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eyeballs-in-my-head · 3 months ago

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Any time I draw Sonic characters I curse the person who came up with their designs along with their entire lineage. This is probably why I draw Sonic fanart only every blue moon </3

I want to explain the joke to English speakers SO bad, but it'd probably take at least 5 business days if not more☹️ (exaggerating a bit, but still....sigh)

And that'd take away the fun from the funny. It'd just be...ny.

Like the noise you make when you're uncomfortable or tired or unpleased with something. "Nyuh...😒"

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gotchibam · 8 months ago

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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔

#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one #i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want #my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using #both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it #it's pretty laggy most of the time #not sure how it's still holding up #ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment #so I kinda wanna have a backup device #anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason #I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long #also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is #might be bc im still on win 7 #HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab #tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full #bam blabs

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lightbulb-warning · 4 months ago

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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself

#maiora garrulates #the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing #and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew #words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS #AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER #“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing #so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet #i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button #anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals #but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee #we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even #oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe #its practice >;)c #all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options #a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY

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wizardnuke · 3 months ago

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what is it abt getting into an argument w yr mother that instantly makes you suicidal .

#oh my fucking god i misunderstood something and made a face bc i was confused and then we were yelling. hell world #im like. angela we aren't taking the box cutter out. grow the fuck up #literally went from talking abt the weather to screaming at each other over something she fucking made up. i want to die so bad sometimes #so many incidents r like. what did i do tell me what i did. no i did not fucking mean it like that. and now you don't believe me cool #so so so often she just gets mad at me bc she doesn't like my expression or tone of voice but i don't mean it Like That i i never do i just #i have never been able to project any negative emotion ever including like. neutral confusion. nothing #'you're in your room all the time' yeah because i somehow fuck up every other time i talk to you and im tired of crying every three days

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deus-ex-mona · 6 months ago

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no one:

absolutely no one:

windshield wipers on a rainy day:

#it’s 5.30 in the am. i’ve been sleeping for the whole day yet im still tired he y — i wish it was raining bc it’d be prime sleep weather lol #either way i found this gif in my album so y’all have to look at it and remember the horrific repaint ‘dance’ too—#idk why i even have it though help has it appeared on a post somewhere before or…?#um. anyway! remind me to clean my aircon’s filters some time this week if the weather’s hot (like it almost always is)#i wanna get that over with so that i dont have to risk my neck tiptoeing on the top step of my ladder to reach ‘em during my ‘break’#i wish i could just pinch and drag a little square somewhere diagonally above my head to increase my size like a doc-pasted jpg #i wanna be 2 metres tall!!!!!!!!! (<-is 51cm too short for that)

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hotelbitches · 11 months ago

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also! if i take a while to reply to things, please be forgiving! i have 23 drafts and 25 asks currently. that's not even mentioning the things i have going on discord, too. i am a sloooooow writer when i'm not fixated on a specific character. and i have other shit going on, too. i may seem like i reply to some things really fast, but that's not the reality for everything i am capable of.

#this isn't like. @ anyone either #this is me looking at my blog and being like YIKES i have so much to do and i'm literally only talking about lilith #not to even. fucking mention that i'm working on part of her page again rifp #after i finish her page i'm gonna. make a general post of hey! read everyone's pages before interacting with them!#bc it's becoming. obvious who has and hasn't read them rip #i know i took a nap but god damn i am tired today. i think it's bc the weather's getting colder for a snow storm tomorrow #* ooc: let's go lesbians!#im so tired i forgot my ooc tag fuiewrjegto

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pink-lemonadefairy · 4 months ago

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#the weather is so lovely today. it’s breezy and cool but the sun is warm so it’s not too cold or too hot out.#i wish it was like this forever.#ive been feeling so tired lately. physically n mentally & idk if its an underlying health issue or bc i haven’t been sleeping super well #the past few days i wake up in the middle of the night but im able to go back to sleep fairly quickly. but i STILL feel exhausted.#im supposed to talk about my lab results w my doc tmrw on the phone so. i hope everything is okay but tbh i wouldn’t be surprised if #something wasn’t optimal. my iron was okay last time i checked it though. sigh i just idefk anymore.#im sick of everything. im irritable for no reason. i don’t wanna do anything. like anything. i just want to rot in my bed #and even my interests are slowly slipping away from me. writing? couldn’t care less if i don’t write anything for the rest of the year tbh.#reading? i couldn’t even care to browse the shelves when we went to the bookstore the other day and it scared the shit out of me #kpop? meh.#i have a massive to do list and uni starts in a month and i have no energy. + dealing with my own brain and nonsensical thoughts on top #of that. overthinking anxiety all that super great stuff.#im also sick of putting in 110% into my relationships and getting half of it back. family friends whoever. and it makes me so sad. +#i feel like nobody even understands me. or even tries to or wants to.#im just tired #sick and tiredddddd #actually a bit sick too my throat hurts #anyways whatever #it’ll be fine i guess #i don’t want to give up but i don’t have any desire to push through im sort of just. floating. ill deal with it when i deal with it #♡ dear diary…

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hollowfairybabybat · 8 months ago

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sleepy now but m needy i need just b moved around n used like a lil doll(brutally fucked into as hard as they want with no concern for my comfort bc m their toy bc dolls r just toys still)

#turns out losing all ur muscle u once had means when u then go on hikes u r v tired past midnight #also hills r so hard its just flat where i live so like omg my legs rn r just tired but if weather allows wna go kayaking tomorrow #n i will not panic and think about large fish *manifesting that* bc thinking about them now i wanma throw up #need someone else with me bc canoeing is okay but kayaking idk im too close to the water n there r fish there...n some of them r big #or bigger than im okay with we dont talk about the ocean #got off topic cant focus in general cant focus more now #batbaby rambles

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galacticfire · 1 month ago

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this stupid weather is starting to get on my nerves. november i hate you

#havent left the house in two days bc everytime i finish working it's just basically storming outside and i wfh on mon-tues #thankfully it's supposed to be better tomorrow. and it says maybe snow on thursday???? i love paris under snow yippee #and then im making an extended trip this weekend to go to antwerp which will be fun no matter what #but still? it's been almost non stop shit weather for WEEKS im so tired #rambling

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apollos-boyfriend · 2 years ago

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i’ve made a terrible mistake (<- forgot that the sun makes xem eepy)

#icarus speaks #IM SO TIRED I HAD TO LEAVE THE FAIR EARLY 😭#I FORGOT HOW SLEEPY HOT WEATHER MAKES ME #WHICH SUCKS BC I LOVE SUMMER!!!! I LOVE HOT WEATHER!!!#IT JUST ALSO MAKES ME WANT TO TAKE A FAT NAP 24/7

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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months ago

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#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back #all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial #and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting #it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh #but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind #my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes #hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time #currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw #but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def #does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed #as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result #which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy #unrelated

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phagodyke · 8 months ago

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how the fuck did we make it over 6 months without a rice cooker...... no wonder its been such a rough year 💀

#im such a classic grumpyass i keep getting annoyed at ppl for being so excited at how sunny it is #i actually dont like this weather bc its miserably warm and humid in the lab and on my commute which is 10 hours a day #10 hours combined i mean not a 10 hour commute id kill myself #and also i have year round depression so the change in seasons doesnt rly affect my mood at all. saaaad #but good for everyone else i dont wanna rain on anyones parade so im trying to keep it to myself #yeuuuurgyhh #god im so tired of ppl lying to me all the time. but i dont rly wanna think abt that rn so eating my rice and then im gonna draw or smth #.diaries

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mirrortouchedsea · 2 years ago

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For fic mash-up!

"Stranded Due to Inclement Weather" and "The Missus and the Ex" for characters of your choice! (Maybe Wataru and Tsumugi? I wanna say Tori and Ibara but you've never written them.)

Ask game

I ended up going with Tori and Ibara because my first thought was Umineko AU and so I had to consult my local Umineko expert, Shannon Junescapes2 on some of the details* for this

(Screenshots posted with permission)

I don't know how much you know about Umineko but the very brief gist of it is that the Ushiromiya family (the Himemiyas in this AU) are very rich and waiting for the head of the family to croak. They have an annual family meeting on the island of Rokkenjima to discuss plans regarding the distribution of the will and family fortune among other things.

However, the 1986 meeting is different. They are having the meeting as normal but the topic of the Witch comes up repeatedly due to a newcomer to the island (Battler in the game...I'd have to play more to figure out which enstars character to put here. Thoughts are Izumi and I'd be fucking with a lot of weird family dynamics anyway so its up in the air) asking about this big fuckoff portrait of her on the staircase. There's a strange epitaph along with it that describes several nights of terror or Twilights.

The first and most relevant Twilight involves the deaths of 6 inhabitants of the island (Yuzuru being one of them in this rotation) at random. Is it the work of the Witch, or is someone on the island plotting something sinister? Tori and Ibara must team up to try and solve the murders of their family and friends before its too late.

#message in a bottle #clockworkspider #ignore the part about wataru and mugi that got cut off its irrelevant to this #also not to dig at mugi bc he is an interesting character but he just. doesnt have the wherewithal to survive in umineko #if u know anything about umineko characters youll probably understand #im assuming yuzuru was the intersection for tori n ibara though #the servants in the ushiromiya household were pulled from orphanages and like #some of them (kanon was the one mentioned here but shannon and uh. i cant remember his name. fuck.)#have like. more training in magic and fighting than the others so i think its an apt comparison #ibara i imagine also wears the one winged eagle crest though #also im in the car atm and very tired lmk if theres anything that needs clarifying?#im 40 hours into umineko and still have barely made a dent in it. im on episode 2 (of 8)#enstars #tori himemiya #ibara saegusa #ill probably come back to this au eventually too #ALSO THE INCLIMATE WEATHER THING. THERES A MONSOON TRAPPING RHEM ON ROKKENJIMA #I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT THATS HOW THE STUCK DUE TO INCLIMATE WEATHER PROMPT FITS IN #theyre trapped on the island due to this magical monsoon that just wont end #okay thats all i think.

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publicuniversalenemy · 2 years ago

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i have obtained a SIGNIFICANT and POTENTIALLY CARCINOGENIC BIOHAZARD and im BEYOND EXCITED ABOUT THIS

#the bhiohazard in question? a couple of nastyass turnouts!!!! a jacket and some pants!!!!!#yeah theyre sitting abt three feet away from me but dw!!! theyre in a big garbage bag so its ok ^-^#basically the EMT program (that im almost done with. as a side note but woot woot) is selling their old student ambulances #since theyre a bitch to maintain and we have a newer indoors simulator (its like. the back of an ambulace built into a room)#(like the back and one of the sides are open and it doesnt have a drivers compartment (duh) and no tires but is otherwise a Real Ambulance #which we use for practicing)#anyways so these old student ambulances gotta get cleaned out before they can be sold yeah?#and as it HAPPENS!! theyve been storing a SHIT TON of nasty filthy smelly turnouts in there for the past While #like probably 12-16 Large garbage bags full #(for those who dont know: turnouts are what those fucking. firefighter uniforms are called. like the ones they wear In Fires)#and they dont know what to do with them so theyre gonna get thrown away next week #so my TEACHER!!! was like 'yall if anyone Wants any of that shit you can literally just help urself'#so i went down today and poked thru some bags and GOT STUFFS!!!#anyways i am excited not only bc Turnouts Cool but ALSO bc theyre Super Fucking Insulated #bc theyre meant to be worn inside Massive and Super Hot fires #which yeah protects u from extreme heat but my GENUOS BRAIN also realized this: they would be STUPID COZY in cold weather #and i happen to be moving to a rather cold part of the states in a few months!!!!#so now i have free winter gear and its EXTRA SEXY STYLE #however u CANNOT clean turnouts at home bc #a) they gotta be washed with Extra Strong Industrial Fucking Machines #(called 'extractors' not 'washing machines')#and b)#they can and WILL leech nasty fucking toxins from structural fires into your machine and contaminate everything forever <3 #so ive reached out to some 'send away' turnout laundry services #idk if theyre gonna do it tho cuz um. im Not associated with a fire department <3 #so if that fails ill just do the best i can at home!!! <- research mode Engaged #either way theyre sexy and Yes i can still smell them despite them being bagged in a Super Rugged Industrial Manly Garbage Bag #(i didnt tie it super tight)#btu thats ok whats life without Danger <3 #whatever the fuck

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impossible-rat-babies · 2 years ago

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the routine has been thrown off and I am being not brave about it at all

#being the only person who can drive among your friends sounds good but in practice it is Retched #everyone asks for things all the time and it’s disruptive and Bad!#I have to plan around things! i don’t like to plan around things!#I don’t want to plan around my spare time! I have my own obligations!#im being a big baby because tired bc weather is nasty and so many people want stuff from me #and I’m kinda over it. kinda wanna just hey that’s your problem to solve #owen talks #I’m not being brave I’m being Wretched

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coles-scythe · 1 year ago

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When you're going to sleep and are in that state between awake and sleep. You're just conscious enough to think about your F/O yet tired enough to mistake your blankets/pillows/plushies for your F/O trying to hold or cuddle you to sleep.

#self ship #🔥 Ride The Fire!#🍫 Sweeter Than Candy #i finally fixed my bed yesterday bc i needed to add more blankets for winter weather #so i have like 8 or 9 blankets + my small throw blankets + my 2 regular pillows + 3 decorative pillows + several plushies #and my weighted blanket im almost i forgot abt that #if i position everything just right it can feel like im being smothered lovingly by s.ol and j.ack-o :3 #i was so tired last night i was in that half dreaming/half awake state and thought they were wactuslly with me

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