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gothiestarzsuki · 2 months ago

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I'm so sorry what happened to you, Kara. You didn't deserve that. I'm sorry we had to change so much, and that you died when Nat was born. Maybe it was for the best that you died, even though everyone still talks about you. We don't play Volleyball anymore, but we still do art. We because the opposite of popular, we're the schools laughing stalk. I'm sorry I couldn't be what we had wished to be for so long

#vent post #art vent #past meets present #i'm so sorry #i just want to be perfect #she didnt deserve that #all she wanted was a friend #was that to much to ask?#to think im now a ginger #deadname #she was so sweet #but everyone decided to take advantage of her #tw grooming #tw implied abuse #important #vent #im sorry for venting #im sorry for this

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promiseland-larp · 4 months ago

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i dont even know why im writing here but .. yeah

kitku here - just wanted to tell you all that i think everyone is loosing it and no one is answering me

do you all think olek will be back in demon form, just as canis? would that be better than just... not being here anymore?

god damnit

do we wait for Canis to send us the message that olek did not pass his tests?? in that case hes probably not coming back at all

i just wonder if anyone else would be interested in HELPING canis now... cus the rest that is left never looked to eeger to even believe it is him... so... just stopping slenderman? but theres not stopping it??? and... oh god, canis what do i do now

#kitku posting #im sorry for venting #i just felt like ... saying something #but #maybe not on tiktok cus like... tumblr feels like talking to LESS random people

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xalatath · 9 months ago

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I was 16 when I got "put away" for nearly 2 years and I had absolutely no contact with anyone outside for the majority of that. My (now ex) bf assumed I had killed myself and started dating someone else within like. A few weeks. And I spent 2 yrs trying everything within my power to contact him, and as soon as I FINALLY succeeded he broke up with me. And it's not really that I mourn that relationship, and I can't really even say I blame him, but just. Being so insignificant that someone Can just forget about your whole existence so quick. Meanwhile I was being psychologically tortured and abused 24/7 with genuinely nothing to live for besides the people I left behind,and then going thru all of that only to find out I didn't mean nearly as much to them as they did to me. Can't even describe how badly that fucked me up. How do u even come back from that. And whatever, I know it was 4 years ago at this point but I still live every day knowing that I'm just that inconsequential. I feel like a complete asshole for being upset about it rn

#im sorry for venting #i wish i felt worthy of anything good

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pizza-feverdream · 1 year ago

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I swear I'm so fucking tired of forgetting things all the time. People take personal offense to it and I feel like an awful person and I can't fix it. I can't fix it. There's nothing I can do to improve

#im sorry for venting #ive just felt generally useless and incompetent and sedentary all day and my parents come home to see #that i didnt wash some pots #which i dont actually remember them asking me to do #and i cant just say “i forgot” that's fucking weak #and they act like its this big moral wrong doing that i disobeyed them #generally i love my parents theyre good giys #but idk how to get it across to them that sometimes #i just cant. dont do things #without sounding like a #idk like a child #its so damn frustrating and idk what to do so im gonna cry in the bathroom #and lolly if you see this no you didnt

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pixiepirate16 · 1 month ago

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guess who got rejected

me it was me

im kinda sad about it i mean for like 3 hours i was tearing up but now i guess im fine. yea it hurts but ya know what ill be fine

#rant post #rejection #tumblr dashboard #follow me #ask me questions #im sorry for venting #dm me if you want #dm me #im so tired

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inactivecam · 7 months ago

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i dont understand. i dont understand most things,, i loved you and trusted you and you guys just leave. why does everyone leave. i hope my mum notices the signs and takes me to the hospital again,,

it will only get worse.

#cam ramblez #cam ventz #vent post #im sorry for venting

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calamari-minecraft-corner · 11 months ago

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AGH.

#I’m just frustrated-#not at anyone in particular but I’m so nervous about fucking up this au #especially this fic #im so indecisive and nervous that the serious moments will make people not want to read or interact with it #but like I feel like they need to happen with both ends bc both Cala and Dream are coping in different ways on how they deal with stuff #idk!!!#im sorry for venting #negative

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catsingbad · 11 months ago

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tw: talk of s/h and suicide

I relapsed a bit ago.

tbh I have this sick feeling that makes me want to bleed again. I want to see myself bleed. I want to see myself fucking bleed. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. It's not like my family going to give a shit or notice.

Will they even care or notice if I die right now?

Maybe? No? Yes?

I don't know anymore.

How long will it take for people to notice if I am fucking dead?

One min? Two hours? Five days?

I don't fucking know. It's not like anyone will care. Does anyone really care about me? Or are they just saying that because they want to use me?

I. Don't. Fucking. Know.

And it scares me.

#fuck people #sorry for the rant #tw sui vent #tw s/h mention #im sorry for venting

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icelectricspyro · 7 months ago

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