#im too sleep deprived rn
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Angst infests my head more often than not and so does comfort
So, now, imagine Bruce who got whatever trigger (watching mamma mia, that song from toy story two, whatever involving family), and he just starts hunting down all his kids to give each of them a hug and say nothing else
And he doesn't have a patron (not one they can figure out for now at least), so he catches them of guard and by the time he's midlist they're worried af thinking he's dying or something
Now, he started by Tim, who was kind of not answering anyone's calls and was alone who knows where when suddenly his dad just appeared, gave him a hug, and went away again
He thought it was a hallucination until he came back to Gotham and turns out he did the exact same fucking thing to Steph (who was horrified) Cass, who wasn't even in the same continent and Duke who thought it was normal until he spoke to everyone else
By that point they started to panic, because Bruce wasn't even aknowledging the whole thing, (not to help, the kids didn't say it directly) and was he planning on faking his dead?
Or he had some incurable illness about to do it or-
Just what the fuck
Which was exactly Jason's reaction when his turn came after he went back to one of his safehouses and Bruce was just there. Waiting for him in the dark. And after almost giving his son a heart attack, he gave him a hug and left
And it was also Dick's reaction. Because it wasn't batman. Bruce Wayne went to his station to give officer Grayson a hug and a meal (from Alfred) and say nothing more
Damian was the last one, why? Because it was his fault, he was watching the movie with his father and gave him the idea to "Calm himself down by doing something" and to start it up with Drake, who surely needed it
#batman#batfamily#idk why i did this#im too sleep deprived rn#bruce wayne#good dad bruce wayne#jason todd#damian wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#duke thomas#alfred pennyworth
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For all my fellow AroAces out there ^^
#asexual#aromantic#lgbtq community#lgbtq#aroace#wallpaper#would you like some garlic bread on the side?#or how about a *QUASO*#i am so sorry for these tags i have no fucking idea what im writing rn#too sleep deprived to focus#enjoy ^^
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28 October / I think it’s gonna be okay guys !
#IM GONNA REGRET POSTING MY INSANELY SLEEP DEPRIVED MUG#but this way y’all can experience the glow up with me over the next 4 months#plus only like 7 of y’all will see this atp anywayaasss so im still faceless on my Main heheheeeee#Btw my hair is naturally curly and I swear the shitty fringe I cut the other day looks better on my curly hair LMAO#but I randomly straightened it today#also usually have a septum piercing but I’m going through a phase where I want it gone LolLl it’ll b back likely#it’s literally still in my nose rn just hiding#proof I went outside !!#october#24 DAYS LEFT BEING 24 TOMORROW HELP#idk y I thought posting face reveal gonna make y’all hate me but oh well#probs bc I been in my flop era too long and im projectingg#also period rn makin me feel so gross but idgaf imma try get back into life#ahahahahahaahaha y m I posting my crusty ass rn idk im silly#also the more I look at these pics the more I hated myself so I’m never gonna look again LOLol#someone make me quit yappin arghhhkfbthtn#ily#hope ur day is slaying#YAKULTII
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I headcanon that while both are indeed such girlfailures ,
Ragatha are still maybe experienced in some romantic gestures or stuffs , like kissing and whatnot
And sometimes she gets ahead of herself and always gets overconfident on topping Pomni but always ended up being a flustered mess instead LMAOO ((poor Pomni having to wait for her ragdolly girlfriend to calm down , Ragatha swore to God this never happens 😔😔))
Meanwhile Pomni is either too afraid to make a move or is actually oblivious
But I also like to think that she's both "know what's going on but afraid to make the first move so that she won't get ahead of herself" XD
Another headcanon that I have for these two girlies are :
- they both fidget with each other's accessories fr
Like for Pomni , maybe she fidgets with Ragatha's bow or frills
Meanwhile for Ragatha , she might just fidget with Pomni's jester hat's circle thingy , because it kind of massages her paws ((her ragdolly hands but someone called them her paws and I could not agree more so I had to call it as that too HHHH))
Another headcanon #3 :
- Pomni comforts Ragatha more efficiently , maybe because she is more onto the rational side where she thoroughly think of a plan on how to effectively calm a person down
- And Ragatha , despite being the "motherly girlfriend" or whatever that you call it , needs the constant validation the most
I think that is all for now I am afraid to flood your inbox too much HHHHHH
Cmon we all know damn well Ragatha isn’t the confident one in the relationship.
As for Pomni, i feel like she just wants to be sure of Ragatha’s true feelings before she makes a move because she values their bond so much <3
Lol she broke Ragatha
For hc #2 omg this was such a cute idea ToT also calling Ragatha’s hands “paws” is just the most adorable thing ever
And last but not least hc #3!!
I love this dynamic so much. I feel like Ragatha hides her true emotions way too often, and i hc that Pomni helps her express herself better and in a healthier manner. She can seek out Pomni for reassurance and Pomni gives it to her in a straightforward and reasonable way.
#totally did this at a reasonable hour#*clock strikes 6am*#ragapom#jesterdoll#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha#ragatha x pomni#harlequilt#pomni#pomni tadc#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus pomni#tadc#digital circus#the amazing digital circus#ragatha#ragatha tadc#tadc ragatha#the amazing digital circus ragatha#for the second picture i only realized why it looked so diff too late#i used a different brush than the first one ughwhs#sighh still it looks really cute regardless#im just sleep deprived buckaroos#tried to word it a bit better but theres an alphabet soup in my brain rn so 😭#i cried a wee bit drawing this#they looked too cute and it made me angry /hj#nah i just got cuteness overload#also dont be afraid to fill up my inbox#esp with ragapom i just love them sm
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SHES HERE
#psychopomp#im sleep deprived as hell but ran outside to get her the moment i got the notification. IM SO HAPPY!!!!#i love her so much Im gonna do Things to her after i wake up (clean up my room properly and then put her onto my bed)#she cant close her eyes but i do hope that the queen of dragonflies' gonna sleep and smile beside me :3#also a random thing but i actually found and finished the game two weeks before the campaign's end and the whole time i was going crazy bc-#-i couldnt decide if i should buy her (also considering that its pretty difficult to do since yeahh yknow what country im from lmao)#but i did decide to go for it after all bc i had a Feeling that this game might become something Really important to me#and yeah it did. though its a topic for another day (TOO SLEEPY RN)#im really happy that i found psychopomp and also extremely grateful to the friend that helped me buy this plushie IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON RN
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So, so obsessed with the fact that the moment Ghost allows & affirms Soap to be close to him, he starts freely using words like "love" and "beautiful" when it comes to describing things that Ghost does. He's also actively fishing for praise and making Ghost somewhat exclusively special in that freeing Alejandro mission but yaknow, the parmesan on an already delicious pasta.
#'this is why i love the ghost'#'fuckin beautiful sir'#'only ghost can pull it off'#ghost asking soap physically to look out for him and soap giving him a lil thumbs up and saying best of luck#too lazy to look up the actual name of the mission rn#im sleep deprived okay#soap#ghostsoap#ghoap#mw2
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@phlegmer my @mgsevents Valentine for you... 💌
#happy Valentine's day!! 🌹#im too sleep deprived rn to come up w smth cool but I do hope you like them!!!#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#solid snake#otacon#otasune#snotacon#kazuhira miller#big boss#bbkaz#quiet
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UHM ....
ok so ... what the hell? i don't look at parallels the way most bylers seem to have universally agreed ( for example my interpretation of the El and Hopper/Mike parallels is different from what I've seen other bylers do ) but is this supposed to be another instance of byler paralleling unhealthy dynamics in a way that is healthy?
there might be more to this subtext if we break it down; what do these scenes have in common?
in both there's Someone asking Someone Else ( someone important to them ) to work together.
Where they differ imo aside from the obvious ( context ) is that Brenner may have done it for his own benefit ( use El to find Henry ), which she figured out in the end was his whole thing
"you made me search for Henry in the darkness"
Something something Mike using El for the same reason ( to find Will ) Will who parallels Henry .... what ... is going on here ...
#byler#i guess this leads somewhere? idk honestly i have no idea what it could mean maybe ill let it marinate in my nogging for a bit and see#if i can think of anything later im too sleep deprived rn to think of anything that makes sense#but leaving it here in case it gives anyone ideas. maybe this has to do with how the supernatural and will's emotional arc are connected
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i submit him everytime i see anyone saying they'll draw wof ocs but.. Gleebed ...
I love him so much, he reminds me of a chicken :3
#not described#<- will describe hopefully tm but depends#rn im too sleep deprived :(#wof#wings of fire#asks#drawing requests#skywing#follower celebration
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something about arin/luzu returning while etoiles has been fighting the code on and off for the past month..
like the messages luzu sent tonight happening only a few days before etoiles final, big fight with the code cannot be a coincidence
this one says “there is a hidden danger”
and this one says “there will have to be a final sacrifice.”
is the final sacrifice gonna be etoiles?? LIKE?? there’s no way this is a coincidence is there? etoiles is almost positive he’ll lose, he’s the only one (that we know of) that truly knows how strong the code is and he STILL thinks that despite his best efforts, he will lose.
and now arin/luzu is talking about a “final sacrifice” and a “hidden danger” right before this big code fight so does that make him the sacrifice? he’s done the calculations and if this code he’s gonna meet is any stronger than the last he swears up and down he’s done for unless he’s able to use dark metal armor meaning he might die meaning he might be a sacrifice?
or it could have something to do with max and his weird code parasite infection thing but i think these threes lore will all tie in together somehow
#qsmp#qsmpblr#liveblogging#qsmp etoiles#qsmp arin#qsmp luzu#ITS TOO LATE FOR BIG LORE RN MY BRAIN#IM SO SLEEP DEPRIVED#BUT ETOILES LORE AND AND ARIN LORE AND#THESE TWO HAVE SOME KF MY FAV LORE BC THEYRE THE ONLY ONES THAT RLLY GO IN DEPTH INTO THE CODE#PLEASE I NEED ANSWERS#or maybe it’s max??? bro ifs too damn late for me to be thinking this hard
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one of the things ive been enjoying recently is allowing myself to focus on the obsessions - like going through a patch where i listened exclusively to abba, then it switched to carpenters, and reading about them and stuff. rather than trying to be moderate to a degree, and listen to other music when i really wanted to listen to these things, i was allowing myself to listen to them.
but it's like... i've stopped caring. about anything. i'm listening to carpenters right now, the 250-song playlist i made by listening through their entire discography and adding the songs i liked. it's very pleasant, but it's... not making me happy, i don't know. i'm just ambivalent. who the hell cares. about anything.
#im not even sleep deprived im just. Empty. Numb. whatever.#every scrap of enjoyment has leeched from the world somehow and i didn't even notice it go#this is literally one of my favourite songs playing rn! (beechwood 4-5789)#and yet Who The Hell Cares#didn't write anything yesterday except a weird tiny excerpt about vaniah that doesn't freaking make sense#feeling too Flat to work on inklings idk. it needs some feelings. some humanness. some earnestness#and i have none of that.#watch it languish forever and never get done! like every other useless project i try and do!#i am such a failure.
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Kenny Kenny Kenny KYLE Kenny Kenny
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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aight now that wendigoon has gotten through mh season 2 and has established he'll (fucking FINALLY) be making a video abt it. I will get in ahead of the wave of people who watch him (re)discovering. But mostly just bc yknow end of season 2
Marble Hornets is the story of twinks (Alex and Jay. And yes also Oppy) vs anti-twinks (yknow. Masky + Hoodie.) trying to kill one another but failing due to faggotery. "Oh but Bone they all hate each other" well why else would they be failing huh? alex is too gay to not monologue before killing jay and therefore gets got. You know what works? Just fucking shooting him eventually without monologuing. Fruit behavior. I rest my case
#marble hornets#idk man im kinda incoherent rn but i know im right#mh brim#mh jaylex#'BUT WHAT ABOUT SEASON 3' i got no argument shut up okay. jam is good i agree but the toxic yaoi is too good#yes if you couldnt tell i just watched creeptv marble hornets season 2 with my bestie while high on sleep deprivation#and was laughing the whole ass time.#anyway yesssss cmere iceberg boy give the fandom an infusion of new blood. inject it in our fuckin veins
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the Bistro disaster™
If this was YouTube, these would be the recommended videos to watch after:
(aka shameless self-promo because these vids are related and gold)
Live Post-Bistro Reaction
A Reflection of the Bistro
#im so fond over tsuyoshi help 🥲#smap#smapxfns27hr#smapxfns27hr 2014#tsukutta#a clip#this was gonna get put in the queue but considering im drafting this at 2-3 in the morning rn….#✨sleep-deprived posting✨#eta:#this isn’t bistro im a liar soooory (actually genuinely sorry now i need to see if bistro actually has a disaster….)#(also im not changing the titles cuz ive come to love ‘bistro disaster’ too much)
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I assume you want the title of The Fool? And what job do you want your character to have?
-factory
Yep! also you can choose the characters job :]
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