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invisiblyvisiblejay · 1 year ago

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aaaaaaaa i woke up at 5:30 which was way too fucking early and didn't fall back asleep until 6:30 but then my alarm went off at 7 and now it's 7:50 and i feel bad and stuck and i have an exam i have to do before my classe and it has a 2 hour time limit but i have class at 10:30 so im gonna be cutting it really close and usually that's fine bc i finish exams early but i took almost the full time on the last exam in this class

#also i have a headache #im so tired why can't i sleep #i feel like im fucking everything up all the time #im so anxious for no reason like really really anxious like want to hide under my covers in my bed where it's safe anxious #:(#also also i have other homework too and before class is like the only time i have unless i do stuff after work which like never happens #why can't i just like. be productive and feel okay #like literally just once #im gonna have to take fucking everything off my phone i can't stop going on random apps for hours #really hoping that won't have to include tumblr :(

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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Y'know something I really love about Tumblr is that it's one of the few sites I can actually SHOW my art.

Everywhere else restricts you to squares or specific rectangles and it's so frustrating. So much art is in all sorts of unique aspect ratios and shapes that most social media is extremely hostile to or straight up won't even allow!

#just. thinking about it.#i cant post most of my art on Instagram lol #also sorry idk why im posting so much this morning #yes i do. tired can't sleep bad days the oast few days and about to see my family #so posting is keeping me awake before i gotta get going

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book-lover85 · 2 months ago

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Stay at home dad and artist on commission Keefe

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #keefe sencen #sokeefe #he watches him and sophie's 5 year old little boy and 11 year old girl (she's currently applying for Foxfire) while sophie works #he does his own art pieces along with commissions at home #and the little boy can teleport so he's constantly dropping in on sophie and fitz at their job #(it's related to them being cognates or something idk)#and keefe has a panic attack because he looked away for one second to add a detail to his sketch and now his kid's gone #their kid drops into sophie's arms (or right outside the door of the building she works at)#and sophie gives him an eye roll and a disappointed look for freaking his father out and interrupting her #(he has absolutely appeared when she was in a super important meeting)#this is all based on the assumption that elves don't have some kind of basic schooling before foxfire or other schools like it #when he appears back at their residence (their leapmaster floor has an open roof for teleportation)#keefe is standing there frantically ready to catch him #and their girl (im shit with names) is standing there giving him a look like “I thought you weren't scared of anything”#and he's just caught the kid and is trying to rock him to sleep cause teleporting is tiring for a 5 year old #but he humors her while walking down the hall to his bedroom #“who said i wasn't?” “i do” “why?”#“nobody who actually beat an ogre would be scared of their child teleporting away”#“you'd be surprised”#(she doesn't beleive he actually fought dimitar and thinks it's an elaborate inside joke between sophie him and queen ro)#so they keep going back and forth with him being vague about the details because while he did beat dimitar #he is absolutely exaggerating all the details #“keefe you can't tell our kids you punched dimitar and he immediately surrendered” “please” “no”#and then they get to his room on the second floor and he shushes her so he can place the sleeping boy in his bed #i have so many thoughts about future sokeefe actually

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aesopsbaby · 1 month ago

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Chat......I'm so burnt out...and it's only the second day of school... This is insane..!!!

Aneeewayyysssss!!!!! Wip wip wip of a redesign for a certain oc ^^!

#˖➴AesopeWips #CHAT IM SO TIRED #Why can't I just watch one piece and rot in my bed!!!#Why must I be at school for 12 this is torture rn! SOBSOBSSSS #Can someone yap to me about their ocs or lore #OR ONE PIECE....TEEHEHEHEHEH #I can't sleep and I have school in a few hours time GRARRRRRRAAAAHHHHHH

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rapidhighway · 3 months ago

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dad just sent me an ominous text to intimidate me ig

#im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired #i really dont want to be going through this right now #can we get on with the end of the world or literally anything it would be real nice hehe #im so tired #so much scary horrible things are happening rn #and it's obviously my fucking PARENTS #i can't keep going i dont want to it's so hard #i don't even know anything anymore idk who's in the right idk who's lying about what #uhhhh whatever whatever i need to sleep #but idk if I'll be able to ugh #dads just trying to ruin mom financially even though he's got enough money already and she can't fucking work #and i get the fucking. first row seat #and now he hates me too ig idk #why would he fucking send me that text of he didn't want to let me know hes furious with me or to #scare me idk fuck this #and I'm watching another horrible divorce with a close family member a #AND another fucking insane thing has been happening that's a huge problem ahaaaa im losing #my fucking mind here #and there's literally nothing i can do here like i can sit and take it #or die ig

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vvitchy-succubus · 6 months ago

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#I'm so tired but i can't sleep #there's no sleep anymore #no relaxing #im either completely empty #or im crying #from anger or sadness #or both #every blue Ford i see #i think it's him for a spilt second #when my phone rings i hope it's going to be him #when i do sleep i dream about him #i didn't know missing someone could feel like this #it's missing but worse than that #like a hole in the center of my chest #and nothing makes it better #sometimes i can just ignore it for a while #he should be here #i will never understand why it was him #someone so good and loving and sweet #who was intentionally kind to strangers #who held me every time i needed him #i hate this universe #i really really do #i want to wake up in another universe #one where he never got in that truck #where he called into work that day #so that i can call him and tell him all the things i already have to tell him #i fucking miss you kid #it's actually killing me

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 24 days ago

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so sad for absolutely no reason

#👆 girl who stayed up till 3 am talking to her bestfriend about how depressed and trapped we both are for about 4 hrs #it's like that gracie lyric #you have to laugh before you start to cry😭😭#like ab toh funny bhi nahi lag raha jokes bhi nahi banaye ja rahe #oh but i love her so much i absolutely LOVE people with whom i can just be sad #im tired of people who constantly try to make the sadness go away or try to cheer me up #like sometimes you just gotta sit with your feelings na #at one point she was ranting and i said mere paas kuch kehne ke liye bhi nahi hai kyunki it literally feels like im listening #to my own thoughts on my own lying in bed at 2 am like hum itna same kaise sochte hai😭#and she laughed and was like but ye sahi hai na aise sochna like it feels wrong but it's the truth and im like i don't even #know but oh it's so good to not pretend to be okay #we're so similarly hopeless and tired cause like one point mein inevitably we talked about #the future living together our apartment and then i was like mujhe bhi ye chahiye but mujhe itni umeed uth chuki hai life se #ki koi excitement bhi nahi aa rahi like i already know ye sab kuch nahi hone wala and she's like haina same like i want to say #ki we'll do this and that but im like lol not gonna happen ab i can't look forward to things in the future im like if im living it then ok #then i can accept ki oh ok this is really happening im happy now wow but usse pehle nope #and we were talking about ki like yaar future toh ab dikhta hi nahi hai kya hoga it all feels so blurry and like a dark tunnel #atleast bachpan se we knew what was next school college but now it's like now what?#i know all these thoughts and feelings are pretty common and probably everyone's facing this but bhai.#it's fucking hard i didn't know life was gonna be like a constant battle where it kicks you down #again and again and again and you're bloody and no energy can't get up but you still have to because if you don't you'll sink #soooo deep in that state ki bahar nikal hi nahi paoge #OKAY 8 hrs sleep mandatory for me what the fuck why am i writing a ventpost at freaking 11 am girl go have lunch or something 😭

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍

#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off #and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there #and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts #and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit #and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite #i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl #but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it #but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites #anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider #so. shrug. <- actually very afraid #but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone #so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking #which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl #man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl #i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl #but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything #WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs #in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs #im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside #i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out #i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it #and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys #unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl #spider tw

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weareweirdpeople · 3 months ago

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Oh god why the physical discomfort is happening again. Why is it so tiring to walk or do anything. No matter how much I sleep, I'm still tired. I manage my diabetes well. Why does my body just make existing feel bad.

#I don't fuckong know who i am.#im so fucking tired #diabetes management #I guess #Woo hoo. I have a rare condition that I can't find shit about anywhere #And I have to convince fucking doctors that I know what I was diagnosed with as a child #No its not type 1. No its not type 2 either for fucks sake #Yes its chronic. No my fucking eating habits didn't cause my body to not work #Yes I am sure can you shut the fuck up about eating habits #No seriously fucking stop #I don't give a shit if you think that I could've prevented the chronic illness that is literally a GENETIC MUTATION FOR FUCKS SAKE #MY FUCKING EATING HABITS DIDNT DO SHIT TO CAUSE THIS.#WHAT VOULDVE CAUSED IT WAS MAYBE ALL THE CRAZY FUCK8NG STRESS I WENT THROUGH AS A CHILD. AND THE TRAUMA. AND THE FACT THAT DIABETES RUNS IN #MY FUCKING FAMOLY #why am i so angry #I hate feeling so bad #I just wanna colapse in bed and sleep #Im so fucking tired but I can't even blame it on diabetes management #Im getting enough sleep #I think #I didn't stay up last night #Why am I so tired #I just want to feel ok #I can't have caffine because my parents won't let me #Im just so fucking tired.#What the fuuuck

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autism-disco · 3 months ago

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he should be at ghe sleeping 😂😂😂 get a load of This Guy

#i sweae im not eveb that tired #or maybe i am i dont know why should i know that. thats not fair #anyway i should go to sleep so i can effectively pretend i went to sleep earlier 👍#nevermind no i can't do that. oh well #ezra’s real life rambles

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nyxypoo · 24 days ago

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i'm so done

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drysauce · 2 months ago

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not roommate calling out my way of spending time at the beach as weird 🫠

#can we. accept that people enjoy different things hello??#she's liveblogging from the beach in greece and i was like woah nice im really amazed you go to the beach only to sunbathe and sleep #because i go to the beach for water and when i get tired i sit at the shore for a while and go back to the room to eat or go for a walk #and she started to saying it's weird and impossible because your mattress will be damaged or you'll get thrown to the nearby rocks #it's really not ive been to a beach with rocks countless of times...#she like you can't go on a walk or to the city because the beach is the city so you need to be at the beach the whole day #sorry but i can't believe it's not possible to go on a walk #why's it so insane that people can find different things fun 😔

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goldenspringmornings · 4 months ago

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once more begging sjm to just be more fucking clear with her godsdamn writing/worldbuilding

#I just wanna know canonically how many people were actually utm in acotar😭#ik she had amarantha kill half the con but does that mean the whole court was actually utm with rhys or what??? like how does this work out #im so tired but I can't sleep so now I have to think about this ugh #if anyone has any ideas pls let me know im struggling here #anti sjm #gods she's such a bad author why am I obsessed with this stupid series #gold talks.tag

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strangedisciple · 10 months ago

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yippee wahoo still awake when the queue is posting yayyyyy /sarcasm

#IM. SO TIRED WHY CAN'T I SLEEP :[[[[[[[[

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im-getting-help · 5 months ago

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i can't find the motivation to keep going guys!! i think i lost it a while ago but i didn't notice lol i think it probably slipped that time i lost my wallet? idk

#*insert gif of John Travolta in Pulp Fiction*#sitting in my desk looking at my past and my potential future wishing i didn't have to live any part of the 💫human experience💫#can i pretty please quit? 👉🏻👈🏻#can i get a good fking reason for why everything is so hard?#and at the end of this existential crisis i still have to do the work #and keep going as if i wasn't literally dying inside which every decision im forced to make #my sociology professor talked a lot about “liberty to choose”#and i was like???#i can't choose shit my guy #we don't have the power to choose #the moment we're born we're placed in our respective boxes of expectations and obligations #plus the fact that all these studies on society and culture is based in “ideal types” almost a utopia of how society actually works #and im like🧍🏻‍♀️#how can i sit and read about all this and regurgitate it in an exam #do a presentation with a smile about how 💫with the power of love and a sense of community we can help those in need💫#im honestly so tired of pretending #AND I DON'T EVEN DO A GOOD JOB PRETENDING #im very obviously upset lmao #idk im sad #and tired #so so so tired #i wanna go to sleep #read a fic #listen to some music #and pretend my vote counts for fking something #when it clearly doesn't

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szallejhscorner · 2 years ago

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People on wattpad keep asking for updates. You know, I don't want to abandon my stories. It's just that I've never been so tired before in my life. My child cries at night, he cries at day. He refuses to sleep so I can't even take naps with him because as soon as he drifts off to sleep, he starts to cry.

I can barely keep my eyes open, and no way would I be able to write a single proper sentence either for King of Diamonds or the oneshots. All I want is sleep. But I know I won't get it.

So be patient with me. If one day I manage to get over this sleep deprivation I'll write again. It's just impossible to tell how long that'll take.

#It's the damn teeth #Why on earth does teething have to be SO GODDAM PAINFUL for toddlers #Like... Why does it have to hurt so much he can't eat #Can't sleep #Can't do anything except crying #And nothing I try helps in any way #Im tired. He's tired. We all are entirety exhausted. But of course these teeth take WEEKS to come out #It gets worse every day even though I think that can't be possible #I have thoughts. Bad thoughts. That's how tired I am

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