#im tired all the damn time.
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
not gonna lie i'm on day 11 of this "absolutely no fucking sugar i mean not even the sugar in milk or avocados sugar" diet and buds I am going a little insane
#text#I WANT BROWNIE#i dont DESERVE THIS#I LOVE FOOD#chronic illness#but then i eat an avocado and all my joints light up like fire and 😭😭😭#i miss bread i miss fruit i miss pastries and baklava and CHEESE and BEANS and#IM FUCKING SICK OF MEAT AND KALE#im going on 6 months of this shit and i dont deserve this#it's been SEVEN MONTHS of trouble shooting on my own waiting for this damn doctor's appointment and im FUCKING TIRED#my gp thinks im crazy and im fucking losing it. i want to eat ice cream i want to eat a fucking burger with a bun and french fries.#MELTDOWN.#xylitol does not taste good and it makes my stomach hurt#IM SICK OF THIS SHIT GRANDPA#THE PANTS I MADE didn't fit after a month went by#i've lost 30lbs and I now weigh as much as I did in MIDDLE SCHOOL. when i was on swim team and had a 2.5 hr PE course every week day.#THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!#im tired all the damn time.#at least my joints dont hurt anymore. and my skin is calming down. but goddamn.
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/898b6dfff5b98ca51b0f8054d2cce6ef/5e8e1f90dd8f6a9f-bf/s540x810/6c89ccf78615407bf30e9571741810442db11319.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/6fc83c8b6f5c418d53bb8540dde6f050/5e8e1f90dd8f6a9f-a4/s640x960/8eae6a00a3347b62aaacbc9220a509387c73ea8f.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/cc98944f4092bcb1089068ccc4ceffe8/5e8e1f90dd8f6a9f-ea/s540x810/78f2fe481db814114027b8e4f080be0a1f94d2cf.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ad6595a8844bd311a33ad6b88bee7859/5e8e1f90dd8f6a9f-b9/s640x960/12cf5d1eb4a88a193c8980f2f461771b0600225d.jpg)
coming back with my first post of the year! and with a short comic no less! yipeee!!
my 30 year old employee wont stop eating like an anime girl!!
#was a bit inspired by that anime gif of that girl eating the chicken nugget all extra... an actual queen#if all men over 30 ate like this world peace would be achieved in a blink#started off just practing using toning hatching and paneling and then i was like oh! lets make this a comic at this point!!#im making a part two but i need to take my time...i got tired half way through and said fuck it#i did not want to draw that damn office chair on the last page... sowwy#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#serirei#comics#*edited to see if the format looks better?? tumblr plz dont make my comic look ugly!! ;_;
366 notes
·
View notes
Text
I dont like to assume things but it says a little something when I post a black oc and lose followers, did none of u read my bio.
We have black ppl here sir
#my stuff#in fact for a monsterlover i do purposely make my monster human couples where the human in question is black#i truly got tired of seeing white women in monster/human couples#believe it or not it gets so damn boring after the 6473882647th time#also this isnt solely monster blog despite the appearances#im a jack of all trades so youll see a bit of everything here#i will have a human phase i will have a monster phase i will have a furry phase and u will appreciate me for it
49 notes
·
View notes
Text
so i took a break from this app bc i have been particularly anxious since that orange bitch took office and started to fuck everything up (as he said he would btw) and what do i return to…SOME BULLSHIT and just a whole lotta MESS🙄 i have not and will not be taking my precious time to go back and read everything but from what i have seen some people with a lot of unbridled audacity have decided to defend people who use racial slurs and to them i say a big FUCK YOU🖕🏾anyone who defends or participates in such behavior will be blocked expeditiously😒
and when it comes to mr joseph lee burrow and those disgusting b*sa boys and that so called “comedian”😐 i say sir the leash is this short🤏🏾 what he has said in the past about his beliefs makes me want to give him grace but i mean how many times are we going to see you with trash people who so whole heartedly oppose the beliefs you seemingly have🤷🏾♀️ ik he has been friends with the brothers for a while now but what did kendrick say “i’ll cut my granny off if she don’t see it how i see it” but anyway idk that man however i am side eyeing and my support is under review
and to all the black women and woc in this community i would just like to reiterate that i want this blog (that is really just a place for me to yap) to be a safe space for everyone but specifically you all so if some shady shit is going down just know im standing ten toes for you bitches always🙂↕️
but yeah thats my rant for the day i might be extending my break now but we will see🙄
PEACE OUT FOR NOW!!!
#joe burrow#uggghhhhhhh#like just don’t hangout with racists is it really that hard#always some shit#im so tired#my soapbox is boutta break#i be on that bitch every damn day#i still love all my babies on here#but goddamn#this is why i don’t like to openly support men (specifically white ones)#bc 99.9% of the time it ends in disappointment
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
D:BH Rarepairsweek 7 | @dbhrarepairs
Day 4 - Kara/Luther
#dbhrarepairsweek#luthara#dbh luther#dbh kara#detroit: become human#d:bh#dbhrarepairs#everytime they touch i actually go insane#the handholding? tHE HANDHOLDING?#there are also touches which i didnt include bc they include like death scene and im not abt that#i discovered that moment in the final gif the other night and it inspired me to make this#her hand just GENTLY PLACED ON HIS? AND SO FOCUSED IN FRAME HERE. DAMN.#(i truly thought i was gonna do the prompts but i didnt have time to preplan so that's why it is very sporadic.)#(i guess this cOULD be unlikely allies and they DID at one point go on a roadtrip but)#(the theme for this to me prob is just 'subtle touches' huh)#also it's a past midnight here im technically late but iT'S FINEEEE#i love the concept of them just being physically close all the time without establishing their relationship#until suddenly one day someone ELSE maybe asks and it caughts them off guard and they have to consider how they feel#OOHOOOO#i also have ideas for other gifsets for them but they need more time#ill do it after this week hehe#i have so many luthara thoughts but i am also so tired. goodnight.
74 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hey remember when I said that this was the most frustrating thing about being a Helluva Boss enjoyer?
Yeah I was wrong.
The most frustrating thing about being a Helluva Boss enjoyer is explicitly stating multiple times that I like show and then get called an anti and homophobic and media illiterate when I complain about the direction it has taken.
I LIKE the comedy
I LIKE the animation and artstyle
I LIKE the more serious plotlines like the government agents plot and the Cherubs plot
I LIKE the themes of friendship and found family
I even like most of the songs!
And ofc the voice cast slays every time
But just because your show has angst and tears and drama and sad music doesn't automatically make it "good".
Just because your characters are queer doesn't automatically make them good or well written characters
This fandom is so frustrating to deal with when you want to express your more nuanced takes of it
This is probably gonna be the last post I make about this subject and about Helluva Boss in general, this shit is too stupid to deal with
#still cant get over how i got called an anti and homophobic and media illiterate for saying:#'damn i wish the comedy show written by comedians had more comedy in it'#you can absolutely 100% write a comedy show with a more serious plot thread running through the whole thing#some of the most memorable and popular animated shows are just that#you got Gravity Falls The Owl House the Tales of Arcadia trilogy She-Ra ATLA etc....#fuck it even the first few seasons of Voltron for crying out loud#but the problem im having with HB is that its not a comedy with a serious plot thread anymore#its all drama all tears all angst with the occasional joke thrown in here and there#most of the shows I mentioned start off with episodic comedic adventures with hints towards the more serious stuff here and there#but the Stolitz drama started in the FIRST EPISODE#(in my opinion) the best eps of s1 are the ones that have little to nothing to do with Stolitz when we're given time to get to know the team#because we got to have FUN first we got to see the team dynamic in action#if the “serious plot thread” in HB was Blitz's relationships why didnt he apologize to Moxie and Millie in Apology Tour? or Loona?#or his FUCKING SISTER??????#the government agents and the Cherubs plotline makes x100 more sense as a serious plot thread for the premise of the series anyway#i could go on and on about this but I wont cause Im tired of thinking about this#this is stupid#im gonna ENJOY HB when I can#but that doesn't mean that there arent SERIOUS narrative issues with the series#and if you enjoy Stolitz good for you#peace and love#but its not something I can overlook#helluva boss#helluva boss critical#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critique
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e27743d724a0c55c2e1da9a3fb2b28c4/b5051a79c53ab36b-39/s540x810/cf90373c66a5dabeca5b7df0dffaffbaee59f839.jpg)
hello sillies. Moomin has a little crush!
#moomins#moomin#snufkin#snufmin#the moomins#fanart#snufmin fanart#snufkin fanart#moomin fanart#Moomin would take a long time to realize i think#but when he did#he would NOT b okay w it.#(im projecting)#having crushes is such a damn process#hes uncertain and really just tired of having to feel it all the damn time#he loves his bestest friend
152 notes
·
View notes
Text
experiencing the horrors . save me lil guy from comic book. lil guy from comic book PLEASE
#rimi talks#genuinely kind of sad/upset i wont be able to do more than 1 MAYBE 2 fics for superfam week#bc this whole week and last week have been taken up by health bullshit and all i want ot do is sleep#i had plans. i had outlines. unfortunately i also had my stupid body betray me and now here we are :(#i had a doctors appt yesterday. and the day before. and i have one monday and one more that i haven't scheduled yet#i am. so tired y'all#and im extra tired of being in pain all the time. i have been in constant pain since wednesday at noon#it's a little funny i was texting my friend abt steel '94 and there is a timestamp visible for when i stopped responding#bc i was suddenly in too much pain to put words in order or even sit up straight at my laptop lmao#and luckily it HAS gone down like im not in so much pain i genuinely can't breathe anymore. no longer feel like im in danger of passing out#but i do still feel pretty damn bad and im so tired of it aouhghuhgghghhhhhhhhhh#comic book man save me (he can't bc i can't even fuckign write?? what's the POINT)
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a7ef21db74fa04313829c52327eb3690/28c41417bf8176b6-dd/s540x810/9c34ff7f28a4f4835062dac97eb72ab9da89ed26.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e1bc9a46f8b505529a1973aef28d865c/28c41417bf8176b6-16/s540x810/52e869ae8e32cd94f50a2597ffbec549537164a3.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/551588be381a291897372e1d4789dce3/28c41417bf8176b6-a0/s540x810/2046f3c878b344b17a9e8cd23cb89f91ff8555f6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/02e8d59b32ce2d6420646dbcbfce9b95/28c41417bf8176b6-c3/s540x810/ce04902896f5a3fd0cb046eac3f6fed3d824f05c.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1b6f18250710dd0efb8037c955563b14/28c41417bf8176b6-4c/s540x810/d6cf40a67d5c39908076da60b1df052fc0edc294.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1f14ae90b30352c57bdc37c4c1eda5ac/28c41417bf8176b6-fa/s540x810/532e869c1b0df294555727665fa4687fc094f5e6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a4bcfad6c1811c2a0834866b4498f6bb/28c41417bf8176b6-d8/s400x600/67ae25aab6d9c140a500a0885d52b2e1dc16f6cb.jpg)
It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
can’t even lie to you guys anymore i want katsuki so bad
#HELLO!#i know this isn’t surprising but….. damn……. he bad#and shoto… actually i don’t have the capacity to think about him rn#my mind has been in constant rotation between eren yuuji shoto and katsuki for weeks i’m tired i’m TIRED#and occasionally the green one pops in like DAMN! IM BUSG RN!!#as if having yuuta there all the time isn’t bad enough
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
i really don’t think it’s asking too much of my roommate to supply some toilet paper every now and then after using half a roll in less than 24 hours when my other roommate and I are the ones who have been buying it the whole time we’ve lived together
#roomie vent#part of me wants to tell my other roommate not to buy any for a little bit and encourage her to pick up some slack#which may sound extreme but i’m kind of at a loss because neither of us can afford to keep up with her waste habits#like i know times are tough but she’s not pitching in at all despite using so many of our toiletries with no restraint#it’s crazy to go through a whole roll in less than 36 hours#and it’s not just that. she doesn’t help with anything#she throws away so much trash that the bag fills up within a couple days and yet she never takes it out. she just lets it fill to the brim#until either i or the other roommate get tired of it and do it for her#and there is a long list of other pet peeves that i won’t mention here because im trying not to dwell on every little thing but damn#she really drives me crazy!
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Day 278 | id in alt
At least one of the students is a horrid menace to both curses and curse users. I was beginning to lose hope.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#i imagine she straight up sometimes seeks out random curse users to throw hands with#she's probably still pissed about letting her guard down that one time#now its everyones issue that Kugisaki is ticked the fuck off#cant point fingers if you just think a curse got to em because of how horrifying one user can mutilate sumn#Kugisaki Nobara im fucking looking at you girl#yeah theres also mahito so it just kinda y'know but all curses have the capability to make something look heinous#people really dont like remember that normal ass people can die easily to random curses#they'd rather yap about yaoi and or gojo and its honestly irritating now#ALSO like special grade idiot with the curse let out an entire stampede of curses from kenjaku's corpse out so like THANKS#theres other shit happening other than the damn fight and im actually low-key tired of people not noticing it like#what happened with the soldiers#the even more rampant curses uhhh#the fact theres like a large handful of civiliants or whatever yknow whatever whatever#gege show me the shit you bumbling fool
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
Travis Kelcie saying having the president at the Super Bowl is an honor regardless of who it is and that he’s excited and America is the greatest country in the world is just. why am I even surprised this is just how many of the straight white men I’ve encountered are.
sir the president, in addition to all the truly abhorrent things he’s doing to both America and the world, loudly proclaimed he hates your girlfriend. it’s a matter of world security as well as a personal matter. so what the hell.
and the president doesn’t give a shit about PR so why should a football player???? that is no excuse!!!!!!!!!!!
#im so angry#obviously im not talking about all straight white men#but there’s a TREND IM NOTICING#SO#straight white men check your damn privilege#the country is in danger people are in danger people are suffering no it is not an honor to have trump at your football game#ugh#Travis kelcie#Super Bowl#fuck this#tired of men who always prioritize themselves first and only prioritize women when it benefits them#when it’s too exhausting or too emotionally hard or too risky they will choose themselves every time#so hell I’ll do the same
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
waow
#before anything else i must warn this is going to be. unorganized thoughts mostly#in the last year or so ive tried to regain confidence that i am in fact plural and am not just faking it#or mistaking other symptoms for DID. shake off the denial y'know. as is so signature for this damn disorder#a diagnosis probably wouldnt even make me feel more sure lol. and also getting diagnosed for this specifically is like#the final boss of psychiatry to put it lightly lol#but when it quiets down in headspace ur always gonna feel like. maybe its over. whatever that was#it was just me and brandy for a while#but guess who had a godawful night and then a godawful morning and split a new alter ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥#he hates it here! he might hate me for creating him! im not sure !#hell im not even rly sure if im juno or brandy rn lol. my mind is just so messy today#i woke up.. when did i wake up. like 9:30 i think and its 1pm now and i haven't gotten out of bed#i don't even remember all that time passing . i couldve sworn its only been like an hour. two at most#on the one hand this has all been kinda terrible and mentally exhausting but at the same time. hey cant say im faking now LMAO#the other hand is brandy. the other hand is absolutely brandy. i am tired lol#im only posting this here so i can just like. process it i guess#ive had a weird time finding an outlet to just spew random thoughts into since leaving twitter so. sorry#idk if anyone's expecting this of me but i always kinda feel like i need some level of professionalism on this account#keyword some. i know this is tumblr#but idk if these very open posts are. annoying? weird? uncomfortable? entertaining somehow?#i know I know theres no point in worrying abt how others percieve you . knowing that hasnt stopped me from doing it lol#i dont remember where i was going w this. maybe i didnt have a goal in the first place#idk if you read this far i dont rly need u to act like u didnt see it cuz like. wouldnt have posted it otherwise#but idk why i am posting. idk what i want out of anyone who has read all this#maybe just. interact w this post in some way idk. it's actually kinda grounding for me if you can believe it#bleghh im thinkin of cheating on my weed break just to treat myself after all this. weed + a long walk would fix me
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm thiiiiis close to just blocking the whole j/v tag and/or the individual tags for both characters :)))
#and like. i do like them actually. i would have been happy to see them get together#(honestly if we get right down to it im a 'j has two hands' truther but thats besides the point)#but theyre doing that thing again where its Fucking Everywhere drowning out content i actually want to see. im irritated#i cant open the main tag anymore without seeing those two and almost nothing else and its been Months#'ummm this is the gayest thing ive EVER seen!' you just watched two women fuck on screen.#'c/v are TOXIC and so you CANT ship them' 1. wrong#2. whoooo gives a fuck. i dont care and i know you dont either#3. theyre the only canon couple who never literally tried to kill each other#'ohh theyre just Better Written!' not a new argument and not a good one either. convenient how men are always just better huh#levi.txt#yes this IS brought on by that 'i hope jakey dies' post but also its been sitting in my drafts for a month. this has Been on my mind#tldr i really just think the whole thing is a great microcosm of fan misogyny/lesbophobia#no matter what lesbians/wlw do were always going to have this impossibly high bar of moral purity/quality to reach in comparison#gotta be on screen/not queerbait but not explicit. not boring but not toxic. etc etc#and even when smth gets close its STILL never ever going to appeal as much as the possibility of men and The Implications#this is one thing im not gonna be nice abt anymore sorry. im normally pretty patient but yall get mean levi for one post#im so beyond tired of this shit in damn near every fucking fandom i join its been over 10yrs and nothing has changed#i feel alienated in just abt every popular fandom bc nobody will ever shut the fuck up abt white boy of the month no 579#it happens every time i get into smth that doesnt primarily have a fanbase of other wlw#and even then its not guaranteed that it wont eventually turn into that!#and im INCREDIBLY tired of people acting like wlw are all crazy bitches ruining everyones fun for pointing it out#anyway i might delete this later ive just been having a lot of feelings abt it#dont argue w me you cant change my mind. if you disagree simply do not interact w this post for both our sakes
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think a lot about how Miguel's personal friends and family kept throwing him their opinions on SpiderMan either telling him that Miguel would never be as good person as Spidey (his mom) or that Spiderman was an asshole (his ex girlfriend) or falling in love with him (his brothers girlfriend)
Meanwhile he's just staring into the camera, beaten up, tired, depressed and wanting to kill himself like "uh-hm. That's such an interesting conversation"
#im sorry i just find the fact so damn funny#hes so damn tired all the time in his original run#miguel o'hara#miguel ohara#spiderman 2099 comics#spiderman 2099#spiderman across the spiderverse#atsv
112 notes
·
View notes