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How this scene actually played out
Merrin: Jedi are thieves and selfish liars who bring nothing but death!
Cal: Back off! If you attack me again, I’ll strike you down!
Merrin:
Merrin: Do not take this personally but I feel like I am being threatened by a cupcake.
Cal: D:<
#for real though#he just made his eyes look even bigger when he said it#im sure she was terrified#source: jfo#source: fargone5#cal kestis#merrin#star wars jedi fallen order#jedi fallen order#jedi fallen order incorrect quotes#jedi survivor#jedi survivor incorrect quotes#cere junda#greez dritus#star wars incorrect quotes#bd 1
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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For reference about what i said about Enid's werewolf height the other day, this is how crazy her size is in wednesday's description in the novel and i hope SO MUCH they never change it cause it's both fun and funny as fuck
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And now the side by side with my favorite werewolves one of them having until now the title of biggest werewolf
PLEASE NETFLIX THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY IT OPENS SO MANY POSSIBILITIES, KEEP IT, like, bring it into the show, also because the novelization as many others more likely than not was based on the show's early development and then still got approved in the end means that despite the weird ass golden retriver we got they were probably really going for a horror inducing werewolf in the finale, in the final side by side specifically if she was on all fours like in the show she would still be around Van Helsing's own height, this is insane, can my fellow werewolf nerds come talk about this we got a gold mine here on teenage show territory and i need more
#wednesday addams#wednesday netflix#blood moon wolf fanfics just got more to work on#enid sinclair#wenclair#because wednesday who was crazy about werewolves as a child addams would have a bigger crush than she does in the start#werewolf tumblr#WEREWOLF NERDS ASSEMBLE#hell i also want to know which “type” of werewolf she is in the novel if its the same as the show#or if netflix is still not fully sure were she will land when it comes to being fully turned#she's a “hispo” in the show very ginger snaps like#but we know she can be a “glabro” because of the use of the claws and strenght in seaosn 1 as well as the leaks on season 2#maybe she can shift through the phases? im not sure they know were to land in werewolf mythology or if they will do their own thing#there are peculiarities about enid like how shes visibly in control or at least favorable to wednesday while turned#despite the show itself telling us there are cages for the werewolf students#aaaanyway please someone talk about this im so excited even if netflix dont have the guts(money) to do that level of cgi anytime soon lmao#hopes on a later or final season tho#werewolves#van helsing#mega lycan#tyler galpin is also around 3 meters tall as The Hyde but the show perspective make him seem smaller with the hunchback and the way he walk#wednesday would want to make tests and enid would be terrified but its nit like they are very good at saying no to each other
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WHAT IN THE MAG160 WAS THAT
#HELLO???? SURPRISE MAGNUS-RELATED CHILDHOOD TRAUMA STATEMENT????#the way i JUMPED when he pivoted mid-sentence holy hell#you could hear him struggling... panicking... oh that was *harrowing*#and shahan hamza did an AMAZING job his voice acting was literally terrifying#and the whiplash after that whole minister visit lmao. exactly how i imagined him to be me and alice share a vision#didn't have gwen backstabbing lena like that in my list for this episode but i guess i should have guessed#i have to say though... im not sure i'd trust some random files from a stranger's email like that tbh#i hope for her sake that she at least checked some of the stuff... oh well#LOTS going on in this episode man i'm pumped!!!#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 28#magpod
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#hm i dont think they were okay here😁#Ts face journey from *cant see her eyeball* to *pink one so terrified* to *attempting hiding a smirk* to *intrigued disbelief*#“im so over that at this point😁🙄” yeah sure jan! and so is T no?#K “flirting” and T going “i hate you...” and “*screech* no!!4”#(what were they going trough here... i need the info for research...)#T asking if she was dying would K save her??? what do YOU think??? like girl😭#i just revisited this masterpiece and id like to add that they were ranting abt those baiting ppl on twt even then so not much does change!#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#trixya#(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......)
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i just heard someone on youtube (T B Skyen) say that silco loved jinx but didnt quite know how to love powder, while vi loves powder but doesnt know how to love jinx. and oooof oof ouch yeah
also it got me thinking and obviously jinx and powder arent two different people shes just going by a different name now but its also not baseless to analyze them as different "characters", or what traits of jinx are part of powder, etc. like the animators literally have a trick where they change her facial structure how they animate jinx to show when shes behaving more like powder. shes completely changed who she is, its jinx now powder fell down a well, sat on the jinx chair embraces who she is etc etc
#powder is like jinxs inner child#while jinx is- or was before the chair scene- the persona she puts on where she loves Violence and Chaos and shes Crazy HaHaHaHaHa#so when someone says like. ''jinx is being more powder in this scene'' it means shes regressing into being more childlike because of her#trauma or maybe shes so distressed and emotional that her persona fell apart for a second and the sad child underneath showed through#''silco loves jinx but doesnt know how to love powder'' means he loves and supports her being confident and smart in her inventions and#trying to accept and move on from her past. but hes teeeeerrible at that bc he doesnt want to let powder heal#he just wants her to bury that part of herself#and vi loves and cares for her baby sister so so much but shes terrified and doesnt want to accept the reality of what shes become#i do think vi had a point before tho. powder Was in there and while that doesnt negate jinx she could still reach her#and maybe help her out#idk how true that is after shimmer and silco dying tho. again. chair scene. the persona has fully become who jinx is theres no going back#powder fell down a well#arcane#jinx arcane#powder arcane#ignore me im just brainstorming ive been thinking about this show CONSTANTLY for the past few weeks i have so many thoughts on everyone#im sure this is a conclusion people reached years ago immediately after the show came out but im slow#theres a point between the child powder and the crazy terrorist jinx where the real true her lies#and that point has been getting closer and closer to the jinx side
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My sister worked at the same place for 12 years and they just fired her some random morning and force-logged her out of her computer before she even had time to finish sending a goodbye email.
#I sure do love having my ability to keep living in our home threatened !!#waiting to hear if she gets unemployment#its just terrifying you know im on sick leave and she been fired#and we still owe 2500 every month
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the verbal annihilation that liv is going to give dom when she reveals she never had feelings and was using him to ruin rhea is going to be insane. i can't stop thinking about it
#liv morgan#dominik mysterio#wwe raw#wwe smackdown#wwe#im sooooo in on the liv using dom theory its unreal. to me that's just what is happening#terrified that she's gonna put the moves on jey frankly#not sure where i stand on the liv/finn theory but we'll see bc i LOVE finn and jd
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what kills me is that hannibal very clearly wants to be a provider and caregiver, but he just cant be because he can’t give up control over those he cares for
#hanniblogging#imo his drive for killing and eating his victims is yes to establish superiority over them#but what does that do? it establishes his control over them#over who? literally anyone. which means everyone. literally everyone#if anyone can be a victim the moment they cross hannibal then what does that really say. imo it says that hannibal views EVERYONE#as a potential threat#im sure he tells himself hes a god exacting old testament justice but man i dont think a god complex would sustain you this long tbh#you didnt slice beverly up and encase her in glass for the fbi to see to flaunt your power over them#they were already too close. he already lost control#beverly GOT INTO HIS FUCKING HOUSE#THE TRAINEE GIRL WHOS NAMR IM BLANKING ON JUST SAW HIS DRAWINGS AND SHE GOT TRAPPED FOR TWO YEARS!!#he let williford graham slice him up and put him behind glass and hes fucking terrified#hes bending over backwards as a warning and to scrabble for some kind of control over all of humanity bc he views everyone as a threat#bc he learned early on that everyone IS a threat. your parents wont protect you. your countrymen wont protect you. you can love someone and#they can use you while youre vulnerable with no guilt or shame#but those he cares for he also needs control over because they will be taken from you at a moments notice#so their free will doesnt really matter when youve been in fight or flight mode for 40 years straight and are convinced#they will be consumed if you dont consume them first
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Tomorrow is freaking me out
#incoming vent#vent#so im sure everybody has seen or heard someone talking abt having to cancel out parents/family members' votes#at least once#and usually its ppl talking abt their dad/husband/son/brother. like its usually the men in the house they're canceling out#and while that is a common factor#for me its my mom#i might not even get to vote this year unless someone drives me or i get an uber [unsafe on voting day] theres no way for me to vote 2morrow#and she says it doesn't matter if i dont vote this year bc ive never done it b4#not only that but my dad had to fill out an absentee ballot bc he wont be able to go tomorrow#mom forced him to bring it out to her so she could read it and see who he voted for and then critiqued him on what he voted#thats..just so fucking out of hand and unstable#the only positive is that mom messed up filling something out and had to cancel out her absentee ballot. and the new one didn't come 2day#so she cant give one more vote to that fucking asshole at least#but the fact im going to have no say in this election is scaring me#rlly bad#im terrified bc i live in a neighborhood where every house on every road has a tr*mp sign or flag or poster somewhere#and i don't want to live in tr*mp's world because i wont live at all#im so so fucking scared#elliot rambles#politics#vote
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big spoilers for new info as of tonight's episode but eye am soooooooo curious about the extent to which galicaea is still opposed to cassandra in some way. obviously in her high elven form she was trying to get kristen as a follower rather than have her continue to investigate the nightmare king and find cassandra, like she was NOT trying to put her thumb on the scale in that way. and from the sound of it she and sol basically respectively absorbed/dissolved the domains that once belonged to cassandra and ankarna through numerous calculated efforts of their clerics and evangelists, with sol and helio acquiring exclusive association with the sun and summer, and galicaea acquiring exclusive worship of the wood elves and becoming a goddess defined by certainty and eternity, driving away doubt. so is galicaea still playing the game even after being "restored" by wolfsong, trying to keep rage and doubt out of the world that is so well set up for her. was she ever really restored or was it doomed to be a cosmetic overhaul after the high elves got behind it again. like how christian fundamentalists dress like hipsters and open really trendy and successful coffee shops
#crazy plot twist the big bad this season is NOT capitalism! it is imperialism and religious fundamentalism#.txt#d20 spoilers#d20#also lets be clear i definitely don't think galicaea's being like played or piggybacked by sol i think they go hand in hand#like i think sol stood the most to gain directly by destroying ankarna as the only other major sun diety. we haven't heard of other dieties#of night/the moon so much. darkness yes mystery etc sure but not those specific domains. so sol surely had a lot to gain out of this.#but i think she elevates herself by elevating her husband & their union as sun and moon. when the sun shines brighter so too does the moon!#anyway i think perhaps what we learn from this episode (besides the obvious)#is that the 'corrupted' versions of the gods don't disappear so easily. obviously ankarna is still surviving in some form.#the nightmare king is still an aspect of cassandra. galicaea's wolf aspect is still tempered and her sylvan aspect is elevated over it#also interesting that the form of cassandra that was defined by betrayal from her sister is associated with mirrors lol.#presumably galicaea changed a lot after her marriage to sol. and then she had cassandra and her partner wiped from knowledge. so.#also crazy to think about how old the worship of these gods are and how recent the supremacy of sol/galicaea is.#when kristen died during the cataclysm that created the nightmare king her bones were 850 years old.#the menhir commemorating cassandra's marriage is 3000 years old. AND obviously that was a place that was sacred to the pantheon if they hel#a wedding there. AND galicaea drove the evidence of that literally into the ground and claimed it as a place of exclusive worship.#AND on a historical scale that happened like two weeks ago.#just saying im not surprised the nightmare king is back. and if i were galicaea i'd be terrified of rage and doubt as well.#dimension 20
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I will likely never get to do anything with her
#the band ghost#nameless ghoul oc#i mostly wanted practice making a character sheet ish thingy#and by god i got that#had to work hard for her colors which is not usually a problem for me#and the silhouette flip like if your character doesnt have a tail then bam its done and no one will notice the small problems#but it doesnt work with a tail if you want perspective i had to redraw/move her tail around to make it look right so. learned that very much#i like the layout concept though thats nice#i have a whole backstory for her. she was part of a group summon and it all went fine except that one person was missing and they ended up#with a statue. she was too terrified to talk to anyone so she got left there and after it sounded empty she reverted and found some place to#hide in the gardens. so she lives there now. and ruins a lot of socks. and helps with the plants not that anyone knows that. and panics and#turns to stone if anyone walks by. so everyone does realize theres a moving shifting statue in the abbey but no one is sure what to do about#that. doesnt speak much if at all. doesnt steal a new shirt bc people notice if those go missing unlike socks. has anxiety bitch face also#yeah. and like. i dont know what a fandom is and i certainly dont know what a music is and thats why ill likely not do anything with her#which kinda sucks. but i still made her a character sheet cause she wont leave me alone. and for the practice#cause if i think about doing a sheet for story ocs i get all perfectionist and it doesnt happen#the luck thing is that she kinda thinks being summoned was a curse#im gonna shut up now
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#bo posting#talky#ouughggough#uh mmm#ahhhHHHH#eeougiigHGHGHAHHH#I have to go to a drs appointment tomorrow#and i am very scared of going alone after that man harrased me in the parking lot#like TERRIFIED of running into him again#to the point I dont like leaving the house alone#so i asked my roomie to come with my to my appointment#but i#i think i want to go alone#i dont think i can handle it if something upsets her#when im stressed i jump into overdrive when it comes to people pleasing#so instead of putting all my energy into not forgetting to get everything i need done#im gonna be focused on making sure SHES ok#even if im struggling#thats not like on her or anything its a me problem#but the solution is either ignore it if her mood drops bc i have no spoons#or just go alone and be scared#i went alone last time and i was scared#and it turned out fine i even went to the docks#i wanna go to the docks again tomorrow and i dont think she'll wanna come with me#i know that the simplest solution rn is just go alone#but im scared to tell her that#like yeah id rather be scared and alone than have you come with me#that??? is so shitty#thats shitty right?????
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do you ever set up your workspace and become some sort of brady bunch-adjacent hell
#driftoodles#bane kniaz (oc)#penumbra#miss rakna kadaki doesnt have a name yet ive literally just been caling her miss rakna/ milfna kadaki#bane is a runaway royal doubling as a scrivener/handler in the new world. he mains insect glaive/dual blades#his bit id that he loves mondter research but is terrified of monsters in practice including domestic ones like poogie#miss rakna is a 'widowed' 'wyverian' whos been working on evolutionary neuropteron temnoceran and carapaceon#she also studies elder dragons and rare toxins.#lobo's lore is the fifth fleet caught him after he fell out of the sky and into the ocean one stormy day (theory has it he was being >#> carried off by a rathalos) and they cant rlly figure out WHAT he is bc he walks like he's a wyverian but he only has the gait and ears#he gets paired with bane as a hunter/handler duo bc lobo doesnt have the patience for other handlers.#werewyvern....hes a charge blade/insect glaive main n is always surrounded by dracophage or fulgurbugs and doesnt know why#penumbra is a frenzy researcher :]#and yes bane is the only human in the group#i wanted to draw them in modern wear with rheir more monstrous traits#but realized miss rakna needs. more spidery aspects so im not too sure where to go eith her more monstery design#monhun#uuuh#wip#this is also set to not rebloggable i just wanted to show my wip and terrible workspace rn
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You ever confronted by how much fear is holding you back on even little daily things? ;-;
#rant#like i have adhd and im sure thats a portion of my decision paralysis and procrastination#but like... tax forms wouldnt be SO hard if i wasnt so terrified of filling out every little portion wrong#i am TERRIFIED of not understanding the directions and not knowing what to do next when i fill out a form...#i am terrified of calling my doctor and trying to Guess how to word my symptoms in a way which will result in me being helped instead of#dismissed. i am terrified that what i choose to eat will HURT bad and have days long consequences#(since i have gastroparesis so every fucking food decision risks me vomiting/being unable to eat for days if i fuck it up...#and you WILL always fuck up food decisions... if i wish to ever eat at a restaurant there will be random additives i cant check or forgot a#about... and sometimes they WILL hurt me)#and hell... with my chronic illness. there's days through NO fault or choice of my own... i simply feel WORSE#i can meticulously slowly cautiously make all my decisions. and STILL 'fuck up' and be in incapacitating pain for days#its so frustrating!#yeah i get afraid i'll write and make a mistake in a fanfic whatever. or pick a show im bored with.#but it's frustrating how much GENUINE fear i deal with on everyday decisions#if i eat the wrong thing? fucked up for days. if i choose to paint and my body decides it cant handle#sitting upright that long? fucked up for days#if i choose to go for a walk and my body decides halfway through it cant do it? FUCKED up for days#if i want to get myself a yummy food or drink from a restaurant to reward myself? random chance#it could fuck me up for days#choose not to eat at all? ....body for no predictable reason may choose it's upset and i... feel fucked up for days anyway#so many daily decisions feel like high probability i'll FUCK MYSELF UP FOR DAYS#and i do not like enduring feeling that bad. so of course i get scared to make decisions.#and then that anxiety seeps into ALL decisions#and suddenly i realize i feel scared just... calling my mom to say i'll come over#because WHAT if i start vomiting and im in immense pain and have to CANCEL my visit and she gets UPSET and#maybe i should have just NOT tried to see her at all because now i'm dealing with an upset mom just because i couldnt predict#my health bombing that day.#or what if i start my taxes... and i have a panic attack (because im SO scared of making mistakes) and then my roommate yells at me#for being too emotional or my boss yells at me for having to take a mental health day off#(because i keep hyperventilating and cant rationalize anything cause im having panic attacks) and then my work/pay suffers and house feels
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i am going to kill a man
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