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I finished Skyward Sword and I LOVE IT! VERY MUCH!
beautiful beautiful game. I played it slowly and enjoyed every little bit of it ❤
The credits were beautiful, and the after-credits scene! 🥺 Oh my heart. I really love the Triforce wish scene. I hadn't realized that all this time, the goal was to avoid fighting. Going so far to find the full Triforce and wish for no war...
Zelda, Impa, Link, and Fi were all going out of their way fighting so that everyone else would not have to face the consequences of war, and that the innocents avoid suffering. It's so noble. Really makes me appreciate the whole story line of Skyward Sword.
The softness of the artstyle also reinforces this message. And how Link easily slips into a dream-like state, like when he listens to music. He wants to live in a happy, dreamy world. Another detail, is how mindful Link is of everything going on around him, even if he looks like his head is in the clouds xP (for example, at the start of every dungeon, we see a cutscene of him taking a moment to reflect before entering. He either stops to look at the darkness ahead or closes his eyes for a minute before starting the dungeon. I looovvee those cutscenes) I just love everything about it. This game makes me so happy!
Aaaaand that's one more Zelda game completed!
#loz#skyward sword#I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUUCCCHHH#i died 5 times against demise oops...#twice against girahim#I made a promise that I won't start totk until I finish ss#aaand i did it#but i can't jump into the new game like that#i need a moment to breathe ToT#this game made me so emotionaaallll#in a few weeks maybe I'll start
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Day 2: Timeloop / Xiao Qi and Jiu Ge
I am cringe and I am not even free
Feel free to reuse this idea but 24 hours are not enough for me to finish an entire comic. I could have taken the simpler prompt but nOOOOOO timeloop is too tempting. Past me why are we like this
#svsss#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#qijiuweek2024#the basic idea for this was that both yqy and sj remember each loop#the loop started after their individual deaths in PIDW and resets them to close to disciple era#aka the time Yue Qi was in the caves and SJ presumably got away from the Qiu household or was already with Wu Yanzi#I imagine the first few loops they qi deviated so hard from the shock that they didnt even make it like 1 hour in the loop before beingrese#and then had a few loops just fucking around and finding out#eventually they realise that the other has the memories of all loops and so begins the talks and figuring how tf they can get out of this#maybe they resolve their issues with the promise or not your choice tbh#they try different plans and methods#but they keep dying (read: SJ keeps dying first and YQY either dies or sewerslides not soon after) and getting reset with no end in sight#until the last pages where the svsss timeline begins#SJ got replaced with SY and the system isn't letting YQY join him in death or smth nor letting him do anything about SY being there instead#And due to their closeness from being immensily tired from all the loops#YQY notices it immediately but can't do anything about it#the bonus for SY is that this timeline was very kind to LBH & co - 79 figured by now that keeping him in the sect and happy was their best#bet at staying alive - or well at least for longer#I'll continue this storyline in one of the future prompts of this qijiu week#btw the one with the cliff is just the whoopsie daisy timeline where SJ accidentally falls into the Abyss trying to keep LBH from falling i#79 had a bit of a good laugh about that one#cw death#cw violence#cw blood#cw angst
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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22-10-24 ╵ tuesday
ah! sorry! i got home super late last night and basically what happened was that i was SUPPOSED to have a normal day yesterday but before i left for school like we got the news that my grandmother (whos been sick for like a while now, about 3 weeks) passed away in her sleep so we fucking RAN over there i skipped school my dad was supposed to present there too everybody was going insane it was CRAZY i was busy the whole day got home at like 9 30 and passed tf out it was INSANE.
🗝️ to-do
studyblr post
help out w and submit OH game
pack COMPLETELY for melaka
get some sleep maybe?
do some work for dashboard
help clean up at embah's
talk to dr nuraini ab RSP scholarship
submit subj combo form
📀 starman 〢 david bowie
honestly kind of happy to restart my productivity challenge! i have some new terms i want to try so they'll be in the tags as well as under #maximum legend challenge / #mlc if anybody wants to follow along. maximum legend is a reference to fabian seacaster from dimension 20's fantasy high btw! good afternoon!
╰ theo ��
#haha! okay here we go#maximum legend challenge#mlc#here come the challenges#a) complete >59% of your to-dos (basically 60% or more)#b) follow at least one routine per day i recommend you set a few before starting#c) sleep 5h+ at least 4x a week (change up these numbers to wtv works for you)#d) buy energy drinks 4x a week max#e) spend <6h on your phone (minus productivity apps and such)#f) for at least 3/4 of the duration of this challenge to go out and be active for at least half an hour every other day#please feel free to change up any of these numbers to what works for you and i'll be making another post on this maybe adding more stuff#studyspo#studyblr#theo's study log#study motivation
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great news for mylittleredgirl survival enthusiasts: i stopped taking that stimulant med today and now at 5 pm i can finally sit up without feeling like my heart or eyes will explode :) unfortunately not taking it also means the severe fatigue is back so i don't want to sit up anyway. still a net positive i suppose.
#trying not to be devastated about this!!!#how am i going to survive the in-person work upon me#starting with: how am i going to both get dressed and walk from the parking lot to the office on the same day#maybe i'll try a half dose of the med tomorrow and split the difference :/#a doctor suggested i consider another partial leave so i can budget energy for things like Take Walk and Buy Grocery#but like come on. i can't be that coworker again. at that point can i just die in a pile of leaves#just gonna put off that option for a few weeks and Somehow make it thru until one of my colleagues gets back from overseas#the symptoms
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i know that graduating one semester later is not that big of a deal and i haven't made any plans about what comes next so it doesnt even make a difference. so why does it feel just so terrible
#there are no chances of us finishing the thesis on time#i mean the presentations are only until the 24th so we should have already be done with it#but miss girlie said one week ago that she'd add her parts of the introduction and today i asked her and she said she'll do it tomorrow#and then there's the results and conclusions which i havent even started yet cause im a complete idiot and ive wasted so much time#and i very much doubt she has written anything about them yet#which okay i understand that she is working and i know working σεζον isnt easy#but she could have at least done a copy paste#whatever#i need to at least focus on the exam#i only have a few more slides but i started feeling a panic attack coming so i took a break to try and stop it from coming#if anyone knows how to stop that little voice in your head that always tells you how big of a failure you are please lmk 🙃#okay gonna go finish#then I'll cook lunch and maybe if i spend the rest of the day writing we'll make some progress#maybe we can ask for an extension? idk. i doubt she has even bothered calling the professor even tho she said she was going to#whatever im so done with everything#not looking for pity just needed to complain about it#which seems to be the only thing ive been doing sooo yup#okay going fr now#jo says stuff#university update
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lets see if it's too big for tumblr (this was drawn at a width of 7416 pixels and a height of 3275 pixels at 350 dpi with almost 150 layers. the .clip file is almost 82 megabytes. someone help)
Anyway height chart is done :D
Heights:
Kai - 5'
Jay - 5'1"
Nya - 5'3"
Lloyd - 5'6"
Cole - 6'
Zane - 6'3"
also bonus because i think it's funny
#i've only ever drawn height differences once before this. i think it's obvious but maybe its not as obvious as i think it is#anyway#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago jay#jay walker#ninjago cole#cole brookstone#ninjago kai#kai smith#kai jiang#ninjago zane#zane julien#ninjago nya#nya smith#nya jiang#ninjago lloyd#lloyd montgomery garmadon#lloyd garmadon#ninjago fanart#furry ninjago#jinxed fanart#there are a few things id edit but ive already worked on this for almost a week. i dont want to work on it more than that#i do plan to do one for my upply designs (since they have canon height differences) but idk when i'll start on it#hopefully though i'll be happier with how that one turns out
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I got a job as a bookseller!!!
#nat talks#listen. it's not the dream bc I've already worked in a bookstore and it's actually terrible at times#but I only really worked during holidays and people were just so rude#BUT I do have higher hopes for this location#also I tentatively know two people who work there so it will be fun!#it's a sub role and a little unclear if I'll only work during christmas and the book sale in feb or more#it depends on if the people who are on sick leave will return and when#but I can keep freelancing and apply for corporate jobs I want in the meantime#at the very least I can work during december either way and if I end up finding something else maybe I can work weekends during the booksal#so to not let them down too much#I honestly am just looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting people and working with my body more#because my mind is very fried#I have a short shift tomorrow to train#then I'll see when I'll officially start but it will probably be soon!#I've had a very busy few days so I wish I had said I could do my training shift next week#bc they gave the option of this wednesday or next#but I didn't want to turn it into a “thing” by letting too much time pass bc I might get anxious about it#but now I wish I had lmao I'm tired#also forgot I was gonna be home alone with the dog tomorrow#had been looking forward to it tbh#oh wellll#work stuff
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Me, trying desperately to balance my energies, in semi-writer's block, unable to focus on anything longer than a 1k> drabble, several projects that want to be worked on:
My brain: Time to start plotting a new oneshot!!
#tbf i had this idea a few weeks ago so i've been wanting to do this anyway#BUT I LITERALLY JUST STARTED PLOTTING A NEW LONG FIC#AND WHAT ABOUT AOD JDBDNDNDNDNDN#ah well.... i'll get to it.... somehow..... probably.... maybe cjdbxnnx#shut up salty
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FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finished & posted the ITNL 14 re-edits, WHICH MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm officially done with my re-edits project!!!!!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive been thinking a lot today about my plans for ITNL 15, AND i have tomorrow off, so if all goes well i'll be able to start writing again. TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if the chapter grips me like i expect it will then... hehehehehe
could be an update in as little as a few days, depending. i'll keep u guys updated
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im SO fucking ecstatic man ive been looking forward to this for a month and a half#that took SO much longer than i was expecting it to. but i guess editing 75k words while working full time is kind of a lot#it has been a journey. and it is now complete.#and now i can move on to the NEW THINGS!!!!!!!!! INCLUDING a chapter id been looking forward to for So Long#it's for the best that i went thru the whole fic again. itnl 14 was so hard to write bc i was just Not that mentally there with it#and also uh. The Everything.#i think 15 will be easier. MUCH easier. and im really looking forward to having proper writing motivation again.#AND......... IF ALL GOES WELL.............. i'll hopefully be able to ride that motivation train through the next few chapters#Which Means we could be seeing wolfwood in as little as a few weeks!!! maybe!!!!!!!!#i hope so !!!!!!!!!!! i wanna write him SO fucking bad#and like itnl IS a vw fic. it IS. i SWEAR. it's just mostly been grieving and pining from vash so far lksdjflsdjkfsdlkf#but it will have actual vw. eventually.#im like practically vibrating now but i need to go to sleep. so i can have the brain strength to write tomorrow hehehe#i took a melatonin to hopefully knock myself out soon. i GOTTA get some good rest tonight. for the Writing Brain.#and if i daydream about the start of next chapter.... hehehehe#more power to me then :]
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As with all things lately, luck is not on my side. Went to take my car for a wash and to top off the gas tank today, since I'll be driving really far this coming week for an appointment. Battery is dead. Completely. We're busy all day tomorrow and part of Sunday. Monday is the first chance we'll have to get the battery replaced and the car checked out. Tuesday is my appointment. Mother in law also has an appointment that day that someone needs to help her with. I might just reschedule mine because this just adds a lot of stress to life right now.
#i feel like my family's bad luck finally caught up to me#we used to joke about a curse and until a few years ago it seemed it skipped me#my car is very old but it's been reliable all this time#i don't get to drive it every day but we do drive it around the neighborhood at least once a week#so this was kind of a punch to the head#i started laughing because of course this shit would happen right now#I'll probably call my doctor's office on Monday and see if they can move it or make it telehealth#except it's supposed to be a physical but maybe we can just do the questionnaire part and schedule the rest for later#at this point i need to just laugh at everything before i start crying
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guess whose at the library again...
#☆— yapping#i just come here for the mangas then leave#once saw some of my friends here actually studying#anyways found the first ten volumes of mob psycho 100#technically 11 but thought that was too many this time#still have a few at home i haven't read...#but that's fineeee#check out time is pretty long and i'll probably end up reading them this week/weekend#also got two volumes of a bl#a bl disguised as a gl#kinda idk how to describe it#it looks fun so why not read it#ended up checking out 13 things in total#last one wasn't a manga so not important#maybe i should start reading real books again....
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two months without gigs.....please....i need to hear live music.....
#hopefully it's getting better starting next week!#gonna see buzz kull + spike hellis and a few other bands#then there's : patriachy#kaelan mikla + chelsea wolfe#maybe blind delon. maybe martin dupont. i'll see about these.#and neubauten in october for sure!#still waaaay less than last year but i hope more i hear of more gigs
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i don't make resolutions, but if i did
it would be to finish this fic
(and to be kind to myself for however long it takes to actually do so)
#i'm finishing it if it kills me#i know i've been writing this makeout scene for 3 weeks but baby that can't last forever#if we want to get deep and dark and serious for a second i do think a lot of my struggles to write lately have to do with engagement#and how incredibly low engagement has been on the last few things i've written#which like. is what it is. i'm not entitled to anybody's time or comments or kudos.#but when you write stuff you're proud of and it feels like it's barely getting read it's hard to keep momentum.#this isn't intended as a woe is me or whatever it's just kind of like. there. hovering.#happens enough times you start to wonder if it's you. am i just writing for the wrong fandom/ship?#(too bad if so. they're in my bones i'm writing for them and no one can stop me.)#but yeah. if you ever wonder if authors do care or notice about hits. comments. kudos. buddy i am here to tell you#not only do we care and FLOURISH we also notice when those things drop off and readers vanish#and it is a giant bummer. and sometimes makes us wildly paranoid about why that might have happened.#so if you liked a fic today--not even one of mine. just. anybody's. share it. comment on it.#kudos at the VERY least (cuz frankly kudos is there to be an 'i got to the end and this was nice' feature.#so when you get 500 hits and only like 30 kudos? it feels like 470 of those people hated your work)#anyway. that got out of hand. lil' too raw lil' too honest. happens when you let yourself ramble at 11:30 instead of sleeping#to sum: let your local fic writer know if they've made you happy#and as we go into 2024 i am swearing to myself that this fic (and probably several others) are getting finished#come hell. high water. or dishearteningly low engagement numbers.#(and then maybe we...actually work on something original. cuz why not. new year same old me but i'll do my best.)
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decided that it's actually fucking stupid to get so much thai immersion almost daily and not study it so here i am now trying to learn the thai alphabet
#maybe it's also fucking stupid to add ANOTHER language but that's me in a nutshell i guess#wish me luck peeps#can't guarantee that i'll stick to it for longer than a week#me every time i start a new language:#how hard can it be? just learn vocab and grammar and you're good to go#me actually learning the language: so that was a fucking lie :)#N E WAYS i'm not setting high goals for this one i just wanna be able to understand a few words and get excited abt it#language#thai
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ough just got home from my "end-of-work" party (??) since im going back to being remote tomorrow and aaaaa everybody is so great im gonna miss them ;_;
excited to be back in my own house again tho. and not have to drive. but a couple of them even offered to help me bring all my stuff down to the car tomorrow (i ended up declining bc idk the exact time im gonna be ready to go and they have shit to do) but aaaaa they're so nice also i have 2 crushes now SDKKSJDHFJKS but one is Too Young for me and idk if the other is into girls dskjfhsdjk
#tirah talks#everybody was like 'YOU BETTER COME BACK' and i probably will in a month or so#but then school is gonna start smh no idea how im gonna break the news to them sdjkhfjksd :(#but if the company lets me do part time during the school year i'll definitely come back for a few weeks at a time during breaks#since winter break is like a month and a half iirc i can deffo spend a couple weeks here in december#and of course summer break is long af so#WHY COULDN'T I HAVE FOUND THIS JOB LIKE ONE YEAR AGO#EVEN ONE SINGLE YEAR AGO WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER ;_;#anyway im sure i won't regret grad school and maybe i'll meet even more super cool ppl
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