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Stay away from r/fakedisordercringe and similar reddits, I have a habit of scrolling them to make sure I haven't been posted to them out of anxiety about it, but when I am posted there I have panic attacks and it makes my mental health spiral. It's best to just stay away entirely and never look. It's best to completely avoid interacting with anyone who spends the time to speculate whether or not someone is faking based on a meme they posted with a 15 second trending sound.
You can't tell whether or not someone is faking their disorders based on their internet history, and dredging up old posts from years ago just to harass someone about what they've posted in the past is quite frankly disgusting.
It's for that reason that I'm no longer going to be making system content of any kind online. I'll talk about my personal experiences on tumblr from time to time, and I'll make art about it, but the internet is not a safe place to be yourself or try to spread awareness about DID and other stigmatized disorders. I'm constantly being fakeclaimed and bullied on all platforms that I post on and it's something that my mental health just can't handle anymore. I really need to just focus on my mental and physical health, healing, art, and school.
Trying to prove to a bunch of people that I'm not faking my disorders that I've been diagnosed with has just driven me insane because even if you post your medical records, even if you have witnesses and countless pages and years of evidence in your favor, they will say you're making it all up and will harass you constantly anyways.
I'm exhausted from fighting and trying to prove myself to people who don't want to take the time to acknowledge they're wrong. they just want to hurt people. they don't care if they're wrong or right, they just want to cause despair and doubt to someone else.
and frankly, I'm fucking over it.
#personal#im tired of internet people#im quitting tiktok#its exhausting#i cant handle it anymore#just gonna abandon my main account and let it be#because theres too much drama in the did community#and its too toxic for me to involve myself in
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for the love of god
#don't make me tap the sign#house md#i know its sometimes asking a lot to have nuance on the internet in the year of our lord 2024#the amount of people i see saying 'they dont queerbait like this anymore' IT WASN'T QUEERBAIT. PLEASE#or like 'oh another queerbait show to get into'#im so tired lol
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I don't know how to say this intelligently but something is really bothering me about the reviews for the barbie movie complaining that she didn't go deeply enough into feminist critique? Like,,, it's the Barbie movie. It's not Feminist Theory 402. Also, it's a movie about how women are expected to be spectacular at everything they do and how exhausting it can be to be the representative for all women when you're just one of them and people really watched that and turned around to tell Greta Gerwig that the movie wasn't enough because it wasn't perfect?
It was heartfelt and funny and silly and hot pink and that is enough!! Where is the media literacy!! You all are legitimately hurting my heart with this trash take!! It's fine to not like the movie but how come movies about the "male experience" can be about SOME men but movies about women have to be the balm AND rage AND catharsis AND call to action for every woman ever??? It's the Barbie movie!!! Not Gloria Steinem's latest manifesto!!! Let it fucking be!!!
#barbie 2023#barbie spoilers#barbie#barbie meta#greta gerwig#im just so legitimately tired of this let people enjoy it and stop bringing up how conservatives want us dead you internet poisoned weirdos
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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today
#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site#changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too#this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus#if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear#if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine#the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money#someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont#tumblr staff#EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but#that doesnt stop the post from being stupid#the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase#if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did#so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post#edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post#they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us#i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded#and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money#tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol#ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years#but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one
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Discord is basically a spyware program with the NSA crawling through it so no shit Russia blocked it. If I were in conflict with the USA I'd block all the shit I possibly could
usa is shit, but don't you come to my DMs trying to defend russians gov
bc they are shit too, I'd say they are worse but honestly I don't think its productive to argue on which's government is crappier
#Like... Just don't even start it#Get lost#Leave me be#Im tired#Yes YES there are fucking spies everywhere and internet is a horrible place yes we all know#But regular people just want to be able to talk to their friends and family and coworkers and commissioners and etc#And what alternative they have?#Im sharing my friend's post about the ways people in russia can walk around ban and still use discord to be able to contact to other ppl#I dont think i need you to come and explain me russian governments perspective because i sincerely wish most of them to die and rot in hell#And before you ask yes im russian but at this point anyone should wish the same imo
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legend of zelda fans making it real hard to be a legend of zelda fan
#i dont know how to explain to people that if you see fanart that changes something abt a story#and you dont like it. you can just move you. u dont have to comment#inspired by the people saying it ‘doesnt make sense’ for link to remain disabled at the end of totk#i am so tired of the internet guys. im so so tired
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I refuse to sell out my own people just because the conversation makes people upset and uncomfortable. I don't care if my opinions are palatable to non-Jews. I'm here for Jews and nobody else.
#jumblr#judaism#jewish#jewblr#i dont have the time energy or empathy to explain why someone should care about self determination#and im tired of feeling like i constantly have to qualify my opinions to non jews who dont want to understand in the first place#so im not going to lol#im also tired of being made to feel like i have to sanitize my judaism to be “good” for people on tumblr#i dont exist for you and the internet isnt real life
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i know i am not at all a big creator i'm just some guy with some internet access and an account and friends but even then all of this, fandom, internet fun, its all become so incredibly insufferable to be in? the only reason i made a tumblr was so i could post my art online and maybe get some validation and silly for it, and because there were strangers on the internet who would share the same opinions as me and we could interact via shared interests and love for content we both enjoy but never actually ever know each other personally and as someone whos been in the undertale fandom since i was like. a genuine child, how did fandom culture go from fun and joyous to genuinely exhausting and like walking through a landmine? i understand trying to weed out all the genuinely shitty people, but like, atleast on my side with my friends, and of course one of the bigger online presences in them being kia, why is it so unimaginable that people are friends with eachother outside of fandom discourse that doesnt hold a single candle to anything in real life? i'll tell you this much; whatever shit my friends like to draw doesn't do anything to me in the real world all of this "blocklist" shit (which, by the way, never has to be made public, if you really want a blocklist make it in private or dm people if they want it), is so dangerous and it's absolutely insane and incredible to me that nobody in the rabid anti spaces can see it as a genuine danger that has real world consequences until things don't exactly go "the way they wanted" why are you airing out, generally average and pretty fucking normal, people and artists around on a list expecting whoever's on the internet to see it and have an ounce of etiquette? and, actually, why are you even willing to put out public lists in the first place? does it not fill you with regret? i fucking hate dreammare as a ship and i dont like the shit that people would consider proship, if anything i'm pretty normal, i just dont give a fuck about what people do in their own little spaces because i can choose not to go in there. so why are you choosing to put me out on a list as if i personally hurt you? like i drew incest brothers and sisters kissing with nsfw written all over it or some shit? brother the only social media that i post publicly on for the world to see is this one!! tldr please leave me the fuck alone and have some idk, sympathy? i dont look on tumblr much, i'm busy you know, living on my own barely a year after turning 18, its not very fun running the risk of harassment, and knowing that people are stalking you and your friendgroup constantly over shit that doesn't fucking matter to you
#beef meister#this was kind of all over the place#im just fucking tired??? i dont know dude#its like people see “oh god someone doesnt want to be apart of exhausting hateful discourse!! they obviously ship incest!!!”#have you ever considered that maybe someone just doesnt like hate#or hating others#i dont care about what people think of me and i dont think anyone cares about what i think of them unless i know them personally#i only follow people on tumblr for their artwork and content because it caters to my interests#shocking announcement that someone doesnt let internet drama run their life and how they view their relationships with others#its also annoying#considering the fact most of the people doing dumb shit like this are younger than me#but at their age i still had half the fucking brain to you know#be a decent human being#i genuinely cannot understand nor fathom how you have the energy to hold so much hate for people you will never meet irl#i dont even have the energy to hate my abusers bro what fent are you all taking#rant over i guess#leave me out of your stupid fucking chronically online drama that i literally dont care about!!!!! i use tumblr to bring myself joy#so leave me out!!!!!!!!!!!! dont fucking talk about me regarding that shit nor ask me about it i dont FUCKING CARE!!!!!!!!!
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Any time I draw Sonic characters I curse the person who came up with their designs along with their entire lineage. This is probably why I draw Sonic fanart only every blue moon </3
I want to explain the joke to English speakers SO bad, but it'd probably take at least 5 business days if not more☹️ (exaggerating a bit, but still....sigh)
And that'd take away the fun from the funny. It'd just be...ny.
Like the noise you make when you're uncomfortable or tired or unpleased with something. "Nyuh...😒"
#the amount of fear I have for Hungarian people on the internet is insane#I'm also mainly posting this bc I like how some of the expressions turned out ^^#the idea of making a silly animation with Shadow to a Mucsi Zoltán audio also nested itself into my brain and I cannot stop thinking abt it#sth#sth fanart#sth fandom#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth comic#fanart#artist on tumblr#digital sketch#sth art#sth sonic#sth shadow#sth shitpost#i just got back to working in Photoshop btw bc of a concept art course I'm in and#istg its fine. like. yes it freezes. yes i do need to exit every like 20 minutes. BUT#i can also work in bigger resolution than before (i was working in ibispaint. yes. yes i know)#fanart by me#hungarian artist#im so tired bc if this weather.
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For the people who keep sending asks or leaving comments like "why do you self ship with a fictional character" or "stop being fucking weird and fall for real life people" -
First of all, there is literally no harm being done by self shipping with a fictional character. It's literally just for funzies, bc I am incredibly aware that they will NEVER exist.
Second, It's a comfort thing. Feeling like this character would care for me and love me, when this world has been nothing but cruel to me my entire life, it makes me feel like I can handle what the world throws at me. It gives me strength to keep going, knowing that this character I love would be cheering me on, even just a little.
Thirdly, it fills me with a huge ICK trying to be attracted to real life people. Sure, there's some super hot dudes/women out there but those are real people, and shipping yourself with real people has real impact. People don't deserve to be treated like a piece of media, people are PEOPLE, and they deserve a shred of respect, and it's disrespectful (TO ME, MY OPINION ONLY) to be so horny for a real person that you ship yourself with them. Like sorry, but you won't catch me shipping myself with like, Tom Hiddleston. I like him, I find him super hot, but I'm not gunna ship myself with him, ya know ? He's a real dude with real feelings.
This is literally just for fun, but some of you are taking the fun out of it by being awful and cruel human beings. Don't like what you see? Then block me. Let me be in my little bubble with my mutuals who understand and you go be with yours. The answer is in YOUR hands, and it's called the block button.
I'm not hurting anyone 😞 just stop.
#mandie vents#ok to rb#i am... so tired.#im fairly new to the self shipping and for the most part - people are super accepting#but some of you.... yall really have nothing better to do than be incredibly cruel to strangers on the internet.#dont worry - your karma will come.#self ship#vent
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I don't listen to people that haven't played a new Kingdom Hearts game since 2006. Yes yes kh2 we all love it yes kh2fm is amazing yeah yeah we've all see kh2. Play more kh games, that is literally game number 3 in a series that's like 15 games ongoing. "It's confusing" it's just long as fuck so its a lot of information to take in and that's okay. People literally take so much time and care to explain the series and lore to people who are lost. Like just say you enjoy kh2's gameplay and move on, if you really cared about the series AS A SERIES you'd be paying attention to it as a whole. "Dream drop distance what a stupid title!!!" that is the LEAST stupid thing that has happened in this series. "It's on too many consoles" watch a cutscene movie. Read a wiki page! I own a Playstation TWO!!!!!!!!!! like I have nothing more recent other than my switch. Do you think I've played every game lmao??
Anyway stan kh mobile games I don't care if you don't like them its not a hot take by any stretch of the imagination to not like them. You should read my khux/dr plot summary actually <3
#im tired okay#the clowns found my kh twitter post#I dont hate kh2 I LOVE IT like everyone else. but there are more games.#that meme of the soldier getting attacked by all those knives while a kid sleeps in bed is me with the khux haters#I go on the internet and say 'please pay attention to kh plot especially khux' and I am DOGPILED#khux fans get behind me /j#every time im at a con and cosplaying khux you wouldnt BELIEVE the shit people say TO MY FACE#BEFORE ANYONE SAYS IT I WAS EXCLUSIVELY A F2P KHUX PLAYER!!!! I PLAYED DAY 1 ALL THE WAY TO THE END OF SERVICE TOTALLY FREE!!!!#I DO NOT GAMBLE!!!!!!! I WAS OVER LVL 500 AND I COULD RANK TOP 200 SOLO AND COLISEUM! I PLAYED EVERY SINGLE QUEST!#not proud mode tho admittedly that shit was hard#im rambling#khux#khdr
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“why are you always only ever talking about, like, spider-man 2099’s childhood and mental health issues instead of posting panels of him Biting People” uh. because... spider-man 2099 the comic book... also does this.?
#talking tag#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#xina kwan#marvel#comics#comic panels#i earnestly am not trying 2 gatekeep here lol i Desperately Want people to read spider-man 2099 and ALSO Like The Thing I Really Really Like#but. (deeply bitter) The Internet Does As The Internet Is i guess.#plus i Already Have posted every single panel of him Biting People that currently exists. and then ppl left viscerally uncomfortable tags.#..well. Viscerally Uncomfortable for Me. obv the people Leaving those additions seemed pleased as punch to publicly puke em onto my lap.#urgh woof i Know it's a Bad Idea 2 bring attention 2 it bcuz this specific breed of Pest thrives on Attention but like. i am so Tired#like one of those panels was an instance of the main character rebuffing an attempted assault Put Your Pants On And Quit Moaning. Christ.#this is My Personal Blog. i post abt this comic because im autistic and it's been my special interest for going on like 10yrs.#if i decide i want to Stop Posting about it then i will just Stop Posting About It. and i will tell people Why if it is for any reason.#but i just. /jesus/ yall. go be intolerably Straight somewhere else. my house isnt the place for that i just Block Creeps.
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here's a take you can cancel me for: it's exhausting when transmasc spaces require censoring of any mentions / discussion of pregnancy or periods under the premise of not wanting to trigger people. because I'm sorry but if you are specifically in a space that exists for the discussion of the unique issues facing trans men / afab people then you cannot prioritize your own discomfort to shut down normal everyday conversations. you cannot hold your inability to regulate your own social media consumption over someone discussing their own body, not yours, because you have framed dysphoria as the universal hallmark of the trans experience and cannot fathom when a trans masc person would be glad or excited about the prospect of getting to have their own child, and other people are sharing in that joy. there are servers and chatrooms for people who are not comfortable discussing any aspects of what the vast majority of adults experience where you would be welcome to talk about sanitized topics.
#ftm#tired of this server im in yall#rambling#rant#to clarify because this is the bad faith interpretation website: tagging on tumblr is a courtesy#you did not necessarily sign up for the exact content crossing your dash (especially with the algorithmic posts)#but you are also capable of unfollowing people who have these discussions#they do not have to censor entire aspects of their lives because a stranger on the internet is uncomfortable
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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I think people should go after SaiScribbles more. SaiScribbles is a Racist. She called a bunch of black people the R slur for saying she can't say Wigga {white nigga}. It doesn't matter if she keeps using it, what does it say about people who make calling out Lily almost a community if we end up making a space where someone can be such a bigot and openly a cruel person who has media analysis skills just slightly higher than the person everyone is ripping to shreds. Rightfully mind you.
Sai could have a critical community made around them with the shit she says.
Sai is racist? Can I get a source on that? That's an insane claim to be dropping without any context.
Also you just used both of those words,can you say them?
She is not openly cruel,she is just a bit meaner than you'd like it. You fuckers make death threats and try to ruin someone's career over a Twitter post, but oh. She used retard to insult someone, we have to go after her.
Yes,she has media analysis skills,she has the ability to criticize someone, why shouldn't she do that? Yall are jumping on the lily hate bandwagon too.
Unless I get actual proof of the claims you make I will keep supporting Sai until I fucking perish. Fuck you, from what *I* have seen she's pretty respectful of people and she just uses that word as an insult and that's the only thing you can go after her for,shut up. You don't have shit against her,she just uses the word she should even be allowed to use based on the rules you fuckers have created. Gay people use fag as insult very often, why doesn't the same work for her?
(Sidenote ,be decisive on the pronouns you use for people.)
Also @saiscribbles ,would be very cool if you could comment on this,I'm so very confused, is this shit real???
#sai scribbles#lily orchard critical#lily orchard#internet drama#lunacy#im so fucking tired#fuck people
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any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane
#i dont wanna vent too much on the internet#its just . like. a fucking anomaly. these things do not fit together. i dont understand#contradictory to the point of nausea#textpost tag#i dont know i feel like i should. i have so many (scattered)thoughts i want to put together#like there are. important things. and i want everyone to... like i love god. and i know that this is so important and i want everyone to#understnad and have access to that. like deep soul fulfilling stuff. and the core of beautiful love for everyone forever . etc im tired rn#but then some fcking how. the . hell world we live in and like constructed human culture and such#twists it all in a way that makes it so inaccessible to so many people#and i look around and im just horrifiei#i know this might sound like a less important topic to some but to me and my understanding its like. to be able to know christ *is* the#best thing that can happen for someone#and prioritising that comes from a place of i just care about people so much. and i want. good things . obviously.#i dont wanna come off as annoyingly preachy i just. i really mean what i say#and when that gets fcked with im like head explosion.#the love of christ compels us for we are convinced one died for all. etc#maybe ill write my thoughts coherently one day
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