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"Callum chose his girlfriend over family". Wrong‚ Callum chose family over family. 👍👍👍
#like imagine treating his bond with rayla as lesser just because shes his girlfriend#at treating their bond as “yeah shes only his gf lol”#im sorry it sounds so wrong to me to treat them as only gf/bf#they are family#ezran and rayla are his most important people shes not lesser for being the wife#“i would do anything for you” HE MEANT IT#rayllum#callum#rayla#the dragon prince#tdp#give us the saga#continue the saga#tdp fandom critical#genuinely curious what would peoples reaction would be if rayla was a man#because a guy being devoted to his girl in this time and age (in such a logical way even) seems way too controversial uh#it wouldnt be “i cant believe he chose a girl over his brother!” it would be “omg my uwu gay boys love each other so much owo”#im sorry its the truth lmao#callum is a wife guy and we love him#but hes also a good brother that made the most logical choice#terrible high mage tho. good for him!
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ah yes
playing my favourite game of "why are my insides tormenting me?": stress, gastrointestinal infection, intolerance to something, probably ibs, cramps, cancer god forbid, dehydration, stress, gut bacteria shenanigans, hunger, the plague (long covid), stress....
#did i mention stress#i think ive been having on and off tummy issues since highschool#thats like 7 years now lol#my insides = soggy biscuits atp#im seriously not having a good time#stomach issues#stomach problems#my dumbass brain-gut axis#go to a doctor u say? u forget i have memory issues i cant trust my brain at all. also i have no time awareness#only i could have been legit in pain for years and think to myself yeah that was last month. like two weeks ago. just the other day#id be a terrible patient lol#when did the symptoms start? whos to say#can u describe the pain? idk can i#are u stressed? bish u think?#idk man#i realised recently that im terrifed of hospitals. very convenient that im in uni studying the hospital major lol#i mean as in having the script flipped on me. im chill w being the doctor. the patient? id rather be punted into the sun im sorry#so much respect and all my prayers to everyone with chronic illnesses. those who are all too well acquainted with hospital rooms & monitors#and everyone in between. ive seen it first hand and it can be so painful. from check ups to treatment its all so. difficult?#.......just realising that this may or may not be related to my fear of -to the point of evasion- vulnerability. hgfdsdf damn#ending the post here before i discover more uncomfortable truths abt myself lmao
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I thought you kin kdj?
anon i hope this is a joke cause if this is a genuine question it is the singlemost scathing read i have ever recieved in my life 👏 bravo
#I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM LAUGHING THIS IS FUNNY REGARDLESS OF WHATEHR UR SERIOUS#not laughing At You tbc just the situation generally. genuinely not mad fhdkfdk#to answer ur question: no i dont bc i stopped kinning a bit before reading orv so the stars did not align#i think the me from when i used to kin definitely wouldve tho if thats any consolation#but yeah everyone i AM being truthful whenever i say i dont kin kdj#its just REALLY funny how much overlap there happens to be thats all#THIS HAS SURPASSED THE PERSON WHO TAGGED MY POST THINKING I WAS A KDJ ROLEPLAYER BTW. WHICH IS A HIGH BAR#inbox#EDIT: FRIEND HAS JUST NOTIFIED ME THERES A POST ON HERE WHERE I SAID I DID IN FACT KIN KDJ??? I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS. GENUINELY.#ANON YOU ARE JUSTIFIED SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION I HAVE DISSOCIATION AND MEMORY ISSUES LMAO??? whoever made that post was wilding#me the one typing this has no memories of kinning kdj so uh. SHRUG??? i wasnt lying on purpose at least#.....DO YOU SEE WHY THERES OVERLAP. THERES A REASON THE NUMBER 49 HAUNTS ME#edit2/update: they apparently distinctly remember me saying it in the tags of a post but nEITHER OF US CAN FIND IT#what is happening...hello....is anyone out there....#*knocks on my own skull* hello?? anyone home?! WHO DID THIS 🤣😭#EDIT/UPDATE 3: I FUCKING FOUND IT its from nearly 4 years ago holy shit#still dont remember posting that at all
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school is making me miserable so here's a doodle sheet of akechi truths. hope this helps
#goro akechi#my art#<- i guess. how many times have i said i guess to this. sorry no new big or good pieces i have horrors in my brain#p5 spoilers#i guess#i suppose that.these r 'headcanons.' but these are just truths in how i draw this guy. also not my best akechi drawings for sure lol#would u guys be mad if i made another akechi animatic. <-if this happens it will not be soon i have So Much shit going on rn.#my mind is just doing things again (things being listening to songs and thinking about him)#anyway its rlly funny to me that gloveless akechi feels so naked but he doesnt Actually wear them all the time lmao. he does to me though.#hope this helps.#i did the jacket around neck thing as a little kid because it stayed there better than the waist. he on the other hand is doing hero moment#anyway my brain has long imprinted on him like a baby duckling. thoughts and prayers on the schoolwork im not doing.goro akechi#i hope he dies<- not true
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Uh oh guys...... I think I sneezed myself back to 2017 (and took Mr Fuzzy with me)
#i age regressed and made this fucking edit *throws this and runs away*#remus brainrot setting in#mr fuzzy my beloved#what do i even tag this with lmao#my edit#??? i guess#sanders sides#<- im sorry#remus sanders#mr fuzzy#ts remus#age regression#<- should i even tag that?? idk lmao#im not in the agere community online#its just a coping thing sometimes#but the truth of the matter is mr fuzzy makes me feel smol -w-#and now this fact is part of my digital footprint. do with that what you will#this post is so very cursed#im sorry but also not#eyestrain#<- just in case#i am cringe but i am free#image description in alt
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i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.
#of course homura doesnt care anymore because she cant go back she can only go forward cuz if she gives up she killed madoka for nothing#she could have left her pass away with dignity but now shes a ghost stuck in a web of time and the only thing she can do is keep trying#to save her#i feel like inately homura knows this but she doesnt want to admit to herself thats shes the real one who killed madoka kaname#this is a very charitable reading of homura#homura died too but its a clear moment because homura is our narrator#homura akemi will never come back madoka kaname will never come back#but life goes on anyway for homura#heres my truth#i loved rebellion but im actually a bigger fan of the original anime's ending so im glad it seems like red ribbon homu is coming back#i thought that ending was a lot more hopeful and beautiful and rebellion was kind of a downer but i always accepted they were parallel#and seems im right based on posters#for walpurgis#madoka uses one of my favorite literary devices which is the underuse of a character#i dont know whats it called but i love it when they dont outright develop a character usually to signal an upholding of the status quo#i already explained how madoka is not shown as a character but they do this in princess tutu too with mytho#mytho is a character from a book hes not real in the way that the others are and therefore cant actually change like the others can#hes always the focus of others and never the one thinking of others#i mean yeah he spends like the whole anime thinking about tutu but thats PART of his book its not him as a person#anyway ive been talking too much but i wanna bring up my favorite subtle use of this in takopi's original sin#the boy#idk his name rn lmao#hes straight up not present for the bulk of the manga and hes legit just absent from the ending scene despite being one point of a triangle#at first that weirded me out like??? he doesnt get closure???#but the reason was he didnt need it#the focus and moral is that those girls were 'weird' unable to be normal (because of trauma) and their closure was theyre at least together#but he doesnt need that because hes already normal hes the status quo a benchmark for the reader for the reader to judge the characters off#and the characters to judge eachother off of#anyway anyway sorry this has been so long#i had to get all of that out of me
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today is such a stark contrast to yesterday in how much i fucking hate today (vent/rant in tags bc i forgor to do it on my vent one)
#[🔮] rambles ~#lmfao you speak up in this household? WRONG. MISTAKE. HOW DARE YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH.#expressing your thoughts? fucking blasphemy#“oh you do know you can tell me anything anytime right? ” what a joke#gods#fuck this shit#you know what i need to learn properly? keeping my mouth fucking shut. keeping my thoughts to myself.#why do i even bother#I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING#just you know spoke the truth which is apparently forbidden or smth#its not my fault shes a hypocrite????? cant accept the truth thats her fucking problem#honestly i genuinely cant think of an adult around me who isnt a hypocrite but im sure there hopefully is#and then she comes again all sweet sickly smiles expecting me to shower her with love the next moment after being fucking scolded like hell#for saying ome single fucking line of my thoughts that she so encourages me to “express”#as if everything is my fucking fault#atp i hate myself as much too bc why do i let myself get affected i should have grown used to this shit years ago#i should know better than to let her get to me yet look at me being a sentimental lil bitch#god i just wanna get out of here please#anyways shit this didnt go to my vent blog fuck im sorry yall had to read that guys please feel free to ignore lmao#but yk i had to get my feelings out somewhere bc wwll i bottle up enough already lol#tw vent
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THIS IS GONNA SOUND SO MEAN BUT WHY DO U LIKE RYO AOKI/MASATO
masato hot
#snap chats#just like me... heh ... my ac has been broken all month im melting for the love of god send an iceberg im begging you#him turning into aoki is incredibly funny to me like jesus christ. what a lack of self love does to a mfer#but anyway 1.) please do not yell i scare easy 2.) meaner has been said its ok 3.) very reasonable to ask why anyone would like aoki#and 4.) to be Cereal he's inch resting to me. also his speech to ichi at the end hit a lil close and i was reminded of high school#5.) i really like his eng dub voice sorry im american. BUT HIS JP VOICE IS EXCELLENT TOO IM JUST SAYIN#rgg doesnt give an Exact on his disability so looking into lung diseases/conditions has also been interesting#esp post-lung surgery cases and care too so i thank rgg for the opportunity to do some reading#i also do In General just like cases of someone wanting to be loved and changing drastically to get it only to still be unhappy#granted. he sucks so LMAO can only have so much sympathy but it's still interesting to watch#the arakawas is also a part of why i like him because they all work as a big machine. if that makes sense#like the arakawas in general are such an interesting bundle i love all of them a lot because of what they mean to each other#in the case of aoki none of them mean anything to him at most resenting arakawa and despising ichi#meanwhile sawashiro's just. There LOL im so sorry king thats the truth of it all ... i love you tho ...#oh but back to aoki. i also really like politican characters- or at least characters who can have a 'public' persona#its fun thinking about what they have to do mentally to present themselves in public versus when they can 'be themselves'#like aoki's 'intro' scene where he's pleasant to his secretary and then a second later is conniving with ogasawara... peak i fear#OR THEEEE CAR PARK ONE i love that scene so much ...#very fun.. aoki being a politician just makes it infinitely funnier like guys we gotta bully the governor#plus i live and breathe by a glass analysis/comparison a twitter mutual of mine did ... i love glass imagery .......#uhhhh is that all ... idk prob im literally sweating my skin off i cant think right. my clothes are sticking to my skin i hate summer#i dont hate summer im so sorry i didnt mean it .... summer is beautiful .. i just wish this heat wasnt murdering me
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ive been feeling guilty about being politically disengaged and then i realized im quite literally not lol
#i read everything#i interact w news and headlines daily#i have opinions and look to trusted ppl to help form those opinions#im aware of a lot of shit going on#i do feel like a coward bc some headlines give me anxiety so deep i freeze up#but like the way those headlines and discussions are worded are usually most of it#theres a lot of very extreme misinformation among the extreme truth#anyway sorry to let my ocd guilt get to me i was just struggling to square this w the fact that i know im not politically disengaged lmao#despite somehow feeling like it#its just a really difficult time for everyone and i have to remember that
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If Ciri and Mistle were men, people would write so much for them.
Yeah lmao they'd be like omg my little wet sad cardboard box meow meow babies who did nothing wrong ever in their lives. Their lives are so hard and its not their fault :((( here's 2000 everybody lives fix its! fuck canon! Cutesy bird nicknames!!! Waxwing and his Little Falcon.... mistle's just a prickly little guy because of his many assorted traumas that's why he's like that. The rats wholesome found family cuddle pile uwu
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90s run PAD has this rlly annoying trend where he very often write a female character being in love w miguel and suddenly her entire character shrinks down to the scope of what drama this provokes and it's near continually in service to the narratives of men (Gabriel and Miguel interpersonal drama for example). even when there are actually interesting things to be mined from this angle like w lyla its like. this is a pattern w you dude.
#my GOD we lost kasey nash in the wars skdfhjkdshfkjs#like. it sucked. the fact she goes from a revolutionary to primarily a wedge between gabri and miguel SUCKS.#for some reason its like folks pretend PAD also literally wasnt writing the kronom arc where character assasination is happening#left and right to prop up dana as a martry. when like he was literally just writing that.#like im sorry i love the 90s run too and i have a lot of sympathy for the strain the team wouldve been under while corp bullshit was#exploding above their heads but like. the fact PAD appears to like. just not be fucking bothered to explain what#danas thought processes are flipping from one belief to a wildly opposing one is just bad and tbh LAZY writing#and this is happening dozens of issues before the worst irl circumstances for the team even cropped up#tunes talks critical#can u tell im on my period lmao#tunes talks 2099#like even regarding xina. i think she escapes the worst of this writing treatment from PAD but like. the fact that the dimension PRIMARILY#explored in the text w her is around her relationship w miguel is honestly really disappointing. i LIKE that dimension yes but there is so#much more to explore with her! does she have friends outside of miguel (and if not does this tie into her apparent isolation from alchemax)#how does xina operate as a relatively independant and implied self employed individual in this world of corp monopolies#she CARES about the truth and fighting back against false narratives spun to consolidate power and profit so how does this extend into her#normal life? does she know about downtown when education wise this seems to be something utterly ommitted? what does she think about it?#what kind of hope did she hold regarding angela's work?#if she believes miguel to still work at alchemax why is this not a point of conflict between them? does she fear losing him? did she give#up trying? etc etc etc there are SO many compelling dimensions to explore w her and the text keeps them#largely sublimated to background details in the art. or what we can interpret as sublimated conflicts the characters dont want to address#but in terms of what is in the TEXT i want more. i want more as someone who really loves this fucking thing lmao
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i am, perhaps unreasonably, bothered by people using given names for certain haikyuu characters. normal girl behavior.
#i say certain ones bc it's like.... characters where they are called their given names by other characters i'm fine w it#like im not bothered by ppl calling hinata 'shouyou' bc there are other characters in the series who call him that#i think the same goes for kageyama even though the only person who calls him by given name is oikawa and its literally to get under his ski#any of the krsn second years i'm cool w it bc afaik noya calls them all by their given names#same w omi. people calling him omi/kiyoomi doesn't bother me#i AM bothered by it with oikawa lmao. im also a hypocrite bc i sometimes refer to him as uncle tooru when im talking abt him and mikio#it's like my brain goes 'you don't know them like that' but they're literally fictional characters so it actually doesn't matter if ppl cal#them by given name. why do i care.#anyway this was inspired by me seeing someone on twitter refer to suga as koushi and i made a face#sorry to the mutuals who do this#i will never say anything to you bc i'm aware this is a dumb thing to get hung up on. u are fine. but i wanted to speak my truth.
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happy wincest wednesday!
what’s your favourite lil scenario to put the boys in?
This May Shock Some, but I love to put the boys in a situation where Dean is pregnant
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shaking you're lucky anti entropy visual novel is fucking broken again i think permanently i would not shut the fuck up about that visual novel
#SHAKING IM PRETTY SURE..... THATS THE SAME PLACE IN THE VISUAL NOVEL#snow plays hi3#sorry im doing this on main. i wouldve put it on the ss blog instead bc thats where i throw all my hi3 related thoughts T _ T#but just bc i rb'd that post here im like WHHHH HIIIIII ????????? COOL!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!#anti entropy takes place between london and some places in the US !#but i never listed down all the places they go to in each T _ T#AND I CANT ACCESS THEM BECAUSE THE VISUAL NOVELS DOOOOOOOOWN (STARTS PUNCHING)#you served me well... youll always be remembered 🤧🤧#so i didnt know the name of the cemetry#until i saw that post and i was like wAH. WAIT A SECOND THAT LOOKS LIKE - ?!#one of these days *shakes my fist*#its a shame that the vn went down#T _ T i was going to use it as voice acting practice but nooooo#i still am on a journey to find sOMETHING to practice with it sucks ass but ngl#it would be fun to restart honkai to try doing some eng dub interps.#BUT I DONT WANNA RESTART.. IM MAKING SM PROGRESS..#ok once i finish ch 10 i think. maybe ch 12#ahaha truth be told once i get to ch 12 youre losing me to the void forever lmao#anyways! hi. sorry not meant to be on main but ✌🏼#im so pooped still from yesterday so im like o 7 o i want to do NO work#i dont WANT to study about white blood cells T _ T#im not meant to be here!!!! this aint my department!!!!! get me OUT#anyways i couldve put this in the tags#i didnt on that post bc i was like T _ T oh op would see this#so ill be a little nerd in private (on a public blog)
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2, 4, 6 and 12 for the enstars ask game 🩵
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2. who did you first produce?
Kaoru n Chiaki because I started Eng during AtoZ and really thought they were sillies. And they are but oh my god *stares at Crazy:B*
4. what got you into enstars?
Any complaints about my hyperfixation can be redirected to @chadsuke because they started posting about it when eng dropped and I got curious and it's all been downhill since then.
6. how long have you been in the enstars fandom?
I started playing a little over a year ago I believeeeee or a little less but I only really got into it around Tempest release in Eng, and it kinda took over after Night Club Eng, which I remember was over Labor Day weekend because I had to do some of the tour days while at camp LMAO
12. what was your favorite event?
That's been released in Eng? Probably A Dark Night's Passing (the Double Face introduction). It was my first event 5* outside a tour and I just really love =EYE= as a song. Quality stuff. Night Club is a close second. I'm super excited for Ariadne next though and Obbligato. Do not get me started on that one.
#message in a bottle#anonymous#SORRY FOR THE TAG GIGI BUT I HAVE TO SPEAK MY TRUTH ASDMFOPIADJSADOSJ#also p much any crazyb related event is probably gonna make it into my top tier lmao#im also excited for sudden death later this year. heard its the best of the ss arcs#satellite was. well it was. the first half was really bad but the second half was okay#averages out to mid i think. i thought it was an interesting event for tatsumi at least#literally started producing him like a week before it dropped and lamented my inability to get the 10 memorial coins from that tour like#i had originally planned. boo!!!!! boooooo#said as if im gonna be doing that for most of the ss tours#i think im skipping out on the 5* for the finals. uhm. and maybe one other one#im gonna shoot for kanata's. kaoru's. kohaku's (obviously). uhm. madara's (also obviously)#but after these tours i dont have a stake in most of them so i will be getting coins from them :3#im talking like im still gonna be playing this intensely in 3 years. who knows though cuz like#the way this stupid game makes me feel. unprecedented. i never want it to end
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glad you’re all as delulu for jay as I am
#soft launching oneshot was literally so self indulgent#like 😭😭#i wrote that for ME#LMAO IM SORRY ITS THE TRUTH 💔💔#I’d sell my left pinky to soft launch my relationship with jay <3333#chit chat with coco <3#coco’s starboy!
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