#im very steamed over this
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also i think if roleswap laios and canon laios met theyd immediately start fighting.
#canon laios would blurt out 'why do you look like our dad' and fisticuffs ensue.#shuro........ is a little more complicated#if canon shuro doesnt think too hard about it and just treats the other him like a stranger then theres no problem#on the other hand i imagine he holds himself to high standards and if he sees his other self doing things he considers improper or uncouth.#i imagine hed only speak up if he saw it happen A Lot like hed pull him aside like hey... what the fuck#thered be a bit of 'holy shit i woulda turned out like THAT??' on both sides#roleswap shuro would often get frustrated but i think hed understand that like. thats how the culture is like he lived it too#but i think similarly hed watch laios steamroll og shuro and eventually be like. DUDE. just say something#shorter fuse lmao. anyways still turning this AU over in my head#how much more forward can shuro be before hes unbelievably out of character...#and what if they switched universes!!!!#if laios switched. it would be immediately obvious something is up in the og universe but it may be chalked up to like#a weird mood..... though maybe the party starts to wonder 'hey... is it not possible this is a shapeshifter' 😭#but og laios in the roleswap universe...#tbh havent thought too hard on what the party dynamics in that universe might be like assuming all else is the same save for the roleswap#i imagine chilchuck would still get on alright as long as hes being paid upfront and laios is still attentive/ recognises his abilities#and limitations also. marcille................................... hmm#she might treat him more formally and be less close.... may perceive him as more threatening at first meeting#(in terms of like. 'taking falin away' i mean if that makes sense)#but well. u kno how in canon laios Does notice a lot of things about his companions and has a very pragmatic view that surprises them#and they dont tend to notice until he says it aloud because its often overlooked cos of his. everything else.#well. id imagine roleswap laios still notices things but simply would not say it aloud.#the party would also be like .. dude... did he hit his head#if SHURO swapped...................... well it depends when exactly it happened#i imagine it could be a bigger issue with the retainers#im losing steam cos my lower back hurt so bad adgfsdfg i cant get a good position on this chair#but for shuro himself i imagine it would be nightmarish lmao.#roleswap (henceforth RS) shuro would wake up as an adult with the retainers like. ??? was that all a dream?? did i never make it out#meanwhile og shuro ending up god knows where..........#if he ended up with the retainers again he might not immediately realise somethings amiss and try to act normally
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#aftg#the foxhole court#all for the game#andrew minyard#my art#mmmm i lost steam at the end ngl but i had fun so off he goes into the wilderness#made the sketch sometime last year and figured i could color it#fun fact i was thinking of another man while drawing him#and now all i can think of is the welcome home cheater pic#anyway extra points if you can guess who i was thinking of#it is a character from something im giving 0 details#but i did look wistfully at a picture of them and tried to mimic lil bits of it and by lil i mean liiiiiil#as soon as i figure out how to draw the other ship that is very gently simmering within me it's over for yall
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bought "immortal life" as a gift for myself and I'm immediately obsessed
it's stardew valley style farm sim but xianxia (said by someone who never played stardew or farm sims this is guesswork lol)
anyway it's early access now but it will come out as a full game in Jan 2024! and I guess there is a possibility that the price will go up once it's a full game cuz that happens sometimes so if ur interested now is your chance hah (its on sale rn for 11,19€)
#immortal life#immortal life game#chen yuanzhou#Mu Xia#wei hong#oughhh its so charming i love it#funnily enough every time i play rpg games i pause the plot to go fish or farm whenever I'm allowed but I'm not really into farm sims lol#but this one spoke to me due to obvious reasons hahha#shout out to yumehbby who mentioned this under my yi xian post some time back and its been in my wishlist on steam ever since lol#im holding all of the characters gently all of them are my beloveds#i wont go too indepth over it here cuz A. im just 10 hours in lol B. i will talk more about it in a post I want to make in the future#rec list with other wuxia games and such#anyway as you may have noticed in the drawings my squad is very broke. but especially me hfjkdhgk#why is it my job to pay for the rebuilding 😭😭😢 im just a farmboy shouldn't that be Ji Yaohuas job shes in charge of the finances???#girl i love you but where am i supposed to get 5k spirit shards i just paid 3k ur killing me#is this her punishment for my unwise financial decisions of buying hair bleach for 100 gold pieces?? im sorry pls Ji-shijie......
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I fucking hate the tetris effect so much. Like oooh lemme play this funnie little card game rogue-like, ooh it's so fun it's gonna be the only game I play for weeks now, oooh what do you mean I'm fucking duplicating multi-card holographic sevens in my dreams
#simon says#yeah this is about balatro#i think it sorta taught me that I do in fact really enjoy roguelikes and i am pretty decent at them#at least I think I am#i only have 3 more card decks to unlock and the black deck is a FUCKING NIGHTMARE#i am not going to 100% this game because I hate the black deck so fucking much#that -1 hand is gonna be the death of me and has been the death of me#it's like I either fumble my first round and have to start over because I keep forgetting I have 1 less hand#or I get a nice groove but lose around round 5 because the boss bind was too tough#anyways I only really watch 1 youtuber play it so I have no clue if im actually pretty decent at the game or if im like#okay or something#idk all I know is that I am going to do my damnedest to beat that black deck#also I wanna try to unlock all of the collection because it's very annoying that challenge mode doesn't count#and I wanna do challenge mode but it is just annoying that it doesn't count anything towards the collection#but yeah im REALLY vibing with this game and every time I play it while high it makes me wanna stream again#anyways I have it on switch (because I could use the nintendo coins to get it at a discount) but I looked at the achievements on steam#i wish cross platform saves existed because if I had it on steam I would have all but like 4 achievements lmaooo#anyways im just autistic and really like card games and roguelikes so this is like the perfect game#plus big number go up
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don���t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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today marks the first day that a good Pizza friend is finally chosen by the random number generator. and at the same time, one of only 4 female characters on this list. very exciting.
man, i should draw her more often though.
Noisette. good girl. i wish we saw more of her ingame but at least we have a bunch of concept sketches and comics.
funny thing though, this is like the first actual time i've drawn her. the first REAL time, though, was for my dumb getting-updated-eventually terraria texture pack. have a bonus tiny friend.
#my art#october 2023#artists on tumblr#pizza tower#pizza tower noisette#if you ever see uhh this texture pack for terraria on steam called Pizza Towerria. that's me. i spent over a month on it.#gonna update it soon-ish. pretty cool.#but yeah look at this good girl. im very very happy with how she turned out yeeee#very excited when i eventually get to the part in my fic writing that she shows up. she cute.
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erm... so this is awkward
#sorry its been so long .........#(isnt sorry bc im not obligated to post anything but its more the spirit of the statement)#but boy. its been a yr . i miss my wife (liam)#i cant actually remember much of the beginning of it but i had a fulltime job over the summer then went to college lost access to my meds#finally came home and then got covid near immediately#so . its been a while#i still draw them all here and then but its been a while#esp since i did get soer into a funny game abt a bird#(@tapestryundone if anyones curious lol ive been posting there ever since my brain lost steam to do anything productive#due to the aforementioned loss of meds)#(im trying so hard to skirt the title of the game since these r the tags. and i dont wanna sound like a tiktoker putting all the censors in#or smth)#but. i miss those guys#i need to order the amelia plush soon while i can now that i can think again#but ya. i hope to come back here someday. i need to get back to objects in general#but now ive so many commitments to my other blog and i dont wnna abandon those#and external assistance is going to need. so much reworking. good lord#i think abt it sometimes and become distraught LMAOOO#Im a very obsessed w canon compliance kinda thing#which is funny. considering the animal limb thing#but tbqh i always felt the animal limb thing was much more of a hc than smth that actually went against canon#i hc that the stick limbs are in object culture a general shorthand for limbs that skirt the actual commitment to individual designs#that objects would draw objects that way in cartoons a la human cartoons giving characters rubber limbs or gloves or smth#just a visual quirk to simplify art. which is basically was the shows do from a meta standpt i guess#i just added extra steps#ANYWAY THAT WAS A TANGENT#pt is hiiiiiii i miss objects...#this is at the forefront of my brain rn for . very specific reasons#(reasons extremely visible on my general community sideblog HAHA)#(warning that im being pretty negative in a weird way on that blog abt a diff show. as a heads up)
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fun little headcanon I have is that after like the second abduction Julian asked Kira to train him on how to fight
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#kira nerys#like im sure he has some combat training just by virtue of being Starfleet#but clearly. he needs something more#and I think he'd ask Kira because shes the fighter thats closest to his size#compared to say Worf#and he knows he'll learn more from her than he would one of the Starfleet security officers#Kira's been fighting since she was a child she'll show him how to throw someone twice his size over his shoulder#which she demonstrates by easily throwing him across the room#its great for both of them#its nice bonding time and also it lets them both let off some steam#but also sometimes its very funny#the first time they properly sparred Kira accidentally broke Julian's nose#and it was a complete accident she threw an elbow and he moved in a way she wasn't expecting and CRACK#Julian thought it was funny meanwhile she wanted to sink into the floor and never emerge#the first time Julian manages to flip Kira he's ECSTATIC#Kira proceeds to sweep his legs out from under him and goes 'thats a lesson in humility' while he's groaning in pain#theyre on my brain rn because I am writing them#I love them and their dynamic that exists in my head
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Ggrrr I wish disenchantment was better. I binged it all because I'm sick somebody talk to me about this.
#the groening show on netflix#it had so much potential#and i did enjoy it!!! plenty of the characters were awesome#but it tried to be too big. wanted to incorporate too much. i didn't like beans magic. it got really repetitive#it felt like a lot of the movement between “lands” was super unnecessary. and took up a lot of time that could have been used in narrative#development#and you know the most fucked up part is that there was a Canon wlw couple that was end game AND I DIDNT EVEN LIKE THEM TOGETHERRR#and the last seasons egregious hyperfocus on love specifically romantic love like#it was cringe im sorry!!! not great writing#im glad beans relationship w her dad got better but i didnt like how instantanious it felt#also obv. i hate the whole thing with prince derek and his pixie gf. ew. really weird#but there was so much good and it couldve been great#i still enjoyed it but it fell short in so many ways#HOW DO YOU HAVE A QUEER GIRL COUPLE THAT I DONT LIKE!!! ME!!! QUEER GIRL NUMBER 1!!!!!!#i like EVERY WLW SHIP#and mora x bean had potential but like#it seemed a lot of the time liek they didnt even really like eachother. they aggravated tf out of eachother and not in like a hehe gay ppl#who bicker type of way. it was very much lesbian couple written by straight man feeling. idk if thats true but its the vibe i got#to the end im sad elfo never really actionably got over his weird thing about bean. he just said he did#and him and miri/mop girl. ehhhhh#i like her but she should have had a more gradual introduction into the main cast because she really feels like an after thought#glad zog moved to the woods that seemed like the right move#bean kinda handing the kingdom off to the elves kinda felt like a cop out after thought#like she got all weird about this is their kingdom we stole it from them and then only rwally gave it up after she got something that she#wanted more#please let me remake this show!!!!!!!!#also steam land!!! i like the concept but the execution and the travellimg back and forth between the two#the biggest issue this show suffered with though was repetition.#animation was fun. i enjoyed the use of 3d especially in later seasons#a lot of the jokes were funny but a lot just fell short.
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hi moots! im losing my mind
#technical difficulties w the vr headset so no hw2 yet#two days feels like such a long time when you spend hours and hours grappling w ur vr headset and doing Fuck All#and looking up the error codes im getting gives me Fuck All#its just very unfortunate and frustrating#i might try a link cable instead? but idk if thatll solve the issues#sigh#im tired#i already bought hw2 on steam#idfk#vent#i guess#losing my fucking mind over here can u telllll#x#x chatter
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thank you sonic frontiers modding community for my life
#soda offers you a can#still not beating the dlc tonight im. exhausted from the psychological torture akjshd#hoo boy like. i looked around in the steam discussions for strats and stuff for the trials mainly#and everyone there is just fucking seething and malding over the difficulty in the dlc#which while i understand im also just like. babe didn't you want it weren't you upset about how things were too easy before#really very much not a fan of the larger sonic fanbase around the games who think gens is where everything peaked#or god forbid colors
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the aftermath of having 2 terabytes of storage
#i have never had a computer this nice lmao#i'm constantly so used to automatically assuming i Can't Do Most Things bc most of the time i'm barred from Everything#either by physical skill or money or age or location#so when i got a Nice Computer my brain was like STUFF I CAN DO?????????? STUFF I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!#and just. downloaded all the games i haven't been able to play bc my laptop sucks ass#the dopamine rush. lmao#i can actually play skyrim again for the first time since i was 17 😭#genuinely getting this computer has given me the exact same feeling as finally getting my wheelchair#just the fucking sheer joy of *oh my fucking god i have freedom now. i can actually DO STUFF*#seriously being able to use the wheelchair has made me so fucking happy i don't feel awful when going to the store i can actually THINK#bc i dont have brain fog from having to focus all of my energy on staying upright#and the computer is giving me the same feeling of freedom like. i can actually DO STUFF with my computer and not worry about it crashing#i can record video now!!!! I COULD START STREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i can actually learn to code because the coding programs will run!!!!!! i can start making datapacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!#can PLAY THE GAMES I'VE BOUGHT OVER THE YEARS FINALLY#FUCKING THANK YOU STEAM FOR LETTING ME KEEP THESE GAMES UNTIL I CAN ACTUALLY PLAY THEM#INSTEAD OF BEING A SHITASS STREAMING SERVICE THAT TAKES AWAY YOUR PRODUCT *AND* MONEY WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT#like i bought assassins creed odyssey the year it came out and i've never even been able to OPEN it on any of my old computers#i bought Jusant recently because it looks very pretty but the game wouldn't let me download it on my laptop bc the graphics card was shit#i have a bunch of games that I've just hoarded on my steam account for years and now i can finally play them#i can get back to subnautica too!!!! and finally finish out we happy few!!!#anyway im gonna go continue to be insane about this machine i love computers theyre so fun
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sorry for complaining so much about my current situation however it's kind of like my personally tailored saw trap or something
#never seen those movies idk.#but it's so funny.... like hey. guy who had zero privacy for four years & has severe paranoïa oh weird why did autocorrect give me the#french spelling. gross. over like. doing Anything i enjoy In Public or in an open area of the house guy whose#very beloved autism routine involves coming home and decompressing alone in my room for hours otherwise i get fucked in the brain#what if. hey what if u suddenly had No fucking privacy whatsoever like fucking at all.#and people USE YOUR QUILT. because it's by the couch because ur sleeping on the couch. regardless of the fact that its URS and one of ur#most beloved possessions and u don't want weird other people germs on it even if its ur family. -_-#and u can't do anything you fucking enjoy ever because you literally Can't because your brain stays in awful mode if u don't have a door u#can close before u turn on ur steam deck. god. sorry im in a shitty mood even though she's being as good#as she can about all this im just pissed. like thanks i appreciate being able to have my room to myself for an hour#but i don't WANT that. i want to curl up in my own quiet cozy safe space n put my glasses where i always do & go to sleep at 10pm.... guh.#neg#txt
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I've had a cold for the last week but I truly don't feel that I can afford to miss these classes unless I'm actually suffering. This cold is like a 6 out of 10 on the nasty scale with a 0 being my usual healthy self. It comes and goes throughout the day but I can't sleep cus I am so congested rn !!!:( I just took a cold pill and I'm drinking lots of fluids. 𖥔 ࣪ ׅ ࣭ ࣪ ֢
#gonna sit w my face over steaming water for a little bit then sleep for another 6 hours. i was rly tired and didnt get home until 930pm#i ate+showered and then just immediately went to bed cus i feel very Unwell.. im gettign up early to do my homework that's due during class#i just hate sick!!! i love to go outside. being back at school has wrecked my immune system 💐#it doesnt help that ive been dealing with long covid symptoms for a year as of september 30th 👋🎉
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the CHOKEHOLD that bg3 patch notes have on me. i play them like bingo. "oh they removed floating gortash? that's 4 in a row and I win :)"
#it's great bc a lot of the bugs are stuff i JUST went through#so my current character won't have to deal with it#''why are you playing the game again'' mind your damn business#very thankful for a bug fix in the wyrmway. im going for the related achievement and the bug totally fucked me over last time lol#also going for the busker achievement which stresses me out so bad bc the steam count never updates#bg3
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if I had the attention span I would play every nancy drew game
#smudgy.txt#ive had this thought since i was a teen ive never gotten over those games despite knowing very little abt the series#just smth abt the way the older games look & feel has me hooked#& theyre so cheap on steam too.... augh...........#i wish i didnt ask my brother to get me the syberia games id trade them all for nancy drew.........#dont get me wrong i loved syberia 2 for the aesthetic alone but it looks like the later games move completely from that style & its got me#salty. like i thought the silent hill camera was weird but they made it So Much Worse in 3. & im scared 4 wont be much better#plus everything is so smooth now..... i miss the crunchyness of older games...........
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