#im too sleep deprived rn
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Angst infests my head more often than not and so does comfort
So, now, imagine Bruce who got whatever trigger (watching mamma mia, that song from toy story two, whatever involving family), and he just starts hunting down all his kids to give each of them a hug and say nothing else
And he doesn't have a patron (not one they can figure out for now at least), so he catches them of guard and by the time he's midlist they're worried af thinking he's dying or something
Now, he started by Tim, who was kind of not answering anyone's calls and was alone who knows where when suddenly his dad just appeared, gave him a hug, and went away again
He thought it was a hallucination until he came back to Gotham and turns out he did the exact same fucking thing to Steph (who was horrified) Cass, who wasn't even in the same continent and Duke who thought it was normal until he spoke to everyone else
By that point they started to panic, because Bruce wasn't even aknowledging the whole thing, (not to help, the kids didn't say it directly) and was he planning on faking his dead?
Or he had some incurable illness about to do it or-
Just what the fuck
Which was exactly Jason's reaction when his turn came after he went back to one of his safehouses and Bruce was just there. Waiting for him in the dark. And after almost giving his son a heart attack, he gave him a hug and left
And it was also Dick's reaction. Because it wasn't batman. Bruce Wayne went to his station to give officer Grayson a hug and a meal (from Alfred) and say nothing more
Damian was the last one, why? Because it was his fault, he was watching the movie with his father and gave him the idea to "Calm himself down by doing something" and to start it up with Drake, who surely needed it
#batman#batfamily#idk why i did this#im too sleep deprived rn#bruce wayne#good dad bruce wayne#jason todd#damian wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#duke thomas#alfred pennyworth
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SHES HERE
#psychopomp#im sleep deprived as hell but ran outside to get her the moment i got the notification. IM SO HAPPY!!!!#i love her so much Im gonna do Things to her after i wake up (clean up my room properly and then put her onto my bed)#she cant close her eyes but i do hope that the queen of dragonflies' gonna sleep and smile beside me :3#also a random thing but i actually found and finished the game two weeks before the campaign's end and the whole time i was going crazy bc-#-i couldnt decide if i should buy her (also considering that its pretty difficult to do since yeahh yknow what country im from lmao)#but i did decide to go for it after all bc i had a Feeling that this game might become something Really important to me#and yeah it did. though its a topic for another day (TOO SLEEPY RN)#im really happy that i found psychopomp and also extremely grateful to the friend that helped me buy this plushie IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON RN
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For all my fellow AroAces out there ^^
#asexual#aromantic#lgbtq community#lgbtq#aroace#wallpaper#would you like some garlic bread on the side?#or how about a *QUASO*#i am so sorry for these tags i have no fucking idea what im writing rn#too sleep deprived to focus#enjoy ^^
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I headcanon that while both are indeed such girlfailures ,
Ragatha are still maybe experienced in some romantic gestures or stuffs , like kissing and whatnot
And sometimes she gets ahead of herself and always gets overconfident on topping Pomni but always ended up being a flustered mess instead LMAOO ((poor Pomni having to wait for her ragdolly girlfriend to calm down , Ragatha swore to God this never happens 😔😔))
Meanwhile Pomni is either too afraid to make a move or is actually oblivious
But I also like to think that she's both "know what's going on but afraid to make the first move so that she won't get ahead of herself" XD
Another headcanon that I have for these two girlies are :
- they both fidget with each other's accessories fr
Like for Pomni , maybe she fidgets with Ragatha's bow or frills
Meanwhile for Ragatha , she might just fidget with Pomni's jester hat's circle thingy , because it kind of massages her paws ((her ragdolly hands but someone called them her paws and I could not agree more so I had to call it as that too HHHH))
Another headcanon #3 :
- Pomni comforts Ragatha more efficiently , maybe because she is more onto the rational side where she thoroughly think of a plan on how to effectively calm a person down
- And Ragatha , despite being the "motherly girlfriend" or whatever that you call it , needs the constant validation the most
I think that is all for now I am afraid to flood your inbox too much HHHHHH
Cmon we all know damn well Ragatha isn’t the confident one in the relationship.
As for Pomni, i feel like she just wants to be sure of Ragatha’s true feelings before she makes a move because she values their bond so much <3
Lol she broke Ragatha

For hc #2 omg this was such a cute idea ToT also calling Ragatha’s hands “paws” is just the most adorable thing ever

And last but not least hc #3!!
I love this dynamic so much. I feel like Ragatha hides her true emotions way too often, and i hc that Pomni helps her express herself better and in a healthier manner. She can seek out Pomni for reassurance and Pomni gives it to her in a straightforward and reasonable way.
#totally did this at a reasonable hour#*clock strikes 6am*#ragapom#jesterdoll#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha#ragatha x pomni#harlequilt#pomni#pomni tadc#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus pomni#tadc#digital circus#the amazing digital circus#ragatha#ragatha tadc#tadc ragatha#the amazing digital circus ragatha#for the second picture i only realized why it looked so diff too late#i used a different brush than the first one ughwhs#sighh still it looks really cute regardless#im just sleep deprived buckaroos#tried to word it a bit better but theres an alphabet soup in my brain rn so 😭#i cried a wee bit drawing this#they looked too cute and it made me angry /hj#nah i just got cuteness overload#also dont be afraid to fill up my inbox#esp with ragapom i just love them sm
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So, so obsessed with the fact that the moment Ghost allows & affirms Soap to be close to him, he starts freely using words like "love" and "beautiful" when it comes to describing things that Ghost does. He's also actively fishing for praise and making Ghost somewhat exclusively special in that freeing Alejandro mission but yaknow, the parmesan on an already delicious pasta.
#'this is why i love the ghost'#'fuckin beautiful sir'#'only ghost can pull it off'#ghost asking soap physically to look out for him and soap giving him a lil thumbs up and saying best of luck#too lazy to look up the actual name of the mission rn#im sleep deprived okay#soap#ghostsoap#ghoap#mw2
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@phlegmer my @mgsevents Valentine for you... 💌
#happy Valentine's day!! 🌹#im too sleep deprived rn to come up w smth cool but I do hope you like them!!!#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#solid snake#otacon#otasune#snotacon#kazuhira miller#big boss#bbkaz#quiet
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UHM ....
ok so ... what the hell? i don't look at parallels the way most bylers seem to have universally agreed ( for example my interpretation of the El and Hopper/Mike parallels is different from what I've seen other bylers do ) but is this supposed to be another instance of byler paralleling unhealthy dynamics in a way that is healthy?
there might be more to this subtext if we break it down; what do these scenes have in common?
in both there's Someone asking Someone Else ( someone important to them ) to work together.
Where they differ imo aside from the obvious ( context ) is that Brenner may have done it for his own benefit ( use El to find Henry ), which she figured out in the end was his whole thing
"you made me search for Henry in the darkness"
Something something Mike using El for the same reason ( to find Will ) Will who parallels Henry .... what ... is going on here ...
#byler#i guess this leads somewhere? idk honestly i have no idea what it could mean maybe ill let it marinate in my nogging for a bit and see#if i can think of anything later im too sleep deprived rn to think of anything that makes sense#but leaving it here in case it gives anyone ideas. maybe this has to do with how the supernatural and will's emotional arc are connected
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i submit him everytime i see anyone saying they'll draw wof ocs but.. Gleebed ...

I love him so much, he reminds me of a chicken :3
#not described#<- will describe hopefully tm but depends#rn im too sleep deprived :(#wof#wings of fire#asks#drawing requests#skywing#follower celebration
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fall in love again and again
#i m so sleep deprived (like. in just my normal life not attending the third tit show in 3 days very happy for everyone who is)#(not at all seething with wish-i-was-there-rn ism)#but im so buzzed off the content from these shows#I LOVE TIT. I LOVE THEM#as i said to c last night im so full of love for them i literally don’t know what to do with it. where to put it#i love them so much it’s overwhelming#they are so happy and in their element and GLOWING before during after these shows like#this. this is the point of it all#and just thinking about the show and what is actually said and done it in like??????#we are so lucky they found each other#sorry it’s too early for me to me emo there’s TOO MUCH happening today#im so fucking excited i love being a phannie
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something about arin/luzu returning while etoiles has been fighting the code on and off for the past month..
like the messages luzu sent tonight happening only a few days before etoiles final, big fight with the code cannot be a coincidence
this one says “there is a hidden danger”
and this one says “there will have to be a final sacrifice.”
is the final sacrifice gonna be etoiles?? LIKE?? there’s no way this is a coincidence is there? etoiles is almost positive he’ll lose, he’s the only one (that we know of) that truly knows how strong the code is and he STILL thinks that despite his best efforts, he will lose.
and now arin/luzu is talking about a “final sacrifice” and a “hidden danger” right before this big code fight so does that make him the sacrifice? he’s done the calculations and if this code he’s gonna meet is any stronger than the last he swears up and down he’s done for unless he’s able to use dark metal armor meaning he might die meaning he might be a sacrifice?
or it could have something to do with max and his weird code parasite infection thing but i think these threes lore will all tie in together somehow
#qsmp#qsmpblr#liveblogging#qsmp etoiles#qsmp arin#qsmp luzu#ITS TOO LATE FOR BIG LORE RN MY BRAIN#IM SO SLEEP DEPRIVED#BUT ETOILES LORE AND AND ARIN LORE AND#THESE TWO HAVE SOME KF MY FAV LORE BC THEYRE THE ONLY ONES THAT RLLY GO IN DEPTH INTO THE CODE#PLEASE I NEED ANSWERS#or maybe it’s max??? bro ifs too damn late for me to be thinking this hard
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one of the things ive been enjoying recently is allowing myself to focus on the obsessions - like going through a patch where i listened exclusively to abba, then it switched to carpenters, and reading about them and stuff. rather than trying to be moderate to a degree, and listen to other music when i really wanted to listen to these things, i was allowing myself to listen to them.
but it's like... i've stopped caring. about anything. i'm listening to carpenters right now, the 250-song playlist i made by listening through their entire discography and adding the songs i liked. it's very pleasant, but it's... not making me happy, i don't know. i'm just ambivalent. who the hell cares. about anything.
#im not even sleep deprived im just. Empty. Numb. whatever.#every scrap of enjoyment has leeched from the world somehow and i didn't even notice it go#this is literally one of my favourite songs playing rn! (beechwood 4-5789)#and yet Who The Hell Cares#didn't write anything yesterday except a weird tiny excerpt about vaniah that doesn't freaking make sense#feeling too Flat to work on inklings idk. it needs some feelings. some humanness. some earnestness#and i have none of that.#watch it languish forever and never get done! like every other useless project i try and do!#i am such a failure.
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Kenny Kenny Kenny KYLE Kenny Kenny
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aight now that wendigoon has gotten through mh season 2 and has established he'll (fucking FINALLY) be making a video abt it. I will get in ahead of the wave of people who watch him (re)discovering. But mostly just bc yknow end of season 2
Marble Hornets is the story of twinks (Alex and Jay. And yes also Oppy) vs anti-twinks (yknow. Masky + Hoodie.) trying to kill one another but failing due to faggotery. "Oh but Bone they all hate each other" well why else would they be failing huh? alex is too gay to not monologue before killing jay and therefore gets got. You know what works? Just fucking shooting him eventually without monologuing. Fruit behavior. I rest my case
#marble hornets#idk man im kinda incoherent rn but i know im right#mh brim#mh jaylex#'BUT WHAT ABOUT SEASON 3' i got no argument shut up okay. jam is good i agree but the toxic yaoi is too good#yes if you couldnt tell i just watched creeptv marble hornets season 2 with my bestie while high on sleep deprivation#and was laughing the whole ass time.#anyway yesssss cmere iceberg boy give the fandom an infusion of new blood. inject it in our fuckin veins
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the Bistro disaster™
If this was YouTube, these would be the recommended videos to watch after:
(aka shameless self-promo because these vids are related and gold)
Live Post-Bistro Reaction
A Reflection of the Bistro
#im so fond over tsuyoshi help 🥲#smap#smapxfns27hr#smapxfns27hr 2014#tsukutta#a clip#this was gonna get put in the queue but considering im drafting this at 2-3 in the morning rn….#✨sleep-deprived posting✨#eta:#this isn’t bistro im a liar soooory (actually genuinely sorry now i need to see if bistro actually has a disaster….)#(also im not changing the titles cuz ive come to love ‘bistro disaster’ too much)
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Somehow got so exhausted that my body put me on bed rest. I'm up after a 3 ish hour nap to eat a little more and take my meds, then I'll be going back down for actual sleep. Can tell by the radiating exhaustion that I just have to give this to my body
#speculation nation#kind of confused bc it was just the weekend and it's not like i did That much#but i guess the sleep deprivation from last night and how busy today was was enough#also me working on assignments yesterday... hmmm...#other than that tho i just gamed and wrote yesterday#... oh right. i just remembered how phenomenally stressful saturday was and how extremely angry i was on friday#maybe those two days wore me out and i didnt properly rest after it yesterday. so with the bad sleep and the busy day...#ok yeah it makes more sense to me now why im next to bedridden.#my body telling me it needs rest in the only way it knows how. by making me feel literally sick so im too miserable to do anything but sleep#not feeling as bad after the long nap. but my limbs are still radiating exhaustion. like im moving thru molasses.#also have imminent period. that's probably also not helping.#bc of my appointment between classes today i drove to campus for my 2nd half of the day#and driving home was like. man. clearly i got home safely. but i could Tell how exhausted i was in how hard it was to focus on driving.#got home safe by just not doing anything weird with it. but i was definitely glad to get home.#i still have a homework thing to do... but im gonna have to do it in the morning. no way id be able to focus on it rn.#only up to get some more fuel and then it's back to bed with me.
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i need to not be allowed to read fics that are longer than 10,000 words because i try to read them all at once and i stay up too late
#i’ve been reading one fic for DAYS and i’m frustrated#it’s rly good but im frustrated#and i don’t have anything early in the day tmrw so im letting myself stay up#but i rly shouldn’t be sleep deprived bc i’ve got a big interview tmrw#i’m on the second to last chapter rn but it’s so fucking longgggg#this whole fic is like 200000 words#i really do like it it’s a great fic#the problem is i can’t stop myself from eating it in too short a time
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