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i have sooooo many thoughts about the relationship the system has w/ freddy and everything he does and how they deal with it someday iāll write about it
#im thinking of making the system a name#i think it has a specific term for that kind of name but i canāt rmbr right now#a catchall?#i donāt think thatās it#anyways iām also thinking of new names for everyone#i want fred to have a none spanish name bc his source is supposed to be a cartoon that was dubbed with spain spanish#and freddy i want him to have the most regular ass name ever but i donāt want it to be ugly#š.txt#i donāt think iāve mentioned it but the system are 5 members maybe? and they have a gatekeeper#i donāt particularly like assigning roles to each head#mate so they have vague and multiple roles#i like thinking about the system a lot so iāve done research about it but if i ever say something wrong im sorry!!
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leaks from the anime post bnha 430ā¦ā¦. #REAL #NOTFAKE
#dabihawks#tododeku#bnha 430#mha 430#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#boku no hero academia#keigo takami#touya todoroki#shoto todoroki#izuku midoriya#now Iām going to tag the fankid. the old art is terrible do not perceive it#kaito todoroki#hishiro todoroki#SO WHAT IM PROPOSING ISā¦ā¦#hawks goes to work with ochako on the quirk counseling business rather than wtf heās doing on the ranking system#dabi lives and is reformed and gets plastic surgery (but wants to keep some of his scars as a statementā¦) and he works with natsuo#he and natsuo have a soba shop. that only sells soba and boba#still trying to decide if Hishiro is a dabihawks kid or natsuos kid#hence why hawks doesnāt say āsonā#I also think endeavor isnāt done with his bs and before his . UGH. āredemptionā signed a quirk marriage pact for Shoto#shoto and his wife (havenāt decided on a name yet but sheās ballin) try to make it work but they realize it just. it doesnāt#BUT OOPS SHE WAS PREGANTE. and she figures Shoto would. honestly be fine raising the kid thereās danger out there in the states#shotoās also winding down on heroism bc itās really. honestly I think he would also like to work at a soba shop#he doesnāt. but. I feel like thereās a reason he just mainly goes on midnight patrols yk?#anyway he and deku raise the kid . the momās involved as much as she can be while being the . yeah I think she would be the most famous hero#in the United States . good for her ā¦. good for herā¦ā¦ā¦#if you wanna see me elaborateā¦ā¦ u know what to doā¦ hit up that inbox#or if u wanna know what happened to the rest of class 1-a in my future auā¦ā¦
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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dude with the stink i saw everyone in the comments throwing about cyrus's death i thought the ruling on chromatic orb was what killed him. but it wasn't, it was getting attacked by the giant fucking spider afterwards. and like you can make the argument that "well if the chromatic orb hadn't hit he wouldn't have gone down" like y'all. the party was up against a literal god. "it was unfair blah blah blah" yeah that's the point. when mortals tangle with the gods they lose. the DM had so many tools at her disposal to get the outcome she wanted, one stray hit did not make a difference.
#cr3#like yeah its not the way cr is normally run#but like#it's meant to be a small breather to parallel the journey bh is going through atm#and underscore the themes of the larger campaign#sometimes. dnd isn't fair. and that's the point.#multiple dms in cr history have put the party in unwinnable scenarios but its suddenly a problem#āchromatic orb doesn't work that wayā we literally just finished a whole arc where trying to cast sending caused psychic damage#show me in the PHB where it says that's how sending works#like idk it just feels like complaining abt every minor unfair ruling during the crownkeepers interlude is massively missing#1. the main theme of the entire campaign#2. the reason that interlude even happened in the first place#ppl are like āwell why play dnd at all thenā#because its fun and it would be silly to make everyone learn a new system for 3 hours of game time#because if the players just sat there and narrated the whole thing people wouldn't be any less pissed off#the fact that people think the DM was being unnecessarily adversarial even though other DMs have ALSO gotten playfully mean at times#like hm i wonder why it's suddenly a problem now#im not using names bc i dont want ppl to find this in the tags
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i wanted to make a post about a thing but the more i think about it the more i want to say and it's just going to end up being a big ramble essay, so instead i'll just give the thesis statement, thusly:
as the #1 Ratgrinders Apologist (self-appointed), of course they're the final boss fight to the death. i expected nothing less and the people trying to make discourse about it are ignoring the entire context of this being a Dungeons and Dragons game
#they're not playing 'discuss our traumas and and try to help strangers grow: the game'#they're playing 'murder people for getting in our way: the game'#which i know is now me being snubbing about D&D as a game but like. siobhan said it: theyve committed SO much murder#did the lunch lady in episode 2 deserve to be murdered? did the skater dwarves deserved to be murdered?#did the monsters the school sicced on the kids in their Last Stand deserve to be slaughtered like that??#its literally the name of the game!#the two things that are turning this into a bigger essay are 1) me being actually very disappointed in Burrow's End with how the players#just did not want at all to engage with the moral greyness aabria was trying to bring into the story#it was clear that was a direction she wanted to explore and i wanted to see it explored#but even OUT of characters the cast just would NOT engage or acknowledge the validity of that direction#and there was only so much aabria could do without being labeled a killjoy... because D&D often ISN'T a game for reckoning with#the justification of your character's actions! its a game for killing giant bears and saving the town from cultists!!#baked into the foundation of the game conceit is 'you are the hero and you are saving the day ergo your actions are Right and Just'#thing 2) i just listened to that WWW fireside the other day where brennan goes on about how combat does not get in the way#of story in dnd. that whole stove metaphor? and it rankled me so much lol because like aabria finally says after that:#yeah you bring your own food to the stove but when what you've got is a stove. the food you make is GOING to get cooked#combat and fighting and killing is baked into the system from its foundation. acting like D&D or even just d20 (the system)#is a resolution engine that also allows fighting and not a fighting engine that also allows other skills is. wishful thinking i think#and to bring this back to the POINT: of COURSE they're going to kill the rat grinders! because it's fun!#because thats how you resolve conflict in a combat game! straight up i honestly believe a lengthy conversation trying to win the kids over#would have been a weird energy to end the season on! it would have been a let down!#it would have been a huge tonal shift. because the tone you bring to a D&D game is 'killing this is fine actually'#and if you dont like that you /dont/ play D&D. its not a value judgment#i LOVE getting into moral implications and justifications and ive gotta tone it down when i run D&D games because it can kill the vibe#anyway. i said i wasnt going to write the whole essay and im not. but i did write most of the rant oops
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Delighted to announce that my story has officially reached novella length! I truly didn't think it would get this far, and didn't think I would be able to stick with it to get it this long. According to Wikipedia, a novella is 17,500-40,000 words, and I'm currently at 17,714. And I'm going to keep writing for awhile tonight. I'm just super proud of this
#the goal was always for it to be a novella so i looked up how long a novella is#i didnt think id make it. i didnt think id get half as far as i have#but i might actually finish this#to be clear. its just a first draft. its rough and i need to polish it#and bring in more detail#work on the intricacies of the magic#change some names. i dont like my main character's name but i didnt want that to hold me up so i gave her a placeholder#and there are three other prominent characters. i just named them on the spot#for some reason it ended up being the name of my old roommate's gf. the name of my gf. and the name of a friend's crush#so i need to change that up. but mostly i didnt want to get hung up on names. i can change them later#really need to change the mc's name though. i dont like it and it doesnt fit her#and thats not even a main priority considering the magic system and the notes that are just (speaks some language. maybe latin)#or (ritual happens)#whoch is fine for a first draft. which im fairly close to being done with actually#i got the idea from the ttrpg Unknown Armies. specifically the campaign im in#as well as babylove and honeybloods by i.s. belle#and honeybloods is based off of Jennifer's Body so we're all just taking inspiration from others and making it our own#anyway im done yapping for now. gonna go see about performing another ritual that will just be written as (exorcism happens)
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hi oh she anne!!!
hi ell ee it ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļøāļø
#i forgot how to spell your name out#whoops#āļø#<- does this tagging system make sense like little emojis for the things or should it be more hashtag custom#im not sure i dont think ill worry too hard
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a year ago exactly i formed and saw the outer world for the first time. it was a weird feeling suddenly being somewhere completely different to what i was used to. i remember our host seeing me and crossing his fingers i was just a temporary fragment. i remember making fun of him and annoying him about it
obviously we all know now im not a fragment lmao
the past year has been rough. its had its ups. its had its downs. its had its very low lows. but i met a lot of people in the past few months that i wouldn't trade for the world. i made a lot of friends that i never really thought id meet. i felt things i never thought i would. as rough as its been im glad im here even though the circumstances suck ass
so uh, happy birthday to me ig. officially a year old alter wise (still 22 tho lmao). idk this post is sappy as fuck, but i could care less
anyways imma give front back to the other host since he has stuff to catch up on. ill cya guys around
#chatting with centipede#system stuff#did system#system things#introject#fictive#systempunk#birthday#one year existing#yay me#my system posts aren't ever really seen so i dont expect anyone seeing this#so not really anyone will see me be sappy#good#i need to keep my bad boy look going /j#anyways uh#thanks for like 80 followers i think im at?#i didnt expect to get more then 10 so its a surprise#also i made a blusky#same name as this account#idk ill make an official post another time
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ikeep my Insane Posting to discord because i. have. problems but hi. hi. just here 2 say that i love apollo ok thank you goodbye!
#IT'S MY BESTIEEEEEEEEEEEE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE I WOULD DIE FOR HER <3#im so glad it's safe and not being fucking tormented <3 if that ever happens again im killing everyone in our system <3#DO YOU HEAR THAT [NAME]? I WILL KILL YOU. anyways <3!#eeeeeeeeeeee it makes me so happy!!!!!!!! happy stims!!!!! yayayay!!!!!#pk;m heartš#I'd say more butthats..... thats too insane for Tumblr. bfbfbsjajdjfjsjfjejs#i would gladly cannibalize and wear her skin like a skinnsuit. OKAY THAT'S ENOUGH LMAO#<== it knows this btw and thinks the skin suit idea is funny#it's important that the tumblr crowd knows that im Abnormal .
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she's talking on a call with her parents about how it was her luck and gods will what got her into this college who's gonna tell her of course no one because you know š¤”š¤”
#i can't believe things can get so unfair even in the education system when its literally about someone's career#roommate takes everything so casually she's just the worst person academically i encountered#and i don't have the authority to say who belongs to which place but it really hurt doesn't it#there are kids giving their everything working hard and all praying screaming to get climbed upon my someone#who spent their first year crying about missing home and not studying not even a minute under the name of not being able to adjust#then how did she suddenly adjust now how is she going on group studies now its all a joke to her#and thats why she failed this year yeah it was predictable#there were friends' friends i know who were put out and had to ask how much did she score#well ill tell you A FUCKING 347 in neet#CAN YOU BELIEVE IT#do you think she deserves to come in a medical stream?#and no she's not economically unwell for most i can say she's everything better than me#and god forbid i speak#im not against whatever thenpolitics run around i don't have enough knowledge i don't hate anyone#and im not taking anyone's right out of their platter as if i even have the right#but sometimes i see people like her and it makes me wanna cry#if they aren't at fault neither ae we.right?#but i hope she becomes someone better#does something i hope she turns out a good doctor or whatever she wants#please don't waste this seat
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im odd because im me but im not me. like. i want to be not me but i know im me but even though im me i dont think i am me. i love pretending im fictional characters because it's so mecore.
#i dont think this makes sense#its like i feel like my personality changes every so often#so i question myself#but i know at the end of the day it's just me so im overthinking it#but it changes sometimes where it's like i change my vocabulary too??#i cant tell if it's an online persona thing but idk#this connects to my genderfluidity i think and why i cant pick a name for myself#also why i like some names more than others sometimes#it's not like a system i dont think#bc as i was overthinking i was like āhuh this sounds like a multiple identity thingā#but then i was like nah i dont have any major traumas that would cause it#sorry for the rant i will get back to my stuff now
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ive been getting a lot of fic ideas from music lately
#personal#'only then i am human only then i am clean' wrote a fic abt an oc who due to trauma their magic#makes them have nosebleeds when theyre triggered#the whole group of ocs are alters in a system. i made this world while questioning if i was plural#im not but i love the ocs so i wont stop thinking abt them#its weird that the host and i share a name tho LOL#its complicated#a lotta lore both in canon and in real life LOL
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finally made an ultrakill blog
ultrakill yayyy woooo woohooo hoorayyyy yippiee wooo yeahhhh pumps fists in air wooooooo
#im gonna try to maintain a tagging system#vp.texts#? for text posts like this ?/??#vp only because that the name of my 1st ultrakill oc v-p i love him very much#named the blog after act 1 bc i couldnāt think of a creative name#i spent so long trying to edit the theme for this blog#like the custom profile yk š#im tired it 3 am#why did i start making this blog late at night waaahhh#anyways trying to get the music to work was the hardest part i have a small brain#this blog will get exactly 6 posts before i forget i need to keep posting about things#on the blog theme i put a drawing of v-p this makes me go yippieee !!!!!!!! yipppoipieeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thumbs up emoji#i still need to fix the blog theme so iāll be doing that.. to the best of my ability#need to say that this whole time from creation of this blog to now iāve been fighting against the effects of melatonin#raaaagh
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I've been just absolutely soaking my brain in wuxia for the past 4 days in preparation for my audiodrama project and honestly its making me want to be an academic about danmei again but I know in my heart that is the devil speaking
#j.txt#I have so much work to do for this drama and like barely 2 weeks to do it. But I want so horridly to write more#essays on masculinity and gender and militant/scholarly values in these genres like Damn ā¼ļø Can I please just focus on what im actually-#being graded for please !!!!!#Ive been spending so much time reading/watching stuff in the name of 'research' and I knowww I need to get a move on#but qjj and now lotus casebook beckon my name........#literally think the only actually useful things I did today were make a list of some idioms to use and a chart for the zodiac time system#i havent even started writing my script yetš¤” perfectionist slacker behavior smths wrong w me for real</3
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I will say one of the funniest parts of this last hospital stay was accidentally frazzling my nurses and doctors on accident
#first i was told to name all my diagnosis so i did and then when they were on poke number 3 for IV access#i suddenly remembered i had epilepsy XD#and so i was like 'oh! i forgot i have epilepsy!' and my nurse gave me the most DONE expression ive ever seen#their was a doctor that was in their that knew me too and she went 'oh yeah you do huh?' and wrote it down XD#then when i was going under for my procedure i had to have multiple different meds before hand as well as precautions in place#and so everyone was running around trying to get these meds and then when they were wheeling me back#we once again forgot about my epilepsy XD and the nurse notice and she was like 'wait you have epilepsy! did you get that med'#and so that happened but then once we got in the operating room they had pushed the anesthesia already but they were bickering back & forth#going 'get her on her back' 'no he likes them being on their sides' 'no thats the other doctor' 'is it?' 'i think it depends'#*walks over and looks at my chart again* *other guy hands me mouth piece to put in* *other guys walks back over*#'do you have trouble breathing on your back' *me with anesthesia already pushed and in my system* 'hwell ow at i an-'#*realizes mouth piece is still in my mouth and removes it so i can talk* 'oh yeah i tend to d-sat at night when i sleep'#*nurses realizing im going under finally* 'get her on her side! get her on her side!'#and then i blacked out XD#i love pre-op so much just because its so hilarious with what happens#virus rambling#anyways sometimes the hospital is fun the staff makes it homey and fun
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idk why I'm posting this here but it's fine because I can do whatever I want. sorry I think I'm having an enneagram type 1 moment. it's not mental illness, it's because of my enneagram type! can't help being a Gemini Enneagram Type 1
also I keep using the amulet's powers so I've been being hit with the after effects. such power deranges a man /ref
#milgran't#type 1 momence#btw as a prefacw this is not directed at anyone here. this is just. a thing. that is everywhere.#ok. anyway.#the....... Exotification of DID/OSDD-1... is always so annoying.#and like. i get it. i understand. its probably a difficult thing for many ppl to actually comprehend as a real human experience#which brings me to the main point of this Pussy-Rant (ranting in tags bc im a pussy)#i think. the main reasom its So Exotified. is. '''''''MPD''''''''#serioisky that name has done. so much fucking damage its insane. absolute wack shit#anyway yeah. like. the concept of it being Multiple People In One Body/Brain... when like... that's.. not really whats going on..#like if youre a system and that's how you understand your system to be. then power to you. i dont care do literally whatever#its just. i think CDDs would be a LOT easier for people to understand if--#--it was not looked at as the Multiple People Disorder. but instead as the Fucking Extreme Compartmentalization Disorder#idk its just annoying seein ppl (who are probably very well meaning!) talk about the disorder i experience as if its bizarre and fantastical#~look wooooowwww this is something that can happen to the brain due to The Most Unreal And Most Traumatic Events!! crazy right?~#i am going to get the Evil Alter out here so he can beat you to death.#like yeah its fucking. sad and fucked up what has to happen to develop a CDD. and that should be acknowledged.#and many systems Have had to go through experiences that a lot of ppl can only fathom as being able to happen in fiction.#but.... its just so isolating and makes me feel Capital C Crazy š„“#dear lord ive just been so irritable and frustrated lately... obligatory apologies.#ah. i think i suddenly figured out why this in particular triggers me so much.#god damn it it's always the fucking trauma huh!#<- spent basically all of elementary school and middle school feeling like there was a giant sign over my head that said--#--''this poor soul went through something so tragic! how awful to think that something that serious could happen to just a little kid!''#its the ''hey can you stop treating me as something helpless that needs to be fixed and just treat me like A Fucking Person'' feelings#but see this disorder is just so beautiful because in a week i may be wanting ppl to see me as a suffering freak who needs to be fixed#or hell even fucking tomorrow. who knows not me#.. ok im actually genuinely afraid talkimg about this is going to lead to her gettinf triggered out KDJSNKDJSNJD so im gonna. stop.
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