#when im stressed i jump into overdrive when it comes to people pleasing
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#bo posting#talky#ouughggough#uh mmm#ahhhHHHH#eeougiigHGHGHAHHH#I have to go to a drs appointment tomorrow#and i am very scared of going alone after that man harrased me in the parking lot#like TERRIFIED of running into him again#to the point I dont like leaving the house alone#so i asked my roomie to come with my to my appointment#but i#i think i want to go alone#i dont think i can handle it if something upsets her#when im stressed i jump into overdrive when it comes to people pleasing#so instead of putting all my energy into not forgetting to get everything i need done#im gonna be focused on making sure SHES ok#even if im struggling#thats not like on her or anything its a me problem#but the solution is either ignore it if her mood drops bc i have no spoons#or just go alone and be scared#i went alone last time and i was scared#and it turned out fine i even went to the docks#i wanna go to the docks again tomorrow and i dont think she'll wanna come with me#i know that the simplest solution rn is just go alone#but im scared to tell her that#like yeah id rather be scared and alone than have you come with me#that??? is so shitty#thats shitty right?????
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