#MY FUCKING FAMOLY

[weareweirdpeople]

Oh god why the physical discomfort is happening again. Why is it so tiring to walk or do anything. No matter how much I sleep, I'm still tired. I manage my diabetes well. Why does my body just make existing feel bad.

[velarisvalkyrie]

Things that bother me most about the ACOTAR characters that keep me up at night - Rhys, Feyre, Cassian and Nesta Edition. Please do not atatck me I'm just sharing my thoughts to see if anyone else gets a bothered by these.

Rhysand:

Telling Azriel if he needs to fuck someone to go to a pleasure hall and pay for it was such an unneccesarily cruel thing to say to his "brother". I like Az but I no longer can see him with Elain after a few read throughs of the series but there was no reason for Rhys to be THAT harsh in telling him to stay away from her. Like that is how you're talking to someone you claim to love in your court where you apparently "don't pull rank" - yeah okay.

Not telling Feyre about her pregnancy. I do not care if he thought it was removing stress from her, he took away her choice to help be involved in finding a solution or at least prepare for the outcome ahead.

Enjoying Nesta being afraid of him at the start of ACOSF. I know he isn't her biggest fan but his mate loves her cuz that is her sister like dude you shouldn't get an ego boost from her fearing you. It's gross to me and such a toxic trait. Reminds me of real men I don't like.

I feel like Rhysand only gives people choices that he is able to orchestrate. When you read through all the moments he's giving someone options you notice they are mostly options that no matter how someone chooses it's gonna benefit him and/or his court and his court only. Or he puts people in positions where essentially they don't have a better option - the only better option is to agree with him. Does no one else notice that??? Should I make a separate post on that in better detail one day?

Feyre:

She hesitates before she interrupts Ianthe from SAing Lucien. And when she does interfere its cuz she thinks of what Ianthe has done to Rhys. Look, I do not care how mad I am at a friend - I do not care if it is the person I hate most, I could never hesitate to stop someone from going through the trauma of SA. Whether I love or hate you if I can stop it I am going to stop it.

Telling Nesta directly that one of the few reasons she's forcing Nesta to go through .... whatever you wanna call the whole training/house of wind/library routine - is because if Feyre and Rhys can't even control Nesta why should they deserve to rule a court. I understand this from a political point of view but I do not think that is a helpful way to talk to someone in such a bad state. If someone said that to me I would think to myself: So I'm just damage control you're doing and not actually cared about.

I know people love the whole Feyre in her night gown going to Lucien with a nightmare. But when you think about it more it's so dangerous to Lucien. Yes, I know Feyre listens to make sure Tamlin didn't attack Lucien after she left the room but what if he did and she was a second too late to stop it??? Not only would that leave Lucien harmed or dead but like what would that have done to Elain??? Would she feel it through the bond? What would have happened to her if Lucien died??? No consideration for Elain or Lucien in that moment.

Pointing out Lucien is hanging out with other people who don't have a home. That was a cruel comment. That was a comment not needed and maybe she said it cuz she was hurt he doesn't seem comfortable in her home with her famoly but what do you expect from him when everyone either treats him coldly or tolerates him. Like we have maybe 2 or 3 canon moments where the Inner Circle is being decent to him. Like yeah I'm sure he isn't comfortable. That's not even touching the awkward Elain thing going on.

Cassian:

"Everybody hates you!" Yucky. He knew Nesta was in a bad place and there were signs of self-loathing and he still said that. Then he wants to pout and whine that she doesn't open up easily to him or talk to him about what bothers her for quite a while.

Not having enough patience with her when she isn't ready to call him her mate. She's just gotten somewhat comfortable with being Fae and she just now is really getting a life of her own within Velaris. She did not choose to be Fae, she was just getting comfortable. She even tries to kinda explain to Cassian that the word mate would take away the last scrap of her humanity. She isn't even trying to be hurtful in that moment, she's just stumbling to explain why it was so hard for her to say "mate" and what does Cassian do in response? Not only does he keep demanding her to say it he also goes: "Well, I didn't have a choice in being shackled to you, either."

When Nesta comes up the 10,000 steps the first time and she has visible wounds that she's fallen. He couldn't take like five seconds to just "By the way, are you going to heal alright or are you in bad pain?"

Nesta:

Judging Feyre at the dinner table in ACOMAF when Feyre first visits with Rhys, Cassian and Azriel. So rude and snide and full of hate for no real reason. I love Nesta now but ohhh did I hate her in those first two books.

How she told Feyre the truth was bad. While I would much rather hear the truth even if it was meant to hurt me than to not have a single fucking clue what was happening to my body and my baby, I still did not like how Nesta went about the situation.

Telling Elain she may finally be interesting was just a tasteless low blow.

This is getting too long so I might do a Part 2 for the ones that have a somewhat shorter list: Azriel (still adore him) Lucien (yes, I do actually have some fair criticism of him despite being a clear Lucien lover) Elain (I have only 1 comment but if I put it in this one I feel people are gonna rip me apart) Mor, and Amren.

[venomgender]

need to sleep bc im loosing my mindddddd but this manhwa im reading is sk gooood but its also directly contributing to me losoongmy mindddd because its all about. people who have fucked ip relationsjops with their famoly. which i didnt know wjen i started reading it

[rodolfoparras]

Let me know if you enjoyed the audio 😊 I listened to it and HAD to share it with someone 🙏 you were an easy victim

I also hate watching straight characters have sex 🧍‍♂️ it's so weird to me 😭 most of the time it's so irrelevant. I mute that shit and look away until they're done 👎👎

I don't read fem readers very often, maybe if the writing is well done and it's not heavily gendered. Sometimes I do by accident because no one tags anything correctly on here 🗣️‼️ my bf in a different fandom stumbles upon so much incest shit ⁉️ and it's just tagged as the ship and not y'know, incest. GROSS (it's the supernatural fandom)

But I do agree:( it's just big scary man who's an asshole and is overly rough to a weirdly innocent woman that's significantly younger than him, that it's basically pedophilic

Somehow Gaz is the only COD character to survive this and it's probably the blatant racism, and they instead paint him as the weirdly innocent character...

Soap is a mix between both, depending on who he's written with.

It's so sad😔 leave my gay men ALONE

Can't believe that one anon was mad at you for being a male writer when half the fem stuff is the same thing and sooo ooc.

-🐧

And i appreciate the rec and will def let you know my thoughts thank you sugar 🫶🏻🫶🏻

No bc I genuinely cringe at straight ppl kissing on screen😭 idk sometimes it feels weirdly timed like why are we kissing now or fucking now or they just show too much and I get uncomfortable 😭

Also they def have great writers within the fem reader fandom! But I rather not read fem reader pieces for price bc I know a piece of me will die reading how they wrote him😭THIS HAPPENED TO ME but hear me out the characters aren’t even family ?3?3 SO WHY ARE WE MAKING THEM FAMOLY

You know what now that you say it I will stay away from any and all cod x fem reader pieces I rather be oblivious to how they portray the characters than read the silly version of them

I feel that fem readers have attributes they like in a man and they just apply it to any male character and don’t get me wrong we all do it to some degree but while male reader authors add a sprinkle of that, fem reader authors make a whole mold out of their own likes and dislikes and dismiss the whole existing character arc

Right?3!3!3 hello to this day the straight girl in a gay club analogy makes absolutely no fucking sense

[agentwashsimp]

NO FUCK I SENT THR WRONG PIC TO MY FAMOLY GC

I MEANT TO SEND THIS AND SAY

"ME COMING OUT OF THE SHOWER"

[c0rvidbones]

Perseverance — Wit — Laika

my little trio of fucked up freaks aka the most madness riddled famoly!! latest ocs that are brainrotting me and my friend. perseverance belongs to @rollforarcana and the texture overlays are from two texture packs by @tombofnull !

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i promise i draw more often than i post 😭

[stupidlyunhinged]

welp ig ima be up until 3-4 am thanks to my sister even though i have an all day infusion tomorrow at the hospital that starts at 9am

im fucking fuming rn but ya know no one in my famoly can be bothered to remember im actually chronically ill n i just want the fucking bare minimum which is to take a shower

apparently i should have showered earlier when i couldnt move my neck or lift my arms above my head cuz the weather changed and fucked my stupidly useless meat sack thats literally CONSTANTLY IN FUCKING PAIN

but ya know fuck me im a piece of shit for just wanting to be not covered in dirt (because we were digging in the yard for some shit today) for the ass kicking i get to have tomorrow that last time gave me such a bad allergic reaction i ended up having to stay overnight to get all the shit pumped into me anyways at a slower pace so my throat stopped closing up cuz this new med is currently a last resort

im so tired n i wanna cry rn but since i have no one to talk to about it im gonna vent on here cuz i dont really wanna get yelled at for bitching to anyone i actually know

[ankhlesbian]

If i close my eyes and pretend there is something so besutiful abt this orphan isekai’d into a very very fucked up famoly

[femboycloudstrife]

I love The Sopranos and I am enjoying watching it as my bedtime treat after my bf goes to bed but i have literally no handle on the plot granted i watch it on kind of low volume bc i want to respect the sound level in my building that has very thin walls and they fuck loud a lot on this show too and also i spend the whole time watching making posts about italians while its on but on top of following none of the plot i also know no one’s names except for the core Soprano famoly members and the one guy from white lotus but i forget his name everytime that i learn it

[isekaisyouwithmyforearmlaser]

im done w everything. cant even talk to my old friends anymore cause im too mentally ill, my "best friend" was probably one of the fakest ppl i know now, i have panic attack like once a week that usually lasts a couple hours and its exhausting, all i ever do anymore to stay sane is get high, ive lost all interest in things that used to bring me joy, my life is fucking comedic with how much fucking trauma they put in it, my brother who molested me keeps trying to contact me and now him and my mom have a relationship again and i cant stomach it but it it isnt fairbvecause thats her son and i dont want her to cut him off, and my best friend who was the one person i enjoyed talking to told me they basically dont want to talk to me again and i feel like i like attemlted to poison their drink or like kill them but in actuality it was because i tried comforting them and telling them i didnt think they deserved degrading themselves. i fucking hate my life and i hate myself and i hate everytjing and i hate waking ip in the lorning and i hate it i fucking hate it and i give so fucking much toneberyone to my feiends to my famoly and it deels like in retrun im always hurt. and i cant do it anymore

[venomgender]

me: man, my daughter is the final boss mass release is exciting and i DO want to see seol ah but i dont really want to read it right now.... whatver, ill power through zo i can get to the next series

me, after reading one (1) chapter of the mass release: im so fucking glad this is a mass release and not a weekly updare we need to see this all immediately this famoly is more important than anytning

[clownsuu]

humanoid phantom express is literally my grnder thank you

Hell yeah grandpa gender moment JCHGDDHDJ

[imaginacjakordiana]

i thing the best rhing about xmas in poland is how it's the xmas eve that's the most important. straight up all the fanfare and obligatory activities are placed there, first day of xmas is just there, only significant in the name and bc you have a free day

[fxnkiero]

Its not that i dislike family gatherings during holidays, i just hate being pushed around by my mom to help with decorating the house and shit only to end up with endlessly watching the tv with my siblings while my parents bicker in the kitchen

[subconiteforest]

vent in the tags ❤️

[cozey]

i want a gf so she can defend me from men