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hollowfairybabybat · 5 months
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sleepy now but m needy i need just b moved around n used like a lil doll(brutally fucked into as hard as they want with no concern for my comfort bc m their toy bc dolls r just toys still)
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EREMIN URBAN FANTASY (I THINK???) AU!!!
WARNING : strong language, mention of blood, of a missing person, grief and mention of depression
The forest. That's what everyone called it. But It wasn't really a forest. 
Not a normal one, anyway.
There was something inside. Something sinister. Everyone could feel it the moment they entered. You could feel it the moment you entered, the air suddenly getting colder, shivers forming up your skin, and feeling a burning hole behind your head where you swore you could feel something, someone, watching your every step, your every movement, your every breath.
You were known as the boy who seeked freedom. 
 People tried to venture into the forest. Dreaming of exploration, dreaming to see what awaited on the other side of the forest. That's why the town folks would prepare expeditions to go outside. 
 After all, being trapped in a small town with nothing but a wide forest to keep you company, that's not freedom. It was almost as if the forest wanted to keep you tight, too afraid to let go, too afraid to watch you wither away. But you wanted to go away. You hated this small town, this confined space. 
No one came out alive in the forest. 
That's why the town stopped entering the forest altogether. It was too dangerous. Too reckless. But you were the boy who seeked freedom. You wouldn't give up. 
Why do you never give up, goddamnit!
You were reckless, naive, young. You thought the world bended at your own rules. You thought you and your friends, together, would be untouchable. 
I was wrong. 
That's right. You were wrong. 
And that's why you will always hate yourself for dragging your friends into this mess. That's why you wished you weren't the boy who seeked freedom after all. 
----
Armin couldn't sleep. Not that it was something unusual. He could barely sleep these past few years, with school work piling up, finals right around the corner, and generally just life being a complete shithole of a mess. 
He had three unfinished assignments due tomorrow. And it was already 3 am. He couldn't concentrate, couldn't focus. He could feel his eyelids closing up by themselves, his hand loosening up on his pen, his head about to drop on his desk---
He sighed in defeat, and stood up from his chair more violently than it was necessary. 
Coffee. He needed coffee. 
He made a face,just thinking about drinking it.  He hated the bitterness that crap had to offer, the sensation of his tongue being burned while he tried to chug it into one go, as he wanted to be done with it. 
He hated it, but he needed it. 
The caffeine kept him awake. 
Mikasa would always chide him about this. At how unhealthy of a coping mechanism it was, to rely on a substance to keep him awake. 
He still remembers how two years ago,  exactly 4 months after the incident, how she would constantly tell him to stop drinking that burned bean water, probably very worried at the lack of sleep Armin clearly was not getting. 
“You don't even like it.” She would frown. 
 Armin would laugh at the name Mikasa used to describe the coffee, avoiding the last statement.  “Since when did you start calling it like that?” 
Mikasa would frown again, knowing what he was doing. She didn't push him though. instead, she would just shake her head. 
“Sleep.” She would say very seriously, while giving him a sideway glance. “You need sleep.” 
Armin would look at her dead in the eyes, at the dark circles surrounding them, at the way she kept her body, the way her skin didn't have the same glow it used to have, her face hollower and emptier than it usually looked. 
“So do you.” He would softly whisper in return. She would just shrug, and the conversation would always hit a dead end there. “Besides,” he would add,  after a moment of silence, “I do like coffee. Now.” 
“Oh.” She would say. Not convinced. 
“Yeah.” He would answer. Trying to make the lie sound convincing. To whom, he didn't know. Mikasa or himself? Perhaps both. 
“Okay.” She would respond. “That's good.” She would grip her red scarf thighter, a gesture Armin noticed she would always do when she was nervous, sad or upset,  and from that,   Armin knew that she didn't believe him at all. But neither of them  commented on it. It was a comforting lie. 
Now as he was standing alone in his small kitchen, still sleep deprived, not listening to Mikasa’s advice, with  a cup of boiling hot coffee in his hand, moonlight reflecting on his windows, a single tear slipped down his eye.  It trailed all down his cheek, slowly, until it plopped into the drink he was holding with shaky hands. 
He missed him. A lot. God, he missed him so much. 
 He missed his smile, his eyes, his laugh, his everything. The way he would scream in excitement, the way he would always run at the high, high hill, always fist pumping into the air when he thought he won, only to get disappointed when he realized Mikasa was just letting him win on purpose.He missed the way he would get excited when his mom would bake him a new cake, the way he would always bring Armin a piece  afterwards, eager to see his reactions while eating it. 
“So?” He would ask, more close to a demand than a question, his tone full of youth excitement. “Do you like it?” 
“Yeah!” He said, surprising himself. Not that Eren's mom was a bad cook, not at all. But the cake flavor was coffee, and he never saw the appeal to this grown ups drink. Strangely, however, he really enjoyed this one. Thinking back at it, maybe he was just forcing himself to like it, cause he wanted to see the boy smile widen. Maybe he just wanted to love everything Eren offered him. Maybe he was just a delusional kid with a crush. Who knows. It was too late to dwell on it now.  
“Your mom is an awesome cook.” Armin commented, licking some frosting off his hands. 
The boy gloated in pride. “She said she will help me learn how to bake if I behave.” 
“I thought you weren't allowed to bake anymore,” Armin said, still chewing on the cake. “Last time we baked at your house, it was a bit of a disaster.” It wasn't as big of a disaster as they made it out to be. But they were childrens, and everything seemed a bigger deal than it was. 
He huffed in response. “That wasn't my fault! It was the oven's fault…” he murmured. Armin laughed. “I dont think your mom agrees with that.” 
The other boy shoved him playfully. “How was I supposed to know I can't just  bake coffee beans?” 
Armin sighed. “I told you it wasn't a good idea. You never listen.” 
“Whatever.” He said, plopping his legs on Armin’s lap. 
“Hey!” Armin yelped, the boy's dirty feets almost getting into Armins plate. “I'm still eating here.” 
Eren laughed. After a bit, Armin joined in. 
They laughed, and laughed, and laughed. 
Armin's laugh never quite sounded the same after he was gone. 
Neither did Mikasa’s for that matter. Probably the others too, but he lost contact with them, so he couldn't say for sure. They still all went to the same school, sure, but it was almost as if they were complete strangers, everyone collectively ignoring each other, in a desperate attempt to forget the incident. The only person he still talked to was Mikasa. And she, too, sometimes seemed so far away, like a mirage ready to dissolve right under his fingertips. 
Armin was about to take a sip from his coffee. More like chugging it down in one go, but he froze right as the cup touched his lips. 
His hands started to tremble, from fear or cold, he couldn't distinguish. Despite the heat of the beverage in his hand, he suddenly felt really cold. His arms shivered, his hands turning white as he clenched to his cup as if it could give him a sense of support. By gripping it too hard, some coffee splashed onto his hands, and he let out a hiss of pain. He put the coffee on the table, careful  not to spill anymore. 
 He started feeling feverish, his head becoming a dizzying mess. He put a hand on the counter, for support. He felt like an invisible force was pushing his lungs, pushing until he couldn't breath, until he was coughing, and coughing, he needed air, he desperately needed air, but it was as if whatever was making him feel likethis, hated air, hated it with a burning passion, and it wanted to make Armin hate air as much as it did. 
Armin felt like fainting. He probably was about to faint. He didn't know how it happened, but suddenly he was kneeling on the ground, 
This is it. He thought miserably. I am going to die, today, alone, without even knowing if he is still alive, leaving Eren behind, leaving Mikasa behind, leaving everyone behind, because im  a failure, and, and, and---
And then it stopped. His lungs could breathe again. He gasped, desperately trying to inhale as much air as possible, the burning in chest slowly fading away, even if  his head still felt like someone was smashing a rock onto it. 
But he could finally breathe again, and he could feel his pulse. He wasn't dead. He was alive. That's what mattered. He took another shaky breath, and used the chairs and the counter as support to stand up again. His legs were still shaking though, so instead of standing up, he opted to sit on the chair. 
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Those were the only thoughts going through his head, as he tried to sip his coffee again. That sensation, that feeling. There was no mistake. It was just like the incident two years ago, the same burning sensation, the same desperation to just give up, to do anything, anything, just so the pain could stop, the envy of being able to breathe---
“Ymir.” 
The cup shattered on the ground, a sharp sound echoing through the empty hallways, coffee spilling everywhere. Armin didn't even notice. He was frozen in place, hand still raised, eyes still looking in front of him. 
That voice. He couldn't make sense of anything. Except : That voice. 
That voice. I know that voice. I would know that voice everywhere. 
He turned around so quickly his chair went flying to the ground, glass splintering his bare feet from where the glass shattered. His eyes widened, tears spilling out of his ocean blue eyes like fountains. 
“Eren?” He whispered. He took a step forward, hand reaching out, trying to touch him, hug him, kiss him, just feel him under his touch but---
His hands went right through him, as if...as if he wasn't real. A look of hurt and confusion shadowed Armin's face. “Ymir.” The man in front of him said again. He sounded monotone, no emotions, no feelings, no nothing. His face didn't seem like an open book anymore, his eyes not gleaming with millions' adventure. 
 “You have to find Ymir.” 
“Eren.” That's all Armin could muster to utter, his voice shaking, his lips trembling. Was this a sick joke of his brain? The sleep deprivation finally kicking in? Making him almost pass out, and now hallucinate his missing-but-much-more-likely-his-long-lost-dead-best-friend?
“Listen to me, you have to listen to me, you need to find Ymir, or else, or else, or else.” He kept repeating the same sentence, as if he was a broken recorder. He closed his eyes, opened them again, closed them again. Armin took a step backwards. His mind was starting to creep him out. 
“Eren, is that really you, please tell me I'm not hallucinating you.” He needed to ask, even if it was probably all fake, all his mind–
“Or else.” He closed his eyes again, muttered some stuff.
“Or else?” Armin whispered. “Eren, talk to me, please.” 
“Ymir. Find. Ymir.” 
With that, Eren started to fade again.
“Wait, no!” Armin didn't want him to leave, not right after he finally got to see him again. He didn't care this might all be his head. He didn't care this might all have to do with what happened three years ago, he didn't care, he just wanted his best friend back, he just wanted to be able to laugh and mess around, and talk about the future as if they both had a clue, he just wanted Eren back. 
In his desperate attempt to reach him, Armin slipped on the spilled coffee; he could feel blood oozing from his feets, now from his hands, a stinging pain forming all around his skin. He didn't care, didn't notice. He struggled to get up again, and when he slipped again, he decided to crawl, not caring about the glass shatters on the floor, not caring about the pain, the stiffness of the floor, the red blood mixing with the brown coffee, he didn't care, he just needed to reach him, try again to touch him, maybe he imagined him fading under his touch, maybe it was a trick of the light, maybe he truly did come back, maybe, maybe, just maybe---
“Dont.” He whispered, more like a mix between a sob and a beg. “Don't go.” 
“Armin–?” He sounded surprised, shocked, relieved, happy, nothing like the creepy expression and monotone voice he had before when he was muttering all those things, the same name over and over again, what was it again---he couldn't remember in the moment, the only thing in his mind was that he recognized him, he saw him and he knew who he was, and he said his name so gentle, so quietly, as if he was uttering a precious thing he didn't want to break–
“Eren.” Armin said, reaching his arms out, knowing, just knowing, he would reach his arm to, and they would hold hands, and everything would be fine again, he would have his best friend back–
But just as suddenly as he appeared, he disappeared. 
And Armin couldn't do anything but curl up on the ground and cry, and cry, until his mind encircled him into a deep, unwanted sleep. 
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bxthharmon · 4 years
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Ivy, Prologue
Words: 688
Series Warnings: Underage drinking / Smoking weed / violence / abusive relationships / toxic friendships and relationships
Pt Warnings: subtle hint to drinking
Series Summary: She’s been faking her whole life, and he makes her realise she doesn’t have to
Pt Summary: Watching the sunrise
Pairings: Pope Heyward x reader, Rafe Cameron x reader
A/N: okay oops im starting a new series (im still doing tpg, dont worry!) and tysm for following me and putting up w my shit also popes underrated
“masterlist”
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If I could see through walls, I could see you’re faking
If you could see my thoughts you would see our faces
Safe in my rental like an armoured truck back then
We didn’t give a fuck back then
I ain’t a kid no more
We’ll never be those kids again
                                         - Frank Ocean, “Ivy”
She thinks, long and hard, back to when it all started. Years ago, probably. When the only pressure she felt was the pressure as her ears popped underwater. Now, the feeling is familiar, but there’s no water, just the insurmountable pressure of simply being. She is naive, but she is not innocent. She has experienced too much to be innocent. No, she is strong now, hardened by the pain forced upon her. She has learned from her suffering - learned not to let people in, learned not to trust, learned to only depend on herself.
The question burns in her mind. It’s been there for a while now, the everlasting thought that maybe someone knows. She wonders if anyone is thinking about her right now. Is anyone lying awake tonight, thinking about her? She doubts it. People know her, she has friends, too many friends, but she doubts any of them think of each other when they’re not together. All of them - too shallow to think of anything beyond tomorrow. She was like that once, and she knows she shouldn’t forget that. She lived her life in ignorance too, even if that feeling is foreign now, she refuses to forget that she was - is - one of them.
On top of that, there’s the feeling of loss when she thinks of her childhood. She was always popular - it was almost a given - but she was freer, and in some twisted way, when everyone started to like her, it was because she was completely and utterly herself. It took mere months of pressure and she was conforming. The pressure that ultimately led to her many illegal escapades (examples being; the week that she ran away to Las Vegas, a weekend in Los Angeles and four days in Seattle - all of which came out of nowhere in spur of the moment decisions that did more harm than good.)
Wet sand sucks at her feet, pulling her deeper into the beach with every wave. She wonders how long it would take her to sink in completely. The waves roll up, swirling around her ankles, and then pull back, retreating, leaving sandy tide marks on skin that has been darkened by the sun. Her ankle bracelet is wet, sodden with the salty water, and she knows it will go curly now, the threads distorting from the briny sea that consumes her, little by little, as the tide rises. The bracelet, after months of intermittent salty submersions, is bleaching, getting paler and less defined, but she refuses to take it off, a final reminder of the friendships that she has ruined. Somewhere out there, on the horizon, the first hints of orange take to the sky, reminding her that she must return home, sooner or later. She watches as the plethora of colours paints a sunrise in front of her, ambers, magentas, scarlets and indigos decorating the sky, the darkness being replaced with a golden half light like a renaissance painting, urging her back to the place she once called home. She pulls her feet from the sand, cringing at the plop that sounds as she frees her feet from the sticky sand. She walks up the beach, the dry sand coating her feet, clinging to it like a second skin. When she reaches the tarmac, she savours the feeling of the smooth road rubbing the sand off the soles of her feet, and gently warming with the rise of the sun. she reaches out, stretching into nothing, feeling the warmth of the air, and the tickle of the sun on her neck. She moves gracefully, knowing that the only ones awake will be busy, and no one knows about these nights. She stashes the empty bottle under a bush, to be found in a week’s time by someone she won’t care to talk to. 
She walks past house after house, each one bigger than the last, each one home to someone she goes to school with, each one home to people causing more trouble than good. She blinks in the fresh sunlight, seeing her own house ahead.
She doesn’t want to go home yet.
Tagging @ad-infinitums​ and @poguelive​ cuz we talked abt this lmao
lemme know if u wanna be tagged xx
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lilacjaemin · 6 years
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sublatis ancoris et margarita
pairing: pirate!jeno x gender neutral reader (bulleted)
genre: fluff and angst
word count: 2.8k
summary: sublatis ancoris et margarita (latin): anchor and pearl
a/n: this is the first time ive been able to write something so easily in such a long time. this one just kinda flowed out of me. ive been in such a terrible creative rut lately. it means a lot to me that this one came together. i was very scared i was losing my ability to write. im so so proud of this one.
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pirate jeno
he’s sailed for as long as he can remember
he’s pretty sure he was conceived and born on a ship
he learned to walk on the wobbly deck of his father’s boat
which resulted in him having to get his land legs, rather than the other way around
jeno was attached to the ocean
sea water ran through his veins
he came from a long line of sailors
but he wasn’t a violent pirate
the lee family wasn’t after power, and they already were wealthy
they truly just loved sailing
the art and everything that came along with it
they loved to travel the seas and visit new places
discovering new islands and finding pretty things along the way
sure, sometimes they found treasure and sold it for money
sometimes they kept the treasures for mementos
but they never fought or got into trouble
the crew was intimating enough to where they didn’t have to fight
the ship was ginormous and beautifully crafted
intricate flowers on the side
plus with 18 men onboard just to keep jeno safe and a big crew
what small boat would even go near them
they pushed themselves to travel farther, go on longer voyages, find shinier, bigger jewels
jeno loved jewels and precious stones
he loved the meaning behind them
whenever his family found them amongst the treasures, they would immediately go to jeno
pearls became his favorite
not only were they something beautiful created from something rough
but different colored pearls represented different things
some meant perfection, prosperity, love, protection, etc
he loved the idea of giving them as gifts and the look on people’s faces as he told them the symbolism
and he always carried pearls with him
once his parents had gotten older they decided to stay on land for the rest of their days
they handed the ship and crew down to jeno
now captain of The Flora
his friends adored him and the crew respected him
he didn’t think he could be happier than he was on the open ocean
from time to time in between journeys jeno would visit his family
he thought the small village where they settled down was adorable
he couldn’t find a place like it no matter where he sailed
it was a quaint island and a tight knit community
small houses and businesses lining the cobblestone streets
lanterns and candles on every corner, casting an amber glow across the whole town
at first the townspeople were afraid of him
a huge ship docked at the edge of their tiny shore, and what seemed to be at least 100 scary pirates filing off of the deck
it really was about 30 lanky men who enjoyed singing sea shanties in their free time
but jeno’s warm smile and honey like voice immediately put them at ease
kids would run out to the beach when The Flora came into view
they gravitated towards the lure of a pirate lifestyle
johnny and yukhei loved to bring the children on board and let them explore
yuta and doyoung loved to show them the bounties they brought in
renjun and donghyuck told them ghost pirate stories while kun and jaemin were there to comfort afterwards
everyone greeted the crew of The Flora with big smiles each time they entered their shops
sometimes he’d be bearing gifts, other times they would send him off with goods for his travels
although he loved the town and his parents, he could never stay away from the sea for too long
it was like it called to him
the freedom he felt was like no other
funnily enough, jeno hated anchors
anchors meant being tied down, having to pick a place to stay
the idea of being somewhere for longer than a few days made his skin crawl
that is, until he met you
you worked in the small outpost for sea trade your family owned
the little shed was tucked into the rocks by the beach
you watched every time The Flora pulled in
you hoped one day your dream of a handsome pirate would come true
but anytime one walked in they reeked of fish, had unkempt hair and stained clothes
yeah you didn't want to kiss any of those bearded faces
you thought you saw some cute boys leave the ship but you had never gone out to meet any of them
you kinda hoped they would come by instead
one day you were writing in your journal, daydreaming to the sounds of the waves you grew to love so much
someone knocked on the door to get your attention
when you looked up, you were breathless
he walked in with sun kissed skin, saltwater making his hair curly
he wore a white button up blouse with lace details at the collar and sleeves
black pants and tall, black boots
his smile was unlike anything you had ever seen 
he had clean teeth!! white teeth!! who knew pirates could have nice teeth!!
and his eyes
his eyes sparkled and when he grinned at you his eyes turned into crescent moons reflecting off the water
he was beautiful 
you introduced yourselves
you found yourself rolling his name over and over on your tongue quietly
little did you know he was doing the same
he showed you the few silver treasures he had hoping to sell them
among them was a small anchor pendant he had received from a blacksmith on a far away island
jeno noticed how your eyes lingered on it a little too long
his gaze moved from your awestruck expression to the journal you had been writing in when he entered
an anchor was stamped into the front of the brown leather cover
before you turned back to count up how much he would be getting, he pulled the charm back into his sleeve
“oh, how did that get in there? this isn't for sale, im sorry about that.” he mumbled
he saw your face fall slightly, as you had planned to buy it back from your father once it was the store’s
you two had a small conversation and exchanged the items for money
your hand brushed against his and his skin was dry from the salt and sun, but it still made your heart skip a beat
he bowed a little and thanked you for your kindness
you tried your hardest to wipe the longing from your face as you watched him head back to the boat 
jeno entered the captain's quarters with a feeling in his chest he couldn't explain
as he began to put the money away, mark, a crew member he had known since he was little, walked by
he noticed the change in jeno immediately and asked him if he felt okay
the younger boy nodded, hoping the red on his face would be mistaken for sunburn
he made his way to his parents house, determined to find out more about you
after many questions and “no reason, just wondering” responses, jeno was even more intrigued
he made a note in his mind
new voyage, new treasure
jeno returned a few times, each time flirtier than the last
some days he didn’t even bring any treasures, visiting under the pretense of “just checking your stock”
“jeno, you’re the only ship at the island, how could we have new stock?”
“well you know, someone could've docked overnight or something...”
you two became fast friends
you loved hearing of his adventures, he just loved talking to you
now you just expected him to be there each morning
you didn't expect for him to be holding a sweet from the bakery, however
“is this okay? we've never talked about our favorite foods and i didn't know what to get you but if not i can go back-”
“jeno, it’s perfect.”
each time you interrupted his rambles you loved to watch his furrowed brows smooth out and see his mouth pull up in a grin
he was always worried he was doing something wrong
but you were always there to reassure him
one morning, he arrived surprised to find you asleep on the counter
he smiled, taking in your features
he hesitantly raised his hand to push your hair away from your face, hoping not to startle you
as his fingertips brushed your cheek, he heard the message loud and clear ringing between his ears
you were the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on
you woke up to jeno staring down at you 
lovingly?
he apologized profusely for waking you
you explained profusely that it was okay
he cleared his throat 
"i was wondering if i could see you,” he started
“like, see you somewhere other than your job. maybe i could take you out tonight,”
your heart thumped against your ribs
“i mean only if you’d like to,” he scratched the back of his neck, realizing this was a little sudden considering you just woke up
“and it would seem a little weird if a scary pirate took you on his ship for the night and i dont want your family to freak out, so do you know of a place we could go? only if you want to-”
“jeno, i do.”
his face lit up like the summer sun
“you do?”
it took all of his self control to not hug you right then and there
“i do, and i know just the place we can go.”
jeno glowed all day
that night as the sun dipped below the horizon you led jeno to the top of the rocks above your outpost
you two talked under the stars for hours
you didn't leave until you knew you were barely gonna be able to function at work the next day
you felt a light in your chest that wasn't there before
jeno became a part of your routine
he’d greet you each morning, go off to do “pirate business” as he put it, and meet you at your spot each night
you found yourself opening up to this “intimidating” pirate and questioned if this was the right thing to do
soon it became impossible to watch the night sky without holding him
he’d tuck you under his chin and you'd wrap your arms around his waist
your ear pressed to his chest gave you your new favorite sound 
the waves were drowned out by his heartbeat and the vibrations of his voice
just having him near felt warm and safe and right
he wasnt scary, or anything like anyone you'd met before
he was just jeno
jeno with sun dried skin and soft moon eyes and lips you desperately wanted to know the taste of
jeno with incredible stories of islands and treasure that you desperately wanted to be a part of
but what was scary was falling for him so quickly
“im so sorry,” he whispered into your hair one night
you felt your eyes shut, knowing what was coming, expecting it
you knew he was a traveler, you couldn't take that away from him
you would be an anchor
a burden
he had already stayed on your island for a month, he was going to have to go back out eventually
and it would hurt both of you
you couldn't leave home forever
and he couldn't stay forever
so
you began to push him away
you would say hi in the mornings and leave your spot early on into the nights
you'd force yourself to get out of his grasp and trudge away with a heavy weight on your shoulders
and jeno swore he could hear his heart break in his chest
when he watched you come up with excuses to leave the rocks each night he wished on every star in the sky that things would be okay
he knew what you were doing, and it was terrifying
for the first time in his life, brave pirate jeno was afraid of something
losing you
you pushed him away night after night, closing yourself off to him
you wouldn't let him hold you close, you barely spoke
‘just until he leaves,’ you kept telling yourself, ‘once he's gone it’ll be easy to forget him’
the night before his ship was scheduled to go, he was already at your spot when you arrived
jeno waited until you sat down beside him, staring off at the water as he spoke
“i've never had a home,” he started
‘this was it,’ you thought, ‘he’s gonna sail away and take my heart with him’
“ive traveled all over the ocean. ive stopped at countless places. ive met so many people,”
“ive never had a home. ive never wanted to stay anywhere for more than a few weeks. there never was any reason to,”
‘here it comes’ you felt like you were going to fall and tumble into the sea below
he turned to face you, a look written across his features you've never seen before
“you are my home.”
what?
you waited, not realizing you were holding your breath until he began again
“you are my home. home isn't a place, its a person, a feeling. and i would stay anywhere if it meant being with you. i would stay forever if forever was in your arms.”
“jeno-”
“please hear me out.” his voice cracked with an emotion you couldn't pin, fear? urgency? 
“i know its unfair. its unfair that i did this to you. i leave. i fell for you and forgot that leaving is what i do. i cant ask you to come with me. but if you want me to stay, id give the ship to one of my men and stay right here with you.”
“jeno you-”
“please let me finish.”
“ive been attacked by other pirates, ive been on a sinking ship, ive sailed through shark infested water, but ive never been as scared as i am right now.” 
he picked up your hand and placed it over his heart
it was beating just as fast as yours
“you are the greatest treasure i could ever find. i love you and i would be foolish to leave you on this island in search of more silver cups or red rubies-”
you pulled on his shirt and brought his mouth to yours
his lips were chapped but they tasted of coconut
they were warm against your own
he moved slowly, bringing his hand up to cup your cheek
his other hand found yours resting against his chest 
the rhythm of your kiss matching that of the waves kissing the shoreline
“jeno-” you whispered against him, pulling away just enough to see into his eyes
“i can’t ask you to give up sailing, but i love you too much to let you go. i can wait for you. i can stay here and be yours, and you can be mine, and when you come home ill still be yours. ill always be yours. i can-”
this time it was his turn to quiet your rambling
he pushed you to lay back onto the rock and pressed open mouth kisses to different parts of your lips
he kissed you for what felt like hours, until your lips were puffy and red and you two were breathless
he helped you sit up and then he rested his forehead on yours 
“i have something for you.”
you couldn't imagine how he could make your heart happier than it already was
he reached into his pocket and placed his hand inside yours, depositing the small anchor pendant into your palms
it was on a beautiful silver chain, and when you examined it closely, there were now two small pearls on the tips of the anchor
“the black pearl represents protection,” jeno opened the clasp to place it around your neck, “i will always keep you safe.”
you turned around and felt yourself shiver
at his words or his breath against your skin you didn't know
“the blue pearl symbolizes true love.” he said into the shell of your ear, pressing a small kiss to it
he held you until the sunrise, falling asleep to the sound of your heart
when he woke the next morning, you were still there, fingers intertwined with his
he knew you'd always be there
you always were there
you sent jeno off with a full heart and the taste of coconut lingering in your mouth
but you knew he’d be back
he always came back
anytime you missed him you touched your necklace
anytime he missed you he would write you letters in your brown leather notebook
sometimes he took you on small trips to nearby islands and you got to watch your boyfriend in action
you became his pearl, his greatest treasure 
and when The Flora did return from voyages, the kids still lined up, the townspeople still smiled, and you still felt your heart race
jeno, a little sunburnt and homesick? yes, but leaving? 
never
you also became his anchor, but it wasn’t such a terrible thing to stop and stay for a little while
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Time, Space, and Texting: Chapter 2
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: THIS IS A SPACESHIP
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: WE’RE FOUR DAYS’ TRAVEL FROM THE TARDIS 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: On the other hand, General Eve Cicero is here 😍😍😍 what a legend!
AO3 Chapter 1
RyanS: GUYS I’M SO BORED
RyanS: WERE STUCK IN THIS WEIRD HOSPITAL AND THE DOCTORS NOT AWAKE
yaz01: is now really the time ryan
RyanS: YES
bad-wolf-girl: is the doctor okay?
yaz01: the medics say she’ll be fine. we got hit with some sort of weird space bomb but these people are taking care of us.
Graham O’Brien: Are we really texting right now?
yaz01: that’s what i said.
The Captain: When you say weird space bomb…
Graham O’Brien: I think one of the medics said “sonic mine.”
RyanS: theyre trying to find our medtags now. taking bets on how long it takes them to realize we havent got any
The Captain: A sonic mine? You know how lucky you are to be alive, right?
RyanS: picking up on it yeah
yaz01: hold on a sec, dr’s awake
DoctorJones: In the meantime, I’ve finally convinced Mickey to check his phone.
mickeyrick: hey, it’s been a while. heard there’s a new doctor. or however that works.
RyanS: might want to read up a bit
yaz01: ryan! get off your phone!
RyanS: you’re on your phone!
yaz01: only to get your attention! come on!
bad-wolf-girl: so we’ll just assume they’re busy, then
bad-wolf-girl: anyone meet any cool aliens lately?
cyberbill: heather and i went to a planet that was nothing but ocean. pretty cool.
oswin: you two are made of water or something, right?
oswin: suppose you were right at home there
cyberbill: yeah pretty much.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: THIS IS A SPACESHIP
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: WE’RE FOUR DAYS’ TRAVEL FROM THE TARDIS 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: On the other hand, General Eve Cicero is here 😍😍😍 what a legend!
The Captain: Whoa, really?
The Captain: *The* Eve Cicero? Named in the Book of Celebrants?
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: The very one!
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Anyway, got to go, I’m walking.
yaz01: while she’s doing that. cyberbill, did you say you’re made of water?
cyberbill: just bill. and long story, but yeah
RyanS: i give up making sense of you lot
yaz01: sometime i’d like to hear the long story!
cyberbill: well, sounds like you all are going to have time to read, at least. four days away from the tardis and all that.
RyanS: yeah n now the doctor’s gone off who knows where so we dont even have her whole crisis to deal with
cyberbill: i don’t even know where to start. to be honest, i’m not sure i even understand it all. but my crush got taken by this sort of water thing, and then i was a cyberman for a bit, and next thing i knew i was water.
cyberbill: heather says it’s all just atoms. she’s better with all this than i am
cyberbill: someday i’ll add her in here. don’t know if she’d say much.
The Captain: We’re all dying to meet her.
cyberbill: or *you’re* dying to meet her
oswin: oi, i’m already dying. don’t add this into it!
yaz01: you’re dying?
oswin: long story
yaz01: you all keep saying that
oswin: fair enough. basically i’m frozen in the moment right before i died. but i can still move around. so i’ve stolen a tardis and i’m running around in it now
RyanS: im beginning to understand how the doctor picks her friends
RyanS: ur all completely mad
oswin: not sure what that says about you, then
RyanS: oh i’ll accept me being mad too, that’s fine
johnsmith42: nothing wrong with a bit of madness!
bad-wolf-girl: says the man who reconfigured our entire television to not use the color green
johnsmith42: I don’t like green! what’s wrong with that?
bad-wolf-girl: everything shows in shades of red and blue now
bad-wolf-girl: good thing i figured out how to encase my laptop in dalekanium
bad-wolf-girl: for all their faults, Daleks are pretty good at indestructible metal
johnsmith42: for the record, I would NEVER mess with your laptop
yaz01: daleks?
oswin: oh boy
johnsmith42: VERY dangerous aliens. do NOT approach.
bad-wolf-girl: i’m sure you’ll meet one someday. they tend to pop up around the doctor.
yaz01: why?
bad-wolf-girl: that’s really her story to tell, sorry
yaz01: fair enough, i guess.
RyanS: glad ur computers safe
bad-wolf-girl: yeah me too
mickeyrick: so i finished reading up. sounds like you’re having a bit of a time.
mickeyrick: when the doctor gets back tell her i like her jacket
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: I’m back! 👋
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Oh, hello, Mickey! Thanks! 🤗
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Anyway, there’s something *very bad* going on. 👎😱👾😲
Graham O’Brien: And you’re spending time picking out emojis?
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Doesn’t take that long! 😡😡😡
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: ANYWAY. Something’s on board and it’s killed Astos. Ryan, Graham, Yaz, be careful.
RyanS: wed better go find her hadnt we
yaz01: yep
DoctorJones: Be safe!
bad-wolf-girl: good luck!
mickeyrick: i’m remembering why i never come in this chat
mickeyrick: my life might be dangerous but at least it makes sense
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Anyone know anything about something called a “Pting?”
bad-wolf-girl: you have a pting on your ship?
bad-wolf-girl: we came across one of those a few years back
bad-wolf-girl: didn’t exactly go very well
bad-wolf-girl: i’m sure you’ll be fine though
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: That’s not encouraging!!! 😱
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: We’re looking it up in the ship’s systems 😬
bad-wolf-girl: all you need to know is it eats *everything*
bad-wolf-girl: and its skin is toxic
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: 😱😱😱
The Captain: oh, boy
The Captain: Doctor, I’m going to need you to check in with us frequently until this one’s over
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Will do.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Got to think. What do we do???
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: THE SHIP’S GOT A BOMB IN IT 😱
johnsmith42: what???
The Captain: well, that’s a check-in, I suppose
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: It’s a Tsuranga ship, there’s a self-destruct in case anything happens that makes the ship a danger to the planet on which it lands.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: But we are NOT going to be a danger!
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: We are going to SOLVE THIS.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: So the bomb is really unfair!
bad-wolf-girl: too bad life isn’t fair i guess
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Oi!!! You shut up!!!
bad-wolf-girl: 😘
Amy: hey everybody! what’s up!
bad-wolf-girl: doctor’s in danger, the rest of us are laughing at her to hide our worry
Amy: must be Tuesday
bad-wolf-girl: pretty much
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: AMY! Hi Amy!
Amy: hey, doctor!
Amy: oh, never mind. looks like you have bigger things to do than talk in this groupchat
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: I’m procrastinating 😔😓 can’t think of a plan!!! 😬😬😬 Don’t worry, I’ll get there!
yaz01: doctor, we’re on our way back
yaz01: have you been talking to your friends this *whole time*?
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Don’t worry! I almost have a plan!
yaz01: i can’t believe i trust you with my life!
Amy: but you do…
Amy: it’s a trap we all fall into
Amy: side note, but is this version of the Doctor somehow more of a mess than the last two?
johnsmith42: *definitely* more of a mess than me.
bad-wolf-girl: keep telling yourself that 😘
johnsmith42: I will, thanks.
RyanS: ABOUT TO HELP DELIVER A MANS BABY WISH US LUCK
Amy: ???????
The Captain: Good luck!
bad-wolf-girl: good luck!
Amy: what happened to the alien?
cyberbill: something tells me they might be a little too busy to talk right now
oswin: good luck!
oswin: oops i’m too late
yaz01: THERE’S NO INTERNET TUTORIAL FOR STAZING A PTING
oswin: are those real words?
oswin: you’ve got to be careful. i swear the doctor likes to just make up words.
bad-wolf-girl: i second that.
bad-wolf-girl: i still make up words for everything i don’t understand and i blame him...
bad-wolf-girl: marrying his clone can’t have helped.
johnsmith42: oh, you love me
bad-wolf-girl: 😘😘😘
oswin: careful… use that many emojis at once and you’ll get confused for the doctor
bad-wolf-girl: lol
DoctorJones: Hold on… is everyone all right?
oswin: seems like the jury’s out
oswin: i’m fine tho
DoctorJones: Ryan, do you need help? I’m an *actual* doctor on Earth.
yaz01: not sure human medicine is entirely applicable
yaz01: but there’s a medic doing the heavy lifting, don’t worry
yaz01: ryan and graham are being doulas
yaz01: OH SHLJKKDSA
DoctorJones: Yaz?
bad-wolf-girl: everything all right?
oswin: what happened?
Amy: yaz???
yaz01: sorry yeah everything’s fine
yaz01: just drop kicked a pting nothing to see here
yaz01: dropped my phone mid-message
yaz01: sorry about that
DoctorJones: Glad you’re all right.
yaz01: yeah me too
yaz01: but no time to talk drs here
oswin: good luck
oswin: side note i just found a planet with six-headed lizards
cyberbill: what, you mean like the hydra?
oswin: yeah!
oswin: think they came to earth and inspired the ancient greeks?
Amy: doubt it
Amy: anyone can think up a many-headed dragon
oswin: true enough. anyway i’m going to go explore. ttyl
Amy: have fun!
mickeyrick: anyone else *really worried* about this whole alien-spaceship situation?
Amy: they’ll get out of it
DoctorJones: The Doctor does have a knack for getting out of these sorts of things. I’m sure they’ll be fine.
bad-wolf-girl: doesn’t always end well though
Amy: she’s had time to come up with a plan now
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Hi everybody I’m brilliant!
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Pting ate the bomb and now all we have to do is get the ship to Resus One, and then we can go right on back to the TARDIS.
Amy: told you!
bad-wolf-girl: nice!!!
RyanS: this babys so cute i might cry
Graham O’Brien: Not because of the heartwarming conversation you just had or anything.
RyanS: no its just really cute
RyanS: im serious its so little
RyanS: did you know they make people that little
RyanS: its fingers
RyanS: are tiny
yaz01: ryan have you ever seen a baby before
RyanS: leave me alone yaz!!!
DoctorJones: Is the dad doing all right?
RyanS: yeah hes fine
RyanS: hes gonna be such a good dad
RyanS: but thats not why i might cry i swear
RyanS: (grahams looking at me funny :-( )
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Bad news. General Cicero is dead.
Graham O’Brien: Oh, goodness.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: We’re going to be holding a funeral in the engine room. Ryan, Graham, do you think Yoss will want to come?
RyanS: ill ask
RyanS: he says yes
Graham O’Brien: Be there in a moment, Doc.
The Captain: Quite a loss.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: I know. 😢
DoctorJones: May she rest in peace.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: She lived a good life.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Died saving us.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: She had pilot’s heart. Knew she had pilot’s heart. Took over control of the ship anyway.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: All the emojis in my name are seeming really inappropriate right about now. 😢😢😢
bad-wolf-girl: i’m sorry doctor
Amy: I’ll add her to the list.
Amy: General Eve Cicero?
yaz01: the list?
bad-wolf-girl: when people die we add them to a list
bad-wolf-girl: we make a point of remembering them every so often
bad-wolf-girl: roughly once a year in the timeline of whoever’s holding the list
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: General Eve Cicero is right.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Also add Astos.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: He was the medic who died.
Amy: got it
<document: the list>
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Thanks, Amy. 💙
Amy: no problem
yaz01: wait, how often do people die??? this is a *long* list
bad-wolf-girl: this is over the course of maybe a thousand years in the doctor’s timeline
bad-wolf-girl: it’s a dangerous life, yaz
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: I’m sorry. I did warn you.
yaz01: yeah i know
yaz01: took me by surprise i guess
The Captain: General Cicero is 116th century, right?
The Captain: from Keeba?
The Captain: I know those funeral rites
The Captain: they’re beautiful
The Captain: I hope they carry her well
bad-wolf-girl: what’re they like?
The Captain: Keeba’s a solar system full of voyagers
The Captain: there wasn’t any life there until it got developed
The Captain: so their rituals and ceremonies assume every religion is real and has value.
The Captain: it depends on which planet she’s from and where her family’s from
The Captain: but they tend to involve everyone standing in a circle and speaking together.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: That’s exactly right. We had her android consort lead.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: She’s been laid to proper rest now. Among the stars. 🌠
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: And we’re almost to Resus One, which’ll teleport us back to the TARDIS.
The Doctor ☄️👋😂🌌🌈: Not sure my ectospleen’ll ever be the same, though.
RyanS: not sure your ectospleens our biggest concern
yaz01: i think she just fell asleep
johnsmith42: well, she’s clearly had a long day.
Graham O’Brien: I’ll say. I’m about to fall asleep myself.
RyanS: you do that
RyanS: im gonna go see if yoss will let me hold his baby brb
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Im not one to talk about politics, specially because i know very little about it, but i need to talk about this. Im from a little country called portugal. And in here we have the news, like i most places on the planet, but we have a special corner for news from our old colonies. One of them is obviously Brazil. And they are having an election to choose their president. And i dont know the sides that are involved, but the whole situation looks too much like the presidental election on the usa. Trump was not a good candidate, but the candidate that is winning the majority of the votes can be even worst than him. Search for him, is name is Bolsonaro. This guy is a misogynist, a homophobic, and specially racist. In a country like Brazil, even people that are born in there, with their whole roots in brazilian ground, can have a darker skin tone. It depends on the place you are born. Brazil is freaking huge okay?! Its almost all of south america! Of course there are going to be very different shades of skin, more throwards the dark side. Guess what? Bolsonaro wants to push those people, those raised and born brazilians, with all the brazilian rights, as far away as him, to extents bigger than what Trump is already trying to do with outsiders. But that's not what i wanted to say. There's this particular serious case that hit my heart really strongly. The elections are going on a second run, so a lot can still change. But the supporters of Bolsonaro are specially violent and have been hitting physically on people that they can see are supporting the other, second best candidate. One man, one inoccent man, was KILLED by three bolsonaro supporters because he didnt want to lose his rights. And a girl, with my age, 19 years old, like many of us in he lgbtq+ community, was attacked on the street because she was a lesbian and supported the second best candidate. Those monsters craved a swastika cross on her stomach with a fucking knife!! Because she was using a shirt that expressed the movement that has been raising against Bolsonaro. Those innocent people deserve some respect. They deserve to have their rights. And as a portuguese woman on the other side of the freaking ocean, i cant do more for those people other than bring awareness to the violence that was used against them. For fighting for their rights, for their freedom, for their integraty. My prayers are going for the brazilian citizans tonight. #elenão
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I haven't really seen any of your personal posts but I am curious and would like to know, if it isn't any trouble
it isnt trouble im just glad someones interested bc i usually feel rly annoying this will get to the song point i promise but here goes tldr at the bottom. so it all started when my friend who i had only met a few months ago went out of his way to talk to me bc like we were relatively far appart. we were going to first period and he yells to me “get to class rose!” and i jokingly flip him off then he yells back “mines bigger” and we go on our ways. i hadent given it much thought at the time but now i see it as just the start of him trying to get closer to me. after that there wasnt much more conversation. then one day after school has ended he snapchats me out of no where and im like ?? ok and we start talking and hes sharing his antics and im just in amazement bc my life is pretty boring n he’s out here stayin in vegas alone (oh btw im gonna be a high school senior and hes gonna be a sophmore im a lil uncomf. with our grade gap but im not actually sure of his age but ik its not more than 2 years n age smooths out with time and im not interested in doing anything sexual atm even kissing would be rly pushing it) anyway be tells me a personal detail about himself ide rather not disclose but shows hes comfortable opening up to me. we sent eachother back and forth snaps of us making funny smooshed faces and stuff like that like i trust you not to screenshot and post this everywhere kinda face. soon after that wich was around the fourth of july he went off to camp and didn’t have his phone. i didn’t know he didn’t have/couldn’t use it and this whole time I’m freaking tf out and im here thinking OH MAH LORD WHAT IF HE DIED and internally sobbed. then after being sent home bc he broke his hand he gets back on sc and im like I THOUGHT YOU DIED ARE YOU OKAY!!!????!!?!?! and ever since then it’s been wishy washy bc he wouldn’t go on snapchat for hours and ik bc he has his location turned on on the map and it wasnt there. hes told me he doesnt have his phone which i regret not asking why but i assume his mom takes it or somrthing like oh its bad to be on it 24/7 somethin like that. hes also sent me pics of his torso but these increased post camp. he even sent one and captioned it “i felt hot in this one” and another 2 focusing on his mucles (hes not the most muscular but its noticeable hes got some) i think on sunday he was on and i sent a snap of me with my hair tied up in the front like a unicorn horn and my hair is like 6 and a half inches (17 cm) so its sticking up adding to the horn effect. then he sends me a snap back saying “well im single” and im like “me too” and hes just like *sigh* if only there was something i could do about it kinda sigh and im like “hey wanna hang at the beach wednesday anf hes like yeah but we never set a time before he didnt have his phone and all day wednesday me all shaved up (bc dysphoria and falling to societal beauty standards plus i wanted to wear my white short shorts with out my jungle creepin out mah butt cheecks and upper thighs lowkey mad i cant figue out how to tuck but i was gonna deal and do my best) i got my brows did my skin was doin ok and he wasnt on all day and i had a limited time frame to hang bc the beach is relatively far from where i live andi cant drive or have a car or get a ride and my mom doesnt trust me in uber or public transportation and idek bus schedules or how that works so i had to go with my mom to her job to then go to the beach bc they’re close to eachother but no meeting time set we dont hang i slowly steep into a pitty party and im like ok mood is sad woe is me then today i decide to stay home and seep into this poison of negativity and he snaps me if i wanna go to the mall and im here ready to throw myself of a cliff while on fire bc i had gone with my mom every day but today and im like well f*ck sh*t im so deeply upset and saw the potential to hang today and i feel so at fault for staying home the one day we could hang and nope. i hate having these feelings bc i have reason to believe he likes me and bc of that i ended up liking him back and it irritates me that we cant have consistent conversation and its just like when ever he happens to have his phone. i dont like when i catch feelings, form a crush, become infatuated and i say infatuated bc ik its not something as deep as love i dont know much about him but i do care for him. he blacked out bc of his diabetes and i was really concerned for him and i honestly feel like the mom friend sometimes. but i just want to get to know him and see if it leads beyond infatuation. whenever i get infatuated its often hard core and i have vivid images of us at the beach but also not. like its just me alone no boardwalk no docks no pier just me ocean sa d and sun. i dont like feeling so out of controll its overwhelming and suffocating. i like to believe im a hard cold b*tch whos in controll of my emotions but im not. i can be apathetic but romance just stikes me to my core and i hate it that my feelings always feel or are one sided like ik no one is obligated to like me back but it seems like he does like me. i dont care but do care, deeply, at the same time its a mess and i hate having these negative feelings its like poison in my soul its heavy and petrifying. my tarot readings have been discouraging but my pendulum readings have said he likes me (i havent done a pendulum in the past few days but it still seems like he does) idk i guess im clingy and i feel like i annoy ppl a lot and with the song cut to the feeling its like cut to the feeling i wanna play where you play with the angles i wanna wake up with you all in tangles no more hesitation this is on not in order but you get the picture i didnt really pay much attention to the lyrics bc i think its a great sounding song as with most of my music but then i started to sing (terribly) and learn the lyrics and i wanna be in a relationship but when i think about it and im put in the situation it could happen i panic like suddendly everything is moving so fast and sometimes i even start trembling and shaking and i dont wanna rush into things so fast but i still love the song but now all i can think about is this whole situation and the song only presses it. i asked him how he feels about me and im waiting for a response. idk im just not feelin too good and this is really bringin me down and i could get over it and be done or at least i believe i could but i dont want to.. anyway yeah the song is pressing these sore spots in my emotional mess and its makin me sad sorry this is so long but im glad someone cared to hear
TLDR: im an emotional mess bc i cant talk to my crush often and had missed and failed chances to hang out. i wanna see where things go but not rush into things and cut to the feeling is a good song but its poking at these tender feelings.
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Homestuck Liveblog #171
UPDATE 171: Like Punching Your Own Face
Last time Roxy had managed to create the matriorb out of thin air, and Dave and Dirk were finally having a much-needed conversation, Dave unloading everything he had in his head regarding Bro’s way of raising him. It was raw and made me sympathize a lot with Dave, but it’s not over yet. Let’s continue.
The first thing I read in this update is Dirk apologizing. Huh. It wasn’t your fault, Dirk, Dave simply had the bad luck of being raised by a sucky version of you. Then again, as it was pointed to me: Dirk himself admitted long ago that he has no business raising anyone. He’s not wrong, if this was the result. Roxy didn’t do a stellar job, but she wasn’t a complete disaster – the ocean-sized gap that’s the lack of communication between the Lalondes was the problem. All in all, maybe not having to raise them by themselves would have helped.
DAVE: you had a completely different life full of like  DAVE: different choices and actions and stuff 
He’s not wrong about that, environment shapes people a lot. I wonder how alternate Dave would have raised Dirk if there wasn’t the slight problem of Dirk being a few centuries in the future...and also if alternate Dave hadn’t been killed. That can’t have been of help either.
Dirk continues feeling responsible of what Bro did, saying he needs to take responsibility for all the splinters that are him. It’s hard to understand, a bit. I honestly can’t even start saying how complicated it is to feel like that – but somehow I have the feeling that a lot of people in the world would feel responsible for what their alternates do. I don’t know if I would.
DIRK: I've felt...  DIRK: Haunted by them.  DIRK: And what that really means is, I'm perpetually haunted by my own bad qualities. 
You literally made glasses that are filled with some of your own bad qualities, Dirk. You kinda brought that one to yourself, just saying.
Dave appreciates Dirk’s apologies, even though it feels weird to hear it from someone that isn’t the Bro he knew, which in turn makes Dirk confess that he isn’t even happy with his relationships with his peers – especially with Jake. Well yeah, no surprise there, everything is still a fresh wound. It was just a day ago or so that Jake was telling to other people that he felt suffocated. Who knows, maybe in the future that’ll change! Don’t give up, Dirk.
It’s nice to see that Dave and Dirk are trying to give support to each other despite the trouble they have to connect. It’s clumsy, it’s distant, but they’re trying. It’s more akin to pulling teeth than a heartfelt conversation, buuuuuuut it’s the best the Striders can do.
DAVE: you dont actually seem like a bad person to me though  DIRK: No?  DAVE: nah  DIRK: Why not?  DIRK: We did just meet, after all.  DAVE: because  DAVE: i dunno if truly bad people wrestle so much with whether theyre good or bad 
Dirk is not a bad person. He can be extremely difficult to deal with, but he’s not bad. I’m sure hearing it from Dave will make it resonate more than if he had heard it from anyone else, even if everyone else would be more energetic about telling him that he’s a good person. Dirk isn’t even accepting it from Dave at face value, although he is grateful about it. Everyone else idolized him, after all.
DIRK: She meant well, but was so enamored of me, and seemingly everything I did.  DIRK: Which I think was the last thing I needed.  DIRK: To be idolized in some form by other people I respected.  DIRK: I had enough of that feeling coming from within, particularly when I was younger. 
No wonder Bro ended like that. I really don’t think anyone dared to tell him about his flaws. I suppose that maybe this could be interpreted as a sign that Bro respected Dave, but I’m not going to think that’s correct. That relationship was pretty messed up, after all.
Dave sounds genuinely floored to hear everything his alternate self did in Dirk’s universe, including killing clown presidents and somehow managing to make a million Statues of Liberty. I’m still wrapping my head around that one. Could that have been how things would have gone if the world hadn’t ended horribly? Hm...no. The movies and all were a way to give the Condesce a sucker punch, no Condesce means those concrete movies wouldn’t exist. It’s hard to say what would have happened. Maybe Dave really would have gone into the fields that study dead stuff.
Dirk tried to follow Dave’s perceived good traits. Golly, Dave must have never seen that coming.
DIRK: You get to apply all that potential you showed in one reality to something much bigger and more existentially critical.  DIRK: Whatever strength you showed in trying to save a dying planet, the fact is, I think we need that more here.  DIRK: And the trials inherent in being a part of something like this, I think they bring more out of you than a relatively pedestrian life on Earth would. Make you face more things about yourself. At least, that's been true for me. 
Oh hey, I just realized that this alternate Dave pretty much did everything that’s expected of the Dave we know: fight, resist, and pretty much be a cornerstone of the rebellion against the Condesce. He’s everything Dave doesn’t think he can be. Think about that, Dave.
DIRK: I hope it doesn't come off as overly sentimental garbage, but it seems to me like you turned out to be a really good dude.  DIRK: Like, really, a better sort of dude I ever imagined talking to when I pictured meeting the legendary guy I idolized.  DIRK: I pictured him as probably being "too cool" to be the type of guy you are.  DIRK: But you know what, fuck being too cool for that.
Congratulations, you pretty much punched Dave’s hopes from when he was thirteen years old. It’s for the better. Somehow hearing that Dave is not the “cool” person Dave had once hoped Bro would see him as catches him off-guard. Here we go! This’ll be the turning point for Dave, won’t be it? Things are going to change for him – hopefully! Dave certainly had the big character arc in Homestuck, even if he says people don’t have arcs.
And here we go!
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DAVE: its really fucked up of me  DAVE: what im presently doing  DAVE: so  DAVE: sorry about that  DIRK: Oh, y-  DIRK: Yeah.  DIRK: Man.  DIRK: This is some fucked up shit alright.  DAVE: i know
This is much more than I expected. Of all things that could happen, a hug wasn’t even close to the top of the list. This is actually a pretty sweet moment, I’m glad it actually happened. Part of me was sure Hussie wouldn’t show them talking, but he did. I’m glad I was proven wrong about it.
So! There’s only one conversation left before things may kick into overdrive straight towards the last part of Homestuck! Roxy is going to meet Kanaya, surely to give her the matriorb. Things are winding down everywhere else, it won’t be long now!
Roxy appears from the skies with a ‘heeeeeey’ and repeats it a few more times, preparing the surprise by telling her to guess what she brought. I can guarantee that the matriorb is not going to be a guess here, hah!
KANAYA: Is It The Thing Behind Your Back  ROXY: yup but u gotta be more specific  KANAYA: Is It A Little Piece Of Paper That Says Hey On It  ROXY: hahahahaha no but that would be SO FUNNY! 
I won’t lie, I wouldn’t have been surprised if it hadn’t been that. Wish you had thought about it before. Maybe there’s still time to write “I.O.U one (1) matriorb” on any random rock and give it to her...or maybe that’d be cruel. Shrug.
Not wasting any more time, Roxy presents the matriorb, much to Kanaya’s astonishment. She’s so surprised she can barely express her surprise while Roxy tries to explain in vague terms. Look at that, Kanaya has tears in her eyes! It must be hard to describe, the feeling of hope in seeing the way the troll race is going to be resurrected. Keep it away from the Condesce and everything should be fine.
Nobody would have thought that the way to revive the trolls would just be given to her like this, but she can’t complain. There’s a lot of work to do, the mother larva isn’t going to raise itself. There’s a life of duty and work ahead of her.
Where’s Karkaroni, asks Roxy? “Meditating”. With his face deep into the dirt. You’re so lucky you’re telling this to someone Roxy doesn’t know very well, nobody else would believe such answer.
Roxy gets into her role of Rose’s mother and tries to know Kanaya better, asking about the meteor tri, where everybody formed small groups and only convened like twice of three times. It wasn’t the social jamboree Roxy imagined. Could have been worse, Roxy. It was worse once. At least now everyone is more or less getting along and Kanaya is aware she needs Karkaroni’s help so trolls aren’t like in Alternia.
...having doubts about fighting? Well I can understand Kanaya would want to protect the matriorb and that she believes her skills are not as good as everyone else’s, but if the Condesce isn’t defeated that matriorb will only be good as a paperweight. Roxy points all that and tries to give Kanaya encouragement about her skills. Well not many things can beat a chainsaw in power. That’s all enough to convince Kanaya to go with her and prepare for the fight.
Now that all the dialogue options are over, the point of view returns to the dream bubble where Vriska has gone to harass herself. Yeah, don’t ask me why she’s bothering to do this.
Okay, I read one page and I’m already feeling a bit sick. I don’t know how Hussie is doing this, managing to make me dislike Vriska after I spent most of her appearances liking her. In just a few hundred pages he’s managing to make me not want to read her anymore. It’s going to be difficult to write something that isn’t constant grumbling. Well, there’s one thing...
VRISKA: Remem8er when you used to care a8out that sort of thing?  VRISKA: No, o8viously not.  VRISKA: All you care a8out now is 8ullshit hipstery fashion trends, feeling "happy", and... whatever the fuck it is you're doing here?  VRISKA: Frolicking with some horses in an ugly field or some shit. VRISKA: Just a8solutely disgraceful.  VRISKA: How could I have 8ecome so selfish??  VRISKA: You do know this is selfish, right?  VRISKA: This isn't having some fucking "epiphany" or like "growing as a person" or whatever self-serving spin you might 8e putting on what's happening here.  VRISKA: It's just plain narcissism, the worst kind you're capa8le of. A total renunci8tion of any responsi8ility for contri8uting to the gr8ter good.  VRISKA: And it makes me FUCKING SICK. 
...I have no words. Yeah, looking for personal happiness is selfish, but there’s nothing wrong with being reasonably selfish. I just...I can’t say anything about this that isn’t some sort of circular argument that in the end isn’t worth typing here. I just can’t say anything.
VRISKA: Contrary to your lazy fakey "happy" shit, I've ACTUALLY GROWN AS A PERSON.  VRISKA: What do you think of THAT, you frivolous, dithering 8ITCH???????? 
Like hell you did!
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Just...agh.
Looks like the dead Vriska wasn’t wrong, the horses really is a bad omen for her. Meenah is leaving her and going with the Vriska that is alive. At least Meenah has the decency to be conflicted about what she’s feeling and all, but damn, what a way to punch someone that’s already down, Hussie.
Meenah likes dead Vriska a lot, and she admits it, but she’s bored of having an idyllic life with dead Vriska. She wants to fight Lord English and here’s the chance to do it. Dead Vriska may have changed, but Meenah is the same than before, and that one isn’t content with sitting on the sidelines. That’s why she’s leaving – more or less.
I feel bad for dead Vriska. It’s almost hard to believe that the end for the character I knew for so long is this – or at least this seems like the end. It feels...weird. I feel really bad for her. I wish this hadn’t gone for this. Heck, Meenah deciding to go fight Lord English would have been understandable. I just wish this whole thing hadn’t needed to happen.
Hm. I think I should be stopping here for now.
Next update: next time
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i just want you to know that you suck and i sorry for anyones dash
Who was the last person you held hands with? hmm i think it was actually my friend while drunk
2. Are you outgoing or shy? kinda in between depends on the day3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? idk a spirit4. Are you easy to get along with? oh hell yeah idk why i hate people 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? i like to think she would but im a pretty good drunk so its been a while since ive been drunk to the point of need a caretaker6. What kind of people are you attracted to? im really attracted to like a lot of the girls that i post on my blog, so kinda that witchy aesthetic 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? i honestly have no clue i have some major issues i need to deal with mentally then ill know8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? all of my friends i worry about all of them ALL of the time 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not at all10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my friend liz when we got drunk11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? ohh i haven't watched that or dancing with the stars12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Halsey- colors,gasoline, castle, control. basically all of badlands album 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? omg yes its like bliss14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? hmm yes and i have the worst luck15. What good thing happened this summer? hahahahah its been shit and it hasnt even started yet16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? totes17. Do you think there is life on other planets? oh hell yes the truth is out there. i cant wait till we find it 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? NO19. Do you like bubble baths? yup dont judge me just buy me bath bombs and a bigger tub (6′2 dont fit in most tubs)20. Do you like your neighbors? yeah the dude is chill21. What are you bad habits? over thinking everything22. Where would you like to travel? to the place after death23. Do you have trust issues? at times yes24. Favorite part of your daily routine? the part with food25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my belly26. What do you do when you wake up? cry a litttle27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? lighter28. Who are you most comfortable around? my best friend velo29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? no but i regret breaking up with one30. Do you ever want to get married? yes 2 kids31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? no32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? mila kunis and bella thorne33. Spell your name with your chin.sxmnkows34. Do you play sports? What sports? i snowboard and watch the x games35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yes thats how i live life37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing i just stay quiet38. Describe your dream girl/guy? someone in love with me 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? ebay40. What do you want to do after high school? not what im doing now41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?yes42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? that im doing okay43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? space45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? a paycheck sometimes46. What are you paranoid about? life and my guardian spirit trying to kill me47. Have you ever been high? yes shrooms are amaze48. Have you ever been drunk? almost every night this week49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? grey51. Ever wished you were someone else? all the time52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my entire life53. Favourite makeup brand? elf54. Favourite store? rei55. Favourite blog? @shroomswithbows56. Favourite colour? none57. Favourite food? all58. Last thing you ate? nachos59. First thing you ate this morning? nachos60. Ever won a competition? For what? muddy boot wine at my endfest 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? suspended for phone use62. Been arrested? For what? nope63. Ever been in love? yes64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? i dont even remember it65. Are you hungry right now? no stomach hurts66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? most are my real friends67. Facebook or Twitter? fb68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now? yes70. Names of your bestfriends? liz davante velo chris sam71. Craving something? What? a decent life 72. What colour are your towels?all different72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 473. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? does my pillow pet count?74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 4?75. Favourite animal? drago n or wolf76. What colour is your underwear?black77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour? idk79. What colour shirt are you wearing? black80. What colour pants? red81. Favourite tv show? idk82. Favourite movie? into the woods83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? 184. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 21 jump street85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? idk86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? shark87. First person you talked to today? liz88. Last person you talked to today? kayla89. Name a person you hate? kyle90. Name a person you love? lets not91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? can i punch companies92. In a fight with someone? no?93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 594. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?4?95. Last movie you watched? the host96. Favourite actress?none97. Favourite actor?none98. Do you tan a lot? no99. Have any pets?doggo100. How are you feeling?depressed stressed like im losing a grip on whats a dream or not like im batshit101. Do you type fast?idk 102. Do you regret anything from your past? leaving alize103. Can you spell well? decent enough104. Do you miss anyone from your past? alize105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah for beltane106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yes107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes108. What should you be doing? fixing my car109. Is something irritating you right now? life110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes111. Do you have trust issues? already asked this112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? davante and sam when i was high113. What was your childhood nickname? snow114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes went to oregon last week115. Do you play the Wii? no116. Are you listening to music right now? i was117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? no im allergic to chicken118. Do you like Chinese food? yes119. Favourite book? artemis fowl series120. Are you afraid of the dark? only when high121. Are you mean? i an be122. Is cheating ever okay? no123. Can you keep white shoes clean? sometimes124. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes125. Do you believe in true love? yes126. Are you currently bored? yes127. What makes you happy? drinking128. Would you change your name? yes james snow or just snow129. What your zodiac sign? gemicancer cusp baby130. Do you like subway? yes131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? lets do this132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? already asked this133. Favourite lyrics right now? are you insane like me134. Can you count to one million? no cus im lazy135. Dumbest lie you ever told? haha probably all of them136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? depends137. How tall are you? 6′2138. Curly or Straight hair? both139. Brunette or Blonde? both140. Summer or Winter? winter141. Night or Day? night142. Favourite month? december143. Are you a vegetarian? sometimes144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk145. Tea or Coffee?tea146. Was today a good day?i guess147. Mars or Snickers? snickers148. What’s your favourite quote? run-the doctor149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? section of metal lines are routed along the fuel tank
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I had insurance through a company called Sunset Plaza Insurance, and only agreed to do a 6 month period (from 12/08 to 06/09). I moved during the time, and never received a renewal notice at my new address, even after I gave them my new address. However, I found out that for the past 6 months (06/09 - 12/09) they have been charging me for insurance. But I never signed a renewal consent or anything! I remember explicitly saying that I only wanted the insurance for a 6 month period too! What are my options? Please..any advice would help!""
Car insurance In connecticut?
Im 18 and i just got my license about a month ago. I was talking to my dad about getting a car. and he said he was gonna give me my moms car which has new york plates on it for me to drive ( we use to live in ny and the plates are from there) and hes getting my mom a new car. i was talking to him about insurance and he said that i would be driving on his name. Hes not adding me to the insurance though cause he says its to much money. He told me that all i have to do is drive careful and not get into a accident.im still worried though cause an accident can happen regardless if Im careful or not. is this Legal ? to not be added to my dads insurance?
What is the best way to go about auto insurance for an 18 year old purchasing a Mustang GT?
Hey, I have a job @ walmart and i make pretty decent money & next thursday when i get paid im going to e-z way auto sales which is a pay here buy here car lot for no credit car buyers to go to establish car history credit & the car that caught my eye was a black on black on black 2004 Ford Mustang GT, I have to have it and the payments wouldn't be that much, something I could afford. What about the insurance? What's the cheapest for my age? I just turned 18 last month & i don't wanna pay more than $200 for car insurance, that'll be more than my car payment. HELP ME OUT!
Salvage title car insurance claim settlement?
I purchased the car with a salvage title over a year ago. I have full coverage with Progressive on my 2003 honda accord ex with 64k, in a recent ice storm my wife totaled the car. The ...show more""
Is insurance affordable under the Affordable Care Act?
Is insurance affordable under the Affordable Care Act?
Whats the cost of insurance difference between owning a GT mustang compared to a LX mustang?
Whats the cost of insurance difference between owning a GT mustang compared to a LX mustang?
""When you get rear ended by a car, does your insurance rate go up?""
Will getting your car rear ended, or getting into any situation that isnt your fault, cause your insurance rate to go up?""
Any suggestions on affordable utah health insurance?
Well, im working on moving back to Utah, after a near 9 year stay in PA, and i don't remember what insurance i had when i lived in Utah so i cant go back to that, and when i move away from PA, my current Health Insurance will be deactivated and shut down, so i need to find some new affordable health insurance in Utah. Anyone got in any suggestions? For now my budget is $669.00 a month if that helps at all, but it may change after i move.""
Approximate Car Insurance Cost for 2005 Audi A4 Sedan for 16 Year Old Male in New York?
I want to buy a 2005 Audi A4 but was wondering about how much the insurance would cost? I am 16 years old and a male, living in New York. Thanks.""
Will Vandalism affect my Car Insurance rates?
My car was vandalized last night, they ripped off a piece on the back and cracked the bumper in the front. If I make a claim with my insurance company will this affect my rates?""
Affordable Dental Insurance?
I am looking to get individual Dental Insurance (PPO) for myself. I have to get some major work done 4 root canals and 1 extraction ASAP! Can anyone recommend a good affordable insurance??
Can a family friend put me on their car insurance?
So i live in the state of california. I have had my learners permit for more than six months now. I want to get my drivers license but due to the economic crisis my parents aren't able to pay every month to have me on their car insurance. A family friend has offered to put me on their car insurance, but what my parents want to know is if that is legal in the state of california or do I HAVE to be insured by my parents?""
Can I buy motorcycle inssurance and not have parents know about it?
I'm 22 I live in my own apartment but my parents pay car insurance can I get a seperate insurance for a motorcycle and not have my parents know about it, also my friend who rides said bike insurance can be very cheap I just want minimum coverage how much would it be, thx!""
How bad would insurance be on a 2000 mustang gt?
i am about get a mustang gt if i can convince my parents that insurance wont be extremly bad i know it will be high but could some ppl give me there insurace rates on a 2000 mustang gt or around what it should be just tryint to get an idea
How much should I ask for the compensation from insurance?
I had a car accident and the fault side's insurance compay paid for body repair ( abuot $960 in their recommanded bodyshop ) and also the rental (my car is still in bodyshop). I am not sure if I need to ask some compensations for diminished value of my car and also missed work hour on dealing with the accident. I never done this before. My car is 1997 Toyata Collora and the private value from KBB is $3185 (for good condition), some people said the compensation for diminished value could be 40% of the KBB private value, which to me is 3185 x 0.4 = $1274. They are going to replace the right fender, repair and repaint the passenger side door. So I want to know if I ask for $1274 from insurance is fair. I hope anyone can give me some advises on how to deal with this. Thank you!""
What happens if you only have an expired Auto Insurance card on you while you drive?
Hi. I currently live in San Francisco to go to school, and in a few days, I'd leave to drive home to Los Angeles for my winter break. So my car's insurance card expired a few days ago, and there isn't enough time for my father to send me the new (valid) insurance card and for me to receive it before I leave. (So when I drive the 400+ miles home, I won't have a valid auto insurance card on me, though my coverage would be active & paid for.) (For some reason) I know that in other states, if you get pulled over and don't have a valid proof of car insurance when asked by the law enforcer, that you can get your license revoked/suspended and/or car impounded & it's a nasty hole in your wallet. Is there any way I can temporarily get around the California law?""
Is my car legal to drive in California?
I bought a '79 El Camino in Oregon this past summer. They don't have any smog laws there, but in California they do. It hasn't passed a smog test because it needs a catalytic converter, and I can't afford that now. The tags don't expire until March, the car is registered to me, and I have insurance. And it still has the Oregon plates.""
Will a claim for a broken passenger side window increase my car insurance premium?
A rock thrown from a lawn mower shattered the side window in my car yesterday. Will my car insurance premium rates go up if I file a claim?
It is better to get my insurance or let my fathers insurance go up?
i got a speeding ticket and got traffic school from the court,the problem is my car and insurance is register under my fathers name so i cant take the test without an insurance in my name i am 17 yrs,so is it cheaper to get an insurance in my name at 17 or pay the ticket and cancel the scheduled court date for the traffic school (if possible) and let my fathers insurance go up about 10-15%?""
HELP! Im 14 and looking for cheap car insurance!?!?
my Said That I Would Have To Pay For My Insurance Every month HELP ME With The Cheapest
Cheap auto insurance?
Where is a good place to get cheap auto insurance? Im a 22 y/o female that lives in CA. I need full coverage (liability, collission and comprehensive) on my 2003 Honda Civic. My driving record isnt too bad. Thanks in advance.""
My 18 year old daughter needs cheap car insurance.?
My 18 year old daughter passed her driving test today and is struggling to find reasonably cheap insurance. She has tried all of the main players and has gone through the various comparison sites but hasn't found anything below 1700 and if she asks for monthly payments then the price goes up by 50%. Does anyone know of any companies who specialise in young new drivers, maybe who provide insurance on a three or six monthly basis? Grateful for any and all suggestions. Thank you.""
Motorcycle insurance? how much?
can someone guess how much will a motorcycle insurance be for an 18 year old male in CA with no road driving experience at all?, and the bike he will get is a 2008 Ninja 250r or 2006 Katana 600?.....also note he will take the MSF course and this will be his first road vehicle...thanks!!""
Car Insurance for Young Driver (UK)?
Hi, I'll get straight to the point, I'm 17 almost 18 and am looking 2 buy my 1st car. I live a upper class life, and when it comes down to cars i do get to travel in in style. e.g. my dad drives a Jaguar S-Type, my mother a brand new 2008 Land Rover Freeland, and i do know people with Bentley's and this one guy i know will take me out for a drive in his Aston Martin Vanquish. I do like to stick out from a crowd and this is a amazing opportunity to do so at college. My 1st car is definitely goin on my dads policy, and by then i will have my full license. I have seen Jaguar XJ's for sale which i can afford, but my greatest question is how much would the insurance be. If someone who is a young driver who drives a Jaguar or something similer could give me a rough guess to how much insurance wud be?, i wud be greatfull or someone who has insured a young driver on there Jaguar?.""
Motorcycle Insurance for a 23 year old male?
I'm looking to get something like a Honda Shadow or Yamaha V-star. What could i expect to pay for insurance for full coverage ? Lets say for this example, the bike is 1100cc or higher and a couple years old. I do not have any tickets or accidents...ever. Do not tell me to get a quote...I will do so later. I just want your thoughts.""
What is the cheapest Auto insurance I can get?
I'm 23, just got my license, i have a Honda civic 2002. Thanks!""
""If i damage a car by like 5,000 worth in damages how much will my insurance go up by?
im only 18 and still havent told my dad about it..this is my first accident..and i still have not yet recieved any word if the accident was my fault(accident happened 2 days ago) but what happened was i entered traffic from coming out a place into traffic and got hit...i mean i think it was her fault because i entered in traffic slowly and i assumed that she was speeding and hit me or tried passing me...i didnt just pop out into traffic because she would of have it me on my back znd i saw her car from a distance..there was a camera there i think is one of those pic/video camera for people who run red lights and the officer said that i couldnt use it which i dont get it what i plan to do is once i get word that it was my fault im going to pay for damages to my car by myself i just wanna know will my dads insurance billl be a BIG difference of like thousands i just feel anxious and nervous
Can I wait to pay car insurance?
I recently bought a car, but I'm not legal to drive it alone until February (I bought the car NOW because it was an amazing deal and didn't want to miss an opportunity like this) Can I wait to pay for insurance until I get my license (in February) or is that illegal?""
What is the best way to go about auto insurance for an 18 year old purchasing a Mustang GT?
Hey, I have a job @ walmart and i make pretty decent money & next thursday when i get paid im going to e-z way auto sales which is a pay here buy here car lot for no credit car buyers to go to establish car history credit & the car that caught my eye was a black on black on black 2004 Ford Mustang GT, I have to have it and the payments wouldn't be that much, something I could afford. What about the insurance? What's the cheapest for my age? I just turned 18 last month & i don't wanna pay more than $200 for car insurance, that'll be more than my car payment. HELP ME OUT!
I need cheap insurance for saxo 1.6 vtr?
ive just passed my test and already had a car which is a citreon saxo 1.6 vtr, ime 26 and getting quotes for 5000. i only paid 600 for the car. does anyone know where i can get cheaper insurance on that car. thnks""
What can I get for medical insurance?
Im 26 and collecting unemployment. I currently have no medical insurance. What can I get for medical until I get another job?
Looking for a very rough estimate on insurance costs for an 08' Lambo?
I'm a 21 year old woman. The car has just over 10k miles on it It's an 2008 Lamborghini Gallardo Spyder It's listed for $150,000 I'm in school with no income I have money (idk if this is required for an estimate, but w/o getting specific, i have money) The car would be a rental (yes strange i know, but bear w/ me here) I live in a metropolitan area. Never been in an accident (but again idk if this matters since it's going to be a rental) Umm... that's all i can think of that would be required. If i'm missing anything let me know. And again i know you can't get very specific, but if you could give me a general range that insurance would be per year that would be wonderful. Thanks!""
A good place 2 get cheap car insurance?
A good place 2 get cheap car insurance?
Health Insurance....I need some...?
I live in Little Rock, Arkansas.....and i need some affordable insurance...any good ideas.""
Car insurance? will it go up if no claim is made?
son had car accident, was on partners polcy, wrote car off, no other vehicle was involved, insurance company have found out about the accident somehow (due to one of these no win no fee companies getting his details as he had a passenger in the car who was not injured, but who had not contacted them ) son is 18, wants to get on the road again, but we are worried about how much insurance will cost him. we havent claimed for his car either, can any please advise""
How much for ticket for no insurance?
I just got a ticket today.. my car hasn't pass smog and I currently don't have insurance. I have to go to court for this how much do you think they will fine me ?
Cheap car insurance for young drivers?
I'm turning 17 in a few weeks and plan to start taking driving lessons. My parents are looking into cars for me, they are only prepared to pay 1000 for my first car, but it's the insurance that is so expensive. There are a few cars that I have seen that I like, but any quote I try and get for them is at least 2,500! Are there any companies that do cheaper car insurance for young drivers or any ways that I could make the insurance cheaper? Also, i've heard that getting the insurance in one of my parents names then only being a named driver on the policy is cheaper, but when I have looked it doesn't seem to make much difference? Thank you!""
Im a 17 yr old lad what nice car can i get with cheep insurance?
i am 17 and realy into cars, have been for ages. i have a motor bike since i was 16 but now i want a car. and all my freinds no how much i lyk cars, and it wud be so embarasing turning up to collage in a little ford fiesta or old corsa. i can afford a nice car but insurance for even for quite crap cars have been bout 4000 quid. i started off lookin at honda crx del sol cos i realy lyk thm but insurance way too much, so thn i tried looking at old cool looking cars lyk the last mg midget but insurance still to dear, then i heard kit cars have realy cheep insurance so i looked at a gtm rossa which was realy nice but insurance still around 4000. so what car can i get what looks the part but affordable? please help""
Bmw insurance?
im almost 16, and for my birthday im getting a 10 year old bmw. any idea on what the insurance will be?""
Insurince on a Corvette?
I want to buy a 1974-1983 corvette I am 19 and have a perfect driving record Havent even be pulled over how much whould insurance cost on one I also live in Indiana
Which car insurance can i get ONLY GAP INSURANCE!?
I wanna switch insurance company bec I got cheaper quote but they don't offer gap insurance. Agent suggested to go find an insurance company where I can purchase only gap insurance, might still be cheaper if I purchase my full coverage insurance from him plus the gap insurance from another company vs my current one. thanks!""
Has anyone had experience w/causing a car accident & how much your insurance goes up?
I just got into a car accident & I was at fault. It appeared to be minor, based on the small dent in the other person's car, but the couple both have soft tissue injuries. I have no accidents or tickets on my record. I'm wondering if anyone out there has been in a similar situation as me? How much did your insurance go up? I hope this couple doesn't lie about their injuries or embellish them and I hope their injuries don't turn out to be serious. It is too soon to tell. Thanks.""
Can I drop my over 18 year old from my insurance under the obama law?
Can I drop her from my insurance if she's over 18 and not in school or do I have to prove she has insurance first?
Dental insurance..?
Hi, i am a student so i do not have much money. I am living in Melbourne, Australia. I would like to know if there is an affordable health insurance that cover dental needs. I need to remove my 4 wisdow teeth and also i would like to put some braces...but i can not aford it. Would an insurance be worth in this case?""
""Anyone know where I can get 1 day car insurance, i'm under 21?""
I am 20 years old, and taking my car in for a service to VW whom have offered me a courtesy car as I need to get to work etc throughout the day and pick the car up in the evening. Only problem is they won't let me use their insurance policy as i'm under 21 and after calling my insurance today who clearly said to me we do not deal with temporary cover even for existing customers . I therefore asked how much it would cost to add another car to the policy and they want an initial payment of 97 and I will have to pay ATLEAST the first months payment after which i can then cancel which is a rather expensive way of doing this. Any information/help is greatly appreciated! :)""
Car insurance for a 16 year old?
How much would car insurance be for a 16 year old male? The car is a 2010 Ford mustang V6 Premium. If it matters, im a straight A student. Would the car being a convertible change the price, if so by how much? Thanks!""
""Considering how big a money making racket Healthcare, and Insurance is?
Is it any wonder how bad republiklans would try to sabotage the Affordable Health care act? It's such a racket the Mafia is in on it..Florida.. woooowoooo lets stay together..
What's the average price of car insurance?
I'm 23 and thinking about buying a car but am weighing out the pros and cons. I've had a licence for almost 5 years, drove for the first 2 and haven't driven since. I haven't made any claims that were my fault. I'd like to buy a car in group one so can anyone tell me on average how much it will cost per year? Thanks""
Cheap insurance in michigan?
Hi i live in Taylor MI and im trying to find cheap insurance for a 2008 ford focus
""Anyone know where I can get 1 day car insurance, i'm under 21?""
I am 20 years old, and taking my car in for a service to VW whom have offered me a courtesy car as I need to get to work etc throughout the day and pick the car up in the evening. Only problem is they won't let me use their insurance policy as i'm under 21 and after calling my insurance today who clearly said to me we do not deal with temporary cover even for existing customers . I therefore asked how much it would cost to add another car to the policy and they want an initial payment of 97 and I will have to pay ATLEAST the first months payment after which i can then cancel which is a rather expensive way of doing this. Any information/help is greatly appreciated! :)""
How much is insurance for a mustang in florida?
I'm a new driver but my insurance is going in my brother's name who is an experiance driver, how much would insurance cost""
What are some of cheapest but decent cars to run ( I am 17 years of age)?
insurance? MOT? petrol litre? = cost?
Can 20 year old go under classic car insurance in ontario?
I keep hearing different answers from everyone i ask. Im looking to get an older camaro (78-81) but im worried i wont be able to get insured as a classic. If so is there any companies in ontario anyone recommends?
Annual Mortgage Insurance Premiums?
Pretty sure I know the answer to my question, but I want to run it by the pros . Doing my taxes and I'm to Form 1098. The form asks what my Annual Mortgage Insurance Premiums are. This is the additional $40 mortgage or loan insurance I pay each month, correct? The IRS is not asking for information about my Nationwide Home Owners Insurance Policy (aka: Hazard Insurance). Thanks.""
What is the best way to go about auto insurance for an 18 year old purchasing a Mustang GT?
Hey, I have a job @ walmart and i make pretty decent money & next thursday when i get paid im going to e-z way auto sales which is a pay here buy here car lot for no credit car buyers to go to establish car history credit & the car that caught my eye was a black on black on black 2004 Ford Mustang GT, I have to have it and the payments wouldn't be that much, something I could afford. What about the insurance? What's the cheapest for my age? I just turned 18 last month & i don't wanna pay more than $200 for car insurance, that'll be more than my car payment. HELP ME OUT!
""Where can I find affordable insurance for sickle cell, full time student?""
If possible, in the Washington DC metro area. School is really expensive and it's very difficult to afford all these costly insurance while at the same time paying for school and living expenses.""
""I want to trade my car in. I have no GAP Insurance, where can I get it?
I got a used 2007 Dodge Caliber SXT rom Drivetime (rip off) in March of this year. I knew nothing about financing a car or anything. Now I want to trade the car in at a new lot for a ...show more
Insurance help- good insurance?
MY dad n step mom were going to claim me on their insurance as long as they could (age 26) i just turned 19 and my dad n step mom divorced, my stepmom dropped my dad and i off the insurance but my dad has no insurance bc he owns his own business where hes the only employee and i am now left with no insurance, i am currently searching for a job. i need insurance ideas, i live in oklahoma. We have soonercare but i do not qualify bc i am over age 18 and do not have a kid. So my question where are some good health insurance companys to try and enroll for?""
How much would I pay for the Insurance Renewal?
I recently had a car accident with my brand new 4WD vehicle. The front part were badly damaged and is now in the manufacturer's garage. Good thing I didn't get any physical injury as the vehicle's air bag went off just on time and my comprehensive insurance will cover for the agency repairs. My question is, assuming that I'll never encounter another major accident for the next 11 months, how much(more or less) would I pay for the vehicle's insurance renewal next year after it has been assessed by a qualified individual. As early as now, I want to have an idea how the insurance company will compute for my insurance renewal and what are other factors do they consider say I paid them around $1,300 for this year's fee. I hope someone could give me an idea re insurance renewal and other pertinent info re this matter.""
How hard is it to have a baby without insurance?
My husband and I are both employed and make decent pay, but neither of our employers offer insurance. We were wondering what options there are for non-insured couples who make too much to qualify for,say, WIC or other government programs.""
""Average cost of homeowners insurance in League City, Texas?""
What is the average cost of home owner's insurance for the league city area? Including wind storm and flood since both is required for the area we are moving into? Home is for sale at 124,000 and we are trying to estimate costs.""
Insurance cost for an 87 Fiero?
I'm considering purchasing an 87 Fiero and I am wondering roughly what insurance costs are like with these cars? Is it high or low? Considering the body panels are made of plastic I would think it's not too expensive to replace.
Should I show the car repairman the insurance estimate?
I was in a wreck that the insurance company of the other driver agreed to pay for. They made an estimate and said they will put a check in the mail. They said that if it costs more than the estimate, then they will take care of that also as long as I show the estimate to the repairman. That seems straightforward... and on the other hand: With other car issues, auto shops have seemed to be willing to underbid each other. I wouldn't mind getting it fixed for less than the check that I'm going to receive. Should I try to get estimates that are independent of the insurance company's estimate to see if I can save money? If I then go with a shop that says they can do it for cheaper, can I trust that they won't say it will be more later?""
I need help health insurance help???
ok so i went to the doctor and found out i was pregnant. i live in california and have no health insurance. they gave me temperary medi cal for 30 days and i have to go apply at the cal works office. well i went and they told me i couldnt apply on my own im 19 that since i live with my mom she has to go in. she works alot though and its kinda harg for her to go. so is there any other way i can do it like online and mail in an application?? or do u guys know of any insurance i can get on my own??? please help??
""Question for Daycare center/summer camp owners, how much does your daycare insurance cost each month?""
I am looking into starting a summer camp type daycare next summer. I am writing up a cost summary and I have no clue what the average price for insurance is. I am looking for like the insurance that covers injuries, accidents, accident while on field trips/bus and like when you get sued for these injuries and stuff. I do not need to average cost of insurance for the building or vehicles. Any help as to how much is an average cost, or what the correct title to what I am looking for is, I have found it to be called just Daycare insurance, is there another name or does it depend on the company? Also what is your insurance price dependent on (# of kids, size of facility, age of the kids, etc.). Any help is greatly appreciated, thank you so much.""
Is it legal to have two different insurance companies for one car?
i am currently leaving my insurance company because they give me too much headaches (ING by the way)... i have to wait a week to offically cancel my policy (its a longg story). i found another insurance company that i would like to join right away because i told my insurance company i am putting ym car away for a few years but i just didnt want to tell them i found someone else for way cheaper and i need insurance now! but im not sure if it is possible to have comprehensive with one company and coverage with another. please let me know. Thanks!! toronto, Ontario""
""What's more important , Insurance payment or Car payment?""
My car is soon going into repossesion. they gave me a dead line 23rd , and i am desperately looking for a job . anyway , i have 200 dollars in my acct. I was thinking of paying the 200 dollars for my insurance. which i was lever late for paying . and then hope that i get a job and pay the 425 dollars which i am 30 days past due , payment on the 23rd.. do you think I should just not pay the insurance this month , and let them bill me for a fine , than let my car go into repossesment ? if i dn't pay for it , i will have atleast 200 in my bank and then I could hopefully ask my mom ( which i dn't wanna do ) for the rest ( another 225 , total 425 for the CAR ) till i get a paycheck .""
How do I find an affordable individual health insurance plan that includes maternity coverage?
I'm going to pull my hair out! Maybe I should perch atop a clock-tower until someone provides me coverage? Seriously, I have spoken to half a dozen insurance people and the best ...show more""
Flipping Cars - Insurance?
A few friends and I are looking into flipping cars while we're in college to make a little extra money. I'm not sure where to turn as far as insurance goes. We're not driving the vehicles ourselves - just parking them until they sell. What kind of coverage would we need and where can we find the best rates for our situation? We would only drive it from the auction house and with potential buyers on test drives. Thanks for the help!
Swinton Car Insurance ?? Any one used Swinton ?
I have always been insured with either Churchill or Direct Line. Been shopping around this time and Swinton have offered the best quote so far through Highway Insurance.,. Price includes Legal cover, High breakdown cover, courtesy Car ect,, Im just abit unsure what the service is like as I dont know anyone who uses them. Any one used them and what were your experiences? good or bad ? Many thanks in advance.""
How would I get insurance on a car being leased in someone else's name?
My sister and brother in law have the car financed at a bank in a small town. They gave the car to me as long as I made the payments on the car. We don't intend to refinance the car into my name, however how would I be able to obtain auto insurance if my name is not on the original title?""
I got into a motorcycle accident. insurance question...?
When I wiped out on my bike I tried to make a claim after I got home from the hospital. Little did I know that my insurance coverage had ended two days before the accident. Now my question is, will my health insurance pay for my medical bills from the accident or will they deny me because of my lack of motorcycle insurance at the time of the accident? When I found out about my lack of coverage, I immediately paid and got up to date but they told me that those two days when my coverage ended will not be covered... am I gonna get hit with all the medical bills? Or will my health insurance step up and cover me?""
""Auto insurance question, need help!!?""
I have no idea about these questions, could someone explain them? Your neighbor has his own insurance policy with State Farm with the same coverages that you have with your Allstate Auto Policy. So when he says his insurance will cover an accident, you loan him your car. He promptly runs into a tree, causing $2,500 in damage to your car. How much will your insurance policy pay? A. $ 0 B. $ 2,000 C. $ 2,500 D. State Farm will pay E. Cannot be determined You are at the North Carolina coast when Hurricane Irene hits. Although you are able to get away, you have to leave your car and luggage behind. The hurricane blows your car into a tree, causing considerable damage and the trunk to open. Your luggage is then blown away and never recovered. It costs $8,000 to repair your car. The value of your luggage was $500. Your policy will pay: A. $ 7,500 B. $ 7,700 C. $ 8,000 D. $ 8,200 E. $ 8,500 After pumping gas in your new car, you forget to remove the hose from your gas tank. As you drive off, the hose breaks spilling some gasoline and starting a fire. The fire causes $325,000 in damage to the gas station. You are held responsible for the entire loss. Your policy will pay: A. $ 0 B. $ 100,000 C. $ 300,000 D. $ 325,000 E. None of the above Your twelve-year-old brother, who does not have a drivers license, is visiting you on campus and while sitting in your car playing with the transmission, he puts the car in drive and drives it into the front door of your sorority (or fraternity) house. The damage to your house is $22,000 and your car costs $5,500 to repair. Your brother is hurt, goes to the emergency room and is released with a few bandages and a bill for $1,500 Your policy will pay: A. $ 0 B. $ 1,500 C. $ 5,000 D. $ 6,500 E. None of the above""
Motorcycle Insurance for a 23 year old male?
I'm looking to get something like a Honda Shadow or Yamaha V-star. What could i expect to pay for insurance for full coverage ? Lets say for this example, the bike is 1100cc or higher and a couple years old. I do not have any tickets or accidents...ever. Do not tell me to get a quote...I will do so later. I just want your thoughts.""
Health Insurance Help for Visitors?
my family is visiting us in california and need medical visit. they have visitors insurance which says that we need to pay for our visit now and they will evaluate and reimburse us. do these insurances reimburse anything and everything? what is a hospital/clinic to visit for visitors around southern california? how is kaiser?
""Okay so sent off for my provisional license and thinking about cars and insurance now, just need a little help?""
Okay so I'm 16, turning 17 very soon and going to start driing lessons soon, but I need a car after that and I'm going to have to pay the majority of the insurance and the car myself. I only have a part time job where I work thursday evening and saturday mornings at like 6.00 an hour. What car is a good car for a person my age, what about insurance for that car how much is that going to cost? Overall what would you say is the total amount I should save up in order to get a car and decent insurance? Thanks :)""
Roughly how much would it cost to insure a 17 year old male on a renault clio 1.2?
Its silver and just a standard model (not sport or anything extra etc..) And is from 2002 (51 reg) any help appriecated thanks :)
Auto Insurance policy changes?
Would a auto insurance company be able to tell if you changed your deductibles after a wreck or comprehensive damage? If you changed it and then waited a couple of days or a week from say, 1000 to 500$ and then filed the claim. Do they check for recent changes in policy coverages?""
Do anyone know of an affordable health insurane?
Do anyone know of an affordable health insurane?
Do porches have the most insurance rate?
Do porches have the most insurance rate?
What is the best way to go about auto insurance for an 18 year old purchasing a Mustang GT?
Hey, I have a job @ walmart and i make pretty decent money & next thursday when i get paid im going to e-z way auto sales which is a pay here buy here car lot for no credit car buyers to go to establish car history credit & the car that caught my eye was a black on black on black 2004 Ford Mustang GT, I have to have it and the payments wouldn't be that much, something I could afford. What about the insurance? What's the cheapest for my age? I just turned 18 last month & i don't wanna pay more than $200 for car insurance, that'll be more than my car payment. HELP ME OUT!
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