got too silly#that’s all i have to say in my defence
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"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."
"It ain't that complicated!"
How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.
#he makes me feel so emo#this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced#the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me#like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago#not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it#the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts#it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval#hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly#arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart#the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it#his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind#and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived#and hosea notices he knows this#but they still jab at arthur#oh it hurts#is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse?#playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick gifs#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#liveblogging#you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty#and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort#he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole#he doesn't want that touch he craves#it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us
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every single time I read iwtv I'm baffled by Louis' ability to no-homo things. "Lestat turned me because he didn't understand how money worked and needed someone to manage his finances" absolutely preposterous
#this is my third read through in 2 years but in my defence this time im listening to it in danish#i needed a book i knew well enough that i didnt have to worry abt understanding the plot
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I've said it before, I'll say it again, and I'm sure it won't be the last time. I AM SICK AND BLOODY TIRED OF THESE MFS, HALF OF WHO DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT CURSED CHILD, BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT AN ANGSTY TEEN DARING TO BE AN ANGSTY TEEN, I WILL FIGHT THE LOT OF YOU
(this is gonna be a bit long and probably incoherent so sit down and fucking listen to me 🔫 stick with me because I'm not just complaining about albus haters)
eVERYBODY wants cOoMmpllEeXx relatable HUMAN characters - and then SHIT themselves when the flaws a CHILD has isn't just 🥺 uwu im socially awkward and traumatised 🥺. that's why scorpius doesn't get this fuckass treatment, because his terrible human flaw is that he's a bit shit at conversation and gets sad about his dead mum (generalised understatement, but this post isnt about him. dont come for me i love him 🫶🏻)
god forbid albus, who feels unloved and unwanted (with valid evidence for a teenager), albus who feels completely out of place and outcast from his entire famously-close-knit family, ablus who is well known by the world by default via Harry and hates the attention and high expectations, albus who then gets targeted and bullied by his peers because he's not as perfect and brilliant as his father, albus who is then isolated from his one friend because Harry is making irrational ptsd fueled decisions, albus who tells Harry completely sincerely that he knows he's unlikeable but he'll try and change himself and be more like his siblings because he genuinely believes that's what Harry and everyone else whos had the misfortune of meeting him wants, albus who spends the entire play trying to prove himself and fix things via idiotic childish decisions BECAUSE HES A WHOLE UNSTABLE CHILD
god forbid that CHILD doesn't react like a patient, supported, well adjusted, level headed adult. god forbid he reacts outwardly. god forbid he reacts at all, my bad. clearly he should just sniffle a bit as if he doesn't feel suffocated and helpless by everything in his life, because obviously hes just a spoiled brat who doesn't know what real suffering is. god forbid he complains or feels anything negatively, or doesn't quite grasp that other people are struggling too because he is too busy trying so hard to deal with himself and his declining mental health the best he can with basically no support or understanding. god forbid he isn't completely perfect.
you all sound like some fucking boomer telling teenagers they don't know what real struggling is, they aren't mentally ill, they dont have any problems because they have a roof over their head, they should all go to war kids are too soft these days 😫😖😱 fUCKING‼️SHUT UP‼️
he does things wrong but he knows he does and he does everything he can to fix it! and he is fourteen!!! do none of you remember what being fourteen is like 😭😭 I swear half of you have got to be basically fourteen yourselves cmon man
cause I'm seeing this fucking pattern a lot recently. not just for albus, not just in this fandom, everywhere. ‼️ no one can fucking handle flawed characters anymore ‼️ the only thing any character is allowed to have wrong with them is trauma apparently, otherwise they have to be perfect, and I'm getting sick of it. characters and stories are meant to reflect real life, they're meant to help shape our world view, why are you expecting everyone to be fucking perfect??? what happened to nuance? what happened to understanding character development? you are all acting like characters and people are so black and white. either they're perfect or they're insufferable and evil. I won't lie, the most common victims i've noticed of this are women. but the flawed women are typically demonised, whereas the men are typically turned into uwu baby boys who actually aren't capable of doing anything wrong and then fanon goes nuts making them into ittle wittle victims. and I'm so fucking sick of all of it, I hate this. (obviously this is not a strict rule. Albus Potter, and also Albus Dumbledore now I mention it, are demonised beyond belief)
BRING BACK FLAWS AND BRING BACK NOT COMPLETELY WRITING OFF A CHARACTER BECAUSE THEY DARE TO BE HUMAN
I AM FED UP, ALBUS POTTER GET BEHIND ME
#he did many things wrong BUT I PROMISE YOU HE IS MORE AWARE THAN YOU ARE#HE HATES HIMSELF MORE THAN YOU EVER COULD#this post has been building a lot because i just kEEP SEEING ALBUS HATERS AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE#i am albus potters defence lawyer actually#also eloise bridgertons i am seeing far too many people jumping on that hate train#i know shes going through her im not like other girls i hate pink phase but OF COURSE SHE IS#SHE LIVES IN THE 1800S WOMEN ARENT ALLOWED TO DO SHIT SHE FEELS TRAPPED IN A BOX AND ALL SHE SEES IS OTHER PEOPLE PLAYING THEIR PARTS#i could talk about her a lot more but this isnt the time or place 😔✋🏻 eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you#also sansa stark i havent even watched game of thrones but i would fight to the death to defend her#her only crime was being a naive child and yet people hate her mercilessly#these are the people coming to me off the top of my head but there are countless fucking others#we are witnessing the death of media literacy and the death of nuance and its killing me i cannot fucking do this#i sincerely hope anyone complaining about al dont ever have teenage children because they will be shit at supporting or understanding them#hpcc#harry potter#albus potter#scorpius malfoy#years spent on tumblr and i still dont know how to tag#albus severus potter#harry potter and the cursed child#scorbus#is it cheeky if i tag bridgerton or game of thrones?#it feels cheeky 😔#the marauders#tagging that too because that fandom are fucking perpetrators of this#(said as someone in it dont come for me)
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One of the many Wolf 359 script directions that is Important To Me is this bit from Ep15 What's Up, Doc?, which comes after Hilbert has been threatening to tell Minkowski how Eiffel ended up on the Hephaestus:
#Wolf 359#w359#I do think script directions like this are perfectly reflected in the actors' performances#and also think they are very worth reading#He says he just needs her to drop it *right now*#which gives an opening to bring it up again another time#but we don't have any evidence that she ever tried to ask him again#In my opinion 'I didn't murder anyone' is not a very reassuring defence#because if that's the only defence he can give#it arguably implies that what he did is just a level of awfulness below that#But Minkowski accepts that defence as all she needs to know#She has full confidence in him#a blank cheque of trust#No wonder he didn't want to tell her#(He didn't want to lose that trust)#No wonder it was so devastating for Minkowski to find out the truth#(The idea that her trust might have been misplaced terrifies her)#Also Eiffel is surprised that Minkowski doesn't push it#He's taken aback by how easily she trusts him#He doesn't expect people to trust him#and just take his word for it that they don't need to discuss his past#He's expecting to need to argue#He's preparing to try to justify his secrecy further#But he doesn't need to#She just trusts him immediately#Eiffel & Minkowski#the empty man posteth#Doug Eiffel#Renée Minkowski#w359 spoilers
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All of Sarcean’s problems past and present have come from only two fundamental issues:
1) he’s just a bit of a shifty guy (the dude loves a half truth, a little deflection, a haha—wait what?)
2) and most importantly, he cannot control himself around a blonde with a pretty face. In no instance have we ever seen him show restraint. There is all of four blondes in the story (with the exception of his mother, duh) and he gets entangled with every single one.
It’s a level of down bad I respect
#not to rag on his shiftiness too much#I love my shifty guy#but damn he can’t tell a truth to save his life#LITERALLY#in his defence James was as down bad as he was#and mutual down-bad-ness evens out back into a sense of normalcy#I feel like everyone has been over his insane preference for blondes but I like to bring it back up once in a while#it’s good for moral#the deeper question is what does pacat have for blondes huh?#why do your protagonists fall in love with distant blondes all the time pacat?#dark heir#dark rise#cs pacat#dark heir spoilers#katherine kent#will kempen#james st clair#visander#The Lady
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persephone tim canon real
#persephone tim#the mechanisms#the mechs#udad#ulysses dies at dawn#saymbles#you'll have to tell us the story sometime mechs fiction#significant quality decrease from last time i did this#in my defence i was on my ipad last time and sitting in my history class#this time im laying in bed on my phone
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nobody knows how much it tears me apart that outside of sm3 we will most likely NEVER see how dexter normally is we wont see how he used to normally speak or look or what he liked to do for fun or his talents or his friends any of the stuff he surrounded himself with to make him as content and happy as he looked on his last day living normally before he got forced to regress after likely having to work so so hard to earn a life he was comfortable with. like i need you to understand HOW much you have to go through and how deeply frustrating and tormenting it must be to have this happen LOOK
#i have…. another thing in my drafts about him still#it’s ok though because i can just make it all up in my head. i love to think he was super like artistically gifted and drawing was like his#favourite thing to do AND the second best thing to ease his mind and urges#spooky month#dexter erotoph#im not just his apologist im his defence lawyer BECAUSE#IM WILLING TO BET 9999% OF PEOPLE WOULD BE AT THE POINT HE WAS IN SM4 SOOOO MUCH EARLIER#LIKE. U GOTTA UNDERSTAND HE WAS SPECIFICALLY USED TO HAVING HIGH TOLERANCE AND STUFF#THE AVERAGE PERSON WOULDVE LOST THEJR SHIT WAY EARLIER THAN HE DID AND THAT ON TOP OF HIS NEEDS AS WELL#SO IT WAS EVEN MORE GRUELLING FOR HIM THAN IT WOULD BE FOR THE AVERAGE PERSON BUT HE WAS STILL SO STRONG THE ENTIRE TIME
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them: Lmao nobody understands Marika except for me and my group of close mutuals fr 😭 I am the only one who actually likes her, thats why I removed all agency from her and turned her into wholesome one-dimensional mommy victim of circumstances pushed around by eeeevil chadagohn and made personalities of other characters revolve around simping for her! I am THE Marika lore. I am THE Marika portrayal. Everyone who wants to see her as an interesting complex character is just a dummy that can't read and also a misogynist, can everyone except for me and my yesmen stop writing about her pls and revisit the source material 😭😭😭 Everyone else's vision of Marika is not Marika at all literally who it is lmao. Anyways 20k fanbase look at this horrendous Marika analysis by Katy's friend and laugh with me at how lore inaccurate it is
me: Alright lil shit, here is a very detailed list of evidences from the actual Elden Ring against your claims. Prove your right to claim the best "media literacy" regarding this character in a debate by explaining how these things, taken from actual source just like you want to, don't work.
them:
them: What is wrong with you guys, when have I ever claimed that I am a pro at Marika lore? I am artist, not loredigger, and I said many times I am not objective about the lore :/ I am biased and pick up the bits from it that I want, while ignoring the bits I don't like, because my headcanons are for MY fun not anyone else's :/ I am just a fan like the rest of you. I am just a little guy. Don't see me as an authority on Marika. How do you do fellow kids don't you like how we all don't have to be lore accurate and are allowed to draw and write what we want.
me:
#shitposting#fandomry rambles#granted I don't know whether they've changed to the better since then or not it was in autumn#like maybe they understood absurd hypocrisy and picked a side since#I would not check because I have a pit in my stomach when even just seeing their art#I am used to discourse but my friend got really anxious and I wanted to MURDER#anyway if they've changed good for them#something just strongly fueled this grudge#like when people straight up namedrop them in that post and talk about what ELSE-#-they said or did I really realize our situation was just a drop in the sea of toxicity lol#I am still mad tho gghghchg#'shipping rellana with messmer instead of marika is homophobic' is my new fav from them 🤦♂️#🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️#in my defence that time I offered to eat my words and fuck off if proven wrong#which I wasn't m#at least I would not flip on a dime
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DEVASTATING
#July 19 liveblog anniversary time!#And then it will be A DECADE#God I can remember exactly where I was when I started this#The THINGS that have happened since then!#Nick also talks about other things#replies#fieldofclover#TEN YEARS#It has taken me longer to read this than it took them to write it#But in my defence I suppose I did take some very long breaks!
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i walked in on my mom and sister discussing some tmz level celebrity gossip and they immediately stopped when i came in because my mom said she felt embarassed to discuss such stupid things in front of me.
how do i tell her that i've spent literal years of my life analyzing photographs pixel by pixel to try to figure out what brand of paper towels dan and phil use
#phan#that was a simpler time lol#but i remember how every photo or video we would get#there would be 7 essays 20 minutes later about what new information we found out#every reflective surface was fbi level enhanced and analyzed#have i watched 60 minute video compilations proving that dan and phil share a bedroom?#yes#am i embarrassed about it? eh kind of#in my defence it was 2016 your honor
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Ghost Hunting - Heathers Peaceful AU.
San Lorenzo Luis Hospital; 11:05 PM.
“I can't believe this,” Duke muttered under her breath.
“Ugh, this place smells like shit” Chandler pinched her nose. “Are you sure this place is actually haunted or did your boyfriend just make it up to fuck with us?” She raised an eyebrow at Veronica.
The brunette sighed, adjusting her grip on her flashlight. “JD wouldn’t lie about something like this to me,” She said.
“Bullshit,” Chandler replied. “Didn't he once swapped our homework assignments just to see if we'd notice?”
Veronica winced slightly, memories of that day flooding her mind again. “That was one time,” She defended. “And he apologized for it after, didn't he?”
“I still don't fucking like him, Sawyer” Chandler shot back. “And dragging us into this creepy hospital because he claimed it's haunted isn’t really doing him any favors.”
“Can we pleaseeee just get this over with?” Mac hugged herself, teeth chattering. “This place is seriously creeping me out,” She told them.
“It's literally just an old abandoned building, Heather” Duke replied with a roll of her eyes. “We've been through worse,”
“Yeah, those parties Chandler keeps dragging us to” Veronica responded. “At least this place doesn't have puke stains and bad music”
“Haha, very funny” Chandler crossed her arms to her chest. “I haven't forgotten that shit you pulled two months ago at Ram’s party, Veronica” She glared at the brunette for a moment before sighing in resignation. “You still owe us big time.”
“Yeah, I had to be on the end of Chandler's rage for three whole days after that” Duke added, shaking her head. “Not fun.”
“Trust me,” Veronica replied. “I'd know, she was on my ass for almost a week after”
Duke snorted.
“I'll never forgive you, Sawyer” Chandler spat.
“I'm sure you won't,” Veronica smirked back at her. “Okay— let's split up and cover more ground,” She shined her flashlight down the dim hallway they were in. “Chandler, you and Duke take the left wing while Mac and I will check out the right”
“Excuse me? Who died and made you leader?” Chandler asked.
“Do you want to get out here fast or not?” Veronica gave her a look. “Just go with the flow”
“Fine,” Chandler grumbled. “Come on, Duke— let’s find some ghosts or whatever” She dragged the other girl with her by the arm as they left.
“We meet back here in 20 minutes!” Veronica shouted after them, she watched them walk away before grabbing Mac's hand and leading them further down the hallway.
“I hope your boyfriend is just messing around with us,” Mac said. “Because I really can't stand being in this place more than I have to if his words turn out to be true, Veronica”
“We'll see, Mac” Veronica squeezed the other girl's hand reassuringly. “We'll see..” She trailed off.
Hopefully JD really was just messing with them..
#heathers#veronica sawyer#heather chandler#heather duke#heather mcnamara#chansaw#mcnamawyer#dukesaw#poly!heathersxveronica#heatherspeacefulau#heatherselysianau#modern au?#I'm still debating about it#based off the time I went camping with my friends and we all shared the same braincell so we thought why not try ghost hunting at night? 😭#we backed out real quick when I started telling them i saw some things moving in the dark and got scared that I went back to our tent#yeah I ran and left them#but in my defence I was the youngest in our friend group so I had more to live out in my life than them—#also jd and veronica have an ambiguous relationship no one knows if they're just friends or more#but you can interpret their relationship as whatever in this though
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-Back on the Beat-
Part 2. 01
September 24th, 1:42pm
Kim is sitting in the parlour on the 3rd floor of the compound in the early afternoon when Porchay walks in with Porsche.
It’s the first time he has seen Porchay in person since they broke up outside Kim’s apartment complex. It feels like an eternity ago. It also feels like just yesterday.
Kim has been assuming that Porchay avoids him on the odd occasion his father or Tankhun manages to cajole him into visiting. Which makes sense. Even with this tentative bridge they’ve built of memes and, more recently, proper texts, they still haven’t spoken much past general observations, quick exchanges, and almost painful small talk.
Kim still hasn’t explained himself for what happened between them.
Porchay and Porsche are talking about something, but Kim is too laser focused on Porchay’s appearance to take in what they’re saying. He looks good. A little tired and maybe stressed, but good.
His clothes look expensive, his hair is a lighter shade than it used to be, and he’s grown a little taller.
He looks really good.
Porchay and Porsche take a seat on the other side of the room to where Kim is sitting. Porsche hasn’t noticed that Porchay seems a little distracted from their conversation now. He’s clearly noticed Kim’s presence, but he’s pointedly avoiding looking at him.
Kim fiddles with his phone, contemplating.
He doesn’t want to overstep… but he wants Porchay to talk to him in person again, and the next step to that is to maybe find a way for Porchay to not look so uncomfortable in his presence.
Kim glances through the meme folder on his phone, and sends Porchay the first one that catches his eye.
He hears Porchay’s phone ding from across the room and he looks up to watch him retrieve it from his pocket.
Porchay looks down at his phone for a moment, then snorts and quickly covers his face in embarrassment.
It’s cute.
Kim feels light.
Porsche is asking Porchay what he laughed at, but Porchay brushes him off and says something Kim can't hear from where he's sitting.
And then... Porchay glances in Kim’s direction, and smiles at him shyly.
Kim smiles back.
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#kimchay#kinnporsche#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#porchay pachara#back on the beat#i want you bach au#i want you bach au part 2#part 2 time!!#ft Porsche's lovely legs#which i have now realised are about 8 times longer than Chay's#whoops#in my defence i drew this like 4hrs after i would normally be in bed#Back on the Beat Porsche now canicanolly a giant#Kinn is in awe of his towering beauty as he blocks out the sun
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